non-lucid

Had a dream that i was in a hospital and i had to get a cat scan thing done. but it was my whole body that had to go through and when i went through, i went legs first and it was as if i could fell the radiation coming into me and right through me. When it got to my head thats when the dream tripped me out. one the scanner got to my head, my head rushed with all sorts of horrible images. Like spiders and other dark images i cannot explain. the images changed with the sound of a static tv changing channels. Definitly tripped me out though. i wonder what this means. feel free to comment your opinions.

I had a dream that I was in space on a spaceship. I was fighting buggers from Ender's Game. I remember boxing with them and I got reinforced. R. Varela was there on the reinforcement squad and I knew he was going to slip and die while on the entry so I dove and saved him. I was wrestling and kicking a fat woman that was pulling me before I woke up.

Today i dreamt i was in school bar, i saw a provador de roupa, then micaela entered there,
i was excepting to see her coming naked through the curtains, but then she changed clothes so fast
she just got inside that and then came out with new clothes she was with purple clothes
she was pretending to be a witch. then i went to the 2nd hall of my school near the stationery shop.
i sitted on a small white wall between the hall. then i got outside to the left door (if we see it by front)
then the scenario changed, i went to a green space with many grass, i saw my natural sciences teacher
she wa ssmiling at me, i looked around then i saw people lying down with a towel under them. they were having beach
behavior, but i was in a green space.
i looked back and saw micaela and other girl taking their clothes off and saw their bikini.
i saw micaela'ss butt and i was kind of horny... (fuck this perv dreams already)


Dream elements:

-Micaela
-natural sciences teacher
-School

Technique used: ----------

hours slept: 7 hours

1. [Non-Lucid]
I'm in Minecraft walking around with some other people, I walk over to this structure, too my surprise was a tall mossy stone creature with long arms started to attack and chase me so I ran.

2. [Non-Lucid]
I'm watching a cat (brown and white) jumping of this walkway into the sea below, this cat is a good swimmer as it paddles its way to the wooden platform at the other side, it jumped in again i think but this time the cat took a while to resurface as we worryingly watched air bubbles rise, then the cat popped back up.

I'm with a few family members and I'm talking to Becky about something secret.

We then go to MCDonalds, I was trying to find the MCDonalds in the dark of night so took me a few minutes, I walked down a steep road and found it, walked inside and took a left and saw Ellie and Becky at a table so I went over and sat down.

3. [Non-Lucid] [Vivid]
I'm sitting down in this restaurant at a table connected to the wall, I am eating something I think then this old woman with white curly hair and white woolly jumper comes and sits across from me and says "Show us your teeth" I'm like "uhhh no" realizing I hadn't brushed them and then kinda clamped my mouth firmly shut as I become very self conscious.

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Legend:
Vivid
Dream

Possible dream signs:
Ellie, Becky, Dad, Minecraft, Teeth?, MCDonalds

non-lucid

Dream One

I hang out at a classmate's house. He notices that my shirt is riding up a bit. I'm wearing my teal shirt that usually I wear an undershirt under but in the dream wasn't wearing. I pull it down. He attempts to sexually harass me and I push him away and run out of his house.

Then, he starts targeting me and my family at our house. This is my parents' house, but the layout of the house isn't exactly like the house in real life. He targets us through the windows and we hide all around.

My dad is in the dream, trying to protect me.

Dream Two

There's this man at another house. The old man type with a son or something of the sort. I think he hates birds. Then there's this house next door to it. My dream focuses on the man and then on the other house, like an omniscient perspective. I'm not sure if I'm in the dream or not. The man becomes mad for some reason and goes to the other house to try to target the people from the windows. The people try to hide in the blind spots.

Morning of February 28, 2014. Friday.



My brother-in-law Bob (much younger in my dream, possibly only forty, while I seem to be only about twenty) and I are out near what first seems like the ocean, but should actually be the Black River area of the Mississippi in Wisconsin. He tells me that it is too windy to fish, but I am not concerned. I cast my line out anyway and the hook blows back into my hair a few times (but does not get entangled or injure me). Eventually I drop the line closer to shore where it is rocky just under the water. There are several fish about the size of a larger bluegill. They have orange bodies with black stripes and are like a mix of striper, bluegill, and crappie. Bob calls them stripers, I think, though there is possibly another name I do not recall.

We go a short distance north where the water and shore is very different. There are people all in a line along the high bank overlooking darker water and it almost seems like we are inside a huge building. I notice a large fish in the water and so I swing my line down near to where it is. I watch the fish come up and take the bait in its mouth. The water is murky, yet I somehow perceive everything clearly.

“Pull back,” says Bob, “Set the hook.”

I pull back and the weight is extreme. When it comes out of the water, it looks just like Monstro from Disney’s “Pinocchio” movie, angled more upward over time, even with the sketchy (cartoon) appearance. Everyone else is watching. It seems unlikely that I would be able to pull it up and out of the water (especially considering that the embankment is fairly high from the water’s surface), yet I do, and as I do, it becomes smaller and more like a large largemouth bass as I swing it around and to the other side onto the ground. For some reason, I get the impression that people think I had never caught a fish before. Bob does not seem to have started fishing yet, but I consider that there will be more to catch here.

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The whale is the emergent consciousness precursor, though its transformation into a largemouth bass is typical dream state transmutation by way of RAS mediation and neural gating in subliminal awareness of being in the dream state. My dream also features the common water lowering waking symbolism. The whale appears as the image from “Pinocchio”; Monstro. This is autosymbolic of the dream self being akin to a marionette, that is, not the real conscious self identity in waking life, though with the potential to be controlled within the dream by the conscious self identity. However, in subliminal recognition of being in the dream state, the whale does not swallow me (which would otherwise be autosymbolism for my dream self being coalesced into consciousness), and instead, passively becomes a largemouth bass as the emergent consciousness factor by way of neural gating.

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Journal Entry non-lucid #47 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I fell asleep by accident too early.

Dream fragment 1, 8ish-2:00 am." A successful college student":
I found myself a class room, MA, head of the STEM organization peaked into our classroom. She walked inside and she walked next to this guy that I saw one time in the math department, in Waking Life. They brought him cupcake, and congratulated him on finishing college in 2 years. He had double the classes said my counselor. I turned around and saw my friend, AL, talking to my cousin SA. I started talking to him, he walks out the front door, the front door was made out of glass. We walked out into the grass my cousin and my friend were trying to do back flips. I thought if I should do one but I didn't want to show off. My cousin AL showed up, he joked about how he could do a back flip.

This little boy showed up and and smacked a little girl. We didn't notice that children stood next to us. We picked her up and shamed the little boy for hitting her. He ran around the premise with food in his hand. I became angry for some reason and took the food from his hand and started throwing it at the wall.

I turned around and see my chemistry teacher cutting wood with some sort of contraption. He backed me up in what I did. He said something that both made me laugh and made me happy. I went around him and I saw my friend GO from High school. He asked me how much money I made and he tried to sell me a PS3 game. The cover of the game had a picture of a guy, most likely a motorcycle guy wearing a helmet and black leather outfit.

I realized that a lot of dreams do connect, the transition was a simple head turn. I would have thought that each of these dreams were separate from each other but they were all in the same dream.

So after I got up for WBTB, which I use now to study for an exam. Since I found out that dream state help with memory. My premise: If I get up in the middle of night and study I would retain most of it.

Dream fragment 2, 4:58am-7:00am." Mathematical dispute":
We were in Calculus III class, the class room looked small. A guy went up to my math teacher and asked a problem. He is a smart guy and pretty confident in waking life. But in the dream he stuttered and shook. My friend showed up and started explaining how he solved it. I argued with my friend about a problem the math problem. The problem had a sec^2(t) and he said that he got sec^3(t) when he took the derivative of it. I said that is integration. The derivative of sec (t) is sec (t)tan (t). I became equally frustrated and angry.

I don't like the dreams in which I am doing mathematics although I like math. It is my nightmare. I am always frustrated or angry. The equations never make sense or the numbers are off. And I am off on a wild goose hunt trying to solve, what seem like an unsolvable problem.

Dream fragment 3, 4:58am-7:00am."":
I had a dream and I had a girl I liked but friend too her from me. I saw GO's brother. I talked to him and asked if he seen GO. *environmental change* I am now inside of my house the walls looked like walls of a cave. I wrote stuff all over the wall and I wrote it in a circular fashion. I don't recall what it read. My sister walked up to me and she said I should have been awake earlier.

Possible dream sign:

Emotion: Angry (x2), Happy (x1)
Context: Doing mathematics. Environmental change. Dream Character appear after turning(3x)

There was a beautiful naked girl standing on the sidewalk. The only thing she had on were reading glasses. I looked at her and kept walking where she said I had to go. I turned around and said "Let's do something tonight" she responded "I'm not hooking up with you". I told her "That's not what I said. I said let's do something tonight. She agreed and I can't remember what else happened.

The only thing I remember of my dream was getting a boobjob from a blonde girl I was hitting on. She didn't wanna go further but I do remember driving around a suburban zone and C. Alexander, L. Hernandez, and T. Jackson. I also remember holding my dream journal

I walk through a door and come out in my IRL yard, thinking about how to get out of this situation (what that situation was, I no longer remember), when I remember this is a dream. I start flying, which I think of as a useful way of escaping that situation - my first instinct is to continue the dream storyline. Then I realize that since this is a dream, there's no reason for me to continue to deal with that situation at all. I'm looking up at a gibbous moon (it's in a different phase IRL. Also it was night in the dream; and there was no snow on the ground, though the trees were bare; and there was a bush that IRL was cut down years ago). Looking at that moon, I immediately (and accurately) remember two lucid goals that have to do with the moon, and I decide to fly up there. However, I get distracted thinking about those two different goals - the second one doesn't necessarily have to be done on the moon, and I wonder if trying to focus on both at once could throw me off.

Slight memory gap. While flying, I've somehow wound up getting entangled with some Christmas lights my IRL neighbor put up near the power lines - red, white and blue ones - and I've managed to damage the string of white lights. Although I'm still aware I'm dreaming and still intend to fly to the moon, I've lost some lucidity - I think I have to fix these lights first.

But after accomplishing that, I find something else that distracts me - a Bowie album called 'evil on sale' - and lose lucidity entirely.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

There's a child who's the young, orphaned, lord of an estate. He's been asleep or unconscious for some days after some incident that put him in danger, and now that he's woken up he's found that his servants - one in particular, who's also a magician or something similar - have changed things about the house while he was unconscious. This house used to be full of secret, magical things - taking care of them was part of the duty of the lord of this particular estate - and now they've all been removed, for his own protection. The lord doesn't like this at all. He's run down to the cellars, where a locked door used to open onto a place where they kept a pair of unicorns, which are no longer there - that magician servant is here in the hall outside that locked door, up on a step ladder, dusting a lamp. The lord's talking to a young, blonde servant girl who'd been the one to inform him about the changes in the first place, he's desperately hoping that she'll tell him the unicorns are just outside in the fields, but he knows that won't be the case - they're gone.

Had a dream, that some new law passed and then once the law passed, my house turned into a giant warehouse and the security doors closed and there was a whole population living in here. aliens and some types of rapid dog wolves were killing people and we were all trying to survive. killing the creatures anything we could get our hands on.

drempt damien came to visit and suddenly he was like OHHH i got to go. it was very sudden and weird exit which he attributed to the weather.

later i offered to take my sister and her friend out to diner. they said i cant pay for everything but i insisted

then finally i was at this bar type of place sitting accross from a girl when jerry came in and started hitting on her really hard and she couldnt ressis

February 27th, 2014

6:45 am non-lucid

Dream 3

Traveling, perhaps in Japan, all sorts of weird weather phenomenon. Such as a rainbow that half way through turned into heavy clouds.

Dream 2

Visited a Japanese store in the U.S. with my husband, met with a young teen who goes to the same high school my husband went to. He was being bullied, so I invited him to sit with us. We had our tablets out and talked about Graal. Fourth person entered discussion. I was tempted to download it again and explained I'm from the PC generation and don't really like the Android version. Harder to control and some people there are rude. Boy was sitting on opposite side of the table then moved to my side. Got out his portable DVD player or something like it and started playing a music video in which a girl is naked, her breasts clearly exposed. I though it was weird he had no shame in watching it in front of us. He got out a 2nd device and started laying Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (drama version) and I told him I haven't finished that drama yet but have seen that episode. He had four devices total out.

Earlier in the dream before meeting him but still in the store, I got out my 3DS from my backpack to turn it on sleep mode so that I can meet people in the shop. Screen had notably more scratch-like smudges than before. I wanted to wipe them off but had no felt. Blamed my husband for taking the felt.

After we all left by train, the boy, who was only in the U.S. for the weekend, took the train going south, while my husband and I took the train going north. We got to the train by going up the stairs. It was so crowded. I got separated from my husband who was in a booth. I went to a crowded seated area and sat in a long single seat with a feet rest facing the window. I thought it was weird, but then I saw a close friend of mine in a different train below from the window in the same kind of seat but not facing the window. I let my husband know I made it on the train, perhaps through a text.

A little girl from the daycare I work at called out my name from behind. She was sitting in the same kind of seat. Stranger was sitting next to her. I wondered why she was all alone. She looked so excited.

Dream 1

Snowy day (?), ordered pizza. Pizza guy was mad, perhaps because we were close to the pizza store (?). But my husband and I thought we were justified.

Finished writing at 7:06 am.

9:53 am non-lucid

Woke up many times from alarm, just didn't want to get up.

Had a dream that I went to see a live show. I think the scenario repeated itself twice. Went to balcony floor. Performer complained, but more people started coming up anyways.

Classmate was in the dream. Was given a prize trip to Connecticut and rolled his eyes. As the next prize fell I grabbed for it. I think the prize was cleaning supplies. I gave it to the person next to me. When I went to grab for it, it was going in that person's direction and I kind of leaned over to grab it. Though, my classmate, even though he doesn't know what the prize is, looked like he wanted to trade.

Performer asked Andy from The Office what he thought of the show, and he gave a good response and dropped my name in appreciation for reasons I don't remember. He used my internet alias, lumiina. Attention was on me. I tried to make a nice comment, but didn't appear sincere. I didn't really like the performer and thought he was a jerk.

Dream 1
not lucid

I was watching the scene first like I was watching a movie as the camera rolled along the side of a river. There was a splashing in the water as somebody I know was swimming in the water. I saw them pop up for a breath of air but soon after re submerged under the water. I began to panic and fear for him as I saw an alligator in the water above him and it too went under water. He popped back up a little further downstream as I still as well kept moving with him keeping him in the middle of my view. He went under again but this time the 2 alligators went down. I shouted out to watch out for the alligators. He turned and came to shore and was instantly dry. We walked to a barn nearby and went inside. There was an older man in his mid 50’s probably and was holding a small black suitcase. I knew there was money inside of it but I also knew there was a bomb inside and it was triggered to blow if it had any sudden movements/impact. We talked to the man and it seemed he was trying to blackmail us about something but I don’t know what. One of the people that were with us snuck up behind him and tried to stab him in the neck with a needle that would knock him out but he reached back and grabbed the needle. I reached out grabbed the suitcase in 1 hand and pushed the back of the needle with the other. The liquid shot out and landed into his mouth he just swallowed it and spit some of it out as well. We waited but it didn’t affect him at all as it wasn’t going into his blood stream. The group of us wrestled him down and I managed to get the suitcase from him and me and another person left.

Dream 2
not lucid

I was in some kind of apartment or hotel the walls and everything had a grayish tint and was very blah. The room we were in was very modern looking and the furniture looked very nice. I was talking with a man that reminded me of Liam Neeson and told him that there was a person coming up the stairs to get us. He was like okay I got this. He hid behind the door as the person walked in. He did some baddass moves and knocked the person out and the person just kind of vanished. As a little time went by There was another person that was coming up that I could sense and I opened up the door and saw them trying to hide in a closet across the hall. I was like Yo Liam come check out this loser….he is in the closet across from us trying to hide. So liam went over and kicked his ass as well. As I went back inside liam got jumped and the person had a chain around liams neck and was chocking him out against our hotel room wall. I opened up a drawer and pulled out parts of a pistol and started piecing it together. Liam was like help me…..I’m like I am….just give me a minute ive almost got it put together…. As I was finishing putting it together I woke up.

Dream 3
Lucid(but went with dream)

I was on the road and heading into this strange forest place when I arrived and got out of my vehicle and went inside of a cabin. I walked around with my fiancé setting stuff up and getting ready and we decided it was late and we would just go to bed. We got into bed and started to go to sleep I closed my eyes for a second and was thinking to myself. I should just try a reality check to keep myself use to doing them as I go to sleep and wake up. I reach up and plug my nose and attempt to breathe in. *wooosh* a rush of air comes rushing into my nose. Wait what????? I plug my nose again this time a little harder and attempt to breathe yet again. *woosh* another rush of air goes in as I breath in just fine. Wait a minute…. I’m dreaming? IM dreaming! I closed my eyes and thought to myself I wonder if I can levitate myself? I could feel my body leave the bed but for only a moment and I fell back down as I said no no no I can’t do that who am I kidding. I sat up and looked around like thinking am I really dreaming? I look down and rub my hands together the sensation is just as amazing as I remembered doing it the night before. I got up and walked around but the dream faded to darkness and I woke up in bed. Crap… I totally could have had that for longer if I would of tried to I said to myself as I opened my eyes. Well since I’m awake I might as well attempted to do a RC . I poked my finger against the palm of my hand and felt the hard surface of my hand but seconds after my finger pushed through my hand like it was going through silly puddy or jello. I looked down at my hand Wait what??? I’m dreaming again? I look around and I’m inside the cabin still somehow I came back into the same dream! I Sat up and looked around again and thought well this is weird.. As I stood up everything went black again. I thought to myself gawd that sucked I just missed out on two different chances to be in control of my dreams but I didn’t do anything about it. What the hell one more RC doesn’t hurt right? Got to get in the habit… it seems to be working so far. I poke my finger into my palm again the firm feeling of my palm hits my finger as I feel the resistance. But then this Sucking / liquidy sound come fills the air as I see my finger start oozing pushing through my palm yet again. Holy crap I’m dreaming still? I lay there and think to myself. Well my last attempts didn’t really work to fight the dream so let’s just let this play out… I laid down for a few minutes just staring at the ceiling. The sun rose up into he sky outside and my fiancé got up and we walked outside to our Jeep. I climbed around on the outside of the jeep trying not to touch the ground acting like it was lava. I finally asked are you ready to get going to my fiancé. She nodded and I got into the driver’s seat and gunned it. We went flying over a hill and we floated across a huge cavern. It felt like several minutes went by as we just hung out in mid air flying across this cavern until we landed on the other side. We hit hard and started to roll backwards I tried to pump the brakes but nothing was working. I turned us around and the momentum from going back words made us go up the hill in reverse. We made it to the outside of the tunnel we landed in and I turned our jeep around and we both got out. Another driver pulled up and asked if we needed any help I said yeah for some reason our vehicle broke down and I couldn’t break. He got out and walked over. My jeep was now a motorcycle and the wheels were not really wheels but rather a bundled up roll of what looked like carpet/ foam. The man removed the front tire and took out a disk that looked like a saw. He then pulled out a piece of plastic like a zip tie and said there’s your problem. You hook here is broken it probably broke from landing a hard jump or something. I looked at him yeah we hit a really big bump. He smiled and said well it’s an easy fix all you need is something to hook this back together like a fishing lure or something will work. I thanked the man and he went on his way. Shortly after I woke up for real 

I didn't have the issue of constantly waking up in the night although I still had a number of dreams last night, some very bizarre ones, but at least one of them I think was lucid. I don't recall doing the movements or any tingling, however this is how it went.

Dream 1

I was lying in bed with my eyes closed in the position I was in when I went to sleep. Everything was now all quiet and I had the sense that this was not real. I began to think to myself "I did it, I think I made it. Wait, can I still breathe through my nose?" I pinched my nose and I was still breathing. "Yep, I can breathe. Let's check that again..." I pinched my nose again, definitely breathing. I opened my eyes and I could see the bedroom which was like daylight despite it being in the middle of the night. "ok, now how do I do this?" I began to wonder. I pushed myself out of bed but there was a fair amount of resistance. It was like peeling myself off a leather sofa. I looked down to where I was lying to see if I could see myself there but I wasn't, just the imprint of where I had been lying. I walked around the bed to the door. "I wonder if I can just walk through doors" I questioned. I walked towards the door but I bumped into it. "ok guess not, I'll just have to open it" I said to myself. I turned the knob and opened the door onto the landing. I got to the top of the stairs and looked down. "I wonder if I can fly" I asked myself. I jumped in the air and there I was floating horizontally. "Oh my god, I can fly, I can fly!" I shouted excitedly. I was no longer in the house but on a small hill coated in daisies, the sky looked like a drawing rather than something real, and I was flying just a couple of feet above the hill. I could see other bodies floating in the air too laughing like children. They had a bright glow to them that was either pink or blue and were leaving trails as they flew over the hill. Their bodies were glowing so brightly that I could only make out facial and upper body features, and despite they were laughing their faces were motionless. I was too was laughing excitedly, but then the dream came to an end. This image closely resembles what I dreamed.



The rest of the dreams didn't appear to be lucid, some were so short and blurry that I couldn't remember them, but these are the ones I could fully recall.

Dream 2

Since I had been watching Black Adder Goes Forth just before going to bed it was no surprise that my next dream was about Black Adder. Edmund decided that he did love the nurse he condemned to death after all and ran into a room where she was being held in order to free her before she got executed. She was on a hospital bed wearing a straight jacket. He burst into the room and looked at her with both love and apology in his eyes, upset at what he had done to her. "Oh Edmund, you do love me!" she shouted happily. "Yes I do" he said running over to her. She was able to pull her arms apart enough for him to slip under her arms and kiss her. "Even if I was an axe murderess you would still love me?" "Until the very end" he replied. Then George burst into the room and rolled his eyes. "Good god, are you making love to her?" he laughed. He pulled Edmund away and pushed him aside. "Come along madam, time for the execution!" he said, grabbing hold of her. Edmund rushed over to her and pushed George off. "You're not going to execute her!" he shouted. "Oh yes we are!" said George, shoving Edmund off him. "No, she isn't the spy!" Edmund shouted, protecting the nurse. "But you said she was" said George. Whilst they were arguing some other soldiers came into the room and took the nurse away without Edmund noticing. "Here's what I'm going to do" said George. "I'm going to tell you something that's going to make you feel jealous and forget all about her." "No no, I don't want to hear it!" shouted Edmund, covering his ears. "Fine, then I'll draw it then" said George. He began drawing naughty images on a white board, one of them looked like he was about to draw a male genitalia but instead it was of a dolphin but the implication was still there as he drew arrows on where it was jumping to. Edmund looked angrily at the board which had now changed into a glass board, his moustache began to twitch, and then he remembered that the nurse was going to be executed any second. He bolted outside quickly to go save her.

Dream 3

I had just done some shopping and one of the items was of a fruit pie. Tony went up to bed and I was feeling hungry, so I opened the fruit pie and started to eat it with my bare hands, scraping at it and scoffing it like a pig. I sensed someone across the road was watching me from their window so I ducked down below the window frame so they couldn't see me eating. I could barely finish it but I could hear Tony coming back downstairs so I folded the box in on itself and crumpled it down and hid it under a chair. Tony came into the room feeling a bit peckish and wanting something to eat. He went for the bag that the fruit pie was in and asked where it was. I told him we didn't have one and that maybe we left it at the shop. He looked disappointed and confused as he was looking forward to having some of it.