non-lucid

in the rec center parking lot there was a warm safe little boothe that solds snacks. i knocked on the door cause there was some crazy person outside and the girl let me in. i hid inside the box for a while and talked to the girl about the crzy person

later i was in the apple store with colin and a bunch of his hooligan friends. we were talking about buying a computer but we never did.

then there was this race with like a bunch of complicated parts to it. at one pt you had to get a bike and at first i hopped on a clown motorcycle and someone said hey thats not yours. so i got off. then i tried and inflatable bike made out of balloons, but my cousin asked me if i could help pass out invitations to kaylas birthday party which i reluctantly agreed to. i was upset i had to miss the race but had fun making lil cards with my sister.

after the race there was this skkinny asian girl and i walked by saying wow i could really use a massage. then she laughed and said i could do that cuz i am trraining to be a masseus at school. i said sure il give you $20. so she leads me to this circuis tent and i get undressed and am already hard. then she doesnt even massage me but instead take some foams and starts shaving my privates. i was like "okay this is cool to i needed to shave anyway" then she was getting close to the end she starts grabbing my balls and i pull her up for a kiss and shes like "no no i cant" but then she keeps doing it. and idont think we ever had sex but but what an interesting massage

2.17.14 Monday

Last night, bed 11:30:5am, watching Thor before bed, also voice skyping with OP

DR 2:35
In a store, shopping cart

DR 5am
I'm on a tour of a factory with 3-4 more classmates. (We used to take tours like this from school.) Tour is over and I realize we can buy some things for good prices, so I walk back and see all the products they have. It looks more like a grocery store warehouse then a factory, because of a sortiment. I see some large tubs of cream chese, and I know I want to buy certain kind. As I'm walking back, I see hot sauces on shelves, crackers, bunch of stuff. I keep walking back to the "good items". Someone tells me tour is over, but he will stay behind with me. Others have left, since you have to leave exactly on time.

Employee tells me, I need to go to the director for some paperwork and he shows me how to get there on a mental map.

I walk outside of the large building, towards the director's place. A female employee joins me to show me the way. She goes for my boobs (I remembered this part in the shower, lol). So I somehow lose her and I sit down nearby. I see an old friend of mine. She cut her hair short. I hope she didn't see me. She is walking by slowly, and I pretend I don't see her. She stops behind me and says mine name, hoping that she is right. I turn around and say her last name in surprise. She really looks different. She mentions some things from our past.

We get together to directors office. It's a small cubicle in another factory building. She (he) tells me, that I have been fired twice before. Once from company called Rakuten, and the other time, when I was a taxi driver in Ukraine, and was late picking up a client. She only tells me this after I insist. I tell her, there is no company of that name in my country, and I have never in my life been to Ukraine. So I figured, that factory rakuten had to be there too. So it was clear, she didn't have the right paperwork.

Next door is some kind of a dormitory. We go there with this friend of mine. She is now both, the friend from old times, and OpheliaBlue. I'm falling asleep and I start seeing patterns and lights. I whisper to her loud "I'm about to WILD". Reason being, that I'm hoping others int he room will stay quiet, and I want to share my joy with her. I don't get the headrush or any transition, but I do get into a WILD. (Possibly just a dream about WILDing.)

As I "get lucid", I start climbing out over windows and stuff. I keep my lucidity for quite a while and every few seconds I tell myself that. I'm quite happy how long I'm holding the lucidity. Then I think "oh, I just thought about waking up, so I will", but I also know, that it will not happen, because I'm a good LDer.

It's morning now, and my friend/Ophelia askes me to give her her thing, that she needs to mail to her dentist. I pull out a small plastic baggy. Two fly-sized bugs or creatures from the bag get on my left hand. In the space between fingers and the thumb. One by one they start to burrow in my flesh. It hurts like hell. I try to pull them out, but I have a feeling, their heads detached and they keep burrowing deeper.

I end up in a large room, that resembles dining hall from Harry Potter. But the tables are not alongsied, but across, like they would be in a library, or a classroom. I know I'm infected from those bugs. Suddenly, these tiny white pustules shop up all over my body. They are perfectly round, and they light up. As if fluorescent. Someone from the desk in front of me turns to me and we talk. I see immediatelly, that she got infected as well. I know that, because she starts to giggle and talk to another person, and that apparently is a sign of infection. The person she talks to get's infected, giggles and talks to another person. Pretty soon the whole hall is infected. Few min later, my spots are gone. Int he back of the hall, there is another room. It's now full of people that are getting into next stage of infection. They are getting bit aggressive and their hands and fingers are getting curled up like claws. Someone unlocks the door with a regular, old fashioned key and one person is trying to get out of that other room. I push the door shut and lock it again.

But just to be sure, I fly up close to the ceiling and exit through some windows. I'm on a street. Sidewalks are covered by some roof. It looks like at the train station, where there are these roofs on pillars. I assume these are to protect people from some flying threat. It could be, that infected people will turn into these flying things.

1. [Non-Lucid]
Me and David are walking through a parking lot in the night, we end up at this silver car, we start touching it for some reason then Gabe Newell appears and says "Careful the alarm may go off", the car then let out a BLIP sound 3 times so we started running away and then the delayed alarm goes off and we laugh to each other.
We appear to be following Gabe down this narrow walkway with fencing on either side.

2. [Non-Lucid]
I'm in hospital, I think I'm having an operation or something, I seem really annoyed and angry.
I'm in the waiting room talking and I get shouted at so I shout back.
Now were in the car, I'm not sat right as I'm slouching so I ask David to push me back so I was sitting straight.

I'm with a doctor talking about my robotic hand (Its coloured white and light blue, Its awesome, I keep grabbing things n pulling things) with another guy who wants 1.

3. [What?!?!]
I'm in the back of a car laying down on my own, Its nigh and its dark, I'm scared I may fall off the seat when I'm Wilding (drinking a green bottle of bear randomly), this problem seems to have gone, So i close my eyes and im so happy I successfully Wilded so I sit up and think I should stabilize so I touch my knee and some other stuff around the car and then I wake up

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Possible dream signs:
David, Harness, Gabe Newell, Doctor

Morning of February 17, 2014. Monday.



The first setting is the house on Barolin Street, where we have not lived since 2008. We are in the living room, but our attention is drawn to the front yard. When we go to the front porch, we notice about six cats, most of them black, all seemingly trying to catch the same bird in our front yard, close to the tall wooden fence.

We go out to have a closer look, mostly to see which cats are ours, if any. After a short time when we are outside looking around, our house changes into a different unknown house in a different location. (It may be the Avon Street house in America, but the details are not correct). Upon closer inspection, I notice that the cats are all clockwork cats. I even take parts of them apart and put them back as their gears whirr and move about and they walk around as such, even incomplete. We go “back” into the house, which is now implied to not be where we are living. An unknown woman, who is married, is cooking food for her clockwork daughters. They seem human. It seems her husband is at work doing some sort of engineering that involves building androids. In some ways, this is like a sequel to my previous dream about the “Ticktockman” but in other ways is not related.

I ask about the clockwork bird from my other dream (though I do not seem to recall it as a dream). I ask her if clockwork creations can actually fly (though the bird did in my previous related dream) in saying, “Have they found a way to do that yet?” I think the answer is yes, but I do not hear all of what is said. The woman is washing dishes as she is talking. It is possible that the bird the clockwork cats had caught was actually their clockwork bird that had gotten out of its cage. This issue is actually spoken of by one of the girls later. Still, there is a sense of disbelief that a clockwork creation of any kind, no matter how complex, could actually fly.

From this point, we go back outside, but from here, it is now my Cubitis home. I have a very clear view of the flowers in the north side, near the darker red iron trellises. I walk out to the shed in back and when I turn to look back through the doorway of the main part of the shed, I see a tall brown bear standing upright just on the edge of the carport directly facing the path to the shed and where I am. However, it is not moving. Zsuzsanna goes near it and I realize it is another clockwork creation that has wound down and would not be a threat even if it was operating, as I assume it is a toy.

My dream changes again. Zsuzsanna and I are now seemingly in La Crosse. She is looking for details on her “real mother”, as in my dream her mother in real life is an imposter. We go to a building that is somewhat like a library (yet reminds me of a tax office in Brisbane), but I believe is a place where they assign orphaned children to a variety of parents in different regions (this is likely related to how we had to show our birth certificates at the counter at the tax office). The woman who works at the counter is somehow revealed to be Zsuzsanna’s real mother through documentation (though she is much thinner and happier-looking than Zsuzsanna’s mother). However, this seems wrong at some levels because the woman, in a friendly manner, denies that she ever had children or lived at certain locations. I remark on how much she is like Zsuzsanna’s real mother in some ways, so maybe she is her mother (which of course makes absolutely no sense as she is nothing like Zsuzsanna’s real-life mother). I mention the voice, accent, and manner. Suddenly, I notice that Zsuzsanna’s real mother is standing there, off to our right, agreeing with me in a friendly, observant way (which makes even less sense than the other senseless aspect of this scenario). In other words, Zsuzsanna’s real mother is commenting on how the other person is likely Zsuzsanna’s real mother because she - is a lot like Zsuzsanna’s actual mother, even though, again, she is not like her at all.

I vaguely consider the play on Zsuzsanna’s mother (though we had not seen her in years) being “taxing”, though without realizing it is autosymbolism or that I am dreaming. At the same time, I know that Zsuzsanna is nothing like her mother, so much so, there is a sense of her having been adopted, which is probably what stabilized the rest of the autosymbolism in this scene.

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Aspects of this dream, primarily the clockwork bird references and inferences, were prescient, though in regard to something Zsuzsanna had seen that I could not have known about, with additional typical prescience and inexplicable patterns of synchronicity.

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Fragment:
Something to do with me trying to "Go Ghost" like Danny Phantom. I am semi-lucid. I am in this icy plains area and attempting to do it, and I believe I am demonstrating for this elderly man. I think that the transformation fails.

Boat Surfing
Setup: I am standing up in this very long, thin yellow boat that I can control with an oar. But not by rowing, the oar is actually some kind of electronic neural unlink thing that controls an engine on the boat.
I am going VERY fast (50+ mph) across the surface of some lake. There are people swimming everywhere, and floating in groups sticking their heads out of the water. I do my best to avoid them as I cannot figure out how to stop. I come within inches of hitting people several times.
Eventually, I use the control to rotate my boat very slowly and it begins to slow down. I am coming near the shore and am very glad to have not hit anyone, but a young girl pokes her head up out of the water and doesn't give me enough time to react. Luckily I had slowed down because I could have killed her if I were still going full speed. Now, I had slowed to 2-3mph.
I jump off the boat and the boat becomes beached on the sandy shore of the lake. I try to help the little girl who is crying. I apologize for hitting her. She says something about my dad and I wake up.

I was not in this dream. It was like I was watching in movie, and my vision was in the scene, but I personally was not in this dream. No idea if that has a word or whatnot, but moving on.

It took place when there was severe segregation between white and black people. My view was of a bus that had stopped at a "black-only" stop. There were many people on the sidewalk outside of the bus. There was a commotion at the bus stop about a higher-up, white army man making an appointment to take that bus. No one wanted him to, but apparently he really wanted to. A larger, older (mid-50's), bald white man arrived at the stop. He took his coat off revealing countless badges he's earned in war. At first the driver wouldn't let him in the bus, but then he announced his title and name. I don't know exactly what it was, but it sounded profoundly respectful, and he was immediately let in. My view changed to the back of the bus. It was jam-packed, but silent as he made his way to the only open spot in the back. After he sat down, he asked the lady in front of him how she was doing but she ignored him. To the lack of her response he said, "oh, you're not doing. Okay, then." And then she snapped around and laughed. There was a teenage boy sitting in front of that lady who showed him a credit card that was on a lanyard tied around his neck. "See, this is my name!" the boy yelled. A man sitting across the isle from the army man pulled out his wallet and presented his ID. Soon everyone on the bus was yelling at the man showing him nametags, IDs, and credit cards to prove their names. It seemed spiteful, but it also seemed like they were all afraid of something. Then the army man yelled. Nothing specifically, he just yelled. It was silent. Then he pointed at the badges on his chest. "These aren't here to show I want to take your identity or arrest you. These are here because I've earned them from fighting in wars for our freedom. They're here to show I'll fight for you, and everyone around you." Everyone sat back down, the army man stood up and said "I have to go." He walked off the bus and the dream ended.

Journal Entry Lucid #9 Dream,Lucid, Comments)
Background: I woke up around 2:00 Am, which was about 5-6 hrs after I went to sleep. I stayed up and I watched some inspirational videos about success and possibility. Then I read Stephan LaBerge's book, I left the computer about 1:20 min later. I went to kitchen to make me some food because I felt hungry, made myself some oatmeal. I don't think the food matters though. I went to my room at around 3:38 am. I listened to Robert Monroe's intro to focus 10. I stayed up for nearly 100% of it. If I did lose consciousness for a second but when I did I regain it by willpower. After doing all the exercises around the end, he mentioned that I have the power to remember anything that I wanted to by touching my head with the tip of my hand and telling myself to remember, so I told myself to remember LD. (*I believed what he said to near 100% certainty but if it failed it was because I touched my head with my hand and I don't know if that is what he meant or if he wanted me to imagine). After 30 min of the audio, I turned over and found a comfortable position to go to sleep. As I was getting sleepy I reminded myself to realize that I am dreaming. I said those famous phrase, "next time I'm dreaming I will realize that I am dreaming". I said this repeatedly and I fell asleep sometime soon. I also heard my moms voice which influenced my dream tremendously.

Dream fragment 1 from 8:20pm-2:30am"":I found myself watching my gaming avatar on YouTube. It looked and felt real but at same time surreal. I got tired of watching the car chase, so I got up out of the computer and went to the living room. I hugged my grandmother and father because I thought I didn't see them in a while. I asked them where my mother was. They didn't want to respond for some reason. I thought I know I heard her voice. I asked, "is she sleeping? did she just sleep right now? I haven't seen her all day." My dad looked at me mad, and said don't disturb her. It was early in the night around 9:00pm. Me and my father were outside in the backyard. My mother walks out and started telling us her interesting dream.

She said, "I saw my own brain, literally! I turned over in the dream and saw my brain". I thought that sounds like O.B.E. I told her what if that wasn't a dream and that was real? As we were going back inside the house, my dad said she needs a way to go back to sleep. I don't know what I said, but my father responded angrily, "pssh dream! Dream is nothing". I told myself in the dream I am the only one that walks this path, I am only doing this for myself. I was in the computer room and my mother brought some tea and she asked me which one will make her go to sleep. I said, "I thought you are going to work isn't it early in the morning". I thought this doesn't make any sense why am I doing this looking at the tea bags in my hand. My mother disappeared. I said I better not be dreaming about something this boring. I looked at the time on my computer screen it read at first "9:40 AM.B" then a second glance "9:49 Am" then again "9:50 Am". It was also hard to focus on the numbers. I thought about the time "am" but it was still pitch dark outside.

I realized I was dreaming. I started rubbing my hands right away. I started becoming very excited because it was such a consistent, realistic and not to mention ordinary dream, but I logically became lucid. I tried to spin around to stabilize my dream. The spinning made me very nauseous. It felt like I was shrinking at the same time. It felt harder to breath as well. It felt so horrible that I decided to wake up. As soon as I decided to do that I woke up, with the last thing I saw my grandmothers' bed. I did a RC after awakening and about to write my LD.

I was in a single room airport. It was a very large room... I'd say as big as a small, school gym. The carpet was multicolored between blue, purple, red, and green swirls. They weren't very big swirls, but they differed in size. There were no uniform patterns of them. There were two rows of three chairs in the middle of the room. They were all red. I was waiting for my girlfriend to get there (she's an ex in real life) so we could go home. I was carrying a pink luggage bag and had a pink backpack on my back. I started to walk towards the entrance/exit and a Japanese woman and her daughter came into the airport. The little girl spoke Japanese to me and I was going to respond with "I don't know Japanese" in Japanese (I do know a little IRL), but then it sounded like she started to talk Vietnamese. I don't know any, so I kinda just brushed it off. Then my girlfriend got there. I told her that I got her awesome pink luggage stuff and she didn't like it at all. Then I took the backpack off and took a Gameboy out. It had her favorite Pokemon game in it, which is weird 'cause she didn't like Pokemon in real life too much. Then I briefly woke up, and fell into a different dream.

A scene ended with me getting into a car and driving away. While I'm driving, however, something goes wrong, I keep weaving into the other lane, and I wind up getting pulled over by a cop. I'm thinking, good thing this is just a dream. And I'd rather not stick around for this, so I go incorporeal and float through the roof, invisible. I look down at the cop being surprised by the car without a driver, and then I decide to bring the car with me: I turn it into water droplets, which collect in the palm of my hand.

There's a memory gap, but I doubt the semi-lucidity lasted long after that. Next scene I remember clearly is non-lucid: a woman is consulting a witch, asking her to do a spell or divination for her. When it's over, the witch asks the woman what that looked like from her end - meaning that during the course of the spell, the witch realized this woman's got some magic of her own. And the god this witch works for may or may not have an interest in this woman. The witch asks her a question, about why she's trying to (do something) when she's got too much on her plate already. The woman explains: there's a guy who loves her "pretty bad" - no mention of whether it's reciprocated - and she "can't hear him anymore," by which she means hear him in her head - it's a vampire thing - and she's worried about him.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I'm temporarily working for a doctor with a small private practice, I'm in training. The doctor's showing me a patient's chart and is asking me if anything jumps out at me - I say the patient's lost 10 pounds, but I'm thinking, that could just be a diet. The doctor points out what she wanted me to see: this patient's been suffering from hallucinations, describing strange sights and sounds. But she lives in the city, and there are all sorts of strange things there; and on the date that she experienced these 'strange sights and sounds,' there was a parade. I'm doubtful. I say, "I don't know, it's pretty difficult to confuse a parade with a hallucination." The doctor admits this is true.

There was a scene where I went to talk with that patient, and by the end of that scene we've wound up talking casually in the waiting room, she's very pretty and very easy to talk to. Then a baby belonging to one of the other patients crawls up into her lap. It's got a dripping diaper. This eventually leads to an unpleasant confrontation with the mother, who denied that the baby was the cause of the mess; the mother becomes so outraged that she takes out a gun, points it at the ceiling and shoots.

I grab the woman's arm holding the gun. The other patients in the waiting room all run out the door, except the one I'd been talking to. I get the gun away from her before she can fire the other bullet - it's a two shot derringer - and I hand it to the other patient. As I do so I say something along the lines of "Hold this for me, honey." Then I think, wait a minute, she was my patient a minute ago, that's very unprofessional, I can't go around changing a DC's relationship to me mid-storyline just because we shared a nice conversation and a life-or-death situation. The woman has pulled out another gun, and I take it away from her and hand it to the patient again - there wind up being 4 guns total.

My memory of this dreams starts off with me in a car following someone.
Cars in this dream all looked like this except, they were all mainly red with yellow outlining.

Also, all cars had to be on railing. It was like roller coaster railing, but wider, and embedded into the ground. Anyhow, I was driving somewhere at night when suddenly the car in front of me drove off a cliff. I turned to the side because I noticed that the tracks that were supposed to lead to the other side of the drop off weren't there... if you've ever played Donkey Kong Country, it looked like the broken tracks in the mine-cart level. There were a lot of people who pulled off to the side because they ran into the same problem. I don't know why or what it was about, but there was a riddle we had to solve. Somehow, the guy who ran his car off the cliff was there helping out. It didn't make sense to me that he was there 'cause he ran his car off a cliff, but he said "something like that wouldn't really happen." It didn't occur to me to try an RC, but oh well. Anyhoo, he solved the riddle. I don't know what the riddle was, but the answer had to do with which chicken to press down on a control pad. More on that soon. The railing to cross the drop off was back up, but instead of it being a straight shot to the other side, there was a major drop like a roller coaster. It was a giant U shape. So, the guy who solved it went first. I was able to see what he was seeing in first person. When he went down the drop, it felt like a real roller coaster. Then I saw him hit a gate at the top of the other side after he leveled out on the surface, but it wasn't hard impact; it just stopped him with no harsh stopping feeling at all. There was a really large guy standing by the gate with a thick beard. He got out and reached towards the bottom of the gate and there was a four piece... thing. Like, imagine the gas pedal in a go cart. There were four of them and they made a square. There was a small chicken sticker on each of them and he pressed the bottom left one. The large man nodded and smiled and the gate opened. Now it was my turn. I did everything I just saw through the first guy's perspective and got through. This is where another dream starts in an airport.

Journal Entry non-lucid #36 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I meditated before going to bed and told myself that I want to remember my dreams. I heard Robert Monroe's intro to focus 10 audio but I fell asleep before finishing it.

Dream fragment 1, 8:51pm-1:57am."": I think I saw a person or an ad that said to me, "if you ate a turkey as a child you are a Canadian but if you ate a chicken you are a true American". I thought what if you had both. I couldn't stop thinking about food so I went to my fridge. I made myself some sandwitch. My dad showed up and he was trying to take out the powdered doughnut. He sprikled it all over the kitchen. It was all over the drawers. I took some cookies and tried to slip through my grandmother, who decided to walk right in between me and my dad. My dad stopped me and told me I had to put the milk away.

Dream 1#
Not Lucid

I was in a retirment home and was watching over this ladies room for some reason. I went looking around and all these old people were staring at me strangly and asking me what are you doing here. I told them Im looking after my friends place. Finnaly I got annoyed from all the questions and I went into the room and was by myself for a little bit. But different people i knew began to come over and show up at this place and so I would invite them in and we began to play different kinds of games. Several people were playing uno and other card games while I was playing beer pong but with a weird twist. For some reason we had no cups and instead of the the cups we were using chips and cookies that we put frosting onto and if the ball stuck we had to eat the item. I then left the room and went back outside and it had changed.

Dream 2#
Not lucid

I left the previous room and found myself in a police station instead of the retirement home there were cops and detectives walking around and drinking coffee. I walked over to a few and just kind of blended in with the crowd. Then a man came over and asked what I was doing and where I had been. He said we had some work we had to do and that we best get going. I looked at him confused and felt that for some reason he knew me and that I was his partner or something. We went out and watched some people and eventually came back to work. We were by our desks and I was looking everywhere for my bowl for lunch. I asked my partner and he began to yell at me for always forgetting stuff. I tried to explain to him that I was sorry but I know I put my bowl in this drawer and it was not there. He just kept yelling and yelling so i walked around the office and looked for my bowl. Eventually I was looking inside his desk and I found my bowl wrapped in a brown paper bag. I said see I told you I didn't lose it you took it from me. He then smirked and said well I sure did but you didn't even realize i took it from you until now. I was pretty upset at this point and left. I went outside and was hanging out on my parents old porch but the only difference was that there was a main road running directly next to my parents house and part of it turned into their driveway. I went out into the snowy street and kicked around some snow but as I was doing that My partner came back and started yelling at me about how I was not doing a good job. That I lost my bowl again and that I am a horrible dective. I tried to ignore him but he came up and got into my face and pushed us into the street. I fell down and dropped a bag of cheesecakes and a group of bikers came by and rode over it and then I noticed the brown paper bag with my bowl in it. it was in the middle of the street as well. I went to grab it but the partner kept kicking me and pushing me into the slush in the road. I got completely dirty covered in this brown slush and pushed my partner away and grabbed my bowl. I walked back to the porch enraged. I was so pissed off at this partner of mine and how much of a douche he was. As I got back to the porch my captain came over and motioned towards a snow pile. During our fight some little kids crashed their toy cars (that red bottom and yellow roof car that they stick their feet through the bottom in) The kids were dead one of which was hanging outside of the car and the other still in it. We then went into the garage and saw another kid was murdered but that we didn't know how. So we decided to cover it up to save us from the paper work and make it look like an accident. that his toy car released to many gas fumes and caused him to die of lack of oxygen. My captain called me over to the middle of the street i was at and asked why I was not doing a good job as a detective lately. I looked at him and then looked at my partner and he understood what was going on. We used some knifes and began to remove some rubber tiles from the ground in a rectangular pattern. My captain began talking to me about how we have not been able to get many people onto this case for awhile as each person was some how linked to it. That we had an old lab geek that had to be put away in a mental home because of his involvement and how my partner was believed to be the killer behind it all. The scene slowly faded away as I woke up in real life.

Dream #3
Not lucid

I was now in a school I seemed to know the layouts of the building well. I was walking around the building looking for my friends. As I was doing that I saw these strange creatures and began to talk to them. They wanted to go on a mission to find some kind of ancient artifact and wanted to know if i would help them or not. I decided i would and i gave them some money to help them on the way. I gave them 1000 gold and they took off into this hole in the ground. I thought to myself about how nice they were and wished them the best of luck. I went around and opened a locker and looked at my classes for the day I was lucky it was only two of them today. I went around and looked for my class but I couldn't seem to find the right teacher or the right room. I saw my best friend leaving from a class and i asked him if he knew where it was and he told me he did and pointed it out to me. I thanked him and as i was getting to walk away this hole appeared beneath me and this evil man grabbed my leg. I asked him to let me go as i tried to pull my leg away but he wouldn't A pop up menu came up in my vision and I clicked to manipulate him for 100 gold As i clicked this the men I helped earlier came over and began to rant about how much they hated this guy and how he was going to suffer for not helping them on their quest he let go of my leg and they pulled him into the hole in the ground. I turned around and this Giant tree elf lady was floating in front of me. I looked at her woody body and asked her can you please give me a blowjob? She looked at me and smiled and went down to her knees and began to suck me off. It felt so good I was looking around to make sure nobody was coming. She just kept going at it and then I noticed a teacher walking past and she looked at us and said I hope that it was sex ed related and I smiled and said yes yes it is that's the class we have right now and I pointed to the sign next to me that said sex ed Room 101. The elf creature got scared and started to stop but i pulled her back and began to thrust in motion with her. she got freaked out still and got up and ran towards the bathroom. I followed her in and saw several people i knew I went in after holding the door for a few and went in to use the toilet. I looked around and saw lots of guys and girls going and using the different types of toilets and several of them were overflowing for some reason or coming very close to it. Several girls walked over to me and asked what this one girls problem was and that she must of never seen a lesbian before because she wasn't liking the way they looked. I made my way outside eventually and found some people i knew and began to chat with them. But as i was I woke up.

Unfortunately this dream was the night before the night before last night, and I'm just now writing it down, so I'm heavily depending on the little keywords I'd written that morning…

I'm in the woods behind my house and I see a little hole in the ground by a tree trunk. I crouch down and look into the hole and I see many snakes of different species inside, some moving slowly. I get very excited. A hibernation den! Now I can visit snakes even in the cold months and I'll have them all to myself! I don't reach in to hold any, though, because I don't know if that would be harmful for them to come out in such cold weather. ((The day before I was reading a reptiles/amphibians book of Indiana and it talked about snake hibernation dens, and I hoped that I could find one. So that's where that came from.))

So I walk away from the den and I find another, much smaller one, where I can only see one or two thick, rough-scaled green snakes, like emerald tree boas, though I don't remember if they had pits. As I crouch there near it, a wet, tiny one comes out, and I realize that it's actually some sort of hatchery/nursery. A big one comes out right after, and I'm afraid to move, because I'm afraid that the bigger snake will attack me since it would want to protect its young if it saw me as a threat ((for the record, in the waking world, I know that that's not how it works with snakes)). I move a little bit, and the bigger snake freezes and draws his head in a little, while the baby retreats back into the den. Hesitantly, I stand up to walk away, and the bigger one also goes back into the den. I am relieved.

At some other point, I'm in the living room and I jump up and bend my elbows so that my hands are near my shoulders, and I flap my hands quickly. This causes me to hover, or difficultly fly a bit. I fly around the living room a bit, but that's all I remember from that scene. I think my grandmother might have been there at some point.

At some other time, I'm walking down the street to get to "the end of town", which were the directions which we had given to someone else. The end of town was apparently barren except for a few people living in poverty, with lots of dirt/mud smeared on the road and sidewalk. My Mom was ranting about how we had told someone to go to "the end of town" but we didn't tell them which end to go to, and now they had gone to this one, and now they won't want to go to the right "end of town". After this, we're walking back and a news man comes to interview me, holding both the microphone and the camera. He asks something that I don't remember, and I hop along while flapping my hands so the hops are big and drawn-out, like I'm on the moon or something. I say something sarcastic to him and refuse to answer his questions seriously.

At some other point, I'm standing in a room with a model wooden ship and a man. Out of habit, I do a reality check, and realize that I'm actually dreaming. Remembering the task of the month, I look at the man and say, "who's my soul mate?" He hesitates for a moment, and, disappointed, I think that he won't answer. Then he looks at me and says, "you should sell all your plates." I'm amused, and I don't ask him further. I walk past him to examine the model ship, reminding myself that Im' lucid. However, next, something happens which I don't quite remember, which is so interesting and engrossing that I forget to remind myself that I'm lucid, and I fall back into a regular dream.

At some other point, I go downstairs in this house to find three rooms: a bedroom with a desk, a living/game room with a couch and a TV, and another room with more games and another bed. The living room/game room are connected with different carpet, but no walls or doors. The first bedroom is closed off with a door. Inside the bedroom I find a snake, rough-scaled, with dark green and blue stripes. He's hanging from a stand that you'd give a parrot to perch on. I pick him up and say, "aww" and "you're such a baby" and the like. However, next, I have to put the snake back because my mom calls down from the stairs and says that she's about to show some people around the house, and if I don't lock every door and window before they get to the basement, then she will proceed to show them around, even though I am naked. I frantically go to lock and close doors and windows, and there are suddenly more doors and rooms than there used to be. I managed to lock nearly all the doors, but there is one room that I don't get to in time, so I have to go close the door and lock it while my parents and their friends are in the room. They all stare at me awkwardly while I go in, naked, to close the door. Later, I've locked every door, and, I thought, every window, but my mom leans in through the top of a window to say that I hadn't locked the upper third of that window, because apparently that window folds open and closed and requires three locks.

At some other point, I'm flying through a jungle in the treetops, flying the same way as before. I see some cool snakes, and I get scared by some creepy bugs, and I'm trying to get over the tops of the trees, and at the very top of the trees I find some dopey, fat caterpillars with yellow underbellies and green(?) tops, and they cheer when I go past them above the trees, and they rejoice, saying something like, "finally! a person who's as pathetic as us! Friend!"

At some other point, I'm standing on the top of a tall building, with another man in front of me. Out of habit, I do a reality check, and, again, realize that I'm lucid. Since the last time was sort of unsatisfactory, I ask again who my soul mate is. The man, the only one in the vicinity, looks at me and says, "that guy" without pointing or otherwise indicating who "that guy" might be. Giving up, I jump off the building and try to fly just by thinking about it, but it isn't working, so I flap my arms (my whole arm, like a bird, not just the hands, as it had been when I wasn't lucid) and go higher and higher, and I try to shape shift into an eagle or something, but it isn't really working, and either I fall back into a regular, non-lucid dream, or I wake up. I can't remember.

Today i dreamt i was on the hall of my home, i had a substitute key for the garage
because i was finding the original. i came down the stairs and went to the garage.
I opened the garage and something told me the original key was inside the motorbike
bench, i opened it and there was 2 original keys. my mom asked me from the building if
i have found the keys. i showed her them.


Dream elements:

-garage keys
-garage
-mom

Technique used: WBTB

hours slept: 6 hours

I am not going to go into detail, just don't much feel like it.

First part of my dream occurred on a bus. I was talking to an old kid from public school and we kind of liked each other. Then he dated my old foster sister but he was rude to her but she loved him anyways.

Then I was in a an adult math class where we were learning basic math skills. Everyone was writing down notes but I was memorizing the lectures that were actually about how to be a waiter. The teacher was a lesbian and she was hitting on me but I didn't mind cause she gave me good marks.

There was a fragment about walking along a dark road with a ditch on the side, something about frogs I think.