non-lucid

I gain consciousness when I walking supposedly to this strip club with my mom and were in this elevator going up to the 9th floor and while in the elevator my mom and I are saying to each other "they might think were dating" which was mad awkward and then I made some stupid joke which I vaguely remember and we both started laughing. At one point I knew that there was going to be a surprise but never really question it which I am still working on my awareness in real life. I then remember exiting a door from the elevator and going to this room which led to the roof top of the strip club. In that room I remember seeing a bar like any other strip bar and then passed by it to go to the patio area. Once there I remember seeing my friend Chris passing by my mom and I going inside which was even more awkward since neither of us ever been to a strip bar. So at this point on the top floor of the strip club/patio area my mom gathers about 8 people I was familiar with and one of the people there was Jairos sister and she was with her bf which I had no problem with and it was just nice to see her and say hello again. Once everybody sits down at the table including Chris my mom tells everybody that I got re-established in the congregation which everybody was like "so....big deal" which then I woke up after that.

Tuesday, 9/10/13

Bed 11:15 - 5:20am been drinking water before bed and each time I woke up.

DR 1:40am
Long dream. We are packing bikes for a trip. Something happend on DV. I didn't get up right away to write this down.

DR 5:20am
A kid I know is showing me his collection of fossils. They are in a glass showcase the size of a small room. There are some 2ft grey amonites, at least 2 T-rex skulls, sill partially encased in fossilized dirt. There is a stuffed baby buffalo with deer antlers, sitting. On some things, price tags are still hanging. One says 999. So I know his dad has been buying him all those. I'm impressed with the collection and a bit jealous.

DR 2 -
I'm in a one story house. It's early morning and I just woke up. Not sure what's going on and I go back to sleep. When I wake up again, someone tells me "good job" and I tell him that I just woke up, what could I have possibly done.

Outside in the dirt, there are some artifacts poking out. We call someone. As I'm standing outside in the yard by myself, I see a box truck slowing down and finally stopping accross the street, after driver found our home number. White box truck with some green lettering. I know they sent only one guy, just to check out if it's worth sending an excavation team over.

DR 3 -
I'm escaping. Walking through some open, concrete area. Like a large parking lot, or undeveloped area. Suddenly my route is cordoned off by yellow tape and some construction cones and barriers. It leads me to a warehouse type of a building.

It has large pastic sheets where the doors should be. Me and another guy just look at each other, like really? We have to take a detour throught this?

I'm inside and now we are trying ot get out. Inside it's bright, large rooms, made from corrugated metal sheets or aluminum color. The window is higher up, so the guy urges me to step on some metal rungs and walk on them to reach the window. I do that, and the window has two panes, that open somehow stupidly. I tell the guy he has to hand me his things one by one and I'll hand them to him through the window.

Suddenly, on my right, there are some wall to wall wooden shelves, wide as bed. And I'm laying on one of them, because we are gonna stay there overnight. i wonder where the other escapees went. I go to look for them and I find them in the next room. It's lit with soft yellow-orange light. I keep walking and now I'm in a room with lots of different beds. Big glass windows on the left. I realize i'm in a large store in a mall. Next room is all kitchen equipment. And the next one, looks like a large kitchenett of an office. I talk to 2 friends of mine here, eating sandwiches from the fridge. They have huge pieces of dill cheese. I think to myself, that they should go easy on food, so everybody can have some.

But it looks like there is no shortage of food. As I lean over to the fridge for a soda, I notice on the shelf above some chocolates. Those round lindt chocolates, that are filled with something. Prevailing color is red. I read the packages and they all sound so delicious. In another room, that looks like storage, are 5ft tall paper bins, filled with different kinds of Lindt round ball chocolates. Some are filled with soft chocolate, some with marzipan. I'm awestruck. I'm kinda envious of the people working there, how well is the company taking care of them. I'm putting a few of them in my bag to take home.

All the students (I mean ALL of them around the city in every school and university) were doing pot, so they arrested us all and then left us out on street. Left a bunch of us at Laljidada's .The parents thought their kids were being framed. Then, I lied to them about officers pinning their pizza bill on us.
Also, internet was down so couldn't do much. The orientation took its toll too.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Had almost WILD where i got to transition with HH of someone entering room and trying to wake me up, but didn't got any further than that.

Then the second nap, same HH but this time with voice: 'Wake up". I wake up into dream and get up from the bed, i look around and nobody seems to be here and location of stuff in room seems to be different, i shift to quadruped stance and remember about TOTM, going on the walls/ceiling thing. I go onto the wall easily but when reaching the ceiling i get confused my position and then i am back on the floor, well then. I go towards the door and attempt to finish shift, door becomes slightly reflective and i see something blurry and shortly i feel pain out of sudden, then dream fades out. In dark, i focus my will on getting it back.
I wake up and do RC, hands weird so still dreaming, i go towards balco-... well there's no balcony but just exit outside for some reason, on ground level. I go outside and look around then i end up losing lucidity and start walking on streets and talking to random DCs, then shortly i wake up.

Only Fragments: Girl with curly hair, I'm kissing her, Guy asks me if I cut my hair.

People Are Stupid

I am in a small town and I seem to get along with everyone. I look at the small lake and it's starting to boil. The ground also feels hot; grass is shrivelling up! Somehow, I randomly come up with the conclusion that the volcano next to the town is about to explode.

I go into the town hall and everyone is seated, waiting in anticipation for a show to start. On stage there is a velvet-red curtain. It pulls away and there are four people standing in a square shape, bouncing Pokemon balls to each other. I found this extremely lame and boring. Apparently something is wrong with show so the curtain is pulled in front of the act. I get up on stage and ask for "geologists and volcanologists." (I know that probably isn't even a word.) No one in the town is any of those and I just tell them of the danger anyway. They laugh at me and exit the hall.

I get a text from my mother later on and she's texting me the entries in my dream journal. I get very mad and embarrassed and ring her up to yell at her, "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LOOKING AT MY DREAM JOURNAL? IT'S PRIVATE!"

I hang up on her and then ring Dad to try and tell him about the volcano, and he just dismisses it. I also hang up on him and then run home ...

I was walking around with 3 other people, 2 guys and 1 girl. We had backpacks on, so we might be traveling. We started running on the sidewalk, through an alley, and up some stairs. While I was running up the stairs, I see that the steps are small and there's no way I can step on each step. It felt more like I was bouncing up the stairs. We were in front of what I thought was a hotel, but actually a bathhouse. The guys went in the left side, and us girls to the right. We were in the locker room, and it was dim with orange lighting. The girl that was with me gone straight ahead to another room? I was naked, and trying to find a locker to put my clothes in. Most of the lockers were occupied, with locks on. The two lockers at the end of the top row were unused. I wondered where I could get the locks, but I was too shy to ask. I looked at one of the locks, it had two rows of number one on top of the other. They were each in this format: xx - xx - xx. I thought the bottom row could be the passcode. I was about to open one up, but that's someone else's locker... so I didn't. I looked at the locker at the end of the row, and it said it's being used by a school. I saw some textbooks inside. I stuffed all my clothes in to an empty locker. I felt like I was missing something, so I turned around and found my bra and towels in the bathroom stall. I dropped my towels on the floor, and it was pretty dirty. I didn't give a damn and just stuffed them in to the locker.

I am trying to get my headphones off a train that is headed to Canada. I am in another train that is following close to the Canada-bound train with my headphones on it. I speak with the conductor and he tells me that I'll have only a few minutes to get my headphones off the other train before it leaves.
My train pulls up to the platform and is behind the train with my headphones. I run on board and begin frantically searching all the compartments on the train, trying to find them before it departs. I shout to the other passengers to try and help me. The train begins to move right as I find the headphones. I run to the door and try to jump out, but now it is moving too fast.
At some point, I my body has been moved to the top of the train and I am now dodging platforms and low-lying bridges. Just as I am trying to lay as flat as I can on the roof of the train due to an incoming bridge, I wake up.

Derpy Hooves and Twilight Sparkle (Who wasn't an Alicorn at the time) lived in a bubble. Derpy then murdered Twilight and the garden in the bubble bloomed much and Derpy smiled. Twilight was then safe with at least three other Ponies in a garden in peace and Derpy was hurled into the sun with many other Ponies including one who I think was a lying car salesman, And oh my the sound of them yelling as they were cast away was there.

Morning of 09/02/2013

The Gas Station and the Lions
*Reoccurring dream. This is my 3rd or 4th episode here. One of these dreams even occurred in the house and the gas station was only seen from afar. The house had way too many people in it and was a dirty mess with sofa cushions and clothes thrown all over the place.

We are talking (me and a group of about 3 others, one red neck guy about 38, and 2 red neck women artificial blonds at about 45yo) by the old gas pump under the light. It’s a nice summer’s night and we are talking about people as the moths fly under the overhead light. We are leaning on and over the old gas pump, talking about people in our circle of people we know and kind of complaining about them. We all come from the house right across the street from this gas station, we come here to talk and be outside, because inside there can be more people and they are a bother sometimes. There is always a street-going vehicle prominent in these dreams, a muscle car, a fire engine, this time it was an ambulance that went screaming by the front of the station that got all of our attention. In addition, there are always two big cats. Sometimes they seem like cheetahs but they always revert back to being male lions. The lions run around but are harmless and we know it. The cats don’t belong to us but are our friends or something. One of the women complains about the cats saying she wishes they weren’t there all the time and would go away, to which I say, “there is no delete switch on a living creature.” They both whipped their heads around,eyes wide, to glare at me in a shocking, “NO don’t go there!!!” look like I was going to talk about how the dream is not real and ruin it for them. Their creepiness freaked me out and I woke up.

(One of the weirdest dreams I've had. I only wrote notes down unfortunately, and can't recall it all )

It was daytime.

I was on a pier with Daz and my brother. There was a lot of random as fuck people.. really strange.

I was in a room joined to the pier and Daz put a fire cracker in a man's mouth, who was the size of a small dog. When the fire cracker went off, I remember thinking that the guy would have been dead for sure.. I thought he would have been blown up. I had a look at the guy and he wasn't looking good. He was moving side to side and struggling to breath. Eventually he took his last couple of breaths, then passed out. I was worried for Daz, as I didn't want the guy to go down for murder.

I was on the pier and a girl was cracking onto me. Everyone was different, and acting weird, but in a good way..

I was outside at some kind of stall you would see at a amusement park. I could see a man trying to sell me a gun who was behind a glass. He was demonstrating what the gun could do, which shot plastic balls. I asked him If I could have a look at it before I thought of buying.

I saw a few rowing boats go passed the pier, so I decided to jump in one and carry along. I was rowing through a small tunnel.

I was naked, at a house with Josh D. I was looking through a paper which had all the interesting/strange people from the pier.

I was at my friends old house in c-town (Daz).

There was a baby that put some chocolate in the microwave. As the the microwave finished, I grabbed the chocolate and had a taste. I said to the baby, it's cooked just the way I like it (I was just being nice, it was a tad overdone).
I saw the baby eating the chocolate, but it wasn't the same. The babies arm was now the chocolate, and it started eating into the arm as if it was a normal thing.
I heard a voice sound out from another room. It was Daz's mum telling the baby not too bite into an artery, when eating it's arm. I told the baby not to worry about what his mum had said, and that it wouldn't hit an artery.

I was on a bus which was filled with water. I would somehow jump on something which would launch me into the air. This bus was made for some kind of time trial race. A friend Kayley was now with me, and others. We were all jumping on the launcher and having some fun with it. Kayley mentioned to a girl that was with us, that she may have narcolepsy, because when she would eat eggs for example, she would get all hypo.

Myself and Kayley were ready to get our official race going. I was waiting for her to drop into the water and race, but she was hesitant. Eventually she dropped into the water and went for it. I soon followed and felt other peoples bodies as I was trying to race, which made it difficult to get in the flow of racing.

Dream ended.

Dream: Black
Lucid: Purple

The dream started out with me and my brother at my subconscious's remodel of the North West Airfield. It wasn't much of an airfield (it was just a road in a middle of the forest) We were walking around and all of a sudden i get sniped from behind. Im now in a car with my brother (it was like dayz i died and he came to pick me up but it just skipped to the next part of the dream because thats how dreams sometimes are) he told me "I will drop you off in town so you can get some loot, then meet me down at the airfield." i followed with "Can't you just take me with you? I mean you're already going to the airfield." He responded with a grunt and a disappointed "yes". Right after the talk, we see a bus on the side of the road with 3 people. I said "Woah, were not going to take them out, are we?" and before he could answer they sniped him and i ducked. I thought to my self "They must of not seen me..." I then took my brothers MP7 and Ak-47 and snuck up on them. I was on the left side of the bus (the bus's door was on the left). The bottom of the bus was fairly high off the ground so i could see the people around the bus (2 on the right and one in the front). So i ducked under the bus and sprayed both of the people on the right (they didnt die yet but they were bleeding really bad) and then i sprayed the girl in the front. The girl in the front stayed where she was then i went around the corner with my ak and shot both of the others in the head. The girl from the front went around the corner and shot me in the head with a makorav. But soon after i died she bleed out and to my self i thought "WORTH". *Im not exactly sure if this was the same dream or another but it was fairly short* I then got up from my computer and went into the bathroom and i look into the corner of where the door closes (if someone was there the door would conceal them) and i saw my dad sleeping while standing with "green asian zing puke" and i said "Dad, what the fuck?!" he woke up and he was like "What...? Holy shit, we need to clean this up." then i woke up.

1. Impression of a boy who might have actually been a girl + something to do with soccer, and two bulleted lists

2. I ran out of my grandma’s house to escape from a scary dark-clothed shorter man. I’m running down her gravel driveway as he comes out the door. The scene jumps into one of me running down a road in heavy rain, I can barely see where I’m going. I believe it was dark out.

3. I’m in a big jacuzzi-like bathtub, my dad is off to the left. I think it must have been on a TV, but I’m seeing a scene of Xena and Gabrielle from Xena: Warrior Princess making out/as lovers.

4. I have to pee but I can’t go downstairs because the bottom steps are blocked off by a curtain because we’re bombing for bugs downstairs. Apparently the bathroom up here didn’t exist in the dream, because mom says I’ll have to use that one - she points to a bathroom squeezed in in the space between at the top of the stairs and mom’s cabinet.

I pull the doors (there were two) closed, but then realize I left the way to the stairs open, so I push the outer door back open (even though it doesn’t really block the way well). I’m sitting on the toilet but there is no door anymore. Mom looks in and I get really upset. I run to my room nearly in tears, slam the door (it doesn’t work right as usual, so I pull up on the handle as I do because it’s messed up) and throw shoes at the door.

Inspiration: #2) No idea but it was scary! Although the rain part was interesting, such heavy rain! #3) I get the feeling I saw something about Xena in the last few months, but before that I hadn’t thought of it in a while. #4) We sprayed for roaches this morning. I woke up at 6:40 before the spraying and went back to sleep so the dream came after that. Come to think of it, that’s the longest dream I’ve had taking place in a house I currently live in.

Notes: I had a hard time getting to sleep and woke up multiple unrestful times. x_x Just realized all the dreams but one involved water… I did sorta have to go when I woke up but not that bad. Hm.

September 8, Sunday:

Dreams regarding Satanism which I was thinking of as I'd watched a documentary about David Berkowitz (The "Son of Sam") who said he was in a satanic cult.

September 9, Monday:

> Mother said she and father watched My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic

> I saw things regarding the next Fallout video game and I heard the name of the game. For some reason an ice cream shop came to mind.

> I saw a video game store and I saw the sign above the door, And it was where a Bon-Ton store was.

I can edit more in to this post that I had.