non-lucid

October 4, 2011

I was with MRD (a high school teacher of mine) who was leading some students through a really nice building. The students near MRD simply followed, but the students in the back had to run to keep up. I was in charge of leading the kids in the back of the line. Eventually I free ran over stairs and balconies to get away from some of the kids. I quickly turned corners so the kids would not know which way to go next. This was all a test for the kids. The whole area reminded me of St. Luke's and Jones Hall. Then we arrived downstairs somewhere and MRD began a speech. Some students from the back actually made it. They had passed.
Now I am in an open field with my dad and dog. My dad wonders if we could catch a raccoon and to my surprise there was a raccoon sleeping on the ground right in front of us. So made dad picked up the raccoon by his tail.

September 29, 2011

I am at a jail. There is a coliseum type area inside the jail and I watch some people put on a dance show. AL and I are watching together. After the show, AL and I hug each other. I am so excited! AL wants me to pick her up, but I have trouble so I try to let her pick me up. I eventually pick her up. Then we both yell at VH who happened to be in the show. Later a criminal gave me two keys and told me he was going to escape. I was very nervous as I did not want anyone to escape. I did not know what to do and was being indecisive as I am in waking life. Eventually I told a girl what had happened and that I had no idea how the criminal would escape. She agreed with me and so I felt a bit relieved. Then the criminals walked in a line surrounded by guards with shotguns in hand. Then black beach balls were handed out and the criminals hit them around. When someone was hit by a beach ball they would fall back slowly and comically. When I was hit I fell back slowly but with a delay. Then a black criminal, who seemed to be acting crazy, was a given a gatling style beach ball shooter and shot it straight up in the air. I was scared, but the balls did not hurt so I laughed. I was with a girl at this point although I do not remember who specifically.

Not Dream: I received about four hours of sleep this night. I woke up at 8:04 am late for my first test of college.

September 18, 2011

I could see in third person. Two vehicles were driving down a major highway. One was chasing to other. At an overpass the chaser and her partner crashed. The partner died, but the driver continued the pursuit. Somehow the two individuals fleeing managed to escape. However, their vehicle was destroyed. The two began to walk toward the horizon.

September 17, 2011

I am sitting in front of a TV watching Tangled with MM. Eventually a man, T, comes out and MM and I hurry to leave. We descend some small stairs and then I see MR. I quickly walk in front of MR but my motion and size is so obvious that T sees and starts running down. MR heads back inside. Matt and I run to safety. MR uses planned traps to kill most of the henchmen of T. Then MR runs out of options and T is still alive. I, scared out of my mind, wait in the connecting room and find a makeshift trap that MR made. It is a pressurized water gun. I test it but no one ever opens the door. So, I leave to the safe section of the house. Then I need to use the bathroom, but I am also devastated. The first bathroom I find was transformed into a shrine with pillows where the toilet was.

September 13, 2011

I was in the cafeteria with NC and TH. I got a pizza and pork and peach pie (WHAT?!). The dream was strange because NC and TH got taco bell to go. In real life, NC hates taco bell. Anyway, I did not think I could eat everything on my plate because I was not very hungry. We left before I even had time to finish everything on my plate.

September 9, 2011

First, I was climbing a snowy mountain until I arrived at a wall with purple rocks in it. I soon noticed that the rocks were arranged in a "?". Above the ? there was another opening with a bigger rock, like a button, so I pushed it and signaled to my "team" waiting below. Then I was in a circular room and "teams" were hunting ghosts or something. I remember a particular curtain where one team was working. I was scared.

September 8, 2011

I was in a competition of parkour. There was a specific set up and I was on a team that had to build and execute a routine of park our. I was so nervous! I knew that I could not complete anything worth quality. I kept running through my head what simple moves I could do. I also tried to plan out the exact path I was going to take. I also debated doing a front flip. I thought that maybe I could do it, but I was not sure. I wondered if it was even possible for me. Even stranger, after you win the parkour competition, you made one move on a chess board to see who would eventually win.

today i dreamt i wanted to lather my hands
i was on the bathroom with the yellow light turned on
and i was looking for a soap. i found a dark green soup on
the bidet behind me.i picked it up
it had no slots, just some text but i can't remember what it said

i drempt i was at an AA dance with lots of people. i remember cade being there along with some otha niggas from my college. they were making a music video which was actually very high quality. impressed i asked who filmed it. cade claimed credit. so later i got behind the stage hearing someone say "you can make a big entrance this way" but then i quickly shuffled of the side stairs.

anyway later i was running across a 4 way street and i had the feeling of intoxication. i remember thinking something like "you don't need drugs to make you crazy" when i came to i was at a restaurant with this crazy chick who took like 12 red capsules in her orange juice. she drank it down criticizing me for not trying the beverage

lastly i think i was at a school like at a football practice or something, but it was a public school and i was happy no one recognized me from serra

Weell - I have - after a while for the first time again - journalled per dictation.
Starts with me saying something like mice with bollocks are a means to get lucid..?
Hm.
Will not make a guide on that..

Followed by some more incomprehensible mumblings - then I fell asleep with the micro on - I have a light snore from time to time - otherwise I know now how I breathe in sleep - for imitation-purposes.
Edit: No sleep-talk on that recording - wanted to try and see if I could catch some with micro - quality was quite good actually!
Then after 2 hours of that I woke up - and dictated more - thought, it had been a lot - nope.

Worst of all - I had a lucid moment - with handlooking - and they were almost perfect - maybe from doing handlooking in the day again after a while - but the number of fingers changed on counting.
So. That is all and everything I remember about it.
Also on my own and not from dictation of course - but no connection to anything else - and it only shortly survived the RC.

One dream is so that I can remember it more or less - will leave stuff out though - I have remembered it now after listening to it - so I hope that will be enough.

The main thing was - I had a little hut/house on wheels and could put it where ever I wanted - and had interactions with several real life people.
Mostly positive - some stress also.

I had visualized a darts-venue, I was at on Sunday - and a board - when going to sleep.
Still no lucid darting - buut - I did play darts.
So incubation does work.
Had a board on the outside of my little wooden home - and at a time missed the whole board and smashed in one of my own windows.

Well - there is loads of room for improvement there!

2. [Non-Lucid]
My little sister (4 year old) was being naughty so i proceeded to tell her off, she then starts sulking at that fact, the girl next to her (probably same age) starts flinging clumps of wet dirt into some sort of caravan.

I then reversed into a living room where my aunt was sat on the sofa eating sandwiches, in front of her is a long clear plastic tube stood up with sandwiches stacked inside it, there appears to be something different in the bottom of the tube but I couldn't quite see what it was.

non lucid
*At a party or get together of some sort my friend Ebu said hey I am about to smoke a cigarette yall. He said who wants to go? Then I raised my hand and said they do. He said dude why do you have to speak for them. Then I sat on the couch talking to my brother and one of my good friends andre.

Some of you may recall that I posted an entry called "Mixup Shooter" awhile back. It was about a video game that combined elements from a bunch of other video games. Well I swear I dreamt once more about that same game, but this time, Rather than being single player, I was playing with other people. The game was divided into three rounds.

Round 1:

Somebody that I was playing with stated that we were going to start off slow, just an FFA deathmatch. We spawn into this world that is sort of like a large square grassy feild, perhaps about a thousand foot on edge square. There is a large high cliff to keep anyone from going outside of the map. There are some rolling hills and high tech looking structures that can be used for cover.
I can't really recall too many details of the first fight, but I do know that I played very well and some other players were accusing me of cheating. Though for good reason, My default weapon was this black rifle with this computer screen on it that displayed how much ammo I had left (like the AR in Halo.)

Round 2:

Same map, but now we're on teams. This causes large tower-like bases to appear built into the sides of the cliffs in opposite sides of the map. Also, some more players join in.
I enter my own team's base and find what looks like a teleporter pad. When I step onto it, I am teleported to the top of our base. There are a few windows that overlook the map, and a pile of guns. All of the guns looked pretty much the same, only with minor variations. They were made of this white metal material and had a blue energy conduit running down the sides. (Once more a cool sci-fi design.)
I swap this for my default gun, and it turns out to be an effective sniper. I kill everyone on the enemy team. The match ends and I get more accusations that I was cheating. I try to convince the other players that I was playing fairly.

Round 3:

Everyone drops out of the party, leaving me and one or two other guys who were on my team. They are acting as though they are good friends with me. We decide to play against bots.
We go into that same map again. And I find myself under attack by tiny tanks. (I kid you not this game had tanks that were about a foot in length.) I shoot them and they die almost instantly. But I soon learn you can just step on them to destroy them. I get into the swing of jumping on tiny tanks and crushing them.
We come under attack by these robots with machineguns and missile silos. These enemies are alot tougher and they can take out alot of your health if your not careful. I start fighting them as well, but somehow (even though this is a first person shooter game) enter third person and realize that I am one of these robots. But like an upgraded version that is tougher, moves faster, and has more weapons.
I fight of the enemy robots one or two at a time, along with dozens of the miniature tanks. The final wave has three of the enemy mechs coming at once. I manage to destroy all of them. We "win" the match and my two friends congratulate me.

Lunch with ATLA.

I really need to re-watch this series. I was trying to WBTB, but I lost focus and started thinking more about what I wanted to do in dream control rather than actually becoming lucid. I thought about bending the elements, then went into thinking about this show as the dream started.
So this was an interesting thing, I actually got to see the dream begin, as my thoughts and imagery in my mind's eye became a dream. As the dream became fully formed, I realized I was in the drugstore in my town, but it had been converted into this really fancy oriental restaurant. The image in my head of all the characters melded into the dream and they became real people. (cool) So we had Aang, Zuko, Katara, Sokka and Toph.
We all sat at this big round table at the center of the restaurant. Someone came and took our orders, but we never actually got food. Nobody seemed that interested in talking. I asked why everyone was so quiet.
In turn they each stated some issue with their lives that they had. (Some of these issues were more focused around conflicts that actually happened in the show, but others were more random. Zuko complained about... well it's going to go unmentioned. That unspeakable monstrosity of a movie. He didn't like that it was making the avatar series look bad.) So I guess this was supposed to be some kind of strange fourth wall joke.
I talked with Zuko first and told him that I knew that that movie sucked, and anyone who was a real fan of the show thought that movie was crap too. That was pretty much it, he felt better and smiled at me.
I talked with Aang next. I can't even recall what his dilemma was, but it took me much longer to counsel him out of it. But eventually, he to started feeling better. Sokka's big issue had to do with an inferiority complex. (Like in the show, he's one of the only characters who can't control an element.) His was difficult to talk out of, but I did get there after awhile.
Katara had some problem, but (enter dream logic) the only way I could help her with it was if we talked about it over the phone. So I had to step outside, then call her (because enter more dream logic; Katara who lives in that world's equivalent of the 1800's has a cell phone and knows how to use it.)
So then came the part where I stood outside the restaurant for ten minutes helping a fictional character work out her issues. It was something along the lines of not fitting in with the others. Just as I thought her issue had been resolved, I was going back to see Toph, but I woke up.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I was in Vienna, Austria and accidentally bumped in with my guru. We were pleasantly surprised with the encounter. He invited me along, we didn't talk much but we promenated through gardens and a couple of other beautiful places, antique shops, etc. I stayed with him until he had a public talk later on and when I prepared to sit in the audience he invited me to sit by his side, on the stage. I was honoured and in panic at the same time. It brought up a lot of jealousy towards me, especially from some of his female students.
As I stayed with him for the next days, a war started between some of his closest students, to kick me out and get to my place. Although I was not feeling obsessed with keeping it per se, I felt like I wanted to prolong this honour as long as possible in order to be blessed with more teachings from my guru.
At some point two of the girls laid down in bed with him for the night. The next day it was my birthday and some friends had organized a party for me, so I went to say goodbye as I was leaving. He didn't want me to go, but they totally wanted to see me go, so they got up and took me to the bathroom where they confronted me, insulted me and made me feel unwanted. I did not want to fight but I felt sad that my guru was allowing them to bully me. I knew that he knew, but he was not interfering in any way. I felt discouraged.
While in the bathroom, I looked in the mirror and decided to tide up myself, put on some make up, before going to the party, but the girls were not happy yet and continued insulting me, saying it was worthless, that I looked cheap and uninteresting no matter what, that I certainly had bought my dress on a retailer with coupons and what not. I started to feel really angry and I fought back, I insulted them to and I remember telling to the leading girl that I had another coupon for her, for a quick upgrade course on being a bitch.
That's when my guru appeared again, at the door looking at us, and all of a sudden I didn't feel angry anymore. I decided to let go of the emotions, to allow myself be filled with pure peace of mind and to let it expand out to everyone around me. Then the girls started freaking out and exploded into a hundred snake-dragons flying out in all directions. Then, there was only silence and nothingness.

I'm using a tea cup to catch rain that contains some kind of power.

There's a very important (possibly sacred) torch that I was meant to do something with (I have a vague impression of something involving the sky) but, while standing at the edge of a cliff, I've managed to drop the torch, and I'm watching it fall into the waves and go out. "Oops."

A group of five people in a car, on a road trip. They stop at a sushi place and one of them goes off to try to pick up a woman he saw outside. Two of the others say something, sheepish, about how they've been hitting the 'family' note a little too much on this trip, it must have freaked him out, and now he's proving to himself how unattached to them he is. They don't mind.

There's a portrait, tall and very narrow, of a woman standing in front of a Buddhist grave marker. The woman who was the subject of the portrait is standing in front of the painting, looking at it. A strange reptile-like creature steps out of the painting of the grave, and I know this is her dead son.

There's a memory gap - next fragment I remember clearly is in a dark space with three exits, an entrance to an afterlife, and the woman's talking with her son, who now looks more or less as he did in life - human - although there are shadows clinging to him in a shape suggesting a tail, and he's standing halfway in one of those three exits, with flames around his feet. They'd been saying something about how that exit's not for her, after she tried to hug him and he stopped her. She says, "Mommas hurt, darling. Men die." Then she vanishes.