non-lucid

I was online and seeingt hat there was event at a resturant that some of my friends were going so I decided to go and surprise them. So then I got in my car and headed to applebees I believe it was to see the group of 40 I usually hangout with. When I enter the door it seemed like a game option I had 5 choices to enter a different tyoe of scenary sort of say because each door had a different scripting which was mad weird but not sure why I didnt question it which I am still working on. After choosing a door I went inside the resturant and saw a table like 5 tables long like usual where all my friends take over a resturant and saw the first person which was Cynthia on the edge and Mirsa sitting right next to her to her right. I also remember seeing one of my other friends Ernesto walking towards me like if he was going to another section of the restaurant and we have each other a bro hug. After that I remember seeing Mirsa on the other side of the table to Cynthias left side asking for her purse on the first chair which she had left it on most likely because thats where Frank was sitting and he was in the bath room or something or talking about cars outside. So I gave Mirsa her purse and then I sat down and she appeared on my right again asking me "so where have you been" or maybe Cynthia asked me not sure. Then I just remembered I started tearing a bit because I felt the brotherly love I hadnt felt in such a long time and everything was saying "awwww". At this point I remember that Chris was coming in with his family coming from Kingdom Hall I believe since they were in there suit in ties and I heard him screaming "And theres Frank" and I got up and saw him and everybody started clapping and cheering so hard and gave him the hardest bro hug ever because its been quite a while since I actually seen him in real life. After that I remember everybody was leaving the restaurant and going home and Chris and his family stayed there and other people where going to another restaurant I believe it was Olive Garden which I said I was bouncing to. I then remember saying bye to Frank and then he was in the car and screamed out "And dont forget to text me" then I laughed and walked away to my car with a half eaten pizza box that I strangely remembered that it taste really good.

PSoH setting, following Leon. He puts out messages searching for D. Meets up with fellow 'searchers' - for various things - some of them more useful, or sane, than others. He's sleeping with one of them, and at the moment sitting up in bed next to her, saying "don't look at me."

A boy who leaves something broken with friends or family and is surprised to find they've fixed it when he returns, he hadn't asked them to do that.

A wrong turn leads to a dirt road, and then to a moss-covered graveyard, where I get out to walk. My IRL sister L. and I find ourselves stuck with a tour group.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps. Pretty low awareness in this second lucid.

Dream 1(fragments):

I am at home in one of rooms and i randomly start flying with my wings which makes me realize that i am dreaming, i notice some family members waiting for something sitting near the table. I recall my goals and about to do them but i wake up.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was in my room there were some mechanisms, then there was some story about some snowy town full of mechanisms. Then all mechanisms explode and i am randomly back at home, i realize that i am dreaming, but still following some kind of dream plot i blame what happened to the town on a sconce in the corner, i jump towards it and start clawing it apart, then i feel my wings and shortly dream fades out and i wake up.

Dream 3(fragments):

Was watching some kind of top-down RPG play and there was some quest and item collection.

Dream was about summer storm that went wrong.

I was at my house with 2 more friends(I dont know them in real life, they are DC) and it started to rain with wind being progressively more intense. At one point, I looked outside the window and saw a big tornado coming. Judging the intensity it was probably F4, or F5. It missed the house and then the sky cleared but only for short. Sky was all blue but sun was so hot, it was burning everything. Then the clouds came up again and lighting started. It was very very intense and at one moment I realized I cant stay outside so I run into the house leaving the friend in my backyard. He wanted to watch the storm but it was way too dangerous. He was hit by the lighting and later we tryied to reanimate him. He had burns and he was shaking. A little after that, the dream ended.

I think that last part is a reference to the movie I watched yesterday on TV, called "The Englishman Who Went Up a Hill But Came Down a Mountain". There was a storm scene in it which is similar to the storm in this dream, though still different enough for me to suspect that this dream is significant in some other way. I dont usually dream of destructive storms and the last time I did, it was 4,5 years ago and that dream was in a way a prophecy of the personality purge that I went through. This dream wasnnt that intense, however it was meaningful in some other way I have yet to discover.

Remember absolutely no dreams last night, other than one literally straight before I woke up at 10:30am.
All I will say is it involved a sexy Japanese lady ;D
I seem to get dreams like that a lot...very short ones of a sexy lady straight before I wake up

9/12/13, 10:45-5:50

I meditated before sleeping. I said a few mantras. Went to bed at 10:00, couldn't get to sleep till 10:45.

Dream 1:

I remember it was the 17th century. Britain was colonizing America. The Brits decided to build a railroad from Britain to America. That's crazy! Since trains weren't even invented at that time. Don't know why I didn't see the dumb logic in that. :/

Dream 2:

I remember a building. It might have been in Florida. That is all.

I was at this school where the good students get special treats (can't remember what they were), the less intelligent kids got placemats, and the bad students got thrown out or something (this is fuzzy too). The school also had a tool shed that was surrounded by overgrown grass and weeds, and where a group of boys were talking.

> Mike Watt in Brookville, PA and Trees

I was in Brookville and I saw Mike Watt there, Walking. I went up into a tree above the town and later came down from the canopy of trees.

> Aliens abducted me and my wife? (I'm not married in waking life)

This was like the alien abduction in the Jimmy Neutron movie; I went into the kitchen and it was like that. But I was attached to something by my feet and not all of the suction cup things were attached to my feet all over to keep me from falling.

Note: Prior to this, In the last few days I asked someone in the EQD chat if the person was about to zap me into an alien spaceship and I got a "Yes" response to which I said "OK" to.

My family and I are spending time at Disney World. We are heading toward the Haunted Mansion. It looks a little different than the real thing. There's a small "vampire house" in front of the main building overlooking a large stone fountain. There is also a man wearing a mask there who's performing magic tricks for people walking by. He waves his hand and my little brother Jared's right shoe disappears and teleports into the water of the fountain. Jared runs forward to take back his shoe but right before he reaches it, his entire body is flung backward by some invisible force of magic. The magician starts giggling, clearly having fun with it. Jared takes another try. This time pnce he gets close to the fountain streams of water shoot up and splash his face. Eventually he gives up and leaves the shoe. It was pretty comical.

I was seeing a race track, and I could see the circle where the pits were. This is where the stock cars race as a side show before the big race happens.

I was in a class room with it full of children. We were all racing in our cars around the class room. I was racing competitively and was over taking a lot of kids. The teacher wouldn't let me race the next race because she said that people were surprised that you were lapping them. I waited a few moments to see if she would let me race after a short period on the side lines, this wasn't the case. I explained to her that it was unfair as it's in my genes to give 100% in anything thing and everything I do, nothing less. I added that I could help it as it's just the way I am. I've always been the competitive type.

I was now outside (Daytime). I saw a car, and I walked towards it and noticed my Mum was in there. She got out of the car and was holding a football (AFL ball). I wasn't in the mood to have kick the ball to one another because of what happened in the class room. I bit the bullet, and ended up having a kick of the ball. It felt as if It was half flat.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was discussing something with some other people.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was checking around some forest, searching for someone and was able to grab and pickup whole trees in the process.

It was day time.

I was sitting? on the grass watching two kids wrestling on the ground. I think they were actually trying to submit one another using Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu (BJJ). I saw what looked like one of the kids fathers, he may have been the ref. It felt as if I was not sitting on the grass at this point, it felt as if I was seeing a scene of what I explained above. The ground wasn't flat, it was as if it was on a hill. I remember seeing a building.

I was at a house which reminded me a bit like Kayley's old house. I walked over towards the kitchen bench and saw what looked like bananas that were melted down and fried. Below the bananas was a loaf, that was in clear wrap. I wasn't sure what the loaf was, but It was too doughy to it, and looked as it had not set properly. I now was thinking that what I was seeing was made out of chicken breasts. I had one of the fried bananas in my hand, and wanted more. I put my hand in, to grab something else too eat. Jane (A friends Mum) noticed me going through the food, and said ''Why don't you just grab yourself a banana''. I was hesitant to grab food now, because I already had a banana in my other hand, and felt greedy. I ended up deciding to not grab any more food. Jane was explaining to me on how she cooked the chicken breasts. She said it was cooked with a hair curler.

So after about three weeks of no dreams I finally got some I was really happy to have some dreams after all of those days of darkness!!! I have never made any Dream Journal entries so far but I thought maybe I could give it a try though it wasn't a lucid dream. I've just started to keep my dream journal for the first time in my life. Anyway forgive me if my English isn't very good because it's not my native neither I am that good so forgive me. So two days ago on 9th of September I went to bed about 10:30 pm. At about 11:00 pm I fell asleep. I had two dreams that night.

DR 1:
So the first dream occured somewhere between 11:00 pm and 2:00 am. As far as I can remember I was in my house and it was pretty late and outside it began to get darker and darker. In my house there weren't much light. I was in my kitchen and there was only a one small lamp that was turned on. I think my dog was with me also. I went to a hallway and tried to turn on the lights but it seemed like all the light bulbs in my house were broken except that one in my kitchen which was very small. It was very dark. I went to my bathroom and I could barely see from dark but it seemed like I saw some entity in my bath tub or I was having feeling like I am being watched and like there is some presence in my house. I got really scared and runned to my balcony. I took my telephone and called my neighbour if she could come to my appartment because I'm scared or something like that. While I was talking to the phone I again felt some presence and like I was being watched. I went to the kitchen after that and not a lot time passed(I guess) until I heard the doorbell. I went to my hallway and rushed towards the door through my narrow and dark hallway. I opened the door and I saw a dark shadow which scared me so much that I fell on the floor on my back. After the shadow came closer I realized that it's my neighbour and my parents were with her. After that I woke up at around 2:00 am.

DR 2:
The second dream occured right after the first I guess. So when I woke up I instantly recalled my dream that I previously had and then after a few minutes I fell asleep again and that was about 2:00 am like I said earlier. Then I had another dream. Though there is not a lot I can remember and it isn't really vivid but here it is. I was driving in some car with some other person on some road which was going right beside the shore of some sea. On the left side there were green plains as far as eye can see. There were a few trees. On the right side there were fences and houses. At some point we rushed by a house in front of wich there were two cars one behind the other. The second car that was closer to the road was bright green. After that I suddenly found myself like in some classroom or something like that I don't know even what it is I guess the part of the dream disappeared. So in that classroom I don't remember much things all I could see in front of me was like some desk and wooden board though I know there were other people there too. So there was under one desk like some box which I pulled out and in it there was a giant ladybug like two fists and it looked really gross. It started to climb on the side of the box so I quickly pushed it under the table again. After that again it seems like some part of the dream is lost. All I can think and how I can explain the next thing that I remember can be that I had a some sort of vision in my dream. So suddenly I was in some house in a dark room. There were like curtains on the window and maybe some wooden planks. I wasn't alone there were like three or four more people. And I was sitting on a bed and suddenly in the right corner of the room there appeared some entity in some like a cloak which looked very old. The entity was tall and had long hands with very long fingers that looked like claws. It had round green head more like a shape of an egg layed down with no face. There were no eyes no nose or anything just a big mouth with large sharp teeth. After that again there are some unlogical things and blanks and then I was again in that like a classroom. After that I think I came to that house for real with some people I think my friends and as I climbed onto the bed that entity appeared again like bellow the blanket and popped out. After popping out it hit me really hard so I was launched outside the house flying through the air like 50 meters away. As it struck me I think it maybe said something like 'Don't ever come here!' but I am not sure if it said anything. After that I woke up at around 8:30 am and wrote everything to my dream journal.

the most clear scene from my dream was this: me and obama laying next to each other under a blanket. there were some other people around (my friends, mainly AA ones). but they couldn't hear us. we were talking quietly. he was surprisingly just a normal dude and very humble. i was quite turned on by him and he could tell bc he was, too. and he said well why don't you kiss me already? and i said " well i mean.... the thing is... i feel like you have kissed other students from my school". and he said "only 3, and 2 weren't even friends with alex (from AA). For some reason i knew that the students that were friends with alex didn't mean anything to him. then i started regretting asking him all these stupid questions bc i mean, when else would i get to kiss the president?! but luckily he was still down and he kissed me like super conservative but sensual. anyway then for some reason i realized oh shit he has a wife! what about michelle? i asked him. he looked pained and said that they were having their own relationship ups and downs..... i didn't question him.

another scene was with me and obama and justin bieber. jb was being super obnoxious, instagramming everything like a little shit. but obama was friends with him and wanted to play a game with me, jb, and himself. the game was throwing a marble type ball at justin bieber, and if we missed, he got a point. i was surprisingly really good. half way through jb turned into a midget, which i guess i just noticed and didn't comment on. jb won but it was a close game.

another part of the dream, earlier, was stealing clothes with abdu. i needed a particular shirt and he wouldnt even let me buy it, he just stole it.

another part was justin being shot by a BB gun or something. he was extremely hurt. i remember being really scared and the police were out but since we were with obama it really wasn't a big deal. i didn't know if justin would make it though bc i had never seen him in so much pain.

at another point in the dream, i asked katie kalbhan if she wanted a blunt that i had if she paid me. i really needed money for some reason (i think to get home bc my mom was freakin out. i had the sense she was freakin out the whole dream, which is a continual theme i have). anyway she said that she can't smoke bc it made her trip out and i said me too! funny thing is, she smokes a lot (i think) and also i don't even know her in real life and shes some random ass girl from high school.

i also remember clearly the van we were in with abdu. it was big and white, like dad's car. speedin down the night freeway.

oh yeah and... well there was another part where me and obama and a bunch of the AA people and bryn got naked and did some DP centipede shit but not anal? it was so weird but for some reason i didn't think it was in the dream. except for the fact that sierras dad, my employer, was on the other human chain right next to me. i was like ew wat a sicko. i remember sort of enjoying it but feeling numb as well.

WHY THE EFF COULDNT I LUCID DREAM? I was literally kicking it with obama. i got to be more in tune with things that are out of the ordinary! but it was still a cool dream.

I was with my barber named Joe and we were in this stadium messing around throwing around a football and we were doing the kickoff and my barber was kicking the ball to the other side of field and I was on the side line all the way to the left ready to take off. Then after kickoff the ball went out of bounds after the touchdown zone and someone on the side lines I guess the guy who was playing coach said something like "you cheated you couldnt have kicked it that far" then Joe was like "want to bet" so then we did the kickoff again and Joe kicked the ball again and even before the ball landed everyone was already by the touchdown zone when the ball got caught by the other team. So then after that the coach was still denying it that he was able to do it and Joe was like "lets bet $400" and then I started shouting out "taking bids for $400 a head" i shouted it like 4 times and everyone was laughing because I was saying it so sarcastically.