non-lucid

It was night. I was standing at a cliff with 2 other girls. Each of us was suppose to marry, have sex, and be killed by the princes on the spot. Instead, the princes got killed or disappeared. We were then sent to a room by a lady, who I think is the Queen. The small room was stone and lit up with a torch or two. There were 3 beds lined up on the wall opposite of the door. The lady told us to rest so I walked toward the middle bed. When I looked closely at the bed, the middle top edge of the blanket was a black dot. Maybe it was a fly? It sits there and I had a feeling that it's something to do with the prince.

09/22/2012
12AM-9AM

I hardly remember anything about last night, I went to bed late and woke up in a hurry for a job interview. But I do remember that I was riding in a car with my father's friend Phil, and we picked up a somewhat dirty looking guy who needed a ride. He wanted to go to some part of town to look around for a party of rave, Phil instead drove him to a church and dropped him off.

The last part I remember was being at a house, and someone telling me that the hitcher was back. I walked into the front of the yard and saw him, and something strange happen that seemed important... but I don't remember what.

[Tuesday, September 18th, 2012][6PM]
I remember another that day! It was the end of a dream and I was at a bay port at the end of the world. My crew had all packed up and started sailing off. I ran to the dock as fast as I could... but they were too far off. I jumped into the bay and swam as fast as I could to try and catch up. I screamed, "WAIT!" but no one heard me. I swam back in cold acceptance of the fact that I had missed the boat. Arriving back, I met a witch who was extremely attractive. She stared at me with piercing, cold eyes, but I shoved her onto the ground and kissed her. I slid my hand up her shirt and felt her breast and heartbeat. I didn't feel guilt because, in this dream, I was someone else... I wasn't me, I wasn't Austin, I was a lonely captain who had lost everything.

[Tuesday, September 18th, 2012] [Morning]
<dream recall starts here, despite the dreams before it>
I'm in an open magical world mixed in with elements of reality. I start my journey traveling along a straight desert mountain path with Me, Alex, and Nathan. There's a wild west theme to all of this. We arrive at a old stone ruin marketplace... the smell of food brings us to one seller's counter with 4 cowboys behind it. That's to the left of this path I'm on, and on the right is a walled off area for people to sit down and eat... there's an arch to get through to the inside. I think I have 5 dollars in my pocket and I look at all the menu's. The food costs about $1-1.50 each item and the drinks also $1... I should have enough for all three of us to eat and share a drink. As I'm staring at the menus still, I hear the 4 Cowboys joking about me- taunting me about being a girly boy and laughing and hooping and hollering. I ignore it at first and recount my money... I have a $5... a $2... a $1... another $1... My money amount changed on me. I look up to hear the cowboys teasing me again. I start to get pretty pissed off, which is surprising... I don't usually let this emotion get the best of me in a dream. I look at Alex and she motions for me to calm down. I don't. I think about getting up in their face... one of them makes a remark that I REALLY don't like and I raise my fist to slam it down in their face. I hear a "HEY! FREEZE!" and I let my fist go with the warm breeze just before it hits. My clenched fist's energy disperses and my hand glides slowly past his face. Smooth. Very smooth. Behind the trash-talker is someone on a horse, dressed in uniform. It's probably the Sheriff. The whole marketplace is suddenly ablaze with officers of the law, taking in anyone who is selling things illegally. The 4 we were just talking to were breaking the law too. I understood that anyone that had already bought something were okay, but the items had to be confiscated. I peaked over the wall to an area full of food and thought about sneaking some food off- but it might be a bad idea. People were scrambling every which way to get out of here, in quite the panic. Alex got seperated from us and me and Nathan went further down the path towards where we had seen the Sheriff. I glance to my right and see a Police Car collecting all of the food- good thing I hadn't tried to take anything. I also see what looks like a Gun Execution in progress. 4 cowboys standing in a row, and 4 officers in a row with guns pointed at the cowboys. Me and Nathan walk up just in time, and I pull him instantly back the other way to try and avoid us this dark sight. None of us actually "see" it, but its now in our mind. We hear the gunshots go off 3 seconds later. I turn to Nathan and joked, "Fuck, we're gonna be scarred for life now." In a way, I must have known this was a dream. We met up with Alex and then I woke back up.
<more dreams after this... I don't write any down and they evaporate...>

Haven't been logging my dreams recently, and I have no real excuse for it
I had a bad time recently with LSD and the last few months have been very traumatic and uncomfortable, but I am almost completely better

Anyway, I'm feeling very positive, looking at life and trying to go on a spiritual journey.
I'm very interested in Astral Travel at the moment, and I'm experimenting in that at the moment, although cannot beat the fear barrier D:

So anyway, I should start by recalling recent dreams.

1) I was on holiday, I think in Majorca or another package holiday resort place in Spain. I was with my friends, by a swimming pool sunbathing. Some sort of stir was caused - I'm not sure if we were drunk or what, but people were being very open about their opinions. My friend Ashley, who I have a bit of a crush on, approached me and started angrily ranting at me, about how she used to like me so much and I treated her like shit when she fancied me, and how she had moved on. This kind of happened in RL, although I didn't treat her like shit, I just had a girlfriend. But I stopped her when she finished before she would start again, and told her straight up that it was because I really liked her, and couldn't find a way to tell her. She was very pleased by this, and it seemed to be an automatic indication that we still both liked eachother. I was very happy at this, and I woke up feeling love and happiness, but was very disappointed when I realized it was a dream

09.22.2012

RE4 Garradors + Wearing Iron Boots (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside an area where there's at least one Garrador in the room.

To describe Garradors in RE4, they are blind beings infected with Las Plagas, and they listen mostly to sound.

So if you make some abrupt noises like running, shooting, things of that nature, these things will CHARGE at you with their long claws and possibly impale your face, gut, or completely slash in an continuous X formation until you head is cut off....OR, they impale your head, lift you up, and them pierce your gut.

Not exactly someone you want to hug.

Spoiler for 18+, See what a Garrador can do to you...:

Almost every room that I would go to in this dream would have a dark red carpet in the middle, and it was one of the few things that really stood out in this dungeon type of environment that mostly had shades of gray on the walls, floors, and ceilings. Another noticeable feature was the fire torches that would be contained by some metal object that would light the room a bit.

It seems the Garrador I'm facing is moving in slow motion, because I don't remember him impaling me whatsoever. I'm able to dodge his moves with ease, and each time he tries to strike at me, he mostly gets his long claw stuck on the wall from impaling it, which gives me ample time to go up to it and stab its back.

Its back had a glowing object, like a heart if you will, though it's slightly different than in the game where its weakness on its back that you can shoot off is really just an exposed interior part of the Las Plagas in it. I noticed that eventually, I'm at a dead end because both doors to go back to previous rooms and to the next are completely locked down, at least, that's what I thought at the time.

The left door, which would've lead me to the previous room, was chained up in all directions, but I could still see what was inside the door through the small rectangular hole on top. The same hole had 3 mini bars going vertically, structured lik a prison cell. The whole environment in this dream itself has a Medieval vibe to it, and as I'm killing Garradors that keep coming one at a time, I noticed a particular sound my feet was making.

I wondered why the Garradors were able to hear me without me doing much, until the same clanking and pounding sound finally came to awareness. I started to move slower, but was still able to dodge the Garradors' attacks, probably because I made the whole environment and entities in it operate in slow motion. It felt weird though, having these dangerous monsters look easy with this slow motion ability.

I looked down on the shoes that I'm wearing, and then noticed I've been wearing Iron Boots, the Twilight Princess model, most of the time during this dream shift. So I had an "Ooooooh" moment and jumped to make them magically disappear, kind of like the animation Link does when you take off the Iron boots.

While I was jumping, I noticed I took the dream body of Link from Skyward Sword, though he had a mix of Twilight Princess' model of link with a darker blonde hair. It seems he was twirling for a few seconds mid-air after jumping. The Garrador in the room couldn't hear me so easily, since I'm now able to take lighter steps.

I can't remember what happens next.

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09.22.2012

Hey! Wake up! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm resting on the floor, dream eyes closed, someone is on top of me and shakes me a bit to try and wake me up. I get annoyed, and for some reason, I had this sort of implanted memory. Maybe it's from a previous dream I can't recall, but whatever it is the person trying to wake me up is saying, I thought it was absurd.

Wow, a dream character takes the effort to try and wake me up, and yet I still think what they're saying is crazy. *facepalm*

After I grumbled about a few things related to whatever it is, I realized it was something about shared dreaming. Then I went to sleep.

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09.22.2012

Want Sex? Sure (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside somewhere, the atmosphere is light yellow, and it feels weird. Anyway, there are two women who ask me if I wanted to have sex, and I said,

"Sure."

And I said that in a passive manner, like it was boring or something....


WhAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?

Shopping seems to be a recurring theme in my dreams. This time, I was in a large grocery store with my mother. I remember getting lots of sweet bakery things, like cakes and jelly rolls. I also recall getting powdered-sugar coated pita chips and cinnamon-sugar pita chips. (That would be awesome.)
By the time we got finished, my mother decided that she didn't have enough money to cover everything, even though she said she had a lot. She ended up putting most of the items back, only buying a couple things for herself. (She is dishonest and selfish in real life.)
After this whole debacle, there is a blank space where I do not recall anything. At some point, my mother turned into my fiance. He was driving, I was in the passenger seat. I was angry with him for using all of our grocery money, I didn't understand where it went or what he did with it. He ended up confessing to me that he used it to take another woman out to dinner the night before. (An old friend of his that he used to be obsessed with.) Eventually we arrived somewhere, there was a lot of snow and it was cold. There were several people there, but I only specifically recall one in particular. He went over to my fiance's window to start talking to him and then he noticed how upset I was. He asked me what was wrong and I told him to come over to my side of the car. He did, and I got out of the car and threw myself onto him, crying my eyes out. He hugged me back tightly, and just stood there. I also remember him smelling really good, strangely. (The guy is someone that I know in real life. I have a bit of a crush on him, he's a stone-cold hottie!)

That's really all the more I remember from this dream.

Dream - Lucid

I was in some kind of Minecraft world mixed with the real world. I remember the sun being out. I then wanted to drink blood? I think I must have been some sort of vampire. I needed to go down to some basement dug into the ground to get the blood. I was talking to someone about it. They seemed upset about me wanting some blood. They suggested I get something else, like food, but I insisted upon getting the blood.

I went down into the basement, and some people from my old job were there, managers to be exact. I was trying to avoid them seeing me, because they weren't supposed to know where I was. It was almost impossible to do, however, because I had to go through them to get the blood; they were standing behind grey steel desks. They started talking about how I had to make my own glass eye and have one put in for some reason. That isn't what happened at all, but that's what they believed. I then saw a picture of the glass eye in the socket; it had a red iris. I hoped they didn't notice that neither of my eyes were glass, nor were they red.

I remember getting the blood, I think from a chest. It was in little bottles, like in Minecraft. I remember seeing the bottles on the floor.

Waking Thoughts/Dream/Lucid

I am finally getting my sleep schedule back to where I want it. Hopefully I can keep it this way. Had a fairly successful night of recall and focused on two mantras while falling asleep. Those are "I wake up after every dream." And "I remember my dreams." I have read that avoiding the word 'will' in mantras are more effective.

I have recalled two dreams:
The first one was a bit foggy. I was at work again helping get rid of a huge cardboard display that was left in the rain overnight. I remember it being quite a drudgery.
The second dream I was in my house watching TV. For some reason a cartoon I watched as a child was on. It was an episode of Ed Edd n' Eddy that seemed to be mostly the main characters looking back on their past. I recall it was quite entertaining. Later the cartoon changed a bit and turned into a mixture of DBZ and other shows I used to watch.

Despite my totally crappy dream recall, I've managed to remeber two dreams I had. Yay!

In the first dream I was Spider-Man, or was playing a Spider-Man game (doesn't matter really).

So, I swung around the town to get to my objective, which was apparently, an Oscorp building. So, I crashed a glass panel and jumped through it to enter the building. What happened from there is hard to recall, but I think I fought seveal rows of enemies. Then Hulk came from nowhere and I wanted to leave, so I jumped back through the glass I'd broken before.

Yep, pretty dumb, I know.

And I've also had a dream where I was playing a game on my ipad... And that's it...


Oh well, at least I did recall something

This dream perspective was me and a friend of mine, sitting in the dark on a laptop, and I was watching him play minecraft. About when he started playing, the perspective changed to the players screen being all I could see hear or feel. He was with other players and they were on an expedition to find diamond (pretty average for minecraft actually). He went underground and eventually lost his group. When he got plenty of iron, he started digging faster and faster and then...

Creepers.....


*picture sums it up*

He started finding creepers everywhere and they weren't hard to fight off at first, but they got to be in groups of two or three at a time. Digging became difficult and soon they're everywhere and we could only run. We ran for a good while, but not back the way we came, but down further into the mine.

We hit a room that had some sort of vessel in it and creeper print on the outside of it and two diamond were inside! Then, a super creeper came out of this vessel and he was dark bluish colored and had bright green eyes! We found two diamond in the room before the creepers came in. He ran back the way we came, dodging creepers left nad right, but when he reached a dead end, there would be a dark brown block that would teleport him to a higher section of the mine and closer to the start. He grabbed the last one and we teleported out.

We weren't exactly back with the expedition as we planned, but instead the start of the mine was flooded! We swam to the base (a floating ship) and told the crew of the vessel that contained two diamond. They excitedly stored them in a vault. We found out we could craft movies and dvd discs out of iron on minecraft next, and we started making minecraft videos on minecraft with the craftable dvds and playing them on the minecraft ship's dvd player (still in minecraft game). The rest of the dream was us making videos of minecraft, on minecraft.

May not look like it, but this dream was pretty intense! Creepers everywhere O_O

I was in a really upscale mall. I went down the stairs by holding the handle and sliding down. I passed by a rectangular jacuzzi right next to the stairs. --- I was lost while driving. I was driving a rusty red car but I parked and got out to walk around. I came back really quickly but the car was in a car wash machine. I went around, trying to find the other side of the car wash. All I see is just walls. I found a girl who works there and I asked her if I could get my car. She pointed to a really big bin so I opened it to find the car in there with a lot of steam. She told me that it's drying and to come back later. We talked for a while. I asked if she know where the city of SM is, and she raised her arm and pointed behind me. I turned around and tried to remember the way. I saw a really decorative pastry shop and thought about visiting it before going. People started going/disappearing so I thought it was getting late. --- I was walking in the hallway of a store. One side was the washer/dryers and the other with people sitting in a row. I moved forward seeing that I'm the only female there. I was looking for a pair of my jeans but instead found a stack of all my jeans. I looked around and saw my family's clothing. I heard my mom's voice, asking "Is she here?" and when I turned toward the voice, my dad replied "She's right there." Our clothes were on top of machines that labeled "C".

09/21/2012
12AM-8AM

*I haven't been typing my dreams online lately but I have written them down. So I am about to go on a typing spree to catch up on posting them.*

It started with me in a theater and a new batman movie was coming out. We got the tickets and went into the theater and after the movie started I don't remember what happened but it transitioned to me in the bat-cave as batman.

I rush to a scene and scale a huge skyscraper, and there were cops at the top. Cat women I noticed, was also climbing the building and when I got to the top I fought some bad guys and then the cops started coming for me. They pointed their guns at me and I jumped behind an air-conditioning unit and searched around the roof for an exit. I jumped off the ac unit, ran toward cover, and jumped off the roof.

I don't quite remember the transition to the bat cave, but when I got there, I undressed from the Bat-suit and I was in my underwear! I thought I would have some pants on under this suit. As I walked toward my room to get some clothes, I heard cat woman walk into the cave. I hurried back to get dressed and then walked back out in a suit, looking like Bruce Wayne. The next thing we did, was go invade the villains base. We had to invade a base in an extremely tall tree with a dome-like building near the top of it. We fought some bad guys, saved the world, and then said some corny one-liners before the scene changed to me in the theater watching the ending credits!

Another scene of my head movie that night involved me fighting some 7' tall mafia dude for sport. I won and he complimented me over my skill and strength.

Pretty fun dream.

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

It is my turn to present at our departments large meeting. I am going to present a mixture of old data and new data that my boss threw together. (Once again) I didn't even look at the slides before presenting. I am doing a horrible job presenting the material. People start leaving, talking and roaming around then the meeting ends. I am off the hook for good - apparently this is the last meeting.

Dream 2:

J - the bartender at the bowling alley - is a gasoline salesperson. I am explaining some difficult math to her about evaporation rates of the gasoline.

Dream 3:

I am on a guided kayaking tour on a river with my wife. I am being an idiot - going too fast and being reckless. I start fucking with a bear and then it realizes that I have food in my backpack. It fake charges me about five times. It is very smart and I think it is talking to me. I run and hide in a bathroom and then a gift shop. The bear finds me. I realize that it is not food in my pack that the bear wants, but perhaps something I have done to the locals pissed him off. There are now two bears chasing me. I trick them somehow and get a head start back to my car. I would have made it easily but someone was with me and slowed me down. The bear catches me.

Dream 4:

I am in my house but there is no furniture. It looks just as it did when we first bought it and put the fresh carpet in. My cats are there. The black one is HUGE and V is whiter than usual. They are both purring like crazy.

The dream setting starts on a cliff side, the cliff is easily accessible until you get about 10 yards from the top, and my male friend and I are climbing this mountain. We are currently about 20-25 yards from the top and we are moving up towards the top slowly and methodically. We each take a different route to get to the top and we meet in the middle, however my route seemed to lead to the quickest way up and in real life I would be the one leading the group on a trip like this. However once we reach the 10 yards to get up at the end, we encounter an obstacle, the cliff ahead of us too tall and steep for us to climb up and its the only way up. I have a small pickaxe with me, one used for mountain climbing and since we are having trouble getting up this part we try to think of a way to get both of us up safely. Quickly enough I see that the cliff seems to be burnt in some manner, however it has more of the qualities of some what seems to be an old lava flow. Its just the right consistency for me to whack some holes for us to climb up. So I start beating on it with my pickaxe making a large indent in this cliff side so I could pull myself up. I struggled up as I got up but was greeted with a nice view of a highway. I thought this seems out of place for sure and I remember to help my friend up. When he gets up there he says something about "Kristoff Krane", the artist I listened to before sleeping. This made me partially lucid for a moment because of the randomness of it but it also inspired me. I was gonna freestyle. Kristoff Krane does freestyle rapping and I am a fan of anyones freestyle but I especially like him. I dont remember what I said in this freestyle but I felt like it was bad. As I finished though, I was feeling very self aware and being in the woods makes me feel as if im hunting. So I start looking around more and I see a white building and a fence. I realize and say aloud "Private Property, we gotta go." I quickly see two fences and a clear path down one side of the mountain, and we start charging down a small hillside thinking to get on the highway somehow. Well as we get down further I see that this building is built into the mountain and its wide open for some reason and we are looking into it from our position in between the two fences. My former male partner now turns into an unknown female whom I seem to be only recently acquainted with, however we share a past experience that makes me seem to be the one who is helping her. My female partner is ahead of me and without noticing has got caught in some kind of wire trap that has her feet, she is looking at the highway through the fence, when I realize I am caught in one too. I get a burst of adrenaline as I see security personnel from the building coming our way and I look at the small wires holding me. The trap is attached to the fence on the side of the building and I move the wire trap along the fence somehow unhook the trap. I am free and my partner see this. She says "GO NOW, leave me here, Ill be fine" very seriously and I know this is my only chance. For some reason I was gonna go into the building, I hadn't planned this but I seemed to just know to go there, as if my partner had told me to do so. I easily sneak past the guards because they are focused on getting the girl, and I very simply walk past people in the building, which I now am seeing is some kind of laboratory. I walk directly over to a corner of the lab that has some kind of giant machine. I quickly jumped into a part of this machine which somehow was like in the movie Tron. I was talking about this movie earlier in the day with a friend. I was aware of me traveling through into a different world of some kind and I was turned into a mechanical ball then pushed by some kind of large robot and propelled down a tunnel. I traveled down this tunnel for what seemed to be a large amount of time, but that only made me tired of traveling and since I was a ball I had no way to propel myself, hence the robot pushing me in the beginning. The tunnel seemed to be taking me somewhere but as I went on I realized gravity was pulling down on me and the tunnel up ahead was going upwards. I awoke when I didnt have enough momentum to travel further up the tunnel.