non-lucid

Take My Brother, Please!
My cat Venus is laying in a window in my living room. I hear something in my bedroom. I automatically think to myself that I had left the blinds open so that Venus could use the bedroom window to look out. Maybe someone is breaking in?

I go to the bedroom and two young boys are sneaking a baby in through my window. I grab the baby and shut the window to teach them a lesson. They panic about losing their little brother and start to leave. I open the window and hollar to them. They take the baby back.

I give them flyers about a kid's event, since I suddenly realize I am involved in some sort of children's social services career. There is a clear, plastic rack holding lots of pamphlets on top of my desk. I hand them pamphlets about a martial arts weekend for children.

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I was in a spa, or at least there are pools. And there's a Ceres bus. I was in Victorias or Manapla, and I was trying to ride the bus, but most are full. I was able to ride one that wasn't too full. There were also two white puppies.

September 27, 2011

I was in some kind of army training program. It was like the 2nd of week one and the guy require us to do random tasks just to be a dick. (It was kinda like boot camp...They are being pay to be dicks.)

Anyway I forgot what the first girl had to do but he told a guy name Matt to punch me in the face with a baseball. He took the baseball casually out of his pocket and hand it to Matt. Matt didn't really hit that hard, he punch me between my eyes and my nose...If done hard enough I guess he could have broken my nose.

He only gave three easy taps...Way too painless for a baseball. I just stood there being a good boy but it seem like the commander was impressed and not only counted that as my random task but also salute to me (which I salute back) and let me pick between the last two girls. I choose the black one honestly because it didn't matter and she was closer at the time.

Before the commander could say anything the huge black commander said "Why do you still have that cake from your prom?" The black girl suddenly somehow obtain a car seat (for babies) and start hiding behind it. The commander said "stop hiding behind something made for your behind".

(That was clever even for me...My subconscious is quite funny sometimes.)

A guy look in the fridge (which was outside with all of us) and said there nothing there though in plain sight there was a orange cake with white icing. God I love that cake...

Once pointed out THAT was the cake he said "I thought it was pudding or something." I guess he was looking for a stereotypical cake. I woke up at this point.

i miss being lucid! brings back so many memories... i might start up again, but my schedule is really busy and i have no time to practice/meditate etc.

anyways, i remember the past 3 dreams i've had in the past 3 nights.

first dream: i was part of some kind of rich family of assassins, or something like that. the dream started off with me driving to a hotel and i was supposed to meet my brother and some other dude there. i got in, checked into the hotel. when i got in, i got this "aura" or feeling like someone was outside my door, and he was not friendly. i look at my door and sure enough there's these two feet that's trying to seep its way in from the top of the door (dream imagination ftw?). as soon as i notice, he barges in and trys to kill me. i react by throwing these weird sharp stick things, dodging his attacks at the same time. i end up killing him, and a lil later my brother shows up. dream switches to a really rich mansion. i'm inside, and there's this meeting thing going on about finding our "father". supposedly everybody there was my brother and sister or something. then i go outside to the backyard, and there's these giant pools, like 4 of them. it must have been like a park in our backyard, because it was huge. that's all i remember.

second dream: i'm "auditioning" to be a rapper for eminem or something? i have to go through these tests, some weird ass tests, like eating a container full of noodles in under 2 minutes or something. there's another test that has something to do with a dog or something. i pass, and i see dr. dre congratulating me or something. TIME-OUT.. sudden dream recall: i remember something about these tons of envelopes that belonged to my uncle tito darwin. inside these envelopes held tons of free stuff, some really really valuable, like gems and gold and such, others like casual items like clothes or money or something. i stole a whole box full of those envelopes... and i dont remember much after that. anyway, back to main dream story: suddenly im in the "house" of eminem lol. i don't really see eminem at all in my dream, but i know its "his" house. i see a bunch of people, including amelia which i wave to and she waves back. i go to her to hug her but she ignores me so i kinda play it off and act like i wasnt going to hug her LOL. then... i THINK someone trys to break in and steal something from the house, and he gets away. i turn to tryndamere and i whirl out of the wall to chase him down... and the dream ends from there.

third dream: i dont remember much from this night... but all i remember is dreaming about my ex nikki. this dream made me really sad for some reason lol, i guess i was just feeling lonely in that dream (if u can even feel emotions in a dream, which im pretty sure you can.) i ended up waking up and being somewhat sad that the dream wasnt real and that i just woke up to reality. that's not really me, although i have had a lot of dreams where i wake up sad because the dream is over. unconscious emotions?

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[COLOR="silver"]I had some very vivid dreams, but I can't remember exactly what they were about. I used the timer setup but with wrong settings so instead of giving me a lucid dream it gave me headache...[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I had some dream about bees, but I didn't remember more and I don't want to recall the rest hehe.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was at some kind of camp. There were a really evil guy who was mean to everyone. I wanted to say hello and see if he really was that mean. I got into his room and said "Hello my name is Christian" and I gave him my hand, he just stared at me with a "I don't care look". And I said "you will regret this. I then sat in some kind of computer room and my old classmates were there and I told them about the guy and we all agreed of kicking him out.
Weird dream, but this was the only thing I can remember from it.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I were out with my parents and their friends on a trip. Their dog followed me and I scratched his neck. We were good friends, we walked into a forrest and suddenly the dog shrinked into a the size of a bean. I got chocked! I didn't realised that I was dreaming, but I got a little more aware. I told the others what had happend and they also got chocked. I heard water and saw that there was a river infront of me. I saw a guy on a surfing board with a chainsaw approaching me, I jumped really high and escaped, but I saw my parents get sliced behind me!
This was a weird dream as well, but the alarm woke me up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Oh by the way, I have all my dreams collected in the Banhurt Dream Journal software and now I am ranked as a REM Chaser. Hihi very motivating.

When I woke up from the weird dreams and the annoying alarms, I heard my dad saying that he had his first lucid dream, wohoo! But he wasn't excited so he didn't woke up, instead the dream tricked him that he was dreaming again.[/COLOR]

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26.09.2011

Dreamer... a princess? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was going to visit a castle in a different city. There were a few security checkpoints, border patrol controls and I think a DUI control as well. We had to go through each control. On one of them, they were not very happy with my wife's ID for some reason, and they wanted to check mine again. I pulled my wallet and the Driver's License's slot was empty. I opened my wallet and found my license with my credit cards. After showing it, they allowed us to go thru.

We needed to pass thru other check point. An employee was throwing all our goods inside a basket to scan them. She grabbed my glasses and threw them as well. I was afraid she could break them.

I arrived at a hotel, which was pretty expensive and I was wondering how I was goint to pay. I was going to meet with the princess of the castle. I managed to talk with the princess over the phone and she told me where the Royal room was.

The castle on the outside looked very old and abandoned, but on the inside, it was vivid and well maintained. I could see armors with axes on pedestals placed on the sides of the walkway. Big crystal chandeliers and huge windows brought a lot of light inside. Red carpets covered the entire walkway's floor.

I found the princess, who looked like exactly Dreamer. She told me she was very happy to see me and wanted me to stay at the Royal bedroom with her. She told me that besides her bed, she had two extra beds and I could use one of them. I saw messages around the walls talking about Dreamer's boyfriends as well as something like, "My vibrations rose in waking life, my aura is brighter" I was not sure when I had to go back home, but I wanted to spend some time with Dreamer.

I exited the castle and I was in a mall. The mall's music was from The Legend of Zelda - Ocarina of Time - Title Theme Music. I was surprised about this, it has been years I did not hear this song. I found funny the played such music at the mall.

Thebeastofold's Dream



Fragments again unfortunately...



I was sitting an auditorium in my old Jr high school waiting for a movie to start.....



i was in complete pitch black and i was messing with something in my hand...i have no idea what it was...



I was walking down a street somewhere and staring at a burning cloud in the sky...a little cloud shaped flame slowly crossing the sky......and wishing i had my camera....

Another centre parcs dream, was quite traumatic, again one of those stressful slowmotion fights I have. WBTB 4.5 hours: 5.15am

Vividness: 8
Recall: 6
Overall: 5

Non-Lucid Lucid Comment
I am at my sixth form common room, everything looks normal, nothing particularly odd, I walk over to the other side of the room and these two girls grab me, sort of feeling me up.
Fade.
I am at a telephone by the side of the road, completely naked except my boxers, I think it's raining but I can't be sure, I look down and there is a woman near my knees, I hear a door open behind me and they both run in, inviting me in.
Fade.
I am at a lodge in centre parcs, my parents have gone out and I have been left with my siblings, outside I hear a rabble of teenagers. I go out to see whats going on.
After a short conversation the thugish brute like boy tells me he wants to party in my house, he is accompanied by two odd looking girls and another, slightly shorter guy.
I don't want my brother and sister hanging around with that sort, I tell them no, but they aren't having any of it, and they push their way in.
The largest teen walks behind my kitchen, helping himself to my food, I get really angry. A voice inside my head says no (it could be my brother or sister) but it's too late, I go slow mo and pick up a large glass and chuck it with all my might at his head. It hits him right between the eyes but barely recoils. He goes down to pick it up and lauches it my way.

Here is the little of what I remember from before my WBTB last night:

non-lucid lucid comment
Vividness:6
Recall:2
Overall:3

I am an assassin (from assassins creed), jumping from building to building, an aspect of maths pops up and I remember the exam C3 (a maths exam).

I was riding my bike from somewere to a friends house. i was going tho the ghetto and i saw a house with 100s of cans in there front yard. i told my self that im going to come back and get those.

Im now at my friends house and im telling him about the cans, he said i needed to wait till 2maro. there was 4 other people at this house. 2 little girls, 17 year old kid and 16 year old black kid. i remember just walking around the house for a little bit then i think i went to sleep in the dream.

i was now one a bed in that same house. one of the little girls was in the room just standing up. i was about to walk out of the room but i saw the black kid was humping his bed. i was laughing as hard as i could then i left the room. i walked though the house to the back yard were my friend and the other kid was at. i was telling the other kid that i woke up early and went for a bike ride.(which i do not remember) i walked back to thw side of the house. there was a big lifted truck and a whole bunch of junk. i told them we should get those cans now. the other kid started to randomly load this yellow dirt bike on the truck. it made sense then but in real life it doesn't. after that we left to go look for the house with the cans. i dont remember much from when were driving. but i do know that i couldn't really remember where the house with the cans was.

We ended up at some very nice area with nice houses. me, my friend, and some women were walking on a lawn. then some crazy old man came up and was trying to run us over. we ran to the houses and just yelled at us. i saw some people building some houses near by. i walked over and saw some cans in the dirt. i went over to them and started to crush them. this women said it wouldn't matter but i said every one counts. i put the cans in the back of the truck which was now there. we all got in and started to drive.

this is a very short dream...I am going to try to post two dreams a day because I have most of my dreams written down up to day 14...

Dream 1

I am looking for my notebook at night and the pages are filled with drawings. I can only see my hand
End of dream

See, told you it was short...I had other dreams but this was the only one I could remember at the time

I am at a party on a cruise ship and I am eating nachos and cookies my friend Anthony, my brother, and I were there. it is almost time to leave.

dream 2

Captain Hero is defeating his enemies with nacho cheese and on the cruise ship we are out of chips. Anthony is playing a video game on a T.V in which I can't see. Again it was nighttime and Captain Hero loses against his enemies.

Dream 3

I am in a cold dreary place and it is snowing. I then find myself alone in an apartment sitting in a chair looking at a window. the Window is closed but strangley the yellow curtains are blowing. I hear the voice of a deceased woman who is angry at me for killing her.

Dream 4

I am in a desertand I am fighting in the Army. it is daytime and it is warm. A military leader by the name of Jose is conspiring with the enemy. I roll down a sand dune and I find myself alone in my dream facing a bunker.


NOTE: I have four dreams on the same day because two of them I had at night and the other two I had in midday. the name in my fourth dream is a spanish name and it has an accent on the e so it is pronounced (hoa-zeh)... I must've been hungry for the first two dreams

Morning 2:
After talking to my wife about what I experienced the first go-round, she wants to try it with me next time. She's a little nervous about it so I decide we should just take one pill for 4mg Galantamine and 200mg Choline. We do it on a Sunday so we have time in the morning to do it. I wake up at around 5am for the WBTB and we take one pill each. It still takes me a while to fall asleep but since I only took one pill, things don't seem to be as crazy as last time. I eventually go to sleep but don't really have any drastic changes to my dreaming (at least not that I remember at this point). My wife reports that it took her awhile to go back to sleep and I believe she had a vivid dream but I don't remember.

As you can tell, this wasn't much of a success.

Magical Water-Balloons
I am GMing a game of Mage: The Awakening. The guys need a bathroom break, as do I. I end up having to wait. We get back to gaming. As I describe an in-game note to the players, one of the players interrupts and starts to finish my description. It's not correct though. I stop him and correct the information. Then the information is sent in game (as though I was actually seeing what that world was like) via magical water-balloons filled with tass, carried by a bird.

Video Cameras and Crooked Judges
Ron Swanson from Parks and Recreation set up a video camera in his daughter's room. I find it in the broken smoke detector on the ceiling. He turns me into the authorities for drug use. I somehow convince the judge not to sentence me.

Crazy Clock & False Awakenings
I wake up but feel very heavy and can hardly move. Something doesn't seem right. I can barely see. It's hard to see anything but the bottom of my field of vision, my eyes are so heavy. I can sometimes move my body out of my bed but then I see my pillow when I open my eyes too far. I realize I need to do a reality check. I reach down the side of my bed and grab my alarm clock to look at it. The clock is wider than it is in real life and there are strange symbols "counting" very quickly. "I am dreaming!" I can feel the dream slip away but I say, "No, hold it together!" and I rub my hands together. I can feel my legs are smooth from shaving, they as they rub against the comforter of the bed. I breath deeply through my nose but I don't smell anything.

I am still very heavy and having a hard time moving. It's as though my muscles are weak. Sometimes when I try to look around everything goes dark. When I open my eyes, I wake up again. After a second or two I realize that I am still dreaming. This keeps happening again and again. I crawl out of bed and head for the door of my room, but then I open my eyes more to see and I wake up with my pillow in front of me.

Eventually I feel myself give up, this is taking too much effort. I wake up for real. I double-check my alarm clock and know that I am really awake.

Second Job
I see a want ad for a printing job on a second shift schedule. I realize the job that is posted is probably the one I used to do seasonally for Jostens in their diploma factory. I decide that I should go and apply for that job but I can't find my car in the parking lot.