non-lucid

28-09-11 Intending to get lucid and share a dream. Should find Mitzu and learn about portals.

“Things are starting to grow”

I am in a farm yard or similar walking into a little garage or annex style building. There is a very dark feel to the dream even outside the shed. The building is rugged and crude and could look like it is about to come down.

Inside there are two rooms, one in complete darkness and one with windows high on either side. The floor is pretty much destroyed and there are plans of it to come up and be replaced. Jesper Å is teaching me how to grow these plants, by throwing seeds into the dark room. Inside the dark room the wooden floors are equally as rugged as in the room with light.

The plants reminds me of chamomile in that they have loads of green sticks and branches, meaning they will form a sort of network when they grow to full size. I get a glimpse of how they will look superimposed on the scene itself all the way to the roof top with the white flowers in the top and all the green forming a massive network beneath.

So I just throw in the seeds not even needing to cover them with dirt or anything. Then they need water so I pull out the hose and start spraying water in to the dark room. I do this from the other end of the room with the windows and all of a sudden get concerned because right next to the door into the room where the plants are there is an electrical device and I get afraid of getting shocked.
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“Tearing down eaves gutters”

I am tearing down these gutters and there are wooden planks in them. There is a purpose for doing this that seems very Martin Luther King (ish) (can't really explain).

I am doing it to give place to something new about my personality, creativity filled and innovative.

At one point a nail sticking through one of the planks in the gutters pierce and cut through a part of my upper lip, though I don't recall pain.
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“Weird camping grounds”

I am standing outside a tent attached to a trailer. I am there with my dad and it is dark. all of a sudden fireworks go off. I have a distinct feeling that there are 5 pieces going off. the first three goes off as they are supposed to do, but the last two on the ground around us.

I just observe the fourth one as it goes off over to my left. However the last one I have to run behind a car, I think this car is the Mitsubitshi. Apparently the fireworks have been sabotaged by southern Iranian extremists.

There is a minor skip or the scene flows over to show a prison cell, which isn't really a prison cell but rather a relative confined area with a 14 year old guard wearing a baret (spelling, one of those military hats) in the middle holding an AK 47 keeping the unarmed prisoners at bay.

There is a narrator proclaiming that she has seen some pretty shocking images of him hitting the prisoners with the hilt of the gun. I get the feeling she is a reporter of some description.
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“You're moving into this shit?”

Two girl friends of mine are moving back in together. The house isn't in Århus, but rather seems to be in Hornslet. The house is in a shitty state and some heavy reconstruction is required if they are to actually live there. I am helping them out doing this, though I take a rather sceptic attitude towards their decision of moving I there.

I am trying to get upstairs, but they have already crammed the place full of so much stuff that I am having trouble getting upstairs.

Upstairs we are trying to clear out a lot of garbage. Some of this garbage consist of some soft metal maybe led or something. The reason this is important is that Marie is trying to get this long piece of metal out of the window down into the garden where they will be making a pile of rubbish. I show that it is quite a lot easier folding up the metal and throwing it out.

Looking out the window I can look down upon a rooftop window in the part of the house that doesn't have a second floor. We walk outside on the roof and continue. I dunno how but we end up on a wall having to jump back on to some plastic pipes to get back onto the roof and back in the building.

I jump over but I slip and I try and cling on to these pipes, but am unable to do so. There is a brief moment when I am looking down in concern, but then I realise that the fall is far from dangerous so I just let go.

We are now back in the building. There are a lot of people helping building and Ronja and Marie in particular just end up being in the way. This is particularly demonstrated while Ronja is walking along faffing with plastic as if she was putting up curtains over the walls. My dad is walking behind her looking annoyed as he always is when people are doing something in good faith, but eventually just ends up slowing him down.

Right, i've had enough of all this "off and on" dreaming - i'm getting back into it, NOW. My standard procedure when I want to get back into dreaming is to clear my mind of recent dreams. So, here are a few dream stems I remember...

1) I was in a pick 'n' pix section of some sort of shop - I think it was Woolworths. It was in the top left corner of the building. Sweets were in the regular see through boxes lined against the far wall and in the middle of the section also. I was with a man and someone else, who I cannot remember. The man, presumably my dad, looked like a Cub Scout leader I used to help out. The room was well lit. I was digging out massive amount of sweets and piling them into the pick 'n' mix bag - one main item i remember included in the bag was a dark-green, large gummy worm at the tom of the bag. For some reason, I didn't think this would result in a very expensive sweet session - I thought it'd total at around £3. But when it was weighed, the scales told me it'd cost £13 and so many pennies. As I was weighing them, someone who I was with said "I'd be surprised if it costed anymore than £10". When I saw the real price, I returned to the boxes to put the green snake and other items back to get it back under £10.

2) I was out and about with my girlfriend Amy. I think we were at some sort of party, but I really can't remember much at all.

3) My friend Chloe, her boyfriend and myself were in a newsagents in a Northern state in America. It was very sunny outside and it was early evening - about 6pm, around sunset. We were about to go to a video shooting for a music video (this was genuinely happening IRL, but not in America ) and we decided to stock up on vodka and Milky Bars for the party atmosphere XD Me and Chloe aren't old enough to buy alcohol, so Laurence who has fake I.D was doing that. He went up to the counter whilst Chloe and I were hiding a couple of metres back in the chocolate section, pretending to look normal looking for milky bars. Once Laurence had successfully bought the booze, Chloe decided to leave as she was getting worried about the police catching us. However, I really wanted my milky bar (it was one of the large bars), so I placed it on the counter in a flustered hurry. I then got worried also and dropped my money on the stool that my chocolate had been taken for, leaving more money than the Milky Bar was worth. I got scared, left the chocolate and tried to pick the money up, but the money was made up of 50p coins that were hard to pick up off of the flat surface, so I ended up making a run for it

Was at a hotel with Leo. The place was sunny and nice and was more like a resort that a hotel. We were in the front of the resort. It was packed with people. We were spinning the staff in the grass. Nobody was even looking. A guy came up to me and said I needed to know how to grab a hold of the audiences attention. He took the staff and started screaming ladies and gentalmen. People started looking and he spun the staff. The staff turned into some other object. People were clapping and a guy asked me to spin it. I was confused because I never spun something like that before. I tried to spin it and failed. People lost interest. Leo and I left. I was alone walking around. I saw a big group of Russian girls and went up to their table and sat down. I spoke in Russian asking them if they saw Leo around. They said no. I asked a few others and they also said no. There was another woman walking around about my age. I asked her and she said no but would help me find him. We walked around talking about random stuff and joking around. We went upstairs and I decided to show her my staff after she said she played bass for sphongle. I was really nervous and kept messing up. I couldn't spin it at all. I was embarrassed and gave up. She was half naked for some reason. We finally found Leo and she left. Leo and I laid in our hotel room talking about random things.

I was at the same hotel but with dennis and charlie from always sunny. We were having lunch inside the hotel. We saw frank ans I started screaming his name. He looked over and I waved at him to join us. Be flipped us off and pretended to leave. He eventually came over. It looked like he was wearing a wig of some sort. We got into a weird conversation about him banging someones mom. It was really weird because as he described it the scene would flash to him actually banging someones mom. This dream was a bit longer but I forgot most of it.

Dream - Lucid

I was at a water park in the daytime with my mom and some other people that I didn't know. A child asked me to come up to the "big slide" with her. I climbed some stairs and found myself at the top of a HUGE slide. It was like a tube/tunnel slide. I wondered why this was at a child's park because it was gigantic and frankly, kind of scary.

I decided to go down the slide. There was a gigantic, sharp drop at the beginning. I felt my stomach go into my throat as I went down. There were lots of twists and curves and I was going very fast. It was so much fun!

I got to the bottom and went up to the top again. The child had brought some stuffed animals with her this time. I grabbed two Beanie Baby cats to go with me as well.

The slide had kind of changed, the drop was gone, but I didn't seem to notice. I thought about going down on a towel to make myself go faster. I went down again, and this time, close to the end, a huge troll or some other huge creature sneezed, and got its green mucus all over me. Ew. But I just figured it was part of the ride, though now I wasn't going as fast because of it. Oh well.

At the bottom was my mom and someone else, a short guy. He apparently had a crush on me, but I didn't have one on him. I saw too that the park had been taken over by some evil villains. They wanted the short guy. I couldn't let that happen. One villain approached us. He looked kind of human, but his face was wider and his skin very pink. He kind of reminded me of a pig. I pictured him coming out of a cage in the wall.

To protect the guy, I told them he was my boyfriend. I reached for his hand. He cautiously took it, because he didn't know what was going on. We walked back up the stairs of the slide.

When we got to the top, I wanted to kiss him. I had to bend down a little to do so. It made me think that I was "the man" of the relationship. I then felt more like a man. Weird. We kissed, but just a little one.

DJ Log: September 28, 2011 – 9:30AM (USA Eastern)
· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am walking into an apartment building, carrying a plate of food from a buffet. The exterior walls have a lot of windows and the floor is made of industrial steel grating. Once I reach the elevator, I sit the plate down on the window ledge and press the elevator button. The elevator comes down and opens, and I get in. I get off at the third floor and walk to the end of the hallway. The hallway is outdoors between two sets of apartment buildings. The floor is also made of steel grating, so I can see people walking a couple of floors below me.

I approach the last door on the left and find that there is a combination lock on the door. I struggle for a moment to remember the combination, then open the door. Inside, there are several suit cases and piles of clothing laying around. I make my way back to the kitchen area and the door will only open halfway because there is a box of junk in the way. I sit my food on the counter and start to move some of the clothes and junk out of my way.

In the common area, there is a fireplace and a large empty space next to the sofa. Deciding that this would be a good spot to pile everything that's scattered afar, I go back to the entry hallway to pick up the luggage and bags of clothes. When I get there, they are all gone. I look around for a moment, then consider the idea of doing an RC. I raise my arms to look at my hands and suddenly wake up.

I was walking in a field. A strange, unknown place. I was looking for a nun. I then remembered I was going to the ADC, and asked her if I should process the order with her or just go to the ADC. The place is near so I went there.

In the ADC, I was thinking of buying some skincare products. One was in a huge, vase-like container. I took some.

I was in a Mario-type game, in the real world. I was jumping. Then there was a rex creature. I stomped on it and it became smaller. Koopa invader. It was in our college, out in the front of the coliseum. I was assigned to attach the "flags" (more like spears), that the creatures were after. I felt hesitation. I was told to attach them right out in the open. Shouldn't we be hiding them? I attach some near the bookstore. The sky is darkening.

A replay.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a dark bedroom with my mom and my sister. The room seemed to have cinder block walls and concrete floors. The only light in the room seemed to be a blue glow from somewhere along the walls. The room was really big, almost empty, with a big bed off on the right wall.

I held something like an iPad in my hands. It was playing some sort of news show. Below the news show there was a little yellow strip that ran horizontally across the screen. In this strip would be shown little squares that were like stills frome video news stories.

The news story playing in the main part of the screen was interrupted at one point by an announcer informing people that updates had been made on a man who had been wanted by the police.

I looked down to see the updated videos. At first there were strings of black text. As well as the wanted man, there had been a missing man. One string of text said, "MISSING MAN FOUND DEAD." Another string of text said, "WANTED MAN FOUND KILLING MISSING MAN."

I now pressed on one of the stills, to play one of the video news updates. In my mind's eye, I saw a video image of the wanted man being caught doing something like sawing the missing man's head off while he was still alive.

While I had been wathing the original news story and reading the lines of text, I had been sitting out on the floor, in the middle of the room. Now I was laying on the bed, possibly with my sister.

The still I had pressed played a video history of the two men, up to the most updated news reports. The shots showed various photos of the men in some living room. There was often also a woman in the room. The woman was one of the men's wife. I'm not sure which man.

The men's appearances changed throughout the photos. Sometimes the men looked young, almost 1970s-like. They had huge hair and wore dark sweaters and jeans. At other times, they looked like kind of clean-cut college guys.

But most of the time the two guys looked almost identical: long hair pulled back in a ponytail, the hair mostly brown, with grey streaks in it, and a big grey streak in the center, full, but not huge, beards, and blue eyes.

The two men had had something to do with a cult. It was like one of the men had been the cult leader, while another of the men had been a member of the cult, then gone on either to join another cult or try to make a cult of his own.

Either both men or just the cult leader became militantly angry. There were possibly even groups sent out with weapons. Finally the cult leader had caught up with the other guy and killed him.

Dream 1

I was Randall Graves from Clerks and I was having a funny conversation with someone at a table. Once again the table was in a supermarket. In true Clerks fashion Randall (me) was complaining about how he/me hates little kids and babies.



Dream 2

A girl had been kidnapped I'm pretty sure it was Ronnie from EastEnders but I don't know. I ran into the living room and realised the weak floorboards I jumped and smashed through them. I climbed down and was then outside where I had to climb over an obstacle course wall.



Fragment

My sister deleted a show off of the Sky+ Box and the free space went form 11% to 15%. I thought that was alot but when I woke up I thought, "It's not that much".

27.09.2011

Odd Yoshi game (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I lived in an apartment with nine roommates. It appeared we all were going to college. I brought some packages of Spanish food. I was eating a sandwich.

There was an odd game about Yoshi. The game was about singing. I had to press a sequence of buttons and Yoshi's voice would become into a tenor's voice and sign opera. I failed each time I tried to push this sequence of buttons. The system failed a lot of times.

Sudddenly, I found myself walking my dog inside the apartment, by the systems.

I took a walk with my friends. We went outdoors, to the beach. I found some farmer's market stands as well as some rollercoasters.

27.09.2011

Accidents in the freeway (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving in the freeway. Most of the times, I had first person view, but at some points, I had aerial view. I saw a lot of accidents in the freeway and cars crashing. Suddenly, a guy hit me, but my car was a red motorized skateboard. He smashed it a bit. The guy got out of the car and walk towards me, trying to fight. I adviced him he better paid for the damages. The guy ignored me so I wrote down his plates.

I drove to my apartment. It was decorated with Buddhist decor. I had a big table with some brass bowls. I grabbed one bowl and played it. The singing bowl made an amazing music.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I remembered four dreams when I woke up, but I didn't noted it so I forgot one of them :D ... I remembered it again![/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were in a bar with my friends, and I wanted a cupcake but also something to drink. So I wanted a cola, then I saw a Blue botte and the tag said "Coca Coola Beer" and I said "I must to have that!" but then I couldn't afford a cupcake I thought, but when I reached down my pocket I found enough money to be able to pay. The previous day my friends had talked about beer andI had been drinking coola, so I might have dreamt this because of that.

In my next dream I was in a hospital and I saw J.D from Scrubs (one of my favourite tv-shows). I walked around the hospital for a bit, but then I felt an extremely desire to go to the bathroom, but when I got there Turk was blocking the door. He said "No on is aloud to go in here" and I said "I'm about to shit my pants let me in!". "NO!", "Ok then I shit outhere" I said. Turk got really scared and said "Ok, ok get in". Inside there was a man who looked like Mick Jagger and I understood why Turk hadn't let me in. I think this dream was influenced by Pandabear's dream :)

In the third dream I was in a house and saw a kalabas. Inside it I found a breadlamp a loaf of bread and I asked my dad what kind of bread this was. And he said that this wasn't an ordinary loaf, "It's the loaf of language! I you take a bite of it and say a language and you will be able to speak it". I took a piece and said "French!" "aihjawlkjfawfhwfoi" nothing made sense.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up from the timer, but I didn't lay still so I didn't made a conscious DEILD attempt, although I saw a dream form infront of me, but I didn't stayed aware...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was out in the rain and I saw a girl with a red dress, she looked like my old classemate Louise. She told me to follow her, I did but she was very fast, but I eventually came to a house. I went inside and saw that it was an internet café. She stood in line to pay, it was weird and then I woke up.[/COLOR]

27.09.2011

My wife can't stop shopping! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was going on vacation with my wife and we visited Europe, but not sure which city. She took cash back from a prepaid debit card. I was surprised they offered such service at Europe. She took $60, but the bills looked weird, like colored, so I figured they could be Euros.

My wife was overspending on each store and I had to tell her to stop. I lied down in a bed the retailed prepared for me, but it was a place meant to be to meditate. He was going to close up the store so my wife could buy more comfortably. I decided to create a small psi ball and throw it to my wife, so she would feel tired and drained and in need of going home.

27.09.2011

Mom is sneaking out from home. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

2nd dream of the night.

I was at my childhood home, with my mom. My brother was 11 years old.

My mom told me she wanted to meet with someone. It was 04:00 am in the morning and she was trying to sneak out without my dad noticing.

27.09.2011

Friend's shooting (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with some friends, but for some reason, we were shooting to each other. I did not have a gun, but all my friends did. As I ran to one of my friends, he shot me a couple of times in my chest, but it did not hurt. He pointed at my forehead, but I was able to collect his gun.

None of my friends died, although we all had bullets inside our bodies. I in fact removed two bullets from my own. I could see the hole in my skin, left by the bullet, but no blood.