non-lucid

Date of Dream: SUN 24 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 548 - Reading To My Companion

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I was seeing some sort of specialist that was giving me unwanted therapy. As she gave me this book to read, I wanted to take it away a bit further and read it out loud to a miniature paper version of 18-Volt that I had with me. The lady got angry but I insisted and got frustrated at her. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 548
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 23 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 547 - Evil University Lecturer

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, it was Monday morning and I supposedly had my first university class of the semester. When I turned up though, there seemed to be an odd vibe in the room but I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. The lecturer was a lady and she didn’t seem to be very productive about her class; rather, she spoke very obnoxiously and it felt like she didn’t like her job. I decided that the class was a waste of time and so went home early.

I was then at one of the shopping centres and I ended up outside a Mexican restaurant. The restaurant seemed to be partially underground and so I had to go through a hatch and climb down a rope to get in. The entrance wasn’t completely smooth, I ended up dropping down and thumping onto one of the tables but I felt no pain at all. There was then this stranger lady that was talking to me for some time. After that, my friend Jess approached me; she was wearing 18-Volt’s glasses but both lenses were red.

For the next scene, I was at the university campus for next week’s Monday class but it was in a different room and the room was bigger as well. It was also a different lecturer, it was some bald guy this time. The class turned bad very quickly; the guy was literally on his way to torturing students. The dream camera had zoomed into one of the boys and he actually started crying while the guy was crazily cackling in the background. Also, for the whole scene, there this ominous music playing in the background like it could be from a movie soundtrack. In fact, the guy himself had the disposition of a crazy but dumb movie villain; kind of like the “inconceivable” man from The Princess Bride; he had the exact same voice and speech pattern.

This event wasn’t giving me any good feelings at all and I actually was tempted to act. I was getting to call for 18-Volt when I noticed my voice started going on and off. I turned around to face the lecturer and I found out that he had a device that he was using to control my voice. I was begging him to let me have my voice. To get 18-Volt, I planned to trick him into thinking that 18-Volt would be on his side. I told him that the man I was calling would be a big help for his endeavours. The lecturer agreed and stopped playing with the device, he sighed and told me to do it quickly; he actually seemed excited to get his hands on 18-Volt as he gave a very cunning grin as I walked out.

I was now in the corridor and noticed that 18-Volt had just come out of the elevator but he was still far away. His appearance was his realistic Game & Wario style but he was wearing an army-print tracksuit jacket and his normal green pants on the bottom with his white shoes. I kept uttering quietly, “18-Volt”, signalling with with my right hand in a quick, desperate motion for him to come closer. He would keep stopping and so I had to repeat this process a few times, stressing in my mind that the lecturer was going to come and catch us out.

Just as we came in the entryway of the room, 18-Volt put a hand on my shoulder and with whispers only, I babbled like a motormouth to tell him what was wrong. I then went to a random place in the room to let 18-Volt do his thing. The lecturer seemed very excited and was once again giving an exaggerated villainous grin as 18-Volt approached him. 18-Volt, on the other hand, wasn’t going to take the nonsense. I could see him flailing his arms about at the lecturer as he told him to stop. I think I heard something like, “Mate, c’mon, stop that”. The result, the lecturer sighed and slowly walked out of the room in shame.

For once, 18-Volt looked like he was actually exhausted and wanted to go his own way but I was nagging him to do more. As he tried to walk off, I kept going “18-Volt!”, as I gestured towards my classmates, walking after him. He finally asked me what I wanted and I told him to go and comfort the people that were crying. He nodded his head and approached the Asian guy that was seen crying in a previous scene; 18-Volt gave him a lengthy hug while massaging him. As 18-Volt was walking around to approach and comfort more classmates, the dream ended.



Dream No. 547
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 22 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 546 - The Special Handbag Home

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was walking on an unknown street but it was in a public place near some shops. I had pulled out two 18-Volt paper figures from somewhere and when I slid them, there was a Lulu paper figure in-between them. I put her back in-between the 18-Volts and then placed them into a special pocket in my handbag. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 546
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 21 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 545 - The House Of Yellow

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at some unknown outdoor area but this was only for a short while. I was then back at my house and we had some family friends over; I forgot what we did with them though. I then realised that my family members and a few other people were all wearing yellow and so I pointed this out to them. It was suggested that we all get a group photo. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 545
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 20 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 544 - Separated Sections

Dream 544 A - The World Of Sims
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, myself and 18-Volt were transformed graphically into the style of Sims. At the start, we were as our actual ages would be. It was later on that my Sim had changed her style and a little toddler girl Sim had appeared in between us. Apparently we had aged and my Sim had a baby with him. Since it was a girl, I subconsciously decided to name it Lulu, thinking about the little girl from Warioware Gold. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 544 B - A Grand Extension
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in my house and there were a couple of scary simulations going on. It was some kind of game called Crashball and the dream actually physically tried to put me in the scenario. I would actually blow up in my ship if I lost. I tried to mental scramble my way back into my kitchen as fast as possible. I then had another thought that I still had to get over my fear of elevators. 18-Volt only briefly appeared in his realistic human form; his outfit was halfway between his Warioware style and Sim Style. He told me in his default American accent that I didn’t need to worry about the Crashball thing but that I should be focusing on the elevator matter.

The next scene took place at Waverley Gardens Shopping Centre which had a significant distortion compared to real life, it was much bigger. First of all, I was near Woolworths and was helping my dad with the shopping but I forgot what we got specifically. Back outside in the mall, I was then on my own and I noticed new shops around the place like Kmart and even MYER. I ended up going inside MYER which had five levels, G, 1, 2, 3 and 4. I was walking with my mum when I said to her, “Imagine if this was in dream”, making seem I was living waking life at the moment.

In MYER, I had noticed some elevators but my body was making me avoid them. Instead, I went to these weird looking escalators which were not only divided up into steps but were then also split up into cubes as well, like a mango. The lower I got, the cubes got messier and messier and I ended up tumbling down the escalator and landing in a foam pit on level G, facilitated by this friendly looking playgroup leader guy.

I was then at my house and both my parents were there. My dad was especially being mean and there was someone over. I ended up having to defend MT from my dad’s antics. I can’t remember what else happened in this dream.



Dream 544 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 544 B
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening


In Iceland with Zilla at some kind of natural hostel, with indoor pools. I left a pillow fall in one of the pools, but I am so cold I end up entering the water with my clothes on.
Some people I know are there taking a swim.
At the library earlier, Zilla had two of her cats with her, a yellow boy and a fluffy girl, protecting him from a third cat, which I guess was the library mascot.
There is a kind of canteen / living room, which is a bit hard to understand how it works. People are playing games, but also picking up food from a buffet and each person seems to have tasks attributed. We are hungry but a bit lost about how it all works. They have soups, different yummi breads and stuff I cant tell if it's vegetable or animal, but I assume all is vegetarian. They speak in icelandic, sing songs and it is both silly and adorable. They only apeak english to warn the guests that outside it is a pleasant -2°C. I shriek and they laugh, because for them it is a warm summer night.

Date of Dream: TUE 19 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 543 - Separated Sections

Dream 543 A - Local Speedway
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at some sort of shopping centre. When I was there, I received news that my brother was going to be going away to a place called Sunbury for 7 days. He apparently he was in some sort of choir competition which would be on Wednesday and Thursday but the group were staying until Tuesday. I became upset about this as this means we were not going to be able to go to dinner anymore on the Friday night I had planned. I was walking by myself when I eventually bumped into Dreamy WB. Her hair was in a ladybug style and she was nearing a casual cream jumper with dark navy jeans. I forgot the whole event but I do remember that she hugged me.

I then ended up at my old house and my family were discussing about my brother going away. I told them that I wanted to drive him but my grandma said she didn’t want me doing it and was trying to talk my idea down. 18-Volt appeared on one of the stools in the kitchen but then he weirdly made an unconscious transformation into my year 6 teacher, which I didn’t want; so the discovery was that this was a false 18-Volt. I was then in the front yard, talking to my parents further when I ended up going into the air and actually perching myself on top of the roof of the carport.

When I decided to the ground again, my year 6 teacher came outside and said that he had lost his wallet. I said I’d get it back but he insisted for me not to; I gestured that it was too late as I had suspended myself into the air again and was going to do a Spyro speedway simulation in my area. There would be 10 items of the wallet to collect as well as three other lots of ten items, so unlike the real game where it’s 8 items x 4 lots, in the dream it was 10 items x 4 lots and I would be flying around my suburb.

The motion controls of me in the air were exactly the same as Spyro, straight and stiff flying. When I reached the big hill, it had seemed like the road had turned to water. My year 6 teacher was somehow behind me and was watching me. I had gotten to low and had actually crashed, ending up in the water and thumping my fist down in exactly the same way as Spyro when he fails the speedways in the real life games. I actually felt like I didn’t thump properly the first time, so I actually repeat it and then the dream took me back to the front yard to start the “level” again.

This time I was by myself and so I felt comfortable exploring a wider area. I could see the wallets hovering and so I travelled low over the road to collect them. After the wallets, I then proceeded to collect the other items that were placed around the area. When I got near Waverley Gardens Shopping Centre, all the Warioware characters were standing in a formation as if they were acting as a roadblock, they were all in their Warioware Gold appearance. 18-Volt was somewhere in the back but he looked over and noticed me; moving to the front of the group to talk to them. Once 18-Volt had finished gesturing to them, I noticed they split in half and moved outwards, creating a path for me to go though and finish the speedway. I don’t remember anything after this scene.

Dream 543 B - Dream Character Quiz
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in an unknown area which looked to me like the inside of a church. There was still talk about my brother going to Sunbury for the seven days and I still wasn’t happy. There seemed to be a host in the front of the room and people were requesting dream characters to her that would answer questions that they would set for their requested dream character. I got in right before the event was about to start and I requested for 18-Volt.

He came in through one of the side entrances in his cartoonified Game & Wario appearance. The host would ask a series of questions about the dreamer to the requester character and they had three choice answers to choose from. The first question she asked 18-Volt had the option of “12cm”, “13cm” and “14cm”. I recalled that 18-Volt selected the “12cm” option. The next question was something about one of my teddy bear friends who was apparently named Mercutio. Just as 18-Volt was um-ing and ah-ing, about to answer, I woke up.



Dream 543 A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB & 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Dream 543 B
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

These few weeks have been pretty boring in the dream department.


Building.

Vague dream of walking in some large building with Jamie. She suddenly vanishes before my eyes as if she woke up from the dream.


The Dork Tower

I become Semi lucid while on a western style landscape. The entire dream is of a blue hue. I'm semi lucid. Don't know it's a dream but I know That I'm in a story. I fly up to a few people walking along a path. With them is a tall Gunslinger. He doesn't quite look like roland but I seem to think he is anyway. I get excited and say, "Are we looking for the Dark tower?" the man doesn't answer but suddenly looks frightened, as if the Idea of the Dark Tower and seeking it, is insane. The others look at me in terror. The dream speeds up and suddenly we are in a living room. but also entering a cave that will transport us to the dark tower. As I enter the cave with the others I am also in the living room with Asuka and others and we are try to fit behind an entertainment center. Maybe this was one of the movies that Me and Asuka jump into?

Talkers

I am in a scenario like in the latest season of ,"Z Nation." I am in a settling with some people. Half of them are Zombies. But these Zombies are self aware and can talk. Everyone calls them: Talkers. I am extremely paranoid of the talkers. They seem nice and well meaning but it feels like they will try to kill me and make me one of them. I am wandering alone in a house when I run into... Robyn? The girl who hosts karaoke in lethbridge. She tells me she saw my movie about her? Her voice sounds like Jamie. Robyn looks nothing like Jamie so I am extremely confused. I go, "yeah I know you're subscribed to my channel." Which I know robyn is. That's all I remember.

A week or so goes by. Can't recall Jamie at all. It concerns me a little. I guess I am too use to them by now.

Chase.

Me, Asuka and Data, chase Jamie all over different dreamscapes. She never looks like herself. She also seems a bit crazy like in the previous entry. In one dream She is a giant black guy and we chase her all over a nightclub. In another she's a mad scientist and we chase her all over some big underground lab. This may explain why she was so hard to recall.


Jesus again

In this dream it is night time. I am alone in a park. I am really young in this dream like a child. Jesus comes over a hill with a little girl holding his hand. the girl is Jamie and she is also a child in this dream. It's like Jesus is her father and He is bringing Her to me. I say to him like an excited kid on Christmas or something, "Is this the girl you chose for me?" Reminds me of when Jamie would hang out and sometimes and at times it's like we would regress to children. Her voice would even sound like a child's and that's when you knew that things were going really well.

Building again.

Another dream of just exploring some building with jamie. We don't really talk but just seem more interested in exploring the place. We eventually split up.

March/21/2019

I simply dream that Elon Musk is smoking weed on the Joe Rogan show.

1 Ld, dild dream? Mindful

So yesterday I began questioning myself or simply stating "dream?" periodically or when I got into auto pilot.

It seems I got a little lucid DILD from it.

Other than the practice I had a headache throughout the night that kept me awake. It was pretty bad. There was a blockage in my shoulder that I cleared up but it went up to my head. I had similar feeling when I did tummo almost 2 years ago. But it's a blocked meridian that got opened and the right side of the back of my head near the crown is throbbing poetry badly. It'll probably get better when it gets to the crown I think.

So I had a hypnogigic state for a while earlier in night, had trouble dreaming from headache. I managed to "dream?" during the state and I was pretty sure if I had a dream during then it would be lucid. So I was pretty sure I'd get a Ld.

The headaches were pretty bad though but I just told myself I wanted to be always lucid so it's like my body is doing this to remind me to be lucid and non auto.

So I decided to begin labeling thoughts each time and remind myself "dream?" and that reduced the intensity and frequency a little.

I then had a dream. About a friend dark haired European boy from elementry school I think, long ago. And his friend, a blonde girl. The plot sas something like them and a gangster like corperations fighting over office space.

I experienced the dream in his pov and hers. She was kidnapped I(he) went to rescue. Ended up in sea, I was (her) and her black haired girlfriend escaped from the baddies since they were swim or diving instructors. After getting away I asked my (her) mom to give me a haircut to let go of the past. It was a Mohawk and looked pretty good honestly

So now I'm the dark haired friend (boy) again. Things are going pretty well but he gets kidnapped and the gangsters uses accupunctures to block the meridians of the body to prevent speech or any movement. They feed me liquids to keep me alive. They put on two layers of masks one large one small funny face one to hide the face. On a wheel chair also since body can't move. So now they probably are doing ransom to the girl now.

So now I (the girl) trying to rescue the guy. The "dream?" prompts me lucid and I levitate up the office building where they held him, and found him. I freed him, fixed him up and we beat up the baddies.

Dream perceived length a day or two?


Although I got lucid I still got swept up by the dream plot so I wasn't sure if I should put this as a Ld. It wasn't 100% Lucidity but control was good. Maybe if I didn't wake up after I'd have more awareness.

Next time I will keep in mind to perform some personal dream goals.

One is to create miniature sun to better light up dark dream scenes. And the other is ofc to be always lucid in dreams.

Creating the sun should be pretty easy since creating black holes came pretty naturally to me. I keep having trouble making rooms brighter with switches or commands so this shuld come in really handy.

I'll keep telling myself that it'll be easy to ask dcs for omnilucidity so I'll believe it and get omniloooocid

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I am at home and I see people outside. I take a peek and see a group with backpacks sitting outside. I talk to them through the window, they are Brazilian and are a bit lost. They want to stay the night at my house, don't mind sleeping on the floor. But I say absolutely no, they insist, don't understand my attitude. I am freaking out and tell them to please get out of my land and I close the gate. There is one among them who is quite a hunk and I feel kind of sorry to let him go, but I think of my safety and the safety of my furry babies and I insist they can't stay, because I really don't know their intentions.

In London, close to my old friend Stephen. I decide to pass by his door, and it is open. I go upsairs and I hear lots of voices. I turn around, changing my mind, but he appears on top of the stairs and recognizes me. Actually now he is not Stephen anymore but my old friend Joan from Catalunia. I go inside and they are having a slumber party, and my friend Tania is there! When we are ready to sleep, I ask to stay because I don't want to go take a bus, but there is no room and also all my stuff is at the hotel I am staying.

Arriving to NY by boat, with Riverstone and Nighthwak. I don't know where Riverstone is, he is going around meeting other people. I took a shower and I am on the sofa wrapped in a towel watching some romantic live action Disney fairytale. Nighthawk turns it off at the very end when the plot unravels and the prince declares his love to the princess. Or at least I expected so. I complain he turned it off, ahead of the ending. He replies that he thought the movie was over already. I say no, it is obvious that they are in love with each other and he was going to say something. Then I feel like maybe he knew it and that was why he turned it off. There is an awkward silence between us and I realize the hidden meaning of what happened. Then he says ok, but doesn't mean they should be together, she should be with the other guy who says things down to earth, not the enchanted prince because he says poetic stuff or whatever. I disagree. We then sit for lunch at the cafeteria. Love is in the air, despite the BS he just said. The boat reaches the shore and my mom, who was there waiting for us, comes rushing that she has bought tickets for a ferry around Manhattan, but it leaves in a few minutes. She grabs my purse and I run after her, forgetting all my luggage behind. At the dock I tell her I need to get my luggage first, she is upset that the other boat is in 5 mins or so, bit I also get angry that she took my purse with my documents and cell phone and I had to follow her but and leave everything behind. Then she denies having done it and says she doesn't have my purse. I cant believe it. I am going back to the boat to get my luggage and I say we can take some other ferry later and she needs to look for my purse meanwhile. But the boat is gone and I run around looking for it or someone from it. I do meet a girl who was also a passenger and she has the key to a van where all the bags left behind are stored to be taken elsewhere. She allows me to look for mine and there it is. But now I must find my mom again or I am alone, stuck with no documents.

Date: 20/March/2019

First, I dream I am in the library at my school looking out of my window. There is a large field and several Vietnamese men working on the fields. I take out my phone and take a picture of one of them. He looks at me and waves, and I wave back.

In the room, Mr Steed is doing some sort of presentation.

In another dream, we're going from room to room for some sort of Spanish class. I end up speaking Hebrew to someone for some reason as well.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Watching a reality show to find the best tenant for houses. The best judge is an arab guy, super honest and the only non-racist. He expels an Irish girl that others think is the best option, just because of her ethnicity. But she makes the landlord go crazy, feels entitled to everything, thinks she is an artist although been struggling for years to finish one work with dolls made of corn cobs, accuses fellow competitor of not being an artist, although he clearly is better artist than she is.

Working at a lab that is taken over by bad guys who hide some nasty truth about some product. I sneak in at night to try to prove it. Almost get caught because the big bad boss is visiting. I have to go deeper into lab rooms and end up finding what I want, a room with corpses and samples harvested proving serious damage. I try to examine them, but the visitors are coming and I have to keep moving. They detect someone has been there, I rush to a back exit. There is a guard and a dog, but I have been making friends with the dog who dislikes its owner. So I escape easily and I go to van with my friends waiting for me. The dog actually follows us and wants to come, so we say "jump in" and he does. Then the guard realizes and comes to attack us, mostly wants the dog back.

Back to my dojo for training and it doesn't go so well, I am out of shape, but doing my best. Then at the end there is some kind of funds collection for something, everybody donates some coins. And then some weirdos are coming for a lecture. They say it's time that we get political and I think that's going to end up bad, because some of us are left wing, others right wing and bringing politics into the dojo will divide us. But their agenda is to brainwash people to be homophobic and racist and so they show some slides and pretend they are backed by science, talking complete nonsense about supposed physical differences that make some ethnicities weaker than others and insulting gays with horrible prejudices. I get really angry, I get up and tell them that's a load of crap and I ain't staying another second listening to it and if this sanctioned by sensei he just lost a student. And then the majority of my colleagues also get up and leave. Only a few stay. Then their leader comes after me, angry that I disturbed their little campaign and he keeps popping up on the corridors that I go through. I try to go around him and ignore him, but he wants to hurt me, so I decide to face him and I kick him in the face. One more kick and he is on the ground. Then I beat him until he is literally squashed and unrecognizable as a human being.

Outside there is a large running table and I spot some of my cousins and other family members gathered there. My two uncles look angry and unpleasant as usual, but everybody else seems to be having fun. Then they complain nobody takes their orders but all the pretty girls and younger kids and nice people are constantly making requests that are attended. I think that's karma, because they are so nasty and I don't feel sorry for them.

First dj entry hopefully I'm doing it right.

I had 2 non Ld last night. One about staying over at some guys house, other one was about a survival in some kind of safe house, there was some killing and we had to determine who was the culprit for kidnapping everyone.

I meditated prior to sleep like I usually do and faced a problem that happened before. I'm just too aware and have trouble falling asleep. This happens most if mediate too long although last night's session was pretty short. But anyways what happens is I do feel my body sleeping, it's going numb, almost like sp, but I don't get into sp. I hear some sounds. Third eye area vibrating alot. This lasts for hours and I kind of get a half rest in it like nrem. I think if I just had a rem during it I would be lucid but instead I'm bored in this state limbo. I tried to force a dream by visualizing this time and managed to get some hypnogogic imagery during it and could manipulate it to a certain extent but it just didn't become clear and immersive enough to be called a dream. It's like an almost a dream but missing a few spices. I sas trying to just fall asleep and lose awareness until I could wbtb but had a trouble with that too.

Morning of March 19, 2019. Tuesday.

Dream #: 19,083-04. Reading time (optimized): 3 min.



This incredible dream sequence is long but with the longer second part offset from a vivid foundation where I eventually mediate and viably control several common REM sleep processes understood since early childhood, atypically in the same dream, yet with no emerging awareness that I am dreaming at any time.

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Sky mediation integrated with window (liminal space division) mediation (which is a form of concurrent environmental monitoring with subliminal RAS/cortex gating):

In the beginning, I am indulging in atypical sky mediation (from indoors rather than outdoors) without viable lucidity. I am in the lounge room of the Stadcor Street house (incorrectly recalled as my present home) and standing near the front windows. This anticipation is low-key. I do not focus on “something coming down from above” as in many past dreams, but I am subliminally manipulating the amount of light and color in the sky. At the same time, I am vaguely aware of an “invisible” video superimposed over one area on the windows, but I focus only on the sky beyond. I consider, without emotion, if the sky represents the “end of the world” (analogous to the “end of the dream state”). Many colors are present, but red and yellow dominates. I gaze at this process for several minutes.

Identity mediation integrated with doorway mediation (as sustaining the dream state) as well as subliminal dream state awareness (the presence of the beds).

I find myself in the King Street mansion in the second floor’s middle room of the east side. I have a false memory of the landlady having changed the way she rents rooms. She now has it so that two people have to occupy each apartment, each paying twenty dollars a week instead of one tenant paying that amount. My false recall is ambiguous, but I consider that she has done this to make up for me having lived there without paying rent for so long. Leonard is sharing the apartment with me. I walk across the hall and see a young platinum blond male in his room near the right side of his bed. He is unsure of who he wants as a flatmate. I suggest my friend Rick (saying his full name) but then consider that Rick might be too old to live with this person and state as such to him. (This does not make much sense, as I perceive Rick as being about twenty years old, even though in reality he is in his fifties as I am.)

I have several different types of keys, one a skeleton key that I joke about with Rick, to determine which one works with the door of my room. There are little keys as well as more obvious house keys. I eventually find the correct one. Rick now seems to have taken Leonard’s place.

From here, I go downstairs (transitional vestibular system correlation). The landlady seems cheerful. Two unknown people stand in the unlit foyer talking to her. I hear the woman say her name, and her last name is the same as mine. I comment on this as I leave the house.

It is now daytime. It turns out that the woman, now a young girl, is my niece. I walk atop a fence (linear vestibular system correlation and mediation of liminal and enigmatic space), and she becomes the vestibular system simulacrum (personification of vestibular system adaptation). She continuously cheerfully talks to me about how I should walk atop it, regarding balance and distance of steps, which now becomes a series of fences. She is usually on one parallel to the one atop which I am walking. I now get the impression that we are walking to school (relearning emerging identity and subliminal cortex awareness).

Two nieces and two nephews (on my father’s side) are present, though they are much younger than they should be. After becoming aware of this scenario without full current conscious self identity, I walk down the sidewalk near the front of an unknown house where two of my nephews are standing. The oldest is talking about how much fun he had surfing recently (a result of reinduction processing which does not continue). I tell him that I saw him surfing in a photograph as if to validate his experience (which seems like a false memory) and he seems puzzled by this as I consider I may be mistaken. The process fails (water not moving, melatonin flow stopping, similar to water lowering waking autosymbolism), and I then meander around the unfamiliar neighborhood until I wake.

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