non-lucid

Well this week or months. have been bad for recall. Can't recall many of my longer non lucids because they weren't interesting enough to hold in my memory. Should I start taking notes again?

Jamie dreams

First one is: I dream Jamie started her own psychic webpage as a call psychic. While I am a christian and I don't agree with this. Since I probably gave her the ideas please send me royalties!!!

Most of these dreams were like hypnagogic imagery while falling asleep.

second one is she is holding my chin and kisses me.

In one dream I am on the fortnite map and hanging with some blond girl. Her energy completely blocks out Jamie's and overtakes it completely. I am dumbstruck since no one can steal Jamie's thunder.

Then I have one where I am reading the message I sent her... I find I can't send anymore messages. she has me on block or something. But her profile picture changes.. twice. I feel intensely rejected in this dream.

Another where I am trying to find her but she avoids me at every turn.

In the last one she seems to have gotten over her mood or whatever it was. We are in a fortnite game on opposing teams. but we decide to team up anyway. just me and Her. Our energy seems drawn to one another no matter what. We just walk alone on a hill somewhere quietly.

Jesus has been strangely quiet in these past few weeks.

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A police raid in a pub. I am with them, but I guarantee they'll find nothing besides a couple old people having some drinks. Once the cops are gone, I stay behind and the owners of the place take me to their underground bar / grocery store that provides food for illegal immigrants and is also a meeting point for marginals.

Me, dad, cousin Cris, my aunt and late uncle, we are offered a weekend at my late grandparents house, which now has new owner, for a final goodbye. I enjoy every detail of it, look in detail to the old furniture still there, I go to the end of the hallway covered in spider webs, the back door plus the table and sofa and other small trinkets that my grandma kept there.
Dad asks me for a favor, that I go outside and check something. Instead I go to the bathroom and have a psycho episode, grab a scissor and start cutting my hair. But I stop almost immediately and realizing a huge chunk of hair laying on the ground, I start crying with regret. I do not understand what led me to do it. I ask my cousin to see if it is too bad and she thinks not. Then at the kitchen my aunt tells me to eat something before I go. I start preparing breakfast but she tempts me with candies and a pudding. I go to the fridge to get whipped cream to put on top of it, but instead I put mayo and mustard on it. Then realize what I did and I can't explain it either. I start freaking out with my out of control mind.

Followed by a reporter as I go with some Dharma brothers and sisters on some tour. One early morning we arrive at some location, get out of the car, everyone is exhausted and laying down on the ground. For some reason they start criticizing a girl who's wearing the same dress and shoes from another occasion. I don't understand what's their problem and tell them it's their minds getting tired and bored, because there is nothing wrong with the girls outfit, plus she looks gorgeous. The reporter is taking notes frantically with a smile.

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On a trip with mom and others to "Serra da Estrela" and it starts snowing. Mom is out of her mind happy, we take amazing photos and we will share them at Xmas with someone.

Been needing medicine but and avoiding the pharmacy. But I really need something to feel better and someone is recommending me one particular pharmacist, so I go there and try to get something. I engage in conversation with the pharmacist, she realizes I know quite a lot about drugs and natural remedies. She mentions having colloidal silver and goes get a vial for me to take every day.

Flying over a pasture with sheep and on fire.

Part of a team that travels in time and solves situations from the past, turning around the outcomes of wars, etc. We believe we actually need to do it so our timeline is not broken. We get riddles and leads from an unknown source and we solve the cases through detective work and figuring out the riddles on site in the past. But there is another team that thinks we actually alter the timeline and they are against it and try to stop us. There is no way to know which group is doing the good thing.
We are at a church somewhere in Netherlands or Flanders. We need to reach the highest tower. We solve riddles and puzzles to open and close secret doors and activate hidden gadgets. Up in the tower there is a final riddle which activates a shower of arrows which are shot to the middle of a battle going on down below and which saves the city from its invaders. Once we complete this task, we return to our time and we are caught by the other group. Their leader is a tall handsome guy and we kinda have a crush on him. He arrests me, but I am cool as a pumpkin and he realizes we already completed our mission.

Some event with my Teacher. We're staying at a hotel or something. I meet him at the lobby and we sit at a table talking. I undress a coat and notice I am wearing a red knitted sweater just like his. I find it funny but not awkward, until other students join us and they are all dressed in white and look at us two wondering why we both wear the same sweater.

I cross a parking lot and see a dumpster full of good stuff someone threw away. I go get a van and start selecting clothes, shoes, and other stuff. A lady from a nearby block of apartments seems suspicious at what I am doing, so I tell her I collect stuff others throw away, to donate institutions and people in need, so she gets excited and actually comes to help me.

Date of Dream: MON 13 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 597 - The Crazy Water Park Idea

I can’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, my family were driving to see some extended family in Geelong, we knew that they were going to move to Sunshine soon and so that’s why we wanted to go and see them. I had made the comment to my mum and grandma that they weren’t in the “house with chains” anymore (this is actually a feature on their real life house). Soon, we entered this long court and indeed, at the end of it was their house. Not the chain fence house but rather this very ugly looking house where half of it actually looked like it was demolished.

RC and AC had come outside to greet us. I saw Peter but he wasn’t talking to us much, rather, he was in the background, closer to the entrance of the house. In this dream, AC was talking like a motormouth and so I couldn’t get a word in, but I needed to as I realised we were going to go somewhere but I wasn’t wearing good walking shoes. Instead, I seemed to be wearing flip-flops (we call them thongs in Australia, okay?).

Over AC’s constant talking, I attempted to call 18-Volt and tell him that I needed some good walking shoes. I called out into the sky, saying to him that he could even give me the shoes in his colour scheme if he wanted although my silent wish was that he would give me a versatile colour. A pair of shoes had indeed fallen out of the sky and 18-Volt had fulfilled my wish over his. They were a pair of dark olive green flats with some sort of gold brooch on them.

Later on, I was going to some shops in the area by myself. My job was to look for something for AC from Dymocks but I forgot what the item specifically was. Later on, there was suggestion that AC had booked a water-park for my birthday but I was slightly concerned about this idea as I didn’t want to go on too many crazy rides or slides. Apparently the booking was made for Friday the 30th of August. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 597
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 11 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 596 - I Want To See The Hippo

I can’t remember how the dreams started. From where I do remember, I was at a slightly distorted version of my high school around the area where the outside portables were. My year 7 homeroom teacher Mrs C was saying something to me but I forgot what it was. Out of nowhere, we got onto some sort of boat with a group of other students and set sail out onto on the seas. At one point, the boat had converted into some sort of submarine.

The group had ended up in literally the middle of nowhere, on the sea. I had gotten off the ship though and had swum to some sort of town, ending up on a wide road but then it also looked like an alley at the same time. All three members of the Cooper Gang were there, with Sly wearing a green helmet, Bentley wearing a pink helmet, and Murray wearing a blue helmet. I had a feeling of nostalgia as if I had never left Murray as a dream guide. He had his arms wide open and so I came into him for a hug.

As I was enjoying the lengthy hug, Mrs C yelled out and demanded that I get back onto the ship. When I was on, the submarine had submerged and I was hoping that I could see Murray again. At some point in the dream, I did end up returning to the same place to see Murray. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 596
Dream Guide: Murray
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 10 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 595 - Check The Assignment

It was a long dream but I cannot remember any events enough to write a recount. Only that after the completion of some massive school choir event, I was in some sort of cinema and trying to navigate my way around it to find someone. It was at the very end of the dream, in a completely different scene, I was by myself but then I was perceiving this powerful energy. It was 18-Volt telling me to check something I had done on one of my university assignments. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 595
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No



The end of this dream had an actual resemblance to a real life issue. As soon I woke up, I knew exactly what assignment 18-Volt was talking about in the dream and indeed, I had intentions to check it the night beforehand. I had the dream on Friday, the assignment was due on the same Sunday, and so I had fixed a crucial mistake.

Date of Dream: THU 9 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 594 - Please Forgive Me

I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, it was the same scene that repeated itself three times. In the first instance, the scene took place in some unknown room of a large house. The background was somewhat blurry but in sharp, clear and vivid appearance, 18-Volt was walking towards me. He was in his realistic Game & Wario appearance but he was also wearing his green jacket and pants. The second scene played exactly the same.

The third scene had the same background but the main aspect of it was different. Rather than 18-Volt, it was Edward (Ed) B himself. He was wearing a dark blue short-sleeved t-shirt with the Chicago Cubs logo on it. He had this remorseful and somewhat defeated look on his face, it was some look suggesting that he knows he had hurt me but as if he could not find the strength to verbally repent. Rather, I was perceiving this energy from him as if he was silently asking for forgiveness.



Dream No. 594
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 7 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 593 - The Twitch Community

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I seemed to be just casually chatting to the member in Edward (Ed) B’s Twitch community on the actual channel page. I actually felt like I was a strong part of the community myself. Nothing else happened in this dream.



Dream No. 593
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 6 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 592 - A Dodgy Party Invitation

The dream started with my at my old house, lying in bed very early in the morning. My mum had told me the previous night to wash my hair and so I promised her that I would get up very early and do it in the morning instead. The alarm had soon gone off and I actually found it very hard to get up, I was extremely drowsy. I had these three weird paper versions of 18-Volt with me as well as one actual resemblance in paper form. The real paper 18-Volt had actually started slightly gesturing and pushed me out of bed by the cheek. I ended up going to the shower but something was wrong, I forgot what it was. This was actually a big relief for me as I could go back to bed. I don’t remember anything about this scene.

Later on, I was talking to a family friend, EW on Twitch. He mentioned something about there being a really “cool” broadcasting channel that was dedicated to the community of all the Eds. I couldn’t find the guy on Twitch though, apparently there was a link to go to YouTube and this is where the guy was located. He seemed to be live-streaming this RTS game for the time being. There was a grid around the units and the units could move around by squares, kind of like some campaign.

I was then at my current house, in the driveway, when I went to check the mail. I was really excited to receive a handwritten piece of mail but when I opened the envelope, it was some weird party invitation. Upon reading out, I found that someone was having a birthday party but at the same time holding a birthday party for me with the theme being My Little Pony. At first I was excited but then I came suspicious, I thought to myself, “who would invite me when they don’t even know me personally?”.

I thought of who it could possibly be, a friend of one of friends and so I ended up sending that person a message on Facebook. She replied to me and said that it wasn’t her. Though she said she had been reflecting on the relationship with me over the past few days and she sent me all these photos of the group when we had met previously.

Once I had finished on Facebook and found out that it wasn’t the girl, I was starting to become even more suspicious and somewhat concerned. As I walked over to the kitchen bench, a thought had entered me head; it wasn’t anybody that I knew. Rather I had the idea that it was some creepy “international” man that had somehow unlawfully obtained my address. I was actually in a state of distress now and went to find my mum straight away, telling her what I thought had happened.

I walked down the stairs, checking out some of our Christmas decorations in the storage cabinet underneath when I noticed that both my mum and dad were in the garage next door. My dad had just returned home from work and my mum was telling him about the situation with the suspected unlawful use of our address. My brother went out of his room and was going into garage but I called out to him “not now!”.

He seemed to ignore me and continue to where my parents were. He asked them what was going on but my dad wasn’t in a good mood and shouted at my brother. He said something like that if he wanted to know what was going on, he should have been there from the start; I forgot what was said exactly. When my brother came back inside, I told him that I had tried to warn him not to go to the parents.

I went back out into the driveway and I started feeling this energy as if the person was frustrated that I wasn’t responding to the invitation; frustrated that I wasn’t falling for their dirty trick. A small black car had pulled up right in-front of the driveway and out came Mr. McP, who looked normal at first but my senses were telling me that there was something not right about him. He turned nasty very quickly and was expressing his frustration most certainly about how I didn’t accept the invitation.

This ended up turning into him trying to physically assault me and therefore I had to defend myself. The actions from him didn’t feel too painful but in just the way the dream was animating his movements, it seemed he was trying to inflict some serious damage. For a while I could defend myself but as more and more time went on, I was becoming very frightened of him and needed some help.

At first I called for Dreamy WB but nothing happened. I then perceived some energy telling me that if the dream guide’s real life counterpart had some sort of relationship to Mr. McP, then that dream guide wouldn’t be valid. It seemed as if the dream guide was placing their trusts on their counterpart’s opinions and so would not come to handle Mr. McP no matter how much obvious danger I was in. The dream had made me automatically move onto another dream guide, one I had in the past but I quickly stopped myself as I realised that his counterpart also had some real life relationship with Mr. McP.

I had to think fast about who did not have a real life counterpart in that position. After a few seconds, it came to me and I yelled “18-Volt!”. Something happened almost immediately, I perceived 18-Volt’s energy and when I turned back around, I saw Mr. McP frozen into an absolute statue. I wasted no time and I got to giving Mr. McP a spoon of his own medicine. I kicked and punched him into the ground. Striking him as many times as I could before 18-Volt’s effect would wear off.

After a few seconds, Mr. McP sat up looking dazed and wondered what had happened to him. He asked himself why he was all of sudden weak and just like Dorothy Gale from the Wizard of Oz, I declared to him, “It was 18-Volt, he paralysed you!”.



Dream No. 592
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No



At the end, the fact that I said "It was 18-Volt, he paralysed you!" reminds of when in The Wizard of Oz, Dorothy said to Ms Gultch, "It was my dog, he bit you!". I seemed to say in the exact same emotional tone as her.

Date of Dream: SUN 5 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 591 - Separated Sections

Dream 591 A - The Quicker Return
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in this national park area which seemed to be within the Australian city of Canberra. There was a scene where I was speaking to Dreamy WB but I don’t remember what happened exactly. Her appearance was the symmetrical with the black pencil dress. It’s as I was near the end of the walking track, she told me that rather than the Killester students catching a plane home, she could take them home herself via a lap ride, which would reduce their travel time greatly.

There were extra details that she ended up disclosing to me. I asked her how long it would take the students to get home with her and she said about three hours. I then asked if there was any way she could make the trip quicker and for the first time, Dreamy WB actually verbally admitted that she wasn’t perfect. She said that it would take a long time with such a big group of people and that the only way she could make the trip quicker was to take a smaller group at a time.

At first, I thought about splitting the year 11s into three groups but then Dreamy WB said it would still take a long time. I then thought that maybe I could declare that students travel home in their teacher groups and each teacher had about 12 students in their group. I don’t remember Dreamy WB saying anything in return but she had insinuated that she agreed that this was a good idea. I now had to hurry to Mr. Bl. and tell him before they they got to the airport and wasted their evening.

Part way back down the track, I caught up with Mr. Bl. and asked him what was going on with the airport arrangements. It was still day time and he said that they booked the flight very late, for about 10:30 PM, which was a relief to me. I told Mr. Bl. and Dreamy WB’s preposition and he agreed with it, thinking it was in fact a good idea. He did his part for the preparation while I went further backwards down the track to speak to as many students as I could find. Some were actually sitting on the track, having conversations with their friends.

Later on in the dream, we seemed to be at the accommodation complex. As soon as Dreamy WB has turned up, I asked Mr. Bl. to assemble all the students in the backyard. He asked me why; I hesitated to answer even though I knew what to say, Dreamy WB ended up answering instead. She said that although the students would be in one big group, it would be easier instead of having to round them up; she could easily select who she was going to take on each trip.

She had grown slightly bigger in size had had gotten into that familiar floating, sitting position, hovering at the front of the crowd of students at the top of the yard. As Dreamy WB was collecting her first load of students, the dream ended.

Dream 591 B - Medieval Unexpectables
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at my house and it was past midnight, although I was still up and about. Apparently the Unexpectables was airing on my TV but I saw the credits playing and so I realised that I had missed the episode. I remember promising one of the cast, Takahata101, that I would watch an episode and so I now felt like I had let him down.

A subsequent episode seemed to be starting though which was a relief to me, so I sat down to watch this one. The graphics were in the style of a good quality cartoon. The setting was some sort of medieval castle on a rainy night, with the scene taking place outside, supposedly on the drawbridge. Remy and Greckles were talking to a wizard which seemed to be a cartoon resemblance halfway between Dumbledore (Harry Potter) and Merlin (The Sword In The Stone).

Back to the main perspective of the dream scene, I mum walked out from the kitchen and asked me what the show was about. I forgot what I answered though, we ended up having small conversation about the show with my mum becoming interested. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 591 C - Massive Easter Shopping
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I had noticed something odd about Waverley Gardens shopping centre as soon as I had entered into the car park. The whole centre had been renovated and refurbished and there was also even a big extension to some parts of it. The first thought I had was that this shopping centre was way better than what it is like in real life. What was odd though was that there were a set of small travelators going to the main shops and then a set of big escalators going to another area which I wasn’t sure about the purpose of.

When I got to the main floor, I had noticed the differences of the shops straight away. There was a shop that didn’t exist in real life called “SLI” which I believed stood for “Specialised Lolly Institute” as it was indeed a giant lolly shop. My mum then met up with me and we went into this massive version of Target. In the dream, it wasn’t just Target, this Target was like a hub for all these department stores, including a massive supermarket.

My brother and grandma were also now with us and we were doing some Easter shopping for other members of the family. I ended up noticing a family friend AV in the aisles but for once, hoped she wouldn’t notice as I was busting for the bathroom and we’d just take ages talking. We ended up walking past some other shelves but AV had ended up noticing us. Once we had met up, she was picking some chocolates out of a box. She told me to take one that was in the shape of a small deer and I had the hint that this was an insinuation of “oh deer” →”oh dear”. My brother ended up taking a larger Lindt deer.

My family and I were then on our own again. We were now buying chocolates for my uncle and aunty. It was said that 16 would be for the JB and the rest would be for MB, in the pack of 52. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 591 D - No Volt For You
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in my bed of my old house, I was doing something but it’s a bit too gross to describe what exactly happened. My mum came in and told me to not waste my time and that as soon as the notification for the news publication came across, I was to respond for it. Apparently my family and I were getting an opportunity to show ourselves on the news.

It was not pitch black in the middle of the night and I was sitting up in bed, thinking about the news publication. I went over to my parents’ bedroom and spoke to my mum and dad who I had woken ip from their sleep. I told them that as I was uncertain about what I wanted to do for the news publication, I was going to look for 18-Volt and he could tell me what to do. My parents were really nice in the dream and seemed fully supportive and actually encourage to look for 18-Volt; at the end with my mum smiling at me and wishing me luck.

I then walked off into the rest of the house and remembered that my brother was still sleeping and so I couldn’t call too loudly. Still, this time, the dream allowed my voice projection to be clear. I was constantly walking around while calling for 18-Volt but nothing happened. After what seemed like a few minutes had passed by, I was getting more and more desperate. Eventually, it was actually concerning that he wasn’t coming and this made me very stressed.

I went into my brothers room, thinking that maybe 18-Volt had taken his bed. As I went closer to my brother’s bed, I made sure to stay very quiet and also to touch as lightly as I could, making sure not to wake whoever was in there in case it was my brother. The hair felt soft and messy and the skin felt smooth, so I could tell now that this was my brother. I was gutted that this wasn’t 18-Volt and so I quietly left the room to continue the search.

I was now begging and pleading for 18-Volt to show up, I was saying “please”, what felt like a million times… Still nothing. By now I was exhausted, thinking to myself, “How am I ever going to get 18-Volt here?”. I walked over to the bathroom area and sighed, opening the door and turning on the fan as I sat on the toilet, closing my eyes though as well. That’s when I could start to feel a big hand rubbing my back.

Also in the black sight of my vision, there was a feint sighting of 18-Volt created by a shadow of even darker colours. He was in his realistic Game & Wario appearance, also wearing his jacket and pants, and he was shown to be bent over as he rubbed my back. The dream wasn’t going to take any of this though and very soon had no hesitation to force me awake.



Dream 591 A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
Lucid?: No

Dream 591 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 591 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 591 D
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 4 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 590 - Separated Sections

Dream 590 A - Share Profit
I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was on a street corner in a suburban area when I came across 18-Volt in his realistic appearance, wearing his green jacket and pants. I was telling him something about how some shares were worth $300,000 and that they had made a profit of $1,500 which I would be sharing with him. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 590 B - Salty SML
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, a friend of Logan and Chilly’s (SML) was summoned to court. Although it was plainly obvious that he had done something wrong, in the court room, Logan was really angry and denying it and Chilly was bent over, crying in the pews. That’s all I can remember for this dream.

Dream 590 C - A Superhero At Work
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was seen on my computer and depending on what time of day it was, the background would resemble the colour of the sky. It was dusk at the time and so the background was actually of pink and purple clouds. A lot of this dream was based on me doing things on the computer.

For the next scene, I had gone into DeviantArt and the scene actually played as an animation on the website. In the canvas area, instead of their being a picture, it was blank with the light green background colour. Donkey Kong was at the top end and 18-Volt was on the bottom; apparently 18-Volt was facing Donkey Kong (I think the dream paired them for a dual because I’ve read some opinions that 18-Volt and Donkey Kong look very similar in some aspects).

After Donkey Kong had been defeated, it showed him walking away towards the top where he came from. When he was off the screen, 18-Volt was about to walk off but then a little cartoon girl and a little cartoon boy came skipping in from the side with huge grins on their faces. I perceived a vibe suggesting as if these two kids viewed 18-Volt as some sort of superhero. 18-Volt went over to the little girl and bent over, gently pushing her hair back and kissing her on the forehead.

For a while, nothing else happened but soon, the girl started to get a white glow around her. These animated four-point stars were glistening over her like sparkles and she did this fancy skipping but waltzing motion (kind of like Angelina The Ballerina) to go back off the screen. The boy was still left over and he continued to marvel at 18-Volt with that wide mouth smile and look of astonishment.

In the next scene, it looked like the graphics of some 2000s Fisher-Price game or as if someone had animated this scene on Paint. 18-Volt was on a field trip with his class and teacher. Everyone else was standing but 18-Volt was sitting on the edge of some recycling dumpster cardboard box (the cardboard boxes used as the recycling bins in classrooms). Unlike the previous scene, 18-Volt wasn’t in his normal outfit. Rather, he was wearing a loose maroon tank top with dark blue shorts and he did not have his glasses or headset on.

His eyes could be seen heavier and heavier. The teacher in this dream looked really beautiful, she had long chestnut hair and was wearing a green top and a red skirt. She was trying to be really nice to 18-Volt to keep him awake but weirdly, she kept calling him 9-Volt although 9-Volt was the boy standing next to 18-Volt on the dumpster. As much as she positively encouraged him to stay awake, 18-Volt could not beat the tiredness; his eyes glued themselves shut and he actually fell backwards into the dumpster.

The scene was actually now black and this seemed to be amazing playing from 18-Volt’s perspective. He was entering into a dream of his own! In his dream, the view was in my study at my computer screen again but this time, the screen had a dark background, representing night time. The dream ended after this.



Dream 590 A
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Dream 590 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 590 C
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 1 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 589 - Separated Sections

Dream 589 A - You Promised Me
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at what seemed to be like a garden park somewhere in Melbourne. At the start of the dream, I was promised by someone that I would be seeing 18-Volt later on in the dream. In a later scene, I was with some old man, I have forgotten his name, but he was really nice and friendly towards me. He showed me around the park and as that was happening, we just spoke about random things.

Later on, I realised that although the guy was physical, he stated that he was ghost of someone who passed away. After he wished me well, he went back into his greenhouse and I was left to explore the area on my own now. At one point, I saw a track leading into some sort of forest walk and I was thinking to myself, it would be so good to go in here with 18-Volt when he comes back later.

Towards the end of the dream, I seem to come across Mrs Kea. as well as some other people but I have forgotten who they were. I soon came to realise the harsh fact that the dream had tricked me and 18-Volt would not be coming for me. I tried to but I didn’t perceive his energy anywhere. I stated that this wasn’t fair but then Mrs Kea. got all nasty towards me and basically told me to suck it up. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 589 B - Looking For The Voice Actor
From the title reference, I must have been looking for Edward (Ed) B. This dream was not written down in time and so all recall memories are gone.



Dream 589 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 589 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

In Victorian times, I am spending some time at some kind of resort in the mountains. They have a kind of cinema complex but it is actually several small rooms, very cozy, with sofas, for very private screenings of only a half a dozen people. There is a table with tea and coffee for self-serving. Oh, and I am famous. I just had to run away with my friends to reach the room (nr 10) that we had booked, while being chased by curious fans.

At the set of a movie. Something historic. Being filmed in a big building where the story actually happened in RL. It is the first day of shootings and the actors and dozens of extras are getting into their places for a rehearsal. But I have no clue about my character. I got an envelope with papers with that info but there is no time to read it. I go from room to room asking people to help me out, but the team of directors and other professionals are so busy they don't even care. I find a room which seems like a courtroom with people seated and decide to sit in the back and read the papers. They say my main character is Caribbean and my name is N'iogo Kagada. That makes no sense at all and I talk to someone in front of me who also finds it absurd. Then I read further and it says my actual name given by my parents is Karen Vans, but I adopted a new name and nationality later on. Still doesn't make much sense. I also don't have the script and don't know where to stand and what are my lines.

2019, 05-24

Regular Dream - Semi-lucid Dream - Lucid Dream - Notes

I am in a green place with trees around. I don’t recognize it. I look around and I see an old burned out house that may once have been a farmhouse. There is also a burned out barn and a small cabin. The cabin is the only part not burned. I head towards the cabin. When I get closer I see a man with long white hair pulling clothes off of a line and throwing them in a pile in a muddy patch near a spring. He then proceeds to whip out his member and begins urinating all over the clothes. I approach the man and ask what he thinks he’s doing? Pissing on someone’s clothes? How old is he? Five? Because no one older than that would be acting so immature. The man looks over at me, and in that instant I know who he is. It’s Eldred Jonas from the Dark Tower books, and he’s pissing on Roland’s, Cuthbert’s, and Alain’s clothes! Yuck!

Jonas doesn’t do much of a double take, he pulls his gun and says it’s too bad I happened to come by here at the wrong time. It’s too bad for me, that is. I just laugh. He points his gun at me and asks if I have any last words. I say as a matter of fact, I do. I have three last words. He tells me to hurry up and say them. So I do. I shout them. FUS-RO-DAH! Jonas is propelled backwards by the Unrelenting Force shout and crashes into a tree, falling into some tall grass. He struggles to get up. He does so and points his gun in my direction. I use another thu’um, the Disarm shout. ZUUN-HAAL-VIIK! The gun falls from his hand into the tall grass. He is saying he doesn’t know what manner of witchcraft I’m using, it won’t save me. He is frantically searching the grass for his gun. So I fus him again since once didn’t get the point across. FUS-RO-DAH! Jonas is propelled even farther away. Now he seems to get the point. He turns tail and runs, clearly deciding my witchcraft is too much for him. I retrieve Jonas’ gun and then go over to the cabin and sit on one of three chairs, I will wait to make sure Jonas doesn’t return.

After I wait on the porch for a while the three young men return early in the afternoon. They see the pile of clothes and then they see me. I tell them about catching Eldred Jonas in the process of vandalizing their place, but I sent him packing with a fus to the ass. I say I only wish I’d found him doing something bad on The Drop. Then I could fus him right off of the edge! That would be amusing. I decide that will be a future dream goal... fus Eldred Jonas off of The Drop. Of course none of the three young men know what I mean when I say I fus’d Jonas... I’m not sure how to explain it without fus’ing one of them. I don’t have much time to think about it before I wake up.

Two nights ago, I had a dream about a creepy monster. It started out as an orange snake, female. Then it turned into an evil monster. Apparently, it was called a "ground Shrek", and despite the reference to a kid's movie, it was actually quite terrifying.

It had glowing yellow eyes, and a mouth that was filled with sand. It sang a song as it began eating/killing everyone, and it went like this:

"...And we shall be appointed view
Of earth's eternal sleep."

There were a few lines before it but I couldn't make them out. It kept singing this creepy ditty over and over again as it killed people, and its voice was now deep, masculine, and hollow. The song had a tune similar to a church hymn that I know, "Go Forth With Faith", which for some reason makes it even creepier.

It raced towards me, and I couldn't get away in time. The last thing I heard inside of its mouth was this song, and I fell into the sand that fell even further into a black void. At that moment, I believed that I was facing death, and I would finally see what the afterlife was like, if it existed. Then I woke up. Terrifying, but cool.