non-lucid

i sleept like 8-9 hours.. was nice sleep so waht i remember is..

i was home and i saw 2 friends from Cyprus[ the country where i lived 10 years] 5 years ago..
i was like woot what they doin here.. i wasnt Lucid but still suprised..
they where waiting a friend... thei friend was a friend i know in germany from poland he was very close friend from me so but im not talki anymore to him.. so ..
next what happened is .. they had to go.. and i went to that PL guy and i said to him u have to pay me 50$ u owe me. he tell me only 50? i give u 70.. i said no only 50 with low voice.. and he repeat what i said to make fun of me.. then i said loud i want just my 50euros LOL.
and we walked somewhere idk if he gaveme or not..and i moved to another dream but as i remember.. the other dream was with him too.

it was so , that wer were somewhere and we had to play 1 game to win. . the Insider game? i woke up and though about that name cus.. the game was like i was inside a circle on the ground.. and he had to say things.. so if i say ok he takes 1 point ad if no nothing.. and the guy who takes 3 points = win .. = but win what? idk eithe.r

so he said 1 thing i said yes then something happeened and i woke up and though about that game..



next dream.. it was kind of school trip... weird and cool ;D..

we were like 10 persons + teacher and director or smth like that..
and we were walking to a big house it was like president's house lol.
so we went there , we had a few ladys with us aswell and we went and sit there somewhere....
the problem was we couldnt smoke..but i took a ciggaret and started smokingit then i look UP.. i see like 5 cameras... i go to other placce... same things.. i go to the steps.. same thing.. then i went out to like "terase" and school mates were there smoking too but where hidden and told me wtf here are too muich cameras.. i sad yeah like 100 cameras hidden.. so we hear someone walking with few girlsd we though is police or so and it was the director he took me from back and everyone got scared lol.. then we walk away slowly to the way of Underground Trains and woke up..



karli

Naptime Dream Fragments

Evil Man & His Trashy Mom
There's an evil man who has lost his soul. His evil mother starts to tell him the advantages of not having a soul. She tells him that no one can hurt him and he can't be killed while he enacts his plans. The mother has very yellow, blonde hair. I think it's a bad dye job. She's very thin and has a wrinkled face. She seems very "white trashy" to me.

Killing Frogs
I'm in an old claw tub with a shower over it and a shower curtain. I can't take a shower though because there are some kind of green lizards bubblings up from the round drain in the center of the floor of the bathroom. I try to kill them without getting out of the tub. I use a plunger - the kind with a wooden handle and an orange rubber cup. I smoosh a few of the lizards and then I realize they are little frogs. For some reason I feel worse about killing little frogs than little lizards so I stop squishing them with the plunger.

Late Night Dreams

Wheaton Waxen
From a third person perspective I am watching a scene where a number of people are frozen in giant ice cubes (rectangular ice, actually). There's an evil villain responsible. The room is a large lab-like space. The ice cube'd people are set into chambers, like teleporters or grav couches. Suddenly a jingle plays through the air, "You can waxen your heart with Wheaton, but you can't Wheaton your heart with waxen!". Suddenly the ice cubes shatter and everyone that was frozen is free, including Mr. Wil Wheaton.

Fantasy Dork
I've been picking on Laura, one of my elementary/middle-school classmates, for most of the dream. We're in a swimming pool. I've been calling her a dork by using futuristic/science fiction speak. When she finally catches on and starts to retort in kind, I change the rules of the game. Now it is suddenly cool to speak as if you're a high fantasy character making fun of the other person. She gets frustrated but I insist that speaking as if you're an old fashioned wizard or knight now makes you cool.

14-09-11 House, include parts of basement under water, we swim there, there is a woman with extreme long blonde hair, Gwynneth Paltrow style, swim into a section where the water is cold “They are swimming in the cold”, grey/white walls, breathe water exhale “blood” seems a healing effect, exit at back room, she seems like waiting for her lover, I want to be that lover, stroke her hip under water, pink/purple bikini bottoms, “we are playing a game of “...” where we open a cupboard on the wall multiple times. something is written on the cupboard doors. Frustration, goes to the neighbour, has apparently been bought out without consent by a Nancy Botwain, The woman I now feel is my mom, she is senile, my dad comes to get me tells me that I should come and join the family in the house, my mum would like to see me, I explain that she is senile and won't notice me, he disagrees and gets slightly angry with me, my grandfather comes over and tells me that I should come to the house and that once my mum was very fond of spending time there.

At teachers party, old high school people there.
Bærentsen there as well
Have to leave for PI.
Look around the building.
Sunny
High five Rasmus while I leave.
I am drunk, walking down the street in a meditative state.
Pleased having finaly found the ability to do it while engaged in normal activity
Headed for the intersection, when I reach it I get on bike
I drive but can't seem to find my turn.
I end up down pedestrian zone, driving past Jacob Haugaard (old satirical representative for the election.
He is dressed as a mexican advertising free food for the restaurant he is stood outside.
Onwords I barely get past “Fætter BR” and some other fairly massive costumed mascot.
Magrethe Vestager is stood by the church explaining that she doesn't necessarily believe the official 911 report, but she isn't convinced, as the youth is, that it is a government coverup, but she is awaiting further investigation.
I drive past 4-6 police officers is loose armour
I drive on a pedestrian zone, but decide to fuck it and just drive slow and careful.
The police don't bother me, but a semi fat (he seems somewhat retarded) tries walking into me though I have clearly indicated that I will go to his left in the tunnel
He tells me I am an idiot for doing it in the pedestrian zone and I am only doing it because there is so much television around in connection with the election.
The turn I have to take seem to shrink and look impossible (physically the perspective is completely off) to pass.

Eva comes to the house and goes into labour after having explained that she was due 2-3 days ago.
I get her in the bath room, we have already called a car, which was part of a discussion Eva partook in before she started.
My aunt and Niece comes including my own niece I think and they get Eva into the car.
Eva pretty much already has her new child out

Something about me having put ups some bars across the facade of housing and the owners decided to stop the project on a couple of buildings as they found it too expensive.

16-09-11 Showdown starting in hornslet, mexican goes nuts with a gun firing small bullets though they could kill, think he misses all, I try to stop him, but he has a gun, after he is done shooting I take him to the ground and start choking him to render him unconscious, some weird car appear to pick him up think the colour shifts from dark/black to red, looks like the gorilaz in it.

Think it has something to do with Esteban Reyes, he is cleaning out the house of people that work for him so we pay a visit. It seems like he is doing or has recently been doing the same in his mansion. There is a stand off, think I am the first to draw my weapon and command the opposing team to drop their guns, I might be in the perspective of Murphy, though I am sure I don't have breasts.

It all goes down well and I am sat next to Esteban or some agent (as either Nancy or Murphy) asking if it has all gone to shit over a woman, think I am hinting to myself. Esteban shows up and outs the agent and himself right after (pistol in the mouth style)
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Satelite pictures of just how close southern California is to the equator. Shifts out over a rather large island, I remember thinking it was some small island connected to the states, but it can't be with the size of it.

The POV shifts towards a giant bear that apparently swam across the world, eating large sharks as he paddled on. It looks like a druid in bear form and it sort of jumps behind the shark every time it gets attacked, although when a really big one appears it hides on a tiny islad and lures the shark to go there and then eats it.

The sharks look weird, like their spines are protruding out from either sides of their bodies.
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In the office as an errand boy, I have a letter to deliver, it is a tax claim for the company I work for. I accidentally open it as I don't know where to deliver it. I figure out it is one of those envelopes that automatically goes the right place.

in a meeting with the executives, afraid that they will discover it has been opened, I try and reattach the tape that would indicate this. They end up opening it themselves and I say “I will need a new envelope” “of course” they say and hand me one and tell me to use the old one to fill it out.

I leave the building contemplating how I can start systematically blowing up banks without anyone getting hurt. I stand at a games workshop type building and wondering if I could wrap the small metal figures around some small scale fire crackers and drop them in the letter boxes where they keep the cash.

It is early morning and all the shops are getting their wares. I keep running into coca cola affiliated delivery people and dislike them. The city looks like a mixture of Århus and Amsterdam by the water.

I get into some small alleys and I see a well trained man buying some coke light and he intends on serving out tasters, I briefly wonder if I can have some, but then I realise it is coke and I obviously know how it tastes.

I head for the museum and ask if it is free to get in, which it is. Inside there is an exhibition on all sorts of guns, AK47s to the left and there is a big collection of small canons in the next room I see.

There is a woman that keeps picking up the knives from the table and touching everything as she is explaining that she used to have this and that in her childhood home. She gets warned loads by the museum's custodian, who in the end asks the child if he/she would like a liquorice from the next room to get the woman out of there.
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Being driven home after a football match by Lars R. I tell him I would like to buy him a beer when we get back as a thank you. We stop at one point and he is having trouble starting again. We have to stop for gas on the way back home, when we do so it is in a large grey building-area.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]This time when I went to WILD, I had an sleepmask on me and I had my eyes open behind it, so all I saw was darkness. I started to go through my day with eyes open, to relax myself. Then I pictured myself getting to a location and I felt my body "yawning" not like the sleep paralysis wave but my body was starting to become fully relaxed. And here I lost consciousnes... Although I woke up shortly after and I felt my nose was itching on the tip. I thought this was the test signal or something, but then I was overwhelmed with the feeling of failure. I kept still, but I thought that I had already failed, so I gave up.
But I hadn't moved my body, so I hadn't failed the failure was that I gave up. I then fell asleep normally.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were in my school and some girls that I know asked me if I wanted to play soccer, and I said "Nah I have to go" and they inisisted "Come man it will be fun!" and I stayed. Then I suddenly blacked out and wake up in my bed, but there is three girls laying there! How the f*ck did I thought I was awake... it was an odd false awakening. and I went back to sleep.
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[COLOR="blue"]I remembered more on the awakening, but I didn't write it down, so now I have forget what i dreamt.[/COLOR]

So, I've lost a bit of detail, mainly because my cousin is a @!#$% but let's not get distracted.

I'm in the school agricultre farm, but it's different to how it's supposed to be. It's in a circular shape, with a heck of alot less space, and I'm walking around the two new cow calfs, while everyone watches. I race to this table about ten steps away, to grab a nose ring. Mitch and greg beat me to it, and steal it, and all the have to say is "There are water balloons on the table' I look over, but there are two only, and they're broken.

-next dream-

I'm in my science class, and my teacher announces that he's opening a space for someone to teach "DEILD."
I'm incredibly excited, and race up to the sheet, to sign up. It asks a few simple questions, particuarly focusing on why you should be doing this job. I want to write down that I've been lucid dreaming for ages, and that I'm very experienced, and far more qaulified that anyone else. Unfortunately, there's always some stupid thing that gets in the way of me writing it. The paper rips, the pen snaps. Suddenly, I decide to just teach a lesson. I write up "lucid dreaming" Draw a line with an arrow, and write "awareness" (How Ironic xD) I pretty much just teach some random stuff.

-next dream-

I'm in school, and suddenly I know that there's going to be a massive earthquake. I see my HPE teacher running towards the building, and I go the other way around the school canteen. I can't run right, and I'm basically just taking massive slow motion steps. I finally make it to the building I want, and race up the stairs. (I'm where my form room is, with a balcony kind of thing) I burst into the room across from my form, and try to snatch a portal gun. The whole place starts shaking violently all of a sudden, and stuff is flung everywhere. I desprately reach for a gun, and finally get it. I run outside, and shoot a orange portal all the way down the massive drop from the top. I shoot a blue portal into the wall, and race through it. I'm on the ground, and I run into this building, and jump onto a table until the shaking gets less violent, and eventually stops. I sit down at the table, and there's some other people there I know. "What would you like to eat?" The waiter says, completely oblivious to what just happend. I look at him, like he's crazy, and he walks off. I look left, and sitting at the end of our table is this old woman. "Are you okay?" I ask worried. "I'm fine" she says "I just don't remember where I live" I suspect she has a mental illness, probably dementia. She pulls out a calculator, and says "I should be able to find my way back with this, I just need batteries" I nod. (Because everyone knows old people can find there way home with calculators)
I pick up this remote on my table, ready to take the batteries out of it, when a nosy couple at the next table hand her some small batteries. I take them and examine them, they say "A." "They're to small" I point out. They give me a dirty look, and walk off.

1. I had to fix an older style tv to watch Dexter. I was very disappointed to see the show start off with Dexter in a pink ballet outfit. I watched the show despite my displeasure with this episode.

2. Typical school dream in which I wandered around trying to find my home room class. I knew where all my other classrooms were but could not find home room. I went into the bathroom where I looked into a mirror to find that I had switched genders! I retreated to a bathroom stall to investigate my newly formed body parts.

3. Dogs were everywhere. My dog was in the midst of them and would not come back to me no matter how much I called and order her to heel.

September 15, 2011

Me, my bro and Billy (my bro friend) are trying to sleep in a king size bed plus one. This bed was HUGE and was in the middle of my Grandmother living room.

Anyway The two problems were Duke the giant dog who want to sleep with us and a baby sleeping on the couch.

The baby start crying and my bro + Billy try to make her go back to sleep. I got up for some reason and my grandmother came out saying she was going to punish us.

I said "who, me or them?" thinking it was me she was talking to as I was out of bed. She said them because they didn't try to help the baby go back to sleep.

I explained that they did help and *I* was the one who was too lazy to get out of bed. Lucky for them I woke up before they got punish.

So I immediately went back to sleep, and I ended up at church. SGT G was there, and he wanted to wrestle me for some reason. I planted him on the ground, and all this stuff of his fell out his pockets everywhere. I felt kinda bad for him, because I think he got hurt pretty bad. I was picking up the stuff, and Jeff came up, and started talking about forming a rap group. He sat in this chair and kept trying to convince me, with his thick southern accent. He started talking about how we're wasting time and getting older. He said "hell, I'm older than my father now", "we gotta do somethin' cuz". I couldn't help but laugh.

I'm at this bank...waiting in line, and I decided to look out the window. There was someone near my car, but they had just gotten out on their own. I'm still waiting in this huge line, and it's taking forever. I looked back outside, and I see the same people near my car. I forget about the line, and head back out to my car. It's jacked up, and the engine is hanging half way out of it, and the two clowns who are stealing stuff are trying to run away. I caught up to both of them and threw them in a van (maybe someone was with me....or the cops, i'm not sure). I was asking the guy why in the world would he do something like that to me. He told me because there are no good people in the world. I punched the guy a few times, woke up mad as hell and went back to sleep.

I had a dream about me being on computer and listening to Children of Bodom and doing other stuff in the internet. I woke up and I realized I could attempt to DEILD.

I constantly fell to somewhat really unstable and weak dream and I woke up everytime I tried to do anything like RC or dream stabilizion. I saw the dream but I wasn't there, so basically it was similar to when you play some video games where you are waiting to respawn

I woke up this morning at around 8 AM, and realized that I had once again failed to have a lucid dream, and only remembered a little bit of one dream about getting really drunk on beer, working at a cash register for a really long line of people, and messing around with two friends. I was so frustrated that I told myself "You are not leaving this bed until you have had another dream, and it had better be lucid". So I lay back down in bed, but I couldn't go to sleep again for another half hour (because I really wasn't tired anymore).

Finally, I managed to get back to sleep.

FIRST LUCID DREAM:

I am shopping for a present for my brother in a strange store, but there's nothing very good for him, and one PEZ dispenser costs 10 dollars. They keep boarding up the shelves so that I can only see stuff through the side. I find an awesome skirt that makes you look like Kairi from Kingdom Hearts, but when I look back they've all turned into other articles of clothing.

I walk into another part of the store and do a reality check of plugging my nose and breathing. I realize it works and am SUDDENLY LUCID! YAAAY! I do the things that I read about not to lose it, so I try to spin around and look at the rest of the dream, but it fades out a little as I do this and I feel myself waking up. So I don't do anything. I don't move a muscle and I don't open my eyes, I just start to visualize until the supermarket fades back in around me.

This time I try the undressing trick that I've read about, but I only manage to take off my shoes - the rest is too difficult.
I'm too worried to try walking through any doors, as the dream feels very fragile to me. I remember I wanted to try and find M in my dream, so I imagine him being in the other room, and I call out his name loudly. It makes me wonder if my real body is yelling as well.

As I turn the corner I see him, but his back is too me and he walks into a freezer. This frightens me, and I'm worried that if I get too frightened I will wake up, so I don't follow him. I walk back into the supermarket and notice how clearly I can hear the music coming through the loudspeakers. I walk out the doors and am at the beach.

I wake up. And do a happy dance!! Yaaaaay!!!!

Awake Non-lucid Vivid

It's dark and windy outside. I'm in a white, open room with many windows, but it's bustling with people. I'm in school, in a french lesson (definitely NOT my school, and I don't take or know any french) . I'm laughing with a couple of people. The class seems really informal. No one is sitting in seats, and we're off in groups doing whatever we want. I start talking a bit of German.

A teacher comes up. (She actually teaches RMPS at my school). She's very small, with long dark hair. I seem to think that she's a laid back teacher and that I can have a joke around with her, but when I make a comment, her face goes stern.

She asks me to say something in French. I glance at my friends, but they offer no help. I mumble something and the teacher is suddenly furious. She shouts in my face, so I try and back away but end up flat against a window. She slaps me, quite hard, and I'm getting quite scared.

She drags me outside by my hair and pushes me onto my knees, shoving a shotgun into my hands. For some reason, this is a horrible punishment. I hold the the shotgun away from me and shake my head. I don't want to touch it and it seems to burn my skin. The night is suddenly very still and starry, it would actually be beautiful, if I weren't preoccupied.

The teacher grabs a boy and holds him in front of me.

"Shoot him or I'll shoot you."

I'm breathing heavily, I look between the boy and the teacher. The boy is shaking and obviously fearing for his life. The teacher's face remains neutral. My life or his.

I can't do it. I throw the shotgun to the ground.

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I'm at Alton Towers, before the park has actually opened. I'm standing in a line waiting to get on Rita, excited but also a little fearful. I remember the speed and am not sure if I want to go on it again. I decide to leave and go on Air instead.

I go to back out of the line, but someone pushes me forward and I can't get out. Suddenly I'm in an indoor swimming pool, all tiled. A woman pulls me onto a chair and straps me in. I tell her I don't want to go on but she either can't hear me or doesn't care. She doesn't strap me in properly, as the belt is becoming undone. I can't get out of the seat though.

The seat lifts up and delves into the water. I'm only under for a few seconds but when I'm dragged back up I cough and splutter out water. It's dripping into my eyes and blurring my vision but I can't move to wipe it away. My clothes feel like they're just dragging me downwards. The water is ice cold.

Someone at the side sits with a laptop. "You need to download some mantras!" They call. I'm pushed back underwater and have stopped fighting against it. The person keeps shouting that I need to "download" mantras, but I go quite lifeless and sag against the chair. Eventually I black out.

Reading something here on DV triggered a dream memory from about a week and a half ago. I had this dream while I was traveling so I didn't record it like I should have. But it is significant because I died four times in the dream. I have died before in dreams--but not four times in a single dream. Let's see what I can remember of it.

I remember I was being chased by zombies. I remember running into a pool of water to escape from a horrible zombie death. But the zombies were coming and I had to put my head under the water. I held my breath. I could see shadows of the zombies near the pool. I knew I was going to die one way or the other. I chose death by drowning. I could feel myself getting lightheaded, dizzy, and then finally blacking out.

Then I was on the run again--as another person, I think. I was with someone else, and together we ran as fast as we could trying to get away. But, unfortunately we rounded a corner and ran smack into a group of zombies. I was suddenly surrounded by zombies. They crowded around me. I could feel one grab my head. I felt a slightly painful jerk....and I knew I had died.

Then I became the other person I was with. The zombies grabbed hold of me. I wished for another quick death. But I didn't get my wish this time. I was lifted so I was horizontal. Then several zombies started taking bites out of my legs. It was horrible and painful. How long would it take to die this way? I panicked. I couldn't take this any longer. I willed myself to die. And suddenly I was dead.

At this point I no longer remember the fourth death. I only remember that there was one.

Dream:

I was running down my street toward the airport. I noticed that I seemed light as a feather. My feet barely touched the ground as I ran and ran. I knew that I could run for miles and not get tired. I wasn't even having to breathe hard.

I looked down at my feet. I was wearing my Vibrams. Of course. It was the shoes. I knew there was a reason I loved these shoes so much.