non-lucid

This is prior to the dream. I was laying in bed thinking about masturbating before passing out. I then passed out and didn't know I did until after this next part.

I was lying down on my bed and decided I would masturbate before bed, so I reached over jr and grabbed my viberator and dilldo and started masturbating. I was about to climax when I woke up ....wondering where my viberator had went.


I then noticed I had been asleep the whole time and never got it out!

I was tied up. I could tell I was at the farmhouse. I seen a mirror on the floor. I start moving my head back and forth to see where the sun was at. I seen the clods passing over the sun. I wiggled my way out of what was restricting me from moving. I then began to run out of the house. I seen a girl trapped on my way and release her from her restraints. I try to get her to walk out of the house with me but she wouldn't leave. Instead of fighting her I take off for the jeep parked in the yard. I woke up while I was running.

Me, jr, and hilary were staying at a hotel. There was a reason that they had to leave, but someone had to stay behind with the cat. The cat wasn't supposed to be there or I would have left too. So they leave. I see jack our cat in the bathroom looking around to take a shit. So I went to stop him from pooping on the floor. I got a paper towel and a bag and started following the cat around the bathroom trying to catch the poop before it hits the floor. Then the cat just stopped, lyes down on his back and starts pooping. The poop that came out looks like one of those "snake" fireworks you get that just keeps growing and growing. I catch the poop as it comes out. Jr and hilary get back right after he pooped. I start to go tell them what jack did and I wake up.

I was with an older man that reminded me of gandolf the grey. He was talking to me about a pomegranate. He said it has helped heal people that he knows. Someone over heard our conversation on the street and said "its bullshit" he then said he could prove it. So we was off. We stopped 3 times and each time I witnessed someone that had been healed by the fruit. The only one I recalled seeing with detail was a lady who danced at a bar with a busted leg like my mom. (My mom was a stripper and also had a bad leg, she was ran over a lawnmower at 3) She then pulled a pomegranate out of her bag and ripped it in half. She rubbed the juice all over her leg. Then something happened at the bar to cause a riot. I was concerned she would get hurt so I began to shield her. She stopped me and looked at me angry and said "you think I'd help myself this way and not another?!". I woke up.

I was walking threw the woods behind our house (not any house I've really lived at). I found Reece in the woods. We talked for a while about something and somehow got to his hand or arm being hurt some how. (Left). He showed me but I don't recall ever seeing a wound. I asked him to come back to my house to fix his arm. We walked to my house and went in. The kitchen inside looks like my moms current kitchen. We sat down at the kitchen table. We helped him with his hand and then he said "I need to go now, but I'll be back sometime". Me and my family then went out to work on the yard. While working in the area of the yard I had turned my head for some reason and noticed the landlord walking the edge of the property with a group of people. Then I look around the yard to see if I can see what they are looking for and see Reece walking into the woods with a backpack on. (It looks like tyler's backpack from high school) I then got excited he came back, but noticed the landlord walking his direction. I walk up to the landlord to ask him " what do you think you are doing" and as I get close and begin to speak....I wake up.

Me, jr and simon had just arrived at my moms house up north. It reminded me of the farm house, especially the upstairs. We went up there and went to sleep. The next morning I got up and got ready to take my mom where she wanted me to take her. She got in the jeep with me and didn't tell gary goodbye even though he was standing in the driveway next to his truck smoking a cigarette. We left. I drove until it was dark. I stopped at a little station. It was a minute from closing so I had to rush. I think I got a drink but don't recall for sure. Me and my mom were off again. We drove until morning. I pulled up to a huge building. "This is where I'll be staying". We went in and walked down the hallway. There was a lady sitting at a desk and she got up and approached us. She took her phone and then showed us where to go for my moms room. The room had two sets of black bunk beds with blue bedding. There was a desk and a bathroom as well. My mom sat down at the desk and started going through the draws. I asked her "why don't you come home with me?, you don't have to stay here! She insisted she stayed and wouldn't leave. I left not wanting too. On my way past the desk I over heard the lady who escorted us talking about a valuable object being lost in the building. I went down stairs and started looking. There was a bunch of stuff I wanted to steal. Everything I saw that I wanted to take I forgot everything about the objects upon waking. I woke up while looking through stuff.

I was at the farm house. I got up and got ready for school, left on the bus, classes flew by. I don't remember anything I learned. I got on the bus and came home. Tyler was at my house when I got back. I got mad at him and started walking down the gravel road back to school. I thought "the library should be open there is a game tonight.". When I came to the T in the road I went to the left. When looking both ways to see if a car was coming I seen 2 guys behind me. This made me really nervous because I was followed before by 2 guys in grade school. (They didn't get close to me cuz I ran home) then I became less nervous after thinking "they are probably on their way to the game too". So I kept walking and finally made my way to the school, again. I walked up to a girl that was standing by herself and asked her " do you think the library is open now?" And she responded in annoyed tone "it should be". And walked off and started talking to someone else. I began to see if there was someone else I could ask and then every one then walked away from me and grouped together excluding me. Then I thought " Even in my dreams people ignore me ;(". Then a bus pulled up and we all got on it. It dropped us off at a place like that was a huge play area with games and slides. All kinds of fun.. I find Jr and Simon there. I started playing games with Simon. There is a basket ball hoop we are shooting at and I was helping Simon try and make a basket. Some guy on the playground above starts cheering him on too. This kinda weirded me out a bit but not enough to change anything we was doing. Me and jr walked away up the hill and let simon play. There were people at a shed trying to get bee's out of it. There was a fence around the shed. We couldn't go in to the building because of the bee's. So we walked back to the play area. When I got to the area with the tube slide, some guy asked me "would you help me get my stuff out of the hole in the slide? I dropped it while I was sliding down". So I am glad to help. I walk over to the slide and see the hole. I then reach in to pull the stuff out and then a kid pops out of the slide almost taking my arm. I keep trying to get the stuff out of the hole idk how many times and every time a kid pops out every time I start to reach in. Finally after many attempts I retrieve his things. I found a handful of things, beads a bronze looking lighter with people doing the 69 on it and another item I put into my pocket but couldn't recall what it was upon waking. The sun was starting to set, we decided to leave. We walked up onto the hill again (it was the way to leave) and I noticed jessie with morrigan and a couple guys. She's talking to the people at the shed. She asks them "why are you guys allowed to put a fence up, but we can't?". Then they started talking about the bee's and I woke up.

I was in Hilary"s bedroom. Me and her were going through clothes. Keep, sell, and donate piles were being made. I woke up.

I woke up. Got out of bed. Got dressed, brushed my teeth. I got together my things for school. While putting my work into the bag I noticed I had did all my homework except for one class. I don't remember what class the work was for. The rest of the time my attention was on my nerves. I got on the bus, went into my first class that I wasn't ready for. I woke up.

Me and JR was at our old apartment in Desoto. Jr was showing me how to play a game that was very similar to Dioblo. For some reason the computer stops working. Then I had noticed I needed to leave. I needed to bring Simon to Marie's house, get the car, and go to school. As I turned on to second street about to cross the creek the earth started to shake, the water in the creek started to rise, the streets began to crumble and fell into the sinking ground. Fire balls were falling from the sky's smashing buildings just like in the game I was just watching. I began running when the ground started shaking. I ran to Marie's house and the whole time my scenery was of this. Hillary wasn't there when I arrived. I was panicked. No one to watch Simon while I was at school. Marie tried reaching her on the phone. Marie watched Simon for me. I walked to school. Went into my art class. The teacher told us to do something but I forgot what it was when I woke. While doing what the teacher asked tyler walked in. I was upset with him and didn't want to talk. I just wanted to do my work. I felt anxious and overwhelmed by the situation. So I left the table to go wash my brushes. I turned on the radio and a song I like was on. I stated singing it. ("Here without you") I turned to my right to get the next brush to wash. Tyler was there on his knees singing the song too me. I dropped my brushes. I started crying and stated to run away. He grabbed me to stop me. I woke up from the jerk.

I was attending a driver's training class in my bedroom. There were three students in my attendance; myself, Fogle (from movie Superbad), and Ugly Betty (from some T.V. show or something). The instructed was a male of around 30 years old and very fit. As he explained to us the dangers of Auburn Hills, (a neighboring town), I play with a pink balloon that looks like Kirby. I inflate and deflate Kirby, and then see a vision of a basketball game with the three students. I don't know who our opponent is or what they did, but Ugly Betty dies and is taken off on a stretcher.
We are now back in my bedroom, and my dad is speaking to the instructor about the car we would be driving. Strangely, the car seems to have taken the place of the wall where my desk normally resides. I continue to play with the Kirby balloon for a while, and soon wake up.

Note: This dream occurred the night before my first day of driver's training, and I have been playing a lot of Kirby's Pinball on my GameBoy Color.

6/27/2011.bulletTime.gig.hotel

1st Dream
5:50am
... I have super powers and a group of us is escaping some kind of prison. I am pretty conscious and excerpt a lot of dream control, but never go lucid. I drop off the roof, hanging by one arm to a brick building and tell everyone to meet up at this secret spot, like two tunnels or a cave.

<should they bring friends? We'd be better fighting back, but someone might reveal our secret location...> as I think this I'm sneaking across a field to the hide out. I see we have been betrayed, they have set up cannons to attack us.

I start yelling for everyone to get inside, I will hold them off. The base is an entrance into the hill, it seems to light up with a white cross type waypoint. I turn back around to face the cannons and everything goes bullet time.

I notice there are hundreds of projectiles, like chunks of concrete coming towards us. There are many more than I expected and some of them are about to hit me. I wake up.

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I am waiting around before playing a gig, sitting on a brick wall at the entrance to the venue (its like a fairground) across from the door guy. He's got on a black tshirt and has a long gray beard, typical roadie / door guy look.

This other guy tries to go in, but the door guy stops him. Other guy points at me and asks why I don't have to pay. I tell him I'm in the band and make piano fingers at him. The door guy gives me bracelet w pictures of all the bands on it in black and white. My band's picture is hard to see cause there are so many people on it.

I go walking thru the grounds. There are all these booths set up. There is a black girl singing and joking. Later there are white, redneck type people bitching about all the black people dancing. I shake my head at them.

...I'm back in the hotel room w dave and tim. I turn around and walk down the hall past the showr which has an angled long black tray for soap, similar to something you'd see in the nissan plant. It has food residue on it, from earlier, which I think is gross.

I walk down to the end of the hall and its like I'm looking into a bamboo forest and these eyes are staring back at me. Dave comes up and says "there's an ocelot in the room" then quickly hightails it out of there.



i wake up shortly after that.

I was at the farm house. It is empty of furnishings. I walked through the house to the living room. I open the double doors to the outside. Instead of being the yard with a view of the farm fields, I can see the beach in the distance and in what would be the yard a fancy swimming area. I see palm trees, canopy's of blue, and multiple swimming areas. I see a woman in a bikini walk past my line of vision. It suddenly dawns on me that I want to swim too. I was there along time and lost track of time. I could have been there hours. Then I hear my mom calling me in to come home. When approaching the door she began talking to me. She told me she wanted to "come in and see all the stuff your sister bought for the house". When walking through the house I was amazed how much stuff was brought in and I didn't notice. The house was beautiful! So after looking at it all I wanted to go thank her for all the stuff. I went upstairs and opened her door. She was sleeping on the bed so I decided to tell her "thanks" later. I went back down stairs. I seen my brother standing next to a soda machine. I asked him. "What are you doin?" He told me he was "going to the mall" I asked him "how". Then he pointed to the soda machine. "Its a transporter, crystal bought credits for it too, do you want to come? I was unsure, unsure it would work at all and unsure it would work right if it did. Just as he had convinced me to come with him, JR walks in. He comes with us. I traveled somewhere with my brother and boyfriend. I assume we went to the mall but I lost the memory from frustration when trying to come home. We came back to the machine after doing what ever we did and figured out we didn't have enough "credits" to come home. I was frustrated and embarrassed there was nothing I could do. I didn't know how to work the machine. I was aggravated at my brother for not noticing before we left that we wouldn't have enough credits to return. Then he took over. He called mom and told her what happened. She acted aggravated too but she got us home. After returning I decide I want to take a shower. When walking into the bathroom I wanted to paint. A brush appeared in my hand. The paint flowing off of it on its own, creating the flowers I had envisioned in my head. One set of pink and one green.

This is a dream that happened a while ago, but I was away from the internet, so I didn't mark it up. Decided I could just post it here now.
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I had joined a camp the purpose of which was to learn the art of using magic. Housing was a single big building with a living room type room in the center, with two hallways going in each direction, holding roughly 7 rooms each. Each room held 2 or 3 people.

Each night, the master would come to check the rooms we slept in and check if we could turn a mass of water in a bowl into a solid colour. The others succeeded, with some trying. I couldn't do it. So I tried to cheat for 3 nights straight. I took some color powder and put it in the bowl. The master detected this and always smashed the bowl in front of me.

Last night on the camp, I finally succeeded in using magic to change the colour of the mass of water in the bowl. I made it dark blue. I was happy that I succeeded, and somehow I think that my master was too.
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Wasn't a particularly long dream, really. So this is a short entry

I have no idea where I was, I was with jason and thomas. (Jason is an x of mine and thomas is his cousin). Thomas tried kissing me in front of jason. I didn't want to because of jason. Me and jason kissed before waking up.


Notes: I know it don't sound like that much of a dream but it was a very emotional one. When me and jason was going out thomas made a move on me to kiss me. I didn't stop it like I should have. I did stop him but not before I kissed him back. I told jason what had happened, but thomas lied and said more than that had happened. Jason believed thomas. Jason dumped me.