non-lucid

I took a 100mg B6 supplement before bed, and left a very dim light from my speakers on in my room (otherwise it would have been pitch black). I initially remembered 3 distinct dreams upon waking up, but only remembered part of one because I couldn't get to a pencil in time.

My dream had to do with my girlfriend's father's family company and something about a discussion about a major corporation that pays for all his supplies (like a franchise would). I can't remember the exact name of the company now, but I find it interesting that he told me many months ago that they have to pay for all of their supplies. None are supplied by their clients nor by any company.

I can't yet tell if the B6 is making my dreams any more vivid or not yet, but it seems to be helping a bit with recall.

I am sleeping in a room with no windows and directly under my girlfriend's parent's room, so I can hear everything they do (mainly walking around and dropping things). I took a B6 supplement before this nap.

I had a dream I was trying to get another student I.D from my school counselor for some reason. There was a corner of a room I was waiting in with other students where the lights were reminiscent of a rave or something. After I got up to get my I.D, I looked down at it and it wasn't mine. It belonged to a friend of mine named Taylor Sikes. What was odd about it was his I.D had his face with my hair (very short right now, where he normally has longer hair with like blonde highlights) and vice versa. Once we switched and had our respective I.Ds, the lady I handed it to stamped GED on it (I am about to graduate high school and plan to go to Community College, so this is a little odd). When I went back to the room where I was waiting, my seat was taken, and everyone's positions changed. This seemed normal until I started looking for a seat, people started changing positions every time I looked back. I don't remember anything else.

Good morning, everybody. The first two dreams had a kind of half-dream feel to them. I don't think I was all the way asleep.

Dream #1

I was in bed, lying on my stomach. I saw my phone, even though I may not have held it in my hands. I continued reading the book I had gone to bed reading, Psi Spies, by Jim Marrs. The section of the book was about Ingo Swann. A lot of the stuff sounded familiar, like stuff I'd previously read about Swann. But the language was really weird at points, almost absurd.

Dream #2

I was reading from my phone again. I was somewhat aware of the dream-like quality of my experience. I kind of found it funny that I was reading a book that was less than a foot away from my head by whatever kind of complicated psychic means I was using. I thought I my check the text I was reading now against the text of the book when I "woke up," although I knew it probably wouldn't match. Some of the language was just too absurd.

Dream #3

Possibly a black and white film view from a train window of a landscape and some kind of factory building. A narrator spoke about how Frederick Wiseman was the predecessor of A.A. Milne. The narrator said that even though Wiseman was a pioneer, he still didn't have the courage to say everything he wanted to say. A.A. Milne took Wiseman's statements and carried them forward with their full meaning.

I may have caught the absurdity of this in my dream. Milne wrote his children's books a while before Wiseman started making his controversial documentaries. Nevertheless, I was kind of sad to hear the narrator's words, as if they were true after all, and I had missed the basic fact.

Dream #4

I "came into work" (I may only have had a vision of doing so). My computer screen was on, and open to a database that holds our reports. The screen was open to a report I had written yesterday.

Somehow I came to understand that my boss had -- again! -- completely ignored the report I'd written and made a completely different report all his own.

Dream #5

I was in a grocery store, before something like the conveyor belt checkout stand. But this checkout stand was all the way in a back corner of the store, like in the packaged beef and lunchmeat area.

I was with my mom, one or two young, black men, and a young, black woman. The cashier was an old lady. The cashier kept pulling stuff out from her side of the checkout stand and throwing it onto the conveyor belt. All of us then had to bag it up.

At some point the woman was throwing unpackaged diapers onto the conveyor belt. I had a huge, opened, empty diaper package. I sat on the ground with the bag between my legs and loaded all the diapers into the bag. The filled bag may have come up to about mid-thigh on me.

At another point the old lady herself had filled a paper bag so full with canned goods that it fell over and spilled all over the conveyor belt. The woman looked terribly annoyed. I felt ashamed. Had we really bought all this stuff? Wasn't it too much?

The old lady said, "Look, I don't have any more paper bags. We can only do plastic now." I understood this to mean that the old lady was finally getting tired of dealing with all the food we had apparently bought.

I thought we should all make things as easy on her as possible by packing everything up as quickly as possible. The two black men seemed a little reluctant to speed up, possibly because they didn't believe they could really put all the food away -- as if there weren't enough bags, or as if all the bags would break.

I told the young men, as if this would solve all their problems, "Look, it's easy. When you get diapers, put them into one of these big diaper bags. Open in all the way up, and it'll hold a lot. Trust me: I just did it."

The young men acted like that made sense. The young woman looked at me with pity, as if she knew that the young men thought I was kind of crazy.

School was over so i was headed to the buss. The floor was white tiled and the doors glass, not like in real life. I was walking down the school stairs as i was headed for the glass doors. Then I decided to fall and balance on my upper back. Billy then outa no where made like he was gonna shoot a gun at me, I did a ninja leap to get up and i dove behind a white pillar. I took out my clock stick, something i could use well for time diallation in my next lucid. I used the oddly shaped clock as a knife ready to use it. Billy laughed and walked away. I walked out through the glass doors. There where many kids I knew playing volly ball. I ignored them and so did a kid named Jack that i wasn't to found of. There where pretty looking stones along the side walks leading up to the buss. I decided to hop on one foot on the side walk. The dream ended.

First dream:

I was in a room with some girl from a television show. I dont remember her name. We were talking about computer programming, and she had trouble with an SQL statement that she couldn't get to work, so she asked me for help. I helped her with it and she was happy.

Second dream:

Im at a party, and i see someone famous, but i dont know the name of him. I get an SMS from the person, asking me to come over to where he is at the party. I party with him for a while, and then we go outside to smoke. I see a picture laying on the ground, and i think its mine, but im not sure. Then i leave the party, and go to another party filled with my real life friends. They're drinking alot, and im trying to convince them i was just at a party with a celebrity, but i cant remember the name of him, so theyre very dissapointed.

Rows of steel beams on racks, a grinder wheel, sheds, all next to a highway and overlooking a large field.

Dream Journal #14 May 16th, 2011

blah i fell asleep after my wbtb… sigh

anyways first dream i remember was my brother coming back home and like he came home rich or something from the cruise. basically my room was renovated like crazy lol. then he asked me to sell marvel vs capcom and everything. i can remember elleean my dad and alvin with me. we went to some place right near knotts to sell them. i got mad at alvin for not listening to me. ellean and alvin had weird personalities… they weren't acting “themselves” in my dream. weird. I also remember looking at some WII games, and the store only had like 2 games, and me and ellean were like, wtf? so we sold marvel vs capcom and left to go to a new store. also... the place that was right by knotts for some reason is very familiar, like i've been there before. i KNOW i was there at some point, either in one of my old dreams or in real life. that’s all i remember.

next dream was that i was in ms. Kitts class lol. she became much stricter… as soon as i went into the room with my hat she told me that i would get suspended if i went in with it again. then, i started listening to my beats in class (sigh i should have went lucid from this). it eventually started to make a lot of noise because the class was quiet. Also, quick detail... the song was sleep all day (party all night) by sean kingston, as I actually heard the lyrics coming from the headphones. She then confiscated my items,and I asked if I could take it after class ended and she said yeah. Lol.

I had several false awakenings where i was already writing in my dream journal! i think im just way too tired to even try to lucid right now, but for some reason im remembering a lot of my dreams.

third dream i remember was ellean jumping through my window with heros leash and he jumped off the roof. my impression was that he was going to hang himself but was joking about it. i took heros leash which was actually right next to me (should have became lucid..) and went downstairs to bike hero. i eventually concluded that biking was not necessary, ill just drive him around the neighborhood to practice my driving. so i did lol, and i kinda “stole” my moms car to drive hero around. when i got back i was surprised nobody even cared.

fourth dream i remember was kind of a fragment. i was in physics class with lukas and mckenna. i remember having the biggest headache of my life. mckenna kept asking me for jesus’ number lol. and i saw lukas phone on the chair next to me for some reason with his older brother on the front screen. that’s when i woke up.

well, i didn’t get lucid, but i remembered four dreams tonight. proud

I feel like a failure. Haven't been writing anything down and lose the dream by afternoon. I did go lay down for an hour earlier to practice getting my body into SP. I didn't get far, I think I had just fallen asleep and then I had a small dream.

I thought I was awake, because I was laying in my bed and my husband had just come in and put Mia, my sister's dog, in the bedroom and shut the door. I got up, because I wanted to know why Mia was here (I had just seen my sister and Mia yesterday.) I got up and let Mia out of the bedroom and went into the living room with her. I didn't see my husband, but everything was gone in the living room, like picked up. My first thought was wow, he's cleaning. I started thinking about Mia again and wondering if my sister had forgotten her here. Then I woke up in my bed about 5 minutes before my alarm would've went off.

Might have had the potential of becoming lucid if I hadn't woken up. I think I knew it was a dream but just woke up to make sure instead of doing an RC. >.<

i am standing in front of a door. i am aware that when this door opens i will be face to face with my deepest fear, problem, and the thing that is getting the most in the way of my success and happiness.
tension builds as i brace myself.
the door slow opened to reveal my ex girlfriend.
not at all what i expected but it made sense in the dream (and upon awakening). when i saw her i was overwhelmed by all these dreamy and wakeful feelings and it woke me up. subconscious is definitely trying to tell me something hahah.
OH WELL! back to sleep

I'm on a train. I'm not exactly sure how I got here. I know that I came from somewhere because I know that I'm not finished travelling. I must have come from the city. The city is passing by through the windows. The windows are as large as the walls and ceiling. The visible infrastructure alone makes this city unreal. My train is passing right through the heart of it. It leans slightly to the left and to the right, but I am firmly grasping a handlebar.
I look to my left. A modestly pretty young woman looks awkwardly at me. She is dressed in soft colours. Green shirt and... brown pants. I am slightly distracted by the passing images of the city, but I now realise why she is looking at my strangely. I am dressed like a poor man. A very poor man. I appear to be wearing several sweatshirts and a khaki jacket on top. A blue sweater has thumb holes in it, and is tattered as a result.
I pay her no heed because I know that I have more important things to do. I decide to head down to the lower level of the train. I need to get to the front of the train, so I begin pass through the aisles politely. I have to sit in an empty seat because someone is coming the other way. As soon as she is gone, I move again. I make it to the front.
There are ranking navy men on the train. Why? This is a train, not a boat. Through the window I can see a massive structure facing the ocean. I can only see half of it because it is directly in front of the train. The train hikes upwards, but I feel no change in gravity. The train stops without seeming to slow down first. The platform isn't at all unusual. The doors all open and the passengers flood into the larger ship's entrance doors, in a seemingly routine fashion.
I get off with the rest of the passengers, but I do not follow them. I walk towards the front of the ship, past where the passengers enter. I seem to know where I am going, yet I feel as though I am discovering the vessel as I go. I reach a corner and am forced to turn. I see a large red door and I open it. It leads to stairs that I begin to climb. I can see the sky as I reach the top floor of the vessel, and I remember what I came for.
I take off my disguise. Underneath is a specialised military sneaking uniform. At the far side of this level, ocean-side, is an empty room. It is large, almost as if its purpose was to store cargo. Most of it is outside, but a roof extends almost to the stairs from where I came. The far wall is lined with a staircase leading to a single door. I make my way in that direction.
As I reach the stairs, I can hear the door open. I quickly hide underneath the stairs, hoping to catch who I am certain to be a young Ocelot off guard when he reaches the bottom. But he sees me. I reverse my point of view to see how he is able to see me.
I rewind time.
Now I am in the middle of the room, ready to try again. I quickly run to the stairs and hide directly underneath the door. I hear Ocelot come out. He walks down the stairs casually. When he reaches the bottom, I come out to attack him.
With my left arm, I try to grab his left arm, and with my right, I try to grab his throat. His reflexes are quite fast. He spins and deflects my right, then retracts his left. He faces me head on.
I rewind time.
From the middle of the room, I run to the stairs, and up towards the door. Ocelot is just coming out of the door. I tackle him and he roll down the stairs together. When we reach the bottom, I have my legs wrapped around his torso and I punch him repeatedly with my right hand. He pulls out a gun and shoots me.
I fall dead on the floor. He shakes his head at me and turns to a table behind him. He pats his clothes clean and tosses his gun on the table. He doesn't realise that he dropped another gun when we rolled down the stairs.
I intend to use my wake-up pill, take the extra gun, and sneak up on him when he isn't ready. I use the pill to get up but he sees me. I run for the gun but he is too quick. He draws a pistol and shoots me between the eyes. In slow motion, I see us from a different perspective. I cannot be certain, but I appear to be Big Boss. I am falling backwards in mid-stride as my head is knocked back by the force of the bullet.
Ocelot slowly lowers his pistol, spins it around, and puts it away.
I calmly wake up and stare at the ceiling.
A few seconds later it hits me.
I just fucking fought Ocelot! No fucking way! I lost though! Whatever, I'll get him next time. If only I were lucid! FUCK!

16.05.2011

Exploring Space (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The 500th dream was coming up. I was aware that with 500 dreams I would get the "Epic Dream Journal" award. I wanted to have an epic lucid dream and I knew it was a one lifetime opportunity, so no chances to make it wrong.

I was living with some friends for some reason. I had a girl friend instead of a wife. She was very different from my wife as well. We went to the beach and we were going to have sex. She told me that she would meet me later after doing some assignment I had. She was very happy to see me.

I realized all the nonsense of the dream and turned lucid. I decided to take a flight to make my dream very stable. I flew over a huge town. It was night and I could see the whole town lit. I was happy as it was a high quality lucid dream.

I flew over a lake between the tall buildings. I could see boats floating and also, submarines. In addition, I saw like stores that were sunk, but they were supposed to be like that, as I could see customers inside (it was made out of glass)

Double consciousness triggered. I could feel one of my cats and the dream quality dramatically fell. I needed and epic dream to celebrate my 500th dream. I grabbed a piece of bush and started to squish it with my hands, so I would stay anchored to my dream. It worked fine, double consciousness ended and the dream quality skyrocketed once again.

I got to a more quiet place of downtown. However, it looked more like a low end neighborhood. I found a dog that needed to be walked either on the dream or Astral plane. I was going to walk the dog and see if it changed the physical plane and actually walked the real dog. I realized it made no sense what I was saying.

I decided to enter a building and see what my mind created. There were a few people, but they were acting very dumb. I found a container with Cola Cao (chocolate powder) so I opened and tasted it. It looked like blue crystals, but it tasted like the real thing. As I was about to exit this weird house, I saw a giant yellow plastic duck next to me. The nonsense surprised me.

I looked up to the sky and saw the moon. I decided to fly to the moon, however, when I started to reach it, it fell! It started to melt until it vanished. I was wondering what could I do by then.

I decided to have a flight in Space. I was sure another moon was going to spawn. As I reach to space, I saw several black holes and explosions













Different shapes and a lot of colors were seen during this flight. Some of these happened right on my head, but I did not feel anything and it did not changed the path of my dream.

I saw a wormhole and decided to enter it. I started to travel at high speed until I got to a different dimension. All I could see was nothingness... a few seconds later, I saw a lot of starts and different colored letters... as weird as it sound. It looked freaking like Sesame Street!!! Each time I stepped on one of this letters, I could hear the sound of it.

I stayed there for a few moment and decided to take off again. I saw another wormhole and entered it. I got to a different planet. It looked like the Earth, there were humans and everything, but the sky had three suns and it was red.

I entered a building and suddenly, the daylight turned into night. I decided to exit the building and fly to keep the dream stable, but I was loosing it fast. I got to the top to a building where there was a restaurant. The tables of this restaurant were round and they had white cloths. There were two servers who were dressed up in business professional. I also could hear a violin playing. It looked very upscale. My dream was almost gone, so I asked the server if I could borrow a towel. He told I could, they had spare ones. I started to rub my hands with the towel and my dream got stable again.

I once more entered the building to explore. It was pretty similar to what I explored before. I even found the Cola Cao again, and once more, it was made out of blue crystals. As I exited, I found the same plastic duck too.

As I exited, I saw the sun and decided to fly to it. It was very cloudy and I felt like not flying through the clouds or I would wake up due blurry vision, so I flew at super high speed. Soon, I was in space again and I could see the Sun. As I approach it, the dream ended extremely abruptly.

I had a FA and I wrote down the entire dream when after I while I woke up for real and almost forgot the whole dream.

16.05.2011

Short FA fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had another FA. My wife was out of bed and she told me she was not sleepy anymore. It was around five AM in the morning (dream time) I told her about my dream and she asked me if there were beers. I told her I saw some people with beers, yes. She complained that beers could not be sold on the streets. I woke up for real.

16.05.2011

Magic the Gathering tournament (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a big hotel. There was a Magic the Gathering tournament going on. I was wondering where my blue deck was. I went through different rooms with different scenarios. There was a 40 years old lady who wanted to have sex with a Spaniard. She was looking at me but I am already married. There was a 15 years old guy who started to flirt with her and touch her. Next to the bed where these two folks were, my wife was around. There were seven kids and a guy as well. The mom of these 7 kids was missing. One of this seven kids had Magic the Gathering cards spread out. All his cards were blue and one of them was, "Force of Will"

I left this room and went to the lobby. There was a little kid who told me to hold his deck. I saw a Mox Jet, a Library of Alexandria and a Gauglet of Might. A old guy pointed at a small hole in his throat and told me he got operated. I wanted to tell the kid to watch out for the cards he had, as they were worth hundreds of dollars. I wanted to point out his Mox Jet, but when I search for it, it was a Mox Diamond (worthless) and I wanted to search for a few more, but I only got random cards I cannot recall.

I met with a guy who had a binder, but instead of Magic the Gathering cards, he had business cards. He claimed he exchanged business cards to help his friends from Spain. I pulled one of my business cards and gave it to him. I realized I lived in the US, but I could always read the Tarot over the e-mail or phone.

[INDENT]

16.05.2011

MMA Fights (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in some place about fighting, possibly the MMA or some boxing place. The place was huge. There were big locks and chains. There were some training devices that were like videogames.

The screen was about 50 inches and it had several cameras. You had to fight (for real) with a guy and the device would say how good or bad you performed. I realized I am not a fighter but a more spiritual person. However, I wanted to give it a shot.

Some slender guy who was taller than me approached and got read to fight me. I was not afraid as I knew how to deal with tall people. This guy threw me a kick so I grabbed his leg and swept his other leg. As he fell to the ground, I fell on him, elbows first to do extra damage on his face, however, for some reason I hit his ribs. I started to punch his face, right, left, fight, left... His face was not damaged, but he fainted due the pain.

I was excited because I was going to be respected if I won two fights in a row. A friend congratulated me and told me my next opponent was coming up. Another male, who was African American approached at me. He looked very strong and sharp. My friend told me, "This one does not talk! Watch out!"

The fight was more like an MMA fight, the both of us got hit. Suddenly, this video game beeped indicating that we both were about to loose. I started to hit him stronger, but he blocked all my attacks when he hit me once. I was up for more, but the system told I lost. I could see some status indicating our damage. The other guy was 99% damaged. I was a little pissed as I almost won, but ended up loosing.

I went outside and told about this to a friend. My friend told me it was a strong one and that it was very good for me that I almost beat him.

I had a FA in my room and went ahead to write the dream now. The clock of the microwave was blue instea of its regular color. I turned lucid and decided to go for a flight. I got out from home and started to fly, however, I realized that my previous dream was too long to start a new one, so I wanted to wake myself up to write it down and then, induce a LD.

I had another FA in my room. I went to my microwave and instead of the time it had └■ [COLOR="#DC143C"]I felt a little annoyed because I did want to wake up, and opened the microwave assuming it would not lit up, it did not. I woke myself up again.

In the first dream, I was walking around a lake in the city I live in with my family members. In real life, the waters have risen and flooded a bunch of places. In the dream, I wanted to walk around it. The water levels had risen a lot and much of the paths were unpassable. I remember running through shallow water where the sidewalks were and going onto a bridge, looking over it to see that the path we usually take was completely submerged. I also remember trying to climb a hill or wall while trying not to fall into the deep water.

In the second dream, I went to the doctor. My doctor was a character from a television show. (Max, 90210). I wanted him to look at a rash on my skin that I was worried about.