non-lucid

Fragment

It was an early morning. I was standing in front of the door to my uncle's house, waiting until he opens them. My uncle opened the door, and suddenly frost gathered on everything around. I felt strong and unusual coldness on my hands, took out gloves out of my pocket and put them on. They didn't helped even a little.

Dream

I was in my room. It was cloudy late afternoon. I was lying on my bed with a glass of tea. I was drinking it upside-downm sipping just a little every time. I drank whole tea, then went on to play a really entertaining game on my laptop. It was a 2D game with a top-down perspective. I was running straight a road between settlements, fighting monsters. My younger sister disturbed me from time to time, playing a guitar from time to time. I had to rush into next save point, as heavy, dark clouds gathered on the sky. I killed last creature and saved the game, turned the laptop off and looked at the sky through the window - storm clouds were moving quickly and powerful lightnings shot across the sky.

I start off in a huge store and I'm working,doing something up high. I'm on a very tall ladder that is in the middle of a crowded isle. I think I was fixing a light or something because it looked like I was reaching up behind on, trying to do whatever. The lights were florescent ones and the one I was at seemed fine. I had been up there for a long time and lost track of where I actually was. I take a step and nearly fell off of the vaulting ladder. I grabbed on to one of the steps and quickly got down. I was talking with some people about about it and was overwhelmed at how close to dying I was. I told them that I'am never going up there for any reason again.

Sometime had pass and I'm just roaming around in the store. I see a room and I think my brother was there watching tv.

I leave there and I realized how long I have been in here and is wondering if my mom is in here looking for me. I look outside in the parking lot and it is full of cars, some moving and most parked. It'd be impossible to spot my moms little black Cobolt. Plus I was at the front or the stores and don't know which way she may have came.

Dream 2

I'm in a dark dinning room the looks like the old 894 Raymond one but it was cramped up and hard to move around in. it was like a strange box, I seen the table, a computer and a dressing and that it was daytime outside. In front of me was a disgusting sight. A big toilet full of toilet paper and poo that had a white bucket on top of the stuff turned sideways and partially buried in the wet paper. What the hell happened here? I lifted the bucket up and pulled it out and under it was nasty brown poopy water and stink. I had no gloves on and was careful not to get any one me. The toilet now looked like a sink drain and in the drain part was toilet paper and smelly poop water. I realized that my brother had done this and he was actually here in the room with me, looking at his mess. I yelled at him and ordered for him to clean this up. I sat the nasty bucket down next to him and he turns and quickly runs out and over to a computer that was in another room.

This room is much brighter and he was doing one of his recordings and shushing me so that I don't mess up his tape. He sat in a plastic outdoor chair and next to the computer was a TV, sitting on the mantel. He really has something going on here.

Dream 3

I don't know too much details about this dream but all I know is that something has happened and I ended up birthing out some kind of football sized pink organ thing. It had a hole in one side where you can stick your finger into if you wanted to and was wet and slippery. I walked around with this thing for a bit and was playing with it. It made strange sounds and realized that it was still alive and needed to be put back into my body. So I put it back the way it came and felt it inside my uterus and then it moved to the rare end. I don't want it there and I push. I feel it come and it popped out again and realized that I put it in the wrong place and it needed to go in the backside. I returned it there, felt it go up and move back into the right position and then suddenly I awoke with a very strong arousal feeling for a good 4 or 5 seconds.

Created Tuesday 12 April 2016

Could only remember one dream today, the first dream of the day, and I'm pretty sure it's not in it's entirety. Kinda reluctant to post it, but it's been a bit since my last entry online, so what the hey.

Dream 1 - Bad News for a Delivery Guy

The visuals were dim and slightly blurred. I was entering an unknown apartment room, the poor lighting indicating dusk. It was kinda a mess, though the decorations and furniture seemed otherwise decent enough. My brother, Sebastian, was accompanying me.

Soon, I interacted with two figures inside. One was Sam, an old friend of mine, who hasn't changed since I last saw him many years ago. The other was an unknown, tanned skinned, dark haired Caribbean Hispanic woman, slightly fat, plain looking, and wearing a sundress. They've given me charge of a small, metal box, which I was to deliver. A look inside revealed a large portion of marijuana, already rolled up inside cigar paper. The woman promised me one of these joints (in addition to payment, I believe) should I complete the task. I accepted, though revealed nothing of how I wasn't interested in such things. My brother and I then left.

We were passing through a sidewalk by a shopping plaza, the car lots mostly empty, all under a dawn sky. I've apparently owned a white truck, class 6, much like a movers' truck.

Then, I recieved a call from an unknown, dark cased phone. On the other line was mom, who was sobbing and could barely speak. At that, I immediately felt glum; I knew exactly what she was going to say. Not willing to talk about it here. I began to wonder how such a terrible thing could happen so suddenly. That's when I realized the dream state, though I was much too embittered and enraged to think clearly.

"What the hell is this shit?!", I yell at my unconscious self. "I didn't need this!"

I wake up immediately afterwards in less than good spirits.

Even sicker than I was yesterday. I had a cough that kept me up until about 1:00am. But didn't go to sleep with the mother of all headaches like I did last night. So I didn't manage to WBTB or any of that other fun stuff.

I might try to take a nap once the cough medicine kicks in though. Maybe I can catch up then.

Fragment: Something to do with a Violent Movie that my cousins were not allowed to watch. There were two old male friends and one of them had a girlfriend. But then it turned out that the girlfriend was just a gay guy wearing drag and was desperate for love. He then committed suicide by jumping off of their apartment balcony into a tangle of barbed wires that hung him. Then a pack of stray bulldogs came and ate his body into a skeleton.

There was a lot more to this.

I vaguely remember being at some race car track. Only I was watching the cars from the grassy lot inside the track from a lawn chair. Also, it was rather foggy, so I would only see the cars a small fraction of the time as they came around to our side of the track. I remember the guy sitting next to me looked just like Tony Stark from the MCU movies. We were watching the race for awhile.

I then remember my female projections from sex dreams started spawning in. (Three or four of them) Yeh, usually when I have sexy dreams, I use female (and sometimes male, depending upon what mood I'm in...) projections of myself to fulfill whatever twisted fantasy is on my mind. Since they're directly created from me, I can reliably get them to do whatever I want. (At least when I'm lucid.) That and I can always feel more emotionally comfortable around them more than random DCs.

One of them came from behind and started getting touchy-feely. For some reason (maybe because I wasn't lucid and ) I was hoping she would just go away. It was my grandmother's (the one who passed away) birthday. I thought everyone would freak, but nobody seemed to be bothered. Except my mom, who was very excited about the fact that there was a topless female duplicate of myself hugging me from behind, and took a picture on her phone. (WTH Dream-Mom?!)

Back to the racetrack. It seemed like two of the female duplicates went for Tony Stark look-alike guy. I wasn't lucid, but for some reason, I felt like they were independent now. Like I no longer had control over them. I didn't care though, I figured I could just make more.

One of them stopped a red race car. I remember thinking that it looked like Lightning McQueen but it was actually a real race car and not a weird cartoon talking car. Me and the two remaining projections got in the back seat. (Error: Race Cars don't have back doors to save on weight). And i'm gonna omit what came after that. (No legit lucidity tho)

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So, I remember I was part of some military organization. the uniforms were very futuristic but all the members used magic to fight. Since I was a rookie in the Organization, they wouldn't allow me to go on a mission until I finish all my training. So I decided to knock out one of the Higher rank Soldiers and steel their uniform so I could secretly go on said mission. So I wore the uniform (it was white and I had some sort of helmet on) and then we went into something that looked like a bus/spaceship. Then I remember talking to one of the other soldiers and he talked about Fenris who was part of the mission as well (Fenris was and still is my favorite character from Dragon Age 2) I remember squealing and shouting, "OMG Fenris!"
I could've became lucid there, but sadly, I didn't. Instead my dream continued normally.

Anyways, The Buspaceship stopped and we jumped off and we had to go inside an old abandoned building. Instead of just walking inside like all the others, I jumped on top of the roof of another building right next to the one I had to go in and then I jumped inside the old abandoned building through the through. In there, I saw Fenris, In ragged clothes. He said something about an enemy who did something to him but don't quite remember it. Then this guy in the picture appeared in my dream and started attacking us!




He then said the weirdest thing ever, "Since, I'm in high ground right now, does that make me a high god?"

I remember saying, "what the heck?" And then I woke up to the sound of my alarm.

The dream starts with me, Gavin and Janet hanging out in my kitchen. I tell them that I feel anxious and I'm not sure why. They both look at me kind of annoyed saying What's your deal why are you so anxious right now. Felt somehow they were ganging up on me pointing out one of my faults kind of join together on something. Kind of mad by this idea I walk away and get some space. It's night time and I'm outside of some neighborhood which I've never been before. I walk up to this car open the door and they are both lean back talking with some what kind of R&B music on. Immediately lose my temper telling my brother bro if you touch Janet I will kill you. This is funny because I would never talk to my brother like this in real life. Then I can tell that something was kind of going on, so I get in the car immediately grabbed my brother about his neck out of Janet begin to try to break the whole thing Janet begin to try to break the whole thing up. He's always doing this flipping out a car pulled up and somebody got out of the car my old friend and hit me in the face. I told him why did you do that for I'm not the one he's f****** around it's my brother. And he says I'm sorry man I just saw the drama and thought I would jump in. My brother and Janet run into this house for safety . I thought to myself I should have just played it cool and I had to get out of the car calmly and see her reaction. This house that they went into soon had a lot of people coming out of the house with familiar faces I haven't seen in awhile. I thought to myself where did all these people come from.

1) I'm walking down the street with my wife, we dressed very well, I guess we have to attend a party or something similar. We go for a well-known street of my city. A little later we see a large excrement in the middle of the street and then I remember that our dog has been loose walking down the street and has been all the time alone, I am afraid that something has happened to him and start to look for him. I still walk with my wife and when reaching the end of the street, I think we will not find him and start to feel bad about it. At that time, I see that, after a few trash cans, is our dog, he is looking at a group of dogs that are on the street. I feel calmer. Now I must go for our car which is close to go somewhere but can not remember where.

2) I'm in a strange house, everything seems to be made of stone, furniture, door, and all is large or very large. There lives a man, he is a serial murderer, but his appearance is that of a good person, does not appear to be evil. Suddenly, the police try to enter through the entrance door which is huge and made of stone as well, but is very difficult to open it because it is too heavy and they get open just enough to pass one policeman only. He is wearing a fire suit. It is a very bright silver suit. Just right, opens a large hole in the wall. I can see that something like a great furnace is running, it is burning at a high temperature because the fire is white. Then the policeman is introduced into it to put out this fire. I think it will not get, but gradually he progresses and it seems that it is getting.

Fragment

1) I will do the shopping in the supermarket where I usually do. I have some difficulty in getting the products I need, but people who work there help me filling the shopping cart. Then I have to go pay, but I'm confused because I dont know very well where I have to go to be told the bill.

Went to bed at 22.45. Woke up at 3.40 to write down a dream and go to the toilet. I remember:

Jenny
I'm with a group of people. Jenny is there. (Jenny is young Canadian who was an intern at our company something like 6 years ago)There's a discussion about skying. Jenny says that she loves skying and that she grabs every opportunity available to do it. I know that she has a boyfriend now, that they are going to get married and will probably have a baby (In RL all that has already happened). I say to her:"So how many skiing trips do you think you'll be going on in the coming year?" She looks at me a bit puzzled so I add: "You have to take every opportunity now, because once you're married to Kyle and your baby is there it will take a long time before you can go again".

I stay up for a WBTB for 40 minutes..... and can't get back to sleep for a long time...

I wake up out of a dream when the alarm sounds at 7.10, it immediately slips away even though I've barely moved and try to keep my mind empty of other thoughts.

I fall asleep again and wake up at 8.15 without remembering.

I've got ongoing relationship problems, whichj really isn't helping me concentrate on dreams. And I can't read my writing from when I woke lst night.

Lots of fragments, 1 full dream:

1) Clearing out a fridge. I was searching for the thermostat and couldn't find it, I was convinced that my wife had hidden it and was getting annoyed with her. I was pulling out old food and putting it in a bag to throw away.

2) In London cycling up a street. Then I was walking along the pavement in the dark trying to avoid people. I threw something in a bin.

3) I was at the site of a new shopping centre. The central pillar had just been put up and metalwork was being bolted to it. I made a comment about 'not another shopping centre being built' and got some dirty looks from people who were very excited about it. The we were on a tour of the bulding site. I was amazed at how quickly it was being put together I could see the full air conditioning system in place with hundreds of pipes. We were shown the main air conditioning and heating unit in a massive room. It looked complicated and I looked at all the dials and pipework and saw lots of detail, then wandered through the control rooms.

4) A freind stood on the back of a boat. He needed help but no-one had heard him shout. He was stuck. I went over to him and he offered me a drink I looked in his fridge and chose a tomato juice.

I was caught up in a conflict where my husbands' ex was yelling at me like a crazy person. We were having parenting issues. (In real life she was never a parent to my son. My husband & the other 2 men she had children with all have custody of their children.) Finally my husband came to my rescue..... In real life she still comes to my house all drunk & high & damages our vehicles & a pool we had. Our son is 22 yrs old now & this crazy woman even screams nasty things about him. He's an honor roll student & his grandparents made a trust for him & his other siblings to be used to college. Her mother also had added her too but was recently cut off because she was trying to abuse the trust.

Dream 2 was about my oldest son. He was selling pot & I stole a big bag of pot from him to teach him some kind of lesson & he got angry & I woke up.... This was all silly but I was just talking about him yesterday about him not paying off his deposit for his electric & we were thinking about taking our name off the account & letting him live in the dark before he defaults & we are stuck w/ our own cut off & a very high bill that we won't be able to afford.

I think I really need to get some much needed sleep. I feel like a zombie today. Last night we had a thunderstorm & my Meesha cat was not happy about the thunder at all. And then today I was going to take a nap & my daughter shows up & stays all day.. I'm grumpy & need some rest.

Dream
It's a nice warm day and I've decided to go down to a small beach situated between two large rocky-cliff headlands. It's pretty vague about what I do here, I think I went swimming but I can't remember. I remember going back onto the beach and eating some fast food, after finishing I find another bag of fast food from the last time I was here. It still has 2 burgers in it, one is in the packaging and the other is half-eaten, which I seemed to remember biting into and putting into the bag whenever I was here before. They're still fine to eat since I remembered that McDonalds' food never goes off, I consider eating it but decide to leave it until tomorrow when I come here again.

It's the next day and I'm back at the house, it feels like there's a few people that live here. I can't remember clearly but I think I was in my board shorts for some reason, and either me or this other person (who was a green goblin) suggested going to the beach for a swim. Hell yeh! The weather is absolutely dreadful, it's pouring down with rain outside and for some reason this is the best weather for swimming. We start heading out, just me and the goblin. We have a bag of something each, and I get the image of a little miniature castle that we each had.. As we're heading out we see the other residents and friends that live here. There was a bout 5 or more sitting around a rectangular table in a hallway. I strike up conversation with them and decide to invite them along out of courtesy, kind of doubting that they'd want to come in this weather. It might have been rude of me to do so, since I didn't ask the goblin if it'd be ok. I tell them that we'll be going on ahead and then walk off down some stairs. In my head at the time I felt like the goblin wasn't a goblin but instead a beautiful girl who might have wanted to be alone with me for some reason *cough*. But she became a goblin guy again later on.
As I head to the beach I peer out a window and see that the rain has let up and there's a bright sun shining through the clouds. Hmm I guess we won't be enjoying the rain :/

I've arrived at the beach, the goblin is 5 minutes behind me or something so I'm here alone. There's a dairy shop that's just opening up for the day, the store owner is a small old asian woman with short greying black hair and a scrunched up wrinkly face. The doors bang open as the wind catches them, I offer the lady a hand in locking them down so they don't move. I talk to her for a bit, probably about the weather. The conversation lulls and I turn to browse the merchandise, I think I woke up around this point.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I'm accompanying Mulder & Scully to a retirement home, to investigate a phenomenon. The old people here don't die and have miraculous cures and they argue it's because of some beings from anoother dimension that cares for them.
As we are talking to people, one of the gentleman is accidentally electrocuted and we try to help him with CPR without success. But his friends are not worried at all. Soon he regains his colours and he is breathing and opening his eyes.
I then see what seems to be humanoid figures like shadows on the wall, all around us. The old ladies notice my surprise, they say they are real, they see them too. They are the supposed healers.
Later we visit a community of people, like a religious cult, not clear what they are but they like to be nude sometimes and at the same time live like very conservative religious people. They also claim to have the same visitors looking over them and keeping them young and healthy, which they see as angels.
As we're there, a new couple arrives, supposedly to be accepted in the community, but after their arrival, chaos ensues as they turn out to be attackers. They start shooting and making a mess, until they finally isolate and pursue a little boy who runs away. They chase him, I chase them. They shoot at me, they eventually run out of bullets and I catch them and we fight. I win.

11/3/16
Fragment: There was s show on CNN that everyone was complaining about being biased to the right wing.

Dream 1: I was on a space ship sort of thing with a whole bunch of other people. To either save ourselves or save the ship, most of us had to undergo a form of time travel which would wind up killing us in the process but keeping our souls alive. I was one who had to do this, and so was Bernie Sanders for some reason. We all filed into a small auditorium and sat in the rows of chairs, then lights started flashing and we could hear a humming and before too long our bodies starting to disintegrate around us. We zoomed through time to the future where all of our souls exited the room and saw the descendants of those before still working the space ship.

Dream 2: My dad asked me to make cups of tea for him and my stepmum. I asked him what he wanted and he said half black, half green with a splash of lemon cordial. I obliged, but while I was doing so I could hear my brother telling my dad about how I was drinking all of their tea or something like that. I got a bit worried about that but when he came back in to collect the tea he didn't mention it.

Dream 3: I was involved in a camp where we were all flying to Adelaide for the weekend. I was waiting with everybody at the airport for the last person to arrive, but then the leader said the last person had called and she had already made her own way to Adelaide, so we all gathered our stuff and headed to the plane.

Fragment: I was in a tense place at night when the Northern Lights started overhead, mesmerising everyone.

Dream 4: Mythbusters was trying to test if people could actually move faster than 100km/h without serious damage being dealt. They started off by building a super fast rollercoaster which I and a few other volunteers went on, but it didn't get fast enough so the got a small stunt plane. A first group of volunteers went in it and the plane flew up high then zoomed back down to earth, nearly skimming the ground. After this the next group and finally my group all went on the plane to rocket around.

Dream 5: I was on a plane with my family which had landed in water. We all got our lifejackets on and jumped into the water. We swam in a direction for a while and ended up off the coast of Spain in some super rich people resort. We clambered onto land and a staff member there took care of us and led us through the park. The place was full of giant rock formations, caves and old buildings, very nice, and she led us to a food place to get some pizza and drinks.

Preface:
Went to sleep late, around midnight. Had a very busy, awesome day with a friend.

DR1

I was in a new house. I decided to work from home today, so I was seated a a table in the dining room (working on a laptop). My sister was in the background somewhere, moving around.
I heard a noise that sounded like a truck parking in the driveway at the front of the house. I looked outside the window and I could see large grey/white truck, hitched to a trailer, parked in the driveway with the engine running. The driver was eating a sandwich. I called my sister over to the window and told her what was going on. She said, "wait a minute", and she went outside and told him something. He slowly backed out of the driveway. When she came back in..she said he didn't know the house was now occupied. I can't recall much else. I can only recall feeling annoyed that the man was parked in the driveway.

First fragment

I was with group of adventurers, we were fighting our way up an incredibly tall tower. We were fighting with horrible monsters.

First dream

I was in school. It was a really hot spring day, during a break I was searching for a place where it's a bit colder. First I went downstairs to the second entrance, there were kids running around and playing. It still was too hot, I went upstairs and opened a window. A cold breeze blown through the window. As soon as I opened it, teacher called us to class. It was mostly empty, there were like two people left. They had an important exam, while teacher gave me a golf ball that opened itself, revealing more balls. They were all written with text about second world war and authors that written during that time.