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    1. Spellbee2 Competition Team Mystic

      by , 08-05-2016 at 04:26 PM
      Non lucids have been on my back yesterday and today. Plus I just remembered the non lucid I wasn't able to post last time so I will do that now.Also, I will count the very short non lucids I got from practicing WILD but only as fragments since they were really short.Also, yesterday think i fell asleep around 12am but last night I fell asleep around 2am.

      Non lucid 1

      I was outside near my old best friend's house and there were native Americans throwing fire around the place. A bit of fire got on my hand so I blew it out with my power and ended up blasting the door of a car off. After that I was told that there was something wrong with me and that I would have to be carefully watched.

      Non Lucid 2(WILD PRACTICE) Fragment because it was really short and only lasted a few seconds

      At a moment I also ended up into a quick non lucid dream scene where my brother was talking to me about a black folder like thing on the wall that can hold your stuff but i snapped out of it quickly.

      Non lucid 3

      I was inside my house with my brother and his friends but than a guy's girl tried cheating on him with my younger brother.I tried beating her up but the dream wouldn't let me. When I left the room I appeared in a public retirement home where there were Grandmas trying to give me advice on what had happened. There was also a scene where a Jamaican cartoon was living in a island with a cartoon monkey that resembled MadMonkey I guess cause of his avatar.

      Non Lucid 4

      I was at a Indian palace that was being overtaken by thieves and ran but stopped to look at a school display of what was supposed to be past lives items on the wall. This led to me being assigned to my old third grade teacher again who was not up to teaching me because of how old I was. As we were exiting the place a lady asked me what was wrong I told her it was something related to love. Than she told me that I shouldn't stop loving someone even if it really hurts and started shaking me. When she told me that I was Miku and than she introduced me to some tall guy who had a metal mask on and asked him if he would be my prince. He said no and than after something else happened I woke up.

      Non Lucid 5(WILD PRACTICE) Fragment because it was really short and only lasted a few seconds

      I was at a beach and being splashed with water from the ocean by someone.

      Non Lucid 6

      After writing down the other dreams down I can't remember last night's dream. Maybe I'll remember later.



      Competition Points
      • Remember a Non-Lucid Fragment - ½ point
      • Remember a Non-Lucid Fragment - ½ point
      • Remember a Full Non-Lucid Dream - 1 point
      • Remember a Full Non-Lucid Dream - 1 point
      • Remember a Full Non-Lucid Dream - 1 point
      ________________________________________
      4 Points

      Updated 08-06-2016 at 02:30 PM by 67570

      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    2. SpellBee Comp my fifth night

      by , 08-05-2016 at 02:36 AM
      1 pt: Non-Lucid
      2 pts: WBTB


      I had a non-lucid dream about being on Big Brother. I was conspiring with Michelle, also called Meech. I called her Meech.

      Did a wbtb at 5:45am but was unsuccessful, I just fell back asleep & when I woke up I was jarred awake by my phone ringtone which is a song that is abrupt. I'm changing it for this comp because it keeps having this effect on me... They say my central A/C will be working tomorrow. I pray that is the case because trying to lucid dream in 88 degree temps is really hard


      Non-Lucid-Green
      Lucid-Red
      Side Notes-Purple
      Competition Notes-Teal
    3. Simple Continuity..!

      by , 08-05-2016 at 01:46 AM (Ramblings of a mad man...!)
      Lucidity
      Dreams
      Real Life
      Side Notes
      Dream Fragments
      Opinion

      The past two nights I have slept right through, which is really unusual for me..! Normally I wake up numerous times before sleeping proper, sometimes as many as 8 to 10 times a night, it sounds a lot 'cos it is..!
      So anyway, when I wake, I usually use it as an opportunity to WBTB, but sleeping through robbed me of this option..! I'm not too upset, it was nice to sleep for once (twice) and I did still dream..! The mistake I made though was not recording my dream when I woke up..! I still have vague feelings, but no solid imagery..!


      I remember there was some flying involved, I'm not surprised I remember that, I always seem to recall flying dreams, my mother was there and so was Joy..! I recall a drug theme, trying to get some, but unable to, which is usually the case..!

      So, this entry is just to keep my motivation up (simple continuity), I would normally forget, as I did and then just give up..! I'm determined not to do that this time, we'll see..!

      Cheers, Nicho..!
    4. Recurring Dream Signs, Trance vs Mindfulness .

      by , 08-04-2016 at 09:42 PM
      Get a hot streak of lucidity > Have confidence > Go on a dry spell > Repeat


      What is so irritating about lucid dreaming it that it isn't a linear progression like fitness or a mastery of any other skill. The success rate is so random and inconsistent that it feels like I am wasting my time. At this point, I should be a master of lucid dreaming because I have been writing, thinking and acting on it for about 7 years now. Anyway, I had a dream about my old private school; a place that I had not been to in over 10 years yet it has been a recurring dream scene.

      It was the end of the school year, we were finishing up taking final exams and I thinking about how I was bored and wish I had brought my laptop - the one I am typing on right now.

      If I can understand the root cause of why dreams are incubated and successfully control that root, lucid dreaming should be a piece of cake. What is it, memories? Expectations? Things which I have been mindlessly engaged in? Or how about things that I have been mindfully engaged in like a show that has resonated with me? Both the latter and the former have occurred inside my dreams.

      Right now? I am actively engaged in writing this journal entry. So much so, I was not aware of the fellow opening a bag of chips behind me until I started paying attention. My thoughts are reading these words aloud so my mind's hearing is also engaged in this.

      Instead of a mindless repetition, why don't I give a mental speech about lucid dreaming inside my head as I fall asleep instead of a mantra. Sure that is a billion different words more than a simple mantra repeated indefinitely, but as long as a the main idea of "Have a lucid dream" is a recurring, I should have no problem smuggling that idea into the dream world.

      Mantras have never worked.

      Maybe I need to slow it down too; give my mind time be passively engaged as to let me fall asleep and seamlessly transition into the dream world.
      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    5. [04-08-2016] #6th competition entry

      by , 08-04-2016 at 08:15 PM (Snehk's Dreamlands)
      Had to wake up and do something urgently, so I couldn't recall too much. Also had a WBTB try at about 02:41.
      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    6. 04-08-16

      by , 08-04-2016 at 08:12 PM
      Trying to form new habits. First start developing an habit on meditation: zazen and theravada meditation. After this is established i will try to keep mindfulness for the rest of the day (everyday), which will be supported by ADA and self-awareness. I will take this as seriously as i can.

      I dreamt many events last night, so i will post the fragments here:

      • My mother throws flour on me. We weren't at home, but at a place we were staying... It was uncertain for how long, and the place wasn't ours.
      • I go to the bathrooms to take a shower. It was a big room (I think it was located where the primary bathrooms of my college were). There were toilet boxes in the wall in front of the door. To the left side of the door there were like 4 sinks. Some steps more and there was like an empty space in the middle where all the showers were together (like 6) [For description: it was like the gas rooms of WWII where german prisioners walked in for a "collective shower", but this was a shower for real...]. There was nobody in the showers so i decided i would take one myself, but i notice that it was reserved by Obama. After realizing this i see him, fully dressed. I realize that he was on Argentina, and on this school, but i wasn't surprised or anything. I start seeing that more people come in the bathroom, some going to the toilets, some going to the sinks, so i decide that i do not need a shower anymore and i go outside.
      • Outside the bathroom there was an event going on, like a festival. The lights shut down and everything is dark. I stay for a while without seeing until some lights come again. I see some kids climbing in some desks, away of this event, so i go to help them. A girl was having trouble to come down, so i hold the desk and the chair and i tell her to climb on me. She nervously did and was safe.
      • After that i dreamt something else that is not connected to the previous dreams. I was in a jail, not inside a cell, but where police officers should be. Well, there was no police apparently, many dangerous guys on cells and one drunk bald guy coming in and out of the cells. He had a beer glass and every time it ran out of beer he went in the cells to refill it. He asked me if i wanted to drink, of course i said no (it was home made alcohol..., and who knows what it had inside, besides i didn't want to drink any alcohol at all). After the third, fourth drink he started puring the drink in my head, since he was standing and i was lying on the floor. I wanted to do something about it, but at the same time i thought that he could easily open the cells and all the others would come out and that wouldn't be good (although there was an axe in the floor, beside the drunk man. He looked like Flea of RHCP). However i think i questioned why i couldn't get out of that place (i was waiting for the guy in charge there, so when he leaves i would go with him, but i questioned why i had to do that).
      • Then i dream about the future and my family. Apparently the economic measures of this country aren't doing any good to the economics of the members of my family, so each time they are poorer. I dreamt something that supposedly happens about 6 months or a year from now. My aunt from my mother has no electricity on her house anymore, she can't pay the bills anymore and apparently she will loose her house. She barely has anything to eat because there's no work. However we were reunited with the rest of my mom's family, and we were enjoying the moment. My grandfather gave me some pens (blue and green), we were standing on a roof and the place was wide. We could have jumped through roofs (i think there was a big tree with vines, that's why the place felt wide).
      • Then i find myself experimenting in a swamp. I had like 2 repelents on water, which repeled some monsters. Those monsters were like dolphins with heads of human and teeth of sharks. If those things caught you, you definitely were dead. But i was on water, proximate to 2 of them, and they couldn't touch me, because of this "net" that repelled them. A group came by with my father in it and i think i showed this to them. First i showed the monsters, and they showed how dangerous they were, and then i showed this device. After that we caught one of these monsters and we chop its head off (it was cruel but that's the decision we took as a group (very stupid to take decisions as groups)). Anyhow she was still alive and with those fierce teeth. Somehow the repellent blanket gets moved, my father didn't notice this and he stomps right on her mouth. Of course the blonde monster head ate his foot. He was asking me to come back, like coming back in time, to the part we were in the swamp. I checked if i could do this and i asked a partner there if he could, but both couldn't. There were 2 options. Going back in time (i was trying CTRL + Z, but i didn't have the keys... i should get away from PC for a while), or deal with this, accept it and start moving on. (This things happens, and even though one doesn't like it, it is of no use to regret or lament, so i try not to from the very beginning).
      • Then i was left with the head alone for a while, while the group did other things. Of course i was watching it, and i noticed that it was coming to me (like rolling down). So i grabbed it by the hair and i throwed it up where it belonged again. It didn't stay, it came down again to me, so i grabbed it again and throwed it again. It did the same, but at this time i was already angry. Angry and cruel apparently, because i grabbed the head and started hitting it in the wall. After i was done i throwed it where it belonged and it stayed there, but i think the monster was dead by now...


      Review:

      I liked the part where i just met Obama and didn't care at all, and walked outside that place which was of no use to me anymore.
      I liked the part where i helped the little girl.
      I would have liked to question myself about the situation a little more, to avoid uncomfortable situations. Also i would like to develop more the skill of observation.
      I didn't like the group decisions. Probably it was because my father was there, but since im old enough now i have to take leadership on myself. I will start to be more responsible for myself.
      I didn't like the cruelty of chopping of the head of that swamp monster. It doens't matter if it is evil or not, i don't have any right for doing that, and if i do it is a false right since kamma doesn't work that way. I recognize i was cruel, so if i acted cruel something related to that will come up as result.
      I didn't like the moment of perplexity where i saw my father lost his foot. Either i accept it or i do something about it, but at that moment i was stiff.
      I didnt like the anger and cruelty that i took on that head. I acted based on that qualities of the mind, and i felt like no control. I should have felt with control, and i had discernment i probably could have stopped, but i didn't. I hope to diminish anger, erradicate cruelty, be mindful even in moments i forget, and develop discernment (with observance and questioning).

      Other:

      I was navigating through internet, looking for an avatar image. I saw an image on a geiser i had on site before and i decided to change it. I thought about looking for something related to fire, because of Zodiac (although i don't believe on it). However a couple days before (30th July) we talked about how "Ofiuco" changed the signs. So I recalled i was actually Piscis (water) instead of Aries (fire). And i realized that although i like fire i probably feel more at ease with water. So i looked for Piscis and in the images i saw, i saw sirens (the monsters of the swamp were actually sirens, but there were male as well and neither gender were beautiful). After seeing this i decided to write down the dreams of last night.
    7. SpellBee Comp my 4th night

      by , 08-04-2016 at 05:08 AM

      3 pts - 3 non-lucids
      4 pts- interacting with dc's
      2 pts- Wbtb
      5 pts eat something (cherry icies)
      = 14 pts

      Goals: Three Step:
      1.Advanced Flying
      2.Element Manipulation
      3.Mass Telekinesis

      New Dream goal: Go to the moon
      Old Dream goal: Go to my dream house


      D1: partial Non-lucid- I was in Wal-Mart & I won a trip to somewhere but the dream didn't go much of anywhere else do to the WBTB method. I hate it when that interrupts a dream. So it was only a partial.

      D2: Non-lucid- WBTB method. I was in a game, kind of like Big Brother but different. Maybe if you cross bred that with American Ninja Warrior & had teams. It was a dream so I guess it doesn't matter, I just wish I could explain stuff better sometimes. Anyway. We were doing physical competitions in teams not as individuals. This was a little drawn out & boring in my opinion. Until I find out that someone had rigged the contest so no matter how hard we were all trying, in the end we couldn't possibly win. We were all really mad. Someone was lying in wait in a corn field & jumped out & got ahead of us. Hence the cheating rigged part.

      D3: Non=lucid- I was working at convenience store at night. So when I entered the dream it reminded me of when a zoom lens comes in for the shot from a high level, not like I walked into the store. I thought that was really weird. People were coming in & out a lot because of these amazing icies. Cherry icies to be more precise. I was trying to keep people from stealing them because it was just me & another guy working there. I eventually stole one for myself in resignation & drank it. It was weird also that there was another counter in there like a soda shop but also the help yourself stations for the drinks like a normal convenient store so I was running around that stupid counter a lot.


      Non-Lucid-Green
      Lucid-Red
      Side Notes-Purple
      Astral Projection/AP-Brown
      Competition Notes-Teal

      Updated 08-04-2016 at 05:12 AM by 90317 (to copy to repost for comp)

      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    8. Spellbee2 Competition Night 5 Team Mystic

      by , 08-03-2016 at 04:46 PM
      Instead of a horse, imagine the icon as a huge roach. Last night I fell asleep at around 12am with the bug in my room and woke up at 2:30am. Than after staying up for a bit and going back to sleep guess what? I woke up hearing his little scratching noise next to me and he was on my wall right beside me. After he was taken care of I went back to sleep and was able to get a small lucid but than it became a non lucid dream again.My recall isn't that great today too since I forgot the first and second dream and most of the third dream. Thanks Roachy~

      Third Dream

      I was in a house with my family.As I was looking at a picture of my dead dog Max I became lucid."Max has been showing up in my dreams a lot lately I thought". I than managed to find Dawn around the house.He said he was there because someone was trying to get him in trouble as my dream guide. I decided to follow Dawn to see what would happen. When we were walking a dc ran into the room we were in uncontrollably. I ran out with Dawn and as I was observing him I saw that he looked somewhat like my younger brother now which was off putting. "Dawn you look like my brother...and you have a mustache on your face" I said to him. He was also wearing what seemed like Goku from DBZ clothing. He told me that it was okay but seemed to be distracted. I wanted to change him back but something happened that made us separate.

      What I recall happening next was I was with my mom in what was supposed to be our house and she told me that my dad had a neighbor who was willing to sell us their baby Parrotlet but I had to be nice to them. I told her I would than went outside so I could meet them. But when I met their dad he was acting kind of crazy. This led to me trying to find my dad and ending up in a school where cartoons were able to come into reality.


      Competition Points
      • First DILD of the Night - 10 points
      • Interact with a Dream Character - 2 points
      ________________________________________
      12 points

      Updated 08-05-2016 at 04:21 PM by 67570

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , side notes
    9. SpellBee Comp my 3rd night

      by , 08-03-2016 at 12:30 AM
      Still haven't got my A/C fixed. I'm actually sick today, literally. Woke up to dealing w/ the A/C guy & he can't fix it today. I've heard it's 2 problems now. So no dream anything. Sorry folks but I guess today is a bust. I'll comment tomorrow on others DJ's but today I just can't do anymore than this.
      Tags: sick
      Categories
      side notes
    10. Sleep Notes 11 + WILD Practice

      by , 08-01-2016 at 10:47 PM
      Since I didn't get much sleep last night I decided to start practicing WILD with a nap. I reminded myself about the things Elaineylane told me and made sure my room was dark before trying. I closed my eyes, kept still not moving and waited to see if I would see some type of image. A few quick images popped up but I got uncomfortable so I had to turn and fix my sleeping position. I was now laying down on my back and kept still. I waited.... and a few quick images popped up again but it felt like I was waiting forever so I thought of counting sheep and seeing how long it would take for an image to pop up again. "1 sheep, 2 sheep, 3 sheep, 4 sheep" and so on. During the counts a image of a blonde cartoon chibi girl popped up and I started to hear voices. One of the voices being a lady who said something like "It's disintegrating!". There was also a moment where it felt like someone was trying to kiss me on the lip. After a while I got to 200 and decided to stop saying sheep. Than just kept counting and stopped at 400. By than I felt sleepy but had to go to the bathroom so I got up to use it trying not to get rid of the sleepy feeling but my grandma came out of no where and kind of made me alert.

      When I went back to my room I layed down on my back and kept my eyes closed trying not to move. Eventually I got a image of light and focused on it, than I focused on something else and saw it turn into a aqua colored pocket book with a brown stripe pattern. At a moment I also ended up into a quick non lucid dream scene where my brother was talking to me about a black folder like thing on the wall that can hold your stuff but i snapped out of it quickly.I kept at it for a little while longer but not too long. My dad eventually called me saying Dinner was ready so I had to stop.Still It was good for practice. After eating dinner I read the HH images thread on Sageous's WILD guide and realized that the images i saw were forming schema and that one is probably enough to WILD if I am focusing on it and keep aware that it is a dream.Hopefully tonight I will get a WILD with what I learned from Sageous's thread and Elainey. As I'm thinking about this I can't really recall what gave me a WILD a long time ago other than intent but either way it can't hurt to get use to this method since I like to imagine what I want to dream about before bed.
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      side notes
    11. SpellBee Comp my 2nd night

      by , 08-01-2016 at 10:08 PM
      Three Step Goals:
      1.Advanced Flying
      2.Element Manipulation
      3.Mass Telekinesis

      Personal Dream goal: Go to the moon
      All failed but I'll keep posting until I get them done!

      Today's pts.
      Non- Full LD: 1 Pt
      WBTB Fail: 2 Pts
      Total: 3 points


      Not as fortunate. I had a dream that I was at this water place, not park. It was like a daycare for kids but not like you'd expect. I was standing in line outside not inside for some reason & people were checking in their kids to be watched by this daycare like crew of random looking people. Sketchy might be a better word. My daughter who is pregnant right now in real life is handing her kids & her new baby which hasn't been born yet over to these people. Here's where it gets weird. They take the little kids & put them in this float like device & push them away from the side & they go zooming out of the water & all of these kids are flying around in these little float like things. I'm arguing with my daughter about how could she do this & how insane this was with all of the sketchy people she was handing her kids off too.

      Some woman tells me I should let my kids go too! I thought I was alone but now I have a baby. Now I'm furious & I tell her to get the hell away from me & hell no! This is looks so unsafe & I'm freaking out & my daughter is still arguing with me. I finally just wake up which was great because I was exhausted by this insane scenario that seemed to go on forever.


      Unfortunately I wake & realize I had the perfect tools in this damn dream to complete a plethora of tasks! As much as I'd like to say I was lucid, I was not. I think my studying for tasks helped but my night was kinds of weird to begin with. Our compressor on our brand new A/C unit has been out for a week & our guy can't come until later today or tomorrow. Hence we've been sleeping on a futon in front of a window unit & sleeping like that just isn't good for lucid dreaming for the most part. Even though yesterday I pulled a miracle out with one.

      I did try to do a WBTB but didn't get very far. I started to go into a dream but the heat just wasn't allowing it to go anywhere interesting. My brain probably woke me up out of boredom, lol. So a great big fail there but at least I tried...




      Non-Lucid-Green
      Lucid-Red
      Side Notes-Purple
      Astral Projection/AP-Brown
      Competition Notes-Teal

      Updated 08-01-2016 at 10:33 PM by 90317 (Copying for posting in comp page)

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable , side notes
    12. SpellBee Comp my first night

      by , 08-01-2016 at 12:04 AM
      SpellBee Comp my first night of trying.

      I was in what appeared to be a group home setting. One of the
      male staff was taking a special interest in me, in an intimate
      sense.
      He kept flirting with me. I became lucid due to the fact
      that this raised a moral flag to me & also due in fact that I was
      in a home as a child & there was a sense of familiarity of a rehab
      I was in multiple times as an adult in my 20's.


      I woke up & kept my eyes mostly closed to go pee. And laid back
      in bed to try & continue this dream as a WBTB method & WILD.


      I fell right back into the dream. Unfortunatley the content was
      too overwhelming for me to conciously start preforming the task
      of the competition yet my dream continued from the get go fully lucid!


      Completely lucid from the start now. I am realizing that the
      other staff & young women living here are taking notice to this
      situation that's unfolding. I look around & am no longer thinking
      this is a group home. It's more of a rehab which in my actual
      experiences is close to the same thing yet on an adult level. But
      of course my reciprocating actions by flirting back & feeling
      much affection towards this man is conforting & mutual from a
      sexual view... I am in my bed & there are other women, not girls
      around me in their beds but we are all watching tv but I'm not
      paying attention to it, only that I notice it's a movie & the
      lights are low. The bedroom scenerio is bothering me so I change
      it to a living room setting which has sectional couches. This
      wasn't a hard reach for me because I had a point of reference
      from when I was in a similar setting in a rehab minus this
      particular man. (I'll explain later) I am cuddling with him & am
      enjoying the intimacy. We pull the covers over our head & we can
      see the light through it from the big tv & can hear others
      wispering. I feel I know him very well. I lay my head on his chest
      & I can feel he is getting an erection & I'm also feeling aroused.
      I realize why I feel like this. He's my husband. My real life
      husband. I decide I need to wake up now because he may still be
      in our bed & I need to be in the waking world.


      This dream has representation's of things merged into this weird
      dream. For one, I was in a group home when I was a teenager, two,
      I was in a rehab in my twenties multiple times. One of those
      times like other times I also entered on the domestic violence
      side & actually did have an affair with a male staff member. I
      was an adult at that time. And the reason my husband is represented
      like this is because in December I had a hysterectomy which made
      it difficult for us to start having sex until right before my
      son came back for the summer from college. Due to him being here
      we haven't been able to be intimate so obviously I'm missing my
      husband & can't wait for my son to go back for his 5th yr of
      college!


      SpellBee Comp Points: (If I get anything wrong plz feel free mods
      to correct me.)

      1/2 pt: 1/2 non-lucid fragment
      10pts: First wild of the night
      2 pts: WBTB
      2 pts: Interact with a DC
      10 pts: Advanced Object changing (beds to couches)
      Total: 22 1/2

      (I changed a whole room so if there is a point system number for
      that that I have overlooked, plz someone let me know. I wasn't
      sure if it would count as full transformation.)






      Non-Lucid-Green
      Lucid-Red
      Side Notes-Purple
      Astral Projection/AP-Brown
      Competition Notes-Teal

      Updated 08-01-2016 at 10:16 PM by 90317 (Need to copy to paste for contest)

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
    13. Spellbee2 Competition Night 2 Team Mystic

      by , 07-31-2016 at 07:56 PM
      I was hoping to fall asleep early for the second night. But even though I went to bed at 8pm all I got was dream images in my mind. So I had to give up when it reached 10pm and ended up staying awake for a while. Tried again at 1am and fell asleep around 2am.

      First Dream

      I was staying at a hotel where someone was awarded hero points for saving two people.

      Second Dream

      This dream is kind of embarrassing because it stems from my fear of the unknown and not knowing whether being open to it is a good or bad thing at times.

      It was daytime and I was in my backyard sitting on the grass, next to my dog that died last year. As I pet him I thought about how I should take the opportunity to appreciate him being here more. I decided to do that by looking at his paws, holding it, than petting his paw pads because he is the first dog that I was able to touch like that. (We use to have a chihuahua but we didn't keep him long.He had a biting and humping problem). I than looked up at Max who seemed to be content and relaxing. But as I was looking at his direction something in the shed behind him made a thump sound. I was than reminded of the cat that got stuck in the shed that my dad told me about.(It actually ended up dead though in WL).

      After that I had a false awakening and was laying on my bed in the dark. I heard a voice of a girl in the direction of my door and thought I was hallucinating. But when the voice got louder and closer to me I thought it was a demon pretending to be a girl. I turned away from it and it tried to go inside of me. I used my will power to fight it but it ended up going partly inside me. Feeling like it was my fault the demon came I started to pray for help but as I was praying
      I realized that I didn't need to pray for it to go away because it wasn't real.It started to wrap itself around me with its stretched out arms but I just tried pulling it off halfheartedly thinking "Is my dream guide going to save me? Do I really want to be saved from this even if it was a real demon?" and how dumb I would look from God's perspective if I could just get out of the predicament by myself.

      That's when another false awakening happened. I kept my eyes closed and reached for the remote control on the desk next to my bed so I could turn on my t.v. for light.(Yes, I do that in WL when I have nightmares sometimes...) But when I pressed the button the t.v. screen was just static and than turned off by itself.The dream demon than came back and wrapped itself around me again. I tried fighting it off but thoughts of astral projection popped into my head and if astral projection was real the thought of getting attacked scared me. I than heard my dad and looked up. He walked slowly to the front of my door and said "It's almost time. Get upstairs before the clock hits 6" than left. When he said that I forced myself onto the floor with the dream demon on me than crawled under the bed wanting to run through the walls and out of the house. But I didn't because it just felt safer to be under the bed and definitely not after my worst nightmare happened upstairs.

      Self Advice: Fear clouds the mind. Don't let your fear of the unknown cloud your judgement in your dreams. But how do I clear this feeling of fear and guilt? Probably the answer is just to not believe in it. I can't think of anything else and yet it still makes me feel close minded for some reason.

      Third Dream

      I can't recall the first thing that happened because this dream was so random so I'm just going to skip to the part I remember. I was in a rectangular room that was filled with wooden furniture and a lamp that gave the room a orange tint to it. I was waking up in the dream and looked at the black rectangular clock that was high on a shelf. It said 6:23pm. I looked at it disappointed and in shock. "Nooo....I can't believe I slept that long just to get points" I thought feeling ashamed of myself.

      Hearing my brother outside the door I decided to leave the room and go eat dinner. But when I left the room a video screen popped up showing the life of a boy and now It wasn't my house anymore;It was a house for a t.v. show. The boy looked like Fred from YouTube and he was pretending to be a nerd in one scene, a girl in another and so on. His friend who was a girl than called him asking him to hurry up and go to school, that it was their last chance to pass". He didn't want to listen though and just made jokes.

      As that was happening I was walking through the house and jumping over things not aware it was a dream. After that I had a false awakening and thought I was on my bed about to get a WILD. I saw a image of my old parakeet Marisol in a cage.
      I looked at the image of Marisol hoping to get a Wild because I wanted to get more points."Come on Marisol stay with me".She moved a bit but than faded."No come back! Come on!" I said wanting to just do my next task. The image of her came back clearer but her head was partly blurry. I than decided to give up.Waking up for real.

      Competition Points
      • Remember a Non-Lucid Fragment - ½ point
      • Remember a Full Non-Lucid Dream - 1 point
      • Remember a Full Non-Lucid Dream - 1 point
      • First DILD of the Night - 10 points
      • Interact with a Dream Character - 2 points
      • Super Strength - 5 points
      • 1 point will be awarded for every 3 DJ comments.
      JadeGreen
      RelaxAndDream
      FireFlyMan
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      20½

      ^^" I'm going to try and calculate the points correctly this time. :3 If you see any mistake I'd appreciate some help. Thanks!

      Updated 08-01-2016 at 02:36 AM by 67570

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , side notes
    14. Restless Night

      by , 07-31-2016 at 02:38 AM
      I had the worst night of non-lucid dreams but I lost them because our new A/C is acting up & I slept like shit in my living room. Mike had to go to the doctor first thing in the morning & it threw off all of my dream recall. Sigh.
    15. Spellbee2 Competition Night 1 Team Mystic

      by , 07-30-2016 at 09:31 PM
      I fell asleep around 12am last night and woke up at 3am. Thank goodness for that except I had a first dream but now I can hardly remember anything about it. I didn't write my second and first dream after waking up from it so that's why i'm at a lost as to what the first one was about. Its too bad but there will have to be no fragment for the first one.


      Second Dream

      I don't really remember what happened first but what I do recall is being at a school and listening to a woman who was my English college teacher complaining about something related to her looks. After that I somehow ended up standing on the grass with a girl and a man figuring out how I would save us from dehydrating since the world's water supply was running low. There was a blue symbol in front of my view hovering in the air that looked like a drop. Another one was a black splattered drop representing ink from a pen. I was going to press the blue one when the man told me not to since I would be giving his daughter contaminated water to drink. I looked closely than saw a light blue water symbol appear and he told me that it was the one I was supposed to choose so I pressed it.

      The water was than transferred to the girl's body and she was no longer in trouble but we needed more water. I followed the man and the girl to a building where there was a elevator. My brother than arrived and joined me in the elevator but after it arrived at the next floor it started messing up and we had to jump off quickly. This somehow led to me mistaking a door for a window and almost falling to the ground. I held onto the edge of the building calling out to my brother for help but he just stood next to the window talking to another dc about how careless I was. Using my strength I pushed myself up and managed to get inside.

      Not sure if something followed after that but what I recall next is ending up at my house that looked somewhat like the original except that my mom and dad were renovating it. I walked to a huge room that was supposed to be mine and saw my mom spray painting the walls with light pink spray paint. I loved the color and how bright the room was because of the windows. But when I went to check the kitchen it was cluttered with kitchenware and the spray painted pink walls looked like they were covered in pink dirt. I thought it was because my mom had sprayed more than enough coats of paint on it.

      When my mom came to the kitchen i took a white cloth and offered her some help with the kitchen. I placed the cloth on the spray painted heater and wiped it thinking that it would even out the pink paint. But the pink paint just wiped off of the heater. That's when i realized how my logic had failed me there and so did my mom. She told me not to worry about the rest and tried spray painting the wall again where the pink dirt was. I decided to just leave things how they were and walked to another room in the house.

      The room I entered had dirt all over the ground,no flooring(Some spots 2 feet high) and what looked like mouse tracks was on the dirt. I entered it as my older brother and dad were observing the ground. My brother mentioned how they found the skeleton of our dog Max who died last year. There was a skeleton of a dog on the ground but it didn't look like the type of dog Max was and the back bone looked taped."That can't be Max. He didn't have a broken back bone. There's tape on it too"I said to him.

      I than kept looking around to see if Max's skeleton was really in the room but it wasn't. So I went to another room where my dad was(with wood flooring and no dirt) and to my surprise I saw a little owl the size of a sparrow. It was so cute hopping on the floor that I put my finger near it and called to it. It looked at me curiously than flew to my finger. I sat down and made bird noises at it than took my phone out my pocket and recorded the bird on my finger. But I wanted to be in it so I asked my dad to hold the phone for me. He complained but than took the phone. After a few seconds though the owl changed into another small bird and flew away. I stood back up after that and woke up.



      Third Dream

      I was in my bedroom with the door slightly open, letting some of the light from the hall get into my room. Hoping to fall asleep so I could have a lucid dream I pulled my covers close to me and kept my eyes closed. But than I felt someone get close behind me. I knew it was a girl because she told me something before applying pressure to my stomach with her hands. I recognized it was a dream character and got off the bed trying to get away from her. She didn't feel threatening but I saw her as annoying so I wanted to get rid of her. I got out the room seeing my mom doing the laundry and told her about the girl that keeps bothering me. My mom replied to me but I can't remember what she said.

      I than went back to my room and got on my bed. While I was on my bed the girl was still present trying to mess with me
      but than I noticed that the top half of my bed was now a red table with take out food on it. A lady who was supposed to be my mom's old co worker came in and removed a Mc Donald bag and threw it on my bed. She than place whatever was hers on the table. I looked at the bag than at her mad and placed the Mc Donald bag that now felt like it was mine back on the table. I got up and walked out to complain to my mom about the co worker too but my mom didn't want to start any problems so she said to just ignore her.

      I went back to my room for the second time and noticed that there was a guy talking on the phone in the bedroom next to me. He was ordering a pizza on the phone with another lady next to him. I was going to ask if he could order a pizza for I and my mom but than changed my mind because my mom didn't work with them anymore. So I wouldn't have to hear the co workers speak about my mom I decided to go upstairs. When I reached the kitchen I picked up my phone and saw a video on the screen that looked like YouTube and saw a original animation a little girl had made of a guy getting lost in the ocean. He than arrives at a island where a girl from the local island finds him but while the guy is in the water he realizes he has merman powers. There was already around 250 likes on the video which made me feel inspired to make something too but I had no clue what it would be about.

      After that happened somehow I ended up playing Mario Kart 8 mixed with Mario Kart for Nintendo 64 with my younger brother and the dream girl. We were racing each other and using shells to take away each other's balloons. But after playing for a while I ended up on a street with a lady who looked like a stranger but was my mom's old friend. She had a small black car like Mario Kart and was about to go down the hill but stopped to talk with me. The setting was night and we were in a city with bright lights and many cars around. "Do you still help your mom around the house?" she asked me. I nodded saying "yeah, I do what i can to help her".Than she looked at me with doubt and said that I could help her a little more than what I was already doing. I said okay trying to get the conversation over with but subtlety so I didn't seem rude.

      When it was over she sat in the small black car and I put my feet in it and bent down a bit. The car rolled down the hill a bit than I just got up and said goodbye. I didn't want to break the car and this was close to my stop anyways. I walked fast to the bright yellow sidewalk and down until it leveled itself.
      I than started to think about how if this is a dream than I want to just imagine Dawn in front of me and see him. A bright white light appeared in front of me than disappeared letting me see Dawn in a yellow long sleeve shirt, with white long pants, in his anime form laying on the ground unconscious as the cafe next to him had its window smashed and was being robbed by bandits. I ran to him than got on my knees and looked at his face. He was still unconscious even though I touched him. "Maybe if I kiss him he'll wake up" I thought just focusing on how cool he looked to me. I kissed his cheeks a few times but than thought about what I would do if a bandit came behind me and tried to hit me with something. A tall burly man than came from behind me and lifted a bottle up so he could hit me hard on the head with it. I used a pink shield above me but he didn't go for the hit and just faded. I than looked to Dawn who opened his eyes and looked at me with a straight and serious face.

      "Maybe another kiss won't hurt?" I thought still absorbed by his looks and tried getting close to him but he sat up and put his hand on my face pushing me back. He messed up my vision for a bit by doing that than stood up. I got up as well and tried following him when he entered the cafe. The dream setting than changed into a 3D arcade game where it was like Super Mario but like a maze as well because you had to jump over obstacles/walls,collect coins, land on platforms,etc. I was now viewing what was happening from third perspective but still was in control of myself.I looked like my short haired blond oc character though and was wearing a white winter jacket with a black/pink scarf. There was a moment where I jumped in the air but fell when Dawn had reached the platform."Wait for me!" I shouted wondering if Dawn would just keep going. He waited for a bit though and i continued to follow him.
      After following for a bit my mind got kind of side tracked and I started collecting coins which led to me falling down a huge tunnel that did not have anti gravity.I was now separated from Dawn and that was kind of disappointing. But than the girl dc character jumped down the tunnel giggling. She was like a extra side kick and followed me as I continued the game.But cause of this game thing I lost lucidity. It now felt like my cousin was playing the game. His mom shouted in the background asking if he wanted to eat dinner. Think he said no but anyways after that I woke up.


      Competition Points
      • 35 points

      :3 I think that's it for the points. If I'm missing something or do something wrong with points and your reading this feel free to tell me. I appreciate it!

      Updated 07-31-2016 at 05:46 AM by 67570

      Categories
      side notes , lucid , non-lucid
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