So last night I also had many fragments (just like last time) but this time they were really weird... 1st: (fragment) There was something about Naruto and I wasn't part of the dream. I just saw how Rock Lee appeared and I think some people fought... 2nd: (fragment) This time I dreamed about One Piece. And I was part of the dream. Luffy was with me and the fishman pirate Arlong appeared. It seems like he was resurrected and now wanted to kill us. I think we fought with him... 3rd: I was on Dreamviews and wrote down my DJ from the experiment night (how ironic). For some reason I wrote it down in german and told the other members that they would have to translate it lol. I wrote down my dreams about One Piece and Naruto and I think Lmrhone dreamed about the same thing. And I was chatting with Windy. 4th: Something about a computer game. I think it was Terraria. It was as if I was a character from the game in 2D but I could still talk and hear it like I was in a different place. I watched myself being a character while controlling myself from my computer. There were other people with me and I dug really deep into the earth. The last thing I remember is fighting against some kind of boss.
1:30am - 10am Didnt have any dreams last night, which was disappointing considering that I tried hard to remember them. Oh well, I'm sure my recall will take a while to return
I had various dreams this night, but the most memorable was the last one, which was about an artificial hell in space. Various non-lucid dreams I was having various dreams that I don't really remember I remember one that in which my computer ceased to work and I was enfuriated. Lucid Dreams I had several sleep paralysis episodes, and several lucid dreams thanks to that. I don't really remember them, but I do remember one: I was in our garden, and I tried to control the wind to blow me away. The wind didn't really get strong, but I was blown away nonetheless. I found myself in our neighbour's garden. I saw the neighbours sitting in front their house. I thought about having sex with them, but I scratched the idea. I was jumping around the area for a while, and entered the house of an old woman. I looked around and it had some weird fireplace that I somehow thought that belongs to our house. Our house doesn't have a fireplace though. I thought "How uncreative that I imagine someone else's house to be like ours". That seemed to have killed lucidity and I forgot what happened afterwards. I may have had some other lucid dreams. Space hell dream This dream was a sci-fi like dream. I was part of some ghetto in futuristic Russia or something. The buildings were really tall and looked kind of like the buildings in the background of the intro stage of Megaman X3: Megaman X3 - Intro Stage - YouTube We were poor, and ate garbage and stuff. I don't really remember what happened in between the ghetto and the hell part, but I think we had some revolution or something that we lost, and so I was taken to a facility that felt like it was in space, and I got the impression that it was built to be an artificial hell. It had torture chambers and lava and stuff. I was taken to a chamber to be tortured. It was some machine that tortured its victims with electricity. I had some time waiting before the machine started, and I had a UI displayed to me that let me choose the strength of my punishment. I thought like "cool, I can choose the smallest punishment!". It only had one button though. I clicked it, and it increased the time and strength. I had an idea: I thought it will overflow if I click it enough times. The problem was that the waiting time didn't last forever, so I had to overflow it quick. The time almost ran out when I seemed to have managed to overflow it from like 2349723487 to 3. But it turns out that the punishment chooser UI was a lie, because the number quickly changed from 3, to like 128500 just before the punishment began. I was shocked with a pretty strong electric current multiple times. I cried out in pain. It was quickly over though, and the guards told me that they will take me to some dumping place, where my body and soul will forever be destroyed. This made me really angry, and I snapped. I seem to have gained at least some lucidity in the sense that I know I could affect the physical world around me. I started smashing the place with powerful magical slash-like attacks. The guards freaked out and started running all over the place. The scene then seems to switch to a time when I have already destroyed the station, and I'm back on earth. I had some friends/allies with me, and we were walking towards the ghetto city. There was a girl in the group, and she remarked that "What you did won't make any difference to the russians", or something like that. I think I was walking around in the city for some time. I remember a helicopter being in the air. Then I woke up. -- End --
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Today i have good dreams and recall. Only keywords. 11:34 pm (EST) Dream 1 non-lucid Lava under frozen lake, huge building library, riddle, look for the name of the book, friends from my school class, underwater ship, magician destroys live on earth and make new. Dream 2 non-lucid Beautiful fields, tall grass, riding scooter taller than grass with friends. 1:06 am (EST) Dream 3 semi-lucid at the end Castle, cabaret, cardboard, balls, water, orange girl, follow that girl, some people follow with me, she change clothes to pink, she go to orchard i follow, she changes to men, i changes her to redhead women, she under cardboard and dissapeared. I say "watch out i will teleporting!", FA. 2:46 am (EST) 8:46 (Europe) Dream 4 non-lucid Grandma`s house, cats, strange noises, i have glasses, airplanes war, something almost hit me. I think only thing i could shared is last air combat.
P.E. Tests It's the first day the semester. I'm walking through the halls after my third class, heading to P.E., thinking about my schedule. I can't remember eating lunch. I also can't remember having gone to the Discrete Mathematics class I'd planned on taking. If I'm not in that class, shouldn't I only have three classes today? I suppose I must have had a backup plan. It's the end of the week, and that means it's testing day in P.E. These days always make me nervous, because you have to compete physically against your classmates. I see two people playing one-on-one basketball, which makes me even more nervous. I've never been good at basketball. A bunch of other people are walking around with red yoga balls. I take one for myself, but a few moments later someone kicks a ball at my feet and I trip over it. Later, a siren sounds. I wonder if it's a fire, and I walk over to the boundary of the field, from whence the sound emanates. I overhear a bearded instructor talking about the animosity between Scotland and Ireland. Apparently there's been violence in Southeast Asia, and one of the two factions has completely wiped out the other. That's bad news for one of my classmates--he's native to Scotland (or was it Ireland?). I walk along the bottom of a low, grassy ridge in the yard. A bunch of bloated weeds grow along the top of the ridge. Some of them look like over-sized caterpillars, or leeches. Or sea cucumbers. I'm interested, because some of them are waving back and forth as though they're a GIF. I try to make some of the others do that, too, but it doesn't always work. I notice some of the coaches have dispersed from the meeting they were having. They must have finished planning for the tests. That means it's time to get started. But I'm not wearing my shoes; I left them with my other stuff over by the side of the field. Only, I can't remember where, exactly. I look around, but the terrain doesn't seem familiar. I also notice that only a few other students are visible. Well, that's a relief--the others must still be getting ready, so I can't be that far behind. Suddenly remembering my way, I start to trot off around the side of a copse of pine trees.
Throughout the last few days, my technique has been working reasonably well. But, seeing some flaws in my technique, I want to make it better. My main flaws are that some nights I'm too mentally tired and therefore lack the awareness to get lucid, in my dreams I lack control, and occasionally my dreams will end because I lose control over my emotions, usually due to frustration. I revised my technique somewhat to address these flaws. I believe it will work. If it doesn't I could go back to my old technique. This new technique is designed to help me consistantly find the proper awareness to get lucid in my dreams and to improve my dream control and stablity. It's perhaps a bit extreme but I believe I could be consistant with it. My Technique 1.During my day, practice all day awareness and work on my visualization when I can. 2.Wait until I naturally yawn to go to bed. Review my dream goals in my dream journal. 3.Lie in my bed and clear my mind. Once mind is clear, take 10 deep breaths while mentally counting each one. 4.Lie on my side, close my eyes, take 10 more deep breaths while counting each one. 5.Take 290 slow breaths, trying to relax my body and mind more with each one. Count each breath as well. If I lose count, I get up from bed, work to increase my awareness and start over. 6.Think,"The next thing I see will be a dream". 7.Think,"Here comes the dream" in between breaths until the dream starts. 8.Look at my hands and say,"stabilize now". Increase clarity if neccesary by saying "increase clarity". 9.Say, "This is my dream, I'm in control, and anything's possible." 10.Stabilize every minute or so by rubbing my hands and saying, "stabilize now, anything's possible". 11.While in my dream try to keep control of my emotions. 12.When I wake up, lie on my back with my eyes closed and mentally gather all the details of my dream. Slowly get up and write down dream in dream journal. 13.Repeat steps 3-12 if still tired. If not, go back to step 1 and repeat. My dream goals right now is simply improving my teleporting, summoning, and telekinesis skills in baby steps. I've already mastered flying. I found out the girl I refered too in Lucid #5 quit her job! That makes me want to summon her even more. Luckily my work still has a good depth of attractive young female co-workers to keep my eyes happy, so to speak. I've already yawned while writing this. Time to go to bed!
Fragment: Summoning Magic I'm in a room with a man and a woman, and they have to eat a live bird to perform a spell. The man catches the bird in his hand, and I think it's a little large to eat. I imagine trying to fit it in my mouth, and the imaginary bird claw gets caught on my bottom lip and hurts like hell. I'm surprised that an imaginary bird can hurt. The mad puts the bird in his mouth, chews it up and swallows. He then tells the woman where to put the ingested bird, by a window, and two hell hounds appear. They look like flaming hyenas. THey couple leave the room and I follow, but the hell hounds get out. I worry that since I didn't summon them, they will turn on me. I order them back in the room, and they obey. I close the door and head off down the hall
Non-dream Dream Dream 1: I am at a water park / amusement park. I go on a crazy roller coaster with my wife. Dream 2: I am at a doctor's office with my wife talking about having a baby. There is some kind of complication and we have to make a choice. Either I would have to carry the child or my wife needs surgery. They run some tests on my wife and decide that they can do the surgery. They need to put some new walls in her vagina. I ask "how long before we can start trying for a baby?" The doc says one month after the surgery. Dream 3: I am back at my old house on Pam Lane. I am with my wife and my coworker GM. He is living in DA's house across the street from mine. He is telling me about someone who got murdered. Some little kid comes up on his bike and interrupts us. He asks if I own a beagle. I say yes. The kid says that my beagle got away again and then goes on to explain how everyone in the neighborhood hates my dog. I go out onto the street and see my dog. I start chasing him but he runs down to the end of the street. I drive down to the end of the street. My dog is in someone's garage along with my two cats S and V. I park in the driveway, go inside the garage, and knock on the inside door. I ask if I can leave my car there while I take my pets home (I don't want to get hair in my car). She rudely replies "You got 10 minutes." This pisses me off because there is no reason to put a time limit on it since she had nothing to do. She is just being a bitch so I punch her dog in the stomach (in her garage). I miraculously pick up all three of my animals (kind of just stacked them) and walk home. It has suddenly changed from daytime to nighttime and I remember that I only have ten minutes. I start speed walking incredibly fast. I look at the houses wiz by and it seems like I am walking about 40 mph. I think "How is it possible for me to be walking this fast?" HOW AM I NOT LUCID AT THIS POINT!?! I drop the pets off in my backyard and head back to the old lady's house. I run because I am out of time. I think "Why can't I run as fast as I was speed walking earlier?" I finally get to the house and knock on her garage door. It opens slowly to reveal her smirking face. Apparently she has a camera in her garage and caught me punching her dog. She steps aside to reveal a cop waiting to arrest me for animal cruelty. The cop is a famous fat actor. I run and hide in her neighbors backyard.
so i don't really remember what was going on before i became lucid, so i'll start with what happened after. I became lucid when me and DCs were hanging at my dads house. I've been lucid a few times yet i havn't ever tried flying so i thought i might give that a go. it was pretty amazing. though i know its a bad idea to go really high on your first time flying i ended up doing it anyway. i flew up towards the clouds (that for some reason looked more like wall paper than a sky) but i soon lost control and came hurdling towards the ground. when i crashed into the ground my surroundings had changed and i was in this swampy type area(it was actually really cool) i then found the head DC and he said he'd show me around. we got into a boat which teleported us to a city. it was pretty cool except for a huge ledge that led into a vastness of nothing.i looked around and i then thought it would be cool to maybe turn into ironman and fly around the city to see this place. for some reason the dream turned my into spiderman so i swung from building to building instead(still pretty cool). upon returning to the edge of the city from my sight seeing i noticed a DC showing his friends he could fly, except he was really close to the edge and for some reason my only thought i could muster was to stop this idiot from killing himself. so flew over and grabbed him away from the edge. when i put him down he suddenly turned into a giant monster, and the only defense i could think of was a kamehameha. so did that while he shot crows out of his hands(wierd right?), but of course the giant laser beam beat the crows and vaporized the monster. after that i don't quite remember what happened it was just alot of going back and forth from the city to swamp. and after a good 2 dream hours of doing this i somehow wound up in a computer room in the swamp, where i met some cool kid, we started talking(i dont really remember what about) but for some reason i thought this kid was just awesome. but then i said "it sucks these people wont show me any other place except the swamp and the city" the kid then responded "be careful what you say" and then all the DCs i had seen at the swamp swarmed into the room and tied me and kid up, and then killed us. i woke up right after that.
It was night. I was standing at a cliff with 2 other girls. Each of us was suppose to marry, have sex, and be killed by the princes on the spot. Instead, the princes got killed or disappeared. We were then sent to a room by a lady, who I think is the Queen. The small room was stone and lit up with a torch or two. There were 3 beds lined up on the wall opposite of the door. The lady told us to rest so I walked toward the middle bed. When I looked closely at the bed, the middle top edge of the blanket was a black dot. Maybe it was a fly? It sits there and I had a feeling that it's something to do with the prince. 09/22/2012 12AM-9AM
I hardly remember anything about last night, I went to bed late and woke up in a hurry for a job interview. But I do remember that I was riding in a car with my father's friend Phil, and we picked up a somewhat dirty looking guy who needed a ride. He wanted to go to some part of town to look around for a party of rave, Phil instead drove him to a church and dropped him off. The last part I remember was being at a house, and someone telling me that the hitcher was back. I walked into the front of the yard and saw him, and something strange happen that seemed important... but I don't remember what.
There was something about some guy giving a speech but he was a fraud. The real speaker I found outside smoking cigarettes and riding up on a bike. He acted depressed. I urged him to get to the room where the seminar was supposed to be. I told him to hurry because hes late and there was a fake there that was horrible. He just wouldn't hurry and acted like he didn't care. I get the the room and set with everyone else. They kept asking questions but I can't remember what it was. I told them the real speaker is coming and he will know. The guy walks in past some plastic sheets. He looks really nervous and I realize that it is Robert Waggoner. He sits down right in from of a few people and wont look at everyone. I figure it helps him not be nervous its ok. I dont know if he actually talked about lucid dreaming but he suddenly started shaking violently and turned a dark blue color like this And then pulled out a sword that looked like black fire and killed a bunch of orcs. then I am looking at some strange board thing with the crustacean that was in the WILD from the other day. I must have woke up after that and was comfortable and still. I hit SP but got excited and woke up. Fuuuuuu bitch. (we watched LOTR and I read some of Robert's book before bed)
[Wednesday, 19th, 2012] [After Midnight- before I had fallen asleep] I turned off the lights, turned on the LSD dose from iDoser (a binaural beat that induces a drugs effects), and lied down with headphones. I folded a shirt over my eyes and I zoned out and began counting down from 847. After awhile I became more and more relaxed, letting my mind become numb... I would recount numbers and forget where I was and restart at random numbers- this is when I knew I was in a trance. I felt detatched slightly... and tried imagining something. I imagined myself in a blank white room. Suddenly a potted plant appeared in the center. It grew and grew and grew until it became a Venus Fly Trap plant of giant proportions. It ate "me". But it was just the body, the vessel, for my consciousness- I understood this and made a new one, and walked up to the plant. "You are simply a creation of mine and you cannot hurt me. I love you because I created you." The plant did not try to hurt me again. I walked through the wall to the left with such force, it shattered reality. The scenery outside the white room was a beautiful beach scene; the sun just setting a dark red velvet and vibrant orange against a dark navy sky and ocean. I was high in the air, far above the smooth sand or the water, but I was walking on air, on invisible pulsating steps. I walked a distance and then decided to travel along the pulsating steps like monkey bars. I dropped down so that my hands could hold on to the level where my feet just were and I pulled myself along as if they WERE monkey bars. Still pulsating a clear crystal light. At that moment I reinvented the scenery. I was in a blank room again, but this time I was seated behind a table. I invited my subconscious and/or dream guide to appear and they did. Four figures walked in through the door instantly and each took a seat on the opposite side of the table. I made note of their appearance first... on the far left was a fiery feline female with fiery-colored hair, a mix of orange, red, and yellow. Second, was a huge muscular, black-iron-armorered figure with a fiery green skull with flames licking high into the air. Third from the left was a human walking-stick. Almost simply put, a bamboo man. Just a stick of bamboo going straight up into the air. Last, on the very right- I couldn't make them out very well. It was as if they were invisible, and I could only sense their Galka like presense. I announced the reason for this gathering first, speaking in a pronoun that was mixture of I and We: "I/We are in a state of great confusion and despair. I/We are broken and must do something. We must become one, and work together to solve the problems we face." I stopped after the sentence and asked if anyone would be willing to finish my sentence due to how cloudy my conscious mind was. The 1st aspect chimed in and tried to finish, as my conscious mind jumped into her body- I saw from her eyes and began to talk... but trailed off, most likely because I, without meaning to, took control of her. Someone else chimed in right after, it was the 4th invisible Galkan aspect... I don't remember what he said, but it was full of force and meaning... and it made perfect sense. After he finished I stressed the importance of lucid dreaming: "It would be beneficial to US to lucid dream. We could solve a great deal from it and the daily link between all of us. We need to lucid dream." I was conditioning all of us- we all knew that I was hypnotizing the whole room. I was strengthening the importance of my conscious mind being present in dreams. After this I asked: "Okay, so who are you?" I was referring to each individual aspect of me. The first, the female aspect spoke up immediately: "I'm your female side, and I'm the one who emits light! I keep you on track and keep you afloat with joy!". I believed every word she spoke. I turned my attention to the stick. It radiated the answer: "I am your intellect. Your intelligence. The one who collects wisdom and shares it with everyone here." I couldn't sense a strong color from him. The next to speak was the ghostly presense of the armored man. He spoke something like this: "I am the one who keeps you alive. I know what you need- I make the hard decisions that benefit you, that you don't want to make." I understood. He was the line that knew when he was crossed. I looked at the invisible aspects seat- but never got an answer. "Are you my dream guide?" There was no reply. I was thrust back out of my imagination and into reality. I could feel a slight tingling sensation all over and I felt slightly detatched from my body. Thinking about this re-inforced my attatchment and I was back in my room again, listening to the vibrations in my headphones. I lied there for awhile and until the crackling in the headphones that's ALWAYS there kind of made my neck-hairs stand and I had to sit up. I sat up slowly and looked around. I could DEFINITELY feel something. The room was dark, but I could see exceptionally well. The clock on the wall was stretching and breathing. The whole room was stretching and breathing! I put my hands up in front of my face and I can't explain how alien my movements were... I felt like I was viewing from far, far away. I looked down at my blanket and it resembled a tangled mess of brain. The light coming under the door pulsated gently a light green mixed with turqoise. The patterns on the pillow moved like vines- just like in Fear and Loathing's Casino Carpets. The wall to my right was Tiger striped; shadows dashed ever-so-carefully across the white. The entire room was a calming, breathing dark mess of storage- it was new to me, as if I had never been there before. I brought my hands up to my face again, not exactly sure what I was doing, and I drew a cross on my left palm with my right index, then drew a circle on my right palm- then I clasped my hands together gently. The dose still going on- I got impatient and took my headphones off. I heard a noise that did NOT exist in real life. My computer was making it... it sounded as if it was some sort of alien technology... making vibrating laser beam sounds. Like a woobawoobawoobawooba, but much faster and much higher pitched. I knew it was just my brain being confused from the binaural beats, but it was still fun to listen to. I crawled across my bed and crawled into the computer's chair and turned the screen on... after a few seconds of another strange feeling, I sobered up and typed this.
[Tuesday, September 18th, 2012][6PM] I remember another that day! It was the end of a dream and I was at a bay port at the end of the world. My crew had all packed up and started sailing off. I ran to the dock as fast as I could... but they were too far off. I jumped into the bay and swam as fast as I could to try and catch up. I screamed, "WAIT!" but no one heard me. I swam back in cold acceptance of the fact that I had missed the boat. Arriving back, I met a witch who was extremely attractive. She stared at me with piercing, cold eyes, but I shoved her onto the ground and kissed her. I slid my hand up her shirt and felt her breast and heartbeat. I didn't feel guilt because, in this dream, I was someone else... I wasn't me, I wasn't Austin, I was a lonely captain who had lost everything.
[Tuesday, September 18th, 2012] [Morning] <dream recall starts here, despite the dreams before it> I'm in an open magical world mixed in with elements of reality. I start my journey traveling along a straight desert mountain path with Me, Alex, and Nathan. There's a wild west theme to all of this. We arrive at a old stone ruin marketplace... the smell of food brings us to one seller's counter with 4 cowboys behind it. That's to the left of this path I'm on, and on the right is a walled off area for people to sit down and eat... there's an arch to get through to the inside. I think I have 5 dollars in my pocket and I look at all the menu's. The food costs about $1-1.50 each item and the drinks also $1... I should have enough for all three of us to eat and share a drink. As I'm staring at the menus still, I hear the 4 Cowboys joking about me- taunting me about being a girly boy and laughing and hooping and hollering. I ignore it at first and recount my money... I have a $5... a $2... a $1... another $1... My money amount changed on me. I look up to hear the cowboys teasing me again. I start to get pretty pissed off, which is surprising... I don't usually let this emotion get the best of me in a dream. I look at Alex and she motions for me to calm down. I don't. I think about getting up in their face... one of them makes a remark that I REALLY don't like and I raise my fist to slam it down in their face. I hear a "HEY! FREEZE!" and I let my fist go with the warm breeze just before it hits. My clenched fist's energy disperses and my hand glides slowly past his face. Smooth. Very smooth. Behind the trash-talker is someone on a horse, dressed in uniform. It's probably the Sheriff. The whole marketplace is suddenly ablaze with officers of the law, taking in anyone who is selling things illegally. The 4 we were just talking to were breaking the law too. I understood that anyone that had already bought something were okay, but the items had to be confiscated. I peaked over the wall to an area full of food and thought about sneaking some food off- but it might be a bad idea. People were scrambling every which way to get out of here, in quite the panic. Alex got seperated from us and me and Nathan went further down the path towards where we had seen the Sheriff. I glance to my right and see a Police Car collecting all of the food- good thing I hadn't tried to take anything. I also see what looks like a Gun Execution in progress. 4 cowboys standing in a row, and 4 officers in a row with guns pointed at the cowboys. Me and Nathan walk up just in time, and I pull him instantly back the other way to try and avoid us this dark sight. None of us actually "see" it, but its now in our mind. We hear the gunshots go off 3 seconds later. I turn to Nathan and joked, "Fuck, we're gonna be scarred for life now." In a way, I must have known this was a dream. We met up with Alex and then I woke back up. <more dreams after this... I don't write any down and they evaporate...>
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