Lights shone from the side of a bus window warms my body. There is none of the usual hubbub, But only silence exists in this suburb city, The bus is driving without a driver, Heading to a place unknown. I am the last person to stand on this earth. I stepped off from the driverless bus Only to find a bubble gum machine Filled with rainbow coloured balls. Everything feels like……Charlie and the Chocolate factory. Long shadows overlap my view, I turn to see…… two giraffes. This definitely must be a dream. I am perplexed For I never had a dream as awake as this one. One of the smaller giraffes blankly stares at my eyes. What do giraffes sound like? Awkward silence fills the atmosphere. Fluffy fur ~ So Cuuute ~~~ ♥ The black eyes twinkled with moisture Reminding me….. ….. Just then Clumsy footsteps with clouds of dust, Notify its presence I turn to see a herd of humans……? Darwin’s way of human evolution Stares at me for a long time. Are they waiting…… who…… me?
Date: 27/06/2012 Place: My own bed Time of getting into bed: 12.48am Dream 1 - non lucid - 2.24am Me and my partner, 'N,' are getting motorbike lessons. N falls off the bike and hurts his foot quite badly. The teacher is nice to me, but very strict and uncaring with N. There is a small child nearby, and suddenly he / she clings to my arms, and will not let go. I try gently to remove the child, but the child won't budge. Dream 2 - non lucid - 8.52am My notes here are terrible, I can barely read them! We are at a music concert / festival in the middle of a field. The field is empty apart from us and a small group of people, we are 'waiting' for something. I do remember waiting for an awfully long time. The feeling is that we don't know what we are waiting for, but it is supposed to be big. Like a famous person or something. Suddenly a few people are running towards a makeshift hut, which has queues leading in. There are star wars posters around and people start saying it is an actor from star wars appearing. My friend S is running towards the hut, as she is huge star wars fan (and in the dream she is wearing a star wars Tshirt) I stay where I am. Then, a giant inflatable slide appears in the shape of a tongue, at the top of the tongue where the mouth should be, a big inflatable gorilla head pops out, and from it's mouth lots of people start emerging, and sliding down the slide. The people are all good looking, wearing very little amounts of clothing, and what they are wearing is neon pink. They all slide down to join us, who are cheering, but then nothing happens. They just sort of hang around and wait with us. I notice I am wearing a neon pink babygro, and start to take it off. However I am naked underneath so put it back on. Dream 2 - non lucid - 10.08am I considered WILDing, but my partner kept snoring so I got angry and just went to sleep. I am in a low budget hotel room. I am laying in the single bed, alone. A dog comes in, which I seem to recognise. It is a HUGE dog, maybe a rottweiler? It jumps on the bed on top of me, and licks my face. Although it is scarily massive, it is very friendly and I stroke it for some time. I vaguely remember someone disturbing me by coming into the room?? I consider this all one dream, although it could have been several; Next I am back in one of my old childhood bedrooms. My little sister is with me, as is my partner N. I am taking some tablets to get high. As I am taking them, I find some other tablets which are a different colour. I decide to try one of these too to see what it does. I take 1 of each. I try to put the remaining tablets into a pill box, but it hard to get them to fit, so I have to squeeze them in. (I'm sure Freud would have something to say about this ) For some reason, I decide to put some in my mouth, but not eat them, just store them there. One of the tablets splits in my mouth, and the insides pour into my mouth. I know worry that I've had too much and will OD. I try to scrape out the stuff that has spilt into my mouth, but I am not doing so well. I decide to flush it out with water, so I find a 2 litre bottle that has water in it, and I pour it into my mouth, rinse, and then spit it out the window. I panic that my mum, who is in the living room below, will see the water going past the window and come up to check on me. However I have no choice, so I keep spitting. I also wash my hands clean with the last of the water. Eventually we decide to leave, and go to our hotel room. Due to the fact I have been messing around with water and tablets I haven't had chance to get a shower or get changed, so I set off in my PJ's, and decide I will get a shower when I get there. N tells me we are going to a different hotel room this time, as we have been upgraded to the posh bit. We walk there, me with a heavy backpack on. We notice the change between the 'budget' side of the hotel and the 'posh' side. Suddenly everything is blue, clean and very nicely decorated. There is a bar along the left, with ashtrays on it. I tell my sister to put out her cigarette because we are in the posh bit now, she argues at first but after seeing how posh the place is, she agrees and puts it out in one of the ashtrays. We walk past a lounge area, with footstools and sofas, and lights in the floor. We turn right, past a blue pool table and through a door to the hotel rooms. ***NOTEWORTHY*** I have riden a scooter type bike for a few years now When N tried riding my bike in waking life a year or so ago, he did actually fall off, but wasn't hurt Dream sign appears again Don't know is S really likes Starwars or not Im not a huge starwars fan, but it's ok I occasionally take a pill at parties with friends
I am sitting in some large auditorium of a university I suppose. There are maybe 300 students there at the moment. I am sitting towards the back on the right. Two girls sitting in the front are particularly pretty and I want to talk to them. So I come closer and start chatting. They are really friendly, standing close to me, touching me and all that flirty moves. "nice" I think to myself. Then I go to a dentist. It is a new one, have never been to this one before. Coincidently one of the girls is working for him as a nurse or assistant. He is a jung man in a white coat. I sit in the chair and open my mouth. I am not a big fan of dentists, but my last experiences with dentists were good. He comes colorer and starts running around in my mouth with the drill. It feels like he is drilling here and there...."shit" I think to myself. I pull back and shout "what are you doing?" He looks at me confused. Well his techniques seems to me rather chaotic. I tell him that I don't want him to drill anything as by now I am scared to let him do anything in my mouth.... as I have a feeling that he is not very experienced. He seems offended. HA! I ask him to check the dark spot on one of my teethes. He takes than kind of needle ended tool and digs right into it. KRACK!!!! I feel that something went wrong. I feel that part of something landed on my tongue. Instantly I know that it is part of my tooth that he was doffing in. I run my tongue over it and feel that maybe half of my tongue is broken off!!! I go mad!! I start shouting and swearing on the dentist. What an idiot!! Next I am in some social situation. It could easily be the auditorium again. I am still going on about the stupid dentist, talking to my friends and some other people. I see the two girls that I spoke to before and that were so flirty with me. To my shock I see these girls being all over the dentist who is there as well. It seems like they are together or something. These girls then act extra bitchy, as if they were doing all that just to upset me or make me jealous. "Whatever" I think to myself.
The dream started out with me and a bunch of my friends on some island (pretty sure it was Isla Sorna from Jurassic Park). We were all armed with strange looking weapons. We walked through some tall grass and found a dead dinosaur. We heard a deep growl, and then a fucking Tyrannosaurus Rex lifts his head up. It was very similar to how they found the t-rex in Jurassic Park 3. It looked somewhat like this: The T-rex that I saw was slightly larger, and darker in color. It also looked more angry and pissed off than curious as to why we were there. The area that we saw it was also slightly different, and we were to the right of it. He didn't look very happy. None of us knew how to use our weapons (because they weren't like ordinary guns or anything I've seen before). The T-rex got up and started roaring and walking towards us (I guess it was his territory, the area smelled like piss), so we were all scared as hell. I look down at my hands and suddenly I'm holding an X-Box controller. For some reason, I hit the pause button and the t-rex stopped, and everything turned green (like everything was night vision). I scrolled down to the last option on the pause menu, and I couldn't read what it said, but I knew that the last option was usually "quit". So I pressed it. Next thing I know, I'm in my house. More specifically my laundry room. I had no recollection of the Tyrannosaurus. I was just upset because I couldn't find my clothes. I looked in the dirty clothes basket and noticed that all of the clothes that I owned were in there, wet, and stained red. I found a tooth the size and basic shape of a banana in there, similar to that of a t-rex. Crazy dream, pretty scary, but I wouldn't consider it a nightmare.
Updated 06-29-2012 at 02:39 AM by 55232
Tonight i had one weird fragment, i remember seeing myself in third person, on a cliff But the other thing i remember was after my WBTB, possibly the best lucid i have had so far. I was at school walking out to the woods with a group of five or so friends, throughout the dream the group seemed to grow and get smaller and suddenly people who weren't there before were suddenly in the group. Anyway a friend of mine was wearing a red scarf, i have been trying to use red as an RC cue, it doesn't work so often but this time it did. I did an RC, nose plug, and the air rushed into my lungs. I was dreaming. Straight to major lucidity. I stabilized by touching the ground and repeating to myself that i was anchored in the dream and that it wouldn't end until i wanted it to. I was on a dirt track running through a forest with beach trees on both sides. I carried on walking with my friends, i started using telekinesis, hitting trees, lifting them etc. Eventually we came to a town at the end of the path, there was a supermarket which we went into. I carried on messing around with TK moving trolleys and throwing people, I saw a friend of mine in the distance and pulled them towards me using TK. Again we were in the supermarket. It was now dark. There was a bomb in someones trolley that looked like a sandwich, honestly no clue what i was thinking here I lifted out of there trolley into another. Thought i could have some fun watching an explosion. It was a little strange here, i couldn't quite figure out my morales in dreams. Is it right or wrong to kill people in dreams? I would be interested in other people's opinions here. Anyway after a bit of debating I decided that it wasn't wrong but it just revealed something sadistic about my personality so i throw the bomb out through the roof of the supermarket. It was now night, i went out side by breaking a nearby wall. On this side of the supermarket there was a hill leading down to a river and a large forest of firs on the other side of the river up the other side of the valley. As it was dark i decided to try and get some light. I clapped my hands together over my head and created a ring of fire, i used this to light up the surroundings. Then i saw the bomb go of in the forest. End of the dream. Lots of fun
Non-dream Dream I could only remember 2 very short dream fragments today. Dream fragment 1: I am competing in baseball's home run derby but the stupid pitcher won't throw any strikes. I only hit one home run. There was a crowd around home plate throughout the whole event for some reason. Dream fragment 2: I bought a car stereo off of eBay and I am picking it up in person from a very nice lady.
I can only remember some parts of this dream. I remember seeing an old friend named Trinh. She was younger than me but I still liked her. Me and Trinh were friends in the dream and talked to each other even though we never actually met in real life. Sometimes I would hold her hand and spend most of my time with her. She was a friend of Quynh, so I wasn't sure why I fell in love with Trinh instead. Sometimes the dream would get depressing whenever I was around my house. For example, I was at my backyard having a good time spending time with her. But the more time I spent with her, the more I felt sad. I'm thinking it could be because I just ended our friendship and might not ever get to see her again. I sometimes kissed her lips and felt so much love for her. However, after the dream progressed, she started to literally die away. Sooner or later, she turned to a dead body. I was sad and feared for my life that she was dead. I loved her so much in this dream. I carried her dead body as if she was still alive with me and tried to give her body comfort. We were in the front of my house and I decided to take her body inside. I held on to her and carried her through the living room. I saw my dad in the living room and he seemed to be having a good time but paid no attention to the dead body I was holding. I then carried Trinh over to my room and laid her on the bed. I slowly comforted her head and kissed her one more time on the lips. I moved back a few steps and before I knew it, she turned in to a stuffed animal. Then I woke up.
I woke up and thought that i need to have LD. In the yard was loud music - i looked in the window and there was a disco. I watchd attentively and understood that it wasn't my yard, made RC. Among me were several naked girls and they wanted to have sex with me. I said that i wanted to the toilet and went in to the street. Made tornado of a dust about 4 meters high and manipulate it a bit and in the end made tornado to go through me. then i saw a big stone and put hands into it. the stone broke and there wasa bit of water inside. Then i flew and wanted to reach the space but space wasn't like space and planets were like nuts. so i awoke.
I have to remember to write stuff down when I wake up ..woke up this morning with great dream recall then even told my husband about my dream.He forgot it too bummer It was a great dream I know that much ..
July 27, 2012 Synopsis: A tornado barrels towards the city. In the panic, the military attacks. I desperately try to escape the general with a new friend Military Tornado Attack I'm driving home thinking about calling mom to let her know everything is alright. Just then I notice a tornado off in the distance. It looks so far away, I just tell myself its no threat at all. But the tornado grows larger and larger as it races towards the city. Where is my apartment! I'm so lost. The building should be here, but now I don't recognize this street. I pull into a small parking lot and try to do a turn-around. But everyone is panicking now and theres a jumble of cars in the parking lot, all try to reverse in a different direction. Some how I squeeze by. But its too late to try to find home, the sky has darkened and the tornado is almost on top of me! I park some place random and run for the closest city building. Lucky me the door was wide open. Its a public restroom. With all this brick and tile, this place looks sturdy enough to withstand an F5. There was a mother with her baby who had the same idea. I feel so safe here! I should let everyone know to take cover in the bathroom. Standing at the door frame, I was just about to holler 'take cover here!' - when I saw something so horrifying it took my voice away. Blood everywhere!! The military paraded the streets like a nazi army and killed everyone on sight. They were marching only feet away from me! I dart back inside the public restroom praying they didn't see me. I wanted so much to tell the mother to hide but I was so scared to make any noise. Instincts kicked in and I quickly slid underneath the stall and crawled my way to the back, hiding. A moment later soldiers walked in and shot the young mother without hesitation. She falls to the floor before she can even scream. Did they see me? Did they see me? "You there!" Its the general himself, he's spotted me. With nothing left to do I jump out the stall and attack him with psychokinesis. He seems stunned. That's when I noticed the young women was still alive! She seems to have healing powers, her face changed as she healed. I was so happy, since I felt guilty for not warning her. I quickly place my hands over her wound and try to heal her too. As the general and his solidiers look for the gun, me and my new friend run out the public restroom. I thought of mom still waiting for my call. I thought of my sisters and wanted to know if they survived the attack. "Get them!" But considering the general has his eyes only us it seems were the only survivors of this city wide attack, which they were going to blame on the tornado. That made us, who knew the truth, the number one target. As we ran carefully, hiding, taking cover, ducking from soldiers, I heard them talking about how all of this is so a new mall district can be built. They murdered a whole city for that? Were cornered! "In here!" My new friend helps me sneak into a building. She talks about having the power to fly and that she can fly us away to safety, but that first requires for her to fall asleep. Which would leave her sleeping body defenseless. ".....Then I will cut it open!" The general over heard us We barely escape him. As we duck and hide from soldiers again I'm desparately looking for that magical window to jump out of, the one that leads to wilderness. Maybe my friend has to fall asleep, but I can fly us to safety as is! We sneak past the soldiers - theres the window! Holding my friends hand, I fly her through the window, over a beautiful jungle landscape. The sun was so warm and we felt so far away I swear we were on a different continent. Some friendly jungle locals gave me the heads up that men were after us. Damn, how did they find us? Me and my friend kept on flying away. She is maybe the first dream character to remain in form while flying next to her - other dream characters when I try to fly with them just turn into random objects. I remember we had conversations while flying away. But I dont remember what was said. We come to the ocean. Maybe we can hide underwater, or on that island, or I dont know. We've finally come to San Antonio, where mom lives. As expected, no one in this city has any idea that my home city was just massacred by the military. We were weary of everyone and anyone here, though they were just civilians. I had to find mom to let her know what happened. Before waking up I told my new friend that one day I was going to have courage to face that general and defeat him. No more chase dreams!
1 see a girl which says she will give me todays homework (which are a bunch of paintings) see eldad and he accept to give me painting so i will have homework for class sit at back sit near dean the teacher which wares some kind of white religous cloths and loos like an old ars - says something math mathemtics and that art is like mathemtics they both are a way to get close to god and then he says to students to ask about religoun 2 in the internet this game that you play but you gamble on it something like 500$ ... went to study with someone with hearing problem went to his apartment but he was in the middle of a private lesson - i didnt want to disturb him i told him i should have checked if he was in a lesson then saw that the private teacher is one of my former roomates which then probobly made that apartment turn to my former dorm apartment and suddenly my former roomates came to it then got in a fight with my former dorm roomates then continued it at some class with a subject i didnt even learn when we fhought and disturbed the class the teacher was on their side the teacher was black and said something like im racist i gave her an angry look and then she said to everybody to sing later on had hard time trying to fall asleep in the dorm - thought i should put music to help me fall asleep - my bed was really close to the door - i also thought that music can help me sleep and would help repel thiefs because i am alone in the apartment - thought to myself that it wont help in the short run so why not put some happy music then thought i should put arabic music if allready im listening i should widen my range i wore socks and thought about my wet slippers will wet my socks
I guess it’s true that you are getting stronger in a jail. Soooo boring….. I’ve been sleeping half a day (That is 12 hours, 720 minutes, 43200 seconds of sleep) x 3 days ~!!!! Tormented with rambling thoughts I decided to train my weakening muscles and dispersing mentality Sit ups become handstands to push ups. 2167, 2168, 2169 …… he he Now that I think of it… it’s sooo nice in here without any harm… Eh? Disturbed mind disturb a motion. “Hm… two thousand nine hundred thirteen…?” I must have murmured this out loud, for all of sudden an old speaker on the wall starts to creak Then NEET, lazy voice of panda leisurely says “It’s two thousand eight hundred and forty, ass-hole.” I startled and stumbled to the back And heard some more mumbling over the speaker Probably a mouth full of sugar coated cheese cake … I am positively sure that his blood is made out of sugar. Sweet treat for mosquitoes. May you be blessed with them, Amen. Comes to think of it…… wait a sec… … you “Not a stalker.” So you mind read now? Then… “Simple thinking pattern, once in every 0.84 seconds, do the math.” I agree ............“Is… is that so…” .....................................reluctantly. Can’t figure what this stupid genius is thinking. “Same here” I REALLY don’t like him. <-- Detective L, the Panda
Updated 06-28-2012 at 04:37 PM by 54881
One icy winter night, I questioned her around the corner where even cars scarcely drive. It is upsetting to admit this, But she hears my words one ear to another. Giving a hollow snort and empty smirk, She blankly stares at some unknown place. “Ever been into a bottomless pit?” Orange street lights shone her side, Hiding the other half of her sorrow. “No I just… you’re keep getting hur…….t” A black car passes, leaving its red light on her. “Don’t you dare.” Like a knife chopping a vegetable, She looks straight into my eyes and firmly says “E.v.e.r.” With her conclusion, She takes a deep breath and jumps from the rail road. Like always, showing her back to my side, She goes far away to a place I do not know. What is the burden you carry on your small back? The question dims with the white steam of breath. “There is no exit.” She seems to be self-mocking her own fault.
Updated 10-13-2012 at 03:07 AM by 54881
just wanted to get this into my DJ... it's from my bedside notebook. The date was 4.12.12, and it was by far the worst and most vivid dream i've had yet this year. This isn't word-for-word as i wrote it that morning, by the way. It's rewritten here to make more sense. Here goes. there was more at the beginning, but the first i remember i was in some post-apocalyptic world, standing on top of a very tall building that was an odd combination of skyscraper and medieval castle. I was talking to the leader of the group that lived there- an old man who looked like a wizard, complete with beard, blue robe, and pointy hat- trying to convince him to let me stay there. he said there was a girl there that was sick and had to be separated from the group, and i could stay if i took her down to the basement. So i went to her tent (they all lived in tents on top of this building), and after an argument with her parents i picked her up and carried her over to this big industrial elevator that went all the way down. She was a teenager with short black hair and i noticed that she weighed next to nothing. I could tell she was indeed very sick. the basement was very much like the inside of an office building. This part is so ridiculously vivid it's almost like a real memory. The carpet was red and the walls were green. It looked lived in; there was laundry all over the floor and a blanket spread out in the corner. She told me to put her on the blanket, which i did. I tried asking her what was wrong, but she said i really had to leave. I walked back to the elevator, only to find that it was either gone or not where i thought it was. I looked around a little, and started getting really anxious when i couldn't find a way out. The girl started yelling at me to leave, and i knew something bad was about to happen. I kept running down the hallways, looking for a way back up. Then, i saw the girl at the end of a hall... her skin was blue/gray, and her arms were strangely long. One of her eyes was red and the other one was black... the black one oozed some dark inky stuff. She was just standing there looking at me. and that was it. I woke up in a sweat.
Well, I was supposed to stay until Saturday but the fire in the Springs caused us to have an evac out of the Academy so I got back early. Anyways, dreamwise it was pretty uneventful. First off, in my room there was a swamp cooler right next to the bunks and we weren't allowed to turn it off. Basically, we froze to death and it was really hard to fall asleep. Once you did it was really hard to stay asleep too because you would wake up and wonder what time it was (not allowed to have watches) and if your Flight Sergeant was about to blow the air horn in your room to wake you up. When I DID stay asleep long enough to have some dreams, I just kept having dreams *cough*nightmares*cough* about doing drill and being yelled at by my First Sergeant a bunch, my boots giving me massive blisters, my BDU's ripping and other things among the many horrors that could happen at a CAP encampment. So ya, those are really the only dreams I remember because we also had to get up at somewhere between 4:30 and 6:00 I'm guessing and go do PT so I didn't have time to focus on dreaming. To be honest though, I really didn't want to have any real good dreams or lucid ones while I was gone because I wouldn't have a place to record them and might forget some important details, and I wanted to focus on the encampment itself. But now that I can actually sleep in my own bed I am going to go work on dreaming again.
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