Jamie Dreams First one is a flash of Jamie standing in front of me wearing a wedding dress, she is smiling. We're getting married? Okay, these dreams are really out there now. The next few dreams mainly consisted of me trying to visit Jamie but she wasn't available and/or was avoiding me. Definitely a pattern here. Even when I knew her this was her: Wanting to get closer. I say: yes, okay. She: Backs off. Gets closer next time. Asks for more. I say: okay. She: backs off again. Wash rinse repeat. I think this is to be expected by now. Next I have a dream where I confront her. I remind her of how she would say things that highly indicated she really liked me/ felt close to me. But then would cover up a moment later and down play it. the most comical being she was suggesting sending me a picture, you know the kind long distance couples might send. Then after a long pause for what must have been a full minute or so. She says, "Well a PG version anyway." Still waiting on that one BTW. And after so long She better send the full version . Kidding. Anyway what she said back to me in the dream was really disturbing. "Well, I was just messing with you because it was funny." Um wait. What? Is it really necessary to say such a thing? I almost believe her. But then i remember When I spoke to her last in person and said, "I'm really gonna miss you," She looked like she was hit in the stomach, almost fell over and said something quietly that i barely even heard, "I'm gonna miss you too." Followed by a cover up a few seconds later as if she had said nothing at all. Yeah, who does she think She is fooling? That looked like it hit her pretty hard too. Next day: First, I have dream where she apologizes for saying that. She's almost crying, her face in a weird smile, or more like a grimace of pain. I always forgive of course. Next dream is us just laying in bed cuddling . Maybe a second one like that. But how would she know over the span of a few days that she said that? I never posted dreams until now. So how would she know? I remember I once had a dream where she was talking to voices in her head that sounded like me. Does she really do that? I do. And this weekend we argued a lot. I really should have my head checked I think. I mean how deep does this rabbit hole go? I've linked the voice directly to my dreams, and also her doings directly to my dreams. so either it's actually her sometimes, or... Familiar spirits, (demons) that sometimes repeat what she is saying to herself. I dunno. I wish I had answers... If they are demons. They REALLY have her personality down. Val I'm working with Val, The lesbian. She asks me if she is the kind of girl I would marry. I say, "Yes." she looks really offended at that. Then why ask? When I said ,"yes," i mean the type of person not their orientation. Death Squad I'm in a gymnasium with a crowd of people. Some blond guy in his early 20's is being voted to be put to death. The vote goes through. I go hide in another room somewhere as they take him outside and shoot him because I don't want to see it. also why am I getting ads for women's lingerie on DV?
This dream occurred during my brother in law's bachelor party, after heavily drinking, went to bed at 12:30 and passed out quickly. ~~~ I was walking through a long exit hallway out of a building, I find myself to be in what seems to be the city I live in. As I'm walking towards the exit, I see a cartoon-like ghost floating by the exit- I become lucid immediately. I do the nose plug reality check to ensure I am in fact in the dream world. The odd thing was that ghost was outside of the building but I could see it both when it floated in front on the exit and when it went out of the exit's view (aka see thru vision). After that I go outside and my friend and my brother are there with me and I run over to the train tracks and feel the rocks with my hands to ground myself in the dream, it seemed to work. After this I wanted to travel a fair distance and ended up performing what I called a Bullet Jump 1). Run and Jump 2). Morph into a bullet 3). "Fly" a distance of 100-200 feet 4). Morph back into a human and land We then went to some store and bought some stuff.. I suspect I was slowly losing control though because I don't remember wanting to do this or if I was just following along. Either way I'm in line waiting for one of them to buy stuff and I open up my phone which has a notification for 3000 points... I don't know what for but I felt happy. I turn around and I notice I'm in an airport. At this point I know the dream is falling apart and I just want to have fun. I take all of my clothes off in front of everyone sitting down at the airport and look for a dc to have sex with As I'm walking around I see nobody that looks appealing and rather everyone just seems sort of hostile and some people are just pissed at me. Then someone knocked all of my belongings over and I feel as though I need to get them back, I start looking for my clothes as I realize this venture was unsuccessful then all of a sudden I time shift and I'm on the ground picking my backup and belongings up. ~~~ Planning on working more on my dream stability, I had a good start but I want to try out verbal commands next time.
I was the undercover from the hero association of sort to spy on the evil crime headquarters. I didn't have any special powers initially but gained one as the dream progressed. However I was discovered as the spy and woke. The dream lasted a while and I remember it being fun but didn't jot down much. Nap pt1 FAs Stormy weather sucking me to window. Snow filled the bedroom. The next bedroom was also filled with snow. Realize I'm dreaming. Wake Immediately focus on creating the feeling. Leave body in bedroom. Blurry vision so i rub hands. Get clear. I remember to Meditate. Cross legs. My body begins spinning around the room and I have to do a sit up while cross legged to barely be in the pose. I am being teleported by the involuntary spinning. Teleport to temple/grave. Statues of gods. More like figurine perhaps 2-3ft tall made out of jade like materials. They were placed atop grey carved rectangular stones. I have an urge to hum the um sound. I begin to hear deep voices Chanting: Chanting - "boo haa, boo hoo heeh" in Tibetan chant like voices. It fills the place. I'm still cross legged floating around. I see more rows of gods. Some unknown. Some known. elephant headed. Wake Needed to pee really badly, could have stayed or went back in dream otherwise. Nap pt2 Couple of FA with lucid moment then Lucid somewhere in dream, realizing I was just dreaming in previous dream while I'm FA. Old wooden building upper floor. Professor studying physics defying technology. I look for the device. Few ladies crowding entrance. Baddies showing up from below to take technology. I go inside. Find old guy he melts into couch supposedly he is the guy. There are people laying on couch with a device. A steel ball on one end. I touch it and try to push hand in couch. I go in a bit. Touch it again and go deeper. Get stuck in rubbery leather couch space. It's very unconfirmed I really wanted to get out. Gets out after a while. Trying to escape from baddies. Head to stairs above and go through into ceiling. When I come out I see a event with the previous women downstairs. I am back in time. I needed to change my form. I find a figurine and transform into her form. The women were looking for the man so I point them towards where I saw the old guy before. I head to the left. The women come back telling me the man is right next to me. They were looking for the relic of "the man. " Trio of Golden figurines, of a man, a woman and a child. I touch the man and electrical feeling runs through my fingers. They are horrified. Apparently an artifact that electricuted people this artifact was the source of strange tech. I touch the other 2 there and it begins to turn into a warm feeling. Hot, it was buzzing with energy. I rather enjoyed the feeling. It was figurines of holy trinity mother father and son. I held them together as a family and they reacted. My body began to float up and through the sunroof window. The mission to find what was lost from heavens. I keep rising. Wake FA I am in an office people are doing coding work. Guy beside me telling me to work. I am still lucid, looking around at people keyboards, codes, and wonder about the mystery of life. That sequential output of all was the resulting output. Wake Notes : The noticing meditation. The i am meditation. Different bed. Skippers guide Raduga alarm. Remembering last 3 things. (did not do it much today though)
Updated 06-04-2019 at 07:08 AM by 96162
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening A tv showing some house full of abandoned stuff, neighbors talking about the people who died or left, cops going around. They say they'll open up the house to people interested in taking things away. Me and mom apply. it's like a game, they choose people and divide into 4 family teams each with a coach / guide who explains the rules and guides us orderly into pre-selected divisions. We feel very anxious because there is a team who is being clearly favored, they are some 6 people and they are the first ones allowed in the house, while our coach is just stalling us with talk. We pressure her and she starts saying she will block us if we pressure her too much. She finally takes us to the living room and explains what we can take. We look around to choose because we can't take everything. I look at the bookshelf and see some books I really like, but leave it for the end. I'm certain the other contestants won't care about books. I find family pictures and realize our late friend's Nela family members and there's pictures of her so I grab all I can. I tell mom and she agrees the pics should stay with us. I am at home. Riverstone arrives. It's a summer storm like we never seen. Strong winds. I suspect by the sounds I hear that our gutters are not holding on. I check through the window and they break, ending up pieces on the roof and others on the ground. I go outside to pick it up but it's very dark, so I ask Riverstone for a flashlight. He hands me a wet sponge. I'm puzzled and say how did he heard sponge and why would I need a sponge? Then he goes back and brings the flashlight.
This was a scrap I had while on 1100mg of choline (totally legal dietary supplement to help cognitive functioning and dream potentiation that I got from walmart a long time ago). My dream was unmemorable, but I remember it involving me getting choline from a guy and then waking up and writing a dream log about it.
Me, Z, and someone else are in a parking lot trying to break into a car. I break out the back windshield and start pulling out shards of glass. I walk over to a control panel and find a way to turn of the alarm and open the doors. Still I'm worried the cops will be here soon. When I look back to where the car was it's gone. Z and the other guy have moved it to the street and are waiting on me. I get in and we ride. For some reason we end up switching vehicles. However, this next vehicle is like a big trashcan that we're all climbing into. We end up at a diner. I go out into the parking lot and start flying around. It's weird though because it's like I'm gliding around on a parachute except with no parachute and I can control the speed. I'm on the phone with "A" talking about how I'm gonna get the rest of the way home. I try to tell her about this crazy flying that I'm doing but she isn't really listening. I wake up shortly after this.
Dreams : Was with LL, in the city, mall. He ran off to see the race. I went to find him. Next In the same city. An esper lady escaping. Her body is shattered. Builds a business over the years and have kids too. Gains a new body. Next In a small town, country side. Adventuring. Blood. Next At home. A bar became connected to home karaoke night. It had $3 cover. Went back. To the left was another bar, also karaoke. Told one guy why both bars are doing karaoke on same night. Notes : Dreams felt maybe 4 days.
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening Mom had a close encounter with aliens. She says there was physical contact and wants to show me and another person how they are still around and how the contact is made. On a balcony she points to a camouflaged UFO, she tells me how in a certain angle and conditions we can see its shape. And once we see it, it sends microorganism like material in filaments that make a connecting bridge with us and beyond. I can feel it growing and reaching and connecting with me and then further away. I can also feel other lifeforms, as these filaments connect us neurologically.
Since I've been playing a lot of Va11-Hall-A lately it was only a matter of time before I had a dream based off it. It starts with me and some old co-workers playing Overwatch at work, I brought my laptop to work which is against the rules. Obviously every gets fired, except for me for some reason. Then it switches to the Va11-Hall-A game and all of the characters are mad at me (or the game's protagonist Jill) because they got fired from their jobs as a result as well. And essentially I had to choose between drowning in guilt and not do anything or try to remedy the situation.
The beginning of this dream is very hazy but I remember being in a car on a dark street in the city. Someone across the street starts shooting at me. I for some reason go across the street and get in the car with them. They are paranoid about cops. I end up out of the car in a neighborhood and now I'm with Z. He leads me to climb up on this wall and into someone's back yard. There are several people there and animals running around. We go inside and I'm not exactly sure what happens next but we eventually end up sitting at a large table and the guy next to me announces that he's getting married. Everyone starts celebrating and cheering. People start giving him presents. I go outside and while I'm outside I see a group of animals walking in a line down the street. There are penguin and monkey like animals, but really none of them are real species. They are walking toward me so I decide to walk across the street and continue watching them. As I watch they start floating in the air. I see this and I'm thinking I've got to get a picture of this. I'm reaching in my pocket to find my phone and I feel a vape in my pocket but not my phone. I keep feeling around and finally it's there. By this time they are floating out of sight behind nearby houses. I immediately fly up onto a roof to get a better vantage point. As I do though they drift out of sight once again. Out of nowhere, I hear a voice tell me "Good luck flying after this". As if the voice has control of this? I respond back that I don't there help. I wake
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening Visiting the GoT set with the cast, been snacking with Daenerys (I don't even watch GoT!). Night is falling and people are going to sleep, right on the set, like a big camp. One actor challenges me for a jazz dance on the floor. I also try bonding with a cat who cuts my face real bad with his claws. As I clean the wounds I start swelling. I panic, but there is an MD and he examines me. He removes something from my neck that is kind of a yellow jello foam. I enter into shock and he lays me down, turns me over, injects something in my buttocks, then inserts a probe up my ass until I feel it reaching my throat and I start vomiting more of that yellow foam like there's no tomorrow. I feel relieved. He says that's what had been hurting me for some time. At a campus in London I re encounter school friends. We attend and art presentation, I spot Mara with a friend. I talk to someone from my university who is telling me stories about all the troubles he is getting with job interviews. Then I take a bus, it only costs 12 cents, find it cheap.
After my relaxation and concentration training routine I fell into thoughtless state where only my consciousness remained. And I observed my mind. And I observed my body because I still felt it a little. I slowed my frequency of breathing further and further lengthening the time when I was exhaled... After some time I felt my consciousness to clear even more, to become light and bright... And I still only observed everything, I didn't try to separate from body. I maintained this state for immeasurable long time exploring the feeling of that state. My consciousness felt very fresh despite I felt very tired when I went to "sleep" at 00:30. And then, something strange happened, something which never happened to me: I felt as if my consciousness sublimed from my body and I stopped to feel the body. It wasn't like normal leaving the body, it was as if I left the body like some kind of vapor. I didn't loose consciousness as I became vapor like.... And when it became whole again I had spherical field of vision... I was in space lighted inhomogeneously by weak violet light. There were points of light like stars... around quite a few of them there were rings made of violet ribbons. There were also ribbons connecting space between the stars with similar width as those ring like ribbons. As I observed those ribbons I became aware that it is not all what I can see. My vision cleared more... the space contained dull dust clouds which was forming those light inhomogeneities I saw in space at start... and those ribbons had shiny sides and dull center. In dull centers of ribbons something like runes shined... On each corner or crossing of the light line which formed rune there was point of bright light shining... And those runes moved, flowed inside confine of ribbons, sometimes mutating into something new... and I observed this for some time... And then I was back in my body, feeling that I'm breathing in- that was probably what distracted my vision... I didn't manage to get back and after some time I lost consciousness and I fell asleep. Remarks: This experience was somewhat similar to projection into budhic dimension. The difference was that the space didn't feel to be overflowed by love. This space was completely neutral, careless, and very serene.
Updated 06-01-2019 at 06:02 PM by 66278
2 very short Ld. Was during nap. First one I was lucid and saw people sitting around me. Their face was vivid and I had a feeling dream was going to end soon. It did. Second one was short as well. I think i was distracted by something when I woke. Still recalling. I recalled more of it. I tbink i was seeing the mountains and its forestry and thought to myself "oh I'm dreaming" Note: Trying new technique of recalling things I did most recently. I decided on 3 things. Just very tired lacked sleep. Had to wake to do something so might be cause of reduced recall as well. Used practical alarm clock audio Felt like I had trouble sleeping so tried to find a mid way of focus and relaxation. That probably helps lucid. Combine meditation. Vestibular sound breath
Updated 05-31-2019 at 07:35 AM by 96162
Bed @ 10:05pm 2:52 am Flying with vagita Dreamed I was flying thru a cavern with Vagita. (We recently went to IFLY and that’s what the flying was kinda like except without all the wind.) I would lean to far one way and start to drift off course but then I could swim back to where I was trying to go. I was going slow so he could keep up. Over a hill there was a construction crew. We didn't want the crew to know we can fly so we hid for a sec to decide what to do. Then I decided we would distract them with girls. So I made a bunch of girls appear and we started flying over them. 4:33am J had some weird model work truck called a tostada. Me and a couple other coworkers rode through a parking lot in the back of it. Me and my boss are walking back together and I tell him that when J gets his regular truck replaced I got dibs. My boss says dibs at the same time. 6:45am Dreamed something that had to with my sister.
I was in a post apocalyptic setting. Inside a cave in Japan that was a museum site that had kiosks on the right sides explaining the origin of the world to the present. The beginning kiosks were from the north to the south where I was. It was a single path cave like l l. *may have seen this cave in a dream 1-2 years ago, but only saw the outside. Post apocalyptic setting with tanks. I was running through the forest hiding from army. My friend M headed to the left side where there was a certain comedian recording a TV show. It was an interview of some sort and I got mixed up into it. I ended up having to sing on the spot even though I was rusty. I got better mid way but not that good. The host kind of had an attitude. He changed or was swapped with a music nerd. He masterfully edited bits of my singing and created something actually good - something like vaporwave. *thought that my voice was getting rusty the day before They liked my singing and wanted more. They're was a country style guy with a cowboy hat there who b enjoyed my singing. I was picking out my instrument, the uke but the strings were funky, ++++++ shaped strings and could not find one i wanted. I was very happy though that people liked my singing. Wake I was in a field trip of sorts, it appeared to be a small university building. The students were to compete for votes of their ads or something. I was hanging out near the cafeteria with a pregnant lady and who watched a movie. It was an action hero movie, only very long. We watched it but the film stopped. It was 1hr and 50 min into the film but apparently it was corrupted or was only the part 1.We could not finish the film. Students begin to show up who were doing the ad thing. There was some kids who tried to force my votes by sticking their fingers into my ears to grab my attention. Pretty aggressively. I told them I'd sue them! Find my dad there too in the next building. I told him about events. *This building is like the building in a pervious dream. Maybe the same one. The one with a kid bullied and me luring and trapping the bullies. My dad was also present in that dream. Notes: dreams all connecting?
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