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In the beginning of the dream my mom, says that we're going to the doctors. I don't remember driving there, but all of a sudden I'm in this very small doctors office. For a while I'm confused as to what i should do. I enter a doctors office and say

"hey could you-"

She ignores me and is talking to herself I forgot what she says, but this doctors office is filled with a lot of other small machinery and the doctor herself is talking to herself in wonder as she swallows I think six test tubes of mutagenic serum, I would have thought it was something else, but she had that addictive look on her face. So i know what she was drinking. though for a while i thought she was drinking something else.

The whole time this was happening I slink into the bottom left corner of the room, looking at her in amazement. She finally notices i'm there and tells me to go wait for the doctor, I leave the room, into a different looking waiting area. With this weird chair in the middle.

I sit in it and a male doctor that's in a another seat behind me conversates with me about why i'm here. I don't remember that. I am called over to the office and while walking by over hear my mom talk about disease with a female doctor that is apparently infecting everyone in some country on the other side of the world.

A very beautiful doctor greets me and takes me to her office. I'm pretty sure we also talk about my alignment and that it may be a very rare one. She tells me to get on the weigh machine, For some weird reason I am now a girl wearing a skirt. I have male genitals still. (Yeah I have no idea) I get my weight checked. I think it was some very random number in like the 300's or 500's. Then the dream fades out.

2nd Dream: I am playing rainbow six siege with a friend, which I know is different from the one i usually play with.

I get into a game and i am on the attacking team(also by the time I enter the round I am inside of the game, not looking at a screen), There's another weird character that has never existed, I'm pretty sure his name was a lot like fuze. I forgot his ability.

It was a normal round. I kill one person who was peeking out of a window. I enter through that window but I can't find anyone else, I run up stairs through this dark household that had the occasional light coming from an electronic, and I see all of the enemies dead and I see two team mates there too.

On the defensive round, I notice another weird character. His ability is this flying drone with a buzz saw running through the middle of it. It very big too. The round goes normal, and I see the drone just explode on an enemy it was very cool.

Somewhere in the middle of the round the game suddenly switches and I'm now playing a match of battle field one. I don't remember much of the match, but I do remember hitting someone with a club on this weird standing platform.

Everything about these dreams have a gaming aspect too them, even the doctor one. That mutagenic serum is from a game called cataclysm dda. These three are the only games I've been playing recently.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening


I work at a court in a large building that looks like a mall. It is a very old building and people do tours in it. I catch some tourists visiting the restroom. It is part of the tour because they are antique.

I am being harassed by a female colleague and she pushes me against a wall, says she wants my cunt and touches me inappropriately. I am rescued by a couple other colleagues and they support me in presenting complaint to the police, but because it is a woman, the police doesn't take it seriously. Unfortunately she also has her own friends who support her. We are all working same place. I leave early and go shopping. A store of natural products has some sales and I end up buying an electric toothbrush and a natural hair coloring.

Later I go to work for some guys at the court. Some day they are talking about something boring and I leave. At some other room, I overhear some guys with a plan to destroy the world by releasing nanites. I follow them around to gather intel and watch as they push a button and unleash it on an island just by the coast, that we can see from the window. The nanites destroy a building in 10 sec. I run to tell my colleagues, but they don't understand what I am talking about and why it is urgent. It doesn't take long for us to start feeling the effect. Communications gone, transportation not coming and people in the city are already confused and scared and then cars start having accidents as the nanites eat them.

Tuesday July 2nd 2019

Nothing done, since I didn’t get to sleep.
Tuesday July 3rd 2019

Oh, nightmares!

For some reason, I only had two nightmares. Despite waking up just got back to the same dream, though that made it easy to be lucid.

The first nightmare, I was home and there was this sense of dread. I felt this right after feeling the presence of Scott. First thought that finally, he had decided to show up since I was naggin him a lot and trying to reach him.

However he never showed up and instead just had this weird thing without face show around. I was getting pissed since it was just running away and suddenly it attacked family members saying they would kill them.

I teleport next to the girl holding someone and rip her apart, the other guy kills the family member and prepares to attack when I munch his face… his faceless face out then continue with his body, do they seriously believe I would fall for that? Did feel scared throughout the dream, but was also annoyed I was looked down at like that.

Go meet family members who apparently didn’t even die… whatever, who cares. Talked to them about the dream and how we were all dreaming before waking up.

Back to sleep.

For the second nightmare I keep getting calls. Why am I even in my house… anyway I am lucid so don’t bother with the cellphone until it rings after I destroy it.

Apparently it is my… ex? What, when… what? I look to the side as instructed by the voice on the other end and see the idiot there waving at me, so I go smash him against the wall and toss him out the house.

Apparently his idea is to make me break up? But… this is a dream, it won’t work? I still feel pissed off though about the nightmare. So when I am out slam him gently against the floor several times, face front to tear his stupid teeth off, break them.

He keeps talking like its no big deal so smash him a bit harder and he finally tells me to stop when a girl comes by, apparently afraid of the sight.

He is no longer the same person and now looks like a woman… the girl’s sister from what I scan off of her. She is pleading for help so I tell her this is NOT her sister. She does not believe me of course and prepares to make a scene, so glare down at him and ask him “What is your name” she hesitates and I tell the girl this is such a shitty attempt he doesn’t even knows his own name or the name of her sister.

So I keep slamming his head against things when someone tries to stop me, fine! I take him to his hosue and then get followed by someone else, whom I force to look after him. When I look the idiot, slam him some more, get pissed at the stupid nightmare, then get pissed at me losing time… so make sure that I take it out on someone and make some infections much needed before waking myself up, still angry.

Monday July 1st 2019

So tired…

I was walking around, my arms and legs hurt a little bit. Became lucid while walking. Some kind of desert? No, hiding in a different planet may not be the best idea, plus I already paid for the apartment so teleport back there.

When I arrive see a lot of people. What happened? Apparently there is some kind of party going on, I just go somewhere else then, teleport to another part of the planet and stay there resting; what shall I be doing now?

Back to sleep.

Walking around the place, become lucid while walking. Do not know what exactly to do, so just jump down where I am and feel a bit of pain. Still hurting? This should have healed a long time ago!

I’m not sure what to do so just keep playing around, go to eat at one plaze with the flesh king and then go back to my apartment to lay around for a bit.

I'm in line with some friends to get on some kind of cool ride. From the looks of it, the ride is similar to a roller coaster. Right at the entrance to the ride, one friend gets a bloody nose. He asks for a tissue from the attendant. I ask for one as well since I feel like I need to blow something out. It feels like blood as I blow into the tissue so I quietly throw it into the trash. We finally make it on the ride and I get a front row seat. As the ride starts off we are suddenly in an open meadow surrounded by trees with many other people. We all have our backpacks off taking a break from hiking apparently. Some people have already started up again back along the trail. I tell my friends to grab my coat when they leave as I want to get ahead of everyone else. With my backpack on, I sprint along the trail, going down some steep parts until I catch up with the leaders. I continue to move ahead until I'm all by myself at what is to be our camping spot. I take a look around and move over to a table with some kind of jug on it. Just looking at the jug somehow makes me understand that I may be dreaming. I try to push my fingers through my hand with a little success but lose lucidity fast. I feel like I've woken up, but I'm still in the same spot. I lay down where I'm at to try and "fall back asleep", but my ears keep moving up and down with each breath I take which is distracting.

I started off going into SP. I felt it coming as I was falling asleep and then find myself at a busy place. It was daytime and people milling about. I saw buildings, shops and, more people. I was walking around as usual then came to a cafe. It was a walk in one where you just come and sit and the waiters will know that you just got there and come serve you. There were tables, chairs and costumers all inside doing what people do at a dinning area. As I scanned this place Among the people I saw a very robotic DC, sitting off in a corner eating with its group of robots.

I avoided him and went back outside and this is where my awareness kicks in. I realized that I was dreaming but was "aware as well" and I started singing "hungry like a wolf" songs and looking to see if I can find the Mega Voyager.

I hear music playing from the cafe and saw the robotic figure getting up after finishing it's food and going up to pay for the bill.

As I was humming about, closing my eyes and concentrating on the zord appearing I ran across a place. It was a room with lacy curtains in it and on a couch, sitting with outer people, was the Mega Winger! It was a female and she said something to the others before laying down and relaxing.

Not working out so far then I seen a huge detailed Mega Voyager appear. He looked over in my direction and then he walked off somewhere, disappearing behind a bridge and out of sight. I guess I'll be concentrating on Predazord since Mega Voyager dosen't want to come out and play.

So I started calling out Predazords name and as soon as I did that and began heading down a path away from the restaurant. The robot I saw earlier came outside, showing off all of it's details. His wing like ears, stern eyes, the circular lasers in his chest and his white bus like feet with the brown windows.

He looked over at me, showing his mean looking face and I ran away, saying "oh no!" I know I was looking for him but not that one. I ended up running into a group of people for not looking where I was going and tripped, spilling something I had gotten earlier from a carnival. Mega Voyager charged at me, with his hands out stretched and before I can get up, he pounced out to my back, tackling me to to ground. He stood up, picking me up and I was trapped in his arms. He looked at me with its glowing yellow eyes and asked if I were ok. I said yes and he let me going but stood close to me.

This one made me laugh. So yesterday at the end of my dream log I said "No jamie dreams " So I went right back to sleep and this happeend.

Jamie visits.

Jamie is at a computer screen reading my entry. she mentally then projects herself into my dream. She goes through the computer screen monitor and me and her a flying around in a futuristic city. Recall is extremely foggy after that.
atta girl! Keep it up

Strange

Dream of driving with my brother to the US. He says we are going to see the most accurate psychic ever. I'm like, "Please no, I don't want to waste my money." He says, "But we are going to get year end predictions." In this dream we are near december or something. I'm worried about crossing the border since I don't have a passport...

then i notice my teeth are falling out. I have two molars in my hand and I am trying to place them back in my mouth. Yeah, like that's going to work...

We arrive in some strange town and start walking around but my recall fades after that.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Going through an office, like a school or library administration, until someone detects I am not a worker there. But I am trying to go across and find the exit or a passage or access to some place and I say I am just leaving. (This is a recurrent dream).

Then with mom at what seems like a museum and we are caught in the middle of people marching or parading. I see a giant snake gliding on the floor between them. For some reason we start following them while singing along Bohemian Rhapsody. Then we continue our path on the street. It's already dark and we need to be careful as by the side of the road, there are lots of potholes with lava. I see someone falling into one but doesn't die. Instead, he gets his legs covered in lava as if it is jam or something sticky.

Surprised to find that my house has a basement and lots of storage space and my dad saying "I told you, you would forget about all the rooms you have in such a big house". Except that no, it is not my house but a house I visited when looking for a place to buy. We had loved this house but the price was so high we didn't even argue with the salesperson, we just left. Also, the house is in the city, why did we even check it out? As we leave, I notice my mom looks much younger and thinner, must be about my current age.

Then I visit my uncles in Amadora, at their first house that I can only remember in dreams, but it looks different. The streets are modernized. They used to be just empty land and now there is a brick pavement all around with nice parking lots. It's like I am accessing memories and rearranging and changing them.

Storm
I was looking out of a window to look at a good storm.

It took me about 30 minutes to write everything and then when i clicked post now, dreamviews said something about my token being expired, so i will skip out on typing my dreams again, but i will put some notes.

I am in the process of ending my dryspell once and for all, I'm definitely not and wasn't a veteran to LD'ing, and i'm still learning lots. Right now I'm practicing 2 things, I'm doing a technique to become more self aware, the RRC and, and the ssild. I had a failed one tonight, but i got really close. I'm assuming it's because I'm fixing my sleeping schedule, it was also hard to fall asleep normally and in wbtb.

I am also practicing a mantra, to help with recall and lucidity.

It is wonderful that even though I am changing my sleep schedule drastically, that i was able to remember 2 full dreams and a fragment, albeit not too vividly.

I'm getting close wish me luck

partly lucid

I was in a dream before but found myself suddenly in some bathroom with no recollection of how I got there. I became lucid but everything went to black instantly.

Multi dreams

I was working in some warehouse that was also a clothing store or something. I kept shifting around the dream in some places. I was confused. Suddenly I was entering the place with some guy. He accused me of hiding in his truck. which I remember that part. He left me at the store and I started to work again.

FA, in the back of the guy's truck again. He got pissed at me and said ,"Not you again." then he had to drive me to the store AGAIN. This time he was mad and yelling. I was trying to explain to him that I have huge gaps in my memory and i have no idea how I got in his truck again. He dropped me off again and I went through a basement door. I turned a corner and went upstairs and ran into a co worker. She said i had been missing for hours but covered for me. I kept trying to explain that I have no idea How i got there and i have gaps in my memory but she wasn't hearing it.

Suddenly I was with Xereniak walking down some street. I was trying to explain to him that I had no idea where i was or how I got there. He didn't seem like he was listening so I stopped. After a few minutes he said, "Yes, I wanna hear about the gaps in your memory." So, I started to explain. But then he saw something and flew over to a giant window and broke a tile of it. then he started editing the windows into shapes like he was in a game of fortnite. WTF. Recall ends.

Nothing about Jamie for the past few days

Nld spaceship vr, playing with a friend . Failed controlling while flying up and died. Did not want to be driver. Two more joined , 4 played, why am I the driver?

WILD trees woke,

Tried again, burn in vision of trees, vision, epiphany cycle of life burial, to plant, to feeding of future generations.

The wheel of life, stand sit in z axis like Buddha, stillness.

DILD

Bad crowd, house near university. Bad lady tricking others forcing others to crime. Rowdy bunch fighting over spotlight. Heading to darkness. Fending off bad guy with scissor to the death. Escaping parkour. Escape for year or so. Police on look out, one saw me, pretended to be cat. Policemen chase me. Park away. Parkour towards cliff. Betrayed by another who was tricked. Pushed into ocean. Replay cliff scene once.

Going through a residence girls dorm. Wanted to leave from window, window multi layered. Lucid.

Window = earlier in day.

Swapped gender in the void
I only recall being female, according to the dream, seemingly simply standing in a void.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I witness an assassination at a public swimming pool. Assassin and victim are fully dressed but deep down under water. I get out and get to a friend and we both try to disappear without being noticed, but the killer sees me. The world is at a turmoil. Endless lines and traffic jams with restless people trying to get access to basic goods. We are lucky to be able to go over all of them. Once we get home I ask my friend that we barricade the door and as soon as we start closing it, a bunch of people appears asking for help, creating a lot of tension. We finish barricading but there is some other door in the back, and I am not sure nobody got in.

Near Á-dos-Loucos at some clinic. I look through the window and I see smoke in the bushes behind. Go check. A couple car accidents started a fire. The drivers are running away, they say it is to call firefighters, but they don't come back and firefighters neither. The locals start gathering and fix it by themselves.

At some type of vacation resort. Stephen Colbert is there. I walk down to the beach following him and some other dude. They have some beef and are trying to settle it by fighting. Colbert loses one finger in his hand. But he keeps on joking about it, doesn't seem so worried or in pain.

Then back on my bedroom at this resort, fighting with my balcony doors. The balcony has no railings and I have to dangle dangerously to reach the doors to close them. At dome distance I see a stage where it seems are speakers giving seminars. But then I start hearing Björk singing. I see her coming on the stage and I go there to see the show. But she is on playback and I feel disappointed. She doesn't seem happy with it either and she is signalling the organizers that they shut down the playback and let her sing. They just bring another mic but the playback keeps on going and she stops pretending, exposing it.

Brazil in colonial times. My grandpa owns a gigantic mansion in the outskirts of the jungle. I am friends with simpler people, maybe his slaves. A lady who cares for me offers me a lively wind chime made from a special kind of straw. I hang it on a tree and swear I will take it home later.
A bad man appears from behind the trees, wants to hit me or abuse me. Things gets blurry, I guess he hit me. But I still pick a rock to bash his head. I feel horrified with the idea of taking a life so I try not to. Despite that, the man falls dead and I run away to the river to cool down. The river has a sudden flash flood and changes course, hitting my grandpa's mansion and dragging it along. It is a 4 story high building with 3 towers but remained intact. Only now it is dangerously located on top of a waterfall and has two streams of water running between the towers. The local population gathers to see if they can do a rescue mission to the people inside. After some struggle we manage to enter by one side of the house. We encounter the residents, my grandpa, guests and helpers, going about their business as usual. They are at the salon about to eat lunch and they offer us food. We argue it is dangerous and we must take them out but my grandpa responds angrily that all is ok and nobody will do such thing.

my recall has been the worst this week.


Jamie Dreams

One dream where I saw her in some house. she said ,"Hello." to me and smiled. For some reason I built a ramp over her and a wall behind her like infortnite. Okay, not sure why I did that.

Second dream, I wam watching myself sending her another message. Not sure of the context of this, if in the dream we are talking now or what?

Third dream. she's sitting on my bed looking down on me and smiling with warmth. She says, "Robert I love you." Likewise.

Other dreams

A bunch of fragments about the netflix series Dark. ( I binge watched the entire second season yesterday). In one dream i am with a woman from the show and we are exploring buildings looking for something. Another dream had to do with Mikkel.