[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Looks Like A Crime Scene In Here[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non Lucid 8[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I remember going through a normal day at school and when I got home I noticed my hand heavily bleeding, I had a slight freak out and quickly covered it. My dad asked me to have a shower, which I did, when I was showering I noticed my foot was bleeding...really heavily. I wss bleeding out at like, a litre every 10 seconds, of course in real life I would of died, but I got out and my foot started splurting out blood while I dried myself, it apparently stopped afterward though. I went off to my room and got changed and I heard that the carer was here, she cleans since my mum is disabled, I then heard a horrifing scream and I got out to investigate. She screamed at us, "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN THE BATHROOM???" I just replied, meaning to make it sound wierd, "Sorry, that was me, I didn't know how much the blood would just splurt everywhere, I'd better go clean that up" She shouted, "MURDERER!!!" and ran away screaming. My dad went to look and he just gave me a stern look and got angry at me, despite it being something outside of my control.[/COLOR][/INDENT]
[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Shrinking Respect[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non Lucid 7[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]Note About My Dad And I: My Dad demands I respect him even though he's never done that deserves respect, he get's angry over anything, whenever something goes wrong, its my fault, he thinks that I should be seen and not heard, he's randomly punches me when he's in a bad mood, takes all his problems out on me, and worst of all raised me to believe that I was worthless, good for nothing, expendable and stuff like that, which has caused me to be depressed, crushed and alone with no friends or hope for anything to be good in my life. Just A Few Examples, sorry for dumping my troubles on you, but it relates to this dream. [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]Ok, so, I seem to be at school, going through classes with my dad for some reason, I don't remember a real order of events for this part, but i'll try. I remember being in home group with my dad, going between classes in a hallway, him starting a meaningless arguement and me and this played out, Me: I'm really starting to get tired of you, I don't know why I put up with you Dad: HEY, you WILL show me respect, It's because of me that you exist, i'm your dad Me: Genetically yes, otherwise, you were never a dad to me, you've just made me miserable my whole life, my mum somehow putting up with you, you apparently used to be different Dad: Remember, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't exist Me: If me not existing came with you never meeting my mum, so be it, she can be happy Dad: You're just worthless in every way, you're a disgrace to me, it's why you have no friends and you deserve it Me: I know I'm worthless, but so are you [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]This is a pretty realistic arguement. [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]When we got home, my brother and older nephew were there. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](I'm 14, my bro's 39, my nephew's 15) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]They were apparently making blow up...building, they asked me to help, they had already made an eiffel tower about 30 metres high, it was red, white and blue, for the Australian flag. When I tried to help make a new building I didn't do much.[/COLOR][/INDENT]
[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]9th Time Lucky[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non Lucid 6[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]All I remember is my arm being in plaster in home group, my arm has been broken 8 times.[/COLOR][/INDENT]
[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]29.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]I Really Hope I'm Dreaming, Woo![/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Lucid 1[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I'm in bed, and my mum woke me up and hit me a few times for some reason. I got out and had a shower, exactly like usual. I started drying myself but when I started brushing my teeth in front of the mirror, I got a serious shock. I saw that 2 of my teeth were mis-aligned, I was worried and felt them a bit and they fell out, along with a few others. I was kinda worried and thinking about going through the rest of my life missing some teeth, I really hoped it was a dream, I did a Nose Pinch RC, and to me delight, [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]It was! I waved my hand over my mouth and my teeth were fine. I walked around my house for a while, seeing that this is one of the most stable lucids i've had, everything was exactly like my house. I talked to my mum, and asked, "Do you know where we are?" She said "The kitchen..." I told her she was wrong and that it's a dream, then I gave my dream mum a hug and goodbye. I remembered one of my goals was to talk to my reflection, I remembered that reflections can sometimes be scary or distorted, so I tested it with the small mirror from the bathroom. I peeked around the corner to see a distorted image on the mirror, so I was prepared, knowing that if I wasn't it could shock me into a nightmare. I went into the toilet because of it's bigger mirror, but, this was NOT my toilet. When I came in, it had ancient stone walls and floor, with vines growing on the walls and a giant skylight, an even bigger mirror hanging from the vines, and, of course, a toilet, hehe. The basic TOTM suddenly came to me and I looked in the mirror at the distorted picture, I had a [B]RED [/B]shirt and black pants. I looked up at the skylight and saw the [B]BLUE [/B]skies and [B]YELLOW [/B]sun, [B]BASIC TOTM COMPLETED.[/B] I looked back at my reflection and asked it if it could talk, it said "yep", but there was no sound, I just knew it said yep. I asked it why it couldn't talk, and it just said a bunch of things I couldn't make out. I stood back and tried to will giant speakers up, it didn't work, I then shouted out, [B]LET THERE BE SOUND!!! [/B]It worked, but I don't remember what my reflection and I talked about. When I left the the err..."Toilet", I appeared to be in what looks like a D.I.Y store. I looked around and saw a lot of tools and wood and thought I might try and run through it wall, I ran full force and...crashed. I was on the ground with a slight headache when I saw a kinda creepy woman heading toward me, I just walked away. Next thing I know i'm at the school, running around and I super jumped over a row of benches and got a strawberry Big M at the canteen.[/COLOR][/INDENT] But my dad disconnected me shortly after, so I couldn't post this the get the TOTM, and also why I'm not on
[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]27.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Would You Please Just Leave Me Alone...[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 5[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]My dad was driving me somewhere at night, I was enjoying a raspberry slurpee. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](slushie for you americans/others) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]He parked and I saw someone I know, B, he's really annoying and generally idiotic. and I was just thinking, "Oh Great..." He saw me and opened the door and came in the car to annoy me. I told him to get out, didn't work, I said "I would love to see in in handcuffs after I call the police", also didn't work, so I forced him out of the car. He kept annoying me by going on top of the car so I went up and litterally kicked him off the roof and threw the little bit left of my slurpee at him, which my kind of friend C, who was nearby, seemed to agree with. He kept annoying me and I just said in a sad, miserable, depressing way, "Would You Please Just Leave Me Alone", I don't recall it working.[/COLOR][/INDENT]
[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]27.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]The Psycho Samurai Kid[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 4[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I remember fighting multiple people with a samurai sword, they were challenging, but I won them. I was brought to a door and was told that the "True Samurai" was inside. I went inside and it was dark, and out of the darkness came a boy, wearing a light blue haori, wielding a sword that looked far too big for him, he was around 8. As he came closer I actually seemed to feel a Psychopath aura about him, his eyes were pale light blue, with no emotion, when you looked into them, you saw a completely shattered soul that was going to sadistically kill you. He said "Are you the next one? It's been a long time since I had a playmate" He pointed to the corner and I saw a bunch of dead bodies with blood splattered all over the walls. He said "You'll be number 42, hehehehe" He got his sword out and I blacked out, I assume I died.[/COLOR][/INDENT]
[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]26.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]"How Much Of An Idiot Are You?" - "I Just Wanna Go To Maccas"[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 3[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"]I'm going to do this in a script instead, I'm 16 in this dream. M=Me J=Friend A=Dad D=Mum [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]J: Hey M, can you take me to McDonalds? M: I need fully liscensed driver J: Your dad can come with us then M: I can only have one person with me J: Think I could drive then, with your dad? M: You lost your liscense when you flew right past the speed camera J: Oh yeah...Can I borrow your bike? M: It was stolen last time you borrowed it J: That wasn't my fault...can you dink me then? M: ---Blank Stare--- J: OK then ---Get's Phone Out--- M: What are you doing? J: Ah, hello, can I get a taxi to ** ****** *****? M: ---Facepalm, Snatches Phone--- Cancel the taxi J: Hey, that was rude... M. How Much Of An Idiot Are You? J: I Just Wanna Go To Maccas M: ---Drags J Off To Dad--- Can you take this thing to McDonalds? A: Why Should I? M: Quit acting like yourself for 5 seconds and take him A: No, he can walk there for all I care D: Just take him J: Man, you're a genius, Man-Hug? M: ---Kicks In Shin--- Idiot....[/COLOR][/INDENT]
Updated 09-21-2010 at 12:25 PM by 35848
[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]26.08.2010[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT] [SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Is This Ride Even Legal?[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 2[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#4682B4"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#800080"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE] [COLOR="#4682B4"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]The first thing I remember is being in a car on the way to somewhere, with my dad and 2 dogs. I saw a rollercoaster coming into view, leading me to believe we're going to the amusement park, which we were. When we got there I saw huge cages with dozens of dogs in them, which got my dogs in the back worried. After that my dad and I were lining up for a ride and I saw someone I know about 10 people behind us. When it was our turn, we went into a room with, what looked like, hologram floor panels that moved around, but we could step on them and some of us endlessy fell. We were then put into indiviual big plastic balls and then rolled around. [/COLOR][COLOR="#4682B4"](What The Hell???) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I didn't exactly know what they were doing with us in the balls, but it felt like they were playing pinball with 20 balls, I also think I saw halllucianations. I got out and saw a few more people I know.[/COLOR][/INDENT]
I went to bed after listening to some new songs, and the weirdest dream I have ever had. In a room in a warehouse with LostInLA and other church friends. I knew I was in a dream, but I wasn't lucid; it was part of the story. Me and LostInLA wanted to have a shared dream, so we lay on these reclined chairs and took a pill each. I bit into mine and tried to swallow the liquid inside it. As I did something was wrong; people said "No Kevin!" I think I took the wrong pill. I went into a dream, I felt like it was my own mind. I was walking around in my dream. It was a normal place and the dream was very stable and deserted. I was thinking about how I would be in this dream for ages because dreamtime is faster and I was supposedly two layers down. I was walking up this road toward the spot where I had my first lucid moment. I looked behind me and the sun was setting until it was night. *MEMORY GAP* I looked up and It was morning in my dream and I made my way towards where I entered this dream. I saw some stairs which I climbed. At the top there was a doctor's office. I asked the receptionist if I could sit here because I was tired of just walking around. She said yes. There were two other people waiting for the doctor. My church friend Rachael came out of the doctors office and I said "What are you doing here?" I thought it was just my dream. She said something like "I've been here since I got sick." *MEMORY GAP* I realized I was dreaming FOR REAL sometime later. Everything was white and I yelled "Increase clarity now!" three times and rubbed my hands, but again, it felt like I was doing it for real in my bed and that it was too late. WTF?! I think that lucid dreaming feels so real that I think I'm really doing the reality check. Grr... I woke up into the first dream, after everyone was crowded around me shaking me to wake me up. Later, I showed LostInLA my cast coming off; I pulled my arm out of it and it was all sticky and gross. She was like "Ewwww..." I woke up. There was much more than that though. Something about a bus.
Updated 09-24-2010 at 01:09 AM by 34314
In this dream i'm at my rents house. sept it we're outside on the far stairs (they are made of railroad ties pounded in to the hill side. I used to love playing on them), and it's not my rents It's an office building. I'm sitting with a man. We are talking at first, and then he starts telling me about his past. He hands me this scrap book deal, and as i look through i get teleported into another dream, His dreams. The man wanted me to fix something, and the dreams goes back and fourth several ties. I eventually figure out what i need to fix, and I'm in his dream... alarm clock, stupid alarm clocks. I wish i didn't have to wake up in the morning -.- I want to know what i was doing, and What is in the Star room??!!! The star room held he key to fixing what ever it was :/
Hello, it's me again Again just a few fragments, didn't sleep well tonight because I made too many thoughts 1. I'm in a basement. There is sand everywhere and suddenly I'm attacked by a group of man. They have MG and swords. I want to search for help, I remember that in one of the many boxes which stand everywhere in the basement, there is a phone. But I open it with a grenade, there is a huge explosion which destroys all of the boxes, including the phone. The DC's attack me with their swords, they cut my arms (but it doesn't really hurts). I grab a saw to defend myself, but it doesn't help me much. 2. I'm alone in the same basement.... And the things which happened before, happened exactly in the same way! But this time I knew that I'm going to be attacked, so I tried to hide but it was already too late: the DC's came in .... 3. I'm outsides in a garden. In front of me is a big house, but it's crooked! I ask a DC what happened to the house and he answered: "Don't you remember? You were in the basement before and a few guys destroyed most of the basement. That's why it's crooked." There are also a few policeman who secure the surrounding. I'm wondering what has to be done to avoid that the house collapses. But my question is directly answered by another DC who says to me:" We gonna stabilize the house by putting thousands of tons of sand around it and than we gonna pull the house in it's normal position with a few cranes. Just Like the Ancient Egypt; isn't that amazing?" I say to him that it would probably look creepy (imagine a house buried under a sand mountain), that it will take too long and that nobody can live in this house during the works. He explains to me that there isn't problematic at all to live in the house during the works; he experienced it personally, because a few years ago his own house had the same problem
I remember one of my early lucid dreams before I knew anything about it. I started telling the DCs "this is a dream! This isn't real!" Some wouldn't respond, some would say something like "Is this some sort of eastern philosophy?" or "How do I realize this is a dream? Should I meditate every day? How long does it take?" They didn't get it. They still thought that it was real and that I was enlightened or something. I kept saying "No! THIS RIGHT NOW IS A DREAM! WAKE UP!" and they still thought that I was just a Guru or something. Later when I started studying yoga and Buddhism I always remembered this dream and thought about that must be how the enlightened feel about the seekers. The spiritual seekers that go to see the Gurus all reminded me of these DCs. Funny...
20.09.2010She likes me!!! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I sleep through all the night. Until the insane project I am working on does not end, I will be a little screwed. There was a female DC who had a crush on me. I was with other guy who had a crush on this female DC and he was jealous of me. She kissed me a few times. It was like 4 am in the morning and I was in a parking lot, inside my car. I noticed that the mirrors were broken, hanging only on the cables. This female DC and the other guy worked at a cell phone store. She was a new employee and this guy wanted to teach her, however, she wanted me to teach her. I was planning to go with her to a big retailed and explain to her the different cell phones. This guy wanted to go to a Wal-Mart in the same mall, but I felt a Target would be better. We went to Target and surprisely, it was not only opened, but crowed!! There were a massive amount of DC. For some reason, we passed on the cell phones and we joined a very long line. The other guy left for some reason and the female DC told me she got some glue to fix my car's mirrors. We were in a room, it was more like a waiting area. It was sunny outside so I felt it was morning. I was making out with this female DC until the other guy appeared. He wore no shirt and said, "I took a shower! See?" He claimed her to kiss him, but only a kiss in the chic was granted. I felt happy about that. Missed dream signs: - Fixing my car mirrors with glue. - I was making out with other than my wife. - A crowed (and open) Target at 05:00 AM. What I would have done if lucid: - Try to find out more about myself.
DJ Log: September 21, 2010 – Morning, 2:00AM (USA Eastern) Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID · (Note: I have not attempted to WILD yet in waking life.) I am preparing to sleep on the floor at a friend's house. The room is a small living room with a couple of couches, a table, and a TV. There are several other DCs preparing to sleep on the couches and other areas of the floor. My laptop is sitting on a small table near where I am laying on the floor. The screen of the laptop is illuminated bright blue, but I cannot read anything on it. I get up and walk outside a sliding glass door onto a dimly lit patio. The air is calm and it is very cool outside. There are a couple of pill bottles sitting on the table. I reach up and pull a shower curtain closed around the table. I open the first bottle and take a tablet out. While holding the first tablet, I open the second bottle and take a large capsule out. I put both of them in my mouth and pick up a glass of water. While tipping the glass to my mouth, I notice that there are more than two capsules in my mouth. I reach in my mouth and remove a couple of partially dissolved capsules and lay them on the table. I think to myself that I'll just save these for later. After swallowing the pills, I walk back to the area on the floor which I previously prepared to sleep. I lay down and adjust my pillow, then pull a small blanket over myself. I close my eyes and after a brief moment, my vision begins to flash and my body starts to vibrate. I got excited for a moment when I realized I was having my first WILD. I experienced a FA, placing me back on the floor at the friend's house. I sit up on the floor and become lucid. I realize that I am dreaming, and nearly just had my first WILD inside of a dream. I was lucid at this point, but had no control. Everything begins to fade as I jump up and look around. I try to look at the floor and stabilize the dream, but it's too late. I am already back in my own bed with my eyes closed, staring at the back of my eyelids. This was the dream's exit. (Note: I was trying to decide whether to attempt re-entry, or get up and write my journal. I chose the latter.)
Updated 02-19-2011 at 04:15 PM by 36447 (Added color legend, improved formatting.)
21.09.2010Adrenaline Rush (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Setting: -Consolacion - Jagobiao (another town - my home) Dream Characters: - Joerem - Cogay - Mom - Dad - Other unrecognized people Another dream fragment. Forgot the beginning, but remembered a few details from halfway until the end of the dream. I was walking with Joerem and Cogay in Consolacion (the nearest town next to ours) and I think we bought something or visited someone, I really don't remember. We walked past by someone Cogay knew, and she talked to him. After a while, he gave her the keys to his bike. Cogay told me that she borrowed it and was to deliver that bike. I insisted that I deliver it, since it had been a long time that I drived a bike. Fortunately, she agreed and I took the keys. I ignited the engine, and amazingly, it had a very loud sound. I drived slowly, and told them I'll wait for them there (I don't exactly know where that "where" was). The highway was plain at first and I started to speed up. I reached the most difficult areas in our town, the dreaded blind curve where lots had accidents already. I felt the rush in my veins, and I wanted to go faster. Suddenly, it was so fast that everything I pass by were blurred. The next thing that happened was beyond explanation. I was to deliver that bike but I reached home. As I stopped the engine, I noticed the front tire was flat. I checked on it and found a hole. Across, I saw my mom cooking some barbecues for sale. My dad was there as well, but with a mad expression on his face. He approached me and asked where the hell I got that bike. I didn't explain and instead, I asked for money to have that tire fixed. He declined and walked away. I looked at my mother, who had a sad expression, and realized I'll get rejected again. End of the dream. Although it's a long story already, but I feel that some details are missing. Guess, this has been one of my longest dreams.
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