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    1. WILD finally

      , 03-12-2019 at 04:32 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      Last wednesday I finally WILDed again.

      2x4 GM and 3x300 Alpha GPC. Took it before morning nap.

      Fell asleep and woke up disappointed. Went back to sleep. Was talking to someone, when I realized I could be asleep and decided to stand up. Walked into a dream.

      It's been a while, so I grabbed first dude and had fun with him a few times. Then I decided to go for a flight. Looked up, saw some stars and started to fly towards them. Lost lucidity soon after.
    2. Talking to an occuring presence.

      , 03-12-2019 at 04:27 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      Wow. 3 part dream last night. I fully woke up between then even used the restroom. Yet, the dream continued every time.

      I have this recurring dream, in which I become aware of a presence in the house I'm in. Most of the time it's by door being held shut by an incredibly strong force, but I'm always able to open it. Or something else happens. It's always very scary.

      So last night in a dream, I'm alone, asleep in my mom's bedroom. I see the door which is ajar, open a bit more, and the door handle to move back up a bit, as if it was let go by someone who pushed it down to open the door. I walk up but there is nobody. I'm scared, so I go downstairs to my aunts. As I knock on her door, I realize all I have on my is my tshirt and undies. I hear her husband giving her directions to not open the door if it's "that yellow guy from neighbors" and someone else. She finally lets me in and I ask her to sleep over until my parents return.
      I woke up after part one, thought about the dream, then went back to sleep.

      PART 2
      I woke up from second part and I again thought about how weird it is that the dream continued. But when I got up in the morning, I couldn't remember the second part at all. I used the restroom and went back to sleep.

      PART 3
      I'm in a different house than in part one, but I recognize it as my parents house. By now, I am communicating with the presence. We must have started to communicate in the second part, which I don't remember. The lights start to dim and I ask the presence to keep them on until we decide to turn them off. He complies.

      I think we start to talk when someone hears a sound. Asks what is that, and we hear a voice. Male voice is talking about not being happy about some trees being cut in the small forest across the street. We tell him we are sorry about that as well, but they dried out and died, so they had to be cut. He is satisfied with our answer.

      I always walk into another room when I want to talk to him. I ask "Are you still here?" And a young male voice answers "yes. why do you keep asking, I'm only gonna be here for 15-20 more days." I'm a bit apprehensive about taking to him, because I'm not sure why is he there, what's his intent and if he is good or bad. His clear voice surprises me.

      I wonder how will my dreams about this be from now on. Because now I'm kinda thinking that it's not a bad thing. It just is.
    3. Monday, March 4

      by , 03-12-2019 at 03:18 AM
      I am working at Sherwin Williams. I think I have come back for just today. I think Iím going to just work today and use all my old info to clock in, etc, as if thatíll actually work. Iím thinking that the people still working here will remember me and remember that I left. I am in a sort of goofy, detached mood that has to do with me being back in a place that I willingly left. This place definitely doesnít look like SW, but more like a movie theater or something similar. Everyone is gathering in a dim room with a stage or some other platform and fairly steep, tiered, red seats. Melissaís dad is giving a speech or talking to everyone. I am walking in with Nathaniel Fuller? (He appears to be as he was when I knew him). He is in the lead and takes an aisle seat in the front row. Iím not sure whether Iím sitting with him or not, so I survey the seating. Thereís an empty row, but Iím not sure if itíd be weird if I sat alone or not. I end up taking the seat between him and another (familiar?) guy. The seat seems small and I feel squished between the two. Now, (or maybe it was earlier?) I am walking around here. Thereís a long hallway area and different inlets. I enter one and am in a grocery store. I felt like I was going to get lost or end up somewhere and not really know how to get back, and now it has happened. I see a chubby guy with shaggy hair and scruff pushing a shopping cart. It is full of liters of light colored soda. I think I try to find my way back. I am with Melissa and Brooke now, outside and by some small, enclosed ticket taking booth inside which sits a middle aged woman. We have some receipt (from Sherwin Williams?) that weíre trying to use to go to the restaurant or food place that the tickets are for. We donít have the actual ticket, but Iím thinking that this receipt will show that we have permission. I could see where the lady would think weíre being fraudulent, but weíre not. When she talks to us, Brookeís replies are kind of snarky, even though this lady let us through. Sheís actually been pretty nice, and probably doesnít care if we do get to go.

      I am in the living room at Dadís. From my perspective, it looks like I could have just come in from the garage. Iíve walked into a scene of two police officers sitting on the floor and a large group of people standing around them. Dad may be here too, and I think the officers may be in plainclothes. They tell me they are here because of my social media rends/tendencies. I feel a pang of guilt in my stomach that is only amplified by the disappointed looks on every face. I am thinking that theyíve found me out and thereís nothing to do about it but accept it. I am slightly relieved when they tell me that they canít do anything about it legally, But then I think that means the FBI has to get involved.
    4. Sunday, March 3

      by , 03-12-2019 at 03:16 AM
      I am in Discology with Makayla and Zack Dussaq from Rocksport. Makayla seems like a younger version of herself. Discology looks different - more of a square room with boxes of records along the walls and on tables. The place just seems antiquated, even for a record shop. I am looking through a box in a corner (the spot, in the dream, where I always look?). I see 10,000 Days, which is in a box. The box is a dusty brown color that looks faded, by design Iím pretty sure. It may be slightly textured with pebbling, and it i very plain in a way that almost suggests a lot about what is within. I gently lift the top off and start inspecting the records - there is a small stack inside. They look brand new, marred by only a thin layer of dust. There seems to be only a track or two per side, the actual groove area taking up maybe a ľ of the side. I notice some pretty distinct run out etchings, causing me to wonder if this is a bootleg or official release, etc. I have another new looking record, which I decide to get. Zack has gone upstairs to Ďpeeí, but heís been a very long time, which Makayla and I are laughing about. I now hear him getting ready to come back down and can just imagine his self consciousness. We make our way over to David to pay, and I find on a table a little stone turtle with a shark tooth inlaid in its belly. I think itíd be perfect for Mom, so I take it too, observing each side a few times. The tooth takes up the whole belly, is flat, and may actually be stone also. I think the record is $15, which seems high or higher than Iím used to. I think about how I always end up finding something in that spot. This causes me to realize I didnít look anywhere else, but Iím okay with that
    5. Log 1411 - Airplane Mode and Other Assorted Stories

      by , 03-12-2019 at 01:50 AM (Dream Logs DWN-12)
      Created Monday 11 March 2019

      Got something worth sharing, finally. Pity I lost some things between a DEILD attempt and the second LD, though I'll not complain too much.

      Spoiler for It's quite a bit:

      Updated 03-12-2019 at 03:30 AM by 89930

      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment , task of the month
    6. Father-In-Law

      by , 03-11-2019 at 01:15 AM (Xanous' Dream Journal)
      #525 DILD

      I am looking through some stuff in a large wooden chest. My father-in-law has something hidden but I can't find it. I come down from the attic and tell him that he did a good job hiding it because I can't seem to find it. Looking at him it dawns on me that I am dreaming because he has recently passed away in waking life. There are many emotions flowing through me and I telling about something I know about that I can't mention here. He's about to lose his mind that I know what I know so I then tell him that he's dead. I tell him all I know about his death. I tell him its ok. He doesn't take it very well. He seems surprised by it. I tell him that I love him and I'm sorry that I never told him that. I tell him that I miss him so much and that I am sorry he's gone. I lose the dream as it fades away and I wake up.

      #526 DILD

      The next night my father in law is going on about some kind of special bucket to some person. I walk up to him and he sees me. It's like he knows now and he says "Hey buddy!" with so much love and compassion. Everything comes flooding back and I know I am dreaming. Unfortunately I wake up almost immediately.
      Tags: fatherinlaw
      lucid , memorable
    7. DJ Barrage - Pt. 9 Movie Set Runaway to Mexico - Recurring

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:59 PM
      Feb 9, 2019

      It starts out as hiding
      There's this river pond lake I always hide in,


      This is the road.

      They always look for me here, in my earlier dreams they'd find me... This time I was with another kid, a younger boy. But we did get found out. At one point I was under a red blanket and he was under the green blanket, the water wasn't deep enough to stay under it, so we didn't have to worry about holding our breaths, but we did certainly get found.
      But another guy came along before they decided to do anything about us. It was a native American guy (he's saved me multiple times from here, thank you ><)

      And we motioned "please, please, help us. They're going to kill us" that sort of thing, and he understood and motioned to run into the woods. I recognized the path cuz it:s the same path as always. Anyway we keep running, and the boy I'm with is super tired, but we're being chased still, so I pick him up in my arms. It's really hard and I'm so slow. But at some point the native American guy becomes Stephen, and we keep running.

      We all know what the goal is, to get to Mexico. (We're in a movie studio-like thing, like the hunger games.) And we all know which direction Mexico is. This always makes me suspicious at the time, but I didn't think on it cuz we were hurrying so fast. So we got through, a listing policemen and running around buildings.

      We get nearer the edge, and there are these highways..? Or something that we have to run across. We know it's part of their game, but we still need to get to the edge. It's like... They stop chasing us and just relax waiting for us to kill ourselves. Usually a lot of us die, sometimes I die and get replaced into someone else's body, but this time not many people died (at least in front of me). We get past the two highways and there are rows of boats. We didn't realize they were boats, until we jumped across the tops of all of them, thinking there was something more afterwards.

      But we get there and there's ocean. Tons of ocean. Mexico, which has become mixed with Egypt now, is far away, but we can see it still. The ocean is like lake Superior, but smaller. And they've started tipping the boats. I almost fell off, but didn't. It was really desperate, I thought at the time it was the studio people tipping the boats, but it might've actually been us runners. So we get our boats free, and we're actually free! We're so surprised. We start rowing towards Mexico, as they shoot at us from behind with cannons. It's hard to get there, because after the Ocean part there's shoals(? Is that the word? It's like too shallow to do our boat but dangerous with sharks and we can't get out and swim?). But I stead them through, and we get there.

      But it isn't Mexico, it's a beach place. Of course it's a beach place. We go up to the big mansion, and it's like a mall/cafe/restaurant inside. Everyone's in lines trying to get up to The Two Doors. As always, the left leads down the beach path, the right leads down the snow path. Usually I end up taking the snow path, and it's always the wrong choice. But yeah this time I forgot about that, and chose the snow path.

      We (the boy from earlier, he's been appearing and disappearing, Idk if I really decided if he was there or not, but rn he was) go down the snowy path. And it's a really short maze, we get out of the end of it, and there's just a beach by the ocean . Beyond the ocean, is the edge of the giant room our entire set, and world, is inside. The only things between the edge of the world and us is a border wall and building, keeping the shallow beach/water from the ocean, then a farther off building you can't really see well, cuz it's dark. But I go for it. And get over the wall, and no one tries to stop me. There's a dolphin on the other side, her skin feels like the unicorn's skin from the hatch-an-egg thing. She shows me over to the building, and I look inside, there's this girl in there, underwater inside the building. She isn't a mermaid, she can breathe the water, but it seems it hurts her. She motions to go back, worriedly because this place is worse than where I came from.
      And that's the end of the dream.
    8. DJ Barrage - Pt. 8 Ran Away from Home w Siblings

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:54 PM

      So dad remarried or something, similar to in Lucky's show, and Stephen decided to leave, I said I wanted to go with, and Monz decided to come too. We walked out the back into the woods, and we decided to fly away. We had to hurry, cuz they would catch us soon.... But anyway we went flying a long way, it was difficult, as I couldn't fly like normal, could only fly like in iFly, so I was going all over. Any way we passed over a giant ocean, and it turned out we um? We saw the earth, and it was meshed together into lots of other land (I apparently thought it was the land of Pokemon) so yeah , anyway we finally ended at an orphanage, and we were just waiting for the night, to move more later. In the next room, there was our new stepmother helping the kids... I was worried she'd see us, but Stephen assured us it was just a window to that place, and she wasn't actually near us. So we waited, but she came in and talked to us really kindly and stuff, so we went back home xD . Cutscene to like a documentary, and it was showing our house moving towards the ocean, a guy saying "most *Pokemon creature name* move only a bit each year, but that isn't the case for the *Pokemon* of the *our family name ig* 's cave." And it finally stopped like 20 feet from the edge of the cliff.
    9. DJ Barrage - Pt. 7 Chinese Hotel/Mr. Lampwick/Yae

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:53 PM
      November 3, 2018

      We were in this China place of some sort, in this giant rich hotel, tons of stairs, beautiful gigantic, polished wood, warm lights, nice smells, suuuuuuper tall/high. We had to hide (from someone?) in a closet to sleep and live there, but we were caught, we tried to hold the blanket curtain down with our toes when they tried to lift it up, but eventually it fell from the top instead and we were caught. But they thought we were pretty smart and told us to join their thing for smart kids, a group, so we did and we met these other kids anyway.

      A different dream where Dad and I are driving, there was a police guy (a mixture of mr. Lampwick and Mr Yae?) Who was unduly interested in me and it was kinda distressing, so Idk for some reason dad had to get into the passenger seat (I think he realized he didn't have his license) but I didn't either only had a permit, and the sunblocker was literally covering the whole view so I had to flip it up but it was okay, I only swerved a bit. But I told Dad I couldn't be driving, especially cuz that police guy was still following us, so dad took the seat back, we drove away from the guy, trying to, and found this place with rocks by the water kinda, it was a place I've been in another dream before, it was great like a rock park or something, and we found my bike, dad had to go steal a bike from someone else but we got them, but at some point he did catch us, I don't remember how though. Or did it go to dream #1? I don't remember which came first.
    10. DJ Barrage - Pt. 6 Graal Rogue Teddy Bear

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:46 PM
      October 8, 2018

      A dream in Graal, all good til
      Oh but how the train works. There's this thing like a flipped up table, to turn it on you flip a clip (a holding clip) with your left knee on the left side, then you flip something once that's open, the you swing with your arms on the handhold bars shaped like upside down L's with the connection pointing away from you, long side going into the ground platform of the equipment, and press your knees against the top of the equipment at chest height.

      Anway it was all good til a new admin declared a new game, he sent a rogue teddy bear/a new player Id just met, (equipped with a minigun but he didn't use it) at a random player, and it was supposed to be that as each player died it'd go on and on til someone killed it. Like a survivals thing. It came at me, and it was really scary being actually 3d or mostly 3d in it . At one point I was running around outside and trees somewhat 2d, and super scared when it damaged me, cuz I was desperately trying to "unstick me" and try to summon to my friends (Aiko-san was on the list) but you can't summon yourself, only someone else can summon you. So I was desperately running around, I ran from it up the stairs and around the gym/train station/mall until I finally found the train port/table, and did the unlocking and pressing to open the train, but it wouldn't work. I was super angry and really really angry at the admin, because they had shut down the trains so it'd be more "fun". And the blue bear was finding me. But then I realized wait a second, the admin sent this and it has less damage than I do. Also this is a game. So I went up and fought it, and tore it's top part (like a teddy bear, like Chrissy's blue teddy bear) from it's bottom part, which was like really long. Later I was home and telling Aiko-san about it I think, and my home was cool, my room was upstairs in an attic that was really long/large size and pretty open, and later I was showing Davey the teddy bear how I was so angry at the admin. But... It was super cute. So that's around how it ended. And my alarm woke me up.

      I really like the table/train.
    11. DJ Barrage - Pt. 5 Pet Store/Costco/Boyfriend

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:39 PM
      April 21, 2018

      A lucid dream!
      First time in months!

      We all lived in a retreat center connected to a warehouse-like pet store.
      I was dating one of my coworkers, and I don't remember who he was... But we were together most of the dream.
      At some point I was outside on something like a dropped off freeway. The clouds were incredible and the wind was cold but I wasn't cold. It was really awesome.
      It was only a semi-lucid though, because I think I forgot my objective and got caught up in the dream. Then I had a second dream before I woke up, so I barely remember it. It was much longer

      Hand check induced lucid dream

      My hand was normal, then I looked away and looked back and my pointer finger was stuck to my middle finger,
      Then I looked away and looked back and I had three fingers.
    12. DJ Barrage - Pt. 4 Japanese Hot Springs

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:35 PM
      April 16, 2018

      I met this girl in an old Japanese like hotel. I met her on the bus

      We were neighbors, and so she showed me a story book she had and really really liked. At one point we were sitting/sleeping in my bed reading it, and it was really fun.

      She was blonde, alot like an anime girl

      We also met on the bus, and her right eye was blank white. I tried not to look at it because she seemed self conscious about it

      Also, I was up until 4 am and Stephen and Davey zoomed by to go play a game. I joined them.
    13. DJ Barrage - Pt. 3 Firefly Courtyard

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:34 PM
      We were in this sort of park/playground/campus place(it looked like the sort of places in skateboarding games) and there was a kid (I know him in real life but forgot who) and he was trying to mess me up when I was playing with a truck or something, so later I left, and later it was nighttime and I was walking with Cooper or Winston and went into the courtyard middle area, where there was all this grass and beautiful fireflies everywhere, little glowing lights. Some of them were blue, and I walked up to a person who was also looking crouched down looking at a big blue firefly.

      Then later I was invited to Japanese club of a different "division" or something, and I went, but I let the dog go home on it's own, and when I got there it was really really cool but I was worried about the dog, anyway I called Mom and stuff. Then later I had a false awakening and was talking to Mom face to face about it, asking if she could bring me home and she was like "sure, yeah of course"

      And eh. It was a really really beautiful dream.
    14. DJ Barrage - Pt. 1

      by , 03-09-2019 at 08:23 PM
      Playing Mario trying to find a new course to buy, there was one with us going through a goomba shaped tube, and as we went goombas would fly/be happened upon (by us) and we'd have to dodge them. One like a really cool roller coaster, lots of peach ones, one where it's just a coil that ends in a far-throwing sling into space. After there was a different dream, with neighbors. There was a neighbor who's black and had a daughter, she threw something small like half a carrot sized toy at another nieghbor's house, accidentally. The nieghbor's were furious and wanted to take up legal action/moral high ground/ it was farther back in time where everyone could have been enraged to hate this man. Mom/me tried to cool things down with them, inviting them or suggesting he invite them for dinner. There were other neighbors who were both of them were girls, but one of them was transgender---I need to go get ready for school.
    15. Other Side DILD

      by , 03-09-2019 at 10:18 AM (Inner World حلم Gamma Waves)
      Dreams starts off with me having problems with my family. I felt something was off with myself as my head felt unusually active. And I felt unreasonably angry, I was arguing with my father and with my brother which escalated in to fight with him. As this happens I felt even more distraught and my head began to vibrate intensely. It got to the point that my entire body felt numb and weightless and I began to float upwards off the ground in a horizontal position about a few inches off the ground.

      I remember screaming and making random sounds that I could not control. I look at the wall and could only see words that were affiliated with the bible. It said something about God and saw many symbols of satan. I then feel body back on the floor, I was standing. Every word that came out of my mouth was unintelligible. I sounded distorted and focus my intention on my brother. I had pick him up and hang him outside attempting to murder him by throwing him outside the window. My father and some other person that I have no knowledge of yelled for me to stop. I somehow gain enough control to violently toss my brother back on the room floor. My family look at me in confusion and my brother began to speak by saying he would never forgive me. I couldn't completely tell what was going on but was then finding myself leaving the house away from them.

      I then eventually after the dream change began to show great signs of lucidity. I knew now that I had been dreaming but was still somewhat receptive to the feeling of fear. I went back to the old home I grew up in. I wanted to make sure that I had dreamt this and that it didn't happen in real life. I went to the old mirror and did the palm rc. Where my finger should go through my palm. I didn't several times while looking in the mirror but it wouldn't work. I began to feel sick to stomach. I knew that I was dreaming and that the dream must've not been working for the rc. I decided to wake up.
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