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Last night bed 11pm - 7am

Got up for a WBTB. Had breakfast, no coffee. Closed the window and curtains, made my sofa and made sure cats are asleep before starting. Went to sofa at 8. My cat ofc came and jumped on me and sat and purred on mychest for about 10 min, while I was doing the "ascending breath" relaxation.

Then he jumped off and I was concentrating on watching the back of my eyelids with mantra "next time I'm dreaming I look at my hands and realize I'm dreaming".

I suddenly realized I could be dreaming already and looking at hands confirmed, to my surprise.

I actually think this was a WILD with subsequent DEILDs. But there was not a single transition

Everytime when I thought I lost lucidity, I told myself "ok, I'll just wait here till I'm lucid again", but since the dream was still there, everytime I thought that, I realized "wait a minute, I'm still here and lucid".

I did lots of walking through doors. Normally I don't like doors, because I don't know where they lead. But I have read lots of people saying, that they can lead to awesome places. So I consciously told myself to be opening and going through doors, that it's a good thing and I actually got myself excited in anticipation of an unknown cool place behind door.

Many doors lead to correct room after the room I was in. It always surprised me. One lead after a room, to hallway, to in front of my building in NZ.

When I desired something else, there were some unknown places, and last one was a huge, dark, very industrial room. I was a bit scared, but also excited.

When I realized I didn't have a single transition, I decided to make me one. Pushed my head down to invoke the falling backwards feeling. I started falling backwards, but gently came back, when i stopped applying pressure. Tried a few times, coz I just love that sensation.

Once I came to in a world, and when I looked up, there was a huge planet hanging overhead. I recognized it as Earth, and Italy was right there in the middle. I got so happy, that I'm finally seeing Eart from the orbit, as I wanted to since day one. The planet looked just like live pictures from the orbit. With clouds and weather that was moving, and earth rotating.

During one "intermission", I remembered to try and levitate out. And I started moving upwards in prone position immediatelly. Going through roof and bunch or other rooms.

In one LD, I'm walking on the street and pass a guy leaning against a wall. I think to myself "no, no sex!" But after few steps I turn back to look and he is opened to it, so I say ok, what the hell.

Next 15-20 min is xxx.

okay there more to this dream but I waited to long and cant remember most of it,
but im dreaming about lucid dreaming so I guess technically im not lucid.

im running down a street and im moving things with my mind. I think I Remeber moving a car in to the air, I also remember seeing my hands out in front of me . I'm using them to move things. it make it 100% easier. I running down a street with tree running down on both sides. I turn right towards a house and look threw a big round centered window. My sister inside cowering and I crack the class with my mind. it spider web cracks all over. I move my hands around and cracks appear following the movements of my hand. I stick my hands threw the cracks of the glass but it doesn'tt hurt.

Hi everyone, this morning around 7 around woke up spontaniously and had quiet good DR, I could remember atleast 3 dreams. However I felt too sleepy and confident to write them down at that moment, so I fell back asleep for 3 hours and by the time I woke up I could only remember one dream very fuzzy. In the coming nights and mornings I will try and get in the habbit of writing in my DR, doing an RC and questioning reality upon awakening. I will set my clock to wake me up after 6 hours of sleep as this is the time I have best DR, largest REM-cycles which means that it's the optimal time to do induction techniques like WILD/SSILD/... which should raise my chances of lucidity a lot.

1. The boring swimming-pool

I'm in a modern building that has an indoor swimming-pool, there's several people in it relaxing and I see my sister too. I get in the water which splashes a little bit but that was unavoidable, however my sister is quiet annoyed and asks me to keep it quiet. I respond telling her that I couldn't do anything about it and I pay close attention not to disrupt her again.

I am with my mom and sister and we are going to see a movie. This movie is at a grocery store, so we pay for our tickets at the front and make our way to the designated isle. On the way, I see some 'exit only' doors and a man coming in through them. I wonder how he was able to do that. In the isle, the screen is on one side and a row of about 6 mattresses is on the other side. They lay down on two of them and I end up in a section between two of the mattresses.

I went back to high school, albeit the Seniors are gone due to early release. All of them are wearing white for some reason, and I'm catching the butt end of the day in my Jeep. The parking lot is different, and as I sit outside my vehicle a familiar blonde girl and her friends are nearby. I ask them, "why all the white?", to which they reply, "Senior white day." Confused and uncaring, I end up acting chaperone to Babs, Olivia, and some other girl I don't know. She was blonde? Maybe it was Desiree. Being normal me when I dream & drive, I nearly get most of us killed on the way there, shaking up Olivia & her friend by the time we arrive to her house. The neighborhood was a cul de sac, much foliage, and a red house. The stranger blonde too shooken up by my driving skills ended up staying at Olivia's house as Babs used her restroom. Maybe this is where I transition into the next dream? I'm not sure.

The earliest of this dream I can remember is a stranger all geared up, either standing on the opposite side of me or with me as he holds a weapon toward an olive bloused zombie. Somehow and eventually the zombie ends up biting my shoulder (with little blood), and the man end up killing the zombie after it also bites my sister in the ankle??? So I guess the zombie, my sister, and I end up on the ground, staring at the dark ceiling as the man and his crew decide what to do with us, thinking we're starting to turn into zombies. All of a sudden (God knows why?), there's a bright whitish/bluish light above us that somewhat gives us the opportunity to bolt, thinking "God wouldn't let the Winchesters turn into monsters!", because we must be the Winchester sisters... I believe I caught a glimpse of the light being a strong flashlight from a SWAT team. Soon, we made escape, climbing and parkouring our way out of roofs and the construction-like building, as a fairly large group of us run toward to road, motioning each other to take a portion of us to run across so they 'enemies' wouldn't see us. Going around the fenced corner, I continued to follow my friend, Ericka. Somehow I ended up on the ground to shelter from something, so she does the same as she's pressed up to me. Now for some God-awful reason, I started turning into a zombie. Either I decided to do this in my dream or I'm just plainly idiotic. Ericka managed to get away as I almost killed her, unlike her unfortunate black friend hiding under the fountain-thingy. I'm thinking other zombies showed up as to why I could only manage to tear apart her leg and everyone else got to eat the rest of my new black companion. Her body ended up at some locker that I managed to open, revealing an entires set of survival equipment that makes me think to my zombie self, "this would be really useful if I wasn't a zombie." (I forgot what the contents were, but most of which were camo.) Walking down a hill toward a gravel path that went into the woods, I started making noises that resembled the spitter in L4D2. The gravel trail really reminded me of that wood-line to Berenzino in DayZ. All of a sudden, poof, I ended up back in the group of survivors as a human. Someone decided to walk around the foresty-woods as we had a nostalgia trip to these red-bricked buildings. I forgot what they were reminded of.

And yes, I enjoy turning nouns into adjectives.

A party is being held by my friend at a my neighbor's house, even though the friend doesn't live even remotely close to there. I call him a few minutes before it starts, and he says he's so wasted that he can't drive down there, so the party gets called off.
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As our family is stacking the dishwasher after dinner, my parents find a six pack of various beers and wines in the fridge, and I casually distract their attention from it. I didn't remember placing it there but it's obviously supposed to be mine. As I'm putting away some food, I pick up one of the wine bottles and it's cold and wet with perspiration on the glass.

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Ziplining across the neighborhood with different companions, doing mile long laps a 6 feet above the ground. One of my friends almost breaks her leg when she gets too close to a car. Once we get home, a weird game takes place inside my bedroom with different colored bugs being released that each serve as a different rule that you have to follow. I'm not paying attention and casually squish them as soon as they start crawling towards me. Lastly, a huge cooler of small insects is tipped over and thousands of bugs crawl towards my air vent in the corner of the room. I understand that there will be drastic consequences if one of them reaches the vent, so I frantically try to squish them all.

In the dream I remember I was in a car with my family. We were driving around a place i know in real life. My dad spotted a girl and said that this girl is going to walk with me home in the future. I laughed about it and said no shes not.We were than passing by scenes really fast like a time machine. It was funny. I was creeped out by how people were going fast but soon it stopped and I appeared on my bed in the dark. Something was trying to take over my mind in the dream. I was told a small demon from the time I was a baby was coming back to haunt me. Even though that never happened. I knew it was a dream so I ran downstairs to look for my dream guide Eye in the room he use to appear in. Anyways I ran downstairs and the strangest thing happened. My mom had really saggy boobs and was soaking it in water. She said she was doing it to prevent it from getting a disease I think. Than I noticed I was naked and my mom pointed to my chest and said I needed to make them bigger. I was surprised but ran to the room to look for eye. No one was there but my clothes came back on. A little dog toy music playing thing came in the room and started playing music. I thought it was boring so I went through a small window in the room to the backyard. I than climbed the fence and landed on the porch. To my surprise there was a half naked,tall, muscled man with shoulder length red flowing hair, a devious stretched smile, one eye I think holding a scythe like weapon floating on the porch. There was another one just like him and some other people too. It looked like they were going to battle. I thought they were going to kill me so I tried to take the scythe but only managed to make it fall out his hand. After that he got it back and I jumped off the porch onto the sidewalk. After that the battle started and suddenly me and other people, including Digimon characters were about to get sucked into holes on the ground. Some got stuck but I managed to not get sucked into a hole. I than appeared in a hospital where there was a teenage boy smiling at me in a creepy manner. He said he was going to cut a organ on the table. I ran out the door to where doctors were working on different patients than ran back in the room I came out. I said I was going to leave through the window cause it was sunny and I saw some stores outside. But when I jumped I woke up

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In my next dream I wanted to see my dream guide. I kept getting images of a story about a boy that a tree fell on him, a image of dirty water and a voice telling me to write my name on a piece of paper. It was weird. Eventually I was in the dream but I was in a car with my dad and people I don't know. We were driving near a cemetery I think. Or it was just a park with ancient stones and a huge tall building next to it. In the car I thought I saw a dark figure with a hood in the corner of my eye but looked away quickly. Soon the car dissapeared. And I was walking a bit confused. Than out of no where a invisible thing grabbed me from behind, pulled me onto a rock they were sitting on and started feeling my body. After that I appeared on my bed in sleep paralysis but everything was the same in waking life. I thought my eyes were open and I was in SP. I saw a small portal that was light blue and had a picture of a tiger on it. Than all of a sudden I seperated from my body a bit and felt like something was trying to go in me. I prayed even though I knew it was a dream and it screamed than dissapeared. I got back into myself and woke up. Its funny cause my dad was in the other room and the lamp was still on just like in the dream.But that's probably cause I woke up after the other dream and saw how things were in real life.

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This last dream didn't happen today. Maybe before yesterday. I didn't write it down cause it was really disturbing. I was lucid in a city with two lady's. It was really late but one of them wanted to get in a bar to drink. I left the place and suddenly a fat man with a large gun put his gun to us and told us to do certain things. He was on the top of the subway staircase. I said we didn't have to listen to him cause it was just a dream. He got mad at me and started shooting at me many bullets. It felt so real but no pain. I was saying sorry has he shot me cause my attempt to stop the bullets failed. He said it was too late and I died. I appeared on a bed not like my room in real life and my body parts were falling apart till I was nothing but just a conscious mind. Than I woke up.
I had that dream I think cause I was mad at someone who had a higher authority and questioned him a bit. After thinking and talking about it I decided I was wrong to be mad and apologized.

The slapping part is in red.

Riding my bicycle to work at night, I get too close to a police trap and trigger a bunch of flashing lights and end up with a police SUV tailing me on my bicycle. I make sure I do everything according to the rules of bike traffic, and glance at my cell phone to check the time as I wait for the crosswalk signal to flash "Walk". All this hassle works, and the police leave me alone. Phew.

Walking into work, it's my first day on the job, but I know where my cube is. Only it's down a long hallway, with lots of wooden desks and chairs in the way. Climbing over them, crawling under others, I greet a few new co-workers as I make my way past. One of them tells me about Bob who always mistakes people for other things as they climb over the desks.

Finally arriving at my desk in a little cubicle, I try to clock in on the computer really quickly, I'm already 18 minutes past 3. Even though I don't yet have a work schedule, I feel like I should have been there earlier. I enter my login ID, and type the password too quickly, making a mistake. As I attempt to correct it, the manager's secretary approaches me and places her hand on my keyboard telling me, "We're firing you".
"It's my first day, why are you firing me?"
"You'll have to ask the owner." She says matter of factly before she takes a step back from my desk. I just quit a stable job because my friend works here and really enjoys it. I start to think I quit too soon, and think about how to get reinstated at my old job.

She then motions for me to follow her as she is escorting me off the premises. "I would like to speak with the owner" I tell her as we near the main office area. She opens the door to a large office with "Harry" written on the door. Harry looks really pissed off: red faced, sort of sweating, jittery with rage. "Why are you firing me?" I ask sincerely looking for any reason.
"Because you were screwing around on your phone!"
"But I didn't even use my phone!"
"Well, I tried to call you before you got to work and you didn't answer"
I think back to my trip to work, and remember when I checked the time, I had no missed calls. And also, when I got to my desk, there were still no missed calls. Humoring his reason, even though it is a lie, I tell him that, "Sometimes the traffic is loud when I'm riding my bike next to the road. How can I get fired for that?"

He walks right up to me and slaps me hard across my face. I am a bit surprised, and look back at him with wide eyes. He slaps me again! "How is this making me want to keep my job?" I ask him, only to get another slap. I just take it like a champion boxer because I would like to keep this job, and the odds of doing so would be really low if I retaliated. I stare at him, waiting for an answer, only to get punched square in the nose, then again in the forehead. Tired of being a human punching bag after taking another punch to the jaw, I tell him, "Fine, I'm leaving" and walk out of his office.

While attaching my bike bags, and pant straps to get ready to bike home, I overhear the secretary tell the owner that they can't just fire me like that. I would first have to temporarily suspended, then allowed a second chance. Encouraged, I turn back to the front desk and see both the secretary and Harry behind safety glass like at a ticket booth. Harry is ignoring me, and the secretary asks me, "What do you want?"
"I'd like to speak with Harry" I tell her. She gestures for me to walk over to his side of the desk. 'This is the first time in my life I've appreciated safety glass' I think as I walk up to Harry.

Contemplating how to get him to work with me rather than against me I tell him, "So that we're on the same page here, I'm just suspended temporarily right? Not fired?" He nods in agreement, then tells me I still have a job. I realize he must be afraid I'll sue him and the company for firing me, or at least for the beating he just gave me. I don't plan on it, I just want to have a job so I can buy food.

Feeling like I've now got an Ace up my sleeve, and immunity from being fired, I ride my bike back home.

Arriving home, my house is in a large parking lot, with a highway overpass going above it, just next to the front door. Someone in the parking lot asks me how I am able to get any sleep, and what it's like living so close to the road. "I don't hear it at all when I'm inside" I tell them as I sort through my key chain looking for my house key to go inside.

I remember just riding down beltline road at night. The feeling was surreal.

- I was at a grocery store with a girl I knew from middle school named #74-94. I left the store and started wandering the parking lot and came across #154-434 driving around. I was wondering why he didn't stop for me, as he was my ride, and he clearly saw me. He later came up to me without the truck, and explained he had to return it to someone else. I was a little concerned, explaining now we were stranded.

- A friend of mine, #28-22, was on her couch back home and her mother walked in. Her mom, a very short, stout lady, was very open with her sexuality. My friends father was also there and picked up the mother, threw her on the couch, and then picked up a couch nearby. He later opened up a book entitled "Streets in Heaven."

- I had a false awakening in which I met my sister, and was explaining to her she should keep a dream journal. She was telling me she joined my work, and was working with the friend from earlier (#28-22). At one point she was in a car with me and my father. We drove by a man named "Arms" who walked with one arm on the ground. At one point my sister left the car and was being dragged by "Arms." I felt uneasy about this, but didn't realize she was in danger. "Arms" collapsed for some reason and my sister was able to get back in our car, explaining how she was captured. My father looked really upset at this, and explained he didn't know or would've shot him. Instead, he started driving towards the collapsed man and attempted to run over him twice. I don't remember if he was successful.

- I remember seeing my old roommate, #0192-210, in a bathroom stall. I walked past him and started washing my hands at the sink. Another guy, shorter than me and black, started making some comment about my sister I believe. I remember feeling angry about this, and ignoring the guy.

I saw Kurt Cobain numerous times in this set of dreams. Somehow I think he's alive although people think he's dead - He even went into a long explanation regarding the band Nirvana in another dream I had.

I saw cartoon characters from 2013 and Shaggy and Scooby-Doo were there, Someone also made a huge sandwich for Shaggy.

I saw drawers and in them there were masks. One was of Ian Curtis (Who was the singer of Joy Division) and it was rotten like a corpse. There were other masks too but that one pops out in memory.

we snuck into green hills country club. there was a really dramatic scene involving a waterfall and some guy falling off of it. anyway, we convinced the guy at the front desk to order us a pizza. I was woried that he would find out we were imposters. later i snuck into a parking structure and these guys were trying to kill me and i shit myself cause i was so scared which made them laugh so hard they fell of the stairs and died. then travis did something to fuck up one of their eyes really badly

I really wanted to get this one done and it was actually easier than I thought it would be.

Pre bed supps: 5htp (I had stopped taking this for about a week prior to last night)
Bed at 945
Alarm set for 515 and had dream around 5.
No WBTB or WBTB supps

I had a good 3 or 4 vivid dreams with really good recall before this one too, but ill just log the Lucid.

I don't remember how exactly it started but I was in a row standing outside in some sort of class, we may have been sitting at first. There were several rows in front of me, I was probably the 6th row back on the far right side so no one standing next to me on the right. The teacher was asking questions, something about capital letters, I'm guessing it was an English class. A girl two rows in front of me was answering the question, she was saying some crazy stuff about science and/or math and how the programs wouldn't recognize the different characters. Oh the teacher actually asked about word processing programs and when the capital letters wouldn't work or when. Anyways, the teacher wasn't really happy with the answer and just shook her/his head. The teacher was first some larger black lady I think and then turned to a he and was standing by me. Some guy next to me was jumping up and down saying "Mr. President, Mr. President", he did this several times. After a bit for some reason the whole class kind of collapsed around us, they all ran in and formed some sort of a circle. I assumed everyone was trying to get out of class early. For some reason I did a quick RC (hands), I saw more than 5 fingers, maybe 8. I stepped back a couple of steps and looked again, yep about 8 fingers. Lucid: I was pretty happy with this but for a split second I had a million things I wanted to do fly through my head. I then thought of the meteor task which I had played through my head a bunch of times. I flew up into the sky a little ways and looked up and imagined a meteor with a tail coming in. There it was very easily, I pulled it in and apparently I didn't will it bigger and bigger since it never got much bigger as it got closer. I guided it in and it impacted almost directly below my feet. I flew down to check it out and was not impressed with the impact. There was like a foot section of rubble and a hole in the middle. I looked in the hole and could see lava, which I thought was pretty funny. The next part is kind of a blur but I flew to the sky and it was dark all of a sudden. I brought down a couple more meteors around some people but didn't' notice the effect of them. Next thing I remember is laying down on my back on a bed in huge room like a gymnasium, with a large brick wall that I was facing. I wanted to bring some more meteors down so I summoned one. It was still small like ping pong ball size, I wanted them bigger. I concentrated and used my 'magic hands' to try to get them bigger. after a few attempts they were baseball sized and after a few more they got to be about basket ball sized. The issue at this point was they were no longer flying through the wall and the floor. The meteors were more like rolling through the already made hold and just pushing their way through, to make matters worse they turned into big basket balls, orange with black lines. I shouted 'fire' and they ignited again but didn't fly. I stood up from the bed and wanted to jump through the ceiling, I did some sort of jumping backflip round house maneuver and would up on the level above where I was. I remember there were a couple DCs there but not much about the scene, I thought of waking and I did.

Date: 6/24/14
Time Slept: 12:15 am to 7:00 am
Dream Quality/Recall Upon Waking: Average vividness, clear recall
Sleep Schedule: irregular, getting on schedule, sleeping at least 8 hrs
Pre-Bed: Looking movie and trying yoga nidra CD
Waking Up: at 3am going back to sleep 315am, waking up 7am. Ok with clear recalls.
Number of dreams to recall: 1

Summer camp

I am at an kind of university summer camp, we have different activities during the day, including going to gym etc. My girlfriend is there also and she have 2 big german shepherd. Many people at the camp are vegetarian and are angry because the dogs are killing the hens and eating meat. They make a meeting with my girlfriend to stop that, i am at the meeting, and i tell them that thats its crazy you can not convert to vegetarian those dogs.
In the same dream we have many friends and we are having a kind of party reunion, there there isa blond beautiful rich girl that is hitting on me, even if she knows that i have girlfriend, suddenly we are at her room with other friends and she is showing a lll the good stuff that she have, nice golf clubes, clothes, earring, etc. Then we are at her bmw convertible and she is showing me all that. I feel like, wow she also have a Bmw, but i am not impress since i have the same wealth.

In another episode of that dream i am showing a glock 45 to a guy, nothing remarkable with that.

1. [Non Lucid] [Long]
It started with me in china at a train station asking this security woman when the next train is (A train was already leaving the station but going the wrong way). The train arrived and I walk inside, this train basically a Tardis, its huge inside with big shops in it.

I turn right and ended up going the wrong way through all these shops with country specific flags above them, so I turned around to go back the way I came and found a British shop, I saw fruit pastels and decided I want to buy a roll so I give it to the cashier guy but he couldn't find a price tag on it, I grabbed them from him and took a look myself to find there is in fact no price tag, he eventually says 367, this confused me as I cant pay such a high price as that's just ridiculous, I mean they're just fruit pastels for fuck sake!!


I'm stood holding the fruit pastels and all of a sudden this scary monster guy comes in, I just tried not to move in hope he won't see me and it seemed to work, he then scattered rocks on the ground and his pet MUTHAFUCKIN scary squid tentacle thing came in surrounding us, it was black and had glowing green dots going down the side of the thin tentacles, I moved slightly and the dots turned yellow then red and it made a ringing sound to alert its owner (also the rocks on the floor glow green too, they also turned yellow then red), I moved again and the same thing happened...the thing and its owner eventually left.

I came up with a plan to just fuckin leg it down the corridor behind us into a hole at the end to escape (its not a train any-more by the way), as we run the rocks start flashing and ringing alerting the monster and its tentacle thing, we jump down the hole at the end into a room with a few doors, we go into 1 which is a dead end...when I went to open the door it floated off and vanished, we eventually find an elevator and escape.