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YEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS FINALLY. I had a DILD for the first time ever, really.

I remember there was even one time a while ago where I was talking about lucid dreaming with my dad in a dream once and I still didn't become lucid, so I'm starting to feel a bit more confident now.

This one ended up being a bit sexual, so I'm going to spare most of the unnecessary details. Now, it also didn't feel as real as I'd have liked it to feel, I still had that sort of disconnected feeling, which is why I've been trying the WILD method, but this was still an LD so I'm happy about it.

At first, I was in some basement with maybe 1 or 2 other people and I don't remember exactly what was happening, but out of nowhere, some visual trigger popped up which caused me to go lucid. Go ahead and guess what it was. You won't guess it correctly. Go on, guess.

...

I'l tell you what it was.

It was as if it was on my laptop screen, brightly illuminated. It seemed like a hologram at the same time though. It was a snippet of information from THIS website. It looked like it was a thread/post with some information. I immediately recognized the dark blue style, and realized it was from here. Then it clicked. I was in a dream.

I almost woke up, but I managed to stay asleep.

Next thing I know, I'm outside of this building on the street following two... very attractive (Japanese?) women somewhere. No they weren't wearing anything.

Yeah. I said it got sexual. But at the same time, I'm unsure about my level of lucidity from here on out. But I'm pretty sure I was at least somewhat aware.

One of the women became separated from the other and I stayed with one and did some... questionable things. IT WAS GREAT. Nothing really too good though. All that I can really say is that her skin was really unusually soft and smooth. Pretty strange really.

I remember her saying something like "I like shorter guys." for some reason.

I was shorter than her though, so...?

Either way, this was my first real DILD ever.

FINALLY.

Lucid dreaming is becoming a staple thought in my mind again, so this could help me have more LDs in the future.

But I'm going to mainly focus on the WILD method.

Partner finds themself in a new office...talking behind new bosses back without realising new boss is already in office.
So they lose their job.
They try to apply for other jobs but don't have correct qualifications. One particular module needed is missing.

- Dream meaning
I once had a module on logistics (sucked) I needed to retake in order to improve my grade but as I was away (out of the city) I didn't take it. Although I Knew I should. Guilt is still with me...wow! things stay around until you unblock/learn the lesson

I had another lucid dream this morning. It was one of those lucid dreams where you wake up and panic a little because you can't remember much of it. I backtracked and found I remembered some of it. I'll share what I remember.

I had been in my grandparents' house when the dream started. And that's where I became lucid. My grandparent's house shows up in a lot of my dreams--probably more than any other house. I have a whole lot of happy memories connected to that place.

At some point I became lucid and did some stuff. It kind of kills me that I can't remember what I did.

But I do remember going to the front door. I thought something like, "Well, I'm still lucid and dreaming after all that, so I might as well go out and do something outdoors." As I flew out the door, I thought of how many times I had been lucid and flown out that same door.

I vaguely remember flying around. At some point I decided that I would take off my shirt. I started to do so, but for some reason I had a harder time undressing. Usually my clothes just sort of fall off me the moment that I think about it. But this time I was having difficulty pulling my shirt off over my head and flying at the same time.

Before I got my shirt completely off, I saw a high school down below. I decided to pull my shirt back down if I was going to interact with the students.

I saw three students walking outside the school buildings. I needed to do something interesting in this dream since I felt that I was mostly just wasting time to this point. I flew up and hovered in front of a girl. She was tall, thin, with straight honey brown colored hair. She had high cheek bones and light brown eyes. I don't remember what I said first. But she didn't react the way I wanted her to. So I decided to tell her that she was in my dream. She nodded and still didn't say much. How boring.

So I went up to the guy next to her. He looked much older than a high school student. He had dark hair that had some curl in it. He had an obvious 5 o'clock shadow. If he had gone another couple of days with out shaving, he would have had a very full beard.

I also told him that he was just a dream character in my dream. Like the girl he didn't seem to care. He didn't think it was weird that I was flying right in front of them.

I then kissed him. He sort of kissed me back, but without much enthusiasm.

Well, that was it. I had had enough of that kind of attitude. I somehow had a blanket with me, and I threw it around this guy, pinning his arms to his sides. I was going to kidnap him. Once he was pinned, I grabbed him and flew to the top of the highest building on campus.

I said something like, "Well if you don't care that this is just a dream, then you shouldn't care if I let us both fall off this building." Still, I got no reaction. How rude.

So with my arms around him I slowly leaned out over the edge until we were both falling.

We didn't fall very fast and we gently fell to a grassy lawn below. The guy was calm and expressionless.

This wasn't going the way I had wanted it to. How could I go so wrong? Could this be my most boring lucid dream ever?

And I think the answer is "yes". Because I woke up shortly after that.

I had such a vivid (though non lucid) nightmare last night, Iwoke up in a sweat. Normally Itry to remember my dreams for my journal, but it was so unsettling, I didn't want to,but bits have remained .---- It started off innocently enough, although the entire atmosphere of the dream was wrong. Nasty

- My Uncle turned up at the door of my house. He had a brown kilt on and wanted socks to match, I had a rake around but couldn't find any. (Not scary, but like I said everything was 'wrong' and unsettling.
- In a room in the house with the worst entity it was possible to witness- I cant (and wont) remember more.
- Lying in my bath. There was something going on with the towel rail , I tried to wake up (so I suppose I was near lucid) but couldn't and my wife was wondering what I wasupto.
- A big man in a suit came into the house. He was about to do a psychic reading. I asked if he could check out each room first. He said they were all fine, although he hadn't checked our bedroom yet (where the 'entity' had been)

Doesn't sound scary written down , but I've never been so relieved to wake up!

On a happier (though very interesting note)

a fragment - a lassie I've seen about a few times walking down the road toward me she smiled and said 'I need a word with you'

Later today IRL - The same lassie came into my shop (shes only ever been in once before) she smiled and said 'I need to pick your brains....'

Which is pretty amazing if you ask me!!!!

There was an anime girl associated with ghosts, and she had long hair with twintails. She walked down the street in a daze. Then I guess there was sort of a flashback? In it, she was bullied by other girls and ignored by her own family. Its implied she committed suicide and bonded with the ghost for a second chance at life. At this point the flashback is over and she has friends now, including a motherly figure, a guy with white hair, and some other people. When they discussed having a party, I tried drawing the scene, and changed the white haired guy's hair from green to what it is now. I also drew the girl as she might appear in the future. Unfortunately, I didn't get past the heads before I was woken up.

I was in a house for some type of competition or reality show. Wil Wheaton was a part of it too, and tried to get me to go up the ladder into the attic, but for some reason I didn't want to do it (or couldn't) so I told him I'd go up the stairs. The only parts of the house I saw were the garage and the attic (partially). I was near a car at some point. My friend said we should prank Wil, and I went along with it. We did whatever it was, and Wil got really angry and drove and broke our friendship and never came back. ):
I felt super bad....

[Sunday]
I was in my backyard, and it had a below ground pool. There were fish in it, and when I walked around the pool, they would follow. Some starfish would jump out and stick to my leg, and I would peel them off and toss them back into the pool as gently as possible. I was flattered they liked me so much, but I didn't really like the feeling of them and the fish touching me and I was pretty nervous about it. I talked to someone about it, and they told me I was getting a new fish, the same species Gill, was in Finding Nemo. Then I woke up.

So i wanted to experiment wake back to bed
and so i did wake up at around 11 am, did some activity, went back again to bed after a hour.

i woke up in my room in the dream, i got lucid and i tried to check out my window see whats out there etc, everything looked fine but i kind of lost it there, so i re-entered the lucid dream (false awakening) did some reality check like pushing my finger in my hand and it worked so i was even more sure, so wanted to do something and i lost it again !
well then i had some sleep paralysis, imeddiatly skipped it cus i knew its nothing to be afraid of, and entered again a false awakaening, i think thats my skill now lol,so that time i tried to fly like jump and see if the gravity is life the earth's gravity, it was llower so i could fly higher and .. i decided to try and stabilize this dream, so i open my room door and decided to go outside meet people etc..

in the hall of our appartment my dad was in kitchen as usual doing stuff, but i opened my door and exited the appartment, going down 2 levels opened the door and went outside, it was dark, i tried to change it but i couldnt no wonder why exactly, but thats my longest lucid dream and i think its fine, i found few people to talk with and no wonder why they said we should go to my place, so they rushed there... and i followed but i found 2 ladies in the stairs and i focused on them looking and they were kind of shy so i kind of woke up and entered other dream lol . thats it . atleast i did my task and i think next time it will be easier.

Got to sleep after a small anxiety attack linked to last year training period. Didn't have a nightmare about it thankfully, but instead of hypnalogic imagery I got auditory hallucinations that made me get back up to check the house's doors.


I am a FBI agent working in the BAU with the Criminal Minds team. Garcia is showing us a amateur video shot in night mode (everything is in green shades and we cas seen the flashlight halo) from her lair, so her voice is rolling other the video but she's not with us. It's a video sent by a unknow suspect and everyone is on edge. We can see an corridor the unsub is walking in, he is inside a small house or a appartement with light-colored walls and tilded floors. they stop in front of a light-colored plastic-looking door with two long panel of frosted glass. The camera is aimed pretty low, and when the door open we can see the legs and feet of a soaked wet woman. Her legs are chubby and she's wearing hight-heeled, sparkly sandals and her toesnails look painted. We can faintly hear rain. The camera pan slowly up to revel that the woman is Garcia, who look out of breath and disheveled, then the video is cut. Everyone react in horror and we hear Garcia gasping.
Later, I'm going undercover in the mafia. I am with the leader of this particular branch, dressed to the nine in a short, tight silk dress in deep red and a pair of styletto, my hair in a complicated bun doted with shininhs gems high on my head, and the man I'm being all arm candy for is in a sharp charcoal suit and is cultivating his ressemblance with anthony Hopkins. We're in a anonymous room, sitting around a cheap round table, though he is sitting in a velvet and dark wood chair and smoking a cigar. An other man with dark hair and slightly chinese features is with us, in a crumpled suit and nervous behaviour. the mafia leader is interviewing him about his entry in the group. After a little conversation, the candidate is accepted. I hand him a pen and a pile of contracts he have to sign while the mafia leader take his almost finished cigar off his mouth and cut of the chewed on tip to hand the still smoldering other bit to the man. He have to place it on the webbing between his tumb and his other fingers and press down hard, as a final test of passage. Interestingly, I don't have anyburn marks on my hands; I'm clearly a secretary/pretty thing and nothing more for the leader.


Man that dress was pretty. Barely-covering-my-croch level of short, but pretty.

I'm in a concrete park hall kind of place in the middle of a suburban area full of trees and apartments. It is a grey day, sunlight comes from openings in the walls. A guy is swinging around there, there is a Chinese-styled ceiling. I want to join and swing around as well, it looks fun.

I'm sitting by some trees by a road, tall apartment buildings surround me on all sides. Feel oddly meditative. Next to me there is some kind of statue, it's to my right, I think it has something to do with meditation as well? It is round and not obviously supposed to represent any kind of specific form. It suddenly shoots off like a rock from a slingshot, weaving through the buildings. What's that all about?

A dark basement, large, industrial, only a yellowish lamp to one side. Old women there, we are all going to be convicted of crimes. I draw the halls into my dream journal.

I'm in a large area on a terrace, it is overlooking an overgrown jungle scene, like a forgotten temple. I see a guy swinging on a vine, as I think how similar this is to the dream I had I look down at my dream journal and see I've almost completely painted the whole scene, now I won't forget it. It's almost as if it's real now, not just a vague dream.

I see a friend after being chased by a menacing person like Hannibal Lecter. We paint together, although we make nothing memorable, it's nice to get practice. I tell him about Daoism after he mentions having read the Daodejing.

I was in my dorm, when one of my hallmates A came in. We talked a bit, and eventually, he invited me to his room to smoke weed with him and a few other people. I went with him, and there were a ton of people there already. There were a few other people I knew from my dorm. Together, we all passed around a joint, and had fun. Eventually, I blacked out from the amount of weed I smoked, as if it were alcohol. (?) I remember stuff up to that point. I remember cops might have come, and we could have run for our freedom. I also remember we could've just sat there all night. It felt like the lazy kind of weed.

Either way, I woke up the next morning in my room in my bed. It was fun trying to remember what happened the previous night.

Dream 2

I remember a bungalow in the woods in the night. There were people inside it, who included my family, and possibly a few other people. We were having some kind of gathering. There were four people who I saw. They all carried guns, and started shooting at us. I found a sniper rifle with a laser pointer on it and started aiming. I started killing them all, trying to save my family.
This may or may not have happened. I can't remember this one very well.

Sa-Su, 19-20.09.15

I became lucid somehow. At some point in the dream I stood on a really big field of dark green grass at nighttime, which was surrounded by little mountains and trees (kinda like a world boarder in video games). At that boarder there was a high wooden hut which looked somehow chinese, and I jumped all the way up to the roof. I thought, "Now if I get down again, someone will be standing in the doorway of the hut." . However, when I looked on the field again, I noticed it was filled with dozens of monsters from Minecraft, like spiders, zombies and skeletons. I didn't want to deal with them, so before I got down, I stretched out my arm over the field and said: "All monsters are dead!" . Now one after another they all fell on the ground and vanished, all except the skeletons for some reason (another try did the rest though) .
Now I could finally jump off the roof, keeping in mind I wanted to meet somebody to talk with, but all I found in the doorway was only a statue of someone instead of a real person.

At some points in the dream I was in a hall that looked like a canteen for big workplaces, so there were chairs and tables spread in the room with people sitting around them. Almost everything in the room was very grey and colourless, the floor and walls were out of concrete, and the plastic chairs and the tables were gray or white aswell; the whole place was really athmospheric. I was sitting at one of the tables, and in front of me, there was sitting a boy of about eight years, and I talked with him. I knew that in this dream, I wasn't myself but a man of about 25 to 30 years, and the boy in front of me was my son, so I was happy to see him.
I feel like I visited this place inbetween every "section" of my lucid dream (though I can't remember most of these sections), about three or four times, and everytime I talked to this boy.
He was very polite and mature all the time, and he gave me tips about how I can improve my lucid dreams. I can't recall what exactly he said, but all of these tips sounded really wise and logical, something like: "Remember, no matter what happens, there never is a reason to feel fear or anxiety in dreams. Just enjoy all the great things you see." . It felt great to sit there and talk to him, and thanks to his help, I managed to stay relaxed and was never worried to be kicked out of the dream or such things, which normally happens all the time in my lucid dreams.
Now in what I believe was our last "meeting", I suddenly had a realization and asked him: "Wait... Are you my dream guide?". He smiled in a subtle way and said that he was. I was extremely happy about this, so I asked him: "Hey, can I hug you?" . Once again he agreed, so I hugged the shit out of him and it felt incredibly nice.
I think at that point I either lost my lucidity or the dream faded away.

Almost missed recalling this one. I was in a school, me and my brother began wrestling around and next thing we knew, we were in a wooden box of some kind. I kicked out the side of the box and we both were now in a sunny field with a small house behind us. I then realized how strange it was that we were just in a school, and now nowhere near a school anymore and I told my brother we were in a dream. I kept calm and did not lose the dream to "darkness", however I lost my lucidity fairly quickly. I am still happy I had one since my recent long steak of none. I am a little out of practice. There were other dreams as well like me going around a school as a "guard" with a glock 19.

Short list of what happened (I'll try to explain in better detail later):

I was looking in the mirror and had a beard.

Jon wore a purple shirt that comes above his chest. It looked ridiculous. He said he got it from the laundry.

Jon and Dakota were in the kitchen, as was I, when I seen Mama coming up the drive-way from the window. She tossed a small box at me that had something to do with two languages that was going to be Jon's Christmas present. He tried to get it because he didn't know what it was, but I managed to hide it from him.

Well my schedule should be returning to normal now. It's going to take a few days to recover from all the late nights. Still managed a dream or a couple of frags, not sure if they're related or not.

+ I'm on a city street and circling an intersection in a car trying to slow down. Outside there are people from (my home town?) who are critical of me for some reason.

A pig comes down the line of people?

I'm walking up an incline (with my dad?) into a restaurant, I put my things down and try to select a table, they're all leaning because they're on the incline too. My friend (dad?) says "we're going to eat really well!" (?)

Sleeping: September 12th 2015, 11:15 PM (UTC +7)
Awake: September 13th 2015, 11 AM (UTC +7)

Non-Dream, Non-Lucid, Lucid, False Awakening

This girl appeared once in a blue moon. I still didn't know who she was. This was the second time she appeared. A small number didn't mean anything, but the feeling did. I felt that this dream character stood out from others. I'd love to get some more information on her.

Well, I don't have to care, actually. Let's get into the topic, for the sake of progress tracking. I slept at 11:15 PM on September 12th, 2015. Woke up naturally and recalled a fragment. It had been solid for only a few seconds then I failed to make an image out of it.

We were... somewhere, sitting at the table in an ice cream shop. We spent quite a long time discussing various things. It seemed like we've already formed a relationship.

That's all I could remember. After recalling, I kept on sleeping. A long dream started here. Surprisingly, she didn't vanish, she just didn't play a role. However, both of us still felt like we've talked a few minutes ago (in the previous dream). I failed to recognize this illogical timeline. I couldn't be at that place then be in a class in such a short time.

I was in a class, assumed it was an English class. We were assigned with big chunks of sheets (exercises) to do. The classroom, as far as I could remember, felt smaller than usual. I couldn't remember how it actually was since I didn't even bother to look at the whole classroom.

I started working on my exercises. Some questions were answered with choices. Some questions were answered with short writing. There were no specific topics. Things were random, but most of them were about psychological.

While I was finishing them off, my close friend (sitting next to me) constantly bothered me. He asked me some answers, or just complained that questions didn't make sense. (Of course, they didn't. Yet, I didn't notice.) There was a question to answer with a full paragraph. It was asking something about techies. This time, I had to talk with him as I wasn't sure. It was a question to be answered in a creative way also.

He could only say he didn't know. He said those whole things didn't make sense, yet I didn't even notice. Soon, my supposed teacher came in and told that we had to give it to teacher already. I, not finishing my works yet, grabbed my close friend's paper and copied all those answers. (What a bad kid.) Thank goodness, everything I've left out seemed to be simple, choices questions.

The teacher asked me for a fee, for not completing my works. I was confused and instinctively looked back for no reason at all. I saw her handing me some coins already. I took it, and thanked, even though being confused. Then, I woke up. I haven't taken any notes on when which dream was recalled. It was far too long for me to remember also. Thus, I could only leave a list of my awakening: 4 AM, 7 AM, and the final one at 11 AM.

Seriously. Complete nonsense and multiple warnings went unnoticed. How lovely.

Related dreams

• Pre-Journal Entry - Unknown Date - Home of success

Standing in our driveway, a mini drove up and through the barn. I found a doorway had been made at the back. On investigation someone had made an illegal milk bottling plant at the back of the barn.
Spent ages showing my dad how they had made special doors to hide what they were doing.

I was doing lots of things around the back of the barn. Then there was a small fire in the roof of the barn I didn't do much about it. it was raining and I was worried the rain would get in through the hole and threw some plastic sheeting over.

Can't remember much else.