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    1. Recall is still bad.

      by , 05-21-2019 at 03:30 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Wrong house

      I walk into some youtuber's house. his and his girlfriend are mad that I'm just there. He just yells at me to leave.

      Arguing

      Had this right after the other dream. Same scenario. But I'm in a house arguing with my distant uncle and his wife. They really hate me and keep asking me to leave. At one point the woman asks, "Tell me about the gospel." but it descends into another argument and I leave.

      Jamie dreams are swingy.

      Walking.

      In this dream we are walking to a 711 or something. the ground is covered in snow. That's all I remember.

      Scary


      In this dream I just see Jamie talking to herself. Just repeating, "Don't do it. Don't do it." Over and over again. Not sure why or over who or what.

      Really?

      Just and audio one while I'll falling asleep. I clearly heard, "I love you."

      Quiet

      I find Jamie in an attic. She won't look at me or talk to me. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. She vanishes somewhere so me and some friends go everywhere trying to look for her. I have an uneasy feeling the whole time.

      cruising

      another good dream where me and Jamie are just cruising around in her car. wish I remembered more on this one.

      H

      Walking around with a girl I used to dream about way too many years ago. True story: I had this dream where I was flying up around her, and she asked, "how do you do that?" I said <"Just flap your arms and float up." A fe days later I see her IRL and she goes up to me all excited and says she's been having these silly dreams where she flies by flapping her arms.

      In the dream we start at a house. I am trying on some clothes when I realize I have 3 shirts on. And it's hot out. so I go down to one shirt. Me and H leave. We wind up in some jungle. We came across a swamp after all these trails. But we both had different ways to cross it. That's all I remember.
      Tags: jamie
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
    2. earthquakes, the saint

      by , 05-20-2019 at 10:45 PM
      May18 - Losing focus, Arnold Schwar

      I had a sister in this dream. She was trying to become an idol. Her hair was extra black looked dyed. She looked nice.

      I had an AP. Actually had 2, where left bed but, lost awareness after FAs.

      FAs

      Hard a super realistic vision of seeing my body in my dream. Looked so real so I thought I was awake. My dad making a mess of my room. Just trashing about. I am going through the house and I see a scary-feeling door down the hall. It scares me and I will it to disappear and it's gone. I felt better.

      Wake

      I am waiting for a girl inside a house. Presumably she's my friend. Her bf shows up and begins to pick a fight. I try to find a weapon to fight him. The house is a small detached house. Wooden, maybe more a cot than a house. Country-style. I find and grab a rapier and fight him off.

      I explore around the house and at the back of the house where the backdoor to the backyard is, I find the young Arnold Schwarzenegger. He begins by telling me he's going to test my strength and throws a punch my way. I block it and he acknowledges me. Apparently there's a bomb in the house, I diffuse it.

      I am outside, yellow grasslands, control the weather, make/stop rain.

      I keep exploring the country side and find a noodle shop with some friends. Find my parents there. There's a student looking for his friend. People at the town asks me to follow them.

      Notes: Had control, did AP, but lost awareness.


      May19 - Monkey Song

      The ????(gibberish) getting bullied by classmates???? ???

      I recall being in a dark room trying to solve a puzzle. I meet evan who helped me solve it.

      Wake

      My friend M was in bed. I hear a song on the radio, it's a very catchy song. went like:

      "Oooh ah ah ah ah"

      I comment on how I could sing it better probably. Upon awakening I decided to name the song Monkey. It was very with the guy's voice and the tune. Tried to record the tune upon awake.

      wake

      I am making friends on dream views apparently, finds Michael Raduga's group on it. He invited me and I find him there with a blackboard at the back teaching his phase stuff.

      FA

      Tried to write down the dreams on DJ in the dream. x2-3 Maybe I realized I was dreaming in the middle of it. I decided to wake up to write down a few events.

      Notes:
      I think I had the same thing the night before. Where I am writing down the dream in DJ inside the dream, and I have to decide to really wake up or write it down.


      May20 today - Earthquakes, Saint

      I was in a school gym like setting. Y was there and there were yugioh cards.

      +likely incubated by seeing it at dollar store when I was trying to buy a pack of poker cards.

      Going around the school. It's huge more like an academy. It's like the academy in xmen kind of. Ppl having powers in general sort of setting. Apparently I had a rival dude he had short blond hair pretty well built.

      I head to the edge of a building and there's an earthquake. The place is a wreck and I'm one of the only survivors.

      I'm just surveying the area in birds eye view. The place is a wreck.

      Lasts about a day.

      FA

      I am in bedroom and earthquakes happen again. The room is rolling over and I'm just being flicked all over the place.

      I head out and end up being in the hall. My home is apparently a rather very spacious mansion, old, brownish colors but nice. There's a large group of people heading through the door. They are a religious group of sorts and apparently came to worship me as a Saint for some reason. They believed I was a Saint from surviving the earthquake when they saw I was one of the only sole survivor of the earthquake from the previous academy scene.

      So they line up in rows with a cardinal like person at the front directing them to sing hymns. I sing along for fun and apparently sang the part of the star choir boy. Not wanting to hog his spotlight I stop and leave.
      I head back towards my room. My rooms a mess and all esp from the earthquake and I preferred privacy.

      I begin to sort articles in my room when I find my pc. Let's erase stuff on my pc before they come! I like my privacy. I tried turning it on but as the fan turns it stops running. A skinny neighbor from previous neighborhood, R, smacks my pc to try to fix it. She repeats it a few times. No it does not work. Stop smacking my alienware! Maybe it broke from the earthquake. No worries.

      A team of saintly maidens about 5 or 6 shows up. They are here to watch over me or take care of my needs. I just feel distracted and annoyed with them here. They keep getting in my way as I try to clean the place and I decided to touch them on the forehead with my palm to erase their memories. I implanted false memories that they already completed their objective.

      As they head back i ask if there are any "special" nuns among the entirety of their mission. There were a couple. I asked them to bring them over to play with each other. They do so.

      Wake

      I wanted to see if i could get back into previous dream since it was so interesting.

      *I was in the bedroom at start of dream

      I did an AP within the dream. Saw my body behind my family that were eating. I saw my grandparents there. As I watched from another room I noticed my body moving on its own looking silly and I believe I'm possesses so I decide to jump head first back into my body.

      I begin to converse my ap to my grandparents but it appears we are being spied. My grandma tells me that we need to get away as we try to find elsewhere. She appears to have something important to say. But I notice behind me there is a maid or a waitress following us. She is the spy!

      We run away. This building we are in is somewhat structurally similar to the previous mansion but not the same. Somewhat more like a mall but it's the same shape. We head towards where my room was in the previous dream. We take a break at the corridor. My grandpa has some kind of parasitic plant taking over the leg, I recall perhaps I was infected by the same thing earlier. There's a guy with us too and I tell them to undress as I undress too to make sure there are no parasites. I check my body first to make sure I am clean before I can heal the others.

      The waitress from earlier is here and she has an assault rifle. I grab it from her and shoot all the bullets in the air. No ammo for you! But she tries to tell me something. There were a bunch of macho guys who begin to attack us. There were 2 of them who appeared to be the boss of the bunch. Thinking perhaps I should have let her keep the weapon. I pushed them with my palm.

      Maybe FA

      I might become a different person around here. I am now a bodybuilder/ pro wrestler. I guide the baddies towards up a certain stairway and it leads to their demise eventually. The flooring would collapse and they would all be...

      I head away somewhere else. Underground where we'd escape. But it's locked. I was betrayed by Nikolas. But someone else from the group bulldozers the entrance to let me in. I'm about to scold him when I notice to the right there is a small room there. It's my/wrestlers wife. she begins to speak of how I changed. I begin to reflect upon my dream actions. Maybe I didn't need to kill off all the baddies like some overlord. I'm feeling regrets and begin crying.

      I hear a musical that I made before. But the lyrics were different and in the voice of the wrestler...

      I awake in tears.


      Notes:

      didn't focus on becoming lucid.

      Focused on getting good rest and good dream recall.

      Continuation of plot one way or another through all dreams to this day.

      I had control in all dreams, but not fully lucid. I knew I could control it, very close to lucid. I guess I had control in all dreams the last couple of days.

      I listened to monroe audio to sleep better when I had trouble sleeping the last few days. It appears to be very effective sleep aid, when I couldn't sleep for 45 min it worked!

      I feel like I'm getting closer to my subconscious lately via shadow work.

      Visualization before meditation appears to make meditation state more easy to achieve.

      Wondering if a smart watch or fitness band would be a great tool to train reality checking.

      I also practiced visualization more lately, may be the cause of increased control?

      Updated 05-21-2019 at 06:02 AM by 96162

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    3. Strange research, then waking into weak DILD

      by , 05-20-2019 at 09:27 PM
      A had power to teleport myself and others or things with me. There were plans to use my abilities to make expedition to Mars. But we run into problem- I wasn't able to teleport there, it was as if there was some kind of barrier. I was doing some strange research to find way to circumvent the problem. At some point I got idea that I'm dreaming.
      Therefore I went away from there to do some scouting... There was dark forest outside of research building... and a clean new road was leading into distance. I started to run... as often in my LDs I either fly in prone position, or glide in vertical position. Here I was running effortlessly with longer and longer steps(tens to hundreds of meters long). After a few minutes I saw friend standing in front of me, she looked lost... Afraid of very dark forest.
      I stopped by her, took her hand and told her: "don't worry, this is only a dream, I will be your guide here. Lets run, its a fun!"
      She was reluctant to move from the place... but then started to walk with me, then we ran. I again elongated my steps to tens of meters length... and she did that too. She started to smile... It was so romantic to run this way, hand in hand... effortlessly and fast. Her brown hairs were waving in wind... The dream had lost stability and I had woken up... with the feel of her hand on my hand... strange.

      Updated 05-21-2019 at 09:48 PM by 66278

      Tags: dild, memorable
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    4. 20 May: Random stuff and synthetic biology project

      by , 05-20-2019 at 08:31 PM (Lucid-schizo-dreamer)
      non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

      In a studio with Billy Corgan and Dave Grohl. There's a problem with ticks, I go to the toilet and find bloody paper and a giant bug roaming around.

      With friends at a café in Lisbon, a fancy place. Nuno Markl passes by with a shopping bag, we can see he bought two pink pullovers and that another man just passing by him is wearing a similar pullover. We laugh at the popularity of these pullovers and he looks at us. I wave and he looks puzzled as if finding me familiar but not knowing who I am.
      Then we go down the street, I am dressed like a Jedi, sort of. Then crossing the street becomes a challenge as the road gives place to a very steep hill that we have to climb. I stick a dagger on the ground so I can climb and the mountain moves because it is a dragon.

      I am staying at a house with others, one guy is clearly specialist in ancient Greek myths. I am a biologist on some project. I take a look at some papers describing a synthetic biology project that is taking place in some Asian country where the laws are not restrictive and they talk about growing tissues and limbs. Reminds me a video my mom had sent me, I decide I will share these documents with the guys from that video so we can discuss the project
      .
    5. Angel of death?

      by , 05-18-2019 at 01:46 PM
      I was gliding close to ground(about 20cm) in the hypermodern city. It was as if I was invisible to anyone... nobody paid an attention to me. My consciousness felt cold, glacial like, analytic, concentrated... neutral, blank... My sight was strange. I was able to see, not only normally visible things but I was able to focus behind walls, buildings...
      And I was looking for something. I was looking for something without having thoughts, without desire... it was blank purpose. When I glided to the large skyscraper I felt I was on the place I have to be. But there was nothing. I looked into sky- there was also nothing. Then I looked toward ground and focused below and deeper below... till I saw something like tunnel. A few people were dying in it. And I waited till they died.
      Then I submerged into the concrete, soil, a few hundreds of meter deep, till I was levitating in darkness of that tunnel. I extended my right hand with palm up and my fingers curved up. A shiny blue violet fire started to dance about 10 cm over my palm... the flame was about 30cm long and on the basis about as thick as mu palm. And I glided slowly toward laying bodies of a few men and women. It was as if the bodies were filled with shiny substance. I stopped close to them and said quietly: "You have died, go in peace." And those shiny substances evaporated.
      And I glided away to where I needed to go. I was unable to stay in dream longer than about 2 minutes longer after that.

      Remarks
      My consciousness felt strange... it was as if I'm there but I had nearly no control over what I'm doing. Still I was that.

      Updated 05-18-2019 at 01:57 PM by 66278

      Tags: memorable
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    6. 100!

      by , 05-17-2019 at 07:18 PM
      Hurrah! 100 lucid dreams!

      Yesterday:


      My friend mama in cafeteria.

      Wake

      Strange animal.

      Wake

      Something about sex.

      Wake

      Neighbor cut down our tree in dream.

      -Maybe related to the trying to neighbor move out dream. Pretty mad about it.

      Job listing and an old guy.

      Working at a mall food court.

      Dreamed about in a store at border between 2 countries? Friend was working at border. Tried to steal a console.

      -bought the console earlier that day, must have wanted it pretty badly subconsciously

      Ap

      Did raduga tech left body but stuck on bed.

      Today :

      Fighting a vampire with a friend I think then absorbed his powers. It was near a river by the bridge where we fought the second time where we win. Duration an afternoon.

      Wake

      #did raduga tech in most dreams after, rolling and focusing on head was most effective. Started from same bedroom scene DEILD. Most lucid, couple of immediate shooting back to bed. Raduga tek followed allowed for DEILD. Some FA.

      Next

      Went on trip with family and friends. Lived in an apartment with water park. Took the kids of relatives along to play.

      Free trial entry to residents. But it was just a promotion of a money making scheme.

      Wake

      Friend S breaks tv in bedroom. Same apartment seems like. Partial lucidity. Uncertain if dream. Friend Y acts as witness of event.

      Wake

      In bedroom TV still broken. Did it really happen? Explore the place it is a high end condo.

      -maybe related or the same condo where I meditated in ld few days ago.

      Pools and stuff inside in upper level found friends near pool. Going through pool areas.

      Saw reflection of self looked different. Another reflection showed more like myself. Perhaps my bad features more accentuated. Lucid

      -maybe subconscious fear of what I look like and what I fear how I look

      Wake

      Raduga tech.
      Hallway to right. Explore.

      Food stands. Find some black ppl selling chocolate peanuts snack.

      Ask for sample get sample. Get one for free. Kind of dry overcooked.

      Another stand had great looking fudge, looking very moist smooth and tasty. about to get fudge but wake.

      -did chocolate help make me lucid?

      Wake

      R tech
      I'm blonde now try to head to food stands again.

      Wake

      R tech
      Get out of body but get pushed back in.

      Wake

      R tech
      Im a black guy. Leave room head left hallway. Try to enjoy hanging with homies.

      Wake

      R tech go to bathroom look in mirror. Asian girl.

      Wake

      Raduga tech
      Began to write things down in dream.


      Notes:
      Sleeping on right =more dream like
      On back =more ap like

      Focused on reentering more than writing down. Can you gain prefect dream memory over multiple DEILD?

      Peculiar things I did / ate:
      Good Shadow work
      Visualize aloe plant
      Hurt hip
      Had allergic reaction
      Did raduga tek
      2 pc chocolate
      Banana
      Lemon balm tea
      Dandelion flower omelet (during day)

      Updated 05-18-2019 at 07:56 AM by 96162

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    7. Dream - The More Suitable Player

      by , 05-17-2019 at 02:57 PM
      Date of Dream: THU 25 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 584 - The More Suitable Player


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at one of my relative’s nursing homes but can’t remember what happened there. Next, my mum and I were driving down the Monash Freeway; the signs looked normal to me at this point in time. It when I started talking about what was on the signs the number of travel kilometres became weird and irrational compared to the locations. I said to my mum, something like, “I shouldn’t have said anything and just left the signs as they were because now they’ve gone all weird”. I can’t remember anything else about this scene.

      There was only a small scene in the dining room at my house but I forgot what happened in it. The next scene was in some completely unknown area, claiming to be on the way to Geelong. There was what seemed to be like an obstacle course that was required to be completed in three sections. I had the choice of 18-Volt, 9-Volt and Spitz to assign to a section and depending on what section they were assigned to, that section would be their pipe colour (yes, there were Mario style pipes that they had to go through).

      I had chosen 18-Volt for the big section. Apparently in order for him to progress, he had to cut the dental floss off the sling holders. In this dream scene, 18-Volt seemed to be semi-cartoon, semi-realistic, it’s hard to describe exactly. He was wearing a plain green jacket and on the bottom, he was wearing medium-toned denim jeans. Although this wasn’t his normal Warioware outfit, it still suited him. Back to the actual scene, 18-Volt was shown with a blade in his hand, trying to cut the floss but he would struggle and saw at it for ages. At one point, 18-Volt even turned to the dream camera (my view) and made a face, expressing that he was sorry he couldn’t do the task well.

      There was inkling feeling that suggested that 9-Volt would be better for the big section. I willingly swapped and so now 9-Volt was shown via the pink pipes. As 9-Volt would come out of each pipe, a short theme jingle would play for him he would rush out on his skateboard and progress through the next pipe in record time. I subconsciously admitted that 9-Volt’s performance was effortless. 18-Volt and Spitz were now each assigned to the minor sections. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 584

      Dream Guide: 18-Volt
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    8. Dream - Clothes Designed As I Please

      by , 05-17-2019 at 02:55 PM
      Date of Dream: WED 24 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 583 - Clothes Designed As I Please


      I don’t remember what happened at the start of this dream. From where I do remember, it seemed to be in my mum’s car but it was actually 18-Volt who was driving me to Chadstone shopping centre; he was in his Warioware Gold appearance. In the dream, I assumed that he came from America and so was worried that he didn’t know where to go when we entered the premises of the shopping centre parking. 18-Volt didn’t seem to listen to me though and rather, he kept driving for the back of the shopping centre.

      Upon driving around the back, there was this massive undercover car park that doesn’t exist in real life. I was amazed that 18-Volt actually knew about this and I didn’t. As he drove in, he tried to find a parking spot but this wasn’t as easy. Every spot he went in ended up turning into a “disabled” or other conditional slot. There was this woman who was walking through the car park, I was now outside the car and speaking to her while prompting 18-Volt to pick another spot.

      He was then walking into the shops with me but that’s when the strange events started to occur. I said to myself, I wish the dream hadn’t split us up this way, I wish it had made it so 18-Volt and I were still together so we could talk to each other, insinuating that the dream had now isolated us. Indeed when I got to the escalators, I didn’t notice 18-Volt around anymore and rather I was completely by myself. As I approached one the escalators, I noticed that it was in really bad condition and the pedestrian belt had actually burnt off at the top and was in complete ruins.

      Still, I somehow miraculously ended up on the second floor and I found myself to be in yet another area of Chadstone that doesn’t exist in real life. As I walked further, I saw another area and I finally felt a sense of familiarity and relief and this was the same as the real life shopping centre. I forgot what exactly it was but I had thoughts about the unfamiliar area and especially the fact that a medical centre was put there.

      I then decided to make my way to MYER to look at some clothes and see what I could get. I ended up looking in the Dangerfield section but oddly, there was nothing that I liked. I found out that I could ask the dream, instructing it to create the specific pieces of clothing that I wanted. I didn’t end specifying sizes though and so the dream would give me odd sizes like size 11 or size 13. A bit later on, my mum joined me in the shops.

      I came to this rack and saw this design on a Dangerfield bomber jacket that I really likes but I wanted it as a cardigan instead. I gave the dream intricate details on how to make a cardigan with a similar design but also this time, giving a specific request for size 12. When the final product was completed and lauched down to me out of nowhere, I was amazed and put the cardigan on straight away in a fitting room, then bragging about the design to my mum.

      When I came out, there was a lady from the Review department that was complaining that they had made a loss with some of their stock. Using the new design powers I had, I requested that the dress was made which they didn’t have enough of. In the last scene of the dream, one of my friends from university, S(M)Wa, was looking for a dress and so I designed something for her. It ended up being a Review style light grey dress, with a blue and orange pattern on it. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 583

      Dream Guide: 18-Volt
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    9. Dream - Not Welcome To Target & The Funeral Again & Croatian Volt

      by , 05-17-2019 at 02:52 PM
      Date of Dream: TUE 23 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 582 - Separated Sections


      Dream 582 A - Not Welcome To Target

      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, there was a proposal to open a new Target store at one of two shopping centres, at either Endeavour Hills or Parkmore. The next dream scene was my mum and I actually at the Target store and it had opened in Parkmore. What was weird though is that the Target store was multistory when a typical real life Target is just single story.

      There was this entire opening party taking place. The clothes on display and being sold were not like current days but were more like the stock ten years ago in real life. My mum had gone off somewhere and there was this Asian lady in the store that was being really rude to me, I think she was trying to exclude me from the events or something like that. I didn’t react towards the lady, for what I was going to do next, I didn’t want her to think that anything was up.

      I walked back to the entrance of the store and called out for Dreamy WB really loudly so the sound would carry across the mall. After just a few calls, she successfully came. I forgot what she was wearing but her hairstyle was the symmetrical afro. She asked who it was that was causing the problem. She suggested it was some light-brown haired Caucasian woman as a holographic image came up of her. I told Dreamy WB that wasn’t it; then an image of the Asian woman came up and I told Dreamy WB that she was the one.

      After saying something else to me, I forgot what it was, Dreamy WB walked off to find the woman. She walked in a brisk and authoritative pace, tracking the woman down like a heat-seeking missile. The camera then shifted to where Dreamy WB was, got close to her and showed her giving the Asian woman a good telling off. I forgot what happened for the rest of the dream but I know I was by myself again.

      Dream 582 B - The Funeral Again

      I don’t remember much about this dream at all. Only that although it was in the current year of 2019, we were having my grandfather’s funeral again. Weirdly, although we are family, my mum wanted to have nothing to do with me, my brother and my dad (but especially me) and just wanted to focus on our grandfather, in fact, she even told us to leave her alone. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

      Dream 582 C - Croatian Volt

      I forgot how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my grandparents’ house, in the room at the back of the house beside the garage. I was in there with my brother and my grandparents had gotten us to do some sort of writing exercise. My grandfather would read out the prompt and we had to write about it in our exercise books. I ended up writing about myself and also sharing some information about 18-Volt in relation to the prompt.

      My grandfather had gone around to see what my brother and I had written. He liked what my brother had done but when he saw my work, he didn’t like it and said that it was wrong. I argued though that I was right and so I also re-read the prompt to him; he still insisted that I was wrong. He tried to say the prompt in his way. It was a bit later though that the dream had changed the prompt by just one word but then this had forced me to be in the wrong. I wasn’t pleased and was rather disappointed.

      I couldn’t do much though and so I decided to call 18-Volt with the hopes that he could cheer me up. As my grandma and grandpa were in the room, I didn’t call for him as 18-Volt but rather, I actually translated his number into the Croatian language. I stuck my head out through the open door and yelled, “Osamnaest!”, multiple times, as well as “Di si?” which means “where are you?”. Despite calling out in the Croatian language, amazingly 18-Volt still came. He came in his Warioware Gold appearance. He said a few small words to my grandparents but I forgot what they were, then he picked me up and carried me back to the house.

      In the kitchen, 18-Volt had turned into some sort of weird blue fox. At the same time, my little cousin was watching TV but when she saw the fox, she became very fascinated. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream 582 A
      Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
      Lucid?: No

      Dream 582 B
      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No

      Dream 582 C
      Dream Guide: 18-Volt
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    10. Dream - I Miss My Dream Guides

      by , 05-17-2019 at 02:42 PM
      Date of Dream: MON 22 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 581 - I Miss My Dream Guides


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my mum, my dad and I were driving somewhere in the car. They were having a go at me for something but I forgot what it was. I tried to call for 18-Volt but there was no response. Eventually though, I managed to be assertive and say something back in defence. After that though, I broke down, actually crying and I said that I miss my dream guides. I then felt an energy from both 18-Volt and Dreamy WB that they wanted me to find the strength to stand up for myself.

      The scene then shifted to my computer but you couldn’t see anything else outside the screen. I was trying to draw a picture of 18-Volt, continuing from the previous idea that I miss them and so I wanted something to look at and to comfort me. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 581
      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    11. Dream - Academic Misconduct

      by , 05-17-2019 at 10:50 AM
      Date of Dream: SAT 20 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 580 - Academic Misconduct


      For the start of the dream, I was at Killester College and I was heading into room KD02; I was wearing my high school summer dress. There I saw WB heading to one of the lockers and so I started talking to her. I said to her, something like, “Wait a minute… 2019 and you’re still in school? That shouldn’t be happening; in-fact, that’s academic misconduct”, insinuating that she was supposed to have graduated in 2017 like in real life. She answered but I forgot what she said, she sounded somewhat clueless and also slightly annoyed like she would towards me in real life. At the same time, she was willing to hear what I was going to do. I said to her “I’m going to call someone over, his name is 18-Volt, and he’ll get you guys out”.

      The teacher came in and I proceeded to leave the classroom and do my thing. On the way out, another teacher Mr. Bl had stopped me and spoke to me, so I told him what I was going to do. He said to me, “But just know that the school policy is to delay”, which I knew meant to not act until you have thought about the consequences. I needed to act now though and I knew what I was doing and so I replied to Mr. Bl, “Don’t worry, I’m calling someone in who can handle this professionally which is something I wouldn’t be able to do myself”. Mr. Bl had a gleam in his face, meaning to me that he accepted this idea and now I could get moving.

      >>MATURE CONTENT WARNING (If you are not comfortable about reading on "sex" or "rape" then skip this section and continue reading after the next red marker).

      As I walked across the lawn of the admin area and into the main school driveway, Mr. K had crept up behind me. He looked normal but then things started to turn gruesome very quickly. He had grabbed me with his own hands and was attempting to undress me. I told him to stop but he wouldn’t. With me struggling against him, I was getting lower and lower to the ground, trying to hunch over and keep some dignity but Mr. K was just too strong and his hands were dismantling my clothes from me. As I bent as low as I could, I thought to myself, “I hope 18-Volt comes soon”.

      While still battling to keep my dignity in-tact, I looked outwards and saw 18-Volt in his Warioware Twisted appearance, he was walking down Spr. Road and in through the pedestrian gate. He was only walking but when he saw what was going on, he came at a brisk pace and then pushed and pulled, grimacing as he pried Mr. K off me.

      Once 18-Volt had finally got Mr. K off, the camera zoomed in on him, he now had the realistic Game and Wario appearance, still in his jacket and pants though; interestingly, his teeth showing as he talked even though the real life picture doesn’t show his teeth. With his face baffled and dumbfounded, he said to Mr. K, “Who told you you could have some wild sex with her?”. Mr. K looked like he wanted to do more but the look that 18-Volt was giving suggested that he was totally appalled and was not going to leave my side. There was no other option but for Mr. K to leave the scene. 18-Volt then put his arm around me, escorting me back towards the classroom. Along the way, the scene had changed.

      --End of Mature Content--

      I was now at my old house and I was painting and colouring some polystyrene Easter decorations. The only thing is that I was colouring them partially rather than doing the whole thing which was weird. Eventually my mum came into the dining room and left this sticker book with me. I opened the sticker book and was freaking out in excitement when I realised that it was a sticker book of 18-Volt in all his various appearances. For the rest of the scene, I was using some of the stickers and sticking them in random places.

      It then went onto the last scene of the dream. I was on Twitter and was waiting for Edward (Ed) B to like my Easter post that I had directed to him. I ended up getting a notification and it was that someone called Caitlin had commented on my post. This was a good thing but my excitement had fizzled out as this wasn’t Ed, I was now rather miffed. The dream ended there.



      Dream No. 580

      Dream Guide: 18-Volt
      Lucid?: No



      It's always interesting how 18-Volt has a realistic human appearance in many of my later dreams. It was in this dream though that his appearance was compared in the same scene! The fact that 18-Volt was initially in a cartoon appearance and then as the dream zooms in, his appearance is suddenly realistic. This emphasises an amazing concept that although he is a character based on a Nintendo game, he becomes so believably human that you'd think he does exist, especially when you can also physically feel him in the dream as well.

      So for the first part of the scene, he appeared in this style (WarioWare Twisted):
      Energy balls-18-volt_wwt.jpg

      Then when the scene had been zoomed in onto him, he appeared like this (Game & Wario) but with some additional features:
      Energy balls-4d0137af54e63e889e7b6db9cf6c02e8d3006b2bv2_hq.jpg
      Add his normal green clothing to this as well as being able to see his teeth when he talked.
      Categories
      side notes , non-lucid , memorable
    12. Dream - Twitch And Sanity

      by , 05-17-2019 at 08:09 AM
      Date of Dream: FRI 19 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 579 - Twitch And Sanity


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was on Edward (Ed) B’s Twitch chat but I actually forgot what was said in there. A member on there by the name of Caitlin was either encouraging me or just saying something very nice to me, I have forgotten. Later in the dream, I was in front of a Sanity store and Ed was there; he was keen to see everyone in the community except me. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 579

      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    13. Dream - Drawing On The Computer

      by , 05-17-2019 at 08:07 AM
      Date of Dream: WED 17 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 578 - Drawing On The Computer


      I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I was drawing something on GIMP. It was the persona character that belonged to one of the animators of Hazbin Hotel, Ashley and she was actually standing behind me as I drew her character. I then thought to myself, “I can’t wait until I draw Ballsco so I can show Ed”. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 578

      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    14. Dream - Backstage Shenanigans

      by , 05-17-2019 at 08:06 AM
      Date of Dream: TUE 16 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 577 - Backstage Shenanigans


      I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of backstage area of a theatre and MOC got really angry at me for something. She had stuck her head out of one of the dressing rooms and was yelling at me with full force. Once she went back in, I made a comment to myself but I forgot what it was. I now made it a mission to try and find Dreamy WB so she could comfort me and also this time, so I could maybe talk about the issue with her and get some advice from her.

      I was then at home in my backyard and now I was saying to myself that I wanted to get 18-Volt back and that I would try and do this in sections. I realised my mind was wandering and so I eventually changed my focus back to getting Dreamy WB. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 577

      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    15. Dream - Odd Cars And Confusing Roads

      by , 05-17-2019 at 08:02 AM
      Date of Dream: SUN 14 APR - 2019



      Dream No. 576 - Odd Cars And Confusing Roads


      I don’t remember how the dream started. I cannot recall the location I was in, only that I was with my brother and that I had two lecturers for my current law subject. One the lecturers was Edward (Ed) Bosco who is a voice actor in real life and the other lecturer was actually a distorted version of Tony Barrett who in real life is now deceased but had a minor connection to Ed.

      From the first full scene, I can recall, were were supposedly at this dried out farm for some sort of party. I didn’t exactly know what was going on, only that I was naturally inclined to hit the study materials since I was on the scene with Ed, Tony and my brother. For now, Tony seemed to be looking after me and Ed seemed to be looking after my brother. As I was going through the book, Tony came up to me and said to focus on the topics that he had set out for Week 7.

      Later in the scene, I was talking to Tony and Ed came behind us. He ended up putting his left arm around Tony and his right arm around me; my brother was watching from a distance. From here on in, the atmosphere now felt more informal and Ed and Tony felt more like makeshift friendly guides than law lecturers. With the way Ed was acting, it’s like his enthusiasm was above a natural tendency. Rather, it felt like he was trying to spread some comradery between the three of us. For this scene only, Tony wasn’t dressed the best; he was wearing a white short-sleeved T-shirt with a hot pink skirt, subtly printed with stars… I was wearing the inverse, my skirt was dark blue.

      We were then on the local roads back to my house and there seemed to be a different split. Tony was now with my brother and Ed had taken to me. Our outfits were back to normal as well, Tony was wearing a black collar t-shirt and I was wearing my high school summer dress. I have forgotten what Ed and my brother were wearing. The car was arranged in a weird way, so much so that I wasn’t aware of who was driving and so I asked Ed. He explained that Tony and NB were in the front end of the car and that Tony was driving. Ed and I were actually facing towards the rear and sitting right at the back (the other front in this case); this was a bootless car.

      For the next scene, it was Ed and I and he was driving in my mum’s car. He wanted to go to Fountain Gate shopping centre and the route he was going to take was some really long and obscure route. I suggested to him that the Monash Freeway would be the most convenient and effective route. Ed had successfully turned around on Wellington road but now he was confused about which lane to be on in order to enter onto the freeway. At first, I was sure it would be the left lane, but after a while, my mind was telling me that it was actually the right lane.

      At a later stage of Wellington Road, right before the entrance to the freeway, the driving rules seemed to change so now I was required to drive on the right side of the road like international driving laws. There were five turning lanes but apparently only one led onto the freeway. There were two lanes that would lead onto these rollercoaster tracks that could take you all the way to Luna Park. As Ed mistakenly went into one of those two lanes, I started freaking out as I did not want to go on those rollercoaster tracks in this car. After telling Ed, he managed to do a sudden u-turn at the last minute and then he was finally on the freeway.

      Still like international laws, we were driving on the right side of the road. Only the problem was that Ed was driving too much to the right of his lane and so this meant that he ended up slightly scraping the car against the noise barriers. As soon as Ed had realised what he had done, he wanted to pull over. We got out of the car, Ed going to the boot end to assess the damage. Meanwhile, I went to the end of the lane marking and gave myself the job of diverting traffic, pointing for all cars to go to the furthest left lanes.

      There was an African lady driving one car who seemed to slow down when she saw the sight. She had this look on her face like she was somewhat disgusted with what went down. At the same time, heaps of police cars had driven by to examine the scene but none of them actually stopped. The African lady drove off when she saw me getting back into the car. I told Ed, “Don’t worry, if my mum didn’t get angry at me for what I did, she won’t get angry at you for scraping the car”.

      The dream scene changed. It was now night time and I was by myself. I was calling out for 18-Volt across the Yarra river. My dad appeared to make this ridiculous claim about 18-Volt, fooling my mind. A supposed green blobby figure of 18-Volt was approaching but I woke up.



      Dream No. 576

      Dream Guide: Edward Bosco & Tony Barrett
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
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