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Semi Lucid

Become lucid wandering in some house. There are some boxes everywhere. they are all white and every size you can imagine. I open one box and it takes me into another room that looks like the same house. The rest of it is foggy but I'm basically finding more hidden rooms which lead to different houses with more hidden rooms etc.

Oh no

I'm flying above drumheller with Jamie. Some force hits me from behind and I launch right into a rocky foothill. My mouth is bloody and full of sand.

Thank you

First as I'm falling asleep, I see Jesus in profile. He looks different in almost every dream. I remember in one he was actually a black man.

suddenly I'm in a dark room sitting on a chair in front of a screen, like a laptop or a TV. There is an electronic device under my hand. It could be a touch screen phone or a mouse. I feel another hand go over that hand I look to my right and it's Jamie. She's smiling and is warm. She nods and we both push the button on the device. She then goes and pulls out a Rolodex or something. My impression is that these are memory files she then has to sort through.

Days later while awake I decided to finish another message to her. Being more thorough this time. I spend hours typing, revising, deleting and rewriting. I fit it down to the 20,000 character limit that facebook messaging allows. Although there is so much more to say. I'm nervous as hell, take my dog for too many walks and smoke like crazy. when I am satisfied with my composition. i paste it all into the message box. go out smoke again go for another walk. go back to it. I have my hand over the mouse almost deciding again not to send. I then remember the dream, Jamie's hand over mine. We were pushing the send button together. Then going through memory files? are we finally going to compare notes? I click: send.

Demon school

I was at a school for demons. The building resembled q elementry school at o. Everyone was very nice, honest and fun to hang out with. I was in the class room and made a couple of friends. One girl was a succubus and another girl was good at fighting, the guy was good at axes. The fighter girl was very attractive objectively speaking. I explored the hallways and ended up elsewhere.

A bathroom not like a toilet but a large bath circular one that's like a large jacuzzi. The room was very pure white and felt serene like a temple. The guy and the succubus girl are doing it. I don't feel like it but was pressured I wearily comply. Change scene to another place. Someone's home, one of the students? Do it again. Wasn't anything special both times.

Back to school and I'm in a class. There's some fight going on. One bad guy was really messing everyone else up. Body parts limbs and digits cut off. I just piece together body parts to whatever is nearest each person. I approach the guy and immediately I lose a finger. I fuse together the nearest finger, the fighter girl to my hand. She got my finger I think. I really wanted my finger back. Eventually I defeat the trouble maker but he gets away. I put back the right body parts back to everyone. I was really glad to have my own beautiful finger back.

Wake

I listened to monroe. Stayed on focus 12 problem solving state. I asked for easiest quickest most fun way to be always lucid as I closed my eyes and visualized.

Hypnogigic stuff. I just saw things and kept seeing plants and tree branches. It vanished when my eyes twitched but I kept trying. Instead of trying to avoid twitching and getting bothered, I tried to embrace it and maintain it with twitch. I tried to visualize plants and worked well. And I went into a dream.

Encampment

I was at an encampment made of wood. Like medieval style I think. I was looking out the entrance while I played with a child. I see some guys out there it gets me worried and I tell the kid to get away. An arrow comes our way. The kids big brother comes and i tell them to run away. We keep running and I try to run slower than them so they get away. I found an old man to the left and I tell him to get back inside. The child trips and I get him forward really fast. They're all inside now so I don't have to hide my powers any longer.

I stare at the door to the sleeping quarters and watch for the invaders to come. I realize that I'm dreaming and become lucid. Get a little worried /excited and dream gets destabilized. I try to rub my hands as dream breaks apart. See darkness. Then I see a muscular body probably of the soldier.

End

Could sleep longer probably

I the first dream was pretty cool

Something about embracing the eye twitch or inner eye blinking felt very important. Maybe it's letting go of frustration or something. Hard to describe.

*Maybe I tried to induce image while purposefully twitching to practice. I think that worked and made subsequent hi more stable.

My recall is slowly returning. Hopefully, this time it'll be for good.

I recently graduated from college. I had a dream that I was finishing up school, and I completely forgot about a class that I was taking. I knew the professor. I hadn't done anything for that class, and I was sure to fail and not graduate. I began quickly calculating if I could start and finish the final project in 3 days to hopefully pass. I looked at my course list and saw other courses, including one with a part A and a part B, and I had As in all of them. Except this one. I was mad about losing my steak

Created Saturday 04 May 2019

Got a DILD, and various other things.

Scrap Group 1
Something about a monkey and ice cream. Said animal jumps leaps atop my head. I wake up realizing it was actually just that cat doing the same.

In DV's Chat. There was quite a bit of activity.

Dream 1 - Pointy Cloud Search

The visuals were slightly blurred. I was walking outside for exercise during a warm day. While near the complex's exit, I overhear two women mentioning 'a cool area on the pointiest cloud'. Curious, I flew towards the sky to look for such. That such flight felt just like detachment brought instant awareness. Still, I continued with the search for fun.

I made it over a cloud just a few hundred feet off the ground, though a rather wispy one. The sky was now mostly clear. I hurried west and upwards, before finally finding a proper nimbus. Wasn't too pointy at the top, but good enough. I touched the summit, though it wasn't that cool, just about arriving at a proper nimbus. This didn't feel all that cool, maybe as cold as a buried stone, but that's about it.

An (unintended) distant 3rd-person perspective revealed the cloud was assuming the shape of a structure. I purposefully begin changing it to the likeness of an ice castle. When I realigned my vision, I found I was instead on a vast radio tower, standing atop the highest of one of many layers of red panels attached to steel frames.

Soon after, a colossal figure arose from the clouds below. This was a thin, tanned skinned woman about the size of Lady Liberty. She was dressed in a black tanktop, and her black hair was tied in a simple, practical bun. Within seconds, we were face to face. She offered a lift. So, I grabbed on to the end of her high-bridged nose. The giantess made her way down the tower. But, her sudden glance downwards almost sent me tumbling. I barely clambered back on to her shoulder. She apologized, and waited until I safely clung myself on to her neck before continuing.

Several more remote viewings of the events occurred. The two of us spoke momentarily, though I don't recall of what. The dream collapsed shortly after.

Scrap Group 2
In a darkened room. A lithe, pale nagini was huddled in the corner. She was very timid.

Several dreams where I was (partially) remotely controlling person. Almost got aware each time.

Just gonna keep it short want to Zzz lucid dream

My mom was in bedroom had notebook with advices. I outside to get food. Chocolate protein powder.

Next

I was in amusement park. It was also a mall. Got lost from my group. Just wondered around. Found people I knew there was a seminar kind of seemed like pyramid scheme or real estate. I go outside and find some cool ppl. I injure myself and this cool tan guy puts bandaid on me to cover the wound.

Next

I was back in bed in first dream. I sad wearing a nightgown and outside the room was school. It was embarrassing so I explored and went to first floor. Found friend Q. We end up in a mall. He was wearing a bathrobe and looked pretty comfortable. He took me to a store that was selling it . We went to the back and there were police or something they claimed I'm a criminal but I realized I was slightly different from their pic. I tell them this. It was a guy and a girl. The girl was really big. I comment on it.


notes:

Dreams from events

Some last few days were kind of prophetic

Practiced high meditation state moving

Dreams getting clearer

Durations maybe 2 afternoons

Not feeling exhausted in dream anymore


Always lucid dreams!

Non-lucid.

This tops the nightmare I had about the haunted church with the demonic shrieking choir, and the dream about the wasps crawling out of my ears.

In this dream, my dad was forced (by some evil people, if I recall correctly) to shoot a group of people. This included my brother, my sister, my aunts and uncles, some of my cousins, and others. Then, he had to shoot himself.

My mom and I were spared, for some reason, but we were forced to watch as our relatives stood there and my dad pointed the weapon at them.

I woke up before it got violent, thankfully. But holy hell my subconscious must hate me. Took me a while to fall back asleep after this one. Awful.

I am in some large, many-storied building, seemingly near the top. I think Mom works here, and it’s almost like it’s the preschool. I think Nikki is here also. It seems dim, cold (atmospherically), and pretty empty. I am either getting done working or just visiting. Either way, it seems later in the day and like I am going home. I step into an elevator, and as the door closes behind me I realize that this elevator seems to be significantly slanted. The thought that I should not use it briefly occurs, but I press the down button anyway. As soon as I do, the elevator makes a grinding sound and starts plummeting straight down. There is a sick jolt in my stomach accompanied by a pang of fear as it free falls, sending me up into and suspended in the air. It then catches on something for a moment, jolting me to its floor, before falling a ways again and crashing to the bottom. I feel like it has landed below ground level. I let everything settle for a moment and then realize my leg has been hurt. It feels bloody, but I can’t see any blood seeping through my pants. I call a number I think was inside the elevator to get help. I am very calm and so is the girl that answers. She asks questions, and I tell her what has happened. As we talk, I discover that I can get out of the elevator by unzipping a large zipper on its side. I crawl out and discover that the elevator looks more like a large duffel bag lying prostrate on the desert floor. It is very dark out, and I seem to be far away from anything. I call the number again to let them know that I am out of the elevator. I seem to be in a shallow ravine. I see headlights approaching up above. My phone flashlight is on, and I hide the light, not wanting them to see me down here, not knowing if it’d be a safe situation or not. After it passes, so does another. I walk up the small incline and onto the dirt road. Later, I am inside with some girl what has come to follow up on the elevator incident. She’s saying she’s sure it was scary, etc. and I just say it was fine and ask how often it happens.

I am working, though this place does not look like work. It almost seems like something at the Legends, like a department store at the edge of a shopping mall and its large parking lot. Laynie and I are watching cameras when we notice an old lady stuffing jewelry into her purse in a deserted aisle. I think she is with 1-2 others, and they may be doing so also, but we only see the lady do it. We go out into the parking lot after her to stop her. She comes back, and now I’m alone with her in what looks like a large, empty fitting room stall. There’s a desk in here, on which are all the stolen items that were in her bag. There are about 3 to 4 boxes of different shapes and sizes. I am asking her questions and filling out paperwork, confidently. I ask things like why she did it and if she’s done it before. I feel in charge, but I am also being nice with her. I can’t really read her, but she seems to not care.


*The following seem like fragments, but are probably part of this dream since the fitting room and parking lot seem the exact same.

Laynie and I have gone out into the parking lot to stop a few teen girls. As soon as one sees me approach and try to talk to her, her face reddens and she turns hard to avoid me. They try to run from us as we yell that they could come with us or we could call the cops.

I have brought a teen couple back into the fitting room with the desk. I am being funny and friendly but serious with them. They don’t seem to care that they’re in here. I have them turn over the stolen merchandise, and they start stripping off tons of clothes and concealed clothes. I’m almost impressed with how much they have - I think I tell them this. It seems like they do this almost professionally.

2019, 05-02

Regular Dream - Semi-lucid Dream - Lucid Dream - Notes

Note: When I have video game dreams they tend to be long and detailed, which is one thing I like about them. I also seem to be very slow to realize it's a dream and not a game, which is frustrating.

I am playing Skyrim VR. I am starting a new game, I am riding in the back of the cart with Ralof across from me and Ulfric to my right, but I look to where I expect Lokir to be and instead of him there is a woman. The woman is glaring at Ulfric like she would really enjoy gouging his eyes out and feeding them to him. I am surprised to see the difference, I think there must be some random factor to the fourth person in the cart when starting a new game. She tells Ulfric she won’t kill him until he begs her to. Ulfric completely ignores her, not even looking at her. Ralof tells her to watch her mouth when speaking to Ulfric Stormcloak.

The woman briefly glares at him, then she sees I’m staring at her. She turns her glare on me. I return her glare, giving my best effort at a Vegeta (Dragonball Z) glare. She says if I even think about getting in her way she’ll rip off my face and wipe her ass with it. This strikes me as funny and I start laughing. She looks confused. I ask what her name is, she says her name is Varlin, and I’d better not forget it. I tell her she wins, and as soon as I learn the three word fus, she has won herself a place on the top of my list of people to fus off of a cliff. She looks at me strangely again, she clearly does not know what a fus is. Ulfric, on the other hand, is now looking over at me, but he can’t say anything because he is gagged.

Varlin returns her glare to Ulfric, who is still staring at me. I say that knowing my luck Alduin will eat Varlin, denying me my fus. And then Alduin will probably die from eating something that nasty. This earns another brief glare from Varlin and Ulfric’s eyes get wider. It sounds like he tries to say something, but then looks frustrated and growls, still staring at me. I want to know what he has to say so I stand up, and even though my hands are tied in front of me, I reach to take the gag off. A guard riding beside the cart gets closer and uses the blunt end of his spear to push me away from Ulfric, making me fall on the floor of the cart on my ass. He says if I try that again it won’t be the blunt end he strikes me with.

We get to Helgen and everyone gets out of the cart. Varlin immediately takes action. She has somehow freed her hands. She moves lightning fast and snatches a sword from a guard, and before he can even look her way she has run it through his chest from behind. She says she came to kill Ulfric, but now she wants to kill me first. She seems to think that will be easy since I’m still tied. I really want to fus her. So I do. I let out a full three word fus, “FUS-RO-DAH!” right in her face. And it works! She is launched backwards into the stone wall that surrounds Helgen. I have surprised myself, I didn’t think I could do that yet! A glitch? Nice glitch!

General Tullius arrives with Elenwen riding a horse close behind. Tullius asks what in Oblivion is going on, some people say Varlin killed a guard, more say Ulfric shouted at Varlin, and others say I shouted at Varlin. Tullius looks to where Varlin landed, but she is gone. He then looks at Ulfric, then at me. My cool down for shouting has finished, so I tell Tullius I have a message from Thorald Gray-Mane, and the message is, “Fus you.” He looks puzzled, then I fus him in the face. Now Tullius flies through the air and crashes into Elenwen, knocking her off of her horse. The two fall to the ground in a heap, they land in a pile of poop just dropped by Elenwen’s horse. I start laughing. This glitch is too fun!

These changes don’t delay Alduin’s arrival. He swoops over the tower and breathes fire. People start running, my ability to shout is no longer important. Tullius gets up and starts organizing a defense, all unarmed and bound prisoners make a run for cover. I turn towards Alduin and let out a fus. It does little more than surprise him, and he replies with a blast of fire. Ulfric grabs me and pulls me towards cover, his hands are free and his gag is off. He says if that’s really the World Eater, Unrelenting Force will do nothing to him. I think Ralof is the one who is supposed to come back for me, not Ulfric, and I ask where Ralof is. Ralof is on my other side, he says he’s right there and all three of us go into the tower.

Now things follow the normal path from Skyrim, notable differences being Ulfric says he has to make sure the other Stormcloaks get out safely, but Ralof will make sure I get out ok. And he wants to talk to me more, but that will have to wait. If we don’t see each other again here he will be in Windhelm. Ralof comes out the hole in the wall with me, at no time did I follow Hadvar or even see him. On the way through the tunnels under Helgen and out the back way I am completely fus-happy, these are people I’ve never gotten to fus before. The Imperial Captain who orders the player be executed even though their name isn’t on the list got fus’d repeatedly until dead. I follow Ralof to Riverwood and into his sister’s house where I collapse on a bed. That start was new, now to take off my VR headset… I’m not wearing one? Does that mean I’m dreaming? I never even get to RC before I wake.

I keep getting back into lucid dreaming and then falling out of it whenever things get too busy. This is bad. I am really trying to be more consistent from here on out.

I used to have such good recall. last night was faint, and I recall two nightmares: I had a dream about a creepy guy and his daughter, apparently. Then, I had another dream, this one about a playground for all ages including adults that was haunted/menacing. It was loosely similar to the current horror novel I'm writing. It's cool to have nightmares about your creative work; hopefully that means I'm actually creating something spooky. (:

29/04/2019

This was a great night because it was the first time I recalled 4 dreams, for me this is a new record. the first two that I'll write were more vivid and longer than the other two.
I think that happened because I was on holiday and I slept very well in my own bad.

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Pee problems

I'm a boy, it's night and I'm at home in my bathroom. I'm standing in front of the toilet with the urge to pee but I can't, after a wile I try I start worrying about my health, so I call a doctor to come and help me.

A doctor arrives with her white coat on, she has brown and wavy hair that falls over her shoulders.
She gives me a pill that should solve my problem, I swallow it and then I sit down.
the doctor look at me in a strange way and asks me if I'm okay, I tell her I'm fine and then I fall to the ground unconscious.

I wake up a few seconds later and stand up, now I'm a girl again, I'm myself again. I go to the bathroom and pee successfully.

I wake with a start thinking I have wet the bed, fortunately it didn't happen.



fighting a dragon

Me and another boy are fighting a red dragon under the supervision of a magician who can be Gandalf the white (yes I watched the lord of the rings that night).
We are in an enclosed place, it looks like an artificial underground river with a vaulted concrete roof, the river that flows below un and laterally a raised platforms where you can walk with side exit.

But the battle with the dragon isn't real, because every time we made a mistake in strategy and the dragon defeats us by growing us away Gandalf save us and brings us back restarting the fight from where it ended, giving us the opportunity to find a new strategy.
It's more like a workout.

the other guy and I are hanging by chains at the riverbank while the dragon, breaking through the wall, has come out by one of the side doors.
I start to the eight and to the left until I get high enough to kick the dragon on his head. but it wasn't so effective because the dragon kick me in return and I and up on the other side of the river.
the dragon himself, snapping, comes to save me before I touch the wall and Gandalf tells him: " I was taking her ".
but now the dragon had grabbed me and brought me back on the other side to resume the fighting again.


cuddles

I'm at home sitting in my room in front of my desk, it's evening and in front of me there is my little white budgie hanging out on my desk.
at certain point I take it in hands and start caressing him, initially he screams and wants to run away, but after a while he understands that I don't hurt him and he relaxes letting himself being cuddled.
I put it on the table and continue to do the scratching behind his head.

then I take it downstairs and I put him in his cage with the other budgies.



secret agents

I'm a secret agent and I'm on a mission with another companion. it's night and we are dressed all in black, we are almost invisible.
we are in a place that seems a construction site and we have to sneak into a cubic building to steal something but it seems to have no income.

Teeth shaking or falling out in dream

-signs of growth or stress

I saw a businessman funding a film and he got a cameo part in a kung-fu zombie film. He was pretty good at his role except He didn't watch movies so he didn't know what zombies were.

End

I was at a neighbors house and the roof were leaking. I walked down went to basement to avoid rain and found friends there. There were only sweets like rice crispy kind of stuff there but I wanted salty food. We hang out a while and I go upstairs again. I talk to others about something maybe complaint about the food.

-perhaps telling me to eat less sweets? Or telling me to eat more sweets lol.

Next

I dreamed of a girl who was looking for her dad. Her mom left them so the dad tried to keep her entertained. He made these arcade like games for her to play. But she wanted to find her dad though. So she kept clearing different games to trace her dad's footsteps.

She met some bad noble. He was trying to violate her with his authority. She's also a noble but no dice. 2 guys shows up before it escalates too much. They had a unique sword skill and one on the left introduced himself as the student of Gen. The one to the right was also his disciple but they didn't know each other just coincidentally met and began to talk to each other on the spot.

Next

Road trip on country roads of USA and the greenery and mountains. Reason? Was looking for something.

-perhaps memory of long drive
Next

Something about discovering untapped potential. Or attaining it.

Next

Was trying really hard to get lucid in dream in kind of limbo between wake and sleep. I think i realized I was in the dream but I was nervous about the time so woke myself up.


Notes:

Relax, so I can stay in dream when I get aware l.

**I should try to meditate first thing in dream. Times when I did that I had multiple DEILDs. Probably puts me in a really good state rest of dream

Also need to be calm and realize I set the alarm properly, time is just dilated in dream and you have the time.

Ate coconut oil right before reading about it on forum. Perhaps good for dreaming.

Grc meditate mild shadow work remember

Sometimes, I slide into REM very quickly. People say that this isn't possible, but it happens, so.

I was going through an art tutorial, and fell asleep towards the end of it. Only for like 5-10 minutes. During this time, I had a brief dream involving being rescued by a lady from a body of water, possibly a pool or an ocean. My memory of this is very faint, but it definitely happened.

Fascinating stuff!

Well, it's been a few days. and I keep not remembering non lucids. So it's time to log some I had today. I had to take 2 melatonin today just to sleep in the afternoon. (I work nights)

netflix and what?

Just a brief micro dream while falling asleep of me and Jamie in my bedroom. we are lying on my bed, which is too small for the both of us but we are trying to manage. We are picking a show on netflix. she is using a remote. IRL I use an xbox controller.

crazy ass Castle.

I'm in some abandoned houses. There seems to be a whole district of them! As a lover of abandoned places I think i've struck gold. After exploring a few I notice some extremely shady homeless people nearby. I remember i'm on a mission or something to find a castle. I go outside and it's right there across the street. It looks really evil, it is really glossy back. It's also surrounded by a black glossy fence that looks like it would cut you if you tried to go over it. I cross the street to try to break in. but then I notice some women with black angel wings guarding the fence They are all dressed in black, and in Gothic sort of makeup. Every 20 ft or so another girl is posted. I avoid a mean looking one to my left and decide to walk on the sidewalk to my right. Another fence materializes on the side by the road, so I am walking between two fences. The blond gaurd comes up to me, She had a clack spear but doesn't threaten me with it. She asks in a friendly way where I am going. I say I am trying to reach someplace else. I was lying. She warns me not to tread further. She seems nice though and we start having some conversation I can't remember.

Suddenly I am back in my neighbourhood talking to Jay, my neighbour telling him about the place I found. He mentions the abandoned district and says That's a very dangerous plave to explore.

Transitions I am in my house in a different bedroom. There is a younger woman there and I have my arm around her. She seems to be my girlfriend in this dream.

Transitions again and I am in a basement with my old co worker Jeff. We are watching UFC or something on a giant 80 inch TV. I ask him when he got an 80 in TV? He laughs and says he doesn't know.

Transitions again, I seem to be back in the town where the castle is. I seem to live close by. Jay asks me to go into his abandoned house or something to retrieve something. I go but can't figure out which house it is. I walk further to catch a glimpse of the abandoned district again. Then I turn back.

Back in my house now and my dad is there. I am supposed to get a screwdriver or something for him. He tells me to look in his bag. I check the one he asks but all I find is clothes. I go to tell him this isn't the right bag, and it's here my alarm wakes me.

I did not sleep very much. Yesterday's meditation time was different than usual. That could be the cause or more likely I wanted to know the ending of a book.

Had very short micro rem.

Had only a little time left to sleep

I saw a scene in an auditorium or gym with people huddled together. Looked like a high school announcement in the gym. At the end of the row apart from everyone else sat a guy. He didn't seem very special or anything but all the other students were crazy about him. I felt or just read their thoughts and they belived he was really amazing badass. Truth is that he wasn't people just randomly believed in him.

His back story was that he just ended up in bunch of circumstances that caused misunderstanding for everyone. Around here I remember I gotta get up soon so I decide to wake up.

-I'm not sure if i was lucid, I was just aware that I had to wake up. Would I have been more lucid if I had more sleep?

-I believe the guy in dream was incubated to a story I read a couple of weeks ago. He had a similar story.

-the wanting to wake up was incubated from right before sleep. I probably could have incubated something else much better and turn it into an enjoyable Ld.


Notes:

I reached this higher frequency of buzzing in my head by focusing on it. Felt interesting could be beneficial. Or could have overdone it before sleep.

incubation time still fast.

Need to lay more still

Feeling like I'm more confident about Ld in general



Always lucid dreamin