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Hi DreamViews people! I think it's finally all coming together now! The lack of recall, the lack of lucids, all-day tiredness, random dozing off...I've self-diagnosed myself with narcolepsy. I've done some online studying and all signs are pointing towards that. Basically what narcolepsy does is it starts the REM cycle at the start of sleep rather than in the later hours of the night. This is definitely a huge factor in my lack of recall and lucids, and so I finally understand why I haven't been very successful. All that aside however, I had my third lucid this month last night. Seems like a little extra effort is doing wonders. I don't recall much other than walking around and doing the backwards falling method to make the dream clearer. It worked, but I don't recall too much from the dream.

I was really tired this morning, and I had nothing to do in class, so I decided to try something out.
My goal was to have a lucid dream in the same class as I was sleeping in (could've been fun ), I didn't get achieve that goal but considering the fact that I absolutely suck at WILDing I'm, preety happy

Lucidity:8/10
Control: ?
Vivacity: 6/10

I'm falling asleep with my head in between my arms, I'm starting a weak lucid daydream about a new dream control technique that I've come up with to replace kamehamehas (they just don't work for me). As I fall more deeply asleep, the daydream progressively becomes more and more vivid, until it eventually becomes a somewhat stable dream. I lost my lucidity during the transfer. I'm looking in the mirror in my bathroom with a small, black energy sphere with small lighting bolts dancing around it.
I have one of these drunken dream thought: If I was in a dream(I meant daydream) now, I'd wake up like "wooooosh"
And then I realize that I'm actually sitting at my desk, sleeping. I feel the dream becoming very unstable, and before I can stabilize the dream, I wake up with that sound effect from earlier... "Woooooooosh."

10.27.14

Last night bed 10:30 - 5am

Wanted to do WBTB, but realized it's still dark out and I don't wannu WILD in the dark. But I woke up with some serious cramps that kept me awake for an hour. So at 6 I decided to take:

1x4 mgGM
1x300 mg alpha GPC
1x300 mg choline

Had to get up at 6:45 to potty. And had to kick off my cat 3-4 times from the bed, walking all over me : (

By the time I had to go potty I felt I was very close and soon after I got back to bed I got to that state of mind very soon again. I hear my watch beep at 7 and I get lucid minutes after. I wake up from it all at 8am and write it down.

So it was a 30-45 min event, if not longer.

I didn't feel any transitions, any bubbling or coldness in the top back of my head as usually. No HH, no sensations, no NOTHING.

I kept concentrating on my black eyelids and saw just fog swirling, what happens at the very beginning and it normally doesn't end in a lucid for me. So I was thinking nothing will happen this time either. But I also knew that it will.

I heard my cat and I imagined how it would be to hear HH and I may have heard my name being called, but I was so close to falling asleep, I'm not sure.

I felt the slightest sensation of moving forward (I was more sitting than laying down with comforter and 2 pillows behind my back) so I rejoiced and pushed myself backwards and it worked!

1.
I realized I can see my room (not my real room IWL). I was like "finally I'm lucid". I had pyjamas on (I don't wear any in WL). Flanel, beige colored with some print. Top was unbuttoned. I almost got up, but thought that I should check "down there". Since ophelia often talks about her parts, I wanted to know myself. I rolled my pyjama bottoms down. I saw nice flat tummy and lady's parts. I looked at them thoroughly, thinking "daum, I look awesome". Was shaved, but with like a 5'clock shadow, lol. Everything looked as it should, and better.

2.
There is no transition between LDs at all, just one long event.

I'm walking down the street. It's very wide, not many cars, and sidewalk is almost empty of people as well. It's evening, and it's like suburbs, not in the city. No houses either.

There is a very colorful huge billboard on the left side ahead, with sea life on it. A sea turtle and 2 other animals and some text. It's so colorful, sharp and detailed.

A georgeous blond duude runs by me and he wants me to follow him. He needs help. As we are walking, I'm telling myself not to be stupid and waste it on sex. I'm not in a mood for sex anyway. But he is so damn hot. I'm not into blonds, but he IS HOT. So I ask him if he wants to do it. He doesn't. I should have taken my hint, but now the liftoff sequence had been initiated and there is not steping back. I lose lucidity somewhere here. But I continue with the fantasy.

3.
No transition again. After I realized the previous LD is over, I think to myself "ok I'll just wait here for the next one" only to realize "wait a minute, I'm still dreaming, I'm lucid wooo".

I'm on top of the hill. It has dry bushes growing on it and it's almost straight down. I don't think twice and I launch myself down head first. I fly at breakneck speed. It's so awesome. I can feel the tingles in my stomach, like on a rollercoaster. Only much stronger, almost unbearably strong.

I see some hot air balloons being launched to my right, on some kind of a very large flat part of a mountain slope. I decide to try if I can steer and I turn slightly to the right and I'm flying towards them now.

4.
They are looking for girls for some favor. They assure us nothing is going on, like porn or anything. It's suspicious anyway, but I trust them. Then there is this long part that's kinda foggy, but sex is involved.


I made a decision between LDs that I'm not going to retell them in my mind during transitions to remember them better. I didn't really care to remember them this time. Just happy that my dry spell is over.

Veery strange. What I remember is being in a huge flat, very high ceilings, and there stood a maybe three/four meter big faun about. He didn't do something at first, was just there, like a huge devil, but in brown and not making an evil impression at all. Rather like being some sort of prehistoric faun, megalo-faun or something.
Huge brown-furred legs...

I asked a woman, what he would be doing there and she said, he belongs to the story, we would be filming. Instantly I was also in the know, ah - riight - that faun from the story. Meanwhile I was only surprised, why it would be in this specific scene, where I thought he wouldn't be. Instant explanation from her: yeah - but the audience loves him, we put in more material with him.

Some this and that and then the faun suddenly comes up to me, and grabs me, and seems to want to take a closer look at me, lifts me up into the air, and I get really afraid all of a sudden, and loose optics, and then I get lucid.

I guess it was fear, what had eradicated all optics - I just hung in the void. Tried all the pretty tips for optics, wipe my eyes, pretend to take a hood away and put glasses on - nope. Woke up from that.

Shame I hadn't really prepared myself for a DEILD re-entry - might have worked nicely...

1. [Lucid] [WILD]
I rotated slowly during my transition, I was scared though when I opened my eyes because it was dark so I grabbed my blanket with both hands and pulled it over my head, then I wished to be teleported to Narnia, I teleported into another room, I'm in a bed with the blanket still over my head so I lower it and I see I'm in a nice and bright non scary room, I then sit up with my legs over the edge of the bed, I put my feet on the ground and almost stood up, my knees were wobbly, then I woke because I thought about my real body.

2. [Non-Lucid] [Lucid] [DILD]
I was sitting across from this naked woman and she had the nicest boobs, I asked if can I touch her boobs, so she put a boob on a plate and gave it to me, I played with it anyway but it wasn't 1 of her boobs :/

3. [Non-Lucid] [Lucid] [DILD]
I'm laying in bed under the blanket playing with my long hair, wrapping it around my finger, then I lift up the blanket and my old dog Sam is stood there looking at something behind me, this freaks me out and scares me, then I notice my mum stood at the door leaning on the wall, I woke up.

Wake up from NLD consciously, decide to DEILD. Feel body begin to roll over, but feel like I am losing consciousness as well. Fight a bit to stay lucid. Some dream imagery--bright colors--but can't remember upon wakening.Lose consciousness, then FA in bedroom. Nose pinch. Meh, can sort of breathe. Probably a dream. I get up and walk to the bedroom door. There is an envelope stuck in the door. I take it and walk into the living room. It is dark. I now remember that my wife in WL has already woken up, and so it should not be dark in living room. Definitely a dream. I find a stream of light from a window and open the envelope. A check stub for $5,004 and a ticket stub that reads JANE MOSHER BUDDHA. Cool. Cats are meowing at me but I ignore them sorry kitties.

My front door has five door handles and is also made of glass. I open the handle in the middle and push the middle section out. It occurs to me that I could phase, but I don't really care enough Outside, the sky is slanted oddly, and reminds me of a hallucination I had as a child. Weird! It is early morning out, and I magically have a grassy backyard with trees in it (and not a dirty street, as it is in WL). What did I want to do? I know I wanted to fly into space, but, eh, not now. What else? Oh yeah, TotM! I look around and see a pumpkin on the grass. Neat. I walk over to it, and realize it is mostly collapsed in on itself and is rotten. Easier to get inside! I begin digging through the black, rotten innards. At first, seems like nothing in there. But I think, Come on, pumpkin! I know you've got something! And there was something! It was a d4:


It is blue and cream swirled. Nothing super special, but still kind of cool. I look at it for a moment, then carefully place it on the patio (part of me wants to say I place it on top of an 8-ball? Not sure how that makes sense!). I then remember I want to transform into a tree. I find a big oak in the grass (there are some others in the dirt but I want to walk on the grass ). I place my hand on the trunk and begin trying to fuse with it. My hand and arm are changing color to match the trunk when I wake up.

First thing's first: Yay! Two lucids within a week of each other!

So I dreamt I was wandering around an urban area by myself. I had just come from somewhere in some buidling(I forget what I was there for). I began walking towards the road, when I spotted my friend. She waved at me and smiled as she walked towards a blue car waiting for her. She got into the nice-looking car and shut the door. I then randomly became lucid, and I felt like doing something with her. I approached the car as it began to drive away very slowly, and I grabbed onto the spoiler of the car. I pulled back, and the car came to a stop and slid to the right. The girl got out, and we walked together for a bit, but my intentions with her were thrawrted as I awoke.

I was at a community club event. I knew I was dreaming (not sure why). Usually I take off and fly and try to take full advantage of the situation, but this time I decided to keep quiet, observe, interact, and use no super powers. As a note, this lucid dream lasted about 15 minutes, and was very stable and clear. No stabilization was needed. It’s definitely one of my longest lucid dreams.

The community club was full of people, at least 100. I moved through the crowd of people, saying, “Hi!”, and “Excuse me.” People really didn’t notice me. I was scanning the crowd seeing dream characters interact, hearing conversations, and there was chatter everywhere. I could see people appearing instantly out of nowhere. I noticed characters here and there yawning and getting tired. The sleepy characters would stop interacting, would lie down, or vanish, or sink through the floor. Aside from dream characters appearing and disappearing, it was unbelievable just how real the experience seemed!

I came upon this young girl in her early twenties, very pretty, and she reminded me of my daughter. I decided to talk to her. I asked her name, and she replied (I forget her name). I introduced myself. She smiled, and we started talking casually, as we strolled around the crowd. She seemed to like hanging out with me. She then yawned, and she started to disappear. I asked her to stay, and to keep talking to me. I coaxed her along, and she was back again interacting. We headed over to the corner of the community club, by the tables. I asked her if she would like to sit down. She nodded and sat at the end of the table, and I sat opposite to her. There were several gray haired older women sitting at the table. One of the ladies said hi to me, and used my name! I thought how does she know my name?

After about 10 minutes I thought it was about time to blow my lucidity cover up, so I told the young girl I was dreaming. She looked at me and seemed very confused by what I was saying. I asked her where she lived, and she said from Queens, New York, off Hwy??, near the exit ramp. I asked her for her phone number, and she gave me a mixture of letters and numbers. I told her to try again, and she said the same numbers and letters again. The older ladies around the table suddenly started looking bit up tight, and I could see a glowing orange light behind me.

I looked around, and there was this man in a black suit jacket trying to tie me up to a metal post with a glowing strap. I stood and backed away from him, and I said, “It’s all okay, everything is okay, and I’m leaving.” He seemed to be fine with this and he walked away. I decided to follow him and ask him why he was trying to tie me up. He stopped, looked at me, and then I asked him. He told me, “You’re not following the rules.” Suddenly a porcelain black cat appeared on the ground beside me. I could see the cat’s eyes moving. Btw, black cats are my dream sign, and often tell me when I’m dreaming. The man in the black suit, pointed at the black cat and said in a harsh voice, “And why does that thing keep appearing?” I felt like telling him, “Because that’s my dream sign stupid!” I bent down and picked up the cat carefully into my arms, and petted it. The porcelain cat became this perfect golden eyed, black cat. We walked away from the man in the black suit. I always give this black cat a lot of affection in my dreams. The cat started to lick my face and lean into my chest. I then woke up and immediately recorded my Lucid dream.

No supps

DILD: The (forgotten) storyline continues and I plan to be back to this? place and hire a floating bed to do so. It's a beach environment though it later flows into a more canyon like place. I look at the guy to let him know I'm taking one of his beds also expecting to pay but he ignores me, decide for a really small one and then start to maneuver in the water. The place changes a bit, but I kind of assume to have just passed the desired location while I keep trying to navigate on the mini wooden bed as large waves hit me and take me deeper into the sea. I manage to move more towards the coast where it changes to a canyon like place. The colors are really bright and pleasant during the entire time and now it's like a canyon during an autumn afternoon.

My awareness goes up and I recall the bonus task: create a new song on an instrument that doesn't exist in waking life. I have some doubts about how exactly am about to proceed as I haven't really considered this during the day. At this moment two butterflies appear in front of me and I briefly fix them one next to each other thinking this will make for a perfect instrument. Now the only thing that's left is for me to start playing. After moving the glued double butterfly instrument around a bit (I think at this point it started making the drumming sound), I take the two butterflies apart and holding one in each hand, I start producing the song by methodically tapping with them the corners of an invisible frame. This results in perfect drumming sounds. I repeat this movement until the beat and melody is solidified in my mind and then allow for further beat variation. Happy to have completed the task I briefly think about the experience.

This seemed like the end of a long REM with nlds before that and at this point the dream dissolves, but I manage to switch to a different scene or deild?

It looks like I'm in a nicely furnished house located somewhere in the woods . I find myself in the kitchen and at that moment feel how the dream is slipping away. Can't quite come up with what to do here to be more active and engaged but I have the feeling and strong urge to throw a small nearby bottle against the wall. The (tabasco like) bottle breaks in pieces as it hits the wall and this weirdly enough provides me with a sense of stability. I turn around and see a larger jar of what looks like passata and casually drop it to the floor to watch how the glass breaks and the passata starts leaking out. I'm amazed with the accuracy of physics as this happens.

Nearby are a number of beautiful wooden drawers and I have a quick look to find some jewelry inside. It's pretty awesome but for some reason doesn't capture more interest from my side, so I close the drawer, looking around for something else. I go towards a darker corridor which coincides with another feel of the dream thinning. I decide not to go as far but stop midway in front of a beautiful wooden wardrobe.

This reminds me of another exploratory task and I decide to check what's inside. There are lots of clothes that give me the initial impression they belong to my mom. I browse through the clothes hoping to find something cool, but the one-many effects gets on them. Basically, most clothes start having the same blue purple colors and I am displeased at this lack of variety. I decide to give it another try by allowing the clothes to change when I close the wardrobe. I wait for a bit, trying not to think of the previous look of the clothes (which I do, but wait a bit more) and then open the wardrobe again. The result is a different set of clothes. There is a really cute pink shirt that seems my size. Though my intention was to simply browse through the clothes and see what my mind comes up with, I now have the desire to try this shirt and see how I look.

In the meantime, my thoughts about the clothes belonging to mom seem to have summoned her and now her DC is here making comments about the clothes. I can't quite recall our exact words, but I decide to play along telling her some confirmation about what she was asking about and find this utterly funny as I know it's just a dream and my comment is completely false. I continue with my dressing but first I have to undress. There is a mirror just to the side of the wardrobe where I see that I am wearing pink trousers that would nicely fit the highly desired dream shirt. And funnily, I don't realize as I am undressing myself that I am actually already wearing a pink shirt! The shirt gets stuck on my wrist where it's a bit tight and the dream soon ends.

This dream is from the morning of October 24th, 2014.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #251: Let Them Eat Cake

I’m in a big kitchen with lots of family and a few friends, including Wife, my kids E and R, and my brother-in-law Muppet, and several others. As I’m looking around this huge kitchen, my mantra to “look for the dream” returns to me, and as I consider my situation, I become lucid.

I announce to the room that I’m dreaming. Muppet responds with some skepticism, so I say, “No, it’s true!” and levitate him up to the kitchen ceiling. This makes him become skinny like a piece of paper, which disturbs me enough that I reverse the levitation. He laughs and seems to accept that this is a dream.

“Oh hey, [Wife]!” I say. “You’re going to love this!” And I summon this buttery, bready, poofy baked good for her on a small saucer. I hand it to her, but I’m unable to resist rudely tearing off a piece and stuffing it in my mouth. So delicious! I mean, it’s just ridiculous how good this thing is. Wife chows down, too, and for a moment I can taste this awesome bread thing through her mouth as well.

I’m having an incredibly good time with all of this eating, so I decide that I want to make something for Muppet as well. I wonder whether it’s his birthday IWL but can’t remember. As I think this, everyone in the big kitchen starts singing “Happy birthday” to Muppet. I produce a huge birthday cake slathered in buttercream icing and now Muppet’s carrying it in his hands. “Thanks, man!” he says.

Family members start taking slices of the cake, and I scoop out a big handful of it like a barbarian and start eating it. It’s really good, although the icing is almost disgustingly creamy and decadent. I shove it down my pie-hole as fast as I can.

Wife says, “Hey, is this vegan?”

“This is a dream! Everything in here is vegan!” I happily enjoy several more huge bites of cake, stuffing icing in my face in a way that I haven’t done since I was a little kid. I’m munching away happily as the dream ends.

This is the last dream I had.Before I fell asleep i was thinking about a question and I wanted to see what the dream would come up with. So...There I was in the dream with a few Dcs around when I noticed a DC character. It looked like the shape of an Eye at first but than changed its form into something else.

We were in a secluded area that had vibrant colors and it almost felt as if we were in a secret base at sea.Well I thought about this character as my dream guide Eye and in a weird way I started thinking negative thoughts. Like what if I start thinking about something like a spirit guide and it turns out I was connecting with a Demon. But I disregarded that because this was my imagination space. But than I was thinking waaaay out there. Like if Eye was real but demonic would I still love him. But that would be impossible so I decided to discard that from my mind.

At first when I looked at him I started hearing him speak differently. Like he was saying a name in German.(Dream sign=German things)Something like Hotwich or ludwig or whatever. Than I started talking to him about something like if he was actually a bad DC in disguise I would kick him out of my dream. He joked about it sarcastically and said he was going to destroy me by putting a bomb at the base we were in and kill us both. I was like O.o. But than somehow we started kissing and it escalated into something else.

After a decent amount of time passed though I saw him rolling in a bomb into the place we were in. I got up and tried to get away from the bomb but he just chased me with it. I thought this was funny but creepy in a way than suddenly the dream changed and i was at a gym with old High school friends and some t.v. actors. I recall wondering at first what to do but than got distracted.

After I got distracted I appeared in my parents bedroom and saw my grandma putting clothes out the hamper into my room. I was thinking how funny this was cause my grandma is at her country now. When suddenly my vision changed and I saw a silver metal in front of me with another style of a eye symbol but with dots inside it. I thought this was interesting as the eye kept changing.

So I asked the dream if Eye was real and what the eye with dot symbol mean't. Than a girl's voice came out of no where and said " He is real" Than for second question she said" love and torture". She sounded like she was on a phone or radio when she said it though. The dream changed after that into a big office building with lots of computers and people walking around. I saw papers with my info on it and picked it up. I was thinking where to bring my papers as i walked and sort of recall letting a old lady sit at a computer since I was done using it. Than woke up.

10/25/2014
"These Cuffs Won't Save You..."

Spoiler for Short version...:

Summary:
This dream was mainly a downward spiral - from privacy invasion at home, to being harassed by an annoying girl; then being detained and searched by police; then sitting down to be interrogated by some creepy investigator woman just before she went demonic and red slime started oozing out of her eyeball - but that was all before I got lucid and vengeful and started going all Carrie White on everyone, with telekinesis...

I woke up in my room, and my roommate had come home and was moving some stuff in and out of the house. There was another guy with him, who apparently 'lived' here before we did (a sort of alternate version of my other friend, J, whose father owns the house I'm renting; yet it wasn't exactly him). This guy was just coming in and out of my room, while I was asleep (and undressed). He was pulling stuff, that he apparently owned, out of my closet and pretty much just moving things around as if I wasn't even there. When he left the room, I got up to get myself situated, and when I opened the door to walk into my bathroom, I was surprised to see I was walking into the living room, instead. This didn't seem right, at all, as my living room is through the other door in my room. Before I could think about it for too long, I became distracted by the fact that there were even more people in the house; a couple of females. They were hanging out in this living room, and it wasn't long before I'd made myself decent and came back out to socialize.

Next thing I remember is that we were all walking out of a department store, and I happened to notice a really attractive girl walking in through the glass doors, beside us. I had to do a double-take when I realized that she was wearing a cut-off shirt with absolutely no pants or underwear on, whatsoever. Again, due to our forward momentum, I simply looked back and kept moving, too distracted to stop and think about how absurd that was.

We ended up at a bar. I was the first one to grab a table, and I started checking Facebook on my phone while waiting for the others. It seemed that pic after pic of hot women were the only things showing when I scrolled through my news feed. One of the girls from the house came up to me and tried to sneakily move around behind me, to see what I was doing. I flipped my phone, face down, and set it on the table, turning to her with a 'can I help you?' sort of glare. (I hate people that try to look over your shoulder at your business.) She sat down in a chair beside me and started throwing a bunch of questions at me, as if she were trying to find out some background on me. She asked if I would be happy to be able to have access to someone's secret letters or documents, and be able to read everything about their lives without them knowing. I told her that that kind of thing doesn't wouldn't interest me, because I have no desire to go around disrespecting others' privacy in such a manner. She had this really smug, condescending look to her and continued interrogating me, just as everyone else was beginning to show up at the table.

I didn't really like where this line of questioning was going, and she was simply beginning to wear out her welcome. I stood up and started turning the questions around on her, asking how she felt about herself, trying to drill someone with such personal questions, which were none of her business. I brought her character into question, rather publicly (with a verbal onslaught that I can't really remember), and got her to back off. Twisting the knife, I mocked her attempt to make a fool of me by calling her an 'amateur', in front of everyone else, which prompted a round of laughter from the group. As if seeking one, last dig at me, she reached over and pulled my chair to her, as if she was going to sit down on it. I was like "Uh....no.." and I slid my chair out from under her, sitting on it, myself. Then, with my conscience getting the better of me, I actually reached over to an empty table, grabbed one of the chairs and pushed it over for her to sit on.

Suddenly, I was grabbed from behind. It was a cop, and there were at least 4 more standing nearby. They immediately threw some cuffs on me and began dragging me away from the table, telling me that I was going to be detained and searched because I was "suspected to have 'H'" on me. I was like "H? What the hell is that??" (I know that "H" is normally short for 'heroin', but that is so far away from anything I've ever done that the even the idea that I was suspected of having it was absolutely ridiculous.) The cop stammered, as if he either misspoke or was just trying to make up something on the spot. "Ohh...uh..I don't know...marijuana or something..." While they were hauling me away, one of the guys in my group was trying to tell me something about 'what to do', to get out of going to jail, but I couldn't hear him over the din of the bar.

They took me to another room in the building and, with the cuffs to the front of my body, I tried to discretely dig through my pockets, to make sure I didn't have anything else on me. I, somehow, ended up getting an empty potato chip bag stuck on each hand as I pulled them out of my pockets. So stuck, in fact, that I had to ask these cops to help me pull them off. They, then, turned me toward a darker corner of the room, where a woman was having her coat removed, rather regally, by a group of about 3 other people, at least 2 of whom were female. Beneath her coat, she was pretty scantily dressed, and walking toward me, slowly. She was completely unattractive, though, and the whole situation was making me more and more uncomfortable. She was, apparently, an investigator who was charged with interrogating me for....some reason? The way she was looking at me, though, it seemed that she had something else in mind.

Suddenly, her expression lightened, and she nodded over toward a more secluded area of the room, asking me to join her. Taking a few steps away from everyone else, she turns back toward me and sits down on the floor, Indian-style, inviting me to sit with her. Unsure about where this was going, I did, sitting down in front of her, rather awkwardly, due to the handcuffs, and facing her. The woman smiled, leaning in a bit, as if trying to keep our conversation between the two of us.

She said something along the lines of "you know, I had been watching you since you first came in the bar, and you know what I've been thinking? ....You are beautiful..." She smiled and was very visibly bushing, and I was beginning to get an anxious feeling of 'Just WTF is happening, here??'

"...I couldn't believe my eyes..." she continued. But, just as she said this, she leaned her head forward, and a thick, red fluid began oozing out of her left eye, in large amounts. She developed a slack-jawed expression as if she was falling into a full-on demonic possession. The gore poured down her face and onto the floor between us.

"Whoa!", I yelled, terrified and falling away from her. The realization then hit me like a sack of bricks: "Ok, I get it! I'm dreaming!" Just to confirm, I immediately tried some telekinesis, focusing on the woman and slinging my cuffed hands upward and lifting her off of the ground with my mind. Now, embarrassed, enraged and completely confident in my lucidity, I stood up and slowly lowered her feet down to the floor. A few, vengeful words spewed out of my mouth and I swung my hands in one direction. The woman's body followed, being telekinetically flung across the room and slamming, face first, into a white, marble counter-top. Blood splashed outward from the front of her head and spattered across the counter and wall. I snapped my gaze to one of her helpers - another woman - and 'pushed' forward with my mind, slinging her away from me and causing her to smash into shelf full of glass bottles, shattering them. I then stalked over toward her, looking from her to the window near her, and then back to her. I said something snarky like "you know you're going out that fucking window, right?" and, with my hands still cuffed, I used my TK to pick her up, draw her away from the wall and then sling her back toward the window. Her body crashed through the thick, wooden blinds and disappeared into the darkness outside.

Still in a fit of rage (and having no mind to focus on any tasks I might have wanted to use my lucidity on), I stormed back toward the DCs I had been hanging with, earlier. When I walked from one room to the other, the scenery switched back to the house/apartment, where we were previously hanging out. Three of the DCs were hanging out in a hallway, and the annoying girl DC I had been quarreling with, earlier, was laying on the floor, looking up at me with this shit-eating grin. The first thing I did, when I came within distance, was cock back my right foot and give her a vicious soccer kick, right to the mouth, to wipe that damn smirk off her face. I didn't even care enough to pay attention to her reaction.

Feeling somewhat satisfied, it was then that I tried to remember something to do with my lucidity, but I was still so miffed at how unpleasant the majority of my experience had just been, that I couldn't even think straight. The dream began unraveling, and I was finding myself unable to pull it back together.

So, I won't be able to smoke anything, for a little while, so my recall is already kicking back in (which will probably mean taking much more time to write out my entries, but I'll do what I can). I also need to find a thread I read a few days back, about a DV member proposing a WBTB method where you do some logic puzzles, while awake, to keep the logic center in your brain slightly active, when going back to bed.

I intend to thank him, because I've tried it twice, in the past 3 nights, and have gotten lucid on both nights! I just can't seem to find the thread, but I will keep looking. Anyway, I've had some pretty crazy ones, in the past couple of days!)

10/23/2014
"Inception-Style"

Spoiler for Short Version!:

Summary:
After our failed attempt at a round of sex, a girl presented an Inception-like device, through which we (as well as the other friends hanging out in the house) could share a dream. I became lucid in this 'secondary' dream world; did some supernatural acrobatics and a DBZ power-up; met a two-faced man; had a battle with some powerful entity (that I don't remember) and embarrassed myself, numerous times, with powers that wouldn't work properly.

There was a girl with me. I believe it might have been my ex, MJ, but I'm not sure. We were in an apartment or small house, with a few other people and a couple of kids. She and I were alone, though, tucked away in some room and about to have a some discrete sex, but she had to get up and take care of something, before getting started. When she walked out of the room, another girl came in and immediately began seducing me. My previous companion and I weren't really a couple, in this dream, so I began fooling around with this other girl, but we never ended up going too far because neither of us had protection. After a little more anti-climactic foreplay, we went out into the living room again, and hung out with everyone who remained in the house.

After a few minutes, the girl that I had most-recently been with said that she wanted to try something and disappeared into the bedroom again, emerging with some sort of device in tow. She explained that it was some Inception-like device, and would allow us to share a dream. Each hose that came out from the device was topped with four-pronged syringes, which she stuck into our arms. I was a little apprehensive, but it ended up not hurting very much. Before long, we were all passing out, and the scenery transitioned.

We were now in a wooded area and surrounded by beautiful, autumn colors. Specks of red and orange leaves covered the grass, fallen from the thin, scattered trees, and we took a while just soaking in the scenery. There were a few locals running around, but they didn't pay us much mind. Everything was just beautiful, though. The environment almost seemed ancient, or at least Feudal-Japan-esque.

My 'crew' and I were apparently searching for something [color](though I have no idea what)[/color], and I remembered that we had to go into the dreamworld, to get it. Looking around, I realized that I had been thinking I was still in the waking world, but also that we had all just taken the dream serum and went to sleep. So, I wondered, did that mean I was already in the dream world? But, then, I thought about the dream serum itself - how absurd that was. I figured that that meant all of this might have been a dream. Everything was just so vivid, though. I couldn't be sure that I was dreaming, as I felt completely grounded in reality. I tried toying with the gravity a bit, and leaned backward as if I was going to 'force' myself to not topple over. It didn't work. I lost my balance, stumbled a bit and fell on my ass. Figures. Slightly embarrassed at this, I got up and continued to walk with my group, about to give up on the idea that I might be dreaming.

Giving it one, last try, I took a slight hop into the air, using every bit of my concentration to 'pull up', before coming back down. My feet fixed themselves above the ground, hovering just about a foot over the leafy terrain. I was flying! "Ah...there it is..." I said, smiling and fully-lucid. For the next minute or so, I did some superhuman acrobatics and parkour in this lovely, wooded area - performing high, twisting somersaults and short-range flying/floating up into the treetops.

I began to notice there was a commotion going on, with the locals. A group of men came running passed, saying that they were under attack by some powerful, unknown entity. I don't remember much of the frenzied briefing they gave, but I told them not to worry, seeing as how this was my dream and I was now in control. To prove it (more to myself, than to them), I raised one foot and then stomped it down on the ground, yelling "RRRRAAAAAAHHHHH!!!" and expelling a massive burst of energy out, in all directions, DBZ style. The men recoiled as the wind blew them backward, nearly off their feet. It was then that I could see that one of the men actually had two faces - his normal face, and one that was kinda 'stuck' to the left side of his head. It was slightly gruesome, and very surreal.

Content that I had a good level of control, I prepared to do battle with whomever it was that was soon to be approaching our position. Figuring I could use a little DC help, I asked if any of the strange men had any 'dream control' powers of their own. I then realized how pointless my question was, and just went off to find my unknown opponent figuring that any DC, who wanted to help, would tag along.

Unfortunately, I don't remember anything about the battle...

We were soon coming back to the previous area, and I was talking to the DCs about lucid dreaming, just to see their reactions. I tried to show off a little, by doing the 'falling back' thing, again. It still didn't work, and I fell....again. They laughed and me, and I have to be honest when I say it upset me a bit, even though I was still lucid. I tried a few other tricks, but my 'powers' seemed like they were starting to leave me. 'MJ' finally showed back up, around this time, and said that we had to get back to where we originally started, as the dream was about to end. She led the way and we began walking back to the starting point of the dream (The rest of the crew had disappeared, by now, and it was just 'MJ' and I.) I noticed that she was moving faster and faster, among the trees while she led, and I was finding it hard to keep up. I attempted to use some lucid super-speed, to catch up to her, but everything just felt so realistic. I couldn't control the dream anymore. No matter how hard I tried to 'rush' ahead, I could only run at normal speed.

Finally, I realized that I didn't really need to 'go' anywhere. I could just exit the dream from wherever I wanted. Figuring that the dream may have been going so long that it might be tough for me to remember much of it, I woke myself up.

1. I was outside of my house at the front of my driveway with a few of my friends. We were just hanging out when suddenly we saw a Koenigsegg Cop car. This stunned me, I never expected to see one in my driveway before. There was one thing that I didn't like about this car though, it was dented and really messed up in the back. The car started moving forward and I thought that the cop was about to leave. When I saw through the windshield I saw that the driver inside was no cop, it was a random black dude, and he was hostile too. We got in the way of his car and started talking to him. I forgot the conversation but something made the guy mad and he pulled out a gun and threatened to shoot us.
I backed up, my friends stayed right in front of the car. "If you don't get out of the way right now I'm going to shoot you!" He yelled at us. My friends continued standing in his way for another 30 seconds, the black dude was still yelling at them. I figured I had enough time to help out the situation a bit, so I went back up to his car where my friends were standing and looked at his license plate. I don't remember the exact numbers, but I think his license number was "2G3WW5" or something really close to that. I stood there for a second making sure I memorized his license plate, because I had nothing to write it down on. Once I memorized it I ran to my front door, opened it up, and went inside. Immediately as I got inside of my house I became lucid. I walked into my livingroom and saw my mom,dad, and my sister all sitting down on either the couch or the recliner. My dad was on the recliner and my mom and sister were on the green couch.
Something was weird though, my vision was sort of messed up. It was as though my glasses were halfway off of my face, so I was seeing two versions of everything, one clear and one blurry. I pushed up my glasses thinking that that would fix it, but as soon as I let go of the frame the glasses would slide back down. I was not about to go an entire lucid dream with messed up vision, so I threw off my glasses. As I did so I expected my vision to be perfect, but it was exactly like it was in waking life when I had my glasses off, everything was blurry. Slowly my vision started to correct itself and everything became almost perfect. I looked at my parents who were just watching t.v motionless like robots and everything looked crystal clear! It was like the Dream World was actually real, everything looked SO real(maybe because it is, haha).
I then remember walking into my foyer, looking around, and then walking into my laundry room where the trashcan also is and throwing something away. Then I woke up.

2. I was inside of some random house, and I was with 4 people that I didn't know, and a dog. At first we were all in a room together, doing nothing. Then, I figured out that these four people were actually two couples together. At one point, one of the couples walked out into the hallway and started making out. The couple that stayed in the room with my started having intercourse. They told me to keep watch and make sure the other couple didn't come back. I looked out in the hallway and kept watch. I saw the other couple making out furiously, and it looked kind of weird honestly. I looked back in the room at the couple that was banging and thought of how I could be banging the dudes chick.
Suddenly the other couple started walking back towards the room. I told the couple inside of the room that they were coming back, and as I did the dude literally shoved his penis back into his pants, with no problem at all. It was like his penis was flaccid the entire time. I felt a bit sorry for him. Out of no where I became lucid. The other couple that had been furiously making out in the hallway finally made it back into the room, and the girl that was getting intercourse from her boyfriend was still naked, but the other couple didn't even care. I knew what I was going to do.
I walked over to the dudes girlfriend that was already naked, and I put her in the doggy style position. I pulled down my pants and was about to go to work when I suddenly felt myself waking up. "Stay in the dream" I told myself repeatedly, but I knew saying that wouldnt work if my emotions werent stabilized, and I couldn't stabilize them at the time anyway because there was a naked girl in front of me, and my adrenaline was running. Eventually I woke up.

3. I was with my friends inside of my friends Ryan's car. Trey was with me, and a few others. I was sitting in the back left seat, just enjoying the ride. "We'll be there in a few minutes guys" Ryan told us. A few minutes passed and we made it to the haunted house. We all got out of the car and went inside. It was daytime while we were outside, but immediately as we got inside it turned nighttime. Of course though before we got inside we had to wait in a short line, but we only waited for maybe a minute or two and then got in.
When we got in, I noticed that this haunted house was just a normal house, but made now to where it was haunted. A lady led us all upstairs and started talking to us a little bit about the house. Suddenly the house went dark. All of the lights were now off in the house, but surprisingly I could still see well. I stayed in a group with all of my friends, and we just stood in the room and waited for something to happen. Out of no where somebody in a really scary costume came out of the corner and started chasing after us. Suddenly I became lucid. I left my group of friends and walked around the house by myself. I was amazed at how real everything was, and the clarity of everything was stunning.
I stayed upstairs for a little bit, and while I did I walked into a really dark room that no one was in. I walked around inside and something jumped out at me. It was a small rattling worm dog toy,colored blue and a transparent white, and it was alive. It would chase me around and touch my leg and try to grab onto it. I left this room and went into the room where we began and inside of this room was the scary costume guy that I thought was chasing everyone. He was just standing in the corner, motionless. I decided I was going to walk into the room, just to see what he would do. I wasnt scared because the atmosphere in the house felt more play-like because of all of my friends screaming(they sounded like they were having fun, not actual screaming).
I walked into the room, and after two or three steps inside the scary costume guy jump scared me and started chasing after me. At this point I ran downstairs and looked around. Later on I remember leaving the haunted house and then coming back for a 2nd time, but the 2nd time we didn't get there on time so we just left and didn't go inside. As we drove back home we drove over a huge opening in the road with only white rope covering it. Ryan's car gripped onto the rope and drove over the opening.

I was in a building and could hear a lot of panic and yelling. There was this guy in a orange jump suit sort of similar looking in prison that was talking to me. We began to argue and not long we start to fight. After about 30 seconds of brawling we both heard the police squad bashing through the doors. So I quickly pulled out my hand gun and shot him twice in the chest. That's when the police finally manage to break the door we were in, however before I realize it I got shot across my neck by the guy in orange jump suit. I fell down and couldn't get up. I saw him tumble back down on the bed and black out. My eyes were close but I could tell one police officer approach me due to feeling their hand across my neck to see if I were alive. That's when I open my eyes and tried to get up. The struggle of getting up gave me time to think as I was still holding my hand gun and notice the police were not doing anything to stop me. That's when I realize what was going on. I was dreaming but the consciousness for some reason was not trying to reach me. As I tried to think why? My lucidity quickly went away and I fell back to the ground while blacking out. That's when one of the police officers came and attempt to help me stand up. I once again tried to get on my two feet wondering what's going to happen next. In till I realize again what I was doing here before I lost lucidity. I got the same feeling that the consciousness was trying to forcefully leave again. I started saying why am I not able to stay long in this lucid dream? I quickly look at the guy who shot me lying in bed. I announce to myself that I would make sure I finish him before losing consciousness again. I pulled my hand toward his direction and I got on the bed. It felt very difficult to move but I manage to do it. That is when I aim it toward his chest and shot him twice. I then gave in and lost lucidity as I lied down on the bed. That's when I felt the sensation that someone was getting up from the bed. Then I felt a foot knock me off the bed to the floor. The police started yelling he is still alive and could hear the guy in orange shooting at them. I then got up off the floor and tackle the man from shooting. I ask him how is he still alive? He shoves me off and points to the black looking armor on the bed. I remember thinking what are the odds of this? That's when one cop was brave enough to come in and tried to forcefully cuff and arrest the man in orange however before I could help the man in orange already threw him off. He looks at me and says the armor is pretty handy. I then have an FA and woke up seeing my father. I told him I didn't mean to use his blankets and explain why I had to. Then before I knew it I was awake. Lucidity Time: 13 seconds.