memorable

Was at kalees old house with her parents Kara Dustin and Leo. Her mom and dad were moving and I was kind of helping them. Her mom was mad at me for some stupid reason. Dustin told me to look outside at the sky. There was millions of stars shining incredibly in the bright sunny sky. There was a weird layer or the sky too. We talked about how it was weird that the sky was so different for the past couple of days. It looked like the woe could end at any moment but it was beautiful to look at. I left the house and went to my car. It was a convertible and looked really nice. I was happy o have that car because it was so nice out. I started driving when a kid on a bike got in my way. We yelled at each other and I told him how he was annoying everyone all the time. He did this the day before. A cop pulled over and we had to discuss the situation.*

An unusual dream last night. Well, most of my dreams are pretty unusual as they are. This is going to be more detailed than my first journal, though.

I was looking across the street from where I live. Some sort of lemonade stand on my side of the street possibly, and the sky was clear while the sun a golden yellow. Across the street, somebody had set up a very real-looking scarecrow. It had been there for a couple of days. It was a moving scarecrow.

Across the street was some kind of teacher, maybe a chemistry teacher. He'd set up this scarecrow not to scare away pests from crops of any sort, but to scare students who misbehaved. Some kind of moving statue, or a type of effigy maybe. Just maybe.

WARNING: the next part is just slightly graphic. Reader's discretion advised.

The "scarecrow" very much resembled a male teenager, possibly about the age of 20. The other part of the moving scarecrow just a bit off, was golden in appearance and wore a suit of some sort, also human-like. The scarecrow-boy faced my side of the street, looking apprehensive. It was clear why. The figure in the golden suit was repeatedly kicking the scarecrow-boy in the crotch. A pained expression appeared on its (the scarecrow-boy's) face every time.

If you think that's weird, wait and see what happens next. Apparently the story goes that this kid always acted against the teacher in class, made wry jokes and all that. Saying goes that the teacher turned the kid into a scarecrow as a warning to others...or maybe made a replica of the actual kid...anyway, it's really hard to go into detail without inventing details.

For four or five days, the scarecrow was still there, doing the exact same thing it had before. I was doing something about the lemonade stand, and occasionally glanced over at that unusual scarecrow. Suddenly, it began to move differently than before.

The figure in the golden suit was kicking off-target now. The boy, or scarecrow, began to rotate. The next thing you know, the two figures were exchanging kicks at each other's crotch, and the boy, now clearly not just a scarecrow, was trying to disable the golden suit figure, without any success. After a few minutes, the scarecrow-boy was being pounded again.

A close relative of mine came over. "If that's a person", she began, "what an interesting person".

I paused, searching for the words. "It IS a person".

"What?" She was incredulous. And what made me believe that? I explained that I hadn't seen it (meaning proof it was a person) for several days, but just today I saw something change. Tried to explain, but she wouldn't believe me. Nobody would. For that moment, the scarecrow was doing the exact same thing it had been doing before, except the scarecrow-boy was now facing the suited golden figure. Must have been built into the mechanism somehow.

Just when I started to doubt whether this thing was really a person, the boy grabbed the foot that was rising up, paused for a moment, and delivered a really hard kick to the golden figure's jewels. No more roshambo, no more Russian Roulette, no more scarecrow. It was as if five days' worth of frustration were stored in that kick, as his blue flat-soled runner crushed into the golden figure and almost lifted it off the ground. It fell backwards into the dust or something.

I was standing in the middle of the street or something, not sure what to do. Help this kid who seemed first like a scarecrow, go inside to show proof this really was a person, continue selling lemonade? Moments later, the entire "scarecrow" returned to its original motion, doing its thing to scare misbehaving students. Anyway, I wasn't able to help the kid. Would have been too scared for my own *ahem* safety.

WARNING OVER - it is now safe to continue reading. Relatively speaking.

I went into the basement. It was dark, dim and damp. For days, my drinking water had contained these semisolid globules, that tasted exactly like water, but ruined the texture. Boiling the water did absolutely nothing.

In the basement, the water heater pipes were open. This half-tube, similar to gutters on a roof, was filled with water about to be pumped into the heater. I scooped up some of the water. Ice cold. Yet then I noticed something.

This wasn't water! Looking closely at it again, I scooped up a handful of these granules, somewhat like snow, but had the consistency of those clear hydrate balls that seem to disappear when you put it in water. But it felt like styrofoam. Looking closely at it, it seemed like some long polymer chain, or some scale replica of an unknown chemical.

Thin spaghetti-like rods connected the granules, which were greyish-white and greyish-blue. Maybe these were water additives?! Scooped up some of this gooey stuff, and placed it in a container. The rods disappeared when touched or immersed in water, and were invisible to the touch (don't ask). Maybe it was a scale model of the chemical contained inside the scale model of itself.

I put some in my mouth. At that temperature, it started to melt, with the consistency oAf Jell-o mixed with sand. So this was that discusting mixture that appeared in my drinking water, dumb city works. But what the heck was it?!

I theorized that the grey-white end "molecules" must bond to the water molecules through polar electropotential interaction. After that, the long chains separated, and later clumped into the water that you drank. Whatever it was...I don't need it in my drinking water, do I?!

Or maybe it was the chemist...

My computer froze. Or rather, it didn't. I was on my Facebook page, searching for somebody to add. I'd thought of adding someone named Mandy Moore, and after thinking about it, I did.

Mandy was a grade younger than me, and had a face resembling Rebecca Black. Given a closer look though, she didn't look so much like the singer of the earbug bad-lyric song about the American economic recession, one that supposedly says that we don't know whether the "weekend" will come. Well, it was Tuesday.

I had found Mandy attractive, and wanted to talk to her. However, I then realized she was friends with somebody who liked me last year and I didn't like back. Well, I figured that wouldn't matter much.

Soon enough, Mandy accepted my friend request, but she was offline. I waited for her to come online.

Minutes later, after the spattering of dream fragments in no particular chronological order, I woke up. It was around 4:10 a.m.

I set my alarm that morning for 7:30. It was unusual to wake up this early, no matter. I seemed to be developing a cold, and my sinus infection hadn't gotten any better. I kept coughing, and went to the bathroom. The lights came on, and they went off. 30 minutes later, I fell back asleep.

The following dream fragments were much less memorized, likely because I took care to remember the first set of dreams.

The early part, I held a saucer-shaped object in my arms as I dozed off into bed. It was a radio of some sort, able to communicate to a UFO disk. Soon I was inside the UFO, and ordered to program some sort of mechanism. The time was close to 11 pm. I started coughing.

Later, much later, I had some small fish I decided to take home as pets, about anchovy-size. I decided to wash them. Sadly, they all died.

One of the fish had the flag of Italy painted on its tail. Must be one of those artificially chemical-painted fish.

A bit later, I was inside a car, and one of my parents was driving. There was snow all around and the car had a bit of trouble driving uphill, and anyway, this wasn't the route we usually took by car. Usually I'd bike up this very hill. I looked at the time. Looked at the radio. Suddenly, I woke up, and the radio came on.

The radio program featured a re-run of a past conversation. I was glad what one caller mentioned, as it was talk radio.

Anyway, maybe it's clear why I had some of these dream themes. I had owned goldfish two to three years ago, but they all died due to horrible tank conditions. The consistency of the water granules likely resulted partly from an experiment in class we did a while ago using round marble-sized clear objects that seemed to disappear yet expand when put in water. As for the scarecrow, well...I leave that one up to you.

This dream started out in the halls of the high school I graduated from. I was in my current body, not my high school body, so I was a lot more in shape and confident than I was back then. I was just dawdling about in the hall when a girl caught my eye. She was actually an inch or so taller than me, which is usually a turn off for me. She had a fit body, blue eyes, and short champagne blonde hair just above the shoulders. Usually I'm not attracted to the short, super light blonde hair either, but the way she was wearing it made it very appealing to me.

I went up to her and started walking/talking with her down the hall. Her name was Eileen, a name I've barely ever heard in my life, but a pretty name none the less. We decided we should go drive around and hang out, and I was ballsy enough to put my arm around her as we exited the school.

It was evening and we drove around for a while, talking. It's crazy how in depth dream characters can be and how much you can learn about them. She was a midwestern girl, same age as me, and had moved out here with her parents. She loved rock/alternative rock/folk/indie and was into climbing/hiking/skiing; all the same outdoor activities I was into. She was super nice and very down to earth.

This is the cool part. We somehow made it into a house and she said something to the effect of "You haven't forgotten those promises you made to me, have you?" "Of course not," I said, "I have them all right here so I don't forget." I pulled out my phone (the same one I have in real life) and went to my notes. There was a page titled 'Promises Made to Eileen' with a short list jotted down below. I was confused on how the list got there, as I thought I was meeting this dream character for the first time.

I then realized that this was not my first time meeting Eileen! I had a revelation that I had met her in a previous dream that I had now forgotten. She smiled at me, extremely happy in my remembrance of meeting her before. We shared a great kiss, said our goodbyes and then I woke up.

This is one of the first times I've remembered a reoccurring character in a dream, and I must say I am very pleased with her. Now if only I could meet the real life version...

Dream 1
I was at my old secondary school in a maths class. The time ticked on to half past three and it was time to go, there were some of my college friends there including a girl in a blue frilly dress with no back. I stood up to go and the teacher said to me "Are you all sure you understand the homework?" and very few people did. So the teacher kept us back and made us do a bit more work until it got to nearly 4 o' clock. I checked my watch and very nearly did a reality check since about 15 minutes had passed in what seems like 2. But instead I just thought that time must have passed quickly because I wasn't watching it. I needed to hurry since I doubted my friends would wait for me if I was too late. I walked out of school and appeared to teleport to a huge place (teleporting- 10 points), similar to that of a warehouse. The shelves went all the way up to the roof and there were loads of them. As I wondered down the narrow isles a employee at the place spotted me and called me over. He was up a ladder trying to pull something off of a shelf, I went and stood by the ladder to see that behind me was a large expanse of bare floor. He told me to stand nearby, so I did and looked back at the shelves. They were filled with old televisions, the big box ones. The worker then pulled one off a shelf and dropped it, the tv crashed to the floor below. He shouted at me saying that I was meant to catch it, So I went and stood next to the shelves. He dropped another one, a big heavy one and I caught it with a spine crushing catch. I put it on the floor and we carried on doing this for a while. Then he started to move forwards and my friend H.T ran round the corner to help, we moved all the tv's that I'd caught forwards as well. We kept moving everything forward so that we kept up with the worker, then I saw a thread of cotton wrapped around one of the tv's. I looked up to see the shelves gone and somebody weaving cotton, to the left of them there was what appeared to be a small tea shop. Outside the tea shop was Santa and the worker from earlier went up to him to ask him if they could use his beard for cotton and he agreed. The then went inside the tea shop. Me and my friend looked at each other before leaving the tv's and following them in. When I got inside I recognised the cafe, I was in Lincoln, in Stoke's cafe. I was asked what I wanted so I said tea. They gave me a silver sachet that was this size of my hand. I went and sat down next to my Grandad and his friends. I opened the silver sachet and found what appeared to be cream inside, this was apparently the tea. I tried it and it tasted exactly like whipped cream. (Eat something- 4 points) (Full dream- 1 point)

Fragment (0.5 points)
I also remember going into a place like subway and asking if they could give me some bread cheap since it was near closing time, the woman behind the counter said "no but you can have a taster for free".

Dream 2
I was in my room and my neighbour came to visit. He came into my room, saw my new shoes and said he liked them. Then he sat on my bed and had a chat with me. This was quite a long dream but I can't remember what was said. (Full dream- 1 point)

TOTAL= 16.5 points

non-dream
dream
lucid

If you don't know what that is, well, it's a dungeon in Skyward Sword.

Lately, I've been into unfinished/unpolished game content, and unused content in general, but mostly the unfinished/unpolished variety.

Lucid: no
The Great Metroid Game: no
Game related: yes
Time since dream: A few hours

I was in a cylindrical room made of gold and stone, with a pathway around the walls. There was a huge pillar in the center of the room. Around it was a pool of water going around the entire room. The pool looked pretty deep. I was on the pathway. I tried to get to the center, but I couldn't. So I went back through the door which I came, and into a normal elevator. When I came out, I was in a hallway. It had purple walls.

I saw another person, who came towards me, and said that he was exploring the place. We went into the elevator together, and went back up to the previous room. We went across the gold cylinder room to a bridge that went to the center. The pillar had a door on it, as if there was gonna be a boss inside. We went in, and there WAS a boss inside. It was some kind of tentacle monster that we had to bring down to the floor and kill.

So, we did that, and all of a sudden, the place started rotating. Not about its axis, but rather, turning upside down, like the 4th dungeon in Majora's Mask. When it stopped, we fell onto the floor, which had some kind of drainage pipe in the center. I examined the room, and found another door on the side. We went through, and found ourselves back in the cylinder room, except it was upside down as well. I looked up, and the pool of water was there, just floating. As soon as I saw it though, it came crashing down, into a grey mist. The next thing I know, I'm in the elevator again, but there is a window in the elevator so you can see into the room. The water is still coming down though, and the elevator shakes wildly and violently as it comes crashing down. The next thing I know, I'm in the elevator debris, along with the other guy. I climb out, and go back into the hallway. Then I wake up.

DV keeps bothering me so I decided to drop by and leave a DJ entry. This site is pimped out now 0.o

I could not figure out for what reason I was behaving like a total freak, but there was one thing I was sure of - everyone was scared. Of me. I heard hushed whispers and staggered footsteps as people turned away. "What are you doing! You know I'm not usually like this!" All this caused was more fear, and I could feel it, surging through the crowd.

Everything was covered in rust. The benches, the walls, coated with a red-orange crust. The wind blew flaked of it into my face, on my clothes. It smelled of flames, an explosion perhaps, but I didn't know.

Did I do this?

Thebeastofold's Dream


Giant bottle of wine, high school odd friend


I was in a strange living room and an old high school friend, D, wandered in and i had the feeling he had come for an unannounced visit...i got up and when i went to greet him, he turned around and went back outside. i followed him and he was rummaging through boxes that looked like boxes i had seen in the past..maybe in storage, or the garage, he pulled out a huge bottle of wine out of one of the smaller ones...it shouldnt have fit in that box, i cant remember the name on the bottle, but he, my parents, who suddenly appeared next to me and I got in an arguement about the bottle, i wanted to drink it, parents wanted me to re-store it... " you can use it later" they kept telling me...the next thing i know, i'm chasing D all over the house and garage etc as he opens and rummages in everythng he could get his hands on... finally he runs out in the back yard and as i apporach him he gets a huge grin on his face and hops away backwards on one foot at very high speed out the back gate and disappears down the street......dream shift

dream fragment:

I'm having a phone conversation with my late grandma......

I was island-hopping with my friends, quite literally: jumping and swimming around to get to the nearby islands. There was a big, gold buddha monument and buildings that looked like toys everywhere. My sister held my hand, as she led the way. We dove under. The water was crystal clear blue (much like swimming in the pool). It was beautiful. We resurfaced and waved at our friends. There also were boats and planes around, a cartoony-like image.

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Upon arriving at a place that was dim and damp, with wooden floors and walls, I was introduced to my fiance. An arranged marriage or so it seems. I recognized him (Hyun-Bin), but in this dream he's just some random guy I met for the first time. We were told to answer slam-book like questions in the blackboard to get to know each other.
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We were being chased (can't remember who I was with). We trespassed a building that was fenced all around. It looked like a school, a monastery, and a convent all at the same time. The ceilings were low. Walls were cream and maroon-colored. When we passed by a dojo-room with an ongoing martial arts class, we barged in and said we wanted to learn, thinking we could get away from whoever was chasing us. They caught us up though. One guy pointed a big pencil-like weapon (which is weird) directly at my right eye. I feared for my life, but I wasn't able to move either. He wasn't able to hit me because people around saved me.

I was on a highschool trip in France when I decided to leave a camping site. I went to Luzern, Switzerland, to find a Japanese girl I've met at IAESTE conference (in reality I met the girl, Yuki Motoda, 3 years after the actual highschool trip, and fell in love with her). I didn't know where to search for her, so I just wandered in the streets, asking random people about her. Most of them didn't reply at all. After a long long time I got into ZHAW campus. I walked in the corridors, asking the students about Yuki Motoda, but most of them didn't know her. I saw Swiss students doing various things - studying, eating their lunch, partying, playing volleyball. I almost gave up. When I asked the last girl in the school eatery about Yuki, she started to laugh. Then I noticed why. Yuki was sitting next to her. She was fast asleep on the table, wearing her favorite green pullover. I grabbed her hand we started to run fast. When we stopped, we were near some creaky, roof-less cottage in Alps. We went in and that was the first time Yuki said something. "Why?", she asked, starring at me. I didn't reply. We went to a cellar of the cottage. There was a horse waiting for us. I lifted her and set her on the horse, then I sat behind her. We left the cottage through some underground corridor. Before we entered the corridor I saw various warning boards. The only one i remember is "The corridor is safe to use, with the exception of blind riders." [Then an alarm of a car near the house woke me up.]

Colour Legenda:
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25/12/2011
Dream 1
I'm drinking Coca Cola with friends and suddenly realise I'm dreaming because I HATE Coca Cola XD Not the brand itself, just the taste of cola. So I shout "THIS IS A DREAM!!" and wake up into Sleep Paralysis.
I realise how lucky I am, and just let it be. I hear a high-pitched giggle (HH).

Dream 2

I find out I can move again, and open my eyes. My room is all white (should be dark shades of grey), my door has no handle, it is instead attached to my wall As if that wasn't clear enough, I check my hands. I tilt my hand backwards (perspective makes my fingers look smaller), and when I tilt my hand back up, my fingers are still small XD

So I spin around (I always do this after a FA, in an attempt to summon C.), and walk out my door.. ..straight into a staircase-hall. So I follow the stairs all the way down, thinking "..what's with these stairs, anyway..". When I hit the bottom, there's a door to my left, askew, and I can see the end of a bed and clothes on it. Instead of going in (it's MY dream, after all!) I decide to just leave it be and look around. I see another door with a few steps leading to it. It's a back door and leads to a back yard that looks vaguely familiar to me. I can't put my finger on it, but I know it'll come to me later.

Suddenly I realise there's another door (it must have only just materialized..), which is the front door. I walk out of it and.. ..I'm in Woodley (just outside Reading, England), and have just walked out of the house I used to live in during my stay in England. My housemates are sitting in the front yard (which doesn't actually exist IRL). I wave at them, but I have other things to do. Like flying. I don't really know how to go about it, but remember the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. In the book, Arthur learns that "flying" is simply "falling and missing the ground". So I give that a go; I flop down on my belly and stop the ground from touching me with my hands. It works, I'm floating about an inch above the pavement. I slowly straighten my arms, effectively pushing myself upward. I'm now at about eyeline-height. I start making swimming motions and swim through the air.

I pass a female DC and some male DCs, she's stopping me like those survey people on shopping streets. Slightly annoyed I go "Ugh, seriously, I have better things to do!", but she's looking worried, so I "land" anyway. Apparently she's trying to get rid of her plane ticket to New York, where she's supposed to open/announce a circus show (I'd been watching Cirque du Soleil yesterday) as the Celebrity Guest. I laugh and joke she'd have a better chance in the US, and flop to the ground again, float and swim away. I'm now kicking my feet together, like a Mermaid's tail, and I'm reaching a nice speed. I suddenly realise I failed again at summoning C., so I try again by going around corners and expecting him there. (Seriously.. just show up, dagnabbit!)

That fails over and over, but when I look behind me, the DCs are always close to me, as if they're running after me or something. I suddenly remember my little contest with Nito89 (in Matte's Competition Thread) and try to summon him. Doesn't work either, and I wake up.

I think I woke up because my REM cycle ended, since I woke up in the middle of it, I was still in SP..
This is memorable, because it's my first attempt at flying, and I'd say I've done rather well

Maybe C was in that one room with the door askew? Next time I get lucid I'll remember to check out each and every opportunity.

I'm in my backyard, talking to some guy. He then tells me to call this girl, because she'd want to fuck me.
So he hands me a phone, and I say "...hello....???"
Then she says something
And the dream changes scenario. Next thing I know, I'm in a room, lying on a couch.

Some girl is lying on a table close to me, and her boyfriend is sitting with a computer in the other side of the room.
She tells me to come over, and she starts undressing herself.

I'm thinking "is her boyfriend letting her do this? uhh"
"Do you have a condom?"
"Yes" she hands me a small squared condom packet

I start unpacking it, but I'm nervous as fuck, so I try hard to keep my hands steady.
When I got it packed out
Well f**k
There was another packaging inside

When I got THAT ONE packed out

The condom has some weird things I can't even explain attached to it, like some sort of lock made of the same thing as cotton sticks

I asked the girl "What if we do it without condom" and immediately realized that was a retarded question.
She looked at her boyfriend and was like "ehhh... that's not.. I don't like feeling the sperm moving inside me"

"Well, I don't want AIDS or babies anyways."
"Oh no, I'm on the pill"
"Why the f**k are you on the pill if you don't want sperm inside you"
And that is where the dream ended.

Flying Alligator Attack

I was at Mike A's house, though it didn't look like his house. I saw a school bus drive up his back yard and through his front yard. I was upset the driver would do that, but he had an easment, so it was OK.

I went out and got in a school bus and followed him down the front yard. As I went down the hill, I no longer saw the other bus, but I did see an alligator. It flew up into a tree about 30' up. That seemed like a scary proposition to me.

I drove back up the hill towards Mike's house, but I was intrigued by the flying alligator (that scared me so bad). I drove back down the hill and the alligator glided out of the tree.

Now my bus didn't have a roof. I was exposed. I turned my bus back towards the house. The alligator flew up and swooped down landing near my bus. I got very nervous, and my bus was slowing down.

Then there was water all around, and then I was in the water. The alligator was going to come get me. I wondered if I could wrestle the alligator. All you have to do is grab the snout. All their power is in the closing of their mouth. I knew that was easier said than done.

I thought about what it would be like to drown. I could see the murky water.

The End

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XXX Lucid

At one point during lucidity, I tried to shoot lightning out of my palms and failed, so I guess there is a dream fragment missing.

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I was at an indoor pool. The lights were out. There was more light where I was at the shallow end than the deep end.

I dove into the pool and wondered if it was deep enough, so I decided to curve up and come out of the pool. As I came up, I decided to see if I could come up and out of the pool and fly up.

I did start to fly up, but then I was out of the pool again where I started. I saw a beautiful young lady with dark, wavy brown hair at the other end of the pool. She wore a maroon and white bikini. I realized I was lucid and said, "I'd like to see her nude!

She looked surprised and I wondered if I was dreaming after all, then someone said she had smiled. I was confident I was dreaming again.

She was next to me now. I thought about what my friend KristaNicole does to stabilize. I yelled, "I am lucid. 100% lucidity!" I rubbed my hands together. It felt bad. I looked down and I had gause on my hand. I was happy to stabilize though. Then I spun around slowly. My partner said, "Both ways; it's better for both of us!" We spun around the other way.

Then we locked in a giant, wet kiss. She was wondering if that was what she was looking for. I gave her another kiss and told her it was exactly what I was looking for. She agreed.

I looked down at her breast. She was flat as a board. I touched her flat chest. I don't get into a flat chest, but I really liked the girl, so I didn't care. I rubbed it a little.

All of a sudden we were in a room with my grandmother (passed on many years ago), and a couple other people. They were all in bed. We took our clothes off and walked down the hall to another room.

I realized that if I wanted to get dressed again, I would have to walk naked into the room with my grandmother and would likely be in trouble, so I pulled a blanket out of a basket to cover myself up with later.

She had her bikini on again. She was going to take it off, but I told her no. I wanted to reach in and feel her vagina. I did reach in but just felt her hair.

I then got on her chest. I put some "lip gloss" on her lips. She was surprised. She said she'd been beaten up before, but that had never happened. I was kind of surprised and sorry she'd been beaten up, but she seemed really happy, so I didn't worry about it.

She then took it.

I soon woke up.

I'm happier about using stabilization techniques than the awesome sex, but that was good too.

I was in a library, apparently in the horror section. I saw three books. Two had covers of trees in sepia tone. They had dirt roads, and were really eerie. The first was titled "incendia" with a small i

The title "incendia" would be a command in Spanish telling someone to burn something. In my dream in meant "burried treasure." The book was about a treasure burried in some really scary woods.

The next book was titled "ha habducida" which meant "you have been abducted." Again, this was set in some really scary looking woods.

The third book made this one of the best dreams I've ever had. There was a Tyrannosaurus Rex chasing a little boy about age 4. The Tyrannosaurus was painted in a patchwork of pastel colors. The boy was a shadow. The title of the book was "GOD HATES YOU"

The boy was supposed to be the only person in this prehistoric world. I thought about the setting and understood the title.

I thought about this collection of books and wondered what would inspire someone to read them. I then thought that if I were a librarian, I would probably read every book in the library including these books as I'd want to be able to say that I had read every book in the library.

Dec.21st, 2011, Wednesday. GM+Choline

I wrote a little contract again to have a lucid tonight. Read Waggoner’s book, did my RCs and my mantra. I also gave thanks for my previous LDs. And I got me my #9.

DR #1- I’m in a back seat behind a driver in my own car. I should be driving and I’m not happy that someone else is.
DR #2- My cousin K
I remembered lots more, but couldn’t wake myself up to write them down for good 20 minutes, and by then that’s all I remembered.

Took GM 4mg at 4:05am.
Tried to either WILD, or if that didn’t work, just fall asleep. Woke up from LD at 5:45

LD and the experience:
At first no visuals, my field of view is dark grey, just like proper backside of your eyelids should look like Then suddenly BAM. Lights turn on, my whole view gets bright and a graphic of top part of classic alarm clock shows up in bright golden color on white (like backlit) background, together with headrush.

I get all excited and I know I shouldn’t so I try to calm down. Then the movie strip starts with some black and white pictures. They are going by at blazing speed. All I can think of is “yes, yes, dream, dream”.

I start to feel/wish to get my dream body hover over my sleeping body and I feel my whole body levitate some inches above my bed. I see my room awash in dark green, as if I was in a pond with green water (just like last time, when I saw my room like this).

I start to will my body to move out of position over my bed. First my head moves over carpet, then my body follows. I’m still in laying down position, just turned by maybe 15 degrees, so my head leads the way.

I start to float over my carpet next to my bed. I’m going through the kitchen, speeding up a little. The whole time I keep saying “keep going”. Then there is a wall separating me from my neighbor’s apartment. I will myself to go through it.

Inside the wall is dark and longer than I thought it will be. I expect to enter neighbor’s room, but no. I emerge in a small room, I feel like its underground. Looks like something you would find in Italy - a cellar type of place. The room is whitewashed and the paint has fallen off in some places. You can see masonry underneath. I’m standing up now.

I don’t like this place. In a hurry to get out of there, I forget to RC or stabilize. By the way, I usually forget to do that when entering an LD by WILD. I go through the nearest wall and I visualize a nice beach behind it. But no, there is another room similar to previous one. I feel a need to get out.

I look to my right and there is a two wing glass door, with one side wide open. There is a street at night behind it. I decide to exit here. By the time I get to the door, I’m already flying. Just like I used to in my previous LD, but not in my very last one. I hover couple of feet over the street. Look up at the sky and see the moon. As I look better, I open my eyes and I’m awake in my bed. RC couple of times in disbelief that it’s over. But it’s over. I get up to write it down.

DR at 7:18am
A girl from church charity comes to the house and gives a boy and a girl living there some swimsuits. As I’m putting them away, I notice, that they change pattern and colors as I hold them. Decide to go and show it to people in the house. I show them the swimsuit, then hide it behind my back and when we see it again, it looks completely different. We are all amazed.

The lady in the house bought some old furniture and I notice, there are some bad forces associated with them. There is a lady, I don’t really remember what I have done to her, but we fought and next thing I see, she is floating in a canal with green water and some algae growing on the sides. She is looking at us and smirking, as if she wasn’t hurt.
A delivery guy brings another piece of furniture. He walks straight to the kitchen a pours himself a shot of vinegar. I told the lady, she has to send the furniture back.

I’m trying to sleep and LD.

Then I’m standing in front of some cages made of walls. First cage has a boarded-up window. I poke at it with a stick. An old, really dirty guy opens the board unexpectedly.
Next cage has two lions behind a screen window. I also poke at it.

21/12/11
Cannot recall anything, 1 WBTB attempt (1 point)

22/12/11

1 WBTB attempt (1 point)

I was in what appeared to be the turret of a castle, climing the spiral staircase higher and higher until I reached one of the arrow slits with a small area to stand below it. I stopped here and looked out, I can't remember what I saw but then somebody shouted up the stairs and came after me. I tried to run but my legs froze up and I couldn't move. This woman who looked to be in her 40's emerged at the top of the staircase where I was. "We can't have you telling people about this" she sneered. Then the woman grabbed me by the arm and forced me up the rest of the stairs, we arrived in a small circular room. There were chains everywhere and what appeared to be blood stains on some of the walls. I could see what was coming, anybody who walked in here could easily tell that it was a torture chamber. I had to get out, I had to find a way! The woman left no loopholes or gaps where I could run away and she chained me up so that I was suspended by my hands, dangling in the air. She turned around and I could hear her opening a box of some kind, when she turned back around the woman was holding small black box about the size of your average box of matches. It had two metal prongs on the end of it making the object instantly recognisable as a taser or electricution device of some sort. She looked at me grinning like some drugged scientist before sticking the two prongs under my shirt and into my stomach. The pain was intense as the high voltage electricity pulsed through my body. I was squirming and thrashing about madly, trying to lose contact between the prongs and me. I was seeing this in 3rd person view and as the view zoomed out back through the door I could see her electricuting me again and again. Even though in third person I could still feel the pain, I'm surprised it didnt wake me up.
Then I appeared in a corridor with white walls and a disgusting brown carpet. Up ahead the was a 90 degree corner to the left, I turned it to find myself in a room with one long table in the middle. Behind one side of the table was a glass wall, and behind that; nothingness. I looked but there was just a grey smokey mist. Around the table were all my old friends from school having lunch so I went and sat next to one of my closest friends E.G and she asked where I'd been. I was about to say but then I remembered the torture I went through just minutes ago, so I said I was busy. Then everybody finished lunch, got up and started to move around. In all the confusion I bumped into someone (A.W another person from my school) He took it the wrong way and started having a go at me. It looked like he was going to lash out at me but then my friends appeared at my side telling him to back off.
The dream ended here. (Full dream- 1 point)

The torture was terrible, it was so intense it even shows up in my sleep graph

Oh well I'm not going to give up!