non-lucid

I'm in Bali, participating in a Hash run. I'm the hare, meaning that I'm setting the run. I don't remember much from this part of the dream. After that, I'm together with a group of people. We're just chilling and talking. Then it's time for the hash to start. At first I join the hounds in running the track. I stay in 2nd or 3rd position, as I have set the track and don't want to give away the directions. After running for just a little bit, I realise that I'm not supposed to run at all. A bit further down the dream, I realise that the run I set was incomplete. There was a great start with beautiful scenery, but that was it. I go down there to explain to the hounds that I got distracted by chilling with them. We decide to turn it into a live hash. I grab a bottle of water and a white bag with papers to set the trail.

At first a 30 minute head start sounds good, but that's not how much I'm getting. We're in some kind of gym. I'm going to be the hare along with a girl, who is later (Super) Mario. We first have to score a goal in a football match that's going on, before we can continue down to the door opening in the back, which is completely dark. The hashers first have to swim a section, then jump over some obstacle and eventually they will catch up to us. I instruct them to only start once we've scored the goal, but they start too early a couple of times. I warn them that if another person starts too early, they all do an extra lap of swimming. They all start too early again. They do their lap. Meanwhile my partner scores the goal, shooting the ball softly (kinda lame) at the goal. It inches by the keeper, who doesn't move. We run for the dark door opening and enter another room. I want to take a door to the right, but my partner wants to go straight to the emergency exit. I had already dropped some paper, so I have to kinda reshuffle that. We exit and turn right. There are vertical steel handle bars on the walls, allowing one to climb onto the roof. At least that's what Mario is trying to do, but he can't get up. I jump over him and make it up there, no problem, in the mean time dropping some paper. There's a male police officer on the roof, who is not too happy with my presence. I panic a bit and go up another level. I think at this point I get caught, or the excitement of it all wakes me up.

Had 2 Dreams last night. However, they seemed to follow the same story unintentionally, so I'll be putting them in this one DJ entry. Both of these dreams were fun, and both focused on me fighting this 'sage,' as the DC's called it. The Sage was an evil cannibalistic person who could use magic of some kind.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dream 1

It starts off with a few members of the marching band deciding to practice next to a really steep cliff, with a jagged, rocky 'wall.' A dust explosion occurs in the distance. A shadowy figure flies towards me, and I couldn't make out the details or features. He hits me, and I end up hitting a rock. The figure charges towards me again, but I jump off the rock just before he hits me. As I fall, I see an explosion of dust where I had just jumped back from, and the figure once again charges at me. A blue slime pops out of my sleeve and connects me to a sky tram placed in a very convenient, although sensible, location, connected to the top of the cliff and somewhere I didn't care to look. the slime pulls me to it just in time to dodge, and I end up crashing through the wall. My face hurts and my left arm was sore. While I was laying down, I saw a person, encased in stone and with red eyes and two nubs of horns growing from his forehead flying up to look at me as the tram moved away slowly. He didn't give chase. I wake up.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
A brief awakening and missed dream signs

When I am awake, I feel pins and needles on my face, and my shoulder is somewhat sore. I prepare to do a DEILD, but fail when my dog starts licking my face, making me open my eyes. So I decide to think about missed opportunities to become lucid.

Dream Signs
1) Cliffs rarely form away from oceans, and I don't think there are any around my location.
2) The grass was to dense and lush.
3) A flying man attacks and no one flees.
4) I survive the first attack.
5) I dodge the second attack.
6) I have a pet Blue Slime. (I genuinely want one now that I've had that fun dream, though.)
7) Convenient Sky Tram keeps me from being hurt again.
8) This Dude can Fly.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dream 2

I am running back from the guy who I saw in the first dream. Only, he's fat and eating people in my school. People are saying "he's the sage, here to save us all," and similar things. I shout "Can't you see he's EATING PEOPLE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!" People just stare at me like I'm crazy. I dodge past my short section leader, who is taller than me in this dream, and see my other section leader, who's normally taller than me, but is my height in this dream. He's not in the line to get eaten, so I figure he's at least one person with common sense remaining.

"Hey, you see that guy eating people?" He says.

"Yeah, I think he might be evil," I respond.

"OHHHH!" He says, surprised.

Like an idiot, he gets in line. 'Whatever,' I think to myself as I take shelter in the cafeteria. The cafeteria is round, and missing 60 degrees of wall. The fat 'Sage' flies over to me. The remainder of the lines seemed to come to their senses and entered the cafeteria too. All of a sudden, I remember the previous fight. The sage grabs a butter knife and... stabs his left eye. He becomes skinny and lots of copies of him are made. Blue Slime turns into a sword, and there's a bit of tension. I wake up.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dream Signs
1) There was a fat flying guy.
2) All these people were ignorant of their imminent deaths.
3) The halls were completely different from my real school's halls
4) The lunch room was missing 60 degrees of wall, and was a perfect circle.
5) The sage stabbed himself in the eye with a butter knife.
6) The sage's clones came out of his eye.
************************************************** ************************************************** ***********************************

Bed @ 2215.
Woke @ 0240

Fragment: Something about a British boarding school.


BTB @ 0250 /w SSILD
Woke @ 0340


Going to the doctor
I "wake up." I have an appointment in Atlanta with Dr. Carson at 9:30. I check the time and decide that I have another fifteen minutes before I need to get up. My wife comes into the bedroom, seemingly also having trouble sleeping, and recommends getting up now - Atlanta traffic is very unpredictable, and I don't want to be late. I go ahead and get up. I check some mapping software on my phone, but I don't understand what it's telling me - it's showing me two curved arrows going from my house to the destination, almost forming an eye shape; both arrows fade from <a color> to red, and both fan off into many more arrows. I assume it's trying to tell me that there are many routes and that they're all bad. I zoom in and see that every street is colored red. Great.

Now on my way, and I'm riding a motorcycle. I know how much my wife hates motorcycles, but they're very effective. I'm trying to psych myself up for driving between cars which are stopped in gridlock, but thankfully I never actually need to; despite the lanes around me being stopped, my lane is moving well.

Now I'm driving downtown (I may be in my car now, but I'm not sure). Traffic in all lanes is jammed, and I'm trying to merge a couple of lanes to my left. Up ahead, I can see barriers across the two rightmost lanes of traffic - no wonder everyone is merging left and traffic is so bad.

Now I'm in a tasteful office building, at a reception desk that's at the intersection of a number of hallways. I'm talking to the receptionist, and I'm really suspicious that this is all some kind of conspiracy. She's very polite and answers my questions well, and I'm not concerned any more.

Now I'm in the parking deck at the doctor's, talking to Pete A, a friend I haven't seen for many years. I'm holding a pile of pipes and fabric, amazed at modern technology - this is the first time I've tried my car's 'fold' function, and I had no idea it could fold up so small or so light. Even so, I have a hard time keeping hold of it all and wish they could have automatically put the whole thing in a bag with handles. I realize I've got a bag - a big gray one made out of a tarp-like material - and start to put it in, wondering if this bag came with the car; but then I see it already has camping stuff in it from over the summer and remember that, no, this is just my bag. Now I'm talking to Pete again and notice my sunroof. I didn't know my car had a sunroof, and I certainly never opened it myself, so I assume it must have opened automatically when I parked to reduce heat. Unlike a normal one which slides back, this one has folded open three 'petals.' I reach over and wiggle a petal, then realize that this isn't actually my car. Whoops. Mine is one over, but I see that it, too, has a sunroof - a more traditional one that slides back on rails. I push a button on a panel on the roof and it closes. I wonder if there's a button inside the car that controls it too - if there is, I've never noticed it.

Now it's time for me to head home. I consider giving Pete a quick kiss (it seems that I'm a girl now?), but I decide that that wouldn't be appropriate and just make my goodbyes and get in my car.


An unusual landing strip
I'm watching planes landing. In turn, each one approaches what looks like a toll plaza, touches down just in front of the toll booths, and rolls forwards under the roof, out of sight. So far, all of the planes have been small, but now I see a larger one coming in. Not only is it large, but it's coming in really quickly, and I'm afraid it's going to crash. Amazingly, the moment its wheels touch down, it's going at the same slow speed as the others and taxies away safely. As it passes, I look at its tail and see the American Airlines logo. Even though everything worked out OK, I'm still rather horrified at how the pilot handled things, and American has lost some credibility in my mind.


BTB @ 0400 /w SSILD
Woke at 0645

The new water park
I'm reading about a new place opening up - a weird hybrid indoor swimming pool / game. It's small enough to be in a store in a shopping center. I see pictures of people in it - a deep pool filled with pipes about 3' in diameter - and I think it looks neat but scary - not only is the pool deep, but I think it would be far to easy to run out of breath while in the middle of one of the pipes and not be able to surface. Now I'm actually there, climbing out of the water (yet fully clothed). Now I'm talking to a woman about the cost of playing and the size of the prize for the winner - it seems to be a game of elimination, with the last player left taking the prize. The floor is glass, and the pool is under us, so I can see a couple of families swimming around having a great time.

Now I'm walking through a large restaurant area (much larger than the pool) filled with circular tables. I see the owner, an Asian man, and decide to go up to him and congratulate him on making something really unique. He's really excited about it and talks to me for a few minutes, eventually asking if I'll be bringing my family. I have to decline, saying that we live in the US and wouldn't be able to make it. He understands but still says he hopes that one day it'll work out.

Now I'm walking across a parking lot away from the shopping center with the pool place. I've just come to a gas station on the corner when I remember that I have my car, and it's back next to the stores. I turn around and start walking back to it, surprised by how large the parking lot is and how far I need to walk, and - by extension - how far I've already walked.

Now I'm driving around the shopping center. I realize that my stomach is grumbling and am tempted to look for something to eat. I don't want anything too sweet, ice cream or any real dessert like that; then I remember there's a store that sells some kind of frozen orange juice dessert, and I'm really tempted to try to search it out.


An odd gathering
I'm in a small apartment with a family I don't know well. We're all in the living room. Most of the family is seated on a couple of sofas, and I'm walking around, looking at things. I come across a water massager and fiddle with its controls for a minute, trying to figure out the different settings, but eventually I give up - they don't make a lot of sense. Eventually I give up and notice the I notice that the wallpaper, which at first glance just seems to be of mythical scenes, is actually rather ... risque. I consider asking my host about it but decide not to.

Now we're talking about watching a movie, but someone else has to go in a couple of minutes. Our host and another guy head off to get a quick nightcap before he heads out, leaving me with the kids (early to mid teens) and another adult. At first, I just keep to myself, but eventually the other adult comes over and we start talking. He tells me that AI is much farther along than anyone thinks and starts describing its progress.


AI apocalypse
Now I see a post-apocalyptic scene with a hunch of people standing in a derelict building, visible from the outside through a hole that's been blasted in the wall. A firing squad kills most of them, and the rest flee deeper into the building. I know it's the government killing off people it doesn't need since AIs are able to do most of the work now. Now I see the survivors of the first firing squad being executed by machines who have decided they don't need humanity at all. Only a couple of people escape. I watch them fleeing through more derelict buildings, grabbing what they can. Now I see some strange creatures - something like huge anteaters - moving along roads in the falling-down city, spraying themselves with water from their long trunks. They see something that looks like a huge cube of pizza and hurry over to it, and it somehow traps them. Now I see that the trap has been moved elsewhere and they're being freed from it to face ... something.


Security notice
I've received a security notice from my company's security team telling everyone to stop using instant messaging built into OpenOffice. I'm reading it on my new, pretty monitor. As with all the security 'training' they send out it's very pretty and totally useless. I flip through it, thinking they've probably sent it out because the official IM client is so terrible and they don't want people to have the option of bailing to one that works.

Now I'm looking at another security communication. This one is telling everyone that we need to install some new security software which will make sure we don't have any unauthorized files on our machines. I wonder how I can get around it - I have lots of useful third party software, plus a couple of games, and I'd hate for all that to get wiped, or to get me in trouble.


Space trip mix-up
I'm watching a couple of people - a woman (dressed in leatherish pants and a solid-colored long-sleeved shirt) and someone else - talking to a guy (who looks like the mission controller from The Martian). It seems he's running a new experimental service to get to and from orbit, and the woman was supposed to be on the latest flight - in fact, she'd already paid for the trip, but some kind of paperwork snafu lost her records. Behind them are weird stretcher-looking things, which are what people are attached to to protect them from the g-forces. Someone is saying it's a good thing she didn't go, because they've since found out that if she did go, she would have been fatally injured, and their cryo-preservation facilities aren't yet set up, so she couldn't have been frozen while she waited for them to find a way to heal her.

I had this dream previous night. (It is a non-lucid)

I was a boy. a little fat, but not too much. I had blonde hair, and I was around 9?
I was a real anime lover, but was mostly looking at fish, because there were a lot at my place. (We lived near a lake, and the land we were on was like island) It was far off the main land.

I also was in love with a girl, blonde curly hair. She had pretty blue eyes, and she wore expensive dresses. She looked like a doll. I don't know why I was in love with her, but it wasn't because she was rich or anything like it. I just liked her. We, together, looked at fish in aquariums at the zoo. We first looked at a group of goldfish together. Most of the goldfish were still young, and they were beautiful colored.
I was captured with one goldfish. It was a young goldfish, a boy, with white and little red spots. I really liked that goldfish, and wanted to observe it more, but I was with the girl, so we continued to the other aquariums.

We saw more tropical fish, who would live in regions with coral, and ended up at the last aquarium with more the shark-like fish, and the scary fish who would live in the dark part of the ocean.
We were done, and played outside, I had potato chips with me.

A little while later, I watched the goldfish on my own, and still captivated with the little goldfish with red spots. I wanted to name it, but couldn't think of a good name for it, so I let it be, and just call it, ''the little friend.'' I wanted to protect the little friend, I want to take it with me.
But suddenly I got absorbed in a black hole. I only got to see the goldfish, and me with only darkness around us. We fell endlessly, and suddenly spawned in the middle of the lake. I knew the lake we lived near was enormous, you could never come back if you drove off the island, but now I am here?

I couldn't see any land in my sight. I only found out that the little friend was with me, swimming circles around me. I had no other choice, but find home together with my little friend. I didn't know where to go, but I just began swimming. Only finding out that I could breathe under water, I could swim with my little friend on my side under water. I had to protect the little friend from dangerous fish who wanted to eat it, and help to overcome obstacles.

A day later, I met a young man with a hat on. He had dark brown hair, almost purple, and long almost touching his shoulders, and red eyes. He looked a little like Willie, from Willie Wonka. He asked me what I did here.
I told him that me, and the little friend appeared in this lake, because of a black hole who absorbed us.
It is hard to believe, but he helps us find home, he said.

We swum together. Under water, but what was weird is that I forgot to help the little friend. Like, how could I forget to protect it? It is my friend, I can't leave it alone. It is still too young to survive on its own. Why does this guy let me forget it??
We found more people, they came from Atlantic. But Atlantic looked a little old, and not cleaned up at all. It was full of nasty stuff from the lake, and how could Atlantic end up in a lake? I didn't think about it too much.
The people from Atlantic were very kind, and wanted to help us. I was relieved when they had a special device that could bring you to your destination. It was a flying elevator.. (Like in Willie Wonka)

The elevator stood under water at the bottom of the lake near Atlantic, but there was one problem. The little goldfish/friend, couldn't get out of the water. The scales of the fish could dry up, and it could die. The people of Atlantic had a idea. They had a plastic bag with water, and they could the gold fish in. I was a idea, but is it really good? I want to know if the little friend finds it ok to be in such a small bag.. They had not a little aquarium sadly...
I asked the little friend if he wanted that. It answered with a blub. ''I think it says it is ok.'' I say. ''Hang in there, little friend.'' I say to it.
We began to swim to the bottom of the lake. I dragged the little bag with me, and the little friend near me.
The hatman is going with us together to the Island, he needs to go there too, somehow?

What was shocking, is when I stepped in the elevator, I again forgot to take the goldfish with me in the elevator. ''Again?!'' I quickly got outside the elevator, and wanted to take the little friend, but it suddenly drove on his back, and slowly fell to the ground. I quickly hold my hands under the goldfish, and hold it in my arms.
''........It is dead? Why, what happened?'' I didn't saw what happened, but it suddenly was on it's back. Did it have a heart attack of something? Still having it in my arms, I got condolences from everyone from Atlantic, and from the hatman. I cried my eyes outT_T Why is my little friend dead? It was still so young.. it had a whole life ahead for him... I didn't know what the case was, but I hold my little friend dear, and never let go of him.

We had to go, and I held on the elevator. It began to go to the sky. I still hold the goldfish in my hands. Planning to make a pretty grave for it when I arrive home. I got a little fatter because of the trip with the elevator. (Somehow I get fat when I sit too long, I barely sit, and always move.)

I arrive home. I was really happy to see everyone, but what was shocking was. For me it was only 5 days gone, but for them, it was a full 2 years missing. How can I be gone for two years? Is time gone faster in the lake then normal? The girl I was in love with was also gone. She is in Hollywood, trying to be a actress. I didn't even had the time to say goodbye to her... What happened here while I was gone??

I already was 11 in this time I was gone. I already made a little grave for the goldfish, and prey for him everyday. Also getting more thinner, because I move a lot again like crazy!!

It was here that I woke up. I hope it is a interesting dream I dreamedxD
See you with the next dream!
-Yukita-

*Sorry if the grammar is bad at some point!! I am trying hard, if there are any things that are written wrong, you can tell me! thank you!*

I'm a cyborg ninja. I can go invisible. For some reasons, I think that shoplifting will be a useful way to spend my powers on. I made some noises accidentally and the workers start to look for me, and they also have an angry french bulldog looking for me. I go to the back of the store (the store is separated into two sections, with a glass wall between) and go visible to rest, but a girl sees me, but she does not raise any larm. I grab some soda and chips and as the dog sees me I make my escape, with a cinematic interlude that looks like me slashing the dog, but I actually cut off its chafing collars. I am gone but I see things in third person where the workers realize the dog didn'5 like the collar and now it's happy that it's gone.

I meet up with the girl who let me go and we go on a date at the arcade. One of the games is like one of those light gun cabinets, but with throwing knives. We have two opposing characters, she throws her knife and scratched me a bit. I throw mine and headshot myself. I say that wasn't my intention while she laughs. There is a lengthy cutscene with yaoi overtones so we lose interest and go elsewhere. She takes me to the opposite wing of the building, which I remark is a museum.

First dream

I was in a party. It was a huge party in some great party complex. There was dancehall, bar and even a cinema. I was there with classmates, we were sitting by a bar and drinking vodka. People around were having fun, but some didn't. I also had fun. We finished drinking and looked around - all people went to cinema. We went there too and took our seats, but I couldn't see a thing from mine so I changed it. There were some girls sitting behind us, they allowed us to take these seats if we won't disturb them. The movie started, it was about a man who used a ray to make his children gigantic. One of classmates said that I left my vodka by a bar and laughed.

Second dream

I was in my house, browsing the web with my phone. I was downloading something - a game engine. It weighted only 7.1 MB. Then two of my sisters appeared and jumped on me, then started hugging me. The engine downloaded when they were finished. I hid my phone and went to kitchen. Looking at the table I saw a few rows of glasses with pickles. On the hallway there were parents and sister talking with one girl from my class.

Third dream

It was in some city, a sunny summer day. I was wandering on a sidewalk when some people rapidly run out of nearby house. Some people with machine guns chased them. They wanted to kill them and tried to kill me too as I was a witness. They took cars and escaped. I took a nearby sports car and drove with them. They stopped at some mansion of a man that controlled half the city. They went there to ask for help on eliminating them. I went with these people and said them that they should just shoot them. But they didn't listened, they went to that crazy man and he said that if they want help, each of them should entertain him. He gave a tall blonde girl a mug and told her to fill it with cereals. She did it and then he ordered her to eat it. I left them, meeting another dude from the group on the way. I told him about what happened and he said that he waits for his turn. I ran out of the building and got into my car. I took off saying that I'm just gonna shoot them. There were some Muslims talking in the radio, they were talking about their homeland. I just drove, hitting a few cars with high speed on the way. Then I drove to that building. There was group of women, one of them seemed both attractive and really close to me. I knocked to door and men with guns opened. I disarmed one of them and got inside. But instead of shooting them all, I gave them an offer. I thrown some really shiny crystals in the ground and told them that it's beginning of my business, which will repay to them in mere weeks if they'd invest in it. I gave them bank account number and left.

~ 5 hrs

1st half:

+ personal library cabinet, with (girl?), she makes her books appear, than I make my journals appear, I show them off to her, then I see a picture of ex-GF having sex with a black guy the picture is fuzzy, I see this guy sitting on a couch live action, I'm upset about that situation

+ coming up on a raid from behind, it's a raid on us so my move is daring, pretending to become one of the raiders, under a table, then push through, I see that the raiders are zapping our field, and burning all the people in them, totally ruining them. I run through the blockade up the steep hill, see flowers on the ground and signs of mowing, there is movement in the trees I go under trees, a guy says there is a collander hidden in a tree stump and you can use it and it means "termites for dinner!" I imagine catching termites in that thing. I find my old boy scout sierra cup, then another on a well, and I clean off the rust and see my old name tag on the bottom and see an engraving indicating something about brass players and french horns? I drink from the water anticipating a clean, cold fresh water but it has a distinctly unpleasant mineral/salty taste. There is a boy and girl, brother and sister, I want to see them the girl comes to me and says "buenos noches!" and I say it back assuming with an accent, I wonder if I"ll understand her if she keeps speaking Spanish, but she says s.l. "oh your're an american", then I see her mother who looks like her, and something about the mother's boyfriend.

+ coming up on an apartment with a sliding glass door on a street, there is a bustling university to my right with students moving around, in the apartment I'm trying to decide to keep my little stack of 5 grey books on the table there or take it with me, I talk to the guys inside and I'm telling them my plans to return after class, they're upset that it's later than I said before (7? 8?) but I say it will take time for me to get there and return in my car. There is a loud bang and they all freak out and I tease them for being afraid of just a sound.

~ 10 hours

2nd half:

+ club/girl/sidewalk/grieving hot woman, addict stairs halfway house with shivering addicts and socks messy, guy doing better his stack gets knocked over by leader ,guy swears, "ocean 11" presentatation, up on stairwell over pool, watch plane take off then crash on purpose, 2nd guy saw it too, girl's fist hurt dive into pool ot help, say I saw it, CC asks about how to draw a normal curve, we all try to draw one

+ get into SUV, shall I fill tank, yes, so out have to siphon it in, back in see tank is more full, take off road up hill full of bikers pedestrians, going slow, falling over on purpose, get to top start going down, pass two hot girls speaking [foreign language], see another buxom one grab her go down start sex get to bottom she says "time to play nurse" and takes control, puts me on stomach and I look arond to watch she says "no peeking!" and puts something in my butt, I'm upset at the loss of control and conerned that she may break off a thermometer and give me mercury poisoning, her intentions may not be good (upset at me grabbing her?)

+(f) wake in hospital bed to nurse asking about my side, I say it's fine I don't feel anything any more I could turn

+(f) dance competition outside, dancers on left, judges on right, a small girl is trying but dancing poorly

+ sting at the car dealer, criminal boss is caught, undercover agent upset that is cover was blown

+ guy's tv is broken he's furious and starts breaking another guy's flat screen, the stripper girl is preparing "to go upside down and embarass her self in front of (us guys). I'm one of the few guys who will be watching and feel uncomfortable that there are a bunch of other women around who will be watching

+ sick girl, sit her on my lap, he mom near, she has painful varicose veins in leg, feet, "can you walk?", riding in car, her cheeks turn blue/purple, but she says she wants more cold, her nose starts bleeding, we arrive at "stripper park?" it's outside cold, snowy, one dancer goes off to see about getting a ride, girls walking around, one mother playing with her kids, mother is attending to sick girl, kids in doctor cabinets, the mother is the doctor to the sick girl, a boy in another room, a girl in another across teh way, I see a doctor present the findings on a screen, walk down the prominade to a showe area, turn on shower, find soap, start taking shower, noice naked girl on other side of wall, get bold and take a good look at her, get bolder and walk around squeezing through a narrow place get to her,

Spoiler for sexual encounter:

grab her boobs, get concerned about losing the dream and it does fade but I hold on and keep going, begin intercourse (guide with hand, miss at first she flinches then get it right), goes in deep, feel it all the way along, but can only move with hand, try with hips and nothing moves, squeeze her but with right hand, reach it back for breast and now the hand movement is me moving a pipe cleaner through her shoulder blade and coming out her armpit, blood? no the pipecleaner is red, I get really apologetic and say I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to do that, does it hurt? She says no but she wants to get up and take a shower, I say sure, as soon as you (BJ to completion)

, wake.

I accidentally erased my first entries for the day & left the fact about my grand children being here. But they just went to sleep so I'm going to try again.

D1: Mike & I were in my childhood home. It was dark & the twins were babies for some reason even though they were only there via the bond I felt. We both heard something. I knew it wasn't only me who heard this "something". We were moving & fumbling around the living room in darkness, around "it". Mike says, "We shouldn't have come here." And I said, "I told YOU we shouldn't come here." I awake & he is staring at me next to me. I'm in complete sleep paralysis & freaked out because I'm thinking we had a shared dream. He doesn't remember the dream, but he rarely does. And he doesn't remember looking at me. When I can move I go to pee, left bewildered. I tried to get back in the dream but no dice. This was definately memorable. I should have woke him up right then & asked him what he was dreaming about. But he just got done working 60 hrs this week & couldn't screw him out of his sleep. I should've manned up so to speak & said damn the torpedoes cuz this could have been a game changer. I've heard of it being done & my husband & I are very in sync w/ each other on a deeper level than most. Now I'll always wonder what it was. But then again I can now have a glass full kind of attitude. "If it happened once, it couldn't certainly happen again." Optimism, I like that.

D2: Dream sign. Damn shambled house again but w/ a lot of family around. Lots & lots of rooms per usual. And I keep thinking, "It's along a road which seems creepy but it's near a small town which is good." So odd.

Maybe I'll get lucky & the kids will go to sleep before midnight tomorrow night too. It's hard to predict w/ these 2 younger ones. My other set of 2 are just at home here so it's not anything out of the norm. But I have been making progress w/ these 2 this time around. I've prayed about it quite a lot.

I was just in my house, as normal. The only different thing was a very large, water-filled glass tank in our living room. At the bottom of the tank were around 20 larvae-looking insects. I watched them for a while, and a couple of them started forming cocoons. I continued watching, and after a few minutes one cocoon started to break open. A huge moth crawled out of one cocoon, and since they were underwater I reached in and pulled it out so it wouldn't drown. This moth had a wing span of about a foot. It started speaking to me through its thoughts, and we could understand each other somehow.

Dream

I was in my house, it was late afternoon. My mother and younger sister were in home. I was mad at my younger sister and was shouting. Mother tried to calm me down, but I was still mad and continued shouting. Then my younger sister entered the room and I said as calmly as I could "For three hours you were bothering me about slippers that never was in our house!"

Fragment

I recall a short fragment in which sister made me a full face makeup. She added loads of brown.

It is stated, re-writing dreams to another format may help with dream recall.
So, to start off this journal with.

12th of Feb, 2012

Boy, was I an obnoxious fellow back then.

My first dream recorded in journal was lucid. The second dream was common, and I'll write of both, since they have happened in one night.

1st lucid dream.
Rocket party

I am present on some luxurious party, with tuxedos, champagne, golden drapery and such, Gatsby style. The party was going on inside. Suddenly, I realised I'm in a dream. Why? I guess I just felt it. I became excited and started rubbing hands with each other. to stabilize the environment. I went outside through the coatroom and wished so there would be a beach shore. I pushed the door and there it was, sand and sea.

After walking there a bit I spawned a rocket with an intent to fly it. I hugged the rocket and turned it on by a demand. I don't remember the physical sensations, then the rocket took me to some village during winter. It wasnt't cold. I jumped off the rocket and felt my grasp on dream loosen. I took measures against it, but I fell in a grey fog nevertheless.

Subjective ratings:
Physical sensations - none
Lucidity level - 10% to 20%
Audial sensations - partial

Common dreams here and further
Troll invasion

I was on a shore I don't recognize, sorta mediterranean. I had few other kids with me. We went home by the shore. Then we noticed giants walking across, they were fat and skin of a green colour covered theirs.

*Jump-cut*

We're at home, which seems to be my former school, particularly it's entrance hallway. I'm changing shoes. There's a hammer near me and a broken lego piece. I 'knew' what if I were to smash the lego piece with a hammer I could obtain some power. So I did. And when I done it, I reappeared directly a floor above my last location. Old master spoke something, something was bad and I should be sorry for it. When I looked out of the window, I saw trolls heading towards the entrance. This concludes it.

6th of June, 2014
Dragon assault

I went to hunt a dragon with some soup-like substance to lure him. I left it in bushes, close to forest. It was sunny, not a cloud. The dragon came and started munching away, I tried to sneak in from behind, but he noticed me before I could land a strike. He turned to me, but I didn't like the way he looked, some unholy abomination with snout like pacman or something? I rewinded my dream back to the point when I set a lure in there.

Then came another dragon, a fine looking beast this time. I sneaked in and jammed a makeshift spear into his rear. The dragon was enraged and exhaled fire all over me. To my displeasure I noticed a lack of weapon in my hand (I left it back there), but I took another spear conveniently laying nearby and fought the beast. Dragon made haste to neaby forest, there lay an entrance to some goblin cave (which, I suspect, was a dwarf minesite before) and I continued to fight him there. It was very dark and only flames the dragon emitted illuminated the shafts. Dragon kept me low on health (suddenly skyrim ui turned on), so I constantly switched to inventory and gulped down health potions. This concludes it.

27th of Aug, 2014
Freezing howl

I walked my way up a ice-covered road. The road actually went at a very sharp degree, higher and higher. I pulled with me a log with spikes (branches?) covering it. I've also seen the other man carrying down a big log with some weird construction on it, it kept sliding to a side. Car appeared on scene, and speeded onto him. His log slided and hit it in the left side, knocking it in the air in slow-mo fashion. I've noticed splatters of blood on its hood. I made haste onwards, couldn't keep balance (must've walked on the edge of road) and fell down into snow, from somewhere-somewhere 12 storeys high.

I've landed somewhere in a deep forest. Sight of wolves seemed through the black trees. I hurried there where my eyes looked, and found a burning village. It was infernal, fire was at its peak. I thught I could find some help, but there seemed to be not a soul around. Wolves' howl kept getting closer. That concludes it.

That's about it for now. I'll get down some more in a few days.

Bed @ 2245
Woke @ 0300


The old house
I'm outside, sitting at a desk I've set up on my driveway, working on my laptop. One side of the driveway is lined with trees, and a beautiful old house is on the other side. The other side of the driveway has sparse trees, and I can see the road through them. I'm on a conference call with Chad and someone else. While we're waiting for Tony to dial in, Chad asks when we last had any time off. I tell him it's been a while, and he says that we should all take a day off. Almost immediately, he and the other person on the call drop. Tony dials in a moment later and I explain what just happened. He's rather stunned, not quite believing they'd do that. As he's becoming less stunned and more annoyed, I invite him over for the day to work, and he accepts. He's never been to my house before, so I try to give him directions, but I'm doing a really bad job. He dialed into the conference while he was already driving, so despite my bad directions it's only a couple of minutes before he shows up. Now I'm inside sitting at a large dining room table in a room paneled with lots of old, dark wood. Tony's not there, but Amita and a couple of others are. I offer them the leftovers from lunch - some tostada shells, refried beans, and other texmex bits and pieces - and Amita immediately accepts. She grabs something large - the entirety of what's left of something - and starts dipping it into the refried beans. I've never seen anyone eat it like that ...

Now I'm with my wife and eldest daughter in the kitchen. One of them says we've been asked how many trees on the property produce any kind of berry. We start trying to run down them by memory, starting with trees on the driveway. The ones at the top of the driveway don't produce berries; the next plants produce beries but would be considered bushes, but the next ones are trees which berry. Now we're outside wandering around, checking plants one-by-one to see if they have berries and would be considered trees.


BTB @ 0315, though it takes about 30 minutes to fall asleep.
Woke on and off. Woke for the last time at 0715.

A slow invasion
I'm sitting with two or three people at a round table talking about the best way to keep <something> out of <somewhere>. Everything we've tried has failed, and I believe that, ultimately, there's nothing we can do; eventually the place will be overrun and it's just a mater of how long it'll take.


Fragment:Someone standing by a road.

I can usually lucid dream with abilities to wake myself up from a nightmare, control my actions, or even control whole aspects of my dreams.

but last night I had a dream that I could not do anything about. I was along for the ride.

ill cut out unimportant details.

in my dream I was my current age (27) and I was with 3 friends. we were heading to our old high school hang out spot. a small multi-level abandoned factory of some sort. we get there and I'm immediately overran with emotions of sadness, GREATLY missing her, love, and loss. I go to a spot where she and I used to sit on a ledge high on this building, and watch the sun set. when I get there I just stood there staring, missing her, and feeling so sad that she was not here. in my dreams I have flashbacks of our first kiss, me confessing my love to her, us sitting there I out cap and gowns from graduation holding hands, her crying because I had told her that I had enlisted with the army and was shipping out in a month. then one of my friends approached me and said that I didn't miss her as much as she did, and it was my fault that she is gone because I enlisted and left her. we both started to cry. so I sad down at the ledge and stared into the sunset as I cried.

then all of a sudden it was like my dream changed gears completely. the ledge changed to a back porch of a house. I was sitting there smoking a cigarette instead of crying. I hear the doorbell ring so I get up to go answer the door. as im walking towards the door 2 other friends of mine are walking the same direction. one of them yells "alright lets get this party started" I open the door and there is about 20 people all holding party supplies. they start flooding into this house like a stampede.

At the moment I hear my 3 week old son start crying and I wake up.

I'm here because the emotions from the dream have followed me into reality and I keep thinking back to the dream and I feel the emotions to the point of my eyes welling up on me.

I don't know what to make of it. if any wants to talk with me about it. or has some questions please ask away.

nothing is too personal to me as I am an open book. I will answer just about any question.

Swear to god I spent half the dream giving advice to people. The first was an Iranian man. I was at a Delta hotel after coming up into the lobby from underneath. The manager of the place was this guy, who was a failed actor. We walked up to a scenic cliff and talked about what it means to act and how to become great, and I talked about deliberate practice. He then tried to seduce me, but a combat helicopter flew up from below the cliff in time for me to get away. I went back to where the hotel was, and outside I found hundreds of girls, all actors as well. They all wanted my advice. I didn't know what to say as I'm not an actor, but they were all trying to get my shirt off so I just kept making stuff up. Suddenly an attack fell on the city, a kryptonite nuke detonated 300 miles away on a mountaintop and superman had to fly head first directly into the blast. There was a long cinematic cutscene where the camera would just keep following him and cutting to different viewpoints of this epic sacrifice.

Last night bed 7:40pm - 3:20am

Had a pretty cool, long and detailed dream.

DR:

I'm in some small kitchen with roommates. They come to me with their empty coffee cups accusingly asking me when am I gonna make THEM coffee. I'm surprised and tell them that proly never, since I'm drinking instant and they are drinking from the coffee machine. So why should I make THEM coffee?

Now I'm at home and 2 girls come home too. Looks like we are living together or they are the bosses or something. They tell me that they read about my "coffee dispute" on twitter or something, it's all over the social media. I'm like wut?

Turns out, they went to the same "restaurant" where my incident took place and they refused to refill their coffee because of me.

So now they decided to punish me by flogging. I see one of them making a whip from some white rope.

Lots of people there, also kids. We are taking some trip before the punishment. Getting out of a car and into some Disneyland type of boat ride. I say I'll wait for them at the dock and some others don't go on the ride either. People are casually talking about my punishment.

DR2:
I was talking to auron online.