non-lucid

I just took an hour and a half nap and can remember the dream, but only part of it.

T and I were at her friends house, and there were like 10 people there. We were hanging out with them and at some point I started not feeling well. So I'm in the bathroom feeling dizzy/sick. I hide it for awhile, then later I go into a separate bedroom with T and tell her I'm not feeling well. She didn't seem too concerned and I was a bit hurt by that. I think some other things happened but I can't remember what. I leave the room and end up falling asleep on the couch, when I wake up there are like 3 different couples having sex on the couches. So I go back into the separate room again, can't really remember what happened after this except at some point T was talking to someone else. So then this local drag queen, F, comes to talk to T to watch a movie or something and she leaves with him. I got upset at the lack of time spent with her and she picked up on that so she came back a few minutes later, telling me that she paid for me so we could split the ticket.

Then she apologizes and tells me I wasn't invited, and I start crying and saying I felt like a bad person. Then she tells me it's because we're a lesbian couple, which I already knew in the dream but was feeling like a bad person anyway.

So I go do this "movie" thing; turns out it's really a contest. They give me a scenario and ask me to pick between some other state and Connecticut. I picked Connecticut and ended up winning a free trip to four star hotel with Tara.

At this point the owner of the house reminds us it's getting late, and everyone starts to clear out. Somehow I end up locked outside without my stuff. I tell T and she's like, "which bag of things do you want back least?" I wasn't happy with this answer and it turned into a mini-argument.

Fragments: At some point I noticed the time was 6am
I had a few moments of eating candies, some of them being oversized starburst, out of my purse.

Completely forgot to mention this, but I had a dream earlier today where I told my Mom I was a lesbian and she said she was one too. A lot of other things happened after that but I can't remember them, just reminded myself of that part.

I was standing by the pool in my yard. I decided to go for a swim. So I took off my cloths, to my horrer I had a spare tire stomach that extended out further than my under wear. The dream ended.

DJ Log: July 1, 2011 – 7:45AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am at a house party, hanging out and talking with several DV members. Some of the members I recognize from the Post photos of yourself forum, others have name tags on. SaMaster14, Jeff777, Ninja, Auron, Zhaylin, Keresztanya, Dannon, Moongrass, Tara, Slash, buriedmonsters, no-Name, limitless, Oneironaut, and many others are here, hanging out in several small groups, talking and such. There is a huge banner hanging on the side of the deck that has the top banner image from the DV site on it.

Everybody brought some kind of food to put on the tables on the deck, but there is snow on the steps. It seems odd that there is snow on the ground when the weather is so warm, but I grab a leaf blower and start to blow the snow off the steps and sidewalk. After blowing snow for a bit, someone I don't recognize comes up to me and starts talking to me. I turn off the leaf blower and she asks, “Can you hear me?” I reply, “Of course not.”

I put down the leaf blower and run up the steps with a few people following me. There are no tables on the deck, but there is a huge hot tub. I turn around and say, “No chemical bath for me!” then I jump off the deck and run off into the woods. As I am running, I wake up.

When I fist fell asleep, I had a dream that I was eating a warm tuna pasta pot and me and my friend Beth were sitting on the windowsill of some big room with only about 10 people in. Suddenly my teacher was at the window and was calling me for no reason!? After that my alarm went off because I was testing the W.I.L.D technique but it didn't work because I didn't get the patterns. When I was awake I read about lucid dreams for like 30 mins then went back to sleep. The start of this dream was CREEPY! I watched a video with Beth about this weird creepy fat pink dancing thing exactly like this:

Then, the guy that showed us the video gave us some chocolates and told us to give them away on the street. We did but this lady said "GET LOST!" so we ran somewhere else. Suddenly Beth's math teacher was there! I offered him a chocolate but he just ignored me. Anyway, then me and Beth went to school but when we walked home, I threw a ball at this lady's car and it just literally flattened like a cardboard box! It also flattened with the girl in it which is kinda freaky... I ran back home and when I went to school the next day, EVERYONE was on about it so I tried to talk to the headmaster but I couldn't find him so I used Google Earth to zoom in but it just came up with a weird blond guy with hair just below his shoulders but the weirdest thing is he was conducting a pyramid of singing cheerleaders!!!?? I was creeped out so I went home and found out that crushed girl was there and when I said sorry she screamed at me & when I tried to hold her hand she said it hurt before I even touched her!! These weird security people took my ball and crushed it. Suddenly, I was holding a new one! I ran away with it. I remember going back to the first scene after this which I have no idea where it is... Some guy was mixing blue and purple potions. Purple was Lucid. Blue was Dreams! (Could this be a sign?) After that, I was driving around my primary/elementary school when I saw Matt Lucas and David Walliams dressed as old Chinese ladies LMAO! Then the dream was finished.

During my two-hour nap today I dreamt that I went over to the girlfriend's house to spend some time with her. It was completely different from what her actual house looks like, and we were making out on this queen sized bed with a thick red blanket with a gold pattern. Shortly after this I realize that I have two hours to submit a paper for my summer class. I log onto her xbox 360, which looks completely different from how they actually look. It's quite large and shaped like a 3D X. Still black though. The controllers looked exactly like mini gamecubes; one was black and one was red. I pick the red one and go online, then realize I forgot to e-mail myself the part of the paper I'd already completed. By this point I'm upset and thinking I'll get a 0 on the assignment, but not wanting to go back to try to finish it because I wanted to hang out with her.

So I give up on it and start playing this weird game on T's 360. It was a choose your own adventure game with completely normal choices, but the cover art of every menu screen pictured topless characters. I played through it once, got a bad ending, then T and I decided to switch games because we couldn't figure out how to get out of the menu screens. We manage to switch to a game that's set in this strange world with misplaced sexual things. For example, the doorknobs would be breasts. We were playing through it and laughing at it when T's Mom walks in, asks her a question then shakes her head at the game. We got a laugh out of that.

I somehow notice the time, not sure where, and realize that I'd misread the time earlier and that I really had around five hours to complete my paper. T decides it's best to take me home, although I wasn't happy about this, so we inform her Mom we're leaving.

I can't remember when this happened, but somewhere in there T mentioned to her Mom that her friend J had suggested a roadtrip to California. Her Mom said something like, "Yeah, and how would her parents feel about that?" in a kind of "you know they wouldn't approve" way.

1. Metal Gear Solid was taking place in my old high school. Since, having played the game about a billion times, I knew one of the major sad parts was coming up, I took the opportunity to sit Snake and Gray Fox down at a cafeteria table, have a conversation, and make friends with Fox (who for some reason was missing the upper half of his Cyborg Ninja suit, was wearing Otacon's glasses, and was carrying a plastic bag full of fake roses). Before everyone went their separate ways, I took a petal from one of Fox's fake roses so that I'd remember everything that happened.

2. Still in my high school, it was time for Home Ec, where we were making pancakes that we could either top with sweet things or with refried beans. Before class started, I checked my pocket to make sure the rose petal I "borrowed" from Gray Fox was still there. Cooking was mayhem. There wasn't enough griddle space for everyone, the classroom itself had sort of a maze layout, and when I finally got my pancakes poured, I came back to discover that a huge guy was sitting on them. Bastard.

3. I was at an anime convention, petal still in pocket. I found a light-up figure of Motoko Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell, but it was too expensive. There were also a bunch of weird jawbreakers.

4. I'm wearing my orange-red-yellow stripey nightgown. I check desperately for pants pockets, but eventually resign myself to the fact that I didn't really meet Solid Snake and Gray Fox. Bummer.

5. I'm a servant in a family of dogs who have to go into hiding under the protection of the wolf king. During a war with some lions, the pups and the wolf king go missing, so I put on a wolf mask and go into the forest to rescue them. I get killed, but it turns out the whole thing was just a play, and the plot repeats itself a couple times.

6. I'm in a mall where some highly advanced robotic llamas and ferrets are being exhibited. I play with the ferrets.

July 1st, 2:51

Yesterday I have dreamed about a cloud. A cloud that was black and thick, and looked like it was about to explode with water. I heard rain, yet I did not see any water from that cloud. The whole sky was clear, except for that just black cloud. I could sense I was in a house I was before, but not sure which one. I could hear the roof getting wet, but still no rain. This dream made me very depressed, so depressed I almost cried. I woke up at day feeling like shit, like there is nothing to do to save me from my misery. It was dark also, I remember that, but it was just a fragment. Nothing else I can remember.

So there was no real definite start to the dream, so I'll just record what I remember.

I remember being in a room where there was a guy who I thought was evil, really wasn't. He showed me how to make a helmet that would help me fight in combat.

I remember coming to the town with my family, we walked into the visitor's center and talked to some people there. They were unfriendly and I regretted coming to this town. But randomly they all left. So we were alone and I asked my mom why they did and she said that they only come to places like these for a short time and then move on. I then remember a big hotel and we were talking about it and how it was going to save the town from going out of buisness.

Went to bed 1245-130
Goals: Teleport
No memories the first time i wake up around 6
9:04 Watching my sister play a video game like oblivion. She walks through a picture and is now in the place in the picture. In the background i see a large castle with green roof and many mountains and streams. I tell her that this looks very similar to a place i dreamed about, i was remembering a dream i had that took place in africa but still looked a bit similar.

*I rem camping with my family and we are staying in a really big cabin. Ther are random blankets and beds throughout and i rem it being dark in there somethimes and better lit up at others. I rem at one point telling everyone to be careful with my cat in the morning, not to let him outside because he could get lost in the woods. Everyone just kind of looked at me smirking not taking it seriously, so i said how bad would you feel if the cat got lost in the wild over something so careless. I also rem at one point i see a shadow moving across the floor. ITs not that big but when i look up there is a huge spider walking across the roof. We all freak out about it for a moment. I rem vaguely seeing someone outside of the cabin window wearing white.

*Have a flash of my bro trying to get me to buy candy to split with him. Im pretty sure he was talking about starburst but cant rem specifically what he asked for.

*Have a flash of being at some very fancy event or meeting. I rem chairs in a circle around a nice fountain where someone is giving some kind of speech. I look to my left and jason bateman is talking on the phone. All of a sudden some dude, who i think in the dream is his dad, comes over and starts trying to take the phone out of his hand. In the dream i know he is talking to some chick who his family dissaproves of.

11:09 I rem being in some house with another family and my own. The head of the other family is bob saget. Everyone had brough candy and its all set out on the floor for us to look through. I rem jumping; like in between rocks, even though im indoors, to get the candy. All of the little kids are doing this too, except for one a bit further up, he is a little blonde boy with a bowl cut and his mom is watching him and being overprotective.

I start eating some while im looking at others. I rem it tasted pretty sweet, i rem looking at a bucket full of caramel and peanuts. I said something about getting it and one of the little kids says, your mad because you cant have caramel or something. There is a girl there too, and at this point she gets up and randomly starts dancing, like shes really into it, as she talks to someone. In the dream i could tell she was interested in me, and she was pretty cute. I rem bob saget asking my dad to go out for a drink and my dad said yeah. I just rem thinking, ok you go drink, i just want to smoke some weed. dont rem much else.

First Dream
I was at a Flaming Lips concert at a local venue with a whole bunch of my friends who were being too crazy and were on the verge of being kicked out. These 2 girls came in and one sat next to me while the other sat on my lap. I thought to myself fuck my friends I'm not getting kicked out of this place. So I behaved (even though you can usually do anything at a concert) while I watched all of my friends get kicked out.

This dream occurred between 1 AM and 5:30 AM.

Second Dream
I was running away from a tornado with a group of people (tornados are one of my worst fears) and thought it would be a good idea to take cover next to a steep hill. The group of people I was with just kept running while I crouched down behind the slope. The tornado ran right over me and I have to grasp the grass to keep myself from flying into it. After the tornado was gone, I ran to a jeep in a parking lot to tell Peggy Hill about my story. I didn't actually see her but I knew she was in the jeep. I later went to a bar to see a special showing of the first Simpsons episode. Me and a few friends snuck into this place without getting charged. The bar was showing the episode on the TV but they were using some strange device to change the channels involving a projector and cups filled with water. Some guy int he bar was being a dick and one of my buddies (who would do this in real life) yelled out to the guy while smoking a cigarette. The 2 proceeded to get into an insult comeback battle consisting of content from 5th grade.

Third Dream
I was in New Orleans (I have never been before but I just knew) jumping from building to building. I stopped on one building and looked at the ground and realized that I had never been to New Orleans and that I was probably dreaming. I did the nose breathing reality check and proceeded to try and stabilize the dream. I then hovered down from the building to the ground but the northern hemisphere of my vision was blocked by what looked like a blanket. I tried stabilizing more but I ended up awake.

This dream occurred somewhere between 9 AM and 10 AM.

Fourth Dream
I was in a coastal town built into a hillside in Cape Cod with my family. Me and one of my brothers met this stranger who was showing us around the town. We had to cross a bridge that was really just a plank of wood and my brother fell in the water trying to cross it. I crossed it with ease and sat at a small food stand. I was very hungry but I didn't have any money. It turned out my parents were sitting just a few seats down from me and bought me the special meal, which was a cheeseburger with a large pretzel in the middle. When I got my meal, it was really a bowl of soup with broccoli and bits of hamburger meat. Some girl I had never met come and sat next to me and we began talking but I woke up shortly after.

This dream occurred between 10 AM and 11:30 AM.

Dream - Lucid

I was with someone, I can't quite remember who, but we were outside in the middle of this swarm of little white wispy things.

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I was in my car with the guy who was apparently my boyfriend. I think he was Asian. I was sitting in the back seat, and my boyfriend was sitting in the driver's seat. I'm not sure where we were going.

A police officer came and sat in the passenger's side seat, and started asking us questions. It was about some safety thing or something, I'm not sure. I was nervous, though, because in the compartment in the arm rest in between the driver's and passenger's side seat, I had a bag with the end of a joint in it, and I also had my pipe in a box.

When the officer finished talking to us, he seemed satisfied. I thought we were home free. Then, he opened the arm rest compartment and started digging around. Fuck. I'm screwed. He dug through it, pulling out some trash and some odds and ends. When he got to the bag, before he had fully examined it, I leaned up and told him it was weed. I wasn't about to deny it and get in more trouble. He didn't say much of anything, but kept the bag with the joint. He kept digging around, but never pulled out my pipe. It was in there in its box, but he never got it out. He left the car with the joint. I was relieved that I didn't get in trouble.

Then, I remember seeing an old car with the engine exposed. The engine had caught on fire. The girl driving it didn't seem to notice. The flames got bigger and bigger as she drove away. I was worried her car would explode and she'd get killed.

I was then with my boyfriend in some room. I think we had just gotten some weed and were about to smoke. I remember holding my pipe. The room we were in was really interesting. There was a huge movie screen, and we were sitting on the other side of a railing. It was almost kind of outside and inside at the same time. I feel like it was really late at night. I remember we were sitting on some cushions or pillows, and there was a huge rack of pretty dressed next to us. I remember being flirty with my boyfriend, laughing and having a good time, but he seemed distracted. It was not a good sign. I could tell that he was having second thoughts about me, and it was only a matter of time before he broke it off.

There were also some cats there, 3 I believe. They were as fluffy as my cat, Belle, but they were a chocolatey, smoky color instead of white. I petted one of them as he came over to me. At that time, I also found out the girl in the flaming car was ok. Her car had exploded, but she had gotten out of the car before it happened.

I then saw Patsy from the show Absolutely Fabulous. She was standing by the rack of clothes and mocking me, telling me that she had planned for my boyfriend to not want to be with me. I was pissed.

I then remember going through the rack of dresses. Some of them fell off the hangers. I picked them up and put them back on the hangers one by one. Some of them were kind of wrinkled from falling onto the floor. I picked up a bright green silky dress. It was very pretty, but not really my style. I said something to my boyfriend about it. I don't think he said anything back. We sat there for awhile in silence as I let my mind wander until I woke up.

dreamed that i was hanging out with friends in manhatan and i met a woman who looked like a young Eva Herzigová with longer blonde hair. it was a perfect dream; almost, all my friends were there to watch this beautiful woman persue me. stayed with her for the weekend in the city, had a ton of great sex then she told me she had to go back to her job but she would call me when she was back in-town. something seemed odd about the end of the dream and the next day i felt the need to go back and look for her to make sure she was telling the truth, but i could not find her. i had a piece of paper with her number on it but i did not call her.

Soo, haven't posted anything lately, but maybe getting back in to reporting things here can break the dryspell I am having.

01-07-11 I am at a handball contest, the national team is playing. towards the end of the game the opposing team manages to score a goal to tie the game. However seeing as it is their keeper that throws a penalty throw, the Danish keeper quickly throws the ball towards the other goal. The keeper is running fast though and it isn't the best of throws.

I switch perspectives and I am now a player on the field. I am sprinting towards the opposing team's goal in order to knock the ball in. I manage to do so by launching myself towards the goal.

Next thing that happens is that I am back at the perspective of the audience. There is a dispute whether the goal is actually legal. The dispute says that the keeper has scored an illegal goal, and the first concern of the team is that the goal isn't at all illegal. Second of all I highlight the fact that it was another players scoring the goal so the keepers throw can actually better be considered a pass. The keeper tells me that they will reach a decision within the coming 40 minutes. I tell him that they should highlight the fact that another player had a hand on the goal and that this can be seen from the video recordings of the game. I speak with the player who knocked in the ball and he confirms that he has indeed touched the ball.

I smell something fishy, first of all even if the keeper did score the goal that wouldn't be illegal secondly there has been a council decision that is rolling 2 vs. 2 on the validity of the score. I tell the team that I will investigate.

I find out that there are some black spies working to sabotage the game. When I say black it is because they seem led by the black spie figure of the old school game of black vs. White spies. So I infiltrate their squad and manage to get aboard one of their air planes. It seems like they are in a hurry to get away from the game.

The plane doesn't actually look like a plane on the inside though, it looks more like a trailer that builders use on site for their lunch breaks etc. On board I start breaking stuff. I rip the doors off cupboards and try feverishly to kick in a concrete chimney of sorts wearing my safety shoes. I wonder how it can be that the guys haven't noticed I am there and not one of them, but I suppose my disguise is good enough. When the plane has landed there is a conveyor belt of sorts coming off it and I cut this from the underside so it isn't useful. The conveyor belt seems like a plastic film on top of a filt carpet. I disembark the plane and for some reason the guys aren't getting off it.

Pil is there and he has set up a little table right next to the plane. We seem to be in an area sparse with foliage and rich on rocks and cliffs. I don't get the feeling that we are near any area populated. I decide to sit down with Pil and eat lunch, he is somehow already informed about my actions on the plane and seems to be an accomplish of sorts.

Minka turns up, or at least I think it is Minka, and I tell her that she can have the destroyed conveyor belt as a souvenir. She somehow seems to have something personal invested in this case and is glad that I have done what I have done. I ask her to join us for lunch but as I look around I can't seem to find an additional chair.
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I am in a setting involving a boss fight in a raid in Rift and my main partner here is Duki. Duki is lying n his bed he is awake and in a joking mood. I notice that his body is covered in tattoos, which I find odd as I have never seen him with tats before. I think this scenario repeats itself a couple of times throughout the dream or throughout the night in general, but I am unsure if it is the same or separate dreams.

I am on a small island surrounded by murky water. I am in a raid instance although I am there physically and it feels more like a small complex with leaders in it. I am in the centre and there is a big slug like creature, the raid boss, and all of a sudden it starts running towards me. I know I have little chance of escape as it is, but I enable my speed buff and start running toward a slope where I know we have cleared everything on the top. I don't know if he will stop following me after some time, but I hope and still have my soul recall ability ready if he continues the pursuit.

After a while I am relieved to see that he stops chasing me. I start making my way back down there to initiate the confrontation. I meet up with Duki who seems to be a Dark Knight from Heroes of Might and Magic.

I engage the boss with a spear and rely on agility to keep him from hitting me. Duki isn't joining in in the way I would have liked and I shout out that I want him to charge the slug while I keep it occupied. The first successful charge like this is when I somehow wrap the spear around my body, ground the foot of the spear and manage to apply the head to the neck of the slug, immobilising him.

I shout out “now” to Duki and this time he comes charging in. I don't know if it is the killing blow or not, but I remember nothing more of that particular dream.
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FA: I wake up and look at my dream journal. I wonder about this as I know I have stopped writing things down in the book. I rationalise that I must have been awake briefly and started writing stuff down. I wonder why I haven't finished the sentence I started.. it ends with the word “there” but it is very clear that the sentence is incomplete.

I went to a hangout with my friends. A bunch of people went this time. We were playing games but some of them had witchcraft involvement.after all the games they would give out prizes. One of them was a bass guitar.once every game was done, a band comes up and plays a different version of bohemian rhapsody. I said to my buddy "I can play that it's simple." after the band played everyone was leaving. The owners of the place were around someone told them to play a mini keyboard. She said "I don't want to play that piece of crap it's to small. Someone else can have it." I checked it out but left it. I got in my car and went home. The building was sort of a church looking building.