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Sometimes I am curious of what the inside of houses I have never been inside looks like. So I go in and see something that I have never been in. I wonder sometimes if it's an accurate depiction of what is inside the house.

On another note I have found that dream time is starting to extend it self further and further the more I pay attention and try to focus on the dream not collapsing. I think to myself that the dream lasted an hour, but truly it always feels much less. I am not sure if either is correct or if it has something to do with how conscious I am when dreaming, but it's an interesting step I will admit.

Some non lucid bits and pieces this time.

My wife wondering why our goldfish looked dead - no answer to that!

A man coming into the shop to exchange a pair of brogues, he picked up a stupid looking slip on pair which I don't stock IRL, so why didn't I RC? - bah!

One of my staff 'coming out' and I never reacted at all.

In a motorway service area. A pleasant wee old Asian man was selling knitwear and t shirts. I asked him if this was the entire winter collection, he said yes and then said he'd be only to glad to help a Doig.

That's my lot!

I was looking at a couple having sex on a bed. They don't have clothing. Yellow-themed. The woman leaned away from the guy. There's some sort of oil on the guy's chest. He's mostly hairless. I licked on the chest and got some of oil on my tongue. My tongue went numb.

I was in a room with a lot of people. It's still yellow themed. Not sure if this came before or after the previous one. I was practicing my Capoeira moves, while trying to avoid hitting people.

I forgot about my dream goals cause I was so distracted.

Dream 1

Something I don't recall happened. Than I was in my house and was about to eat the rice and sashitas my brother told me to eat. But I was distracted when a trailer similar to the Steven hawking movie appeared. Instead of him though the main character was Miley Cyrus. She said she could do whatever she wanted to make her life exactly how she wanted to live it. Than suddenly we appeared on a beach and she was with a buff guy and a horse. I was like seriously? I was surprised that her money was able to do these things for her. That's when suddenly animals like the penguins of Madagascar appeared and started fooling around. They weren't penguins though, I think they were koala bears or something. They were small, fluffy and had ears like bears.

Dream 2

Once again something I don't recall happens. Than I appear in my living room in the dark. Someone who has a brightly colored wand that looks like its from sailor moon comes up to me. The guy says their going to stick it up my butt if I don't do what he wants.I didn't like that outcome but just ignored him and made sure he stayed far away from me. There was someone else around but I don't recall what they were doing.

I think the scene switched after that and I was now in a outside area surrounded by eviornmentalist people. A lady was doing a show of her eating a strange insect. She was reminding the camera people how it was a foggy day at the time but they made it look sunny. Than suddenly a guy and a little boy dressed like DBZ or a orange fox got attacked by a fox. They got hurt in the leg but the soidgers were able to kill the fox in time. After they were taken care of and were happy again the scene changed.

I was outside in a fence like area with a Asian man and I was a Asian woman. The man was worried and told me to stay close. I than noticed that beyond the fence was another area where soidgers stood above a crowd. We were trying to get on the ground but I felt that the area was too open to hide. I also noticed a couple of anime characters that seemed villainous there. I told him it would be OK and went through the gate ghost like. I began to tap the anime character shoulders and started creeping up on them trying to speak japanese. My voice slowly started to echoe and was slowly getting loud. I began to count them in Japanese Ichi, ni, San, shi, go, roku,hachi. Than suddenly a guy that looked like the main character from yowamushi pedal grabbed my tail or leg.

The scene changed again after that and I was in a small room with my sister and my cousin. I was about to eat a big red gum but my sister said to eat the juicy fruit gum instead. We started talking about something I don't remember and the scene changed.

I was now on my bed and couldn't move much. There was a T.V. and a old lady on the screen was talking about how she wanted to lose weight I think. Than I felt someone come into the room but I closed my eyes cause I was a little scared. After they touched my hand I saw a image of a paper and a anime doll that looked like kirito on the table. I also saw chibi drawings and a clay model of a anime girl. Than the scene changes. I'm looking in the eyes of someone else and a lady and others are trying to get ready for a picnic or party. But one of the guys there tells the lady " Sorry. But the anpan, the patalios and the crescent fell off the toaster oven's thing. Basically it was a mess. The lady just fixed the food I think. Than I appeared somewhere else.

I was in a light blue room and in front of me was names and number of comments and chibi pictures of dreamers that were awake and dreamers that was asleep. I saw a chibi dragon on one and thought it was cute. I clicked on it but than I woke up.

The weird thing is that when i woke up like 1 sec as I lay down I felt a small burst of vibration in a part of my head. I think it was cause I woke up from a deep sleep so I'm not worried about it though. I looked it up online and others have experienced something like that too after waking up.

Dream 3

Something about eggs.

Dream 4

I was in my house and there was a baseball field in a small hole and someone hit a golfball to my brother's head. The ball had blood on it and it fell on the floor. I picked it up and it changed to purple. I threw it out though since it had blood on it.I knew it was a dream for some reason and ended up in a downstairs room. A girl DC appeared and two other DCs. A girl dream character brought me cake. Chocolate cake, coconut cake and another cake. It was sooooo good.

She said if I slept with her she would give me more though. But I just kept eating the cake and told her no. I wanted to see if I could go through the roof to the living room so I started jumping on the bed. But I couldn't fit my whole body through. I looked to the side of the wall and saw the year 1779 appear. I thought how weird that was than left the room and saw that everything was turning black. I summoned a DC to carry me through the darkness but the DC dissapeared and so did everything else.

Dream 5

My dad sold my parakeets cage and put my birds in a tiny cage. I was mad but than everything started turning anime like. I was a little girl and me and my friends were going to a pet shop to buy more birds and a cage. But before we could I picked up a small yellow bird I found on the floor with the other birds. Than I woke up.

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Hi Gig*

Last week Saturday 23 Jan (2010) a long term guest and friend here at the boarding house told me he was going interstate for a month to have a holiday with friends. Later he handed me his key as he enthusiastically pulled a suitcase trolly out the front door, heading off to the Interstate bus station.*

A couple of days later, say, Wednesday 27 January, I was coming out of my room and as I walked down the corridor I saw the guest (Steve) come down the stairs and turn to the bench, checking to see if he had any mail. As he picked up and looked at the envelopes I thought "he is supposed to be at the Gold Coast for another 3 weeks with friends having a holiday".*

I distinctly thought:*

"I guess things have gone wrong for him to be back so soon but I will not pri as he probably won't want to talk about it".*

I said "Hi Steve" and with out looking up he said "Hi Deb". And I walked passed him to the kitchen and put the kettle on and went on with my day.*

I didn't see him Thursday or Friday or Yesterday. So, to day, while I was cleaning I asked some other guests if they had seen Steve in the last couple of days. They hadn't.*

So that was a blinking DREAM.*

It is as if my mind is going to extraordinary lengths to get me LUCID.*

There was absolutely NOTHING dreamlike about that experience, except that, in the dream, I knew he shouldn't be there cos he was at the Gold Coast having a holiday with friends.*

Just thought I'd share that.

I found that old experience just now as I was reading som of gigs interesting old posts on another old site and decided that I want it in my dream journal.

Steve returned after his month holiday. That was over 4, almost 5 years ago.

At some point I tried to manifest Dawn. He looks nothing like DawnEye11 showed me in her picture; he has white hair but it is medium length and curly. He has on a white sweater and a brown vest, and thick glasses. He smiles at me and I lose the dream.

I am on a beach somewhere, standing on a dock. Out at sea there is this huge waterspout churning in the water. It is being created by some manifestation of evil or something, and supposedly it is going to to continually chase me and try to drown me, like those big waves that I always see in my dreams.
I nose pinched and became lucid. I decided I would rather than run, face the fear of drowning and go into the spout intentionally. I jumped off the end of the dock and ran across the surface of the water directly into the waterspout. As I got close, some lightning struck nearby, as if to warn me.
I looked closely at the spout itself, and how water seemed to be streaming both up and down it simultaneously, and it also seemed to be rotating. I recall it having a very textured look almost having 'spikes' on it.
I ran in and let myself lose my balance. I just let it do its thing and, knowing that I was dreaming, I could take it. I mostly tumbled around in what felt like mostly water and little bit of wind. It spun me up and up a long ways. I had my eyes closed at first, but slowly I opened them. I felt less and less water and it felt colder. I could see how the waterspout was sucking water off of the ocean and depositing it in a storm cloud. (I'm sure that's not meteorologically accurate.)
When I got to the top, I could see down through the eye of the spout all the way to the bottom. For some reason this part of the cloud had an invisible floor and I could walk around and view the spout from different angles from above. I could also see the island that I had started on, and the beach with the dock. It was quite a veiw.
For some reason I thought the dream had ended. I manifested a computer and went on dreamviews to type about the dream that I had.
...
I was sitting atop a sand dune (same beach) The waterspout was gone. I was simply looking around, trying to wrap my head around lucidity.
"Okay, so this is a dream... This is all in my head... I am actually asleep."
I feel a warm breeze blowing and think that it feels too real to be a dream. But eventually I figure that it has to be a dream. I run down the sand dune to the coast and decide to fly.
"This is all a dream. It's all in your head. You can do anything!"
I get a running start and jump. It's floaty, but I'm coming back down. I jump off again and make my rockets. And we're off. I start saying thing because I want to go faster; I want to fly up in the clouds.
"Faster!"
I start to go a little faster.
"Fast as you can go!"
I see a large tree ahead. I roll and pass between the branches.
I start to go quite a bit faster, maybe 15 or 20 miles per hour.
"HYPERSONIC SPEED!!!"
I really get some speed. Maybe 40 or 50 miles per hour. I pull out over the water and start to go up. I want to fly through a cloud.
Then, my flying just cuts out. I find myself in my backyard. I get the dream ending feeling and all of my goals come crashing back to me. I quickly try to manifest Manei. Manei, Dawn and Eye all appear. This time they look like her picture, even down to the poses. I think that they were just cardboard cutouts that had been drawn on. Manei was real though. Then I wake up.

1. I was at school and was walking in the hallway with my friend Dylan. We were walking to Culinary arts class, and as always we were really looking forward to it because we get to cook every class. Somehow we knew that our class was on a stage in the middle of the school, so that's where we walked. Once we got there, we noticed that everyone from our class was already there, and they were all throwing a party on the stage. We both walked onto the stage, and me and Dylan parted our ways to see what was going on. Ahead of me I saw my friend Lucas who I hadn't talked to in 2 or 3 days. I walked up to him and we talked. He was standing in the middle of a group of girls, which was pretty usual.
Some of these girls I knew, and some I didn't. Suddenly Chef Pellicano came up on the stage and handed out some class work. Everyone picked up the work and we got started. On the paper that we had to do, there was some sort of space station/ship drawing on it, and we had to measure certain angles on it and find the parabolas(amazing cooking class right?). Once I got this paper though I kind of just sat around and talked to everyone else until somebody told us that we only had a few minutes left to finish the paper, and thats when I started doing the work.

2. I was inside of my friend Tristan's house, and my friend Dylan, Trey, and someone else were also over. We were upstairs in his game room area just chilling. It was daytime outside, I could tell because we had no lights on and the outside protruded through the windows. Suddenly, as we're sitting down on the carpet, Tristan's dog comes out from another room. Somehow Tristan's mom sensed that this happened and she came upstairs and told the dog to go back into its room. The effort of trying to get the dog to go back into its room lasted about 10 minutes. Me, Dylan, Tristan, and the other guy started playing a game.

I forgot to set an alarm for my wbtb/mild, so any chances of a Ld and recall were pretty low.

+(f) in some dark place searching for/avoiding bad guys

+ Indoors, normal lighting. At a computer terminal/ATM, the keyboard has very small (short) chicklet keys which are hard to type on accurately. I'm trying to get to and use the ATM, some guy is in my way and I slowly lean by him on the right looking at him inquisitively to see if he minds me going past him.

+ kill gang members, take their guns and motorcycle, evade cops
Outdoors, daylight. I shoot two gang members dead, it's pretty bloody. They're each on a motorcycle and have an automatic rifle strapped to their back, I use a pistol. I approach one who I know is dead and lying on the ground but I consider a possibility where he is not dead, and he suddenly sits up and shoots at me and I fee the bullet hit me in the forehead and I know I'd be dead. But that didn't happen so I continue on, I go by the other guy to the left who's sprawled out on the ground and very bloody and grab his automatic rifle off of the ground, and I sling it over my back. It's looks like an olive/army green bow-saw



I get on the 2nd guy's motorcycle and prepare to ride away. I have my hands on the handles and pull in the clutch cable and look down to my left foot to click down the shifter to 1st gear, let of the clutch and start riding on the road. I see a police car behind me amongst other cars and get concerned. I pull off soon to the right in a sort of hilly construction area with steep rolling hills doing down, the police come after me, I stop, and they go forwards not paying attention to me.

I return to some room like a hotel room and am surprised to find it empty, a team of cleaning personnel (husband + wife + kid?) are there. It's fairly dim in the room. I ask something about the fee, and the man starts to answer, but the woman, who doesn't want any trouble with gangs, shushes him.

In some garage the automatic door is opening and closing I'm trying to get to something outside. It's night/dim lighting.

+ getting back together with ex-gf DB, I'm with DB and am planning my weekend, I want to invite DB for Saturday and call another GF for Sunday, DB says she wants to go out both days. I plan the end of our date, I will hug her and gently kiss her left temple, I wonder if she'll object since we're not together any more.

Inside a (van?) making a phone call on an old-time telephone with just a "cup" receiver.

I'm looking at an apartment complex across the street from me, there's a view of the (city?) in the distance to the right, and I think the guy in the corner apartment in that building has pretty nice view, it probably has higher rent because of the nice view.

In a house, on an upper floor, (wife? DB?) comes home, the house is now like a large inflatable kid's slide, all pure bright white, and I jump down several levels to the ground floor

+ (semi lucid) I'm walking through a group of people, I'm looking at them in detail, they're mostly short men, I'm looking/waiting for a (particular?) girl, once I walk past the guys, the girl comes around the corner from my left, she's taller than the guys, she has medium-short hair (dirty blonde?) and is wearing a knit sweater top, and I immediately pin her to the wall with each hand on a breast and look into her eyes and wonder about holding the dream, but it fades.

Had my first lucid in nearly a month! Pretty happy about that, and I actually remembered a larger chunk of the dream!

Dreamt I was at work doing my usual thing like I do in real life(I work as a stock person at a grocery store). I checked around the store in my sections to see what needed filled, and for the most part, everything needed some work(side note: I hate dreaming about being at work). So I went down the dairy isle of the store and checked out the milk. It was nearly empty, so I made sure to prioritize that. The dream was surprisingly accurate with the way the store looks in real life. As I "ventured" down the dairy isle I noticed my friend who also works there in real life trying to decide on what to buy. She was on break and browsing over the meat(even though it was the dairy isle). I tried suggesting items to her, as well as an old lady who was in the isle. After awhile I gave up and left the isle. I then came across a white table in the middle of the store with a bunch of people sitting around it. I know some of them, but the others were just random DCs. For some reason, they all wanted me to sing a song, but I wasn't all for it. I explained to them that I was working and I didn't want to get fired, but they didn't care. One girl who I know came up behind me slapped my butt(yeah that's not weird). Feeling very uncomfortable, I gave my consent and decided to sing, but I didn't know what to sing. Suddenly, music began playing from nowhere, and it was instrumental. So I made up lyrics on the spot and sang. That's all I remember from that dream.

I awoke and the time was a few minutes before 5am. Only an hour left to sleep. I go to sleep and enter another dream.

I don't recall the events leading up to this point, but I dream I'm on the side of a freeway. I don't recall how I got here, but here I am. It doesn't take me long, and I realize that I'm dreaming. I decide I wanna fly off somewhere, so I ascend into the air and fly away. I pick up speed and fly at Mach speeds. I stop momentarily, and I stare off towards something in the distance. I decide to do a little trick and see if it'll work. I point at the thing off in the distance, and I press thumb down like my hand is a pretend gun. I then spin around once, and to my surprise, I'm at the thing. The thing turns out to be a lovely house, and so I enter. I look around for awhile, but I end up awaking soon after.

Have you ever seen a lightning strike forming, before it actually happened? I did once on an Arizona bus tour. First, a whirling plasma ball of blue light formed on a high point of a lava rock formation, approximately 50 yards from the bus.. The plasma ball was about 4 or 5 feet in diameter. Second, faint sparks started mix in with plasma, creating a miniature light show. Finally, boom, a blinding lightning strike! I felt I was very lucky to witness this from start to finish. Similarly, last night, I witnessed a dream figure entering my lucid dream, with no suggestion from me. It was very cool, and much unexpected.

I was sitting alongside a highway, on the front bumper of an old car, simply observing what was going on during my lucid dream. Btw, I was tipped off I was dreaming because a beautiful young woman was following me around, and I couldn’t figure out why she was there. I’m an old married man, seriously? I thought to myself, no way, I gotta be dreaming! I think I thanked her for hanging out with me. Anyway, back to what I’m trying to describe. All of a sudden to my left a couple appeared, lying on the ground, both asleep, and under a quilt. They literally appeared out of nowhere, and for no reason. I thought to myself, why would a couple appear in my lucid dream, just to sleep? No, I wasn’t thinking that!!! I just found it really odd because I was sitting alongside highway observing dream figures as they drove past me. Now, without warning, the woman woke, and jumped to her feet through the quilt. The quilt didn’t even move as she passed right through it. She was wearing white and red, bike shorts (whatever they’re called), and a fancy spandex top to match. Then a bicycle appeared, and she was holding it. She then looked at her partner and said something in German. I couldn’t understand a single word. He then disappears, and she hops on her bicycle, and then rides off down the highway. As she peddled away, I lost lucidity, and continued on with the dream in an unconscious state.

I was in middle school at the gym. I was on a team playing basketball and the match was about to end but one of are players score the last point. I walk pass him and said great job as our team cheers. That's when all of out team out on the ground and our coach came in. She told one student head home and close door while congratulating us for winning this year season. I remember dozing off on the next person beside me and was wondering why the lights were very bright. That's when my coach poke me to wake up and told me to wipe my eyes. I did but eventually fell back to sleep rather quickly. I then found myself on the road passing through traffic. The cars were going really fast and I was unsure when I should cross. This old woman in a white shirt help me by yelling at the cars to slow down so I could cross. That's when I made it to the other side and remember giving her a thumbs up for helping me. I enter this building that was in my last previous dream yesterday and walk in seeing people I use to know in the past. I remember one of the students saying my name, which made me think if this was a reunion meeting. I ask the manager what was this about or if it was about gaining more credits? The man said no that it had nothing to with that. A student told me it was about getting a better background for the CPU. That's when the manager help me set it up and there was this guy doing a form of fighting. I chose that background and got up to observe the other students below.


After that I appear in the living room, to where there was two kids who look like they wanted to spar with me. I begin fighting them and quickly they began to hide and wait till the right moment to strike me. I ask my brother to help me out with these two and he agreed. My brother and I went after the guy hiding in the window as he kick through the window shattering all the glass to the floor. My brother and I ask if that was really necessary? My brother pin him down as I went after the next kid in the restroom. He opens the door and quickly glides through to surprise attack me, but I counter his leg and toss him back in to the restroom. I had my fingers stuck but quickly pop them out and shut the door. After a while the two kids came back out and we all laugh about it. After the confrontation of our tag team fight it resulted in to a false awakening. I woke up due to feeling this force pulling me out of the bed. That's when I got up and the room look much more empty and I could see a white light flashing through the walls. I then see the door knob aggressively being turn consistently. I figure this was a dream and decided not to encounter who ever was on the other side of the door. I phase through the wall and was in a different room. There was a large window and I could see my chair that I usually sit in waking life. I wonder if I sat in it would it feel exactly the same. I sat in it and the sensation was correct. I got up to stare through the window. The building I was in was very tall. Judging from the outside, it was night. The city look different and I ask to myself if this is new York or somewhere in Britain. I then saw at the far end that there was a door. I open it and saw a lot people wearing similar school attire. As I begin walking, people started running away from me. That is when the sky turn to bright day. I notice now that this place looks like a renaissance festival. As I walk around I saw many people in those medieval costumes. After a minute, I see a group of people talking and I decided to observe them in till I woke up. Lucidity Time: 2 minutes

I slept very little last night, so I only have a tiny dream and a fragment:

I was taking my dog for a walk. For some reason, we'd always cross the patio of a stranger's house, but the owner had blocked it. So, instead of turning around and going back home, I decided to try to find a different path. We kept walking for ages, until I remembered that I had to take my dog to the pet shop, because it was his bath day (which... true, he always gets bathed on Wednesdays). Finally, I found the pet shop, because they had moved to a different place (also true, they're moving in about three weeks). It was night already and everything was closed. I checked my phone and it was after 10 PM.

I freaked out cause it was late and I should've been home a long time ago. I started running, until I was on this very steep street. I could barely walk. My cousin showed up and said we could get the bus, since we were five minutes from home. I agreed, we got on the bus... and it went towards the opposite direction. I freaked out again and we finally got off the bus. I called my mum to let her know I was almost home. She was mad at me, saying that my grandfather was already asleep (makes no sense? he doesn't live with us) and that I had woken her up, which was horrible cause it was almost 2 AM and she had to get up to go to work in three hours.

The fragment: I was making out with a girl I know. I have a girlfriend, so that was wrong. And also, I've never felt attracted to this girl at all. I wanted to stop, but I knew that if I told her that, I'd be considered a racist, cause she's black. So I had to keep kissing her. Weird.

Date: 11 Nov

A great deal of strong vivid dreams (alas no notes for all taken or reviewed)

Nld frag: Some sort of cool TK practice and one of the DCs asks me how I have achieved such proficiency. My reply - I have practiced this a lot in dreams.

Mini wbtb: dreams were cool, so I had the desire to just sleep but forced myself to repeat a few mantras and reviewed the tasks.

LD: At our old home with mom in the corridor. There are little bugs that mutate into flies and we try to hunt them. After a while I leave the place and am in an unknown location with Chinese mint candy that is the cause of all the bugs. Once I open it, a little bug comes out and runs away to mutate.

There's a Chinese guy sitting next to another DC and I go to him to explain what happened before that.

Memory gap and scene transformation. I'm in what's supposed to be a dream version of a slightly familiar neighborhood. I greet a number of praying people, while flying around the corner. I continue on my way in this now nicely looking neighborhood, my awareness is gradually increasing to lucidity as I continue gently flying forward and up and down. I recall a recent conversation about flying and think about that for a moment.

Then I remember the totm about finding a pile of leaves and jumping in it and look around. There is a beatiful blossoming purple magnolia tree and lots of petals on the ground. Could that do? No, wait! It's supposed to be fall right now, but oh the tree looks great and a version with petal jumping would have been awesome too. I decide to scan the area for any proper for the season vegetation and see some leaves on the ground and a few piles of them. As I approach one of the piles, it diminishes in size, so I turn to another pile that is neatly gathered in a wooden crate.

At this point, I begin to feel the dream thinning so rush forward and jump into the crate. I fall inside with the leaves and the dream nastily generates a number of metal pieces where I hurt myself. I find myself in a fallen semi seated position thinking about all this. This has been one of the very realistic experiences where you actually jump, fall and hurt yourself. It feels very physical, with great proximity to real life sensations and aching feedback from all body parts and your position. The pain is more towards dull, but equally realistic. In this moment, I hope that the amount of sensory information would help stabilize the dream as is often the case, but the dream comes to its natural end.

I'm happy about totm, but feel sleepy and do a rather quick mental review.