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Anger

I am eating a cheap lunch with a carpenter. He tells me he is charging me by the hour.

I am paying to eat with you? But, you wouldn't charge another carpenter!

True! he laughs with his mouth full of food. Asshole. I knock him off his chair, driving him against a bar counter, forcing my forearm into his throat.

"You going to rip me off? Fuck you. I only have $___ in the bank, you ass." He turns into my ex-friend, Deneb. Deneb looks slightly confused. "Fuck you. You're an asshole."

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I wake up from the anger. It's 4:30 am. I go back to sleep, trying to WILD, but I fall asleep too quickly. (This happens to me every day. I need to get more sleep!) I don't WILD, but, I at least remember the tail end of my dream.)

Pain

I am in a large SUV or van with extended family. We are going to a family dinner. I see a graffiti artist's van. BLEST is on the side of the blue, black, and orange scheme. I realize it's the local tagger's van here in Hawaii. (My late cousin's DJ name was BLEST, and he got it from a tagger in Colorado uncannily.) The van swerves crazily, and loud dance music is blaring out of it. I don't feel like I am crying, but tears pour down my face. I can't help it. I want to be strong for my family... but,

I wake up.

I realize it was actually Bobby AKA DJ Sabertooth AKA Saber driving through my dreams, but because I was not lucid, I thought it was the other guy. I smile to myself, and look forward to seeing him in dreams again.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Little sleep, but three dreams isn't bad.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: School
I'm back in school. Suddenly I can hear a strange sound, it sounds just like an alarm. I realise people around me are running. It's the fire alarm and we all have to evacuate. I go further into the school and exit into a yard in the middle. Someone's built a greek temple in the middle of the yard and I head up the stairs with a few others. I walk amongst the columns and spot a pool up ahead. Two asian girls are swimming butt naked in it. One of them spots me. "You can't be here. Are you new or what?" she asks me angrily. I turn and decide to walk away. There's a big board on the wall. It's a schedule for tomorrow. "I thought we were going to get the day off!" I say. The fire should have closed up the school, crap!

05.10: Game
I'm playing a doom like game, but it's extremely hard. I'm with another guy but we keep dying right away. I throw two different nades into an alley the monsters are coming from and my team mate calls me noob. We manage to hold them off and actually advance in the end after a few resets. I use my rightclick to bash them with my weapon and I enter a tower. I have to make the water that is coming through the opening (apparently water now instead of monsters) go in the right direction. I make lines in the sand and direct it just right. I exit the tower further up(?) and end up on a highway. My friend Henrik is on the other side. "I made it Matte!" he yells at me.

05.10: Spiders
I'm with a group of people in a pharmacy. We've all got different coloured "Cross spiders" as pets, and everyone's got a different number. I keep taking down a jar of B6 vitamin from a shelf but decide to stop acting like a fool and put it back. We all are going on a trip for some reason. We divide into two lines and line up for the train that is coming.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: Nothing

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Well to first start off, this is my first entry.. W00h!! :D

Well here we gooo :D

Well in my dream, me and my sister were talking... I want to say we were in this log cabin. It was really nice. Fires were going and the gentle winter breeze goes through the windows. The couches were covered in fur, felt as soft as a rabbit or a new born puppy.

My sister and I, awkwardly, started talking about how we felt about eachother. I guess we were sneaking around because she kept whispering. So did I. We started hugging.. kissing... and it led to other things.

Incest isn't ever my forte but it ended up happening. After we did it, my sister says "Oh my god! They're coming!" I replied in a shock "Who?" She ran before she could answer. She was 1/2 naked, running barefooted in the snow, trying to hide from these intruders.

I woke up because I didn't want to remember the incest dream but I do anyway.


How you somewhat enjoyed.. **if u enjoyed the sex part, your weird.. lol **

Blech. I've only gotten about 4 hours of sleep. I'm sick with a sore throat, earache and cough. And now I have scratches up and down my legs because I was an idiot who tended to the dogs while wearing shorts. They're extremely superficial but the sting something fierce lol.
I fell asleep at around 6AM and woke at 10AM.

All I recall of my dreams is
1) trying to make it through some sort of obstacle course where the floor rose to meet the ceiling at three different squared off areas and at three different speeds. They were side by side and you had to overcome the obstacle to pass. Unfortunately, there was also a spiked ball at the end of a chain which dominated the center square (a square which moved more slowly than its neighbors).
I don't recall the dream actually ending or merging with another.

The next thing I remember is being in a large house with an even larger basement. I was at the top of the steep stairs at first, yelling at my daughter for lying to me. She said she would have the basement clean by the end of the day, but it looked as if it would take her a week to do. I vaguely recall placing two rabbits in a type of AC/utility closet which was half as tall as a normal closet, but long like a crawlspace and located within the basement. I engaged a lock and left (?)
Then I was back at the top of the stairs, arguing with my daughter again and she was very angry, saying someone ripping the stuffing out of everything down there. I immediately thought of the rabbits and asked about them. She shook her head yes "Even them"
I disengaged the lock and opened the door and saw the rabbits mutilated almost beyond recognition.
Then I woke up.

>> I don't know why I'm having so many rabbit dreams. None of them feature the rabbit I have IRL. Our bunny's been feeling very restless lately and has taken to thumping quite loudly. He's in a container in the bathroom which is right next to my room. When he's at his worst, the kids can hear him from the living room and kitchen lol If he's thumping while I'm sleeping, that would explain the dreams.

>>> I think the other dream was inspired by video games.

Dream - Lucid - AP

My tattoo's colors looked strange and faded. I decided to go get it touched up. My brother and I went to the tattoo parlor where I originally got my tat. We walked into one of the rooms. My brother was going to touch it up for me. We wanted to get it done as quickly as possible so they didn't find out that one of their tattoo artists wasn't doing it.

I laid on the table, and told my brother to put on some latex gloves. He got them out of the box and put them on. He then implanted these tiny seeds into my body that would bloom into the colors of my tattoo to touch it up. I told him that's what Josh, the guy who originally did my tattoo did.

We went to the counter to pay. The girl asked what Josh did. I told her it was a touch-up. She asked to see my tattoo, and I told her it was on my back. I turned around anyway, and she looked down the back of my shirt. I saw the tattoo somehow; it looked like a temporary tattoo. The colors hadn't taken yet. I was worried that she'd notice, but she didn't say anything about it. My brother paid for it. The girl took the money and took the tip out of my brother's change, maybe $5 or $6, and put it in the tip jar. My brother and I left. On the way out, we saw Josh, the tattoo artist, working in a room on a tattoo on a girl's back.

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I was in my house. I had 2 small daughters--they were about toddler age. They were Ryan's children. The older one had very short red hair and freckles, and was very fussy. The younger one had longer brown hair, and was calm and content. She looked older than the redhead even though she wasn't.

I remember playing with the younger one in the downstairs bathroom. I was asking her if she wanted to play with all these toys. I kept pulling them out of these drawers of a toy-holding cabinet thing against the wall. They were my brother's old toys. She asked me a question about the moon. I answered. She then asked me if the moon was big because everyone in Africa could see it the same way. It was kind of a question, but more of a statement or observation. I thought for a second, and agreed with her. I thought about how intelligent she was. I thought she may already be smarter than me.

Then, I left the bathroom to get the red-headed daughter from upstairs. There was a boy's baseball team practicing up there. They were wearing white and blue uniforms. It looked like they were outside, but they were inside. Weirdness. The red-headed daughter was up there with them. A fat guy, resembling the guy from my "Dreaming of Not Sleeping" dream, was holding her. He was yelling and cussing for some reason. I got really pissed off that he used that language while holding my daughter. I took her from him and started screaming and cussing at him. He was screaming back, but I kept screaming over him and interrupting him. He got the team together and they left.

I then remember seeing my friend Grace in the house, and telling her what happened. I then realized how ironic the situation had been.

I took the red-headed daughter into the downstairs bathroom to play with the younger one. I remember the older one crying, and me picking her up, which stopped the crying. I then forgot their names, or at least the red head's name. How embarassing. I was talking to someone about the redhead, and kept referring to her as "her" because I couldn't remember her name.

The redhead then turned into my cat, Belle. She ran off with a toilet brush in her mouth. I took it from her. I hoped she wouldn't get poisoned.

I kept thinking about how smart the younger one was. I remember bragging about her to someone.

I also remember the living room being decorated for Christmas, with the tree and everything. I hoped the baseball team wouldn't come back.

Haven't posted in a while... Here goes

My two brothers, their girlfriends, and my two friends Paul and Kyle all arrived at someone's appartment along with me. I didn't know whose appartment it was. We walked in and everyone was really friendly and making jokes, so i guess they were close friends. For some reason, I was really tired, so I lay down on the couch when everyone left. When i woke up, the sun was shining into the room, so i guessed it was morning. I saw my two friends hanging out and laught at one of the rooms. I walked over to see one of my brothers eating out his girlfriend :O I woke up after bursting out laughing on the floor

Type: Lucid
Vivid: Long

I where on a bus with my sister. It was driving backwards and on the wrong side of the road. I got this strange feeling that this was a dream, but I didn't do a RC. My sister reads her teacher's dream journal. She tells me that, the teacher got a lucid dream that was 30 pages long O.o We starts to discuss lucid dreams. After a while she ask's me what RC's I use. I say that I will show her.

We get's teleported to a house. We both stands in the front of the mirror. I look normal so I haven't actually realised yet that I am dreaming. I do the "Finger to palm RC". I see that my fingertip goes trough.I realise that it is a dream. But I do the RC again just to make sure. I don't get over excited, because I have been suspecting trough out the dream that it is a dream. I do the nose RC just to feel how it feels like breathing when you have plugged your nose in a dream. As soon as I plugg my nose, my nose opens a new hole that I can breath through.

I'm outside the building now, when i realise that the dream is about to fall apart(everything becomes gray and the sun is getting brighter.) I starts to rubb my hands. I am thinking to myself that I gotta remember this dream.

I am at my school right know, so starts to explore and notice scen's that my brain have made up.( For example, in my dream the school had 5 floors. In reality it has 4 floors.)

I walk down stairs to the second floor. I notice that 2 students are talking to a teacher about something, but I don't take futher notice. I suddenly remembers that one of my goals was to fly in a controllable lucid dream. I say to myself that I will do it outside because it's much more space out there. I want to get outside the badass way so I tries to create a bazooka wich a call a "bearzooka"(Don't ask ) It dosen't work the first time i try to create it, but second try was more succefull.

So with the "bearzooka" in my hand, I walk downstairs to blow up the wall. The stairs leads me to my house(WTF?) and I see my parents drinking coffe in the kitchen. I blow's up the wall to get outside, but suddenly I am in a car. My parents are mad at me, and are taking me to paris.(don't ask.)

I lose my lucidity under the car ride and after a while I wake up.

Ps: Sorry for bad english

Dream Graduation

I’m in school. Graduation is getting set up RIGHT NOW. Hallways are empty except me and a few other “left overs” who can’t graduate for whatever reason. I have a bottle of wine in my hand and start running and screaming: look at me! A cup manifests and I pour it, chugging the bottle and then the cup, bottle then the cup until I’m in the rotunda, drunk and everyone’s looking at me.

I follow some other left overs through dusty abandoned hallways so Mrs. L doesn’t see us and find us out. We all have this plan to graduate anyway so we go way up into the theater storage attic and try our best to hide ourselves. Me under a big blanket with someone and I’m drunk and my eyesight is like that of when I’m so tired I can’t keep my lids awake. So for most of it I do have my eyes closed and just listen under a blanket stacked on top of theater props so I almost touch the ceiling.

Someone tries to peep into the hallway and a little Asian girl who ate all her hair off (really) is the “hall monitor” for graduation sees that someone. She sends in this bulky girl, a real bully. She’s got a trick. She pulls the first kid she sees to her and licks that student’s lip, touches it and then taps her temple. She screams and falls down, not dead but just painful. She does another little trick to someone (pulls their lip ring over their nose!) and says she won’t tell Mrs. L. She’s gonna leave but first wants to show off another trick, looking for someone she pulls me over to her! No way, I hate pain (who doesn’t); she spins my chin into a tight spiral and every time I un-spin it a little, shit it hurts. But someone tells me there’s a trick to her trick and just un-spin it all at once: I do, and I feel just a little tug and I’m okay.

A few of us go further into the attic and we find that there’s a desk and under the desk is nothing, it’s a free-fall to the ice arena where they graduate so you can watch the whole thing. They’re almost ready! A teacher, Mrs. Smith (4’7 or something small!) sees us peeping and comes marching over. We all run out of the attic, oh too late, and Mrs. L is standing waiting for us.

She’s a lovely lady sometimes and says we can all graduate, so everyone puts their gowns on. I don’t have one. At the final door to the ice arena, its time to graduate, I don’t have a gown, but there’s a box with a white Freshman gown. I’m a sophomore in my dream (hey wait, why were all the different classes graduating instead of just the seniors!) and our color is green, so I’m a bit embarrassed. We walk out and I run over to Autumn so she can take my picture (it’s mandatory). When I get over to my class, they’re all wearing white and I’m the only one wearing green.


Lucid Awakening

I’m downtown, walking in a little drizzle. I plan on going to the community market to volunteer when I see a little nook between buildings with a candy store built in. It doesn’t have a door or a cashing machine, it’s just a bunch of glass jars with a ton of bright colored candy. I’m pretty delighted but wait! We don’t have a candy store downtown. And why is downtown so tiny? I’m lucid. I walk into the center of downtown (as I said, everything is tiny and compact, like 50 feet). I look around and notice:

This feels real. This is REALITY to me. Everything is solid and I am perceiving it just as I do waking life.

(This single lucid fragment has created something in me that has helped everything I've been doing dream-wise DRAMATICALLY. I understood before that dreams=reality while waking life=hazy and unreal while you're dreaming, but I never FELT and EXPERIENCED that completely. Now that I have, something has clicked. My reality checks take up to five minutes or more, not because I feel that more time is necessary or anything, but that's how long it takes me to discern my reality. REALITY has a new meaning. I become lucid more often (though write more in the hard copy of my dream journal, less on here). I thank my subconscious for letting me explore this feeling.)


Fragments

I make a sandwich for myself "when I wake up"- WHY WASN'T I LUCID?

Autumn and I are being obnoxious in school, so Heather leaves without saying a word to me. Crushing.
NOTE: Autumn told me today that she had a VERY SIMILAR dream, of her and I and Heather (who she has never met or talked to) all in a classroom.

11.04.2011

On the run from the Law (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I want to get back into the habit of recording my dreams again to boost my recall. I plan to leave a notepad on my bedside table I can jot stuff down onto before I forget. I had a sequence of long, high-quality lucid dreams last night, but due to shit recall, I can only remember pieces.

In the earliest fragment, I was rollerblading round the suburbs of Belfast. I say rollerblading, but I wasn't wearing any. It was more like high-speed hover-gliding with the same mechanics as rollerblading. It was early morning and there had been a huge storm the night before, judging by the blown down trees and telegraph poles. The streets were strewn with rubble. Lucky I could glide over the top. I heard sirens wail in the distance, and a couple of people ran past me. There were two men and a woman. I stopped gliding and watched them run down an alley and get into a busted up mini at the bottom. They seemed to be running from the police.

Just then, I spied a police car pull up at the opposite end of the alley, right beside the mini they were inside. Feeling bad for these people (I got it in my head they were acquaintances of mine), I zeroed in on their mini, and yanked it up the alley with telekenisis. As it flew past me out onto the street, I slipped inside it. I'm not sure how, it was going really fast. What followed was a car chase, during which I effectively became a heavy weapons turret. I stuck my head out the sunroof and stopped any police cars that got too close. Some I flicked off the road telekinetically, some I exploded, and one I tried to take apart like Dr. Manhattan, but failed.

Later, our car broke down and we ran through the inner city on foot. Now I could hear dogs chasing us. Looking back, they were in the distance. They looked like "Scud", the dog from Toy Story 1, except pure black. I found myself trapped in a basketball court with no exit. A dog caught up with me and chomped down on my right hand. I could feel the teeth going in, but there was no pain. I shook it off and flung it out of the court.

That's the last I remember. There was another dream where I distinctly remember blowing someone's head off with a shotgun at close range, but there's not a lot else I recall.

So like, I haven't wrote in my dream journal for almost a week. That's seriously lacking some effort, yo. But then again I was having difficulty with my re-call.
Anyway, today was an absolute success. Love it.

Lucid = orange

Dream 1 -

I'm in bed trying to get to sleep and ultimately lucid (unaware that I'm dreaming) and having great difficulty doing so. I then hear a knock on the door, it's Tamara.
Note: Tamara is my younger sister's best friend.
She asks if she can help and I agree. My eyes are shut through the whole of this but I hear her come in and then hold my hand, which I find quite soothing and it also helps towards what I'm aiming for as I start drifting off. Then this black cat appears. It can talk, and I ask if it can help me become lucid. It says it can (and other stuff which I can't remember, although I think one the things it said was ''see you in the dream-world'') and then curls up at the top of my head. I then go through some sort of trippy phase and I'm able to simply get out of my body just like that and 'into' the dream-world.

I'm then lucid, still unaware of the fact I was dreaming before, but knew I was now nonetheless. It's kind of hard for me to speak and I have the problem with keeping my eyes open again, so I call for my dream guide and start paying attention to what I can hear and touch and feel what's on the floor in the hope of achieving what I did last time. While I'm doing this the black cat appears again and this time it's sitting on the end of my bed just watching me.

I then accidentally open my eyes for real and wake up. It was about 5:55 in the morning. I was kinda annoyed at the fact I had just failed but was proud nonetheless because I had another lucid, and actually remembered to try to find my/a dream guide (This cat appeared, but I'm not sure if it is one).
So, with that positive mind frame I went back to sleep.

Dream 2 -

I'm playing a game on the computer. I'm in some kind of square by the sea with a group of others, and we have to kill 4 random bosses within 10 minutes (penguin, cat, etc or something). With about 4 minutes left I hear my Dad call out that it's prayer time.
Note: Every night (the majority of the time) we have a family prayer just before one of us goes to bed.
I state that I can't go up just yet because we're running out of time and need to finish this. Dad says ''We'll have to do it without you then.'' I feel kinda bad but at the same time it can't be helped so I just focus on the game. After that's done, and I'm heading off elsewhere in-game, the screen goes blank. I try to fix it but I don't know what's wrong with it, so I ask Dad if he can sort it and he does.

I'm now in Warsong Gultch again (a World of Warcraft battleground which is basically capture the flag 3 times to win). To begin with, it's 3rd person, but as soon as it starts and my team set off, it zooms into it and I'm actually there. I notice that it looks a bit different to how it should look; there's loads of huge rocks and stuff dotted about.
I can't really remember what I did here but eventually I found myself round the back of our base and I can see a fight going on on the second floor. I'm about start making my way up so I can join in and then notice a Draenei Mage is about to nuke me so I get out of the line of sight. Then the whole thing freezes. I realise I spent too much time dawdling about and it's ended.
I go somewhere (can't remember where) and then find myself in a completely new environment. It's some kind of museum-looking place with a HUGE staircase which spirals in a square shape up to the top. I'm holding some kind of object and jacking off while floating higher and higher in the air (some other force is moving me), not really caring about how high up I'm getting. Then I find myself moving towards something and land on top (this thing is huge, and there's no way down from it). I'm scared to death. I'm on top of something I cannot get down from without seriously injuring myself. Then it hits me:
''Wait. This place doesn't exist. It's not real. I'm dreaming!''
I breathe a massive sigh of relief and then start thinking of a way to get down. I consider jumping but I don't want to risk waking up as I'm afraid of heights and my brain might wake myself up so it doesn't have to deal with the landing. I then think ''Oh, ladder!'' and I spot one next to the wall below me. I reach out my hand and use telekinesis to move it up against this sculpture thing, but it's not wide enough. I kindly ask it to make itself wider and it does so. When I've safely reached the ground I think to myself ''I should try and find my dream guide.'' and call out ''Dream guide!''

Nothing.

I call out again ''Dream guide, please show yourself!'' and this time I notice something which I didn't take in before. A man had been sitting in the corner observing me all this time. I look at him and wonder who he is, and he seemed to read my mind. He called out to me and said ''Well, you did ask for me.'' in a tone which made him sound higher up than me. (pretty sure this guy is my dream guide )

My heart jumped for joy at this point and I bounded over as fast as I could to sit down next to him. He was an older man looking about mid 30's who wore glasses and a French beret. He basically looked like a classic French painter/artist. I asked him ''Can I ask you a quick question please?'' He replied ''Of course.'' and I responded ''What should I call you by?''. He then told me his name (but I actually can't remember it). We then got into conversation and I recall him saying something to do with a word/phrase located in the Italian dictionary which I didn't understand and something to do with a BTEC course 'cause I said he looked like an artist.

I then woke up mid-convo.

Note my inner artist coming out much.

Allen and I were in a massive warehouse that was outfitted like a forest on the inside. There was literally trees and creaks inside. We drove in and found a red.couch we liked. We loaded it on my suv. We sat on some roots and enjoyed a quick lunch. Dustin walked by as he was hiking though. Later on there is this guy that I know is bad. He keeps turning into a shark and trying to chase me though we are.on land. He's a realestate agent

Was at carbonado house with allen, joedon sickels, and jordons gf. She was trying to sale me cable. Hailey and o wanted to check out the attic since she wanted to move up there. The walls were painted a beautiul shade of light green, very neutral. The space seemed to sprall forever and was well lit. Me, Hailey, and allen started walking through the space. There were two full sized bedrooms finished with white trim and a nice joining bathroom. As we continued there was a small zoo. Polar bears, grizzlies, seals, kitties, ect. We continued and found an exotic game room, indie style with blankets at walls. Yet another bathroom with a carwash style shower and a glass sauna in the middle of all of it. Then there was a long hall that was decorated like a market with all the food needed to feed the animals. Stripper poles in the games area. We found a few more empty spaces. It was so grand and amazing, we played and walked around forever.

Was at the pool at the apartment. Allen was about to hop in. I asked him to walk with me to get my bathing suit then amy pulled me in with my clothes on. I didn't mind cuz I was just in short and a tank top anyways. Amy and I were talking about our future travel plans and swimming around the pool. The water line got shorter and shorter until there was no water left in the pool. All the people got out. Next im with allen, troy, dina, travis, and a whole bunch of random people. Allen was planning a big trip and I was telling everyone about it. We were gonna stay at this one ladies house so I had make up sent there. She got uber pissed and I was embarrassed. Allen said that it was his fault because he told me to do it.

Allen and dina were renting an apartment with cool modern blue cubords. I was jealous they were living together and felt that my neighbor mr burns was dangerous. I go back to school after a long break. Walk in and see Blaise and emily getting cozy and I felt happy for him. We have a huge project and we all stay the night in my living room. I got to hangout with Blaise like in the.old days. We turned on a star machine. We also got in our sleeping bags and went to bed in the living room lime everyone else.


Was at the pawn shop. My gpa tom walked in and I hugged him and began to cry.from my guilt. He told.me he still loved me and that gma was waiting to eat dinner with us at some fancy seafood restaurant. When I walked up to the table I saw the back of her head. She turned to me and hugged me. Again I cried. I told them how sorry I was and how much I missed them. They forgave me and we talked a bit.



Was at shop. I was helping some really annoying customer who kept yelling at me and calling me names. I wanted to also the old Bitch but nancy was there. I knew which car was hers.in the lot. She went to the bathroom and I stepped outside to catch some air before finishing her loan. I saw two scrubby girls cross the lot to her car and break into it. They got it running. I though about just letting them take the bags car but I figured that would be wrong plus we would never get rid of her. I ran out in front of the car. They barely stopped. I pulled the driver out of the car and beat the shit out of her. The other girl ran. Then I dragged the driver into the shop. (I think this dream sparked or started the one before)

LUCID!!! Was at my gmas old house. I stepped outside for a moment and noticed 4 boys down the street. I think I was becoming lucid and I was twirling around. They started sprinting at me. I coulndt make them stop. Ran back in the house. Locked the door. Waited a while. Remembered I was dreaming. Rubbing hands together walked out back. Looked down at hands, the right one had 6 fingers. There was a massive rolling hill with trees and a roller coaster. I wanted to fly. I jumped as hard as I could in the air and I was flying. I was in a dog like position and every time I supermaned I went to fast and got scared. I did really well, weaving between trees and the roller coaster. I eventually flew back to top of the hill where my gmas house was and landed.


Was at the pawn shop. My gpa tom walked in and I hugged him and began to cry.from my guilt. He told.me he still loved me and that gma was waiting to eat dinner with us at some fancy seafood restaurant. When I walked up to the table I saw the back of her head. She turned to me and hugged me. Again I cried. I told them how sorry I was and how much I missed them. They forgave me and we talked a bit.



Was at shop. I was helping some really annoying customer who kept yelling at me and calling me names. I wanted to also the old Bitch but nancy was there. I knew which car was hers.in the lot. She went to the bathroom and I stepped outside to catch some air before finishing her loan. I saw two scrubby girls cross the lot to her car and break into it. They got it running. I though about just letting them take the bags car but I figured that would be wrong plus we would never get rid of her. I ran out in front of the car. They barely stopped. I pulled the driver out of the car and beat the shit out of her. The other girl ran. Then I dragged the driver into the shop. (I think this dream sparked or started the one before)

Allen and I had been traveling around. We got stuck in a beautiful country called gopi in north africa. I wanted to.see pyramids. It was lush and tropical. Just shoot me played on the tvs there. We decided to.build me a room there and I absolutely loved it. We traveled back home. Stopped.in bellevue and a lady was going to make me pay her lse bill for her. I didn't want to. Allen headed home to sammamish. I went to bzquate to pay it. Couldn't find parking. Decided to.keep the money and head.home. to allen.


Was throwing rocks at the top of a building. Some guy in a car watched me fallowed me. I was scared and ran behind a house. Called the cops and he went away. Walked to the bell square areA. Was waiting for raech when a creepy fat samoan dude came up to me. I quickly got in raechels car and locked the door. He spat red wine at me. I reparked the car when he left. Raechel showed up with alicia. They went to a private all girls school. Alicia asked me to go to the dance with her. I said yes and put on a pretty silver dress. Andrew bulzomie zipped it up for me. I was sas that I wasn't going to hang out with allen that night. The headmaster of the school told me she loved purple and raech wore the ugliest dress ever. I tried not to laugh

I was out walking around by myself. It was a warm summer evening in a densly tree area. Walk up to my house which is this massive house with a ton of step in front. I see wayne sitting on the steps and I stop to say hello. He starts hitting on my so I get up and go inside. Im carrying my shoes in my hand. Allen and leo are inside. They are playing games and ignoring me. I don't care much and I relax in a big comfy chair.


Allen and I had a baby girl. Sooooo weird! We kept having to drive her around places and hold her and put her in the car seat. Allen really likes her but was too scared to hold her. I was super anxious. Kid rock drove by and tried to race drive us. I was scared for the baby.


Allen, me, and a group of friends go out to get some food at a comedy club. They hear of a bar downstairs and they all wanted to go. They left me there sitting alone. Everyone else left the club and im the only one there. That waitress tells me mybfriends suck and that I got to go. Im super embarrassed but just then allen comes back alone.



Allen and I are out at a cat race. People are racing their cats for money. I told my mom to buy and save for.me.fantAsia but she never did. Im pissed. Allen and I look around at all the hampers (which are.used to hold the cats) and we pick out one for ourselves. Then we went to the movies. We are sitting in the center seats of a packed theater. Allen starts violently tickling me and I laugh loud. People around us are pissed.

Was in giant spralling house in france. It was cold outside. Was sitting on floor petting a dog. I was talking to a fam member of allens about lucid dreaming while sitting in some chairs. Allen, leo, and g mere in a room talking about going to mcdonalds. Allen and I walk outside. I do a ton of nose reality checks. Didn't first belive I was dreamining so I did hand ones over and over. I kept missing fingers. Then I turned my hands black. LUCID!!!! Look out into the water. Giant creatures are swimming. They have over sized goat heads in white and brown. They're creepy. Allen runs to the water and jumps in. He swims far. I attempt to make portals to bring allen into the dream or at least go to his dream. I fail. I put my legs in the water and loved it wasn't cold. Giant creature began to swim up to ne and I got out. Continued with the portals. Then I made allen come back to me out of the.water. people ran out of the house. Allens mom told allen to go inside. I asked why. They told me it was haunted and everything was shaking. Allen went in. When he came out his top buttons were undone. I tried to hold him and he pulled away. Told me that the house got to him. Was unhappy about dream setting. Made myself wake up.




Leo was on allens and I bed. He was telling us a great story of his adventures in the frozen tundra. He stayed there for a class with just one husky, some rations, a gun, a tent. He told us how he servived and later found that his car had been stolen. Allen and I were amazed.

Was in a small town with riley. He was under my care. Town was going to shit. Monsters, demons, and zombies infested the town. I had to get riley out safely. I was scared that someone would see us leave. Dream moves forward to me and allen in a warehouse. Allen is blind but the most massive fighter against the zombies. There is a part where me and allen are running on the top of a row of bikes to escape zombies and then he rips them apart. We look to the front door opening and see baby Barron running for his life in slow mo. A group of fat zombies are chasing him. He is pulling a giant wheel barrel so he is slow I scream barrons name and run towards him. I sail him up in my arms right before zombies get to him and allen jumps down and starts ripping the zombies apart

Was living ar the apartments. There was this guy who.was weird and lived on the bottom floor. He was sketchy. I found him in my car diggin through all of my stuff. We got into a scuffle. I managed to get into the car and lock the.doors and drive to front office. I waited to speak to the "principal of the apartments. When she openned her soo she let two twins out and said those shores were.in trouble. I told her what happened and she fallowed me to the apartment. He was waiting on the stairs. She gave me his machetty and walked him away. A ton of ghetto peps were at the top of the stairs. We were shouting things at the guy. I went inside my apartment and allen was sleeping. I woke him and told him about what happened

I was from the point of view of bart simpson. Homer and I were moving into a new place together. Didn't know our new roommate. Heard okkkaaallloieee dookkkkkkkalllloeeee coming from next room all creepy like. We were disappointed it was flanders. The I was me again. Was prego with allens baby. The moon turned into a satellite. Everything was so high tech and modern. Allen went in a space ship to fight off the aliens. Some blonde chich was there and jealous that I was peggers with allens baby. I knew that I had to have the baby to bring allen back, even though I didn't want the baby, it would be end of the world if I didn't. Blonde Bitch was up to no good.

Was sitting in dinning room of allens moms house with allens mom. Stephanie was getting married and I wanted.to help plan it out with her. I was discussing the proper way to fold napkins with her

Was walking around this large public buliding. A giant cartoon terrantula was hiding in the corner of a basement dance, eatting people. Everyone started to run. I ran upstrairs and found a hiding spot. Next thing I am shopping in a store with katie and some of her friends. She keeps complementing me but im skeptical of her. I see allen outside and I want to go to the beach with him. He halfway is ignoring me because he is with his dad. I try to walk with them but they are too fast.

Was with Barron and allen. We were.hanging out at the camp thing, some chick kept sending allen messages and it was pissing me off. Allen wanted her to stop to. I was preparing for what to say to her to make her stop. I live at the camp now with a lot.of girls. I don't fit in with them. They ignor me. I drive to carlas house to buy drugs and she tells me she's.completely over dad. She has boat keys in her hands


Was camping with allen at the koi pond spot. There were the ponds stretching out for miles. There were narrow pathways in the pond made of ropes and wood. The water was warm. The pond was packed with beautiful fish. Allen and I were there, allen was ignoring me. Brandi walked by and I told him that was stews ex. Allen thought she was hot and started hooting and ranting at her saying hey sect baby, come here. I was humiliated and wanted to dump him. It was getting late and I needed to set up camp. Allen was chatting away with some people as I struggled to open the tent.


Dream fragments:
Pink bed
Two familys fighting
Hayden panitar having no ass on rolerskates
Trampize
A playing going on

Me and allen were at a community party. Everyone was dressed in costumes and the roads we're filled with water and foam. We floated on the foam. Allen said the foam was dirty and we stopped. Luke shroom was somehow there. There was a big party in the rec center. It was all hazen kids but no one said hi to me. Its because brandi was there. Allen saw I was upset and I left. He went back and shouted "that was kara mcpherson you Bitches!!". Everyone felt bad.

A short funny looking forgien man came to the apartment to check a heater on the deck. I thought nothing of it. Barron was playing on the deck the man quickly came inside and said he was done with the heater and tried to hurry off. I noticed how full his fanny pack was and I opened it. Barron was inside. I pulled out Barron and began to yell at the man. He told me the lady downstairs told him to do it cuz puts are expensive. I began to hit him and I picked him up and threw him against the wall. He left and I told allen never to let Barron on the deck and that it was time to move.

Allen was some sort of green tiny monster that was kept in a super secure prison. He was about 6 inches tall and he looked kind of like the green monster from monsters vs aliens. I went under cover to break him out. The prison was filled with water passages under ground. Other top secret criminals were kept there too. I released allen and he quickly maneuvered his way out.

THESE DREAMS WERE DELETED!!

WHAT I REMEMBER

Allen and I were hanging out. Were gonna meet with mom. I was really nervous about mom and allen meeting. Went to go pick up asain food at the pawnshop. As I wait two armed men walk in and shoot up the place. I escape. Realize I have no way of contacting allen or mom. I had to go back to get stuff. Was nervous. Got into car and locked doors over and over again. It was pitch black out.

Amy and I walking around school with lots of grey concrete stairs. Next class was gym. Had to swim. Was worried about hair getting wet put got in pull. Water was cold. Everyone wanted me to get in hot tub. I was worried about hair again but they insisted so I did. Shane from hazen splashed me. I got pissed and made a scene

Was at a huge mansion with allen. There was dinosaurs bones of stegasourses and tricerotops. The guy has a giant 3rd floor loft. We were kicking it. He turned on us and beat his wife. Then he came after allen and I. I've dreamt of this place before in a scary dream.

At first I was from the point of view of bart simpson. Me and homer were moving into a house with a new roommate. We didn't know who it was but were disappointed when we heard okalie dokalie coming from the next room. Flanders said it in a very creepy drawn out way. Next I was me again. I think I might have been prego with allens baby. The moon turned into a giant satellite and I knew the world was soon to end. Everything was way more modern and high tech. Allen went on a space ship to fight off the aliens in the sky. I somehow knew that the only way to save allen was to have the baby. There was some blonde chick who was there who was jealous that I was having allens baby (she was in love with him). I didn't want the baby but I needed allen back. The blonde Bitch was up to no good.

LUCID!!! me and allen we in bed facing eachother. I did the nose check and passed. Then we slowly sat up. Allen had convienced me that this was a shared dream. I kept looking at the clock and it would chamge times. He sat down and was doing something and kept telling me to wait. I was looking in a mirror. The whole thing would go cometely black. Then id look again and it would just be black over my eyes. I wanted to exit the door and see world 1 outside the door. Allen kept telling me to wait. I closed my eyes and did then woke up. Reality check, not still dreaming

Had a huge bday party for my 21st. Everyone from israel, all my friends and many others were there. It was in a swanky building modern with views of water. Everyone was dressed really well in formal attire. I was going around taking pics with all my guest. Allen told me that dina hated me. I was upset. Saw her in a stairwell and we awkwardly took a pic together but I could see her hate for me. Next im outside the place with allen. We got into a fight and allen got on a bus and left me. I kept calling him over and over but he wouldn't pic up. I was in some latin american city I didn't know. I walked around looking for him and I got lost. There was a huge festival going on. It got dark and I was scared to be alone and lost. I kept calling allen but no answer. I could sense I was being fallowed and I wouldn't walk down narrow dark back alleys.

Went to the old shop. Saw that there was still a laptop for mr.bannuchi there. we also had a grizzley bear, a rabbit, a cyote, a dog, a kitty, and some other animals there in cages. I felt bad that we had forgotten them and I was putting all except.the bear in my car. I was stressed thinking of how to get the bear in my car too. Some black people came into the store and I told them we wernt open.

Was trying to call dad. He had some crazy number that mac had access to. I couldn't get ahold of him but I knew he was depressed and he was disappointed in me.

There was a massive waterbaloon fightbin a shallow river. The cast of sunny was there. We got owned by a black girl in corn rows.

Civil war reinactment was going on outside. I was inside. Two boys dressed professionaally kept playing tricks on me. I knew what they were up to. I think they were going to lock me upstairs. I was making begal with cream cheese. Yummm... allens mom was there talking with her sisters. I look outside and a fat reinactor is laying there with shirt undone. Ew. His belly painted black.

Me and allen and michael and Ruby are on speed boat. Allen is going on and on about his laser. He shines it at others on seed boats. Michael and ruby complain the whole time.

Allen and I are in bed. We here an intruder at the front door. Its pitch black. I tell him to point the laser at the man to make it appear we have a gun sight on him.

Was going to allens dads condo for the night. Cliff called me and was asking me about some girl he liked. We get to the condo and there is a mess of womens stuff everywhere. We find the body of the woman in the bathroom. Her son walked in. He looked exactly like riley. I told allen to call the cops while I found a neighbor to help watch the child. The first door I knocked on opened. It was a bachelor with cheetah print everything. I decided that wasn't the best spot. The other neighbors were having a pot luck. I went up to a group of moms and told them what happened and they sympathized. I began to make food for the little boy. A man who looked like aurthur mitchell walked by.