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January 27, '11: All my dreams tonight were unpleasant.
In one dream, My cat, Lilly, was playing in the snow in the middle of a road. She would burrow into the snow. I hurried outside to get her before a car ran over her. But it was difficult because my pants were down and I couldn't get them up. I did save her, but I was stressed and worried that she might do it again.

Jan. 28, '11: Uncle traveling Matt, the Fraggle, was in my grandparents' house (dad's side). He tripped and fell down the stairs. Then he was just the lifeless puppet used in the show. I held it and hugged it.
It was made of foam and I thought it could easily rip.

There was a DVD that was kind of stuck. It was paused and still playing at the same time. That's why the Fraggle stopped moving and why I could manipulate him (rather than it just playing the regular show).
A woman there said she had ruined a video game that way. If I left the DVD paused too long, it would start recording over the show with a video of me with the puppet.

So I woke up at 6:11 AM. I WBTBed for 15 minutes and attempted WILD. I laid on my back and tried to relax. I wasn't feeling very uncomfortable but I was having problems with swallowing. I tried not to focus on my throat. Eventually I forgot about it and done some visualizing. After 45 minutes of staying still I haven't experienced any sings of SP so I gave up and went to normal sleep. I had a very short DILD after I fell asleep but that was not a purpose.

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Um, yeah it was about Mr. stinky and I don't want to mention details...
Lucid, yes.

non dream dream lucid

I was in the midst of a battle, unsure if I was dreaming. I closed my eyes and began to see a dream version of my room. I knew I was dreaming I was now in my room, but everything was blurry. I rubbed my hands together and touched the walls and desk to make it clearer. It worked, and everything became very vivid. I decided to do some RC. I started to push a finger through my hand, but it scared me because it did start to go through my hand. I decided to do the nose plug thing. I could breathe. I laughed happily, enjoying myself. So I said, "Ben Kasica will appear!!" hoping that he would. But, he didnt, my mom did instead. Ugh. So I hugged her and said we were dreaming. She said she already knew this and left. I was confused and shook my head. Then, while trying to get Ben to appear, my dad woke me up. Ugh, thanks dad, lol

I was really happy at how vivid this dream was. I found out that if I say that I'll lucid dream that night and i tell myself why, that I normally do!! YAY

I was in this swamp with a tiny long-limbed fairy. She desperately needed something out of the tree-hole home of a fox-spirit. It was very dangerous. I waded in the swamp water and slowly crept towards the fox-spirits home. I carefully put my arm into the hole. There was a bright light behind me. We were caught. What would happen to me? I was so small. And my fairy?
I woke up.

Movie viewing

I was at a movie theater, seeing a movie with my friend Mark and his parents. It was a Disney psychedelic type cartoon. There was a famous scene we were watching where everything was made out of clouds at first. His dad said to watch for the famous hidden giraffe that was in the scene. Lines formed to make different shapes with different colors filling in those shapes, but I couldn't really make out any giraffe. I thought that I had missed it. The clouds scene was really awesome and everybody in the audience seemed to like it a lot.

Our seats then started to move and I began rocking back and forth out of control. Mark was moving like crazy also. I then realized that our seats weren't moving at all and that it was just us. Mark said that we should move somewhere else and I agreed. He got up and went almost to the front. There were two seats available at the side and we both sat down. We were now watching a sort of concert, although it was still filmed on screen. It was barney, but more for adults. Anthony Bordain then walked down the isle and I had his book for some reason. It was under my chair, but when I tried to grab it, it just kept ripping apart. I asked Mark if I should show him his own book. He said that it was a boring book and I agreed laughing.

The chairs were now all planks of wood, laying on the ground and it was hard to sit on. I had to sit on one with a lady and I kept accidentally flipping it over, knocking her down. She got angry and took the whole thing for herself. I went and sat propped up against the wall. There was then a foamy icing all over the place and me and Mark started to eat it.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at the station to catch a train. I was hanging on to the train on the outside by a vertical handrail when the train started moving. I held on while the train caught speed, I was a bit frightened I think. There was a conductor urging me to get inside. I tried but fell. In my fall I tried to kick me away from the train to not run over. When the train passed there was another train following directly after.

I found myself in densely forested area. There was a tall hedgerow on the other side of the rails. I wondered how to get out of the place. I came upon a road very quickly. There was a gray sedan parked, I think. In it was a girl with blond hair. I couldn't help but smile as I approached her.

Another night with no recall :'(

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

1:00

Cats and dogs
With my BF in a room that is supposedly in our home. We receive a visit from a girl who has a degree in history and has interesting things to tell us. There is a sliding glass door that opens onto the street and I notice that it is slightly open. I'll close it to prevent my cat to go outside, but actually he's already outside, in a space that looks like the courtyard of an old industry. I grab him and go back to the house through the front door instead. When I get back inside I find Lisa who says our cat has gone crazy and is attacking my mother. But how is that possible if I have him on my arms? I go to the kitchen and she is cornered by a cat much like our little one. She had brought a wild cat from the street by mistake and of course he was furious.
We opened a window so he could go, but when he reached the street he became a little puppy. When I saw him on the path to a busy road I was afraid he would die under a car so I ran after him. I lose the sight of him at the entrance of a village and I asked a guy, who I swear was Prince William, if he had seen the little dog. He said yes, but not to worry, because he wasn’t lost. Then we had a strange conversation in which he told me he knew the dog, that he was from a certain region but living on this village for many years and everybody knew him (as if the dog was some villager). I still tried to catch the puppy when I saw him once more beside the road, but he turned into a bottle of saline. I began to feel that maybe I was dreaming and I started to float in the air.

The demi-gods sky opera
As I rose higher into the sky, I became more lucid and gained more control. In the sky I found myself into a kind of theater with giant gods or demi-gods playing some kind of opera. I do not remember the song but it sticked to my head then and I started to sing it, as if in a hypnotic ecstasy. I flew around, from side to side, singing and the scenery was slowly shift but always themed as theaters, operas, concert halls, etc, with marble columns, red velvet curtains, white statues in grand halls, etc. Somewhere during my freaky show I thought I was probably wasting time, but the song was so overwheleming I couldn’t do anything else before it ended.
When it finally ended and I decided to pull out of there, I remember that I wanted to return to the moon and visit the biodome. I looked for a door to use as a portal and I saw a small door in the bottom of some stairs. But when I get there, I think it’s the entrance to a dressing room, because there is a hanger blocking my passage. I move it away but then I see a fantastic green swimsuit that I decide to take to my next dream.
This proved to be a bad idea, because it was too small and didn’t fit me, so I distracted myself by looking for one of my size, as if it mattered at all. A girl comes to help me check the sizes and gives me one that might fit me and points me to the dressing room. By now I surely forgot my goal. There’s also long queue of people wanting to try on clothes. On the wall there is a picture frame with an interesting but obscure character, clearly out of some Tim Burton movie. The persons on the queue invite me to the discussion they are having about that character. They say on the movie it was never clear if he was alive and mortal or some kind of undead or supernatural creature. I say I have no clue about that.

5:00

A fifthsome
On supermarket with mom and my BF. Mom is loving a barbie doll she saw but it’s really expensive, so she pulls her out of the box and puts the doll inside the box of a cheaper barbie. I feel embarrassed and tell her not to, because I’m sure there’s even cameras filming her doing it. But she insists. I then check the price difference and is of 10 ER. Is it really worth it? I suggest her instead to buy some new clothes for the barbie doll I have at home, but then I try to find some and there’s nothing, only dolls. I conclude this is not the toy area of the supermarket, it is actually the natural products’ area where, for some weird reason they are selling dolls. Dream fades a bit, but then recovers and I’m among some people listening to some natural health lecture. There’s a group of guys sitting on a staircase and I have a crush for one of them so I join them. But soon I realize they are not paying much attention to the lecture. Instead they are discussing poetry. I make some clever comment that makes me look desirable to their eyes, especially to the guy I like. He leans towards me and we start making out. The weird thing is that all of his friends, 4 or 5 guys, seem to be an extension of himself, so they all start making out with me – at the same time! First I find it yucky, but then I think I should try it out: a fifthsome! The main guy kisses me, and then I have ten hands cuddling my neck, my breasts, my hips, wow! Then things get more serious and he penetrates me. Then it feels weird, because not only he penetrates me where it is supposed to, but also as he kisses me, there’s a penis coming out of his mouth into my mouth. I’m still wondering if it’s cool or not, but decide I’m actually starting to choke with 5 guys over me and a dick in my throat. Enough is enough! I decide to get out of this dream.

Cyborg attack to a moon dome
I go into blackness and I wake up in a cottage. I recognize many of my stuff in there, but I do not recognize the house itself. It had green doors and a tiled kitchen. I did a RC but it was not easy to conclude whether or not I was dreaming. I finally decided that I was. At this moment I almost woke up. Everything was black and I felt my body in bed, but I made the effort to come back and I found myself back in that house. I recalled again I wanted to go to the biodome in the moon. I used a door as a portal, but instead of opening it, I crossed it - silly, could have crossed any wall for the same effect.
I found myself again in the darkness, but I made an effort to feel the ground beneath my feet, to stabilize the sleep. I felt a metal floor and then I stick my left leg to try to feel what was around there. I felt my foot sinking in water. Then slowly an image formed. I was on some sort of entrance hall, with a metal ramp with broad steps. Some of the steps had small round ponds on the left side.
I went down the steps and to my left the wall became a large glass wall. Outside there was green grass and maybe 5 meters away were vertical white buildings aligned perpendicularly to this hall and forming corridors between them. By now I was in doubt this was the biodome, but because I still wanted it to be, I found two koi fish in the last larger pond, on the last larger step of the hall. One of the fish was enormous and transparent and had many other koi fish inside it. The fish rose in the air and it was hovering in front of my face. I had an unpleasant feeling about this and I was sure this was about to degenerate into a nightmare, but I rejected it and sent the fish back to the pond. The nightmare dissipated and in front of me I then saw the entrance to this world.
On my right side there was a wall covered in ivy and branches of a lemon tree pending. I set my foot on the ground, which was covered with green grass. I felt I was in Paradise. There was a beautiful flowered valley, gentle green hills with lavish fruit trees and a bright blue sky. I saw people in the distance but they were very discrete. I looked up to try to understand if this was inside a dome or not and I saw the comb-like structure of a dome, very well disguised by the blue sky and the white clouds. I did not know if the blue sky was outside or merely an image projected on the dome, but it looked projected. The dome wasn’t big, because I could see its limits in the nearby horizon.
I walked down to the valley, admiring the wonderful orchards and I decided to call my Dream Guide. I have never called it before and it was a good occasion as nay other. But before anyone replied to my call, I saw a pink spot spreading from one of the limits of the dome, like in a defect on a LCD screen. Then I saw another and another and another. I realized it was some kind of attack to the dome and in seconds I saw an army of cyborgs coming in from those holes in the dome. I could see their robotic structure under some kind of bionic transparent cover they wore. They were firing plasma guns all over. Then I saw all the people I had seen at distance before, running from every direction into the white buildings. I thought I should probably do the same, but the cyborgs were already everywhere! There were plasma explosions all around me. I was really in doubt about what to do. Then some guy, whose face I never saw, comes running from behind me and grabs my left arm and pushes me up a tree in the orchard. He hands me something and throws me into the tree trunk. Before I knew it, I had been ejected at high speed through a hatch in the dome and was hovering in outer space, in the starry night sky. It was all so fast.

7:30

Non lucid

I am sitting in my Media Studies class with some friends, and a few people that I know but have left school. We are discussing something around a large table, and a girl I really like is sitting across from me. We both talk for a while, although I can't remember what about. The time is about 2:50, and it suddenly jumps to me sitting in my maths class. I sit there for about 5 seconds, and then jump back, although the time has progressed as it normally would, so I effectively teleported. But then I wake up.

Boy this was a boring dream, but I thought it was still good to record it.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Tomorrow morning is closing in. I didn't expect to have a lucid last night, but I did. It was a very weak one, and I don't have the greatest recall. But still a lucid.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Short lucid DILD
I'm walking behind someone. I suddenly get lucid and start thinking of my senses right away. "Sight, touch, hearing..." I think as my sight suddenly vanishes. Everything's black but I can feel I'm still in the dream. I focus on my hearing and I can hear crickets and birds. A dark green, slimy path in a swamp appears infront of me and I can feel the slime under my feet.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I'm psyched about tomorrow. Try to stabilize the dream and root myself as much as possible, then play around with telekinesis. That's my plan.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

The dreams starts off with a bunch of people there. I don't recognize most of them, but there's one guy who is one of my friends who is on my racing team, and then a girl. The only other people besides these two that I know are the members of the Scooby Doo gang who are, of course, racing in their Mystery Machine. I was very excited because somehow my friends and I had managed to befriend a dragon to be our racing machine. Somebody starts the race and we begin racing across various parts of the world, including a long, low wooden bridge built over very murky water, and a large area of forest.

Most of the dream consists of just as racing. My group was in first place until we got back to the bridge area, which was the last stretch. Somehow our dragon had hurt its wing and we ended up crashing into the water. I saw my dragon race away back to where it came from under the water and I waved goodbye to it before I sunk to the bottom of the liquid. It was strange what I saw. Lined up along the edge right before the area ended were what looked like seriously freaky garden gnomes all the way across. As soon as I touched the bottom, one came at me and grabbed me, saying something about how because I had come to some Otherworld, my soul would have to be taken from my body. I grabbed a Skeleton that was at the bottom of the water and managed to trick the Gnome into thinking that the soul of this already deceased person was much better than mine, and I swam away back to the surface. I woke up just as I began to climb back onto the dock and I saw that our team had still won first place.

28.01.2011

Yearly Clown Trap (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm watching the movie "It". The scene changes and I'm a kid in a store with my mom and sister. The evil clown from "It' is trying to trick kids so he can eat them. The doors close and lock and the evil clown says he has trapped us because we don't love our families. We try reasoning with him but he won't listen when we realize it's hopeless we all start crying because weare going to loose each other. The clown says we do love each other and we are free. The store turns into a dark blue room with tables of stuf fon them. He says we can have anything we want. I realize this happened last year and the year before that. I get a lot of textbooks, the first book in a series and a chest. I find my friend and he has the second book and we agree to trade once I finish reading the first book. I go down the hall because my mom and sister are waiting outside for me. I stop to get a yearbook like I did last year. I wake up once I get in line.

Side Notes:
-The reason I realized this happened before is ebcause it was a recuriing dream that I have every year. The last time I had it I woke up right after I got the yearbook.
-I have a lot of recurring dreams which I'm trying to figure out the menaing of. I think this ties in with my fear of the clown from the movie "It".

I did a WBTB, went to sleep around half past midnight, wake up around six, went to the bathroom and back to bed, all the while repeating "I will lucid dream. When in bed I focused on my old school and a little scenario, but I had a hard time falling asleep as father and sister woke up to go to work."

#1
Loek (a friend of mine IRL) has an old razorback that he want to sell. We went to climb a mountain in a car, Loek me and some other friend. It was my turn to drive the car, and I made it to the top. After that, we were where we started, but this time, some random dude got to drive the car, and I was kinda his master to help him fullfill that task. At the hardest part where I almost failed the first time, he failed. The car sliped back a bit but luckily for us it got stuck.

Then out of nowhere there is this random old dude with a beard and sunglasses in our car. He asked me for Loek's guitar and asked Loek for his razorback. He then went on cutting, sawing and that kind of stuff. He was trying to make 1 guitar out of 2. He took the normal guitar, and but the razorback's body on it, with new attachements. The new guitar looked freaking awesome. The neck of the guitar had tubes around it, all the way down to the body, which looked like medusa, with 2 faint red glancing eyes.

Loek grabed the guitar and stepped out of the car. I felt a little bit dissapointed, because I tought the guy made the guitar for me , but I knew it was Loek's.
He went up the moutain by foot while playing the guitar.

#2

I heard my mother coming up the stairs to my room with my bird on her shoulder. She opened my door and said something like "Goodmorning, wake up dude"
Then she tried to make my bird say "Loek" which made me Lucid. Although I was lucid, I couldn't move. I felt that my mother started dancing while singing "The most beautifull chamber of Goes, The most beautifull chamber of Goes!". I got my eyes open for a little bit but then they closed again. I tried to focus on the sound of my mother's voice and the sounds my bird was making. Then I tried to change my mother in a friend of mine. The sounds stopped, and I felt that my mother was gone, but my friend her body was there instead. But she didn't make a sound and then I woke up.

I figured that this was probably just SP with some HS.

#3 (Fragment)
I don't know exactly what happend, or how I came where I am, but I'm in a youth hostel with Loek. We're about to go upstairs to get some rest, when suddenly I know I'm dreaming. I wake up.

#4

We just got back from our holiday, and the bus was almost at my stopping point. But before I knew it, I was outside the bus, without my stuff, looking how the bus turned around the corner and left.
Before I even knew, I was on a computer, on a forum, in a thread which a girl made about my stuff, that she had it. My friend mike posted that she just needed to return my stuff, other people did to. But later on in the thread they all began to talk BS xD. I was kinda afraid to post because I though "If I post, maby they think I just make this up to get some free stuff.".

I also remember just the setting of another dream. It went something like me almost failing something, but I was not going to give up, so I was victorious in the end.