nightmare

Two nights ago, I had a dream about a creepy monster. It started out as an orange snake, female. Then it turned into an evil monster. Apparently, it was called a "ground Shrek", and despite the reference to a kid's movie, it was actually quite terrifying.

It had glowing yellow eyes, and a mouth that was filled with sand. It sang a song as it began eating/killing everyone, and it went like this:

"...And we shall be appointed view
Of earth's eternal sleep."

There were a few lines before it but I couldn't make them out. It kept singing this creepy ditty over and over again as it killed people, and its voice was now deep, masculine, and hollow. The song had a tune similar to a church hymn that I know, "Go Forth With Faith", which for some reason makes it even creepier.

It raced towards me, and I couldn't get away in time. The last thing I heard inside of its mouth was this song, and I fell into the sand that fell even further into a black void. At that moment, I believed that I was facing death, and I would finally see what the afterlife was like, if it existed. Then I woke up. Terrifying, but cool.

I got out of bed and the strong urge to check under my bed occured. I check under my bed and say a man body underneath the dark corners of my bed. I felt shock and suddenly out of no where a hand comes and grabs my ankle and starts pushing inside the bed. The shock causes me to gain lucidity and I tell myself there's no way this can be really happening. So I tried to wake myself up but instead the dream scene changes. I still have lucidity and can see myself in a dark hallway where I saw on the wrote something about incest. I decided to run up the stairway and see no way to cross over. I then hear something behind my and decided to jump off a high point in the stair way to the bottom of the floor. Once I hit the bottom after feeling the gravity bring down. Everything went black and then I woke up and check my phone. My phone showed that the only friend I ever had deleted me and this caused me to feel a sense of dread. I then wake up again

Date of Dream: MON 29 APR - 2019



Dream No. 587 - Money Multiplying Madness
Nightmare!

It was night time and I was driving around the area of Dandenong; I somehow met my brother there. We approached a fenced area and came across an old Asian man that gave us two $50 notes. Once I left the fenced area, I found two $5 notes as well; my brother asked me if we should give those back. At first we didn’t need to but after some hesitation, I thought we would go and give the $5 ones back.

We arrived back at the fenced area to find the man but were met with a very nasty surprise. Cortex was violently chasing Crash and Coco but we ended up being chased as well and now, Cortex was particularly after me. At one point, I managed to hit him, repelling him slightly, but he would always catch up and be even worse than he was before. After a while of chasing, the dream moved scenes.

It was still pitch black at night but I was now by myself in the study room of my house. I still had the money in my hands but something felt off. I could actually feel the money in my hands but rather being fascinated by this, I was rather concerned and actually freaked out. I decided that I would try to find 18-Volt and ask him if he could give some insight as to what was going on. I went past the front room and heard my mum snoring in there. At the same time, I tried calling for 18-Volt but my voice was very restricted.

I walked into my parents’ bedroom and I actually see him sleeping in their bed. I tried to stay as quiet as possible as I slowly lifted the blankets and then got in under them to cuddle up next to 18-Volt. At first, as I lay down on top of 18-Volt, he felt like a teddy bear and I was starting to relax; but this feeling didn’t last long. I actually felt his body start to morph in an unusual way and this made me get alarmed. I quickly threw off the blankets and ran out of the room, slamming the door, thinking I had avoided the disaster to come; oh how I was wrong…

The door opened again and out came 18-Volt but he was not himself. He was in his realistic Game & Wario appearance but wearing his shorts only and no glasses. The dream had somehow transformed him into a ginormous muscular zombie, having these incomprehensible growls, whose disposition scared the living daylights out of me. What’s worse is that the possessed 18-Volt was actually now coming towards me and it almost felt like he wanted me for dinner.

At the corner of the stairs I am yelling something like “18-Volt! Stop!” but he didn’t seem to take notice. I now I had no other option but to defend myself. I attempted to push him down the stairs but he would not budge at all. Then out of frustration, I yelled, “Change to an accurate appearance!”. After squealing three times, I woke up from fright.



Dream No. 587
Dream Guide: 18-Volt...?
Lucid?: No

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

At my mom's apartment, something happens and I need to escape. I run for the door and in the stairway I jump all floors through the empty space in middle of the stairs. I expect the chasers not to be able to do so and gain some time with that. But it is one of those recurrent dreams I have in which the ground floor has no exit to the outside and I just hide in one apartment that had the door open and a key inside. I lock the door behind me and look for a window. I find an enclosed balcony but then I open a window and jump, just to find I am inside another balcony and this repeats several times until I decide to control the dream and focus that when I exit the window I am really outside. Funny though, I am back on the top floor and not ground floor, but I fly away and hide behind nearby buildings so my chasers don't see me in the distance. Then I fly to the mountains nearby. I reach them at dusk and find a weird place covered in stone ruins and some people walking among them, like pilgrims, they don't seem dangerous, but they all are a bit mad. They let me be, but some are a bit too curious and pushy and I need to stay flying above them because I don't feel comfortable when they approach me.

Then I am with Zilla and some other friend on a cruiseship, when we're hit by a huge storm. The ship gets dragged to the coast, enters a canal, ends up in the city of some foreign country. We are in our cabin, getting dressed to go out. It's night and it is a hostile place, but we chose to leave the ship and hide on land. We hide on some hill and we are found by a couple enemy guys. They are armed and I make a bit of a theatre that we are "defenseless confused little girls so please don't shoot us". Instead, they decide to have fun with us. One of them, a big guy, gets on top of me, but I punch him in the throat, then kick his balls, slightly slide down through his legs and apply all my force to throw him over my head and we manage to escape them.

Then we are ok and safe and visiting a museum related to the Catholic church and full of Victorian things and morbid things related to death, all in silver and lots of lace and velvet. There is a section with a dead mummified dog in an exquisite coffin. It smells like a crypt.

Me and the girls have settled at a home and we are living in peace. But one day we hear strange noises and we think we saw some guy moving around the house. Suddenly a very old police car stops at our door but the cops are dressed as prisoners with striped jumpsuits. We first suspect of them but they say they came to protect us as they claim to have followed a hired assassin that came to kill us and then we believe them.

Non-lucid.

This tops the nightmare I had about the haunted church with the demonic shrieking choir, and the dream about the wasps crawling out of my ears.

In this dream, my dad was forced (by some evil people, if I recall correctly) to shoot a group of people. This included my brother, my sister, my aunts and uncles, some of my cousins, and others. Then, he had to shoot himself.

My mom and I were spared, for some reason, but we were forced to watch as our relatives stood there and my dad pointed the weapon at them.

I woke up before it got violent, thankfully. But holy hell my subconscious must hate me. Took me a while to fall back asleep after this one. Awful.

I keep getting back into lucid dreaming and then falling out of it whenever things get too busy. This is bad. I am really trying to be more consistent from here on out.

I used to have such good recall. last night was faint, and I recall two nightmares: I had a dream about a creepy guy and his daughter, apparently. Then, I had another dream, this one about a playground for all ages including adults that was haunted/menacing. It was loosely similar to the current horror novel I'm writing. It's cool to have nightmares about your creative work; hopefully that means I'm actually creating something spooky. (:

Date of Dream: WED 27 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 550 - From Cat To Alien
Nightmare!

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my high school, back in year 12, and apparently I found out that all the year 12s had failed as a year level. What made it worse was that rather than only doing one year, we had to repeat years 10, 11 and 12. There were no arrangements made about re-enrolling yet though. That was it for the first scene.

The next scene took place in the kitchen area of my old house. My grandma was there and she was telling me that she saw someone I knew from primary school at the local shopping centre. Apparently, the girl had been trying to get in contact with me for many years but wasn’t not aware of the new house phone number. She wanted to ask me about help with choosing what to do for her university studies. My grandma told me that her name was Faila. I spoke with her over the phone but only after a short while, she got very aggressive towards me.

The cat was then in the house and at first, she was just causing a bit of trouble towards my grandma. When the cat stopped though, we thought nothing of it and my grandma actually showed some affection towards her. Here is where things got weird; the cat started to morph into a different shape. Then all of sudden, her eyes grew awfully big and like something I had never seen before. She pounced on me and I woke up in a sweat.



Dream No. 550
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

1 Ld, dild dream? Mindful

So yesterday I began questioning myself or simply stating "dream?" periodically or when I got into auto pilot.

It seems I got a little lucid DILD from it.

Other than the practice I had a headache throughout the night that kept me awake. It was pretty bad. There was a blockage in my shoulder that I cleared up but it went up to my head. I had similar feeling when I did tummo almost 2 years ago. But it's a blocked meridian that got opened and the right side of the back of my head near the crown is throbbing poetry badly. It'll probably get better when it gets to the crown I think.

So I had a hypnogigic state for a while earlier in night, had trouble dreaming from headache. I managed to "dream?" during the state and I was pretty sure if I had a dream during then it would be lucid. So I was pretty sure I'd get a Ld.

The headaches were pretty bad though but I just told myself I wanted to be always lucid so it's like my body is doing this to remind me to be lucid and non auto.

So I decided to begin labeling thoughts each time and remind myself "dream?" and that reduced the intensity and frequency a little.

I then had a dream. About a friend dark haired European boy from elementry school I think, long ago. And his friend, a blonde girl. The plot sas something like them and a gangster like corperations fighting over office space.

I experienced the dream in his pov and hers. She was kidnapped I(he) went to rescue. Ended up in sea, I was (her) and her black haired girlfriend escaped from the baddies since they were swim or diving instructors. After getting away I asked my (her) mom to give me a haircut to let go of the past. It was a Mohawk and looked pretty good honestly

So now I'm the dark haired friend (boy) again. Things are going pretty well but he gets kidnapped and the gangsters uses accupunctures to block the meridians of the body to prevent speech or any movement. They feed me liquids to keep me alive. They put on two layers of masks one large one small funny face one to hide the face. On a wheel chair also since body can't move. So now they probably are doing ransom to the girl now.

So now I (the girl) trying to rescue the guy. The "dream?" prompts me lucid and I levitate up the office building where they held him, and found him. I freed him, fixed him up and we beat up the baddies.

Dream perceived length a day or two?


Although I got lucid I still got swept up by the dream plot so I wasn't sure if I should put this as a Ld. It wasn't 100% Lucidity but control was good. Maybe if I didn't wake up after I'd have more awareness.

Next time I will keep in mind to perform some personal dream goals.

One is to create miniature sun to better light up dark dream scenes. And the other is ofc to be always lucid in dreams.

Creating the sun should be pretty easy since creating black holes came pretty naturally to me. I keep having trouble making rooms brighter with switches or commands so this shuld come in really handy.

I'll keep telling myself that it'll be easy to ask dcs for omnilucidity so I'll believe it and get omniloooocid

Dreams starts off with me having problems with my family. I felt something was off with myself as my head felt unusually active. And I felt unreasonably angry, I was arguing with my father and with my brother which escalated in to fight with him. As this happens I felt even more distraught and my head began to vibrate intensely. It got to the point that my entire body felt numb and weightless and I began to float upwards off the ground in a horizontal position about a few inches off the ground.

I remember screaming and making random sounds that I could not control. I look at the wall and could only see words that were affiliated with the bible. It said something about God and saw many symbols of satan. I then feel body back on the floor, I was standing. Every word that came out of my mouth was unintelligible. I sounded distorted and focus my intention on my brother. I had pick him up and hang him outside attempting to murder him by throwing him outside the window. My father and some other person that I have no knowledge of yelled for me to stop. I somehow gain enough control to violently toss my brother back on the room floor. My family look at me in confusion and my brother began to speak by saying he would never forgive me. I couldn't completely tell what was going on but was then finding myself leaving the house away from them.

I then eventually after the dream change began to show great signs of lucidity. I knew now that I had been dreaming but was still somewhat receptive to the feeling of fear. I went back to the old home I grew up in. I wanted to make sure that I had dreamt this and that it didn't happen in real life. I went to the old mirror and did the palm rc. Where my finger should go through my palm. I didn't several times while looking in the mirror but it wouldn't work. I began to feel sick to stomach. I knew that I was dreaming and that the dream must've not been working for the rc. I decided to wake up.

Date: Some time around 2009-2011

I go to the backyard of the Dubai house, and to the back at the left, there is a large pit. I jump into the pit and there are animated skeletons and a man wrapped in bandages, who resembles the Spazm halloween prop. I then have a false awakening, waking up at my grandparents’ old house in Abu Dhabi.

Date: Summer of 2018

I am in my grandma’s (mom’s mom’s) house in India, which is one floor above the ground. I hear from my mother that I am being conscripted to fight a war, either against the United States or China (I cannot remember - I was either being conscripted as an Indian to fight against the USA, or as an American to fight against China). I inform my mother I am going to commit suicide, and her response is simply “Okay, go ahead.” I walk outside, and jump from the first floor, landing on my head which splits open. I then walk up to the first floor (or possibly teleport, I can not remember walking back up) and jump again, still failing to kill myself.

Date: October of 2018

I am in a large building. At one point I am on the terrace. At another point, I am inside the building and am watching some sort of show. In the show, a large black human body is floating around, standing up. I think he is the controller of the show. The show is quite gory and people are being decapitated and mutilated. The silence is deafening, and the show is long. The dream then ends, and I wake up.

Date: 31/May/2018

Another dream from a while ago.

In this dream, my parents are mad at me so for some reason they lock me in my room. I manage to escape through the window, and go downstairs. Several girls from my school are present. My dad runs over, unfolds a paper clip, and begins to violently dig it into the inside of my elbow. No blood is present but the skin is penetrated.

I turn to the girls and state "I want you to see what is happening."

Date: 6/Jun/2018

This is an older dream which I am getting the specifics of through messages I sent friends regarding it when it happened.

This is during the time I was studying for my GCSEs, slightly after rather. I think I just had additional maths remaining after this point. In any case, the first part of the dream consisted of my mother approaching me to inform that my "biology revision" was in the fridge. I went down to the fridge and opened it, and saw mutilated limbs, crushed eyeballs and skulls, brains, and I recall feeling very disturbed and scared.

The next part of the dream... I have a garbage bag and am trying to figure out how to safely dispose of the corpse without alerting authorities, which is weird, as I have no criminal tendencies. There is also a serial killer present, and he claims that the bodies are his victims.

Later, the serial killer escapes my house and reaches this building where I used to have my tennis classes, and after either me or my mom call the FBI (I don't remember which one of us calls them), and a car passes by to abduct the serial killer in a way similar to how the NIS agent abducts the serial killer in the Korean film "I Saw The Devil."

After that, I apparently go to the beach with my dad.


I think that the serial killer in my dream was probably Yoshikage Kira from JoJo part 4.

Date: Between 2005 and 2007

This is a dream I've had a long time ago but it's still one of the most vivid ones. So vivid, that I in fact feel like it's real life sometimes. I was in an antique store, and all of a sudden, the door to the toilet swung open. A huge anthropomorphic tiger walks out of the toilet towards me. I have the imagery of my mom holding my mouth open, and the tiger inserting some sort of dentist tools into my mouth.