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Night of May 4, 2017. Thursday.



I become aware of a window, but I do not know the location. The window has ice on the bottom in the form of vertical columns of different heights. Over time, I see that it almost looks like a cityscape.

Eventually, I see that it actually is a miniature cityscape of ice, with some three-dimensional associations. Over time, I move my hand “into” this city and take out toys and objects, such as small metal cars, tiny dollhouse furniture, and unknown items. I absentmindedly pull out a man of about half an inch high. He squirms in my hand and I apologize and put him back. However, I put him back on the “public sidewalk”, not back through the high window of a very tall building. He stands and looks up at it, puzzled as if uncertain how to get back. (This of course is not logical. I would assume he would just go through the entrance and take the elevator.)

After this, I continue to take out more items, even small vases of flowers.

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Most dream scenes of non-lucid dreams (although I become lucid here, eventually) are either re-induction symbolism or waking symbolism. This part contains the re-induction symbolism, where the highest building symbolizes my conscious self in real time. Putting the miniature man on the sidewalk is a subliminal attempt to sustain my dream. (There was no “protest” from the preconscious due to this dream not being near one of the last dreams of the sleeping period, where the preconscious otherwise has more and more dominance relevant to the biological need to wake.)

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Date of Dream: THU 4 MAY - 2017



Dream No. 106 - Separated Sections

Dream 106 A - An Unreachable Seminar
It was Monday the 14th of February in Katrina's accounting class and she mentioned that we wouldn't be having class on Tuesday the 15th of February because we were going on some kind of excursion. It then skipped to Tuesday and we arrived at the building that this seminar was going to be in. The accounting coordinator, named John in the dream (his name isn't John in real life and his appearance in the dream was also altered) said that we all had to take the lift to the 12th floor. As always, I was scared of taking the lift and so I hesitantly approached John to tell him. Grumpy John followed after me while I tried to find stairs.

I eventually did find stairs but they only went up to six floors and then it was a dead end. At the top, he grouched at me that we would have to take the lift but I wasn't having any of it. Once we got to the bottom floor again, I said to myself, “Nope, I'm going home”. Just then, my mum appeared and said we could go to the shops. The dream scene then skipped to these shops which looked like a good shopping centre but it was really just one, long, bendy corridor. That's all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 106 B - The Dock Of Fort Beach
I forgot what I was exactly doing at the start but I do remember these to baby boys, one with hair and one without. My dad would give me one baby to carry but the baby would appear extremely heavy and I'd start to drop him. The dream would always make me lower the babies to the ground and unintentionally hurt them. As I'd then give one baby away, my dad would always offer me the other one and the process would repeat itself. I eventually told my dad that I had enough and so he stopped giving me babies.

I then found myself walking along a wide version of Canals in Venice. I was on the skinny path side next to the tall buildings while my brother was on the open side which on-looked to distant scenery. He then asked why I was on this particular side and I told him it was so I didn't have to cross later on. He then had to find somewhere to cross over himself... He eventually found a skinny metal bar across the river which he crossed over.

We then ended up this place called The Dock of Fort Beach which actually wasn't an open coast, it was more like a contained which I remember calling the “basin”. One end of of the so called basin had steep cliffs on each side and as you went further to the other end, the terrain would become more even. My whole family was at that place, including RC (and no, her full name is not "Reality Check"). I wanted to try and “fly” up to the top of the cliff from the lower end of the basin... So I would flap my arms and each time I did that, I would get slightly higher (just how Kirby moves in Super Smash Bros) but I would never be able to get high enough to land on the cliff. I tried again a few times before I gave up.

I then said to my parents that I was going to “go to sleep for a few minutes” but what I was really insinuating is that I was going to see Dreamy WB for help but I didn't want to say that to my parents. Then I actually shut my eyes and it was just like I was having a light sleep in real life. Although I couldn't see Dreamy WB, my mind was still visualising her (like in real life when you think about things). The basin had no water around but I felt these waves coming over me like I was at an open coast. Each time I knew one was about to come, I'd take a breath in and hold it until the wave went back down. Eventually, a wave went up and completely covered me and that's when I woke up to find myself still in the basin dream scene.

The cliff now appeared lower to me and more accessible. I tried the same flying move and this time, decided to go slightly higher than the cliff top to ensure I wasn't “cheating”. When I was on top of the cliff, my dad was so amazed that he wanted to take a photo of me. I was worried when sitting in my pose that I was going to fall off the cliff but I didn't. He then took the picture and showed it to me... But the preview on the camera wasn't me, it was replaced with an animated lion's face, like something from the movie Madagascar. I then really woke up.



There is much more to the "sleep scene" and the effect of the environment afterwards than recounted here. I do have some thoughts to share on it... So stay tuned for my first "Behind The Scenes" Journal!

Hey guys, I've been gone for a while. Since I've been getting lucid in almost all of my dreams I had lost motivation to journal them all, because it was just so much stuff. Anyways, I have planned to write all of my "WTF" type dreams on here as well as my interesting Non lucids. Every once in a while I will log in a Lucid as well. I guess I'll just mix them all up. Anyways, here goes.

1. I'm in Dylan's house. Everything looks pretty much the same except for the fact that it's a bit darker all throughout the house. All of the lights seem to be off except for the light in the kitchen, which is glowing with an extremely bright white light. Dylan sits down in the living room and I join him. At this point we're just chilling for the most part. Dylan's dad walks in and proceeds to go into the kitchen. Out of curiosity we both get up and join him. While walking into the kitchen I notice a painting on the wall. It looks like a painting from Imaginary Foundation, and it is so large that it covers 3 panels with each panel being about 28 x 20 inches. I mention it. "Whoa dude where did you get this painting?" I ask. "I don't know but it's coming down next week to make room for something else" Dylan's dad says. Dylan has no reply and seems fine with this.
We all then go back to the living room and take a seat once more. About a minute or so passes when suddenly Mack walks in. She comes into the living room where we are seated and practically yells, "No Cory I will not marry you". I am flabbergasted at such a random statement, and for some reason and little hurt. Seconds later Dylan's mom enters the room, and she is crying hysterically. "I know you two have been acting up upstairs" she tells us. I am lost as I have no idea what she is talking about. Yet another person enters the living room suddenly, but I do not know him. He's rather short, has short black hair, and is really skinny. "Guys, this is my friend. He's in the marines" she tells us. I get up and introduce myself, and seconds later find myself walking outside and talking with this guy.
For some unknown reason, I begin to roast this dude about how he's in the military but yet is so skinny(This is not like me at all). "Yeah dude, I've actually been trying to gain some weight, specifically muscle" he tells me. I acknowledge his response and we keep walking. We walk into a large school of some sort, possibly a college, and after walking down a hallway for a bit we go into a classroom. The classroom is fairly small, and the carpet is a mix of gray, blue, green, and purple colors. The walls are a normal white. As we both take a seat, the class begins. Seconds later Dylan and Mack walk in and take a seat as well. I then proceed to sit in my chair for what felt like literally 15 minutes at the least, and I find myself zoning out and daydreaming about other things. When I come to, I take a good look at the professor. He has medium length black hair, and strong blonde highlights. "What the hell, I have no idea who this dude is" I think to myself.
Suddenly Dylan and Mack get up and come over to me. "Dude come on lets leave" he tells me right before he walks out. I stay seated for a moment. I look back up to the professor, but it isn't the same man. Now it is some Indian man. He walks up to me and tells me that I should not leave. I then somehow realize that it is 9 am, and that class is only 20 minutes in. Nevertheless the new professor had not dissuaded me, so I proceeded to rise up from my seat and exit the class. When I got out of the class I noticed that Dylan and Mack were now gone, no where in sight. I walk to the end of the current hallway I'm in and enter another classroom. This classroom is mostly empty except for a few desks and a random sitting bench pushed against a wall. Mack and my parents are already in here, but Dylan is no where to be found.
Right as I make eye contact with Mack she almost yells once more, "No Cory I will not kiss you". Wow, okay, I had no idea that I asked for a kiss, but okay. My father decides to chime in for a second. "You know Mckenzie, you should give him a try. He's learned a lot and has the potential to be a good kisser. In fact, Cory is very precarious"(I looked that shit up, and precarious means that something is dependent on chance; uncertain, so thanks for the help dad). Mack looks back at me and says, "I guess". She just so happens to be sitting on the bench I mentioned before, so I go over to the bench and plop down right next to her. Now we are straight up looking into each others eyes, and wow she has these amazing blue eyes that could make any man fall for her. I am now completely in the moment, experiencing the now. I am also experiencing a heavy rush of emotions, as well as astounding levels of excitement. "Holy shit. I'm about to kiss this beautiful woman" I think to myself, adding onto my already exponentially increasing levels of excitement.
Just then, right as we're about to kiss, someone calls Mack's name and she gets distracted. I fell let down and cheated, for we were literally about to kiss, and I felt the happiness of a little boy. Alas, seconds later I get distracted as well, and for some reason end up leaving the room. I am now walking down yet another hallway. As I am doing so, I notice a random doorway in the middle of this hallway. There is no door attached, it is just a doorway. Hanging in this doorway are tons of pieces of thick, animal-like hair that is gray in color. I notice an old man standing to the side of this doorway, with a spray-bottle of some sort of solution in his hand that looks like straight dark yellow piss. As I walk up to the doorway to go through it, I duck my head to avoid the pieces of nasty hanging hair. By some stroke of magic or pure chance, I somehow get one of the pieces of hair into my mouth, and it is stuck.
I rush to find somewhere to spit this shit out as quick as I can. The first thing my eyeballs see as a good spot to do so, is an interior pond in the hallway, covering the length of, and replacing, the entire right wall. A woman is standing over by the pond, but I could not care less given the dire situation I have found myself in. I start walking around her to get to the pond, but she stops me by constantly readjusting her position to the point where she is blocking me no matter where I go. It's like when you're walking past someone and try to dodge them, but they go the same way you do. Except here, I am completely trapped as no matter where I move, she moves right in front of me, over and over again. I end up not ever getting the nasty animal hair out of my mouth, and I awaken.

Not much remembered from last night. I have in my dream notes "Creepy thing, plus white fluid, plastic bottle." I don't remember what was creepy, but I do remember waking up with a scared feeling. And I do remember a plastic water bottle filled with some weird white fluid.

Cursed fragments. That's all I've got for today. D: And now I'm going to bed! Slept 7 hours btw.

I ran out through the yard door after being semi lucid with kiro and another non lucid escapade. In the yard I became fully lucid looking at the familiar floor of the yard and everything around me. The view was pleasantly vivid so I took it in before telling myself"I'm going around like usual". When I did run around though I came across my mom who was in a predicament. She was telling me that there was something ominous in the area. As she was telling me this I noticed a purple ooze forming and increasing in quantity behind her. It started to pull her in like a flood of purple water looping over and over again. "It's not going to hurt her"I thought as I watched and wondered if there was any meaning behind what was happening.

When she stopped panicking and walked away calmly it stopped than formed into a young man with bright blue eyes and short smoothed out blonde hair. He was wearing a light blue collar shirt and a short blackish/purplish pants. "Why did you come here? Is there something you want to tell me?"I asked him not changing my unmoved stare and observing his facial reactions. Smiling, he walked up to me openly and told me "I just came to tell you, you need to work on your music more".When he said that I kept the unmoved facial expression than asked him as if I was serious "But how do I even get better?". He than walked closer to me and than turned to fiddle around with something while saying "Well, like with anything you practice and you'll eventually get better". I wasn't really expecting for him to be so calm, especially with the way I was looking at him so I just stopped when I saw him not reacting to it than looked to his shorts. "Hmm...This seems familiar. Like something I saw from adventure time".

I said that not sure if it was a false memory than pulled his shorts a bit. He looked nervous than and told me "Oh, really? I, uh" like he was trying to hold in a nervous uncomfortable laughter. After pulling it and him moving though I saw his pants go up and it looked like he had a few small cuts on his thigh."Woops"I thought than wondered why things were turning out like this. I know he said something afterward too but I forgot what it was. I think I woke up after looking at his eyes again..



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Trail Confusion


I was outside nearing night time in some desert. I went to cross a road but there were a lot of vehicles. They eventually let me pass and I went up a trail. I was going really fast on a bike or something.. couldn't remember. When It was getting really dark I turned around but wound up on a different path to someplace else. I was getting lost.

Frag of house building.

I was climbing up a ladder to a landing in my house. I was sweating and hung my hoodie on top of the ladder. Asuka was there who looked a bit like lindsay and said I shouldn't hang it there. I just sort of shrugged. That's all I remember.

WBTB at 3 am.

Work 1

Dream where I am working at Wal Mart again. I am doing things outside. I see Jamie leave as well as my brother. They go into cars and leave.. for some reason I flip them the bird as they drive away (felt like they were in on something that they weren't telling me about, and I didn't like being kept in the dark). I still had an hour left.

A while later I was lost so I got into a cab who drove me back to Wal Mart. I decided to pay with debit and opened my wallet. I couldn't find my card. I had three block buster cards. strange. I began arguing with the driver when the dream ended.

Work 2

Frag of leaving a shift at McDonald's and my brother is starting his shift. In waking life he doesn't work there but it doesn't prompt me to RC. As I'm leaving the lobby, he gets frustrated with something and slams his hands into the deep fryer oil. He starts screaming but stops. Then he falls over on his side. He now had long hair down to his shoulders. I run up to him and shake him and ask if he's okay. But I wake up.

Defense

Frag of fighting training with someone. It was to do with hand to hand and I was blocking punches.

2017, 05-03

Minecraft Inner World

I am in a place I don’t recognize, but it looks like the aftermath of a disaster of some kind. I look around to see if I can figure out where I am. There is a man there looking at me, and he comes over. He says he’s glad I was finally able to make it here. A Japanese woman in a kimono comes over with a plate of cookies. She says she knows I love her cookies, so have one. I take a cookie, it is chocolate chip and it is delicious. Soon, names come to mind for the woman and the man. He is MoSh, and she is Asuka, and I had a goal! The goal was to fix stuff up here after MoSh’s inner world was invaded last night. I look around, and I start seeing things as if they were in the video game Minecraft. I tell the two of them that I will gladly help repair things.

I go to where it looks like there was once a house but now there is a large hole in the ground and the frame of a house. My mind has gotten stuck on Minecraft somehow (I haven’t played it for a long time) so I go with that and I start moving around blocks of dirt to fill in the hole so the house will be stable on top of it. I am doing that when I see another man, and this time I think of Data from Star Trek. He says he might have to rethink the catacombs to make sure they are also protected, he hadn’t figured the remote viewers would find them so easily. I keep moving blocks of dirt around, but I hang on to some blocks of various minerals and precious metals that I find. I have found copper, silver, gold, and a ton of coal. I come across some sand and I collect that, too, since I remember that is one of the few types of block in Minecraft that is affected by gravity. If I leave sand and MoSh wants to build down there later, it could all collapse. I run out of dirt blocks and I have to get out of the hole to collect more. I deposit my inventory of minerals and metals in a neat pile in an empty lot area. I call over to MoSh that I’m leaving the good stuff I found over here, so he can build or craft with it at his leisure. He looks surprised at that and comes over to look at what I have found. I go to a hill that doesn’t seem to serve much purpose and I collect some more dirt blocks to complete filling the hole.

After filling enough of the hole I start looking at the debris pieces and picking those up. All of the parts of the house should still be here as long as a Creeper hasn’t exploded any of it. I start rebuilding the house as I find the pieces, but I haven’t found all of the pieces yet. I have some pieces from the second level but no stairs so I put up a ladder to get there. Then I wonder if I’m doing it right, after all, this is MoSh’s house, not mine. I look around for MoSh, Asuka, or Data to tell me if I’m doing this the way they want it done. I don’t see any of them for a few minutes, then I spot MoSh moving some blocks around on the lower level of the house. I ask him how he wants things to be laid out, but he just shrugs at me so I decide to keep working. If he doesn’t like it, things in Minecraft are usually pretty easy to rearrange. So I keep building, and still I haven’t found any stairs. Maybe there was a Creeper? Maybe the Templars stole the stairs? But that doesn’t make any sense… why would Templars steal stairs?!

After a lot of working and moving stuff and finding some even more rare minerals and metals to add to the growing resource pile I finally step back and look at what we have built. The area has started to look surprisingly familiar, like a Minecraft version of a video game place I have seen many times before but I can’t think of what game it comes from because it is a game I don’t personally play. The only thing out of place is the large pile of rare minerals and ores that I have piled in an open area. I look around to see if I can find MoSh. I don’t see him now, but I see Asuka. I go over to her and ask where MoSh is. She says she thinks he woke up, but he will probably be back. She says to stick around for a bit, MoSh had mentioned trying to heal my sickness. I tell her that might have to wait, because I think I am about to wake up. Even as I say that, everything around me is fading to black and I wake.

8/8/13 | Fuzzy Legs, blimeycow Cliff Jump
I dreamt that I had the particular version of digitigrade legs (couldn’t feel them because it was a non-lucid dream) that I wanted, and I could run 3x faster than my normal speed. [New Scene] This is where it gets really weird. I don’t remember some things prior to this, but I was at some sort of outdoor education place or a camp. I looked straight up at the sky(I was on a hillside with some gravel and some grass and trees around the sides), and looked at a box with some paragliders on them. Then suddenly Jordan and Josh (blimeycow) were there. The other guy was controlling his glider and keeping it really high off the ground; I could barely see it. Then we suddenly ran up another hill, in which a bridge was anchored to. Jordan and Josh actually jumped off the 50+ft cliff next to the bridge.

8/9/13 | OoT 3D Inside Fish as Adult
The only part I remember was that I was playing Ocarina of Time 3D and I was in the fish as an adult. Also Link swam underwater some.

8/10/13 (L) Value: 0 | Put Your Cups Here
The only parts I remember were running away from loads of beehives, and using site-to-site transport to become invisible. Also, I was at a random building with someone saying, “Put your cups here!” The voice sounded like it would come from an old, cranky, abusive, female head of an orphanage. Also, while a bunch of people along with me were running north on the street, some of them picked up the hives and threw them at me and the others. Also, there was one part where I was lucid, and when I started to wake up, I rubbed my hands and spun around, and it stabilized the dream. From there, I don’t know what happened to it.
Time: 20-40 seconds

8/11/13 | Bike, Concrete Sign
There was this British actor parade after I landed on someone’s moving bike and crashed into a concrete sign. Also, a model of a 19th-century ship was taken apart and flattened.

2017, 05-02

Dream Job

I am in an office building waiting for an interview for a new job. I remember that I am here looking for a job in town so I won’t have the hour and a half commute each way to get to work any more. I am afraid I will have to take a cut in pay, but the extra time I’ll have and the gas I’ll save will make it well worth my while. I have the idea I am here interviewing for a data entry job, which should be sufficiently mind-numbing so I have enough mental energy to work on making video games when I get home from work. I sit in the waiting room for a bit and then a woman comes out and introduces herself as Amy Rhinds and leads me to her office, which is a very nice office. I wonder if she is the CEO to have this office. I sit in one of the chairs beside her desk as she sits in her desk and smiles. As she is about to start the interview the office door opens and a man comes in. He sits in one of the chairs, but Amy doesn’t respond. I figure he must be sitting in on the interview for some reason.

The interview begins and Amy is asking typical questions I would expect, how fast I type, what software experience do I have, do I have experience with databases… I answer each one to the best of my ability. Then the man gets up from the chair and walks over to me. He says something about dreams. My first thought is that he is saying I must be dreaming if I think I will get this job. But I really want it, and since Amy isn’t paying any notice to him, I decide not to, either. She asks me a couple more questions, and I try to answer them without being distracted. The man, now next to me, is still talking about dreams. I tell him my real dream will come true after I get the job. Amy just looks confused and asks who I am talking to. She can’t see the man at all? I think I have just messed up my chances at the job. The man is still talking about dreams, but now I’m mad. He says to check if I don’t believe him. Amy brings the interview to a close and says she will get in touch with me if I’m chosen for the job. I leave, feeling really down. I already know I won’t get the job. It’s back to my hour and a half commute. Fun. I am about to leave the office building when I wake up.

I am on a vacation with my family. We are climbing up elevator like stairs to a floating island in the middle of the place. Now on top, I see the place more clearly. There are famous monuments from around the world, I see the Lincoln Monument, the Leaning Tower of Pisa, and the Champion's Arch. The sky is a clear blue. I have a button on my shirt that allows me to float in case I fall. I'm slighty lucid, so I think it might come in handy. I somehow find myself in my school. I quickly leave the school through a open door in the hallway. I hear someone yell. I get kinda scared, and my dream reacts by slowing me down. Luckily I am able to get to the edge. I press the button to slow down, but instead of falling hundreds of thousands of feet, I only fall about 5 feet. I hit the wet grass below me. I turn around and see my teacher looking furious. He jumps down, unphased and comes really, really close to me. I call that my dream is way too unstable. I quietly whisper, "dream, reboot;" And the dream turns black. I am now in another school, I go inside a class and a man with a bunny mask is the teacher. I sit down, but acidently break a bottle with white pebbles in it. The teacher is mad, but doesn't really show it. The dream becomes unstable and I wake up.

Morning of May 3, 2017. Wednesday.



In my dream, I am a flying cat with wings like an owl. I have no idea how this came about (even though over one in five of my dreams have always naturally involved flight transitions, not including the additional flight transition metaphors such as elevators and staircases and forms of transportation) but it is what it is. (I will say that my waking mechanism was highly unusual, perhaps as a result of my cold, which I will explain later.)

As a flying cat, I am still with Zsuzsanna, but she is too young to be involved in a serious cat relationship and does not have wings. Still, she climbs up an outdoor feature that is much like a stalagmite (of about ten feet high). It is our hope that we will be married and live as healthy cats in the outdoors.

My mother-in-law (who we thankfully have not had to deal with much in years) as a human being is present, though her role does not seem clearly defined. After her annoying us several times, I somehow am able to lift her up with my flying-cat-self and carry her over overgrown culverts that are half-filled with water. (This is a subliminal attempt at re-induction. That is, I am non-lucidly trying to “erase” an undesirable dream character with release into the dream rendering mechanism, which takes the form of a body of water and symbolizes the dynamics of sleeping and dreaming in real time.)

One event relates to hearing a conversation about Zsuzsanna, as a cat, being spayed until later on when we can be free cats. (This really makes no sense, as spaying is supposed to be permanent.) Interestingly, free cats do not have owners - as cats only have human owners prior to maturity. (This is a curious distortion of the dynamics of the human life cycle; that is, children need parents when growing up, but not necessarily when they are older.)

Meanwhile, there are vivid scenes of Zsuzsanna and I, as human beings, walking near culverts, which are likely modeled after the ones along Highway Seventeen (and I get the impression that we are on the east side of the highway), where I have not been since mid-1978. (Again, this is related to re-induction, though the water remains at about half the depth of the culvert height. Water as symbolizing the real-time dynamics of sleep and level of dreaming is something that continuously occurs in my dreams and I had learned to control it to some extent years ago, depending on how deeply I am sleeping, also to the point where there is non-lucid dream control as here, though it typically occurs naturally and automatically.)

The depth of the water of the culvert (level of sleep depth) changes over about four partial awakenings. This is where the atypical waking mechanisms occur. My flying-cat-self is not fully operative during this time (especially when the water depth in the culvert is minimal), during these micro-transitions. I experience four stronger abdominal jolts (but do not fully wake), each of which I mention aloud to Zsuzsanna, though I am not sure if she is sleeping. As I have often explained before, abdominal jolts in liminal states are never unpleasant. Still, after the fourth one in about five minutes (when typically there is ever only one during a dream sequence), I am quite surprised. (There is also one minor shoulder jolt relating to my “wings”.) I had been sleeping on my right side at this time. “What? That’s the fourth one,” I say to Zsuzsanna before returning to deeper sleep.

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The part about Zsuzsanna not having wings is a direct reference to her not being asleep (typically a real-time link as was established even before we met), as she now has a cold and mine is diminishing enough for me to sleep a bit more.

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I forgot a dream from wbtb.

Bjork in Hypnagogic Hallucinations

I see a dream scene forming before me. Just Bjorks face and on it is drawn makeup in black and purple lines. There are tears streaming down her face. I ask, "What's wrong?". Her face turns profile and now there are two of her faces staring at one another. I again see her eyes behind them and they are bright, staring into my soul. Then I wake briefly.

Docks

Just a dream of walking my dog in some woods. Then i come to an area by a lake with a bunch of walk along docks. the place reminds me of Cultus Lake Chilliwack.

Reading my Dream Journal

Just a frag of reading my DV dream journal. In one entry I have twelve one sentence fragment dreams.

Attack


Starts I'm in the catacombs that Data built in my inner world. I'm there planting bombs on the sides of walls and doors. Captain Janeway and Seven of Nine are with me. The ordeal gives me the creeps. They tell me a big attack is coming from the Remote Viewers.

The dream speeds up to much into the fight. I'm sneaking around the outside of my house with my dog with a phaser in my hand. I enter a side door and go inside to see something I don't like and forget what. So I rewind the dream and I'm back with my dog on the other side of the house. I sneak around the corner and push my dog into the ground because I see remote viewers peering out the window this time. I guess they remembered the rewind and knew where I was coming from. A guy that looks like a cross between Shawn Bean and Colm Meany runs around the corner, and someone shoots him from behind me, Then Data runs from behind me with a phaser and then runs ahead. My vision zooms out to third person view for a bit and I see my house is located on something like Grove Street from GTA San Andreas. In the Roundabout parts there is a large gunfight going on. But instead of Grove gangs in green VS red Ballas, It's people in starfleet uniforms VS random guys in Casual bowling shirts.

I hear an explosion and then I see my house begin to fal into a sinkhole. I fly from the backyard to my neighbors where Jaas and his GF are standing watching the scene. Jaas says to me, "Aww that sucks man. Wanna come hang out and have a beer?"

"No way," I said, "I have a lot of work to do." I go to my front yard and all that's left is the wall frame of my house and a knocked over mailbox. I pick my mail box up and find a place to put it in the ground and then I wake up.

Last night
bed 10:30 pm
GPC (600 mgs) - 3 am
WBTB - 4 am - 4:45 am
GM (8mgs) - 4:45 am - sofa time
Got up at 5:15am to potty, then lay on my left side and WILD
LD estimate - 40 min long

Woke up from a 40 min lucid at 6:45.

1. Climbing
In a huge, gymnasium size room. Climbing up on ropes, ledges, jumping from one to next with incredible ease. Feels great.

2. Phone TOTM
I decide to see if anybody is calling, so I pull out my phone from my pants pocket, same as in last dream. I'm thinking about holding it to my ear with my shoulder, but don't want to drop it while climbing that high. I couldn't make it ring, so another TOTM fail.

3. Tell me a story TOTM
In a room with tons of DCs. I remember the "Ask a DC to tell you a story" TOTM.
I walk up to a young asian woman. I ask her to tell me a story. She says "NO". I'm like "wut?" So I walk up to another woman to my right, standing with group of friends. I again ask her to tell me a story. She is obviously looking for words, but I sense a rejection. While I wait, I lose interest and move on, and possibly lose lucidity here for a bit.

4. Smoke monsters
Probably same building. Someone says something about some monsters outside. I look outside peeking through the door and there is a huge smoke figure. Looks like a tornado reaching from ground to high into the skies, in faint shape of a humanoid figure. It's all moving, you can see the dark smoke swirl and move.

We try to run, but as I look behind next corner, another smoke figure is coming from there, and another one from third direction. We kinda run around a bit in a panicked chaos.

5. Your mind is a room - take the elevator to the deepest levels TOTM - success
I find myself in a medium sized, almost empty room. Something like a lobby, but on upper levels. I remember this TOTM and say out loud, very clearly and articulately: This room is my mind. I repeat it once more.

When I'm satisfied that it's so, I say "there is an elevator behind me". (When reading this TOTM and one attempt during the WBTB, I decided that UP is the way to go to the deepest/highest levels of my mind. Plus I don't like to go down, because of the negative association with that.)

I turn and walk to the barely visible door in the wall. I open it and walk into another, much smaller room, but it's not the elevator. I walk through another door and I force it to be an elevator by walking to the wall and looking for controls until I see them. They are the regular 1-9 numerals. I can't decide if it should be 1 or 2, and while another person presses some number, I look for an arrow UP and when I find it, I press it. The controls are barely visible. They are same shiny metallic as the rest of the wall, and flush with the wall. Hard to see. I make it to the top floor.

The door opens into a busy, bustling room which looks like produce section of a grocery store. There are tables with fruits and vegetables and people taking care of them. (ok, so now my real life job is my subC?) Anyway, I'm surprised by this.

6. Yeah, there was sex ofc.

I did a lot of hovering, flying up with ease, and when it started to be hard, I just forced it to be easy again by not forcing it, just by knowing it's easy.

8/1/13 (L) Value: 0 | Generic Lucid 2
I became lucid in my dream room, where I stabilized the dream. I rubbed my hands together and followed them with my eyes. That caused my real body to start to wake up, so I stopped for a second, then tried again. This time, I constantly moved around to keep the dream stabilized. I don’t remember anything after that.
Time: 30-50 seconds

8/2/13 | EMP, Blue Light in the Sky
I had to eat an EMP, which was actually a stamp with a cruise ship on it. It was to stop a missile that was going to kill Sarah. When it almost exploded, I saw it dropping out of the sky. It shined a blue light for a second.

8/6/13 (L) Value: 0 | Blue Magnetic Tornadoes, Leather Jacket, Changing the Main Male
(L)-These magnetic tornadoes were all around a city me and my dream friends were in. A police officer drove up to the house we were taking refuge in as the blue one closed in on us. Somehow, the police car had flipped over, and the guy inside was killed by the tornado as it passed next to him. We all ran upstairs just as it hit us. When it hit us, all the metal stuff went flying, and then it dissipated. So we went back downstairs, and that is when the thought of dreaming crossed my mind. We walked out a door, and I woke up from forgetting to stabilize.

-Dad and I walked into somewhere in a forest with shotguns and suddenly were sitting on a bench without them. The guns were now in a shed protected by a huge hornet nest barely 20ft away from it. I pulled on the rope connected to it, and ran onto the road leading out. Of course, and as usual, it’s hard to run in dreams for the most part, so when I tried to run, I was slow and floaty. Suddenly, I was wearing a leather jacket and a useless nerf gun, and I was suddenly at my house. [New Scene] I was in a video game and playing it at the same time with Ocarina of Time’s graphics. I was Link when I was playing it. When I tried to open a door, some text said, “You can’t open this door, but you can change the main male.” I went over to and talked to a Kokori dude with blue clothes, and he said something about his brothers being goofy and bringing that goofiness and irrational stuff to the kingdom.
Time: 6-10 seconds

7/14/13 (L) Value: 1 | “I’m Safe”
There was one scene lucid, but it was a new way to fight nightmares. I can remind myself that I’m safe over and over again.
Time: 15-30 seconds

7/25/13 (L)x2 Value: 0 | Dream Sign: Large Animals
I can’t remember the beginning, but the world looked similar to Minecraft. I became lucid right near the beginning, and I stabilized the dream. There was some disaster simulator. I hit the flood button, and some water came onto the beach. Then there were some giant animals running onto the land from the water. Every time I saw one, I told myself that I was lucid. I don’t remember anything after that.
Time: 20-40 seconds

7/29/13 | Lake Shack, Driving Off a Cliff
Some cool stuff. West of green mountain (had this in a previous dream) there was a lake and a shack. I remember part of the road to it. It had snow, very thing, and drove the truck down. Don’t remember much here. [New Scene] Dad, Grandpa and I were driving up some cascade mountains (imaginary scenery, but amazing). As we were driving alongside a cliff, I thought to myself, “I don’t want to go off the edge.” Turned a corner at high speed, barely missed a pile of wood. Next corner, too high of a speed, and we drove straight off a cliff, with me flying into the air outside the truck, plummeting to the ground. Then I died. Dad came out and locked on to my tricorder signal. He said, “Yeah, he’s dead.” [Skip][Back at Home] I looked west, and saw smoke from a fire that I previously saw at the shack at the lake. I woke up here.