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    1. Multiple Realities

      by , 01-23-2011 at 10:10 AM
      This was several days ago...


      The dream starts out in an alternative version of the Grand Canyon. Surrounding the canyon are several stores and neighborhoods. I get to know these places very well in my stay there. The beginning is a bit hazy, I know that I am looking for my mother. I am far out somewhere in the desert, far from the canyon itself. I know to find her I will need help. I am having trouble grounding myself so I can perform a proper search. I am not lucid. Somehow I come into contact with an army of baby sea turtles. I am hovering up in the air but not flying, just watching. There are thousands of them just crawling along the desert floor. I think I wanted them to help me, but they just kept on to their destination.

      Time passes and I am feeling more grounded. I guess maybe I was searching for the canyon itself. I spent a long time wandering in the desert, sometimes flying and sometimes walking. Just searching rather aimlessly. There is a period of the dream I don't remember, and eventually I find the canyon and the city surrounding it. I fly above the city at night, this is still non lucid and not all that vivid. I've got this feeling like I'm trying to ground myself to the dream, so I can search for my mother properly. But it's really difficult and I'm more hovering then flying, trying to find my way down.

      Another period I don't remember, and here is where things get interesting. Dream becomes vivid (as vivid as they come!). Still not lucid. I am on the ground in this city surrounding the canyon. I know I've got to find my mother. The first time I try, I find a pay phone and attempt to call her. A gun appears from within the pay phone and it begins shooting at me on its own. I have to run to escape the bullets. Another time I try to use the same pay phone, and a man with a machine gun is up on a hill and starts shooting at me. Every time I try to find her, something stops me.

      Eventually I find my mother. I am walking along a hill and look down at a Lowe's parking lot. I can see her outside in the lot, helping men unload some boxes from a truck. I don't feel relieved to have found her. I go down and try talking to her. But it just doesn't feel right. She looks like my mother but after talking to her, I know she isn't. I become convinced that I am in a dream. I want to wake up so I can find her.


      This is my first time switching realities.

      I wake up in a house that I have never seen before. I walk to the kitchen and my mom, her boyfriend (ex-boyfriend in real life) and my best friend are all in there making breakfast. I am so glad to have woken up! I tell my mom about the dream. She does not respond as I would expect. I refer to this as reality one, with the GC being reality two.

      Switch back to the Grand Canyon. I am really frustrated now. I had just woken up (still under the assumption that reality one is real life). I now know this is a dream for sure and I feel like somehow I've fallen back asleep after just waking up. Still not lucid. Although I believe this to be a dream I am still left wanting to search for my mother. I don't really know why, but its the whole point of this dream. I spend time searching and find her near a restaurant. We talk for a while but it is so upsetting to talk to this woman who looks like my mother but really isn't. I try to tell her about how I am dreaming and want to wake up, but she tries to convince me that THIS reality is real. I start to feel like she is trying to harm me in some way, this imposer. We are near the edge of the canyon and I run away from her and leap into the air, flying away.

      Switch.

      I "wake up" again. I am back in this unfamiliar house. It is just my mom and her boyfriend now. Despite the fact that I can't recall actually waking up in this house (like in my bed), we are talking in the kitchen and it feels like real life. I am talking about my dream and how someone needs to watch and make sure I don't fall back asleep again, because I am having a bad dream when I sleep. My mother says something about how this is real life, and she is saying the same thing she said to me in the Grand Canyon. Realizing I am still dreaming, I switch.

      In the Grand Canyon I have little to do now, because I don't want to find my mother. In fact, now she is searching for me. I don't want to talk to this woman who looks like my mother but really isn't. I just want to wake up. Reality one doesn't feel real anymore. I want to wake up for real. I wander around a lot, just flying at sunset, walking in and out of stores, etc. A man offers me a job at Lowe's and I take it, to help pass the time. I work at check-out.

      Switch.

      The important part of this switch is that after speaking to this woman who looks like my mother, I start to realize that she knows too much about the Grand Canyon. She knows what I am not saying out loud. I become convinced that this woman is MAKING me switch realities. She keeps telling me I am awake. I start to play along, knowing I need to find my own way out.

      Switch.

      One day I am taking a walk in a neighborhood in the Grand Canyon. I have nothing to do and spend all my time walking. I meet a man and I think I already know him, probably from work. He's really sweet. He walks with me and we talk. Part of me feels bad for leading this guy on, making him think we are developing a friendship when really I know I am dreaming and he isn't real. He knows there is something going on but I don't want to explain. The more time that passes here, the more I start to feel like the Grand Canyon might not be a dream. Maybe I am awake.

      Many more times I switch. More and more I forget what place is a dream, I don't have a concept of reality anymore. I begin a relationship with the man I take my walks with. It doesn't feel like such a lie, anymore. It feels real.

      One time when switching I send an e-mail to the Grand Canyon, from reality one. I want to see if it goes through. I want to know if I am dreaming so badly. I want to know if the man I am dating is real.

      I never get a chance to read the e-mail. Reality three is fully lucid. I am in a large city and spend most of my time in the library there. I fly around a lot, over snow covered mountains at night. I tell everyone I meet about how I have been dreaming for weeks and want to wake up. Never so badly in my life have I wanted out of a dream. I feel like I've been gone forever. I try my techniques for waking up but they just don't work. I have little control. It's extremely vivid.

      I false awaken five times. In this reality three, I know that in real life (finally I grasp on reality!) my cell phone alarm is going to go off at some point and wake me up. All I want is to wake up. Eventually I do, and real life has never felt so good. Thank you, cell phone.



      This took place over a twenty minute period. I felt like I was gone for two months. I have written all this down, leaving out so much, but I don't feel any better. I feel like I should have woken up in March instead of January. I feel like I could work at Lowe's now and do a damn fine job.
    2. rubbing hands and voice commands worked

      by , 01-23-2011 at 01:01 AM
      i Had 2 lucid dreams today.

      i can't remember a lot about them, i had no paper so i didn't write any key words.

      the first one started at my place:

      My grandma was looking at the sky, there was full moon and the whole sky was purple
      i realized i was dreaming, i moved a chair with telekinesis.
      I said something like "change location: school" everything went black... i said "lumus" like in HP so i could see where i was. It was some kind of school.


      the second one:

      I woke up from the first lucid dream, i saw the sky through the window and it was purple. i heard a voice saying "you know this place and something is not right" then i saw a gas station in front of the house (it is not there in real life) so i realized i was dreaming again. ( false awakening )
      I started rubbing my hands, i saw a men walking to the gas station and the voice said "he is going to start a fire!"
      i created a shield made of ice, the gas station exploted and the shield melted but we were all right.

      i went to where the gas station was, there was the dude...
      the dream started to collapse so i tried with a voice command "increase lucity".
      it worked and i got closer, the dude now looked a lot like catherine tate and she started to attack me... i made "the sylar move" and extracted her brain, turned it into a burger and ate it.

      a silent hill like creature appeared and ate the corpse and it was going to attack me but then i woke up.







      that's it
    3. Beach Race

      by , 01-23-2011 at 12:13 AM
      22.01.2011
      Beach Race (DILD)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I was at a beach I used to go to years ago. It was wide, flat and open. Nearly always cold and wet though. There were about ten people with me- some were from my old class at school, others were people I work with now. The perpetual drizzle suddenly stopped and I looked up at the sky. There wasn't a single cloud except... The sun was going down, and around it was a strange arrangement of clouds, and lines created by aeroplanes, which appeared to all branch out from the sun, forming a giant star-shape. It was all lit up red and orange by the sun. I had a flash of recollection then, from the day before- in real life. I had seen this formation before on my way back into work after a break. My friend had commented then how his mind was blown by it. This was a much more intense, exotic version. I already knew it was a dream and a glance at my hand confirmed it.

      I levitated slightly, just to show off to my friends. They thought it was awesome. My buddy Kay however, challenged me to a race. Him, on his bike against me, under my own power. I thought this was a fantastic idea and accepted. We would race to the ramp leading off the beach to the town in the distance, just below the sunset. It was a good half-mile. Someone shouted "Go!" and we were off. I lay back on the air with my hands behind my head and was propelled forward. Kay revved his engine and took off at the same speed. We were neck-and-neck for ages, and I tried to go a bit faster by imagining a force pushing me from behind, but it wasn't working. Kay got a slight lead which he kept until the finish line. I laughed and gave him a high five as I passed. Next thing I knew, I had overshot my landing and was on someone's balcony.
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    4. A Whole Day Wasted!

      by , 01-22-2011 at 11:59 PM
      22.01.2011
      A Whole Day Wasted! (DILD)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Once again, I had lived out an entire day in a dream. Actually, it might have been a weekend. I went to the beach with a few friends, weather was terrible, and came home again. I came home back to my old house, but it didn't strike me as strange. Me and my friend Hugh sat and talked for a while, then he went home. After he left, I flopped down on a beanbag and noticed that he'd left his phone on the floor beside it. I picked it up and went to the window, but he was long gone. It was cloudy, grey and raining a little bit outside. I sighed and headed out of my bedroom and along the landing. On the way I lazily reality-checked.

      It didn't look quite right. I laughed to myself. Imagine if this was a dream, and I'd just spent all this time going about acting normal! Because I hadn't been paying full attention before, I looked at my hand again.
      Thirteen fingers on my right hand. I counted meticulously. My mum approached and asked what I was doing.
      "Turns out this whole thing isn't real," I murmured. I wasn't sure what the point would be of telling a dream character I was dreaming, they never seemed to acknowledge strangeness. "Well, bye!" I said, and opened the window to climb out onto the roof. Heavy, cold rain had started now, and people outside were running for cover.

      That's the last I remember.
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    5. First DJ Entry - Natural Lucid Dream

      by , 01-22-2011 at 10:31 PM (Glimpse Into a Mad Mind)
      So I've decided to start a dream journal. For my first entry, I will describe a recent natural lucid dream, which I don't get very often at all. So it was a pleasant surprise.

      I was in one of my classrooms up at the teacher's desk. The teacher was either an actual teacher of mine or my mother; I think it kept switching between the two. I was talking to her, and suddenly thought something along the lines of "Wait a minute, I'm dreaming. Holy crap, I'm lucid! I gotta post this on DreamViews! ". So then I decided to see if I could control anything. The teacher was talking, and I wanted to talk, so I thought "Stop talking now. Shut up." And the teacher stopped talking. I'm not sure if it was really me that did it or if she just finished her sentence but I felt pretty accomplished.

      Next I was walking down a corridor (the whole place looked like the Hogwart's castle) and I thought "Ok so-and-so will be standing around that corner when I get there." It didn't work, but I guess I didn't really expect it to since I've never tried controlling a dream before, even when I did have a natural lucid dream. The dream ended with navigating an extensive tower full of staircases. Then I woke up.

      I'd say it was a pretty successful dream. I've been remembering a lot of dreams lately and I'm loving it, except a few of them have been really scary
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    6. Lucid and college

      by , 01-22-2011 at 08:16 PM
      Non-lucid Lucid

      Jan. 22, '11: I tried the same breathing and relaxing method as the night before. I didn't get as close to consciously falling asleep as last night, but I did feel myself slip closer to sleep a couple of times.

      Dreams: I was on a school bus. I had to climb over folded seats to get out. The door was very narrow and I barely fit through. I wondered how bigger people fit through it.
      Outside the bus, there were lots of young people, possibly teenagers or college students. I jumped on a car and rocked it up and down.

      I knew I was dreaming. Although I probably wasn't fully conscious. I was carrying some books or something. I threw them far away, toward some trees on a hill. The objects flew and vanished, with magic.
      Then I jumped into the air and dived toward the ground. My hands went into the ground, without breaking the dirt. I could feel the soil even though my hands were nonphysical.
      I walked around a bit. I was chewing on something. It was kind of gross and I wanted to spit it out.

      I woke slightly and the scene changed.

      I was in my grandparents' house (father's side), at a big table. I was still lucid, but my limbs were numb and hard to move.

      A separate dream, no longer lucid: I was in college, a new semester, sitting in a computer lab. A class started. I had another class to go to. I got up and walked to the door to leave, but I had forgotten my soda and my shoes. There was a small fridge under the computer. I walked back to the computer, in front of the teacher to get my things.

      Another dream: I was outside. It was dark. We passed a parked vehicle. Eddie pointed out a grasshopper on the vehicle, knowing that I don't like them. I mostly ignored him, saying I had seen it earlier. Then he threw the grasshopper at me and I woke up. I grumbled and said "little shit..."
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      lucid , non-lucid
    7. 01/11/2011 - "Turf War"

      by , 01-22-2011 at 07:50 PM (Oneironaut Zero: Dreamwalker Chronicles)

      01/11/2011
      "Turf War"


      I was in a hotel, I believe. My mom and Cierra were there. Mom had come out of the room, in a pair of roller blades and a black spandex outfit. She had lost a lot of weight and looked amazing. (She has been working out really hard, lately.) She told me that she was going for a skate and asked if Cierra and I wanted to tag along. I remember just being really proud of her and not being able to believe how much younger she looked.

      Later, we were all walking through the hood. I had eventually become lucid, but I don't actually remember how or when. At some point, we came across a large gang milling around, outside of a house. They told us they were preparing for a war, and that a rival gang was coming to their block, to try to take over. They were pretty much recruiting everyone that could, to help fight, and since I was lucid, I figured what the hell.

      Along came the insurgency. An enormous group of hoodlums came walking up the street, toward us. I didn't exactly count, but there were definitely 50 or more; tightly packed together, so that they all fit between the curbs of the two-lane street. Immediately, I broke ahead of "my own" gang, and started stalking toward them - smiling. I belted out something along the lines of :"Are you motherfuckers crazy?? You all have no idea what's about to happen, do you??" They didn't even give me the courtesy of a response. They simply opened fire. I continued walking forward, the bullets slamming into me me with all the brute force of pebbles at a concrete wall. I was calmly closing the gap between us, silently reveling in the can of whoop-ass I was about to open on these clowns. Suddenly, from off to my left, a huge dog came sprinting in toward me. I don't figure that it belonged to any of the other gang members, but that it was just a neighborhood stray. Before I could even react, it snapped it's jaws down on my right hand, pulling and tugging at me with the total force of it's body-weight. It really didn't hurt very much, but I couldn't ignore the raw power that was behind the rest of the dog. Even though I knew I was dreaming, and had dissociated from the biting sensation on my hand as best I could, the dog was still causing me to stumble back and almost trip over myself, trying to get free.


      I don't remember anything after that.

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    8. Flying

      by , 01-22-2011 at 07:29 PM (redisreddish's mess of dreams is still messy)
      I'm just going to retype one of those four dreams that got screwed up. They were all lucids, but one was a complete fail and I couldn't do anything in the other two.

      ~I was standing out in my backyard with a few friends. It was dark out, and a person started walking towards us. I woke up. Then I fell back into the dream and knew I was dreaming. My friends were running towards a clearing a little ways away. I followed them.

      Once we were all there, I was really excited and I jumped up... But I have no idea how I did the next thing. I went high up into the air and was suddenly some amazing creature. I was tall and had pale blue skin with purple designs all over. And I had these wing-type things. My arms were really long and made the top part. Then the actual wing was sort of like a butterfly's, but it waved and billowed and flowed around me like a dress when I spun around and flew in the air.

      I was flipping around and doing all sorts of wild tricks. I was still lucid, so somewhere in the back of my mind I was astounded that I hadn't crashed to the ground yet. But it was completely effortless and I didn't even have to think. When I eventually came back down, I was myself again. I don't know what the heck happened; maybe it was my excitement exploding out in some random way.

      For the rest of that dream, my friends and I rode around in bumper-car things that shot lasers.

      Updated 01-22-2011 at 07:32 PM by 23679

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      lucid , memorable
    9. Spending a night on Teraluna

      by
      Hyu
      , 01-22-2011 at 05:53 PM (Hyu's Adventures)
      non dream - lucid - non lucid

      I've been trying to prolong my lucid dreams lately.
      I noticed that lucids featuring Yuya have lasted much longer than other lucids I've had.
      I'm assuming this is because these dreams were much more immersive and just felt "more real".
      I've experimented with this tutorial: (Tutorial for extending Lucid Dream Time. Hours of LD. by Gary - Dream Journals - Dreamviews Lucid Dreaming Community & Resource) during normal lucid dreams, and although it definitely prolonged the dreams, they still didn't last much longer than 10-15 minutes.
      I feel like the immersion, such as in the dreams with Yuya, is a necessary aspect to have very long lucid dreams.
      This is my first attempt at having a long lucid dream in the company of Yuya.


      (I can't remember exactly how the dream started. I think I teleported to Teraluna and I've talked to Yuya for a few minutes)
      I'm walking through some sort of flower garden with Yuya.
      The flowers and plants are quite high, about 2 meters in size. Most of them are very colorful, blue, green and a few yellow ones.
      There are small trees of the same size growing those blue fruits Yuya likes to make tea from.

      I told Yuya that I want to learn how to prolong my stay in this world, and she's been explaining a few basics to me.
      She explained that the most important aspect would be to anchor my senses in this world and not to think about waking life at all.
      So as I walk through the garden, I try to absorb my surroundings as well as I can.
      For some reason I close my eyes to do this. (I think I wanted to focus on my other senses, not only vision, and I thought doing this would help)
      I listen: I can hear the flow of water through the garden, small animals making all kinds of noises, the sound of my feet touching the ground...
      I smell: The air smells very fresh, the pollen from all the plants give the place a very strong and distrinct odor.
      I taste: I bite into one of the mentioned blue fruits which I'm carrying with me. It's very sour but also immensely refreshing.
      I feel: The consistence of the fruit as I bite into it, the slight breeze of air as it touches my skin, the texture of the ground I'm standing on...
      I note that the simple experience of just being somewhere and just analyzing my own senses is actually quite a strong sensation.
      I open my eyes...

      It feels different from before, it feels more real.
      It didn't feel "unreal" before, but there is a clear difference, I really feel like I'm actually standing in the garden right now.
      The visual detail of the world has also increased.
      I can now see tiny glowing fireflies flying around the garden, I couldn't see them before.
      My 6th sense is active as well, I am fully aware of my close surroundings, even if I don't look at them.

      (My senses were more precise than in waking life. My complete field of vision was sharp, not only the very center, The texture of things I touched felt much more detailed etc...)

      "This is real..." (I think I said this without a real reason, not because I confused the waking and the dream world or something like that)
      At this point I know that this dream is going to last for a very long time.

      Yuya approaches me and looks into my eyes acting quite serious:
      "Welcome, to the real world."
      After an awkward moment of silence she starts laughing.
      I notice she was imitating Morpheus as a joke and I have to laugh as well, she really got me there.
      We keep walking through the garden.


      "Do you know all of the movies I have seen?"
      "No, I know the overall plots, and scenes you found quite memorable, but I haven't actually seen them."
      This makes sense, she knows them from my memories, and you can't memorize a complete movie, you memorize the plot, the characters and a few key moments...
      We walk out of the garden arm in arm...
      (We talk some more, I can't remember the topic of the conversation though...)

      ... We arrive at some sort of stage?
      It's not really a stage, more of a platform with some instruments on them.
      I immediately notice something that resembles an electric guitar.


      "Do you want to play?"
      Although it resembles an electric guitar, some features are quite different. I see frets and strings, the overall shape is the same, but the whole electronics are completely different.
      "No... I don't think I know how ti play it."

      Yuya grabs my hand and starts dragging me towards the instruments.
      "Come-on! It will be fun!"

      She fiddles about with some stuff and hands me the guitar. I sit down and she sits right in front of me facing me.
      "Try it!"
      It feels different from a real guitar. It's lighter, the strings are much softer, they're clearly not steel, but not nylon either.
      The strings are very easy to bend and don't cut into the fingers a all.
      The electronics are... organic?
      The pickups seem to be replaced by some sort of plant, and veins feed into an amp which consists of some sort of glowing organic bubbles.
      It's quite a sight. I grab one of the stone picks attached to the guitar and try to play an F powerchord.
      It's barely audible, and it doesn't sound right at all.


      "Volume!"
      She turns what appears to be the volume knob on the guitar up.
      I take a closer look at the guitar since it sounded quite wrong and notice it has 8 strings.
      How on earth is an 8 string guitar tuned? I haven't even played a 7 string one...
      I gently pick the first few strings individually. The first two sound quite deep, the third one seems to be tuned to E, the fourth to A, aah, suddenly something familiar!
      I try to play a few simple chords on the lower strings, assuming they are in standard tuning, and it works just fine.
      The guitar sounds more like a combination between a cello and a violin rather than an electric guitar, but I love the sound.
      Yuya proceeds to explain some more parts of the guitar. There are actually some sort of distortion sliders directly on the guitar which is quite cool.
      I'm still not really confident, finger positioning feels really easy on the very thin neck, but I'm afraid I won't be able to play very well.

      I have no idea what to play, and she's staring at me...
      For some reason I start playing Stairway to Heaven, not sure if I should feel like an idiot or not.
      As my nervousness decreases I begin to play surprisingly well considering it's a very unfamiliar guitar.
      "There's a lady who's sure..."
      Oh god, how cliche is this?
      I feel stupid for singing and decide to stop, though I keep playing for a bit.
      Yuya seems quite impressed that I seem to be doing ok with the guitar.

      She grabs a guitar herself. It looks different from mine, I think it has even more strings.
      I feel quite uneasy, she's going to want to play something together, and somehow I don't feel I have the skills to do it.

      "Let's play something powerful"
      "I'm not really that good..."
      "Pleaaaaaaase?"
      "Right... What do you want to play?"

      She starts to search for some chords, trying to figure out a song she's heard before.
      Is she trying to play the Nightwish version of Phantom of the Opera?
      I try to remember the riffs and crank the distortion on the guitar.
      I play a few notes.

      "Yes! That one! Let's play that one!"
      I have to try around quite a bit until I remember how to play the full song, but I get there.
      Yuya plays lead over it, she mostly improvises, but it fits the song very well.
      Then at one point, after starting from the beginning, she completely surprises me.


      "In sleep he sang to me... In dreams he came~"

      Her voice is so overwhelming, she's an absolutely phenomenal singer. Her voice is very powerful, yet very emotional.
      I stop playing for a bit because I just can't believe how awesome her singing is.
      Once I notice I've stopped I resume playing, completely focusing on her fantastic voice.


      "That voice which calls to me... And speaks my name
      And do I dream again... For now I find
      The Phantom of the opera is here... Inside my mind"

      My mind is blown, it's a good thing you can play guitar "on autopilot" or I wouldn't be able to keep going.
      And then she looks at me, giving me a very clear sign with her head.
      She wants me to sing the other part...


      "I'm a very bad singer..."
      "Believe in yourself, you can do it!"

      My part is coming up, I ponder whether or not I should try it... fuck it.

      "Sing once again with me... Our strange duet."
      Well shit, if I'm attempting this I should try to do it right.
      I put a lot of power into my voice, try to get into the correct mood and let my emotions flow into the singing.

      "My power over you... Grows stronger yet
      And though you turn from me... To glance behind
      The Phantom of the opera is there... Inside your mind"


      It doesn't sound nearly as bad as it should.
      In fact it sounds rather good, I'm quite impressed.
      It's miles away from Yuya's singing skills obviously, but I have the confidence to keep going.
      We keep singing and playing music for some time, I'm really enjoying it.
      A lot of time passes as we try a few more songs.

      As it starts getting dark we decide to stop and Yuya takes me to some sort of restaurant I guess?
      In the city there's a few large tables outside, with dishes on them.
      We sit down and have dinner, continuing to talk about all kinds of things.
      We mostly talk about my life, about decisions I've made...
      The food is quite good, very spicy, it reminds me of the Greek kitchen a bit.
      I'm not really sure what it is we're eating though, it's some sort of animal with vegetables.
      Everything tastes quite exotic, but I like all of it, except some weird potato like thing which just tastes weird.

      After we're done eating we walk back to Yuya's place.
      She's obviously tired, and she hangs on to my arm as we walk.
      It's quite dark in her bedroom, which is completely open on one side.
      You can see the sky and a waterfall quite far away.
      As I stand there looking outside, Yuya takes her dress off.
      I'm quite surprised by this, she's standing half naked in the same room with me now, though she has her back turned towards me.
      There's something on her back? A tattoo? It's glowing in the dark.
      As she puts on a dress for the night I remember that those are actually some sort of small animals.
      They attach themselves to the back of a person and live of our body heat for some time until they are old enough to fly away.
      Everyone living in Riven for some time has those. I wonder if I do.

      Yuya gets into her bed, which I am standing rather closed to.
      I'm a bit confused as to what to do.
      She's holding up the blanket.

      "You coming?"
      "Sure."
      I take off my shirt and get into the bed.
      I'm surprised by how normal this feels, I think I have slept with her in the same bed before...
      She puts her right arm around me and rests her head on my right shoulder.

      After just a few minutes she's asleep. I on the other hand have quite some trouble falling asleep.
      I can't stop being amazed as I feel her breathing in her sleep.
      At one point I do fall asleep though.



      (dream within a dream)
      I see a younger version of myself in third person, probably about 15 or 16.
      I'm with Yuya and Selene. Yuya looks the same way she does nowadays, her hair is a bit shorter.
      We're in a huge battle. We're fighting some kind of daemon wielding an unnaturally big sword.
      Selene is wounded, leaning against a pole and the daemon is attacking her.
      I have wings of fire and a burning fire tattoo on my body. On my back the tattoo forms the face of a dragon.
      I mimic the way dragons use their energy, allowing me to use their powers.
      I manage to get between Selene and the daemon just in time.
      The view switches to first person. I block the sword with both of my hands and put all of my energy into stopping the attack.
      My back hits the pole and the blade cuts a few centimeters into my shoulder before I manage to stop it...



      I wake up from the dream.
      Yuya is already up and has made breakfast.
      I sit down at the table and we drink a glass of juice. I'm not really hungry yet but I grab a slice of bread anyways.
      Suddenly I realize I've just woken up and I forgot to RC.
      (I think I'm in waking life since I woke up and I RC every time I wake up to catch FA's)
      I do the nose pinch RC but it doesn't work, well, obviously it won't because I'm awake.
      It takes me a few seconds to remember that I actually am dreaming, and I am very confused.

      Then I remember that I went to sleep within a dream, I've never done that before.
      My real body is still asleep in my bed...
      The vision fades.
      Ah shit, I'm a fucking idiot thinking about that...
      I wake up.



      I'm slightly confused for a few seconds after waking up.
      The pieces quickly fit together though.
      I RC and get up.

      Updated 01-22-2011 at 06:25 PM by 37117

      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    10. Relatives from Beyond

      by , 01-22-2011 at 02:55 PM
      22.01.2011
      Most Emotional Dream (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      October was the last time I had a LD. I finally had another one. Although not exciting, it was touching.

      1. I was at my house playing a video game for the playstation. The game was a shooter game, and there was some odd things about it. First of all, you had to pick two sets of two characters. Each character would give you a different skill, such as more bullets, different guns, etc. The second weird thing is that you don't actually use the characters you select. You use yourself as a character. The final weird thing is you only get like, 10 bullets per gun, and you have to find a gun... by killing an enemy. The levels were easy, and it led me to make a crazy decision.
      I decided to buy a cat. I don't remember what it looked like because I don't believe I even saw it. I am assuming it probably looked like either Tiger or Boots. I had a canopener and I put some catfood in my dog's food bowl. My dog wanted the food, so I knew I couldn't feed my cat here! I did feel bad, however, that I ignored my dog. I did not want him to get sick!
      I was at my grandpa's house and went upstairs. I put some catfood in the bowl, so now there was double the catfood! My cousin Kyle came into the room and said he had to use the bathroom. He went into the bathroom, so I decided to play the video game again.
      This level of the video game felt lifelike, so I chose my characters, and began to play. It was in a desert area, and of course, I had a limited amount of bullets. I cleared most of the bad guys in the main area, but when I went to a door, enemies just poured out! I died. I decided to try this tactic again, but use another door. It also failed.
      I was sitting on the bed without the game and I did a nose-pinch RC.
      I was able to breathe! I was happy I finally had a lucid after all of this time. I looked to my left, and I saw my grandma. I was in shock. (My grandma passed away years ago, and I never dreamt of her before.) She came up to me and said "I'm sorry that I came to your dreams last." I was trying not to cry, thinking I possibly my grandma's spirit came to me. I had so much to ask her. She sat down on the bed besides me, wearing the pink night gown she always wore, and said, "Remember, the Eagle Church has only one lane free of snow."
      I woke up at my grandpa's house on the bed still. I quickly wrote down in my DJ the quote about Eagle Church, and I almost began to cry. I called my cousin, but he was still in the bathroom, so I decided to play the game some more. I cleared out the main area, but this time, I found a gun. I opened the door where the most enemies come out, and I tried to kill as many as I could. I cleared off about half of them, but I know I killed all of the robots. I jumped on a ledge, and they could not reach it. They walked down a ramp to get it, so I jumped off the ledge onto the main ground and ran through the door.
      After going through the twisted, narrow, corridors, I came to a room filled with lava. I jumped on some Egyptianesque platforms, and a voice filled the room. It was some Evil God that was talking to me. He said that I was so skilled that he will now befriend me. A female ninja overheard this and was very angry.

      2. I was at my house, with none other than my cousin Kyle. We were going to be looking for ghosts, so we split up. As I walked to my sister's room, I heard the sound of two axes hitting each other. I tried to ignore it as I went into her room. The room was actually clean. I turned on my LED flashlight, which revealed small, green dots on the carpet leading to the window. Maybe it was alien footprints, or maybe it was ectoplasm. I don't remember the rest of the investigation, but I told my sister what we found. She left the house, along with everyone else. I was scared to be alone with the ghosts, so I quickly went on the computer.
    11. notes

      by , 01-22-2011 at 12:53 PM (Tales from the sun chaser.)
      I had a DILD that originated from from a chase dream. The only thing I really remember actively doing was to jump through a fence by phasing through it. The rest of it I was pretty low lucid and just noticing that the dream was working to my advantage. IE...whatever I was running rum, I didn't really stop.

      I also had another military dream...I was at the hospital and I had just gotten off of leave. I was talking to this lady who looked like a combination of several people, but I really couldn't pinpoint who she was, or her rank. She was stressed out about something, and was telling us some story. She wanted me to send a picture text of myself to her so she could update her phone number.

      Also had another dream where I was supposed to get dropped off at my house, but instead my cousins saw a party going on a few houses before that. Went there, and couldn't get in the house because we didn't know anyone, but there was some more people hanging outside. We started talking to a few people over there, and it turns out they knew most of the people there.
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    12. An Interesting Set of Dreams, Including an LD and FA...Definitely a Good Night! :D

      by , 01-22-2011 at 06:34 AM (Krista's Dream Journal)
      Dream - Lucid

      I was at work, serving some special coffee drink to a table.

      ~

      I was telling someone about the above dream, I think it was my mom, and she thought it was “wild”.

      ~

      I was working with my friend/coworker Tori. The lights weren’t on in the coffee shop. A couple that frequents the shop came in, and the woman asked me if we still had the special that was on the board. I turned around to see what the special even was, and it said “piggys in a blanket”. I told her to hold on, and I’d go check. I went and asked Tori, and she said yes, we still had it, and showed me where the “piggys in a blanket” were. I told the lady we had them, so that’s what she ordered. I got the little link sausages wrapped in crescent rolls out of this small box, and put 6 of them on a plate. I couldn’t decide whether to give her 5 or 6 though. I finally decided on 5, and put one of them back.

      ~

      I was in a building at my college, the old gym, with my brother. A girl I’ve known since middle school, Amanda, was there. Apparently, she had never really liked me. I wanted to know why, so before we left the building, I demanded that she tell me why she had never liked me. She told me to hold on, she was going to use the bathroom, but she’d tell me when she got out.

      As soon as she went into the bathroom, a big, light blue neon sign appeared on the wall close to the ceiling that said “Emotions” in cursive. It lit up the room. Apparently, this was normal for her, and I told my brother that. I “remembered” that, usually, it would immediately go away and be replaced by another neon sign, this time red, that said “try harder” in cursive.

      Amanda finally came out of the bathroom, and the sign did something new. It turned white and said “please wait”, again in cursive. Then, it changed again, and said something along the lines of “congratulations”. Amanda was overjoyed, because she had always gotten the “try harder” sign, no matter what. I cried tears of joy for her, I was so happy. She hugged me and thanked me for being such a good friend. I was overcome with emotion. I told her how happy I was for her. I looked at her face, and it was covered in scratches and bruises, but she still looked so happy. I left with my brother, still crying tears of joy. I then explained to my brother that, usually, when the “try harder” sign appeared, enemies popped out and she had to fight them off. I “remembered” when this had happened in high school.


      When I woke up, I still felt like crying, it was intense.

      ~

      I was in a giant warehouse. A customer from the coffee shop, a man who constantly cheats on his wife with pretty young female students (he’s an anatomy teacher at my college) in waking life, was there. He had a huge tattoo-type thing on his leg that said “FAMILY” in black lettering, though I hesitate to call it a tattoo, because it was like it was a part of him internally. It’s weird, it was like engraved into him.

      I was supposed to kill him. I had been spying on him for a lot of the dream, and I somehow injected a slow-acting acid into him. I tracked the progress of the acid by watching his “tattoo”. I noticed the acid filling up the letters, and eating away at the “Y” of “FAMILY”. He didn’t notice it at first.

      At some point, I talked to his wife, and discussed all of this stuff with her. She was kind of in on it, but reluctantly, because she loved him.

      I finally saw the acid take full effect. I saw him bleeding profusely on the floor, in agony and pain. I felt horrible. I cried. Then, I knew I had to shoot him. But then, he had a gun. He was suddenly up off the floor, and was pointing the gun at me. He looked crazy, like he had gone completely mad. I was terrified, and tried to wish a force field around me, to protect me from the bullets, because I was dreaming.


      Wait, I’m dreaming! The bullet came out of the gun, but when it hit me, it felt like a pebble bouncing off of my body. I examined my hands to steady to dream and induce clarity. I told the guy it was a dream, and he looked pretty happy about it. He smiled, and his outfit changed to this white and red suit. I turned around and saw a bunch of computers. Most of the screens were black, and had random letters and numbers on them. I tried typing in “Access Krista’s memories”, but nothing happened.

      I was so excited to be in an LD, I couldn’t remember any of the goals I had set. I decided to, of course, fly. I blasted through the ceiling, and flew into the night. I felt a little unsteady, but I overcame it quickly. I flew over The Avenue, an outdoor shopping complex in my town. I decided to check out The Icing, a Claire’s-type jewelry store. There were a few people in there, but not many. I saw a pair of pretty, dark blue dangly earrings, and took them (stealing isn’t something I’d ever do in waking life, no idea why I decided to do it in the dream). I put them on, and flew out of the store. Then, I remember being on the ground again, and trying to will a hand-held mirror into my hands so I could see the earrings. Nothing happened. Then, for some reason, I tried to will fire to appear in my hands. All I got was smoke. In all my excitement of the LD, I had forgotten that verbal commands are what work best for me when I’m lucid, I suppose. I took off into the air again.


      Then, I "woke up" in my mom’s car, and it was morning. We were driving, but I’m not sure where. I looked at the digital clock in the car, and it said it was 9:17. Crap! I had a 9:10 class, and I had missed it. I asked my mom what happened, and got no reply. All she told me was that I needed to take off my atrocious earrings.

      Huh? I still had the earrings from my LD, only now they were bunches of blue, dangly bells. I started to get upset with myself for stealing them. Then, I thought about class again, and my brother asked me what I was going to do about that. I told him I didn’t know, and started recording my dream in my dream journal.


      Then, I woke up for real, in plenty of time for class.

      I'm usually excited to be LDing, but for some reason, the excitement this time was really intense. So intense that I couldn't remember any of my LD goals I have set.

      I also seem to end up in a lot of giant warehouse-type places before I become lucid, or sometimes after. Hmm...very interesting.

      Updated 01-22-2011 at 06:39 AM by 32059

      Tags: symbolism, work
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , false awakening , memorable , dream fragment
    13. Dream 1

      by , 01-22-2011 at 06:03 AM
      My childhood friends Jacob, Brad, Andrew and Bryce were in a hotel/condo suite with me. There was a balcony, and behind the balcony in the room were lawn chairs. Strangers were sitting in the chairs, and more were around the condo talking and eating. I realized then that the condo is all by itself in the sky, and there are only grey clouds surrounding us. I look forward from the balcony, and I see ancient Roman architecture on fire in a cloud display, almost like a movie. I see the rise and fall of several empires, all in about 30 seconds. The displays resemble smoke and fire, and are moving in a movie like fashion. The people in the condo do not even seem to notice it, and my friends and I are the only ones interested. I then woke up whenever it was over.
      Categories
      memorable , lucid
    14. Ski Race, 10 Mystery Adventures!, Capture the Cop/Live/Die/Heaven???

      by , 01-22-2011 at 02:00 AM (Hopeless Wanderings)
      So... I've been sort of lazy on posting dreams... and for the past week or so I can't seem to remember that much because I haven't been getting a lot of sleep because of exams. But exams ended thursday, and last night I got tons of sleep. Tons of sleep=tons of dreams. I wish I could remember all of what I dreamt last night because there was so much fun adventures going on... I'll just try to do my best.

      Ski Race
      I was really sad, crying maybe, because I was about to do this ski race and I had gotten absolutely no practice at all lately(sort of like in real life- I have a race in 1 week and haven't been training that much). I had to force myself to do it. At first I was going pretty slow, but then I just tried to ignore all the pain and block out everything. It worked, and I picked up the pace and skied like a pro till the end. It seemed like only 5 K, but when I asked my mom how long it actually was, she said 18K. I was so proud of myself. Too bad I couldn't do that in real life.


      10 Mystery Adventures!
      This was a really long epic dream, but I can't remember any of it! All I remember is that me and two of my friends started doing this mystery thing where we had to solve 10 mysteries and go on adventures and stuff. I don't know what the prize for doing this was, but it was going to be really cool. The first few challenges were easy but I don't remember any of them..I remember that once you completed a challenge you had to go through this glowing circle door type thing and advance to the next level. And it was hard to be sure if you actually did the challenge right so you had to take a risk each time you went through the circle and hope you did it right, otherwise you would either be sent back somewhere or die, I don't remember which one. One of the harder ones was where me and my friend Brittany were on this colorful blue platform and we had to roll a peanut or something in a specific way to try to hit something or get it in a hole... It took a few tries but Brittany got it in. As we completed the challenges we crossed them off a list. We were getting really close to finishing, with only about 2 or 3 challenges left and it was getting exciting. The next challenge was that we had to capture a dragon. Obviously, there are no such things as dragons(even in my dreamworld). But it was sort of like a mystery thing, and we had to figure out how to capture a dragon.. so we saw this bus shaped like a giant red dragon go by and thought it would be a good idea to somehow capture it. We had it come to my house and the people inside of it came out and started trying to sell us some skies. Then I woke up to go to the bathroom.



      Capture the Cop/Live/Die/Heaven???

      So after I returned to my bed I tried to go back into the same dream because I wanted to finish the challenges and see what the reward was, but that didn't work. Me and two of my friends were on my driveway and for some reason we wanted to capture a policeman. So my friend called the police and told them something was wrong just to make them come to our house. One middle aged, skinny black haired cop showed up at our house a few seconds later. I was scared but I knew I was dreaming so I faced my fears and prepared for his arrival. Me and my friends took a long piece of string and tied it in a particular way that made it easy for us when we tied the cop up in it. Then we brought him to my room and did something... I don't remember what. Whatever it is, I think it killed the cop. We set him free but he just stayed there, crying and praying on the floor. I asked him what was wrong but he didn't really answer. I think he went crazy. Then I realized he was dead. We were all dead. Something went wrong.. I don't know what. Then my other friend Nikki showed up and we were in Heaven. She got a room there but said it wasn't big enough so I magically made it bigger for her, it was like building a house on the sims. I'm not sure who was alive and who was dead at this point, it was so confusing.
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    15. Nightmares and SP

      by , 01-22-2011 at 01:23 AM (Lynn's Lucids)
      Well, "yay." My reaccuring nightmares happened again last night.
      NON LUCID-BUS FISH AND MORE
      I was dreaming about my bus stop & a fish talked about how he is proud of his son, and how he is not 3D (computer animated, the fish were cartoons resembeling Fish Hooks o.O) Then, I looked in the bus window and found out it was a dreamm or my sub-c did, and I was in darkness and could not even make noise, usually in my SP I can scream without moving my lips. I woke up and went back to bed. Vividness: 3.5/5
      NON LUCID-LUNCH ROOM HORSE
      (These dreams are very short. I had nightmares everytime I went to bed.) This time I was at my school with Stephanie, and we were getting lunch. I told her about what I had dreamt about "last night" ^ and the lunch lady said, "You idiot, to find out if you are lucid dreaming, just say 'horse.'" After she said that, I ended up in the darkness again, and I had to wake myself up by saying, "In the name of JESUS I will wake up." Twice or more. Usually, it works for the first time, but I guess he's mad. Next, SP kicks in without me even dreaming! These stupid Hell-ish dreams! Every other night I have them, and I am sick of it! Everytime I get lucid, it turns into it. I could have had major fun last night, flying and going crazy, but my fear prevents me from it.
      NON LUCID- A GUY?
      I fell asleep again, and some dudes made fun of me, for being the same? (I was a guy in the dream with blonde hair.) Eric stood up for me. Then, as the fight started, I entered SP and woke up. Vividness: 4/5
      NON LUCID-WELL, LUCID BUT NOT COUNTING B/C IT'S HORRIBLE!
      I dreamt of flying. Since I knew I was dreaming, (because of the DARKNESS and inability to see the sky!) I entered SP because I found that this was like a spin-off show of my reaccuring nightmares. I went back to sleep. Vividness: 1/5 because it's dark.
      NON LUCID-LUCID OR NOT, WHO CARES? IT DOESN'T COUNT B/C IT SUCKS!
      I was at the Smith Center at my school. I was sitting next to Elizabeth. "I'm a Christian." I said. I told her. So, I said, "I denied Jesus in front of my best friend. Now I must admit him to everyone." Elizabeth smiled encouragingly. "Say it loud, say it proud!" She said. I yelled, "I'm a Christian!" The people next to us said, "Okay, girl, get ova it." I said no, and went up to them, like 'what you gonna do about it?' kind of thing. I was like "I'm a Christian! I'm a Christian!" They were wearing light green necklaces. Then, before the "fight" ended, everything got dark. Guess what? SP. I woke up, then all I did was think about my previous dream, the guy. (It wasn't FA, I'd know, because I remember falling back asleep.)
      When I thought about the guy dream, I fell asleep straight into SP. Straight into it, I just closed my eyes and ended up dreaming! WTF!!! I accidentaly said "In the name of Jesus, I will NEVER wake up from this dream!" Oh, no! I said that! I was doomed to eternal Hell? I really thought I was in Hell. But, right when I said that, I woke up. It must be opposite day in Heaven. To wake up, I screamed in the dream, but then screamed in real life upon awakening. I must have been dead for real, lol. I was freaked out by it. Vividness: 4/5, darkness can't really be vivid.

      * I am not counting this as a lucid dream, or dreams. They were lucid, but nightmares. It sucked! I listened to binaural beats before I went to sleep, or a little bit before in the day. Gee, I don't see how it changed my normal dreams, do you?

      Updated 01-23-2011 at 04:27 PM by 40676

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , nightmare , memorable