lucid

Conditions:

Nothing done in particular which would have had much effect.

Supplements:

D-Phenylalanine

Turmeric (Plus black pepper)

L-theanine

GABA (Done day before)

rhodiola standardized to 3% salidrosides (Done day before)

Vitamin B5 aka Pantothenic acid (Done day before)

Experience:

Started with a normal dream. The details of which have become a bit hazy at this point. After an assumed car accident I awaken in a psychiatrists office, where I was questioned about my sanity. Then I am ushered in a larger house area with other people committed to be closely observed. There were several long conversations in a living room area which I only barely recall now. The point in which I became lucid was a continuation of this house dream, I was upstairs and suddenly I realized I was dreaming for no obvious external reason.

After roaming the house for a few moments I end up going outside. I went outside and found myself on the deck of a house a lived at when very young. I decided to attempt the challenges, all tho my control at the time was not particularly strong.

Still on the wooden deck, attached to the second floor, I find a small square metal can, about a foot across. I pick it up and while focus on what zero-gravity would look like I let it go. It hung there in the ear nearly effortlessly for a few seconds until I was content the challenge was adequately met.

Next I decided to make something disappear. There was a single red plastic cup sitting on the floor of the deck. At first tried to make is vanish while I was looking at it, but had trouble. I then willed it to vanish while I turned away from it, this took about 3-4 tried, but it did disappear.

There is a transition.

I am outside in the middle of the street of a normal looking neighborhood, with houses to either side. It is a clear night, the stars are apparent, and there was no wind to speak of. There was a slightly dark mood 'in the air', so I walk a bit, and then decide to say a mantra out loud, hoping it will make the sun come out. I looked up at the stars while saying "Om-Ah-Hum", my voice soundly strange and wobbly. Suddenly a large object comes out of the sky, it is an UFO, and then lands in the middle of the street. One side was smooth and sphere like, the other half was nearly perfectly flat. It was comprised of large white squares with electric blue trim, perhaps 4-8 squares in all. I enter it, I recall it being bright and very white inside, there were not many details to be seen as I recall. But that part is a bit hazy.

I am walking down the street, I see there is a city with several large and small buildings-houses in the distance, there are a few lights on, but it is mostly lit by ambient light from behind. I find flying difficult, so I create a rope between me and a fare building, I will it to pull me, and so it does, I am quickly skimming over the water and pass several boats which I consider looking around on, but i decide there is more to be seen in the city itself.

I end up walking into a building, the outside was brick, the inside was what looked like aged wood, it seemed to me this building had been sitting empty for many years. I walk up the stairs, it is dark, I can see fine, the 'vibe' is creepy tho. At first I Will the lights to turn on or the room to brighten somehow, however, this did not work. I find an old car light on the ground, which I assumed by its shape and age, belonged to a Model T Ford. I was able to 'pump energy' into it and use it as a respectable flashlight. I spend some time looking around, opening closets, the whole place looked abandoned for some time.

I end up going outside again and the sun is starting to come up, there is a sense of pleasurable 'energy' in the air, there are people about, it is an extremely beautiful scene. I see a man next to a tree and recall what I had read on dream views about pulling it up and seeing what was under it. So I did. The first thing I pulled up was small piece of metal, no more than I half inch long. Then to my surprise, and perhaps to the dream character right next to me, I find a live turtle, I hold it for a few moments and give it a close look over, and perhaps laugh a bit as well. Turtles aren't exactly known for being burroughers that I know of.

At this point I look around again, with the sun out I get a much clearer look. I am at a lake-side or perhaps ocean-side town. There are boats in the water, people walking along a walkway by the shore, the grass was green, the sky was blue, and the entire scene was filled with movement, living color, and happiness. Every one seemed to happy, and I was exited to be apart of their town happening. Sadly, this part did not last long, I think I jumped upon a docked boat before I woke up.

I'm in a canyon with some hillbilly hunters next to a small shack. On the porch of the shack one of the hillbillies is cutting carrots to make a bait for rabbits. I have a dejavu and "remember" that they're doing the same thing that ended up in a catastrophe the last time. They don't care. More hillbillies appear and they go on with their plan. The plan goes ill again like I knew it would when a 50-meter giant appears to kill us. I take of flying but the giant creature follows me and jumps great distances to catch me. Yikes. For my relief the dream hops me to above my neighborhood and the giant now is gone. It gradually dawns up on me, thank god gradually. I'm flying! I'm flying above my home streets! I gain altitude and the feeling of height booms into me essence. I haven't flown in a long time. But I'm no novice either, so I gracefully shift my course and take flying to southeast. I lose some altitude and fly just above a grassy field. I look to my left and remember to score some points for the record. I lift a spruce off the ground by pointing my hand at it. I could have gone to check what's underneath it as well for the TotM, but I didn't remember. I see a girl and a guy in their mid-twenties and land next to them. I think about interaction, so I ask the girl for a kiss. She comes and kisses me on my right cheek. I do the same to her and we laugh a bit. Lots of youngsters start flooding to the area. I think I should also finish the Three-Step Task, so I point my hand behind me and ask a girl in front of me:" There's a door behind me right?" She nods and says :" Yeah." There's the regular yellow door and a much bigger and larger steel door as well. ( thanks dolphin! your technique works! ) I go to the yellow door, but there's no real door at all in fact. It's all some weird plastic that I have to rip open from the corner. I still try to teleport, but I soon realize it won't work like this. I repeat. "There's a door behind me right?" Same response from the girl. This time it's a proper one.

I go to the door, not really knowing where I want to end up so I just think abut a hotel room or something. I open the door and enter a dark narrow corridor that leads to just that; a hotel room. I step in leaving the field behind. I find my brother, father and a beautiful blonde there. They're a bit caught off guard, how did I get there? I ask the blonde to come to me. I make my father and brother disappear by waving my hand in front of them. Just one "swipe" and they have vanished. The blonde lays over me. I ask if I could get a little show. The blonde stands up and begins dancing. No no, that's not how it's done I think to myself. I have to give an example so I stand up as well. I show the blonde the real moves, my dancing is way better! I can feel myself waking up a little bit, seeing the blackness behind my eye-lids almost. I manage to return to the same spot from where I almost left. I think it's too dark at the moment, so I reach for the curtains to let some light in so I could see the blonde in the coming moments. I can see the elegant and bare figure of the blonde just for a brief moment, before the curtains are drawn back to place by some dark force. There's something in the room with us. That feeling quickly subsides as we lay down to have a brief moment of... you know.

ceiling

Date of Dream: SUN 30 APR - 2017



Dream No. 104 – Seperated Sections
(Lucid Dream 4)

Dream No. 104 A – They Can Hear Me
At the start of this dream, I was somewhat aware of my surrounds but then at the same time I wasn't, it's a really hard state of awareness to describe... It's like I was aware I was dreaming but just not enough to show any signs of lucidity. I put my hnd up in front of me like someone saying stop but with my hand facing me. At first, it was only five fingers but a sixth one kept flashing on and off. I then became more aware and was finally able to adopt some degree of lucidity.

I went to the front balcony of my house and called out for WB in the direction of up the court but as I was doing this, I was consciously aware that I was probably too loud and that my parents may have heard me. There was no respose from WB and so I thought I would actually go and change the dream scene to somewhere where hopefully there would be more action. I said to myself to close my eyes and to not open them again or I would wake up.

Transition
The dream scene was slowly mixing up from the solid scene to just a blur of images that looked like frosted glass you couldn't see through. All throughout the dream scene change, I'm giving myself a lecture on how I am not to open my eyes and to rather just keep them closed.

Dream No. 104 B – The Lolly Bush
The new dream scene eventually made sense and it was in the backyard of my other grandparents' house. I was on their verandah and I started a reality check straight away to make sure I was still dreaming, it was a strange one though. I would cross the third finger over the second and I knew I was dreaming because both sides had equal, straight fingers. I was going to call out for WB again but then I saw her loafing around in the backyard on the grassed area in a strapless, black pencil dress. She stayed quiet for this entire dream and didn't speak... She only went wherever I went and watched on. I took her to the side of the house to explore with her and I saw these wrapped lollies, I think they were actually chocolates, “growing” on a couple of bushes. I opened a blue one and thought to myself, “Why is it hard to swallow is straight away?”. I then devised that the flavour of that lolly was called “Gooey Chooey”.

I know there was more that happened but I don't remember the events.

^End of Dream^: Read further for the Reality Check Explained!

That reality check has got to be one of the most vivid memories of that dream. I did the exact same thing in waking like and took a photo of it. Look below:

http://karlab14.deviantart.com/art/D...aled-677895285

^File attachment didn't want to work, so check the image out on my DeviantArt instead^

On the image, you should see fingers 2 and 3 crossed over. On the right side, fingers 4 and 5 are together and are of similar height. On the other side, there is only the thumb which is very short in comparison to all the other fingers.

In the dream however, fingers 2 and 3 are crossed. Fingers 4 and 5 are of the same length. And then on the left side, the two fingers were also the same length. So actually, fingers 3 and 4 were crossed over. 5 and 6 were equal to the right AND 1 and 2 were equal to the left... So the extra finger had come in between 1 and 2, if you get that. If you were to count them from right to left (because it was my right hand I checked against): in real life, 5, 4, 3 twisted into 2, then 1. In dream, 5, 4, 3 twisted into 2, 1... Hold on... AN EXTRA?!

I was messing around in a dream version of a desert map from Overwatch. All of the structures outside were dark blue. I was slightly lucid—more of a passing thought, really. I was aware of control to some degree. I had Lucio’s powers, so I just used a speed-up to dodge the enemy’s fire. I continued running and weaving around fire, sometimes getting hit, but still lucid. Occasionally, I would fire back or sonic them, still not taking enough damage to die. I found a few health packs, which still saved my life.

Then, after passing by every enemy, I found a hallway in a house. A little kid walked over from a PC in one room to another room.
Time: 3-4 minutes

DILD #1-I was in bed and my bed started moving. I got out of bed. I was in a large room with a raised ceiling. I jumped up to float in the air. I tried to transform into a dolphin but couldn't. I called for a genie to appear and A ghost that sort of looked like Ghandi appeared. I told him I wanted to be a dolphin and he said "Okay...Done! I have to go. I'm very busy." The genie left. I looked at my body and saw I was a dolphin! I flew around and tried to breathe through my blowhole but couldn't. I woke up.

DILD #2-I was playing golf on a coastal golf course. I was on a par 3 set next to the ocean. I hit a high shot that started left of the green but faded back and bounced onto the green. Beyond the green, I saw a crowd of people jumping off the cliff and into the ocean. I decided to join them and. I tried swimming like a dolphin to go faster which worked. I could swim at least as fast as a motor boat. I put my hand behind me to summon a young lady to make out with. I felt my hand and turned around to find a young lady. I tried to make out with her but she pushed me away. She said she couldn't kiss me because she was sick. I tried summoning another young lady and woke up.

DILD #3-I was in a restaurant where I somehow realized I was dreaming. I put my hand behind me to summon a dog I live with, a little Chihuahua mix. I felt a bite, turned around and it was her. I summoned a stick, threw it across the restaurant and told her to go fetch. I saw her arrive at the stick but she never came back. I walked around the restaurant and came across a man. I pointed at him and said "Abracadabra!" He stood still looking at me for a second before walking away saying something along the lines that he wasn't going to fall for that because something about slipping and calculus. I woke up and noticed that that there was more light in the room than there should be. I got up and walked out of the house. I put my hand behind me to summon a young lady and felt a hand. I turn around and there are two men there. They tell me they will lead me to some ladies. We walk down the street, into a building, and into a restroom. I hear lots of talking. I had to pee and there was a trough there so I let out a little drizzle into it. I had enough of this and phased through a wall into a hallway. I put my and behind me to summon a young lady but summoned a man. I woke up and noticed that I was not in my bedroom as there was a large window showing a backyard pool. I phased through the window and put my hand behind me to summon a young lady and woke up.

Freezing Lightning
I'm in a pine forest, or it looks like I am, but an elevator comes down from somewhere. There's people hanging around in the forest and most people have superpowers. I know the woman coming down in the elevator, her husband is upstairs in a hospital bed. It looks like he can't be saved. She is crying and losing her mind. I realize this and try to reach her with my words, but she's gone. She lashes out with her power, which is one of the scariest ones I've ever seen. Imagine the world around you being very clear ice, her power was to create cracks in that ice. It looked like she shot light blue lightning out of her hand, it had the same thunderous sound too. When it hit a person, that person was suddenly ice that shattered where the lightning went through. She slaughtered my friends around me and eventually killed me. I saw myself dying in 3rd person, head split into two pieces of ice. I turned back time at least twice, trying to stop her. She didn't listen when I told her we could still save his husband.

After some resetting, the dream focused on two other characters in the forest. A red haired woman with a pistol and the ability to make bullets explode. She was crying and trying to kill a man. Another man stepped in to protect him. He created a wall of ice, or something that looked like ice. It didn't shatter when the bullet hit it. Anything that entered his ice slowed down, like the ice manipulated time. The woman kept firing and moving forward. The man he was shooting kept walking backwards and the third man kept creating more ice between them. The woman absentmindedly walked too close to her bullets and one exploded next to her head. Most of her head was gone. She fell down dead.

Hi Grandpa
I was with grandma and grandpa in a place I don't recognize. We were outside next to a road, looked rural. Silent and sunny day. Grandma talked to other elderly about how grandpa was paralyzed and nearing his end, but could still move his eyes. Grandpa was floating in air. The eye thing was news to me and I started asking him questions he could answer with eye movements. I started to float away with him as we chatted. We didn't lose or gain altitude, just floated a metre off the ground. I started hearing him talking, telling a story from his childhood. And then the dream ended. I lost my grandpa a few years ago. I guess seeing him in a dream no longer makes me lucid.

Fragment: Back in school. I'm together with Satu?

Took a nap from 12 to 14:23 with several awakenings.

-I'm in the store I visit often. There's a bed near the entrance. A girl is on it, waiting for action. Suddenly I'm on the bed, getting busy with my hand while people walk by. I realize this and try to hide it. (Woke up)

-Back in the store, this time I become lucid, but it's a really low level one. I walk deeper into the store and lights dim until it becomes dark. I'm not scared, I tell myself I can see even in complete darkness. I do see outlines of people, shelves etc. I still lose the dream.

-I wake up (False!) in my apartment. I get up and my room appears to be part of my parents' place. My brother has a new shabby room outside, next to the cold room. (No heating reaches that room, nothing else.)There's a lot of snow outside and I'm only wearing sandals. A thin stream of snow rolls of the roof. I grab some with my hand while discussing turning a window into a mirror and back with movable silver panel with my brother. (Woke up)

-Woke up again (Or did I?), same deal, my apartment fused with parents' place. Something is happening and I try to get up fast. I'm paralyzed and can't get up. After a short struggle I can move and get up.

So many missed opportunities to become lucid.

Im forgetting the numbers again. >. <

Night #

Creepy Baby Doll

I was laying on my bed than suddenly saw a Zebra appear before me. Aware it was a dream than I went to pet it but it stopped me from touching it. "Why wont you let me touch you?"I asked but it disappeared than a creepy baby doll appeared talking to me. It wasn't doing anything violent but when I noticed it on my head I thought it was going to bite me so I grabbed it and changed its form to get rid of it. But....it exploded. I don't remember what I did after that but when I woke up I felt I could have used a better method. > _ <

Night #

Remember the Star

I was in my old room laying down than felt myself being drifted by paint and color, into a new scene.In that scene I saw a star pass by than a voice appeared saying " remember the mother and the star dream".For some reason it made me think of Psoink. Blue writing than appeared and I was hearing someone talk. I talked to them and afterwards I ended up looking at my dream journal.I thought I had deleted half of my old dream journal entries and felt kind of dissapointed, wondering how I could get it back.

Next thing I recall is choosing to be out in the field with nature. I saw a duck and a tall slender animal laying on the ground. I went to hug it but than it pushed me away than tore off what seemed like yellow skin from its body. This made me think about how mankind takes animal life in order to survive and how some animals have ended up extinct.


Swimming In Cake

I was near a subway watching a boy trash talk about a girl he didn't know with his friend from a distance. I was annoyed by this but could do nothing about it so I walked away to see if I could get fast food for the evening. But when I entered the restaurant and got my food the fries were cold and tasted like they were somewhat raw. "Can I have my money back? You gave me raw fries. Or can you change it for something else. I don't mind if you keep the change"I said trying not to make them feel bad but than the cashier girls got annoyed and the one tending to me said no. I decided to just leave to avoid problems after that but as I left I saw a cashier leave than transform into a stick girl whispering how she was going to get back at me.

Lucid now, I prepared for a possible scare jump when I saw her run behind a car. It was dark so I jumped high to see her better but to my surprise her form changed quickly into my mom. she than told me quickly to hide behind the car with her. That someone was coming.I decided to go with it and hid behind the car. Someone came but than the scene shifted and I was now in a room non lucid thinking that I was being stalked by a girl's brothers because I had somehow made her depressed by my own depression.

Looking at the dolls she gave me as a gift I decided to hide them but her brothers entered the room pretty quickly and began annoying me. Suddenly characters from Ed, Edd and Eddy popped in, along with a screen about the creator and how he would make a butchered episode.

I became lucid because of that but than a cheese cake with caramel topping got my attention. I began munching on it like crazy than noticed Dawn appeared near me. He was trying to defend me from a giant that was going to mess with me .Seeing that we were small now I jumped onto a tall piece of cake to get a better view. Dawn was wide open for an attack and was also on a cake.I decided to jump back down to distract the giant from Dawn after that and jumped to where Dawn was. When I landed I swam deep into the cake than swam back up. Dawn managed to run away but than the dream shifted and we were big again. I was only semi lucid though.

Dawn came back up to me and handed me a doll covered in cake. He told me to go clean up my sister.I laughed knowing the fun was over and went to go clean up what I thought was my sister but woke up after that.

Max~

I wanted to try at having a heart dream like Windy mentioned before on here. I ended up having a pretty content dream.

I looked around a gray office room wondering why I was there than realized it was a dream.The dream was pleasantly stable and It didn't feel so bad to be alone. After walking through a door I saw a path with two doors. One had a anime "one piece" poster next to it and the other I can't remember. I chose the latter cause I didn't want one piece's door. I gave up on the show a long time ago. Wait, I just remembered that the latter door actually had a yuyu hakusho poster. After choosing it I saw the characters jump out and run through the door too. "Nice"I thought than heard a cheering sound. "This must be the right door" I thought jokingly than entered a large room where people were sitting around tables in suits. "Hi!!"I shouted to the people who looked than turned away. Suddenly Dawn approached me and I told him how the people were kind of drab. He said it was okay than out of no where a dog that looked like a pink pitt bull with a black collar came out of no where and started barking and chasing me. "AHHH!!Dawn help me!"I cried out as I hovered slightly above the ground thinking that it would bite my butt. Dawn than let me jump on him and ran with me holding onto him. This reminded me of my spellbee task and also how my dead dog Max use to dislike strangers. I tried putting a pink barrier behind Dawn and me as Dawn was telling the dog to stop but it wasn't appearing. I slightly was able to move items around me for obstacles though.

"Why is it chasing me!!?"I shouted. Dawn than took out a paper and said "It smells something sweet! It must mean that you've been eating too much cake and sugar foods"."Oh..."I replied. Next Dawn ran out with me. I looked at the dog to see it and its form changed to look like Max."Dawn! Wait! The dog looks like Max now!" I said than jumped off Dawn to go to him. "I'm sorry Max"I said than hugged him as he whimpered. Dawn than pet his belly and told him to rest in peace. I hugged him one last time as he closed his eyes than fell asleep. Woke up after that.


[PIc doesnt belong to me]

Night 14 I had 4 NDs, nothing interesting.

I took a nap from 17:00 to 17:32. I had been listening to music, relaxing and visualizing for a while before that. I turned music off and it was lights out nearly instantly. FA wiped a lot of details from my LD.


...I'm in a car. "I almost lost the dream. Well it's been surprisingly stable so far. I should try to actually do something cool..." I think. I hold my hand out of the car window and try to do magic. Bright blue and yellow waves and sparks shoot out of my hand. It's not the colors I wanted, but I think I can make something with it. A DC stand outside the car and walks over to me. Dream ends.

I "wake up" (FA) in my old room. It's middle of the day. Mom is back from morning shift. My brother is there too and comes to my door. "Oh, he's sleeping." I get up faster "No I'm not, what's up?" He comes to my room with a plastic bag. There's some running clothes in it. "Mom wants you to try them on to see if they fit either of us." I had false memories of already trying them on in a hair saloon looking place. "I've tried them on, they fit." I say and my brother goes to the kitchen. I put my earphones on the table and follow. My sister's second oldest is visiting. In the kitchen I remember the lucid dream again. "I should write the lucid dream I had down before I forget details." and I wake up. You can bet your butt that I RCed after that. I was so mad. That FA cost me most of my lucid dream.

Dream 1:
The beginning of the dream was kinda like a videogame, but I was also inside it. I was some kind of space bounty hunter and I was in an enemy base. I was carefully taking out everyone until some security system spotted me and alarms began blaring and I had a timer on the bottom of my "screen". I tried to escape the ship while enemies tried to stop me. Some friends appeared and helped me. When I was at the ship's hangar (it was a big cargo ship I think, so it had a small hangar for smaller ships) our ship was there. Instead of being in space we were just in the sky tough. I think I jumped back onto my ship and we flew away to safety.

We landed on a grassy island with a plateau and a spiral pathway leading to it. As I was nearing the top I gained lucidity. I climbed up onto the plateau (I don't remember how) and there were lots of grass and trees. There was also a naked girl there, for some reason. I hugged her and could feel her soft, warm skin against me. I began to fly with her. I had some difficulties because I would ocasionally think about falling down and I lost a bit of altitude, but I still managed to fly a little above the trees. I think the dream ended shortly after that.

Dream 2:
I was in the back of a car with my grandparents. I became lucid and tought of opening a portal. I couldn't do it so I decided to stick my hand out of my vision and summon someone. I extended my hand foward and pulled a hand wearing a white glove. Mickey Mouse immediately came to my mind and when I pulled the hand it was him. I asked him to open up a portal and he opened a weird small cartoony portal on the back of the car. I sticked my hand through it and I could feel a pile of clothes. It was a small enclosed space. I asked him to open up another portal and he did. I put my hand through and it was just a hole that led me to the trunk of the car. I woke up a bit after that.

Dream 3:
I was in my grandparents' house, and I think I had a massive urge to go to the bathroom. I eventually became lucid and tried to fight that urge until it subsided. In the beginning of this dream I was RCing constantly to make sure it was a dream. I was walking around, I remember summoning someone from behind me but I don't remember who it was. I remember walking around the kitchen for some reason. At some point I tried again to summon a portal but couldn't. I tried to justify it by saying things like "Oh I'm supposed to clap before I do it" but it didn't work. I even tried recalling times where I did it succesfully but it didn't work. After a while I decided to use something to help me.

I started looking for Rick's portal gun (from Rick and Morty) and opened a lot of closets looking for it but couldn't find it. I found a weird gadget with knobs and dials but it didn't do anything. I asked my older brother to show me where it was and he told me that he would but had to do something else first and he went into his room. I tought that I wouldn't wait that long so I turned around and began rotating both my arms in front of me and imagining time going faster. When I turned around he was already there and had done whatever it was he had to do.

The dream skipped a bit (or I forgot something) and then I was in my grandfather's bedroom, where the floor had turned into some kind of weird brown vortex and I was floating around in a plank of wood with Morty. There was a gooey, cartoony brown creature on the ceiling which Morty told me was called a... Gloorpadoop? Something like that. I had somehow obtained a portal gun that was made of glass and didn't seem like it worked. We escaped out of the room while the Gloorpadoop spat some weird slimy brown substance on us. I escaped the room and while Morty was going on ahead he told me the gun needed Gloorpadoop spit to work, so I dunked the gun in some of the Gloorpadoop spit that was by the door and it was pretty disgusting. That didn't do anything however and I couldn't use the gun.

I know I had 3 lucid dreams in one night which is unusual for me... but this night was pretty frustrating.

Pretty Woman on Trial DILD 1

I am in the audience for a trial. The defend is Erin Brokovich, though its not clear if Erin's character or Julia Roberts is on trial. I used to have a bit of a crush on Julia Roberts.

I become lucid. I walk into the front of the courtroom and become Julia/Erin's defending lawyer. I telll the jury, "look at her. She is far too beautiful to be guilty of anything". The jury seems to be buying my argument. I say, "I mean, look at her tits! Erin, show the jury your tits." She does this - lifts up her shirt to the court. The jury is duly amazed, and proclaim her not guilty.

Meeting my dream guide DILD 2

The dream ends and then shifts directly into a new dream but I maintain lucidity. I am in a crummy apartment with a bunch of rough Russian/Eastern European looking guys in dirty clothes and wife beaters who are playing dice and drinking vodka. I am listening to one man who is talking in some language I have never heard before and don't understand. Since I am lucid I command him to speak in English, which he does. To test my dream control further I command him take off his clothes and show his dirty balls to some young kids in the room, who run away. I dont watch this because its gross, but at least I tested that fact that I am indeed still lucid.

I turn away from this scene and remember my 3 step tasks. I summon a dream character by looking away and turning back. A small child, elf-like thing appears. I manipulate it, wanting to change it to something else. Again I turn away and come back to it. Now it looks like a little troll, like a troll beads doll. I ask it to take me to my Dream Guide.

We begin rushing off somewhere at light speed - the world is blazing past me in streaks. What is interesting is that I can feel it in my body - my body is filled with what I can only describe as a rush of cold electric energy, a cold shock through my system, similar to rush you might feel stepping under a cold waterfall but with an "electric" element to it. The feeling is palpable, it is real, it is NOTHING like anything Ive ever felt in a dream before.

We continue on for a few moments in this fashion, rushing at light speed, this energy coursing through my whole body. We seem to be traveling a vast distance. I become impatient with the journey and command the DC to skip the long bit and teleport us there instantaneously.

The scene fades briefly to black and in an instant later, I arrive at my destination, the place of residence of my personal dream guide. The cold shock energy is no longer coursing through me. Maybe it was needed to travel so far?

I regain my vision and see... Oprah.

She looks angelic and smiles warmly at me, welcoming me. We are in a small apartment room with open double doors that have a view of the sea. I am amazed. Really? Oprah?

I tell her that though I don't watch her show, I am a real admirer of the work she does and all the positive change she has done for so many people. She accepts my praise.

Oprah suggest I do some exercises to stabilize the dream. I can feel the lucidity fading - I am beginning to lose my sight. I do the spinning 360 degrees technique to try and fixate on my location. I remember seeing a smalll old school tube television on a richly wooden table. The floor of the room is blue, the walls a cream/beige, and the coach Oprah was sitting on was blue/green. I describe these details audibly to Oprah, who confirms them. But my sight is fading. I try to focus on my hands but I can no longer see them. Everything fades...

False Awakening NLD 1

I have a false awakening. I am in bed. My wife is awake next to me. I tell her that I had just had a lucid dream, and she knew. SHe was awake and had seen me looking at my hands. So I begin explaining to her the lucid dream I had and after a few moments I wake up for real.

Basketball party NLD 2

I am emailing with a mysterious stranger. He seems to know who I am, and he seems familiar but I cant identify the person. He exchanges with me in different languages.

It turns out that he is a childhood "friend" of mine. In the dream, we had gone running together in the past, though in reality this is not true.

I decide to host a party at my childhood home. We had a basketball hoop over the garage, and its there in the dream as well. I am there just with my sister and mom (retired) and we begin shooting hoops, or trying to. My basketball is fine, but my mom is unable to throw hers, saying that she is too weak. My sister can hardly do anything but throw the ball at me.

It turns out that their balls were deflated, or missing air. So I take them into my dads old workshop which is right near the garage. He has an air pump in their, which I use to reflate the balls.

Then a bunch of other people begin showing up to the party - all childhood friends and neighbors that I hadn't seen in years. I guess my mom had invited them. They threw their balls around but their balls were also lacking air, so the scene was of deflated basketballs hanging all over the place like orange and black dirty underwear - hanging from lampposts, corners of the house, porch railings, etc.

I realize that I need to re-inflate all of these balls for them but then the air pump machine breaks. I am in the shop fixing it, trying various configurations and knobs. There is someone else in there with me - some guy, I am not sure who. I realize that I am wearing nothing but the small skimpy underwear that my wife had bought for me. I feel a bit exposed.

Finally I manage to fix the machine, and I head inside to put on some more clothes. The dream ends.

Well the first thing i remember is being in a bathroom stall, i looked down at my hands and i was holding onto a small cellphone, then i noticed what i was wearing, some sort of a khakis uniform that looked really familiar but couldn't figure out where i seen the before. I looked back at the cell phone i was holding, i opened it and read the messaged that was on it.

"I'm coming for you tonight, be ready. -J"

I closed it and thought, 'Shit. its one of those dreams, okay lets play then.' I put the phone in my bra, and stepped out of the stall, i looked around and pretended to wash my hands in one of the sinks. I looked up into the mirror and the way i looked scared me, i had my normal long purple dream hair, i was paler then usual, and i had scars starting from both sides of my mouth leading up on both of my cheeks. I looked away fast, i finally knew that i would have to act like the Jokers daughter, i was curious where this dream would lead me so i didn't mind going along with it.

I walked out of the restroom and when i saw other girls in the hallways with khakis i finally snapped where i was, i was in the orange is the new black prison, i smiled big when i caught on, i have been binge watching the show for the past 2 weeks and i was waiting to dream this, but i never thought i would have to play as the jokers daughter. oh well. "What are you smiling about inmate?!" a guard in special uniform asked me. "Nothing, jeez cant i smile?!" i said back sarcastically. He looked at me angrily, "Do you want a shot?!" he yelled. I raised my hands in protest and shook my head. He walked away and i sighed with relief, "3 seasons and i still don't fully know what a shot is." i said with a chuckle.

The next thing i know, i am sitting on my bed and Piper Chapman is talking to me about some panty business and how she wants me to wear them and then give them back to her, apparently she is my bunk buddy cause after saying no to her panty business she went back to her bed and started to text on a cell phone. I was really starting to get bored so i attempted to use my bending to try to excite things up. I tried to make a small flame in my hand and when i felt the heat to rise something shocked me hard on my neck. I jumped with more of surprise then pain. "What the -" i begin to say. "Inmate Cross, that's 2 shot, try it again and i shock you to sleep." The guard from before said. He was holding up a small remote device in his hands and he was smiling at me.

I felt around my neck and notice i was wearing a large metal brace, 'These assholes' i thought. I figured that i was being restrained to use my powers in this dream so i didnt really fight it, i sat back and pouted. Piper sat next to me and i looked at her weird, "Can i help you?" i asked. "Is it true that you have powers? And how did you get those nasty scars on your cheeks?" she asked back. i rolled my eyes, "If you dont get off my bed im going to punch you in the face." i said harshly. She quickly got up and went back to her bed. I laid down and closed my eyes, it was black for a bit then when i opened them i saw a clown mask in front of my face. I screamed and punched it as hard as i could.

"Agh! you stupid girl its me!" Joker's voice said. I got up from my bed and hugged him, "Dad! finally, i was getting bored here." i said happily. I looked around and saw jokers goons shooting in every direction, all the inmates where hiding underneath their beds while guards tried to fight off jokers goons. "Hurry up, make a uh- hole in the wall." joker said to me. "I cant, duh!" i said while pointing to the brace on my neck. He growled and shoved a gun in my hand, "Lets go." he said. He ran out of my bunk and i looked at piper under the bed, "Hey you can come with us if you want?" i asked sincerely. she turned to me with tears in her eyes, "With freaks like you and your dad?! i rather rot in here." she spit back. I sighed and pointed the gun at her, "Suit your self!" i said with a smile, i shot the gun at her but the bullet only went in her arm, she screamed and i laughed as i followed behind joker.

The next thing i know were running through the yard and i reached to touch the brace on my neck but it wasn't there anymore, "What are you waiting for stupid?! They're coming!" Joker yelled at me, i looked behind me and saw so many guard running towards us. i panicked and raised both of my hands forcefully which cause a huge wall of earth to come up from the ground, it towered high. I knew the guards where on the other side so with one big push i made the wall fall onto the guards, it made a loud crash as it fell. then it was quiet. We stopped running and just looked to where the guards once were, and Inmates in orange and khaki ran out from the building and just ran passed us to freedom.

I turned around back to joker and he was laughing hysterically and i couldnt help but laugh as well, we were walking until we heard a gunshot. we stopped and joker looked at me scared, i had never seen joker scared in my dreams before so this was new. I was going to say something but when i tried to speak, liquid came out instead. I touched it and it was blood. I realized i was the one who got shot, i turned around and saw piper holding onto a gun that was pointed at me. She was bleeding from her arm and was struggling to stand. I smiled at her and raised both of my arms. The last thing i remember was hearing her say, "Dont fuck with me."


Damn this was intense for me, but it was fun to play along. Sucks i couldnt kick pipers ass but oh well, hopefully i dream of Orange is the new black, without joker being involved. Once again if you have an questions or comments, feel free to leave them below.

Until Next Dream~

The dream begins in me and my father in some kind of water park. I remember walking around, going through some restaurant part and then to the pool and seeing some girl there. The details are fuzzy for a while but I ended up chasing this girl through the whole dream (I wanted to have sex with he for some reason...). I remember a scene where I was in a bathroom but I don't remember what happened there very well.

At some point the scene shifted completely and I was in the middle of nowhere walking by some train tracks until I came by a small train station (ora bus stop) with a lone woman by it. I asked about the woman I was looking for and she told me she went to some kind of hotel. I remember a train passing by and me jumping on it, going to the place where I needed to go. When I arrived there it was a poorly made construction made of wooden planks, boards and some bricks. It all looked very unsafe... Anyway I found the we went to her room but got interrupted by people who were there. The girl went up some ladders and I decided to follow her. I was lucid at this point (not sure of the exact moment I became lucid).

As I was climbing the ladder I tought about just flying to the top but decided to keep climbing. After I got up there we went to another room but somehow got interrupted again by some manga characters who began fighting. I stayed there for a while chatting with some of the characters, but I don't remember what we talked about. I went outside and as I was staing at some wooden planks I remembered my actual dream goal which was going to Yuu's house. I pointed at the planks to open up a portal. A blurry black portal appeared and I lowered myself to the floor level to get inside since it was really low. As I was entering the portal the dream began to get darker until it was pitch-black. I was waking up so I stood still trying to get back in. I then began feeling sensations of movement and could hear myself narrating my dream actions to my friends who I knew were there for some reason.

I eventually regained all my senses and I was in some small room in a building. It had a small reception desk with a guy standing by it and two of my college friends were in the room. I immediatelly did a nose RC and the dream became very vivid. I looked to the walls in front of me, just beside a hallway. The walls were white but kept shifting forms between a regular white wall and a mirror/crystal surface. I tried opening up a portal on there but couldn't. One of my friends suggested I couldn't open up a portal because the wall was a mirror. I kept trying to open up a portal by pointing at the wall, but I couldn't and I eventually woke up.

So I was added to spellbee's competition on the 22nd, I believe. However, I didn't log onto DreamViews because final exams suck! And I should be updating this journal regardless of whether or not I'm in a competition, but I suppose now's a good time as any to start again! Anyway, here's a quick recap of the dreams I have recalled. I still have the messy midnight handwriting problem, though. -_-

4/22-23 (Night):
1. I was in some sort of cyberspace / virtual world. A person became a giant.
2. I kept reawakening from this one. My family and I were at a nice hotel of sorts. I can't for the life of me tell if my dream journal says "waitresses" or "mattresses". But basically, someone spilled water and it either got the waitresses or mattresses wet. :O

4/23 (Nap):
1. This is what happens when you're sleep-deprived, which unfortunately was me due to final projects, portfolio work, and exams. While sitting at an uncomfortable wooden desk in the library, I allowed myself to fell asleep and went straight into REM/sleep paralysis. I was conscious of the fact that this was happening throughout the majority of it. My tulpa whispered into my ear and I could feel her breath. Didn't quite see her -- it was like a dream where the only senses were sound and touch. This all took place in about 10 minutes' time. It was really cool, albeit also a bit alarming because I realized just how much of a toll my current schedule is taking on my body. I should be getting a LOT more sleep for the remainder of this week.

4/23-4/24 (Night):
1. I was looking up song lyrics online, and apparently I had a virus or something because one of those "Hot Asian Girls Looking for Single Men" spam messages kept popping up. O.o My mom came in, and asked me if I was "pulling a [something involving a girl's name]" again. I had no idea what she was talking about. My brother defended me.
2. I was watching some films in the animation theater at my university. Some characters included a whale-like creature and some Pokemon. It was really hot in there, but at least the film was really good until the end. They must've not finished editing it, because it was really patchy/choppy.

Afterwards, I had a computer graphics class with my old professor and just one other girl.

And no recall for the last few nights.

And that's it! So that's 4 non-lucid fragments = 2 points, and one WILD = 10 points for a total of 12! These WILDs are real, but they're also cheap. This one wasn't even all that vivid. :/ But hey, it's good considering how intense things have been for me in the waking world.

I apparently miscounted what night of the competition were on but yeah, this is the 11th night entry so no mistake there.^.^

Steve

I was with my younger brother running from something I can't remember. It was night and we ended up in my old home where I felt somewhat safe. Idk why but I walked into a closet thinking about how something has yet to heal that I wanted to heal, maybe healing my brother, than Dawn appears in the closet in realism form wearing a gray/navy sweater with a hoodie over his head and gray baggy jeans.


"You shouldn't be here"I told him in a low voice. "I shouldn't?"he replied back than looked to a gray television in the closet observing what was on it. I saw a anime girl with long pigtails on it revealing some of her chest as she cheered near a mobile suit in a blue sky background.Walking towards the door I felt embarrassed a bit thinking it would reveal something else but personal."Is he still watching?"I thought than looked back at his face to see his eyes turn towards me than back to the tv as if he was taking inside notes about me.

"Uh...I'm gonna go" I said than hurried out and into the living room where the HD television was on. On it was a woman that made me think it was the Antenna TV channel but in color. She had red orange hair in a bun and she seemed like a maid in her 50's."Ofcourse, they've been together for four years, their ship has been smooth sailing since than" she said as if she was confirming a couple's good relationship. I found it somewhat interesting but than turned the television off and sat on the bed. The dream shifted after that and I became non lucid.


I was now walking into a room where people were watching tv in the dark. Noticing that my legs were covered in a strange rash though I hurried to the bathroom to look for a cream. However, I couldn't find one and hurried back to see Steve from Blues Clues walk into the room and sit down on the floor sighing. "No one remembers me..."he said in a sad tone."Aw..don't worry. It'll be okay". I hugged him than got up to get some Italian bread to eat for us but ran into my brother's friend who stopped to annoy me. I ignored him though and than somehow ended up in my mom's car where my brother couldn't remember how to drive and was in a rush.

"I don't have my official license yet but let me try"I told him. When the cars on the street began looking narrower I became lucid though."Nice, I'm practicing driving in my dream. I should do this in rl"I told myself than stopped the car only to have it move up again till I could gain control .I wanted to park it . Woke up after that.

Toy Monkeys In The AirPort

I was at the airport with my mom thinking we arrived at another country but than I lost track of her and saw from an above view that toy monkeys with plastic big heads and tubular bodies were hopping around the airport going about their business.

"I must be inside a dream"I told myself than flew out of the place through the walls. There a pigeon flew around me giving the impression of my guide. "Dawn is that you in pigeon form?"I asked curiously. I got no response though and wondered what form would be my signature animal."I guess I would be a bird too"I thought than changed my form slowly into a small brown sparrow. Flying around content with the pigeon and other birds I enjoyed what time I had left than woke up.

Long Live The Scribe

I was trying to figure out something to eat for breakfast when suddenly my brother comes in and messes up my attempt at making an egg. I shouted at him than the scene changed into the lion king. I'm looking above at a small cliff where Scar is about to push Mufasa off. "Scribe, you think it is your place, do you? Long live the Scribe". He than pushes Mufasa off the small cliff.

I became somewhat lucid than ran up to Mufasa and picked him up. "AWW...That was so mean. Why did the creators have to make scar push him off like that?". I than kissed Mufasa's head somewhat intrigued by how i was watching the scene from within the dream than gave him a big hug. He started to fade a bit though. Woke up after Simba ran up to us and his father moved slightly.

Notes-I haven't practiced driving in a while and would like to do it again. I really want to pass the test already. Also, I was surprised to see Steve from Blues Clues. I was thinking of another Steve yesterday but not that Steve. O.O

DILD #1-I was a passenger in a car going through a neighborhood in the morning when I looked at the clock and noticed that no numbers were there. I phased out of the car and turned my hand behind me to summon a dolphin. I felt a beak, turned around and saw a purple dolphin floating there. The tried to get on its back when it started flying way. I caught up to it and got on its back to ride it. It was going slow so I told it to go faster. I woke up.

DILD #2-I was in the dark, playing pretend. I pretended that I was falling into the ocean. I felt a splash. I sank deeper. I looked up and saw I must have been hundreds of feet below the surface. I felt like something dangerous was approaching me. Was it a shark? No, it was volcano erupting below me! I had to escape! I woke up in school and realized that it was nighttime and class was over. I had to clock out using a touch screen machine but didn't know how. The teacher said they could do it for me. I was free! I got out of school and was so happy I jumped up. I floated in the air and relished in my skill of being able to fly when I realized I was dreaming. I flew up higher to get a view of my surroundings. I saw a neighborhood where several groups of DCs were conversing and flew there. While in the air, I rotated my forefinger to speed up time and time sped up. With time being sped up, I noticed how much the DCs used their hands while talking. I watched a few groups of DCs conversing with time sped up. I woke up.

DILD #3-I was in a classroom in school watching the teacher at the chalkboard when I realized I was dreaming. I got out of my seat and jumped up to fly. I flew higher to a dome that was above the classroom. I tried to transform into a dolphin. I felt my body becoming stretched and floppy. My body transformed into a red outline of a dolphin. My face started to change which made me jump. I started to lose the scene but told myself to stay in the dream. A new dream scene formed of a neighborhood. Some tangled black hair grew on my head as I continued floating in the air with an outline of a dolphin body. A DC told me I looked beautiful. I woke up.