lucid

Fire

I was watching a scene unfold of a woman telling someone how to do something correctly. She mentioned that you had to make a big circle with red and white string than put feathers in it until it ended up being the right scale. (Obviously my mind took this from the pi joke on Hukif Entry) I left her after that and watched a man holding a cigarette enter the now formed bathroom. He than lay in the tub totally out of it and dropped the cigarette. The flame grew big.

I ended up where my dad was now somewhere inside the house. We were trying to escape when I remembered my birds. He followed me as I ran from room to room until I found them. He carried the cage out the room with me but than I remembered we could use a fire extinguisher. I didn't know how to use it but I picked one up and tried to get it to work. It ended up spraying the fire a bit but it wasn't enough. That's when mew aliens began to slowly come out of objects and tried attacking us with beams.

We ran together until we came upon a door my dad opened. The room was filled with water but we had no choice. We went in and swam up coming across a door on the ceiling. I tried to get in the door after my dad but my movement was going on the opposite direction that I wanted to go. "I can't do it!" I shouted. "You can!" My dad replied. "NO, I cant! Help me!". Than I just buckled up and moved in the opposite direction i wanted to go until i got in the door.

I and my dad were now right side up and in the living room. But the mews appeared too. We ran out the door, my dad still holding the cage. My dad ended up in the car with my birds faster, while I was halfway to it. The mews than went though the door, their eyes glowing yellow as they sent yellow energy balls at me. "Open the door for me!" I shouted. When I tried opening the car door it wouldn't work. I had to deflect a energy ball with a random shirt. That's when the door opened, I got in the back seat and than I woke up.



Gyeongbokgung Palace

I was laying on a bed in a small room, looking at the floor thinking to myself "Gyeongbokgung Palace".
When I realized that the small room I was in had a peculiar small square window with red tape around it.

"Gyeongbokgung Palace!"I said knowing that I was in a dream now. I flew out the window and ended up on a clear path that looked like urban Japanese style homes around me. However, as I thought about the palace again I soon was flown and teleported to on top of a gray mountain where I could see more mountains and the city way down below. It was daytime, bright, with clouds in the area. "The mountain is a nice spot but where I really want to go is the palace". I than thought of Gyeongbokgung Palace multiple times until I teleported into a crowded area inside what looked like one of the houses in the palace site.

Hearing the sounds of people chattering as they pushed around me I got the feeling I was in a area probably where a cafe was. But since it was a dream it could be any area. I than walked to the side until the crowd lessened and looked at the wooden flooring to see a small black outlined square with kanji and hiragana in it.

What I could read was "te, ii noni". It doesn't make sense and wasn't the whole thing but it was something. I than looked around. To my right side there was a counter where you could order something. It was interesting but than I moved into the next room where I became non lucid.


My teacher was present and handed me a test back. He said to look at it than handed someone else their test. Afterwards he made an announcement that the trip was going well so far but for no one to get lost. Thats the last thing I remember.

Dogs

A dream where I became a dog with other people. A bear took over our house and kicked me out. My brother tried fighting me with a pencil. I was playing ds with my old best friend but I couldn't hear her and when she got close to tell me something she kissed my ear. I wasn't into her though and thought it was probably a mistake. At the end I was talking to my cousin who was getting facial hair like a guy. Oh and there was a time I looked in the mirror and saw myself as a guy.

Notes- It was interesting how my dreaming mind put kanji and hiragana into the square. Squares are common in waking life so it was probably a coincidence but i decided to do some digging and see if i could find anything in the palace that had language in a square. I found three pics with symbols on them. I dont know what they mean and i didnt know the palace had them. After looking at more pics of the palace im noticing symbols or designs on architecture. This makes me wonder if jewl symbol has something to do with the palace. Also do you have an idea what these symbols in the pic mean Jewl?

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The 29th I was in my father's old house on a staircase. I walked down and saw some friends in the room. For some reason I just knew this was a dream and looked at someone and said "this is a dream" and they nodded and everything was vivid but I wasn't really controlling much just aware. I looked at the staircase and bahar came down and I told her it was a dream and she nodded like "duh" and then some other sexual things occurred.

I had a dream about skydiving. I'm outside of my dad's old house clearing. There's a massive building where I think the planes are. The dream skipped around a lot. I think at some point we got up in the air.

Part of a dream I was walking up this massive hill of some kind. On the left was a church and there was a funeral going on. It was strange because the funeral had the family of the deceased on stage facing the crowd. They were crying and hugging each other. Everyone was wearing black. I could see a few cars parked outside of the church. There was a massive tree shading everyone at the event. I kept walking up the stairs trying not to look at the funeral, up to the top.

I was at a sporting event like a football game. I was very high up in the stands and was in fear of falling down the stands and getting hurt. My view went to several parts of the stands and I noticed that I would have fallen further at some points compared to others but I was in an okay spot. Someone was talking to me about the games like about who was playing but they kept getting confused because it would be two teams and then four and then different teams.

I started floating down the stands while looking at the huge scoreboard thing in the middle. I was saying "this is a dream" and floating down gently to the middle. When I got to the bottom I realized I wasn't in a stadium anymore but a bedroom. A girl came walking down the hallway through an open door and to me. She was light skin and not wearing a lot of clothing. She had light brown hair that might've been curly, and freckles on her face. She had told me her name was something that started with a "C" like "Clarissa" but also told me another name as well that was like the name she goes by or something. We started to kiss but I kept my eyes open because I didn't want the dream to collapse. I could see her freckles very close to my face. We started to become intimate and we got into a rhythm. She finished and then asked me how that had happened. I remember looking at her and saying something like "wow I've been in this lucid dream forever. This has been my longest lucid dream." And it really did feel like a long time but the weirdest part was it felt like the most stable. It most of my lucids I'm thinking it's going to crash at any moment but this was just so calm and stable I didn't think it would end. We continued on in other positions. She asked me what her name was and I said "Clarissa" and she said it was another name and I said "no it's Clarissa I want to find you at some point when we get over into the real world." She simply nodded and the dream went back to non-lucid.

The dream was now in this hotel space. Kids were lugging laundry bags to do their laundry. It was like a vacation place but also a dorm where young adults lived. We were a group that was going to leave the next morning very early so we started packing our things so that we could just get back and leave with our belongings. It felt like we were going to a cross between firefly music festival and kings dominion amusement park. We were packing up our stuff and weird objects were there on shelves. I can't remember what the objects were but they seemed to be associated with magic. At some point I walk into a room and there's my doctor there telling me I have some sort of sickness. He goes "yeah this is the rarest sickness of this type" but I don't feel threatened at all.


I had a dream last week but I don't remember which day it was so I'll add it here.
It felt like I was in another country that was either in the amazon or in asia. The scene was in between my schools though at the bus loop without buses. I could see tracks in between different places and buildings. Everything that wasn't a building or track or person or object was just this empty black color. I was swimming in this black stuff on a track and could see these massive bugs crawling next to me. It was really freaky. There was apparently a restaurant we were going to that had fish and chips. We ended up meeting people there and I was supposed to pay with my mom's credit card. The end of the dream was weird because I was standing in this black stuff in the middle of the bus loop and the idea was I was on mushrooms. I've never done them before so I didn't have an experience to base it off of. I was standing lower than the track and looking up I could see these people with spirals for eyes like Rezz looking at me. They were higher up than me but it seemed like they were tiny people. In my mind I'm thinking "here they are" or "oh hi nice to meet you finally." It felt utterly weird being in the presence of these things, they weren't like dream characters they were like actual beings that knew they were in some sort of dream with me separate from what my mind created. They seemed to just look at me.

Another dream from that night was located at this restaurant place. The place was symmetrical and had all of these objects. Someone would hide an object and I'd have to find it. Someone hid a small sphere in the corner and I had to reach down further to get it. This place was brightly colored with reds oranges and yellows and seemed very clean and set up but in a cartoonish way. That eventually gave way to the idea that I was with a group of people downtown somewhere trying to go to a concert. We were at someone's house about to leave. Dana walks in with her friends and I awkwardly blurt of "how you are yeah?" and she walks further into the house towards the kitchen. I eventually go into the kitchen and grab some cookie dough out of the refrigerator and start to eat it.

I found myself in a huge convention center, it seemed. And to my surprise, the place sort of circled around a large domain where the space needle was being constructed, though it was black. I met this woman, and everyone presumed she had an attitude about her that made her cold, unapproachable, and seemingly ill-tempered. I chose to ignore these elements and sat down with her at a picnic table, still inside this convention center. This woman's disposition was an absolute amalgamation of several personas of multiple strippers.

La

I'm so stupidly foggy as to other dream aspects, but I was at one point conversing with my mother about something lifelike.

Additionally, my friend Matt was at my house, and he felt the need to watch television on our big screen downstairs. He gathered together a jumbled mess of extension cords, and sought the assistance of my father to garner a means to watch his program. When i met him at the foot of the stairs, I asked why he needed to do this, and he responded with "I didn't want you to give me that look of eyes five inches apart!"

WHO CARES WHAT PSYCHIATRISTS WRITE ON WALLS!

I got to sleep OK around 8. And slept until maybe 1 or 2.

Yams

My first dreams I remembered were of being at a big round table with my family. I was handing out sweet potatoes. They turned out to be soft but at first I thought they were under cooked.

Out Somnia

I had insomnia again and it was from after my first sleep cycle until IDK when. I gave up after an earnest try, and got up. I don't know what comes first. My workaholism or my insomnia.

Loft

Eventually I went back to sleep. Around 6 I guess. I felt myself drop in.

I don't remember much of the dream but I was in a loft. Something happened. Then there was someone like Goku. they expanded into a big illustration.

That made me lucid for a moment. I realized I was in a dream but didn't know what to do.

Springy False Awakening

I had a false awakening of waking up in a bed. But the bed had springs on it. I figured the dream had startled me into waking with a jolt. And that made my bed keep swinging back and forth.

The springs creaked. I kept trying to tell myself they would eventually slow down. But it seemed like my swinging gained momentum, and the creaking got louder. First it was right to left, then from head of bed to foot of bed. And squeaky squeak squeak.

I was thinking I need to record this dream in my voice recorder. Which I had put away since the sun was already up. (If I dreamed I planned on just getting up to write it. But I forgot that during this false awakening.) I wanted the bed to stop swinging and creaking, otherwise that sound would get recorded, too. So I tried to think about the dream while waiting for the bed to stop.

Then I grabbed onto this black metal bar of the bed to stop it but the force was too much. It felt like it would rip my arms off.

Missing Table

In waking life there is a table to the side of my bed. I got up from my bed to stand, and try to stop my bed swinging from the outside. I realized it wasn't there. My chair near it was though. "Oh well," thought I. "Maybe I moved it before sleeping."

Actually woke up

I appeared in my physical bed kind of surprised about all that having been a dream! It took me a moment to be like, oh, wait, my beds not shaking.

It would have been a great dream to become lucid in. However, I might have just gotten excited and returned to my body, if I became lucid. I'm surprised I didn't find lucidity over the bed swinging like that. I kept telling myself it must be possible and thinking of how my bed was built.



The end!

My dreams were consumed by another theme so much so that the palace just wasn't happening.

Chance, Gamble, Shuffle

I was in a golden box with a red carpet inside floating in the middle of the ocean. Invader Zim was present and talking to another character about how the situation presented was turning out to be ridiculous. I agreed with him but I wasn't just going to sit and mope. I climbed out and the scene began to form a ground. When I walked on it, I ended up in a purple dingy room that was decorated for a Halloween party.

I could hear Teen Titans Go in the BG and thought that while the kids watched it, I would go ahead and eat some of the snacks. I went up to a old dusty reddish chimney where a black rectangular tray had some pieces left of a skeleton candy. But just as I picked up a small piece the wall and chimney began to shake. "He's coming everyone! Hide!". I saw a boy run under the small square table in the middle of the room. I didn't want to go far or somewhere obvious/cornered so I hid behind the near small blue sofa that had a black gaping hole behind it.

As I crouched behind the sofa I saw a blurry spirit in the form of a man with a top hat come in. He slowly walked around the small table in the middle. It felt like he was looking down. Seeing through the sofa, I stepped carefully mimicking his movement so I can go around the sofa and keep out of his view. When he chose the person that was out of game and in his view, everyone in the party jumped up and ran in a line close to each other. I stood in between two guys and the one in front of me was wearing a waiter outfit. He had silver glittery cards in hand and began to shuffle the deck as soon as the spirit ordered him to begin. He didn't speak through words but we understood through feeling.
I watched as the guy shuffled the cards. There were four that seemed like they could turn around the game.


Moral Support

I was laying on my bed when suddenly a guy approached me.He took my hand and put his other hand towards me, saying he would heal me. I felt others present around my now illuminated room and than gently pushed his hand away telling him I didn't need to be healed. He than asked me what was it that I really wanted than. I said I just wanted to understand why things were the way they are.

After that I turned and looked at the other characters. They seemed like angels but I mentioned that they weren't. They agreed that they weren't and began to laugh together at my comment.

The dream than shifted and i was now in a sandy large circular area where large arches had bars in front of them like jail cells. I could hear noises coming from it and felt like it symbolized restraint for wrong doing.

After that the place changed again and I was in a room with what was supposed to be an evil person. My mom dc was present as well. While she was cooking the person made a small fire appear that burned my mom than summoned a larger fire. I blew out the fire and asked him why he was doing that. He said because he didn't care. I asked him why, is it because he lost someone he cared about and now no one else matters. He said yeah, kind of hesitating. I smiled feeling like we made a break through but this made him uneasy that he climbed out a window.The guy from the start than came back and told me that we would continue tomorrow.

After that the dream shifted and the guy from the start of the dream came out again and brought me to a light blue hall where the others from the start were grouped together.(For a moment u wondered if it was tomorrow yet...^^")I was asked to try and help them in a short amount of time.As they began to walk around doing their own thing I walked up to each one telling them things they could do to better their situation and change their perspective to a more positive one. But even if it looked like it helped some slightly they all came together and began to laugh without facing me.

I asked why they were laughing and why couldn't they just understand. It than got to the point when I wanted to smack one in the head but I stopped myself because it was not right. Instead I sighed and just watched them laugh. "Their obviously doing it to annoy me".The guy from the start than came back and asked me if I understood why things were the way they were now. I said yeah and understood that there were many opportunities for change but they didn't want to for some reason. He than brought me to a table with a yellow creature in btw us and showed me a metal with drawings on it that he drew. He said that I did a good job in changing some slightly or making them think even though I failed to make them leave the side they were on.


Final fantasy

I was trying to lend someone a pen but they were upset with me and didn't want to take it.

After that I ended up in a facility where I zoomed up btw some escalators. I passed a repetitive dc than heard a dc singing a lovely song in an unknown language. "I wish I could make music like that" I thought than sat down to listen.

The dream than shifted and I was in a room with green colored walls. There was a girl present who asked me what music I like. I said I like metal or rock but I do enjoy pop as well. She than put some rock music on and I left to find my younger cousin. She was in her room doing her best to ignore me with a poofy black short vest on. "Why is she wearing that?" I thought. I than flipped over a group of games in a basket where a final fantasy game was. This annoyed her so she flipped it back. Curious if she would do it again I did it again and the result was the same.

Notes: Perhaps to get to the palace I need to try meditating on it so I can clear my mind and have more of a chance of it becoming a theme in my dream. Next week I know its going to be another place but I still want to see if I can get myself there. On the bright side I did get fully lucid but i got distracted and wanted to see the end result.

I cant recall a lot. There was so much going on though.

Laughed After I woke up

I was with my brothers who were playing a mario game. They had to bounce mario on this huge plant until a burst of wind blew mario far away. While Mario tumbled in the air you could make different moves to help you catch the coins as you continued through the moving setting.

I asked my brother to let me try than. After i bounced and was blown away i felt partly immersed and was having fun till I noticed the characters could change. Mario ended up changing to wario than waluigi.

Next thing I recall is i was 12 and hanging around some other kids. One of the guys who stuck next to me looked like Eye's realism form. We were chatting together casually until someone shouted that a bombing was occuring. We ran as random characters began to pop up in our view. According to a man who was there we had to stay hidden from their view.

As we sat at the bottom of a leveled sandy ground someone tossed a small technological bomb that was in the shape of a hexagon. It was lighting up in the middle about to explode.(Looked like the bomb fox has in melee)The man shouted for everyone to duck than covered me with his body to shield me from any debree. Knowing that a stranger was protecting me like that, made me feel so happy.

But things died down after we went in a different direction. The guy who reminded me of Eye ended up handing me a present. It was wrapped in pink wrapper with red hearts on it and shaped like an envelope. When he unwrapped it though it changed into a pink maid outfit. He than took out a pink hair band for my hair and a short pink pants with red hearts on it. Everything was cute and reminded me of a design i had on a pink sweater when i was younger. After thanking him I took it.

We were than approached by the other kid who asked me how he got a scratch under his eye. I laughed and replied " the catterpillars bugs and worms crawled on you when you were asleep. Than you stumbled upon a forest where you fell "and something else i cant recall. As i woke up i laughed at the absurd story i came up with.


Butterflys

I was semi lucid in this dream and with my dream guide Eye. There was a baby shadow thing with a pointy head that ran towards me in the hall but Eye pulled me back than pushed it away. It tried to touch me again but Eye pushed it harder till it stumbled than dissapeared. He than showed me to my backyard where I saw a open carboard box that seemed like a small shrine but with flowers as the central object. There were many butterflys of different colors fluttering around. Ivy green, white, orange and another color. I didn't focus on it for long though.

I followed Eye again till we ended up in a huge place with violet walls and i suppose a pillar/long stairs. It was an important place but my memory of the place is deteriorated now. Something ended up happening there but i can't remember. After whatever happened, occured, I went into the kitchen of my old home where Dawn showed up in a suit and tie. He than took off his suit top than asked Eye why he didn't make him something to eat.

The way he was acting reminded me of how we use to roleplay in dreams when i was younger. I decided to go along with it and watched as he began to fry some peppers in oil and prepare vegetables/salmon. I felt excited to cook in a dream though. Cutting a pumkin and tossing it in I told Dawn that i would take over even though the dream limited my memory to cook vegetables and salmon. The frying pan began to overheat though. Not knowing what to do Dawn pushed me back annoyed and said to stay back.

The next part i recall is that I had a false awakening. In the false awakening i heard people out the window and told them to shut up. (I was cranky in the dream cause I couldn’t sleep)A man got furious in return and said he was going to kill me for saying that. I said sorry but he was still upset so i focused on summoning a guardian to protect me. I saw the scene change into a white place with colorful scribbles on the ground than i warped into the air where two anime girls sakura and ino were telling me how to summon Sasuke for protection.

I became semi lucid there than they began to swing me around so i could get the flow of the motion of summoning. I went through the flooring easily until i landed on a bed where sasuke showed up. Eye was around too but the scene changed quick after that.

I was looking at dream views but than my view zoomed in to a yellow background where someone replied to me.(Thought it might be psoink but i wasn't sure cause i couldn't see a username) I thought they replied after they read my dream but they said "I liked the part where the head was floating". With a smug emoticon and other random emoticons.(The smug emoticon probably occured cause i wondered when would anyone use that yesterday.xD) I didn't recall when that scene mentioned happened in my dream though and wondered if this had anything to do with my dream goals. (I didn't even recall the palace here.
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Notes- There was a scene where a cockroach appeared too but I don’t remember when.

It was 2337 words. I only do pictures when I feel really inspired to and today I just felt like writing it.

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Spoiler for DJ Entry:

I had a good nights sleep last night. And some good dreams and recall. Got to bed around 8:30 P M and up at 6:14 A M but theres a lot of time recalling and recording dreams between those two times.

Pokémon

There was an interesting Pokémon battle early on that I couldn’t remember much of.

Bowling

I was at a bowling alley. The owner could bowl a perfect strike every time. He came to our lane and did it.

There was a woman’s face above the end of the lane. But it was there because she was dead. And when the ball hit her dead body, it caused her dead body to make facial expressions. She had dark hair. Her face was probably four feet tall.

Teleportation

I teleported to a gym. But I wasn’t lucid, it was just subconscious. I remember arriving there and feeling funny, like something was different now. I tried to set up for a workout.

(J) and (P)

Something with my friends (J) and (P). Maybe a tupperware of rice.

Coats

Something about wearing a big coat. Taking it off and putting it on a shelf. Someone telling me I might need the coat.

Vegeta’s Dogs

Someone who reminded me of Vegeta was mad at me because he asked me to keep his dogs but I put them all in cages. When they got out they were almost suffocated and he was upset. (I would never treat animals that way in waking life)

Car Alarm

I dreamed I had gotten up. The lights were on. I heard a car alarm from the neighborhood. I wonder if I was lucid because I remember thinking, “Am I dreaming that sound, or is it coming from outside my dream?” It sounded like a physical sound. And very well could have been. But I was dreaming when I heard it, and didn’t wake up physically.

I forgot the rest of that part but there was a little dream part there.

Anna

There was something with a grocery store. Then some bleachers. My sister seemed to be dating (M). (M) was (P)’s younger brother but became as close a friend as (P).

Then it became (K) and (M) and they were even younger. I talked to (M) and he said his name was Anna. Apparently it wasn’t really (K) and (M) but it looked just like them. Their Mom had more children and these were the young ones. Maybe 5 years old.

Anna said he was a Demi God. And he explained that whatever anyone says will come back to them. At first I felt skeptical of this. But it made some sense to me. (Now I realize the skepticism was a good thing. The “karma” thing is a commonly held view but I found out about “blame shifting”, “Lords of Karma” and other concepts such as not beliving in a “punishing higher power” that debunk the “karma” concept. And how the “karma” concept has more a negative impact on people. But that’s very new agey.)

Then, I saw a teacher from my high school. She looked older. I told her, “Wow, can you believe it? (L) had more kids!” I forgot what she said.

Teacher Girlfriend

There was a woman I knew from high school. She was a teacher in a school now. She was my girlfriend within the dream. And she was letting me stay at the school. I will call her (S).

Privacy

At one point I was going to the bathroom. But one one knee? Then a bunch of people were looking in at me through a big glass window. I hoped they couldn’t see clearly.

Best Lucid, Dream technique

There was a kid who was mad at me. He said it was because I told someone what the best Lucid, Dream technique was. And really, I shouldn’t say anything about that.

I didn’t know what he was talking about that. I don’t remember dreaming of having done that. (But maybe it was something I did on a thread somewhere. I’ll try to be mindful of that. Usually I just say my own thoughts but not in a way that it’s the one way for everyone.)

Guy Trying to Pee on Me

There was a part in a room full of people. I felt confident. Then a guy started trying to pee on me. I was not really into that so I backed away. He chased me down. I remember waking up from that. Instead of thinking to recall the dream, I didn’t realize I had just dreamed. So I imagined throwing him off me and stopping him from doing that.

Poop In Sink

Well the dream came back. This time I was looking for a bathroom, but eating food at the same time. There was another small window to the bathroom that caught my eye.

I mainly didn’t want anyone to know I was eating food in the bathroom. They would think I was eating poop. LOL. Wait. There was poop in the sink already.

The sink was stainless steel. I didn’t want to clean the poop from the sink while still chewing my food because then I would think I was eating the poop.

So I turned around and faced away from it to finish chewing, which felt like forever. Then I looked at the poop in the sink thinking of how to clean it.

Pokémon Cards

I just remember feeling surprised when she seemed to still like me after some time. (It felt like a few days) And I was still welcome to live at the school. We kind of embraced.

Then some other guys there wanted to play me in Pokémon cards. I had my binder like in waking life with cards. It was like, if they won, they got all my commons and uncommons. There was more to the match, like they were mad at me, and the Pokémon match would settle it.

We gathered around a table. It turned out I had more booster packs. My dream made its own TCG expansions and designs for the booster packs. I remember looking at them, thinking if I remembered the names. Some of the guys wanted to open the packs and use the cards. I said sure but I get to keep anything I want from the packs afterward. There were at least 6 packs.

So then I went to the head of the table, standing near (S), to play. I felt close to her emotionally, which was a positive feeling. However, I wondered how we would all play one on one, with me at the head of the table. Shouldn’t we all be across from each other? It seemed like (S) would still love me no matter what happened.

Waterfall

At some point it jumped to a scene showing a series of water falls. I was thinking of the H M water fall. It showed a series of Pokémon game screens. I guess I just subconsciously love Pokémon.

One screen had a mail box with writing on it. I thought it might be a modified version of the original game.

Con Artist

After going down the water fall it showed two people in a car, but it was a boat. A man and a woman. I had an understanding that the man was a con artist.

Mouse?

I was in my room. I think there was a mouse.

Skulls in Dirt

About 4 people were in the woods. They were taking turns wrapping a black rope thing around their head. Swallowing some of the rope and pulling it back out. I was just watching from outside. I was trying to make sense of it.

(T)

(T) was in the dream. He had his head in a dirt hole. Then the dream showed me that there were two animal skulls in the dirt near by. I thought, “Oh no! That means diseases are crawling in the dirt!” And then (T) pulled his head out of the dirt.

(T) went on to say that many people make You Tube videos expressing their feelings. But his videos were more factual. He doesn’t need to express his feelings because he goes to the Mosque, he says. His accent is like waking life.

Being Outgoing!

Either before or after that, I was walking in the woods, with my voice recorder. I was recording myself talking but at the same time being out going to other people.

It was nice out. People were walking by on the trail. The main thing is I was in an good mood.

Shot Guns

Then there was this part where everyone had shot guns. They had white spray paint on them saying, “Hagner” or “Magner”. (T) and (M) were there. Eventually they gave me a shot gun too.
False Awakening Dream Journaling

I guess I had woken up, thinking through those. My brain felt groggy. I fell back asleep.

I was in a false awakening then. I was trying to dream journal, but it was a big assembly about a belief system.

I kept telling myself I remembered my dream just fine and I could record it later. But then doubted it.

So I tried to take out my phone and write my dream notes short hand while the movie thing played. Thinking maybe the teachers would think I was just taking notes from the movie, and not bother me about it. I don’t think I got to that though.

I remember the other guys with shot guns were still there. We all had shot guns. Someone wanted to trade me for mine. (I am not a gun person in waking life, not really interested in guns, totally against hunting, etc)

Bad guys at bottom of stairs
Eventually the assembly ended. I headed downstairs. It seemed like I was one of the last ones.

Part way down the stairs I heard something going on. A couple of the “authority figures” of the assembly were beating on a guy named Tom. (Not any Tom from in waking life) I witnessed the bad guy put his fist in Tom’s mouth.

I turned around to go back upstairs before they heard me. I wanted to get a video or call for help. (I was thinking the word “police” but they seemed to be on the bad authority figures side)

I looked around for help. Maybe I could use one of the shot guns. They all seemed not to weigh anything though. I didn’t know if they would work.

I saw a guy playing a key board kind of thing. Almost asked him for help. But decided he might be “one of them”.

Chain Saws

After getting by that guy undetected, I found a bunch of various chain saws and weed whacker kind of things. I thought these might be more reliable in stopping the bad guys.

I imagined putting a chain saw into a bad guy but it getting stuck. The the other bad guys could get me. So I changed my mind about chain saws.

Cubicles

Then there were all these cubicles. I saw (A) in one. I jumped up over all the cubicles into his cubicle, landing on the desk behind him. (B) was also in the cubicle.

Even though I did that jump, I wasn’t lucid. It just seemed normal.

I started urging them to call the “police” (not realizing the “police” were the ones in cohoots with the bad “authority figures”). When I said “police”, (B) seemed to shy away. He didn’t want anything to do with it.

Instead of call the “police”, (A) got all pumped up to go take the bad guys on himself. So he and (B) headed out to do that. I was like, “No! You will need more help!” but they were gone.

Waitress

I walked around some more to think of what to do. There was a waitress working in an almost empty restaurant section. This was a giant assembly room I had been in this whole time.

I told the waitress about the situation, thinking she could use a phone or help. She walked down toward the bad guys too. From the top of the stairs, I tried to stop her. We needed more help, not just one person to go down there.

She took off her clothes and kept heading down stairs. When she got down there, she started saying, “Good thing you are beating up that riff raff!” but she also said “Riff raff like me” which I tried to make sense of. Why would she group herself with them? It seemed she was trying to get on the bad guys’ good side, treacherously.

“You can remember and go on your way”

After that I knew she would tell the bad guys about me being up here. They would come up to get me.

I think I woke up briefly, and remembered the dreams in my mind, staying still. Then another dream began. This time I was lucid though.

Even though I was lucid I still feared the bad guys coming. I was like, “They’re not here yet. If they get here, I can easily wake myself up. But maybe I can just hang in there.”

I continued looking for a way out of the big assembly room, other than going down stairs to the bad guys. Flying didn’t really occur to me. I saw a chapel kind of room. And there were stairs going down the other side of the building.

As I headed for those stairs, a brown haired woman appeared, taking up my whole vision. She sang in a little girl’s voice for a while. The last words of it were, “Now you can remember, and go on your way.”

It had to do with just waking up and not continuing the dream. I still tried my best to stay in the dream. But I woke up.

Notes

Pretty good dreams and recall I think. Not as much lucidity but good vividness and recall.

I am in the car with my family. We are talking about death and the afterlife. At some point, I mention not being afraid of death. This leads into someone handing me a bomb, the rest of my family disappearing, and the bomb going off.

The pain is momentarily unbearable, a searing white-hot burn coursing through every bit of my body. Even worse is the immense, crushing pressure. Once the burn ebbs away, the pressure increases, and a loud silence pulses. It feels like I'm breaking apart.

Suddenly I am somewhere else, and someone is asking for my information at a desk. I ignore her and look arond. It looks like an old house converted into a wellness center. There are a lot of confused poeple of all ages shuffling around. Someone yells out, "Come this way if you want answers," so I decide to follow the voice and check it out. I go where the man directs. The room I walk into next looks like an old classroom with wooden desks; there are already many people seated, waiting expectantly.

As I sit, I realize something isn't right and try to push my fingers through my palm. It doesn't work the first time, but my fingers push through the second time. I quickly pull them out and stare in wonder. The mistake I make here is instead of realizing I'm dreaming, I believe I am dead.

The instructor is going on about something irrelevant until I interrupt him and say, "I'm dead, right?" He stares at me and slowly says "yes" in a quiet voice. Instead of being upset, I become curious and start asking questions regarding afterlife and the astral planes. People look at me, confused, and whispering amongst each other. I'm eventually ushered out of the room (I did do a demonstration of how I pushed my fingers through my palm, maybe that's what did me in) and the instructor tells me to keep quiet. I ignore him and move on to explore.

I find the basement of the house, and thus find something strange. There are hundereds of "cores", strange bowl-like crystalline structures that change colors constantly. They appear in sets of five, the middle corse containing a black orb. I know these are the people's life cores, and my own.

Sometime later on, a creature smashes through the wall. It's huge and looks reptilian, and causes immense chaos. It smashes many of the cores, including some of mine, and I hunch over in pain. I run back up the stairs, yelling and warning people about the creature. Seems like the excitement wakes me up.

I am outside. There is a party going on, and I am in a wood, at a picnic table, with about 5 other people. This wood is sparse; just enough to provide a bit of cover, but I can see across the path, to a body of water, and a dock with little boats. There is a house, an old style farm house in the distance. The rest of the party is held there. I don't remember my outfit, but I am wearing something dark.

Anyway, I am just hanging around, because for some reason I cannot leave this location even after trying to (I am semi-lucid). There is an asian woman, a man with long hair, and a guy with a scruffy goatee and a flannel shirt. Everything is fine until they decide to kill me. The woman morphs into a snake, another into a wolf, and they strike at me. I dodge them and finally say something that makes the morph back. The woman laughs as gold sparkles shower her form, as if it is all a game to her.

After this, I make a point to go into the house, and hang out in the kitchen. It has hard floors and paneling, with a ktichen island with people sitting around it. Across from the kitchen is the living room and a set of stairs, but I don't go up them or into the living room. I lean against a wall, chatting with someone, when some girl suddenly tumbles in from upstairs and falls to the ground, sobbing. She has long brown hair covering her face and looks vaguely familiar so I try to get a closer look. That's when I wake up.

//Turns out this person was definitely someone I know. I won't go into details, but said person described the place in complete details, we were just in different parts of the dreamscape.

Fooling Around

I was laying on my bed but than I was pushed and dragged off it slightly. The dream than shifted and I was in a room where I thought a demon lurked around trying to trick me. It eventually turned out to be a harmless unknown thing that fooled around time to time. I than went to watch some tv show of a anime where the bad guy was about to be defeated with the main hero's powers. My dad was also around during this dream.

There was also a scene where the thing said my brothers were playing a korean game where they would shock themselves with electricity slightly. I was going to warn my brothers but than shrugged it off as a lie since they knew that will put their life at risk.


18ifmuch

I was laying on my bed and thinking about how when you just wake up you can see images appear for a few secs. I than noticed a image thinking it might be a moving shadow. But when it jumped behind me it took the form of a guy who started to laugh at me.

The dream than shifted, too quick for me to think about it and I was now looking at a woman who told me that I was in acoma. (I'm pretty sure my dreaming mind came up with this because of the 18if anime)She also mentioned that if I wanted to wake up I would have to breathe in relaxed and let the blood flow around me in a way that didn't apply pressure. The next option she offered me was to go on a roller coaster ride in the huge meshed facility I was in.

I decided to go on the ride so I did just that but it just felt like a flashed image that occurred in 3 seconds.
Everything there seemed too dreamy and out of place to be legit but I just decided to go with the dream even though I couldn't recall where my current body was. I was hoping to see Dawn my dream guide as well. As I walked around a girl approached me and asked if I had to go through the same situation as she did in her past life. I said yes and acknowledged her presence before we parted ways.

I saw people all around sitting, chatting and even said hello to a Chinese food guy who looked like the chef in the place I was in. He didn't turn around though. Than soon after that I was approached by a short guy who said my test was about to start. I figured it was a dream test but when I thought about it some more I decided to ask him a question. "What do you think of demons? (I was curious if the dc had a answer that had some moral to it) He said he wasn't sure while preparing something in what was now my old home kitchen."Okay...whats your name?". His friend than came in and they replied "Vincent and Ven". (Maybe my mind got this from vincent van gogh) Afterwards the short guy asked me to follow him outside. Before we headed out through the second door a flock of black crows and dark pigeons burst in through the door.

He than threw a scythe at me. When I caught it I asked him if he was into soul eater like Jade. He didn't answer that and shouted at me to fight off the birds as my first task. I thought about it than said no. He asked me why and I told him because I don't need to harm the innocent birds to win against my opponent. He said it was fine but than something came in and blew him down, slicing his pants. He looked at me annoyed as if to say it was my fault so I said sorry than flew out the door and ended up in a room. Once in the room I hopped out the window and caught a metal to grip onto. I wasn't that confident in my flight yet.

I saw a little chibi around hiding and wondered if Dawn would show up. But than I decided to stop worrying about that and about my flying. When I hopped off and let go of my fear by also singing a comfortable song I was able to fly freely without lack of control. As I flew around I ended up back in a house where someone said that my music taste was comparable to the songs from the wizard of oz. I ignored that comment and flew to a different room now where i saw a monster in the form of a human approaching a group of teens. They all had melted portraits behind them and melted candles, one each in front of them.The monster said it was going to kill everyone of them as they cried out for help because they were already tainted. I felt like i could do nothing since they were already tainted but as i flew away i thought of them reviving after the monster got them. Thats what happened and than the monster was gone. The teens ran to a room excitedly together and were chatting away happily until one created drama by cheating on his girl friend. I tried to fly away from that scene but I couldn't quite get outside.


Getting A Weird Shot


A Asian man was getting a shot from a very small needle filled with blood into his shoulder. I took the needle and put it into my shoulder to make sure It was properly being done. Than I asked my mom who was next to me why they were giving him a shot of blood. When I asked that by mistake I got blood from the needle onto my mom's mouth. She licked the blood around her lips than told me casually that the blood had vitamins in it and was good for the man. I found that reasonable and didn't think much about why she licked what was now my blood. I figured it was because she was my mom and she cared about me.

I was creating a model of a city where I pointed out a blue building with yellow windows. I was planning on placing people around.


Notes:These dreams are kind of dark and twisted in a way but since there are still positive moments I think its because even though there is bad, I try to see the good of a situation.

[From November 21, 2016]
I am trapped in a cage most of this dream. There is a huge wall of cages that contain a lot of people I know, but I only speak with my captor and the boy in the cage next to me...Denarius. He's shown up in many of my previous dreams, and it seems now that he is in his cage on purpose, following me in my dreams. I've also seen him in labs and factories, strange how he seems to show up in places of experimentation.

I don't know what I've done, but I have no way out. I am trapped in here for a long time, only given food each day. Eventually, Denarius casually remarks about this being a dream and phases right out of the cage. His familiar face combined with the action snaps me into lucidity for the moment.

With this knowledge, I manipulate the bars to let me out, and I believe we escape together, but I lose lucidity at this point and wake up.

The first dream happened the morning of the 25th.


The dream memory was pretty jumbled when I woke up, so I am reconstructing based on memory, voice recording, and a bit of creativity.

Earthquake / Movie Series
I was trying to ride a bike, but it wasn't working correctly. A device I was looking at told me to visit two locations in town due to recent "embarrassments" that happened. My brother went with me to check out one of the stores. I recall seeing some items such as old gameboy advance SPs, UFO stuffs, etc. Thinking back, it reminded me of a souvenir shop.
Next thing I recall I was in a shed behind the house I currently live at, when suddenly the ground started shaking fairly violently. I walked outside and the earthquake got serious. I could see the ground moving and I had to crouch to the ground and try to hold on to something. I then saw what looked to be a tree in front of the house topple over completely. I heard it crack and snap, and saw the top of the tree disappear out of sight. The earthquake stopped, and I went to go investigate. My family stayed back in the shed for some reason. Turns out the majority of the tree was still intact, but a large branch had snapped right off and was lying in front of the tree. Suddenly it started pouring outside. I had the feeling my family was just about to leave the house to go visit my niece and nephew. I went inside the house for some reason, and on my way up the stairs I noticed it was raining indoors! Like a minecraft glitch or something the rain was just straight and consistently falling from the roof, yet there was no visible holes showing the outdoors. I noticed how odd it was, then I saw the window was open, so I shut it, even though it didn't fix it. I went to my room and it had a layer of water on the bottom. It was also raining in this room as well. I started lamenting my computer as it had to be toast now due to the water exposure. I grabbed whatever it was I went into the house for.
I then explored the house further for more damage and found myself in what seemed to be an attic. Again, it had a layer of water on the floor, so it was flooded. I noticed 3 distinct holes that were just spewing water. One spot looked like a drainage pipe that just came loose, so I pushed it together and it was fixed. The other two were a hole in the floor and one on the wall. I then noticed what I figured was either a hot water heater or otherwise a pipe of some sort. I turned off the water flow and let it drain a bit I opened the hatch to get inside and walked on in. I patched any further holes I saw inside these pipes, but on my way out a family member must have noticed the door open because the door suddenly shut and the water valve was turned back on. I then drowned due to the rising water level inside...
Suddenly the perspective changed and I was watching the character that died, and he looked just like Jim Carrey did in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind(Which I just watched the night before. Good movie, recommend).
I get a glimpse of the character's funeral which included the typical black dresses, weeping, etc. The family was mortified. I then saw the outside of the home again. I'm just observing whats going on, and I see a few white statues gathered around the yard. I thought about how I could have shared with the family what I was doing before trying to fix the leakage. I then blamed myself for causing my family so much grief. Even though the character, or me, or whatever was dead, I was still walking around like a ghost or something. Feeling guilty, I left a message for the dream wife explaining what happened and apologizing for being an idiot. The white mages I saw before approached me, and called themselves dead poets. They invited me to join their group, under the condition that I abandon my old life and never contact them again seeing that I'm dead. They did recommend staying for the burial. They told me I would not be seen due to the SEP. (Somebody else's problem, an effect from HHGG that causes people to ignore the supernatural as if it wasn't there simply because they couldn't possibly be bothered to see it.) I replied that I kinda sortof made a scene my leaving a voice message on the wife's phone. They laughed it off and said that couldn't possibly have any effect. She wouldn't hear it, or it wouldn't have any ramifications, etc. They were wrong. My dream wife saw me immediately at the wake and chewed me out for "faking my death" and "Being an asshole" and "betraying the family..." RIP. She accused me of having an affair, that I didn't love her, etc. what a mess.


The next dream happened the morning of April 26th, after my sleep cycle ended. I recalled no other dreams, so I set my alarm to snooze. Still no dreams. Back to sleep, and that's where this dream comes in. Tragically, I immediately lost many of the dream's details once I woke up, and even with grabbing the voice recorder right away, I could not recover many details I wanted to.


TOTY / Lucid
The dream was very hazy. I found myself floating which is a normal dream sign for me. I commented that I must indeed be dreaming, since this only happens in my dreams. I instantly became lucid, but I really wanted to stabilize the dream. I wanted to make it more vivid, make sure it doesn't end soon, and to increase my control in the dream. I did the nose plug RC and I could breathe well. I noted how unusual this was, since usually when doing this RC I have to struggle to breathe through the plugged nose, but this dream it worked as if there was no blockage at all. I did indeed stabilize the dream to where it felt vivid, but I couldn't fully engage my senses. I was there, but it was not as good as it could be. I started on my list of tasks I would like to accomplish. Step 1, teleport to dream house. One goal is to make my childhood home the center of my dreams. I want most dreams to start there, and I want it to be a hub to visit various persistent dream realms and projects. Anyway, I don't remember how I got to the dream house, but I recall seeing a table and thinking with expectation that I would spawn in a fantasia hat. This hat would allow me to make inanimate objects come to life and do what I wanted them to. The hat did not appear at first, so I then tried putting my hand in front of me and covering my sight of the table where I wanted it to spawn. I then said it would be there when I lowered my hand, and it indeed was there! The hat felt very fake though. The color was more purple than blue, and it was smaller than expected, so it didn't fit my head. It just sat on top. I made a small object come to life. It floated, it glowed, it made sounds, but it didn't do any chores. I then tried it on a vaccum cleaner and a broom. While it did work, I noticed each object earned a small black attachment that signified it was being controlled by the hat's magic.


I then went exploring in the house, and found it was a mixture of 3 homes I have previously lived in. My logic was clearly not as it should have been at this point because I exclaimed several times how accurate things looked while at the same time fumbling throughout the place like I didn't know where I was going and the layout didn't make sense. I was sortof trying to recreate my dream house as I was walking around and it didn't quite work. I recall going upstairs looking for my old bedroom and I found 3 bedrooms that shouldn't normally be there. I was exploring my old bedroom and noticed it had purple paint on the walls and it was nothing like the appearance of any bedrooms I have had before. I did notice my old comforter on the bed though, so that's interesting. I did actually see the hallway and my older brother's bedroom upstairs as I remember them. The bedroom had a blue carpet and was empty. I called for my dream guide but she didn't show. I tried summoning her around a corner with no success; I called her name, and random children and pets showed up. I actually called out the name Melania at first before catching myself that her name should be Sarah. I ended up going back downstairs and I saw my two brothers eating a pasta meal, and I was going to sit down with them but the only open seat was covered in pasta..

So, this is my second Dream Journal post today, because I ended up going back to sleep later that morning for a nap. First I slept on my back after doing some meditation. I had some dreams but didn’t remem bird them.

All the Channels

I remember I was typing on my lap top. Typing dreams I guess. Typing away on there. There was some audio that kept coming on. Maybe a sports broadcast.

My Dad kept coming in my room and setting up a T V. it was a big T V. My room was a lot bigger, too. “Now we can watch all the channels!” said he, excitedly.

Hiding

There was one scene where I was kind of on our back deck. And I saw the back yard neighbors window open. It was black. But the mom was out there and some kids.

I was behind some wall kind of thing. I felt the need to hide. Not sure why. Maybe I realized it was fine and I could get up. But I remember really really hoping they wouldn’t see me!

More Lap Top

Funny I would dream of my Lap Top a lot. I was typing more on my lap top. I REM ember that the blue headset wire had pulled out. In waking life this causes my computer to blue screen so I was like, oops. Maybe I don’t need it in because I hadn’t been listening to anything.

I remember I was at a podium this time. Maybe more audio kept coming on. I think someone was telling me they did something for me.

I remember tilting the screen to get the words to appear better. As if there was a glare. The screen was red orange with black text like when f.lux is on a high setting.

Forgotten parts

I thought there might have been a part at my Nana’s room or something. I tried to store some details in my head but later, after the FILD, found I had forgotten at least some.

Vibrations

I started to get some vibrational sensations like I might Dream Exit Induced Lucid, Dream. I tried to amplify the ringing but it didn’t go anywhere yet.

As I did this I realized I might forget the previous dreams. I told myself I formed a strong enough memory.

Finger Induced Lucid, Dream

Yeah! So Then I randomly got the idea to try Finger Induced Lucid, Dream. I think it was the fingers on my left hand I started to twitch. I felt something happen I never felt before.

It was hard to describe. I will have to pay more attention to it in future attempts. But something like a bright light in my head. And some sensations.

Twitching my 2 fingers felt different too. They started to move super fast because I was probably twitching my dream fingers.

Back in bed

I was back in bed. Or so I thought. I figured the Finger Induced Lucid, Dream had done nothing. But then I noticed another sports broadcast playing. That wouldn’t be playing in my room since I didn’t leave it on. And no one was home. So I felt like taking a little chance that I was in the dream world.

I’ve heard of this before. During Wake Initiated Lucid Dream for example. Someone being in their bed, and it seems like its their physical bed, so they’re afraid to move. But really it’s a dream and if they open their eyes its going to be a dream.

Snow?! In my Room?!

I started to feel snow fall on me. This seemed normal at first. (LOL) I opened my mouth and let it fall on my tongue. Yep, snow.

Then that also made me think this might be a dream. So I decided to roll onto my back at least and take a peek.

Getting Up

First I was on my back. My low back felt stuck to the bed but everything else could move.

I got to where I was still stuck on my lower back, but I had fallen onto the floor. Or teleported there. I still wasn’t totally sure it was a dream. Maybe I was just getting up.

I willed myself to stand. It was kind of like flying a little, more than using legs and arms to get up.

I still had my eye mask on within the dream. I had to remove a few layers of cloth until I could see. They kept appearing once I removed the previous one.

Invisible

One thing I noticed was the objects in my room kept going invisible. My room was laid out like waking life. Shelf in same place. Desk and lap top in similar place. Even my Dream Journal chair in same place.

Even my dream body would blink into invisibility, then become visible again. I noticed this when trying to check my hands to verify it was a dream. I had a hard time believing that I hadn’t just gotten up out of bed physically.

This will prove it!

I eventually found my lap top and opened it. There was a VLC kind of icon on the task bar, but more to the left than in waking life.

I tried to open a note pad file. My goal was to type myself something and then see if it was there later. But the more I noticed the difference in the computer, I was already sure it was a dream.

Morphing Keyboard

What really sealed the deal was the key board. It was smaller and had more tape on it. Also I remember looking at the letter “D”. It was like where “W” in waking life. But I did the good old double check letters and the “D” became an “S”. The rest of the letters morphed, too.

Popped Back

I thought of checking out the window or something but the dream didn’t seem that stable. Everything was going invisible and stuff.

After I was looking at the key board more I thought, “You know how I will know it’s a dream? That thing will happen where my consciousness pops back into my body in bed. So that’s how I’ll know.” And then that happened.

Notes

I was really excited to get my first Finger Induced Lucid, Dream! It was hard to believe since I never entered a dream that way. But I guess the Finger Induced Lucid, Dream teleported me into a dream. Very cool.

Thanks for reading!

I had no interesting OBE or dream for longer time.
Yesterday I went out of body only to be immediately stabbed be someone without any warning... some woman like being materialized in front of me suddenly, as I was rising from body- I found that curious. I didn't try to defend myself. Then she stabbed me repeatedly again and again... and after short time that woman like being evaporated away. When I looked on myself to see the wounds, it looked like there is a sword running inside of my body where spine is located up to my head(handle was over my head). I pulled that sword out from up of my head... it had sparkling gems of different colors in the blade... Then i was pulled back to body because my daughter stirred in sleep.
I went out about 6 times more, but all I was doing was only walking and observing, nothing interesting happened there. I have met my older daughters but they don't remember meeting when I asked this morning.