lucid

A weird dream dream, it felt so much like a movie and I couldn't wake from it! And when i did and fell back asleep i started dreaming from where i left off straight away, woke up exhausted as it literally felt like i hadnt rested.

I was a little blonde girl and It kept going from first person to third person so sometimes I could see the little girl I was. I had a brother he was a year older with dark hair. I think the girl was 7 and he was about 8 or 9. We moved to Africa with missionaries, we enjoy ended up working in this village, it wasn't little as the buildings were made of concrete, it was like a little town, but in the middle of the scrub. A war started , we lost our parents in the cuffufel, we found our way into a boarding school /orphanage which was set up by the missionary people, but they had gone and left it in charge of this big tall African man. We were hit and whipped and locked in cupboards. One night the brother back chatted the man I giggled with my new friend. And we were thrown into the cupboard. The walls were made if wood, which was off the end of the building which was concrete so it was weird, kind of a bit like an old shithouse lmao. There was a tiny window and we were looking out of it and joking about. A'll of a sudden the African girl looked panicked and said 'you need to escape and find help, you can't be here anymore, it's wrong '. The big tall African man burst in a threw our bags at us and shouted in his native tongue, and then in English telling us to leave. 'but I haven't got any pictures of the African animals yet, we haven't visited the places ma told us about, what about souvenirs for grandma ' I said. The big tall man through a broken tile at us 'here's your souvenir, enjoy' laughed and left. I scrambbled around looking for pretty buts of the broken tile, and found a broken shell the inside was beautiful, but a big spider was using it as shelter so I left it, I found a broken tile with a blue cross on, it felt special, so I put it in my pocket. We entered the dinning hall where everyone was having lunch, we went and stood outside wondering what to do now. I looked into my camera and zoomed in onto the fenced off park, and saw a group if Lions and hyenas but they had weird cheetah spots, weird. I took photos, they normally do.t stand so close without fighting, they were all stood still, looking over at the tall buildings of the town, they then scampered. I pulled my camera down and saw in the distance army trucks, I took it away from my face to see a big fat white man running towards me demanding I don't take photos. I explained I was taking pictures of the strange group of lions and hyenas looking like cheetahs working together. He looked panicked and shouted a word in foreign tongue. All the men and children stopped and looked panicked. All of a sudden the buildings started exploding and a bomb hit the school at the back, it was all ccrumbling, so me and my brother ran out the hole and ran into the trees nearby. it felt like we walked for ages, we were hungry and thirsty and the high sun was burning my back. We saw a sstream we ran to it, the brother tasted it, it was salty, we ran through the trees expecting the sea, we found a salt plain (white field of salt as far as we could see) we decided to walk over it, and we could still hear explosions behind us. We walked for miles, and miles and finally the ground started to become Sandy dirt. But then we had elephants charge at us down this pathway where we found a white building with blue doors called bluebell cottage. It had gates and fences around it, maybe they could give us water. We explored around the fence and saw a beautiful blue stream, it looked so fresh, it was coming from over a bank through shrubs, in a mini waterfall, we climbed the.bank. We could see George hall. We'd seen it in pictures! There was a huge river and posh town nearby. We turned back to the cottage and we could climb any further into the shrubs without being cut by thorns, we climbed the fence. We banged on the dusty Windows shouting help. An old women came out telling us to shush, as we'd wake the gentleman. She gave us a cup and showed us to her water fountain where we scooped up water and drank. The old man came out and looked.wide eyed and.asked why they had little rats in the yard. I turned round to look at him, when he took off his glasses and said 'Elisabeth', my dream moms name. We discovered they were our great aunty and uncle. And then I woke up.......

Today i had a vague lucid dream. I became lucid, don't really remember how, didn't reality check which is odd, i think maybe a DC told me i was dreaming or i was like "This doesn't look right" from my conscious. Looked at my hands alot even checked to see if i could breathe with my nose being held (I could breathe, or what felt as breathing). I did this to stay in the dream, asked DC things like "What should i do next?", They felt surprisingly nice and talked now and again (I think). I was stuck on what things to do, i was afraid if i did something wrong i'd wake up. I believe i might have had s*x again in this one with one of the DC's (Seems to happen all the time now). Even the feeling of having such control seems to be enough for me.

Hi everyone,

I am writing because recently I noticed the amount of people who have lucid dreams, but can't control what they do in them. I've had lucid dreaming my entire life, and have dreams nightly, except I've taught myself to consciously acknowledge that I'm dreaming, and control my thoughts, actions, and words in the dream.

Furthermore, I can alter situations, change who people are, and even have full on conversations if I want to, and it's all through techniques I was forced to develop in order to avoid the bone-chilling feeling of nightmares.

I've written an eBook on the techniques I've developed, which include several detailed dreams that may be similar to ones you've had. If you're interested in finding out about someone else who has the same lucid dreaming experience you do, or if you want to learn how to control your dreams, check it out!

It will be free to download until Sunday, "How to Control Lucid Dreaming" . Thank you!

I was walking through a long hall and soon went to the sea. I remembered in dream that once i had awareness on that place. (IRL i don't remember it) i looked at palms and count fingers - on the right hand i had 8 and 18 on the left. I made a step, thinking about TOTM and awoke.

LUCID
*I become lucid while standing in a hall way claiming I can fly to all these strange people. Before I attempted to show them I became lucid. I thought YES!!! this is going to be good. I took off my first try and failed I said, wait give me one more shot. Then I actually started to fly. I came to them and said you know the secret to that is, realizing that this is a dream! I then thought of the task of the month and wanting to complete it.

So I found a candy shop of some sort and ate a piece of candy. The candy got stunk to my and felt very uncomfortable. I got afraid that I was actually hurting my real teeth. At one point I became super lucid! I noticed how every thing was so stable and real just like waking life. I remember staring at this fish bowl filled with exotic fish, it was beautiful. I believe this is the end of that dream.

*I became lucid starting from the bedroom of my house. I walked outside at night to chant affirmations to gain supreme power over the dream. I yelled out this is my dream!! This is all a manifestation of my mind and anything is possible if I believe! After I did this I felt I sense of power jumping straight into the sky. Then this bright light appeared also like a star. I had the thought could this be real.

*I know that I am dreaming while walking down this city street. This homeless comes up to me and asking for some change. I give her some and then point to the ground saying look at all this change for you. It seemed to be a endless amount. Lost lucidity.

*I became lucid again and decided to work on my teleporting. I came up with idea of using that men and black device were they shine light in your face to make forget events. Instead of forgetting you would transport to a different location. It actually worked by changing the place I was in. I lost lucidity before trying again.

Key:
Green = Dream
Blue = Lucid

The furthest back I can remember I was on my way to meet a recently deceased friend for lunch. I hadn't seen her in a while so I was kind of looking forward to it. I remember driving around and being rather confused as to where I was going. Then I started having a conversation with someone about how they had just lost the place they were living because the landlord found a small tent which was half full of "paraphernalia". He didn't go into what that entailed but the dream shifted to his memory at this point.

Apparently a handful of college kids were renting some this guy's garage/shed and had managed to make a big mess of things. There he was, screaming at them because it had been totally trashed but none of them actually knew why it had been so messed up. As he stormed off, one of the kids decided that they might as well clean up before they leave, and started to do so but somehow a fire started. The landlord came back screaming again, but didn't even notice the fire. One of the kids actually had to bust through a door with a fire extinguisher, almost hitting the landlord in the process, in order to get to the fire.

The fire had exposed a small hole that ran underneath part of the floor. A quick look inside revealed a ton of huge rats. But these weren't ordinary rats, they were sentient. They were also all sorts of different colors and sizes, as well as capable of speech. I remember playing with them and asking about their social hierarchy, they had no idea what I was talking about.

Then one of the kids got bit, and another told him he was going to get rabies. Understandably, he was freaking out, so I had to calm him down. I told him that rabies can infect any mammal, but not rodents such as rats, mice, squirrels, or rabbits. He insisted that he felt ill, and I explained to him that it was likely anxiety. I began to explain how I mitigate anxiety when I realized I was dreaming.

I immediately remembered that I needed to find some kids at halloween. I walked out of the garage and turned the corner expecting to find some. There I was walking down the hallway of a school. Kids were dressed up in costume and had apparently stuffed their backpacks with all sorts of treats and things they had gotten from each class.

I first summoned my connection to venom. Six sickly green glowing orbs appeared behind me, chained to my back. I focused the energy from them into my right hand and then concentrated on the concept of "candy" while an orb of venom energy formed in my palm. I then snapped my fingers and streams of energy lept from my hand and to the various backpacks and bags of the surrounding kids.

"Your candy is now all poisoned!" I yelled, followed by maniacal super-villain laughter. "I wouldn't eat that if I were you." I said to a passing young girl, who defiantly popped a piece in her mouth before immediately blanching, and falling over stone cold dead.

"I'm the only one who can consume the candy now!" I exclaimed, before outstretching my left hand, which I have engineered to absorb. Candy began flying through the air, at me, and flowing into the void vortex in the left palm. I often refer to this process as "eating" as it is consumption followed by becoming. Oddly, this wasn't going very fast, perhaps I'm just used to absorbing energy or one or two small things through my hand, because candy began to back up my throat, which caused me to pause and re-swallow said pieces. All the time, the kids are watching me with an odd fascination. They don't like that I've poisoned their candy, but the fact that it's all flying out of their bags and towards me is kind of cool to watch.

That wasn't working well enough, so I moved to tactic two, which I normally reserve for when I want to eat something large like an entire person. I grab my chest, dig my fingers into my sternum before tearing my chest open. I am now split open from my nose to my stomach as if I had a vertical mouth which extends that far. Indeed, the edges are lined with sharp teeth. Inside is nothing but the darkness of the void. Black tendrils spew forth from this void and physically grab the candy from the kids. This is a bit much, it freaks them all out, and they begin to run around in a panic.

After I've "eaten" all of the candy, I realized that I feel very strange. At first I'm confused because I'm immune to the effects of my own venom. As I stumble away, thinking, "I need to go home and lay down" a little kid who apparently wasn't scared by my antics says "you know! you shouldn't eat that much sugar at once."

Odd random fragment follows. I was being chased by a car with no front wheels. I also woke up way early and decided to stay in bed and rehearse the dream so that I could remember it. Woke up several times and had to remind myself that I wasn't allowed to modify my memory of it. Had other little fragments during their period, including a fight against another chimera but also alongside a few as well.

yes now I finally got a lucid dream me of variant Dild I was at home with a couple of buddies o asleep when their cat woke us up at 7 in the morning. then we fell asleep again I smiled in their couch and fell asleep. then I began to dream that I took a taxi but once I felt something was not right so I told myself that I was dreaming so I joked to the o asked the taxi driver to drive faster and turn right haha but after that I knew I dreamed, I was so happy that I slowly began to wake. typical!

Monday 10.7.13

Last night I went to bed at 11pm. That seems to be a sweet-spot for my good recall. I also had water before bed and when I woke up first time. But didn't remember the dream when I woke up at night.

My cat decided she wants to snuggle with me all night. When I was laying on my left side, she snuggled there, when I turned to the other, she stepped on me to get to the other side. I couldn't move without worrying about me rolling over her, se each time I wanted to change position, I completely woke up, sat up, looked where she is and tried to find a comfy position in a small space she allocated to me.
I guess that's why I got a DILD. And also why I felt vibrations again, after a long time, when not WILDing.

I didn't remember dreams at night, but did remember them in the morning. Didn't write them down, instead, re-told them with words each time I woke up in the morning. Now I remember 3 long, although not so detailed dreams.

DR 1 - I'm walking down a street with 1-2 others. Houses are villige type, single family, with yards between them. Someone said there was a monster chasing them. I look back to the end of the street and a black shape is starting to emerge. I say "oh, that's just a T-Rex".

We duck into one house. It's rather long with lots of rooms in single row. We are looking out the windows, but being careful, so they don't see us.

Somehow I'm holding a cat in my arms and there is a Nazi someone there as well. Now we are outside and I'm about to be kidnapped by this Nazi.

DR 2 - Im in my home town. Showing our garage to some friends from US, because they didn't see one like this yet. I'm telling them they should get some posters of the country, before going back home.

DR 3 + DILD I'm at my grammas house. She is shooting at a paper target on her wall with a smallish BB gun. (watched Anthony B. episode with him shooting guns) She points out a pretty bird outside a window. Size of a phasant. She wants my little brother to see it. But he can't, until the bird moves.

Now there is a large wolf about to get the bird. They are just watching, letting the nature do it's thing. But I take her gun and go outside to shoot the wolf. I shoot a few times, with no effect. I shoot him point blank, and nothing. I'm standing now at arms length to the wolf. He is growling and showing his teeth. I'm a little bit scared, but not enough to leave.

Now I'm inside again and there are lots of family members there. I look at my toes and start counting them. 1...2...3...4...5...6! Omg, I tell myself, how come I didn't notice this before. I'm a POLYDACTYL! But I think I say PTERODACTYL and I realize, that's how that dinosaurus got it's name. I also remember that some cats are like that.

I count again and not there is 10 of them, and there would be even more, if I kept on counting. I realize I'm dreaming. I walk outside and start flying. My dad comes out and jokingly tells me to come back. But I feel he is serious and if I was any lower, he would pull me down and I'm a bit scared.

I'm above some low trees now and I remember, that last time I was not able to fly fast. So I try a few techniques a remember reading about. I do the superman, and also I put my legs and arms together. Doesn't work. I wake up soon after.

07.10.2013

Dreaming within a dream and failing to visit the Colosseum. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with a group of people in a big room. It seems that we were in some sort of meeting group in order to lucid dream. But we were actually got together to be able to sleep. The room was big, but it had no furniture, and we would bring our own matresses. All the DC except my wife were make up here.

They turned off the lights and then we started to focus on lucid dreaming and we went to sleep.

I was with my wife in a very tiny airport and we got inside a plane. It was very dark and the plane was very wide. I was surprised because no flight attendant was there to greet us and the curtains were closed. I was wondering what was going on until a flight attendant came out, welcomed us and directed us to our seats.

While I was waiting for the plane to take off, I did not see many people and the lights were very dark (Since i was a kid, I traveled by plane hundreds of times) and not the usual stuff that happens in a plane was occurring. I started to think, "What the heck is up with this plane? What is going on?" I realized I was dreaming right away, as the plane was too dark and it was very odd the way things were happening, so I walked away from my sit and exited the plane. I went through the room that connected the plane and I left outside.

I was in the middle of nowhere and it was very sunny. There were no buildings around and I told to my self, "When I turn in the next street, I will teleport to the Colosseum to fight a Gladiator for the task of the year. As I turned the corner I was able to hear the screams and excitements of the people, but the dream vanished.

I was back at the room with other oneironauts, and I was a bit upset I did not finish the dream, oh well, failed task, I will soon induce another lucid dream.

I had various attempts, but as I was falling asleep and felt a dream forming, I would open my eyes and "wake up" from the dream. At some point, I could not sleep so I took a walk around the building. I could see all the people around me sleeping.

I was outside like at some sort of shopping mall, but I did not feel like it and went back to the room. It was hard to find the actual room, as there were many more rooms and the aisles were very dark.

As I went back to the room when I finally found it, someone else was sleeping in my mattress, so I just sat in another random mattress and then got comfortable to sleep again, but the leader of the meetup group told us it was time to wake up.

I realized this meeting group made no sense and that I was dreaming still and I just had a dream within a dream. As I left the room, I was setting the intent to find the Colosseum as I left the shopping mall.

My wife (real waking wife) woke me up as it was time to wake up.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragment):

Something about weapon collection.

Dream 2(fragments):

I wake up and i feel that i am dreaming, i get up from bed straight into quadruped stance and go for balcony. It's closed, i attempt to phase through door but curtain gets in the way and dream destabilizes.

I try to DEILD but lose awareness.

Dream 3:

I wake up and get distracted by family watching something on monitor, but i also get the feeling of dreaming, i look outside and there's big red building, so definitely dreaming. I go to balcony, or rather, the exit because it's apparently first floor somehow, and now i am outside. There are a lot of green trees and a road with a bunch of parked cars. As i explore around i see one car driving around, but without a driver, haha. Shortly dream fades out.
I wake up still feeling dream, i go to balcony, which is open again and on proper floor now and take off using my wings. It's night and i fly rather high, i notice a faint transparent blue rectangle frame on the ground in the distance, i fly towards but suddenly i am back in the room again before i can reach it, then dream fades out again.
I wake up and family member calls me, then i wake up again.

Date: 28 Sept

WBTB: Gingko

LD: I walk towards a tram station, few classmates are here as well. I am looking for some items, there seems to be an open air store with products piled all around. I think about my plans to ld. Mom is also here. As I look straight ahead, I realize that I am already dreaming. I remember my goal AF and quickly head in an unknown direction, but then remind myself to stop rushing and take some time to look around.

It is early in the evening and there is a full moon, normal size. As I pass the corner, thinking about AF a fountain structure appears, it has something Greek/classical to it, I think "Poseidon"? There are some statues (don't pay attention of what) and water is randomly sprinkling from them. I want to build AF here and now, using whatever water material is available, so I go closer to the structure. I am wearing sport pants that are sliding down my feet, making it hard to move. I wonder if I should take them off, but remember this is a bad idea and do my best to make them disappear by ignoring them, then continue moving forward without problems. The nearby fountain has a small section with very attractive water and ice surrounding it. I have the strong desire to get in the ice cold water and enjoy the feel of it. It's an amazing feeling but the dream fades and I wake up.

Mini-ld: I appear in a store and recognize this is a dream. I shortly stare at some prices and erase the ink with my hand. There are tons of winter clothes on me and I feel very uncomfortable. Of course, I start taking them off until I am wearing a T-shirt and feel much better.

I go out and notice a guy sitting in this street cafe. The dream starts to destabilize, so I join him and tell him I need his help with stabilization. I hold his small child-like hands and examine them. I quickly think of AF and look at a nearby building and there is building waterfall (i.e. water falling from the building instead of rocks). That looks reassuring and I want to go there, but the dream fades.

I wake up, somewhat later and without much involvement on my part I DEILD to the same dream.

Mini-deild: I am looking at the face of the same DC and wonder about the whole dream resuming like this. I caress his face and kiss him on the cheeks as a stabilization tech, but the dream doesn't last long and I wake up.

NON-DREAM
DREAM
LUCID

My mom and I are under the dinner table, and there is a wading pool that comes up to my thighs. Further "underground", there is another pool, only this one is deeper. My mom is trying to coax me into going into the deeper one, but I'm too afraid. I breifly recall another dream that was similar to this, but I don't go fully lucid.


This is an example of a dream that is somewhat common for me: remembering dreams that never were. I will be in a dream, and then I'll be like "Hey! I remember this!" despite the fact that this is the first I've ever dreamed of it.

My family was visiting my dad and step mother, but we were staying next door in some sort of rental. I did not notice that neither their home nor neighborhood were anything like they actually are.

My husband and sons and dad and step mother were going to go somewhere in a car, but I was not going. I was helping them to the car, carrying a booster seat for my almost 5 year old. I did not notice that the booster seat was a way more elaborate contraption than in reality. But suddenly they were gone, and I did not remember them having left, and I was left with the booster seat.

i did the finger through palm reality check, but it failed. Instead of seriously questioning reality or following up with another reality check, I started rationalizing that something must be mentally wrong with me, that I must not have long to live. I tried calling my dad on my cell phone, but he did not answer. I rationalized further that they must have had another booster seat in the car, and maybe the one I was carrying was not needed. I did not notice that the booster seat then disappeared.

I then tried finding the place where we were staying, but could not. The neighborhood was nothing like what I "remembered" it being - both not matching reality and not matching false memories. It in fact became a more and more elaborate neighborhood, the longer I walked. It was like a small tourist town with shops. I heard some tourist comment, how quaint it was, that they had no clue this charming town was there, that they needed to explore it more. I heard someone laugh.

I meanwhile was panicking more and more, and doubting my sanity. i did more reality checking. Again just the finger through palm attempt, but again without serious questioning, and again it failed. However, by then I was too panicked to stop and think. I tried calling my dad again and my husband in vain. I was crying, and thinking that this can't be happening to me.

And that's when I woke up, and realized that it was not happening to me. And that I checked reality repeatedly in this dream, but did not seriously question it, even though the reason I checked was because stuff was happening that should not be happening! Soooo close, and yet sooo far.

Saturday, 10/5/13

Last night bed around 1am - 9am

DR
Long house right on the edge of the ocean, so it was right under the windows. I was there on some kind of a retreat.

I'm asking them to show me my bedroom. They take me through many rooms to my room. Very next room to mine is dark. It feel different, older than rest of the modern building. Like couple hundred years older. Walls are black, almost as in a coal mine. There is only on light source, a bare lightboulb on the ceiling, giving out yellow light. There is a door in the wall, also black.

I don't like the feel of this room. I learn, that that's the place for mentally ill.

I'm talking to someone. I'm saying "if I knew this is that type of a retreat, where they don't let you have cookies, I would have never come" "It's ok to not have cookies all the time, byt if I feel like having one, it's really damaging not to have it". Then I comment, that I have seen my name on the list on the bathroom door, that "im on duty from 00:00 to 00:45. I guess it meant I'm on cleaning duty.

I took a nap at 10:48. I fell asleep with yoga nidra. I was fine and ready for a WILD after just a few minutes, but didn't wanna move to shut it down. So I just fell asleep.

Second nap after 8pm.
DR - I'm being followed by assasins. I get to the river and throw all my close in it. I thought they were following me with a bug in my clothes. So I made a mental note of allways getting naked when being followed.

I made my way back to the house, through some parking lot or indistrial lot. I think I blew up their car by blowing up some nearby crates. (playing Killzone IWL)

Now I'm in my house. It's already dark outside and I'm peeking through the blinds and I think I see two shadows of these assasins. But I'm not worried anymore.

WILD - I law down for a nap on a sofa same way I'm in WL at that moment. I wake up and I think I hear some sound. I put my hand down and pet my cat. Then I'm trying to stand up. I can lift my legs and arms, but not the body. So I stick them out straight in the air in hopes of my body following. ( I think this was all HH, not for real)

I finally get out of my body. I can't see. I try to wipe my eyes, but it's not working. I can't open them either. So I start telling myself "I can see". I start seeing some ligher grey. I move to the window while telling myself "It's nice and sunny outside and I can see that". Then the corner of a window got really bright with sunlight and I could see outside throught that opening. Rest of it was still fogged up.

I got out and it was a beautiful sunny day. I was hovering maybe 15 feet off the ground and I was convinced that I'm a ghost. Because I saw the streets the same way as they are in WL. At least that's what I thought. Because It was some completely strange place. It had a feel of a small town. So to prove myself that I'm a ghost in RTZ - real time zone, astral projecting, I read the sign on a restaurant I passed by earlier. Yup, it matches, I'm APing.

I figuered a scare someone. I see a grey minivan turning the corner on the street, coming towards me. There is a chef sitting there. I could tell by his tall, white chef's hat. But I called him "baker". I flew after his van, wanted to get in and scare him. But he was too fast. (I have no clue why I would wanna do that, since IWL, I would never wanna scare somebody)

I'm flying back towards the town center, looking for DCs. Here I lose it,

DEILD - I'm back on my dream sofa, waiting for sensations again to WILD. They come and now I'm flying through space. I wish I would see something beautiful and some structures do show up, and they are gorgeous. And some more, and more. I almost cry, it's so pretty.

DEILD - I lose it again, and I'm back on my dream sofa. I wait for sensations and help by pushing my head backwards. I get out, and now I'm flying over the ocean, but the shore comes up and I wish there was more water. So I'm over ocean again and 'm thinking of diving into it. There are some huge storms gathering and I'm thinking if it's a good idea. Then I see a huge shark jumping up of the water alongside the boat I'm on. He continues flying higher and he is a greenish motorboat. Another shark comes by and weather is turning really bad.

I'm just outside the front gate in front of my home. I'm going inside one of the families' cars and going to be waiting for the rest of my family to get inside. It's going to take them a while for all of them to get in.

I waited a bit longer but they still didn't show up. I then decided to start the car up making it easier for us to ride on the road already. Suddenly, something happens. A few seconds after I turn the car on, the car began moving. It moved in reverse for a few seconds and the mirrors on the front seat passenger's side was torn apart by a nearby wall. I was in trouble.

I immediately took control of the wheel to try and get the car to stop. Unfortunately for me I have a tendency to afraid of being insides cars in dreams. The car begins to take off by itself. I begin to worry, but still, I must make sure I do not crash as bad as I did before.

The car begins to ride itself down the road and I begin to panic. I have always been afraid of being left alone in a car in dreams. While inside this moving car, its speed begins to increase. There were a few cars coming my way but I tried my best to get out of their way. I hit a few other obstacles on the way such as trashcans.

I eventually found out this wasn't real but I was not fully lucid. I then began to think. There's a good chance that I may die now and if that's a possibility, I'm going to make sure I crash in to Trinh's home.

The car begins to go as fast as it can and eventually I knew I was going to die soon. I felt a sense of adrenaline and excitement, almost as if I wasn't afraid to die. I was soon able to see Trinh's house. Before the car could reach the home, I closed my eyes and began to think it was a mistake. I wanted to wake up, and so I did.