non-lucid

I was leaving school and walking to my bus when for no reason, my backpack got insanely heavy. I started dragging it towards the bus and blundering around.
I was almost to the bus and I yelled to the driver to just hold on for a second. But they closed the door and drove off without me. My backpack was light again and I started running after the bus. They stopped and to turn onto the main road and I was almost caught up with them but they drove away.
I started chasing them down the main road when I fell into this small cave. It was made out of dirt. I had to crawl though it in order to keep following the bus. But I woke up at this point.
Then I fell back into the dream and crawled though the cave some more when I woke up again. This time I decided to try and re-enter the dream lucid. It took a little longer the second time, and I experienced some hypoganoic hallucinations that I can't really remember in detail.
When I re-entered the dream, this time lucid, I managed to crawl out of the cave, but I think that my recall cut out or the dream ended because I cannot remember what happened after that.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now enjoy as always.

Dream #1 Large indoor mall.

Im in some huge indoor mall. There is a water fountain i passed up, and i decide to stop nearby and have a seat at a empty bench. There are a ton of different nationalities of people just shopping and passing by looking at different stores. I hear very soft music (That they always seem to play in malls) and reach in my pocket to grab my totem. Im looking around at everything, the people the stores just being a casual observer.

Dream #2 Was that Kaomea?

Im now walking outside of the mall and it feels like 75 degrees out and very windy. It is a nice breeze, in fact everything looks so warm and tranquil. I wonder about the location im in..as it does not look like Detroit anymore. I don't really question anything too much..just sort of walking around rubbing my hawk coin totem. I then look over at a young lady who looked to be in her early 20's and looked Asian or possibly Hawaiian. She was sitting down on a bench on her laptop computer, and then i noticed a very familier face. "Kaomea"? I look over and see Kaomea leaned against a building looking down at her celphone txting someone. She was wearing some baby blue jeans and a white t shirt that had some sort of designs on it, and had her hair down and wearing some white sneakers. There were a few other ladies nearby. "KAOMEA!" She looks up looking around, i am now being grabbed by the arm by a woman who was white with long black hair in a ponytail, sunglasses, about 5'5, was wearing a suit and spoke with an accent. We are walking to a parking lot now as she tells me to get in the backseat.

"We don't have time for that right now!"
"Who the hell are you?"
"Just in the car, i'll explain it while we drive."
Im now in the backseat of the car looking at all the buildings, and staring out the window to see if i see Kaomea. I spot her talking to a group of friends (I believe they were friends of hers)

Final dream: Zoom zooming thru the city.

Im riding with the same woman. As she is weaving thru traffic in one of those sports cars. She is telling me that she is from Athens Greece, and that we have to take care of a few things first then i can meet my friends or whoever i want to meet. She is explaining to me about a device that needs to be recovered, because it is in the wrong hands at the moment. She also mentioned to me about being able to track down some men, and that my help would be very valuble. She gives me a celphone and tells me to call her when im ready for the job. I pull up to my 2nd home and walk up to the door and see the woman speeding off, And i wake up.

Notes: I am still wondering if that was Kaomea i seened. As i am positive that it must've been her. I am growing more impatient with all of these distractions from all of these damn DCs! Looks like some intense subconscious training is in the works for me today.

05.01.2012

Bicycle and Traffic (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm riding a completely different bicycle. It's blue and it's one of those where you can bend down like a hardcore cyclist, or just ride normally, the ones with the thin wheels, but can help you go insanely faster than those off-road bikes.

I'm in traffic, and some idiot in a white truck is trying to go to the other lane. I slow down a bit and then keep going forward once they finally get to the other lane in a few seconds.

Dream shifts, and I'm in even tighter traffic, I have to be even more patient. People are actually more generous this time, allowing me to pass through to shift to the sides. I eventually stop, and I lock the bicycle in a weird place.

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05.01.2012

Sonic and the Gang (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The environment is very dark, and there seems to be some kind of war or some gun fights in this dream. There is no natural lighting sources, only a blue fog gives off some kind of light.

I'm seeing things in first person perspective, and Sonic, Tails, Amy, and a few others where near me. We were talking about something, and it seems we're in a safe zone, but I can still hear some gunshots out on the field.

Then I see some red entity running towards us with my left peripheral vision. I thought it would be someone trying to attack us, but it ended up being knuckles carrying a machine gun.

Lol.

There's a barrier to the left of us, so that means Knuckles had to take a side jump by using one hand to thrust himself sideways.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm sitting with Sonic, and there's a female sitting to the left of him (I'm sitting on his right).

I couldn't see the female, but I do know that she was a dark blonde female, she even looked like Topaz from Sonic X, only in 3D form.

She's just sitting there with one leg over the other, and is leaning on one of her arms. Sonic is just chilling, in fact, he's in that "guuuh fuck everything" mood while he's drinking some wine in a fancy golden cup.

He braces his head next to the window, and I think he starts to have a spasm for a few seconds, and continues drinking the wine.

The dream shifts to where Eggman wants to show everyone something that could save us all, or something like that. I have a bad feeling for this, since I knew that when Eggman tries to help, and when Sonic falls for it, there's something bound to go wrong.

While Sonic, and a few other random characters I didn't pay attention to were following Eggman, I started to get even more suspicious of him, and then out of nowhere, someone comes in to say some kind of audio was altered to make it look like Eggman was helping them.

But the sounds themselves were people crying for help I think, along with a bunch of random noises as well.

I can't remember what happens next.

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05.01.2012

Running around (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know what motivates me to run, but I start getting a good pace, and I'm walking insanely fast. As I'm going down or up the stairs, my feet is moving really quick for each step.

I spend the rest of the dream just running around like crazy, trying not to bump into people.

I remember going inside of what seemed like a mini-asian temple room, kind of like the one I was in the previous dream when I was trying to find Eva.

But I was going so fast that I ignored whoever was in it. I saw some familiar faces, but it was all just a blur for me.

It gets darker, and I'm running even faster, and I see two girls in front of me, and both of them look like a Jasmine that I think goes to my university, and another girl named Angela or something that attends another university.

I'm stilling running as I'm waking up, and even though I knew I'm already awake, my eyes were still closed, and I moved my feet in quick paces while trying to do some random hand formations.

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05.01.2012

More DV Porn (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm posting nude pics on DV again, and in my mind, showing tits were perfectly fine.

Then after a while, I realize none of that was allowed, so I started to freak out a bit and tried to delete them.

They were mostly nude pics of some really hot Asian females, most of them were in the spread eagle position, exposing everything......

I wake up my mum, something that I don't think I have ever done personally. And she starts to tell me key words about her dream when she gets out of bed, she is speaking very quickly and she is moving quite fast around her bed and out of the bedroom door, she then comes back in seconds later fully dressed.

Next thing I remember is that we are walking up the high street in my town (Kilmarnock) at the top end headed out. But the ground we are walking on is the ground from outside of Glasgow Central Station, where it's kind of like stone rounded bricks, spaced quite close together joined with concrete. We are talking about why my mum looks upset, I ask her "Why?" she refuses to answer.

After a while of asking her she eventually gives in and decides to tell me what was up. At this point I somehow manage to get a piece of chalk in my hand. She tells me in detailed length what was up and I managed to summarise it into a word/ short phrase per reason. I note each of these reasons on a stone that I'm walking on, I stop mid conversation and write on the stone the reason then continue walking until the next reason appears. The 3 reasons I remember are "fishing" "Sum 41" and "Toy Beer Keg" I have no idea why these were the reasons.

But I write them down none of the less, where eventually we end up at the studio my band uses to practise, (which is in Glasgow). This is confusing cause my mum probably doesn't even know the name or location of the studio. But yeah we're there anyway :L, and I think it is for a normal session that you would normally pay for, but I wasn't wanting to do it cause my band weren't with me. So I text my singer telling him that I'm at the studio and that I don't know what's happening, I don't remember if he replied or not.

I go in and I find out that it's a half an hour session on writing poetry and practising poetry, I have never wanted to learn poetry in my life, but I still go along with it. The man behind the desk has a blue tattoo on his neck, it looks like it comes up from his shoulder, and it is rounded, at the top, it was a light blue centre that gradually got darker as it got closer to the outlines. He also has his phone on a display infront or the shelf next to him.

It's the same phone as mine, and I reach my arm out to grab it, when I release that this isn't a phone shop, and that he isn't advertising it. He looks at me like I'm an idiot, and stares at me as if I'm a criminal, until my mum interrupts with something. I look at him and he starts talking about lucid dreaming.

He tells me that if I want to learn to do it I should look out for an American Football team called "The Swellers" or "The Sellers" I can't remember, But the Swellers is the name of one my favourite bands, so I think it might have been that :L. But he tells me that's how he becomes lucid, and that he has been doing it for just over 5 years, I then wake up

I look out the window at my cousins house and see troops running throughout the town and gunning people down with silenced weapons. I start to freak out and tell my cousin to run upstairs and look out the windows. When he does he starts freaking out too. Then we get ready to defend ourselves. I grab some knives and doug gets the gun he has stashed. He is waiting on the stairs and with his gun pointed down them and I am in the closet between the front door and the stairs. A two guys walk in with silenced sub machine guns and I let the first one walk past and get gunned down as he reaches the stairs, the second one steps up to the closet with his back against it. I then see a third one and break through the closet taking out the first with a knife to his neck and take the second one down by jumping on him and plunging the knife into his gut, grabbing his pistol out of his holster and aiming it at the door and gunning down a fourth that I didn't see.




Laying on the couch, with two of my sisters and a couple of guys, holding a short petite woman. We own a really big couch. One of the guys seemed really jealous of me, over the woman. She seems super tiny in my arms, and we are both loving it for the time being, neither of us watching the T.V. Now we are getting ready to go to some community event, and I wait as the woman is taking a shower in my bathroom before taking a shower myself.

We are at the little community get together, I'm not really sure what it is, it looks and is set up like a fundraiser dinner but feels like a funeral. Once we sit down at the table in the very back, I start flirting with the woman and making her laugh, and every time she does the whole crowd looks back and glares at us as we laugh. Pretty soon I have the whole table laughing around and the whole crowd is getting upset. Finally it is time to eat and as soon as we get up front I don't really recognise any of the food, So I decide to mess around some more. I grab one of the bigger spoons and then then as we walk down the rows of food I slowly put a little bit of each food on the spoon. The girl is behind me and is trying so hard to not laugh. The people are staring at me. As we get back to the table she is staring at me and I say "One bite meal" smile and eat it.

Some non-lucids and lucids:

I was in the LOST series. I was basically Kate, but it didn't start out that way. I think first I was just watching, then I became her. Anyway, after a bunch of ruckus about finding people's decapitated heads in the trash, and a monster killing people in elevators in the hatches, me and Jack were captured by the 'others'. I don't know why I [Kate] was, but they explained to Jack why they wanted him. They told him it was because he was 10% better than any other human on earth. Whatever that meant. He seemed really proud of that fact though, and I admit I was a bit turned on by the fact. And he started to appear sexier, and more attractive to me. So there he was, going on and on about himself, and I was massaging his muscular shoulders and back. We began making out.

I suddenly became aware that I was lying on my side in my bed, making out with Jack. I knew I was in my bed, and that I was dreaming. Because I was supposed to be alone lol. And this weren't no Danny! I was really turned on and wanted to have sex with Jack, but he kept resisting. We just kept kissing, and I could feel my hand on his face, and his arm wrapped around me with his hand on my back. So I reached around and grabbed his hand, with the thought that I could place his hand where I wanted. He laced his fingers through mine, then pulled my arm toward him really hard. I sensed his transformation into DEILD Demon right away. He began growling and snarling and drooling over my arm, like he wanted to bite it soooo bad, but something was holding him back. I wasn't that upset, because usually these confrontations with DD turn into a rather enjoyable DEILD chain. I just needed to free myself. So I jerked my arm back and forth, trying to get out of his grip, screaming LET GO OF ME YOU LITTLE SHIT!!!

I immediately woke into another lucid, where I was in a different bed in a different room. I was still screaming and wiggling for a second, which scared the shit out of a cat that was sleeping next to me in the bed. She was a cute little siamese, but she hissed at me lol. I thought she might bite me, but I guess she got over it, and curled up by my stomach. Where I guess she felt was safer than by my wild arms lol. I saw another cat that I also didn't know, sitting up on a cabinet, just chilling. I tried to will myself out of the bed, but I had that 'tired within a lucid' feeling that I couldn't escape. I closed my lucid eyes, and woke my real ones.

Oh well.

01.05.2012

Defending The Locals (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm in a foreign country, on top of a massively high bridge with my family and other tourists. Below us on a beach are several locals, mainly children.

Suddenly, men emerge from the various rock pools scattered over the beach and begin chasing and attacking the children.

Unfortunately, from so high up, we are all helpless to stop them. All we can do is watch in horror.

I then see a couple of small sharks chase a boy (somehow on land) and I jump all the way down from the bridge just as they begin to bite his arm. I grab one and punch it repeatedly, until it no longer poses a threat.

I'm at a school, but not a student or staff. There is a school play being organized at the main hall. For some reason I put on one of the outfits, thinking I might have to cover for someone. There are security guards there now and I don't want them to know who I am. The play starts and I try to find a place to change back to my clothes. A bathroom would do, but the guards are checking them. The ones that have been checked are taken, so I wait for them to go over the next few before getting in. I want to go to one that has been checked so that it will take time for them to get back to it.

Non-Lucid Part:

I'm with my siblings and my sister, Hannah, is trying to kill me with that psychotic look on her face just like with my previous lucid--which I did not bother to write down. Only, I'm not lucid.
I'm freaking out right now and wondering just what I have done to her. I grab a pair of scissors and try to threaten her with them, but she just yanks them out of my hand with monster strength. Soon, we're both wrestling around with several pairs, trying to kill each other. I manage to push her next to the cabinets in the adjoining kitchen, but then...

Lucid Part:

"Oh my god! I'm dreaming,"I shout.
My siblings stiffened in surprise. My other little sister didn't seem to care and my little brother glared at me--but, that isn't anything new. He does that in real life, too.
I didn't care about my other sister's reaction, though. Now, I just wanted to leave. I hate hanging around my house or town in my lucid dreams. Everyone is so dull and lifeless--or trying to kill me--in that area.
So, I wasn't about to get stabbed today. I'll leave out this next part for everyone, but it was a complete struggle.
I won, though.

So, I stole a glance at my other sister and said,"I am not about to be here if that...thing...is still moving."
I whipped out the door and flew off--literally. I think I've been flying out of sheer desperation rather than enjoyment.
Anyways, I said for it to be daytime, but instead my brain just made it rain.
Hardy har har on you, brain.
I love rainy weather.

By now, I had landed in a nice white house. I landed on some pretty blue staircase carpet, but quickly backed away when I saw some couple getting their children ready for school. The moment they walked out of the foyer, I ran outside.
However, I wasn't afraid or cautious here. I don't know why, but the further I travel away from my house or town in my dreams, the more human everyone is.
I rang the doorbell, while one of their kids that was already waiting for the bus was outside. I said hi as they looked at me curiously. Suddenly, the wife looked out the window and saw me. Opening the door, she asked what I needed.
"...I'm...Wow, uh...This is a dr..."
"Yes, I know what you're saying. No need to get upset that this is the Dreamworld."
She smiled at me and I finally got a good look at her. She was a slightly overweight woman of average height with dark red hair that reached her shoulders and a face that put her age at about late 30s or early 40s. She had on a pair of dark blue jeans and a purple sweater.

"Thank god. Wait, I've asked this before, but doesn't it make you kind of annoyed if someone asks or tells you that you're not real?"
The woman, who I think was probably named Pamela, smiles and says,"Come inside."
She tells her children to leave for the bus and as we are walking in the house, she talks.
"You see, in what you call the real world, many of you believe that is the only reality. Well, in what you call the dream world, this is our real world. It is our reality."
I stare at her, then say,"Yeah, but don't people from real life create you?"
She smiles and replies,"Yes. But, don't many of you believe that a god created you? What makes that so much different?"
I look at her in wonder and I can't help but think that I wish this woman was real.

Pamela leads me into a sort of massage room where a man is standing nearby. He is in his forties and he is bald on top. He looks at me with interest and she says,"She's from the other world."
"Ah. Well, it's nice to meet you. I'm her husband."
I nod and say,"It's nice to meet you, too, sir."
We shake hands and I ask what they're doing in here. Apparently, the man has back problems and his wife is going to massage his back in their massage room. I'm talking to them about random things for a long time when I notice a pile of cooked bacon. Pamela explains that her husband is a huge fan of it. I really want a piece because it smells delectable. She actually did say I could have a piece. No, that isn't right.
She offered to make me breakfast. However, I left before I could take her up on that offer.

I'm getting ahead of myself, though. I really take a good look at them, fully expecting for their appearances to change, for the scenery to change. But, nothing is different. It is literally like real life, and it is a wonder that I don't relapse back into a state where I think I'm actually awake.
Noting that there is an enormous mirror, I take a look at my appearance. I look normal, except for the acne covering my forehead.
Crap! It's high school hell all over again! Hah! And I bet this is before I started drinking tons of water to get rid of this.

I try to get rid of it, but I can't for some reason.
Giving up, I realize I've been wanting to find my dream guide. I explain this to Pamela and her husband.
"You're welcome to shout for it as much as you'd like,"she says.
"Thanks."
For some reason, I can't make the words out correctly and I end up sputtering out,"Subconscious, I want to see my subconscious!"
Then...Uh, things got slightly weird. This small figure wearing a grey hoody comes up to me. It is on a scooter skateboard thing and I take a good look at the...thing's face. There's nothing there. Just a black pool of nothingness. I knock it down, and some of the pool comes out.
"F*** off. Get out of here."
I push the thing away, visibly disturbed. Nearby, that couple just can't help but laugh about this. Not my foul mouth, but what came in.
I try to say it again and I finally manage something. Now, I wait for my dream guide. That person never come, though.
I look at Pamela and her husband and say that I need to leave. They nod and tell me goodbye.
"Damn. I might not get that breakfast after all,"I grumble as I run out.
I ran and ran until I made it to an airport terminal. I look at all the people when my eyes lead me straight to one particular woman. She is an overweight black woman with honey colored hair and an extremely intelligent and knowing look on her face. She was looking straight at me with a smirk now. Somehow, I felt drawn to this woman. She hands me some sweet and I eat some. It actually tasted like food. I don't finish it, though.
Then, she proceeds to tell me that my dream guide left me a note explaining that she was sick and tired of everything. I quite listening after this. Because, I have a sinking suspicion that she is actually my dream guide--but, she is screwing around with me.
I had a good reason to think this, by the way. I cannot accurately describe this, but when I saw this woman, I felt...connected and drawn to her. She felt entirely different from anyone else.
The rest of the dream just involved me trying to get back to Pamela's house for breakfast. Too bad I woke up.

Dream One: I was standing outside the grocery store, in the grass beside the parking lot. There's a stop sigh nearby, and a big hole in front of the stop sign. Not like a vertical hole in the ground, but it goes in at an angle like a tunnel. As soon as I walk up to it, I recognize it as my friend M's house. I call into the hole asking if she's home, and I see her boyfriend's shoes. He call ups she's not home but should be home shortly. I thank him, and then stand back up. My friend M drives by in a car at that moment and waves when she stops at the stop sign. I wake up.

Dream Two: I'm not sure why I can't go back to sleep, so I get up and go into the living room to read a bit. I pick up a book off the floor thinking my husband missed it when he was cleaning last night. It's my daughters barbie book. I start to flip through the pages for some reason, and find myself thinking that's not what this book was about! I wonder if I'm dreaming, but I decide that I can't be dreaming because I could read. The text wasn't changing at all. I put the dream back, and it's daylight outside. I get a call from my mom, and answer it. She's telling me that her friend still wants her and us to move into that big house and rent to own the place. I say ok, instead of sticking to my decision of no. Then I'm in the kitchen, but the kitchen cabinets are the color of the bathroom cabinet. And then mom starts saying the pipes in the big house were cut off, and I actually see the pipes in front of me as if I'm there looking at them. They're moving like that pipes screen saver windows used to have pre-installed. I wake up, and curse for not doing a second RC.

Dream Three: I'm talking to my best friend A about weather and looking at a weather radar. There's some sort of blue and red flashing circle above New England, and the edges of this blue and red area are bright orange. I ask my friend A what's up with the radar above New England? She doesn't know, so I zoom in. Then I see the map as a 3d satellite rendering, like Google earth. There's a big red line and it looks like a lava trail, except it's spinning. I wake up to my daughter screaming about dragons.

Dream Four: I'm in the car with my husband and kids, going home from a small town nearby. We're watching the weather radar, and there's a tornado coming. I tell my husband to go straight home, that the tornado is moving in the opposite direction, so we should be fine if we head home. Then the tornado JUMPS and lands in front of us. We quickly unbuckle the kids, then lay in a ditch with them, but the tornado doesn't hit us. It jumps again. We buckle up quickly and start going back home. The Phone rings, waking me up.

Dream Five: I'm at my high school, and for some reason I have alcohol in my bag? A friend from school that I was always in a love/hate type friendship with wants his alcohol out of the bag, and I realize some of the alcohol isn't mine but his. I give it to him, and wonder if I'm going to get in trouble for having it at school. Then I realize I'm of age, so who's going to have a problem with me having alcohol? There's a storm coming, and the overhead speakers blare that schools canceled and we need to go home. I'm wanting to go to a different building to get my headphones (apparently they were awesome Mario head phones too!) But the buildings are being locked and evacuated. The halls are tightly packed, and there's a stop light in the hall stopping people from blocking the intersections. I'm standing at a stop light, and the power flickers then goes out. I barely step to the side fast enough to avoid being trampled. When the crowd clears, my son is with me. I see my husband, and he says he has to go lock the river cabin before he can go home and I need to go pick up our daughter. I ask him why he has to lock the river cabin, and he says he was there last week. I get so pissed to know he was there last week and left it unlocked for a whole week! then he says it's fine, no one's going to care. I try to explain we had trouble with people crashing at the cabin, but he doesn't listen and blows me off. I'm mad, but I take my son outside to leave anyways, getting my daughter is more important! I hear a message over the loud speaker again, this time saying there was an accident and we've lost one of our students. I feel bad, but I need to get my daughter. I put my son in the car, then I notice someone laying on the ground. I walk around my car to get a better view, and there's a black SUV that has run this person over, and the drive is none other than my husband! The run over person gets up, he's just a kid in high school! He tells me that he's fine, but he's going to go to the doctor anyways and we're going to be hearing from his lawyer. My husband decides he's going to drive my car, and hops in the drivers seat. I notice he's driving crazy! He's saying he's going to end up losing his license now, and I'm like pull over and let me drive! We are arguing, making him swerve more, so I decide to stop and let him concentrate. As soon as we get to my daughter's school (she's not even in school, lol) I ask him to put her in her car seat. When he gets out of the drivers seat to do so, I climb over the center console and into the drivers seat. He can't drive now, ha ha! But then he refuses to get in the car. He wanders off into the storm. I'm worried, but then I tell myself he's an adult and he isn't stupid, he can take care of himself and he'll go inside somewhere because he's terrified of Tornados. I drive off, then park and go inside some church. I am walking in with the kids, and I see there's a wedding going on. the priest says something like, "I now pronounce you gay man and wife" and there's are two beautiful women getting married. I feel like I know them, and I am soooo happy for them that I'm actually crying tears of joy. But then a lady taps me on the shoulder and asks if I'm me, I say yes, and she tells me that my husband has been run over, and he's passed away. I'm in shock and disbelief, and then I start to walk out of the church just leaving my kids in there. The walls are suddenly while tile. There are red tiles that light up and stack on top of one another alternating between 2 and 5 tiles high. Every three white columns, there's a column with red lights, marking a trail or path. I follow the path to a bathroom, where I see my husbands back as he slips into a stall. I yell out to him, thanking whatever gods are out there that let him be alive. He tells me to stop, he's a ghost, and I shouldn't see him. Then I tell him no, he has to be alive, I need him! Then he tells me that's the problem, "I want need him, but it's not because I want him." then I wake up to the phone ringing again.

Something about Movie Gallery, there's a mirror world you can get to using a cannon-portal? There's a very starry dreamscape. It's very pretty.

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I'm a detective assigned to a missing person case. The person who was missing was a girl named Ahri. (I'm not sure if it was just a girl that looked a lot like Ahri from LoL or if I subconsciously translated what she would look like irl. Either way, it wasn't the same character.)

I head off and do some investigating. I learn that she had been seen by someone some time ago, doing something that I can't remember.

I'm getting off of a sort of pseudo-subway train, heading to a club. I get in somehow (probably just telling who I was,) and I get a lot of nasty looks from the club's members, as if I was there to arrest every single one of them. Everyone in the club is dressed up very nice. I go into a room in the back. I explain to everyone that I am a detective, and asked nicely if they would all line up against the wall so I could ask questions. I go around just looking at everyone, passing by Ahri without much thought. One guy starts trash-talking me, saying that he would beat the shit out of me and such. I just ignore him and continue. After I get about 3/4 of the way through, I go back to Ahri and look at her closely.

"What's your name?" I ask her, squinting my eyes to get a better look at her. Everything is so blurry.

"Ahri," she responds cooperatively.

"No she's not!" the man beside her blurts out, looking worried. The man was involved in the case somehow. His name had Nine in it, but I don't remember his full name so I'll just call him Nine. I nod and put my hand on her back, leading her out of the room.

"If you would come with me..." I say politely, and she cooperates. Once we get outside, I decide that I can probably get Nine to come with us too.

"You can get your 'Anon' friend to come with us, too, if you'd like," I mention. Ahri opens the door and motions for someone to follow. The guy who threatened me walks out, and I shoot Ahri a glare.

"Very funny," I say to Ahri, then turn to the man. "I'm sorry for wasting your time, sir." Ahri and I get on the subway-train-thing.

I ask her if she knows who Nine is, and she says that he's her friend. I ask if she knows how he got his name and she says no. I explain that the government was experimenting using certain drugs, and that the one that they used on him killed him. Nine months later, he 'woke up' as if he had only gone to sleep. I tell her that any time he is knocked out or goes to sleep, he actually dies for a little while.

A good bit of stuff happens. I don't really remember what, but I think that I started assisting Ahri. I do know that I took her to the detective's office place, but after that the mystery plot just kinda flopped. I took Ahri to my house, and we were running from something.

Timeskip, Ahri and I are married. My memory is fuzzy about this part.

Timeskip again, Ahri and I have kids. I'm teaching one of my kids how to use one of his powers that he apparently got from me.

At first, I was some kind of transient. I don't know how, but I ended up alone in the streets. I found this place where a bunch of homeless people were living together, almost like a commune, in an old building in the city. They all had food to eat and decent clothes, and most were women. Then I found out how and why--there was a man who ran the place who exchanged things like clothes and food for sex. He was pretty forceful about the whole thing.

At some point I joined another real-life raid (this has got to stop happening. lol) with my guild, only this time it was a big white building that had some Star Wars theme stuff in it--cheesy stuff, though. Like we were raiding someone's personal Star Wars collection. I remember there was a boss room that looked like it had a big chess board on the floor, but instead of chess pieces, there was some blue/purple semi-transparent blob thing that I understood to be the boss.

There was also a microwave in the wall. There was a blonde kid who wanted to make popcorn, but he had to wait for the Chewy Jerky to get done. I remember it had a little over a minute left.

We ran into a new room and it morphed into some kind of really strange game show about cleaning up houses. Me and three other contestants were asked to go into a big pile of dirty clothes and find the grossest item we could find. I found a pair of jeans with some unidentifiable yellow crusty stuff on them. They made me heave, so I brought them up, and the audience chose me as the winner of the first round.

I'm sure the dream is longer, but this is all I remember:
I'm at my uncle's house and working on a project (I don't know which project this maybe explained in the earlier part of the dream), because I've a deadline. My parents are also here talking to my aunt and uncle (I'm in another room). I finish my work and tell my parents that we can go now (It is late and already night time) I just need to get my shoes. So I search for my shoes and can't find them. I'm asking my parents and my uncle says that he has put them to the ... (Don't remember where). He says that there are probably spiderwebs. So I go looking for them. The rooms are looking unusual. They have green tiled walls which I never saw in the house. They remind me of my dead grandmother's kitchen (RC fail #1). It also seems like I'm in a maze, because regardless where I go I keep ending up in the same room. Suddenly my cousin appears and suggest that I should go down the ladder and look there for my shoes. What? A ladder where should be a ladder -my cousin points right- oh. Yep there is a ladder in a dark corner surrounded by a little fence (about 10cm high) (Also RC fail#2, because the ladder wasn't there before). My cousin goes to the ladder and wants to climb down when a white mouse appears. It looks like a laboratory mouse. Wondering whether I should catch it or not the mouse runs away. Then my brother's girlfriend is there and wants me to help her collecting the Lego Duplo pieces. I don't know how the Lego pieces appeared, but whatever I help her (RC fail#3). My uncle makes an entrance and asks whether we now what are our Lego pieces and what are his boys. I don't quite get him, because his boys are way past the Lego Duplo stage...

So, that's the extend of my dream recall. I don't know whether I've gotten my shoes or not or if we've managed to drive home. Also I remember something about not meeting the deadline.

My dad was driving me to school. I kept urging him to go faster. We were already late but he said he was hungry. So he pulled into a McDonlads drive though and ordered some mcnuggets or something. They gave him his food and he ate it really fast.
I told him that he had his food and he needed to get me to school or I was going to be late. But right when I thought we were going to leave he drove around and went though it again, ordered more food and ate it.
After he did this a couple times, He told me that I didn't have to go to school he was taking me to see some artist guy that he knew when he was younger or something. He started driving, and soon we arrived at this house.
It looked sort of like Falling Water but was really big and had a huge porch with this big party going on. I'm quite sure several other family members of mine were there.
Then someone introduced me to a dream character that I remember vividly. He had black hair, thick square glasses, pale skin, and was probably around 20-ish.
He was very smart and happy and someone told me that he was an artist who owned this estate and wanted to throw this party.
For awhile, me and him just sort of talked about life. I told him that I was practicing to be an artist just like him.

This dream does reveal that I am a huge art nerd. I draw comic strips, write stories, paint, etc.

Also, I am really looking forward to getting my drivers license in a few months. I am tired of these anxiety dreams. Then again, I'll probably still have them, I'll just be the one making myself late.

4/26 Fragments:
Something about being in war with the Nazis. Robots were involved. I had a discussion with a sentient robot about war and the civilians that died. Then I had to prove to some lady that I was engaged.
Note: I didn't sleep well, so my recall was terrible.

4/27 Fragments:
I was at my grandparents house with a bunch of my friends. I found a friend of mine to chat with, N. I took N by the hand and tried to find a private place for us to talk. I wanted to explain to N that I was very fond of flirting, and that I didn't mean to lead her on. The entire house and hard was swarmed with people, so I gave up on talking privately. I apologized to N twice without explaining why I was apologizing. Then I ignored N to play with another friend's hair.

I was in class, and I realized that my final grade was 43%. I was informed that I could redo an essay to bring my grade up. I tried to calculate how my final grade would be affected by rewriting the essay, but found it impossible to do the math in my head.

4/28 Fragments:
My grandparents were dead, yet I could see their spirits. My sister and I stood in my grandparents' house, and my grandmother was standing by us. My grandfather was giving my family gifts to remember him by, and my sister was getting the house.

My sister and I walked to a park, then went out to dinner with our father. My grandfather followed us, but I was the only one who could see him. My father wandered off in a trance, and began eating an invisible object. He was eating one of my grandmom's cookies, apparently his gift from my grandfather. Shortly after, my grandfather approached me and informed me that he didn't know what to give me, so I would not receive a gift. I sulked for the rest of the dream and thought about gifts I would have enjoyed.

4/29 Settlers of Lion King Catan:
I purchased a couple of birthday presents for my friend E, namely a game that was a mix between the Lion King and Settlers of Catan. E opened the game for us to play, and suddenly my vision was sucked into the game.
In Lion King Catan, a small hippo decides how to gain access to the throne. His father is king, but the king is dying. Someone else, C, is vying for the throne though, and is much more experienced than the year-old hippo. I have no idea what sort of animal C is. C bribed someone to have the ailing king brought out before the hippo. The king was a fish, and looked pale and lifeless. C took out a knife and cut open the fish king along his spine. C spread open the fish king, and began scraping out the meat inside the king fish. C ate the meat he carved out, the king fish still alive. The king slowly died an agonizing death. The hippo was too traumatized and frightened to lash out at C.

4/30 Heavy Rain and more war:
This dream reminded me of the game Heavy Rain because of the colors and scenes. The beginning of the dream was pretty fragmenty, with people running around a dark building trying to not die.

The next part I was in a class. I was waiting for a professor so I could take the final exam. The professor entered the room and announced that the test was cancelled, we were being taken to become soldiers for the war. We suited up and were driven out to a battle field, watching the destruction pass by as we approached the action. The truck arrived at the center of the battlefield, and I was handed a metal detector and flamethrower. We were given metal detectors so that when we ran out of fuel for our flame thrower, we could search for more fuel cylinders or a new weapon among the dead in the field. I swiped two extra fuel cylinders, and walked into battle.