non-lucid

I had barely any recollection of my dream when I woke up. All i remember was I was on campus at my school, and a new kid in 10th grade, TJ was there and he had crutches. I stole the crutches and started to hobble away through campus with them. I saw my friend Paul and looked over to see my friends Knox and Jake laughing at my crutches and then I woke up.

DJ Log: January 10, 2012 – 7:30AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am working at an industrial workstation in a large warehouse. There are pallet racks along the walls and each work station has some industrial shelving for storing supplies. I am working with another guy on some wireless electronics. One of the devices has an FM transmitter, but I find that I don’t have a radio at my work station to test it with. I walk over a couple of work stations to see if I can borrow a radio from one of the other guys.

Two workstations away, there are 3 guys cutting some large PVC pipe into short sections. I ask if I can borrow their radio, and one of the guys reaches to the shelf and hands me a small radio. As I am walking back to my work station a large forklift drives by, carrying a load of pickle jars. I step out of the way so he can turn the corner, then return to my work station. The other guy messes around with the radio for a bit, but it doesn’t seem to be working.

I leave my work station once again and go back to where the guys were cutting the pipe. Once I arrive, I find that they are trying to bolt a divider wall between two work stations, but the bolts are too short to reach through the metal and into the concrete anchor in the floor. I pick up a bolt and hold it beside the bracket to see that it is just a little short. I grab the bolt by the head in one hand. And grab the tip of the threaded end in the other hand. I pull at the bolt for a bit, trying to make it longer, but it refuses to increase in length.

(Note: I think that I may have achieved a low level of lucidity at the point where I attempted to stretch the bolt. I watched the bolt intently, waiting for the metal to stretch, but it never did. If I would have seen the smallest amount of change in the bolt, it is likely that I would have become fully lucid.)

DJ Log: January 10, 2012 – 4:30AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am walking into a large parking garage, trying to find my friend. I walk in from the street level, and then take the stairs down to the lower level. I find nothing on that level, not even a car. I walk up the stairs and check each level, walking over to the elevator shaft in the center, but the entire garage is empty. I go back to the lower level and sit on the steps and wait. After a moment, I lean against the railing and fall asleep.

Goals: Went to sleep wanting to have some continuity with the demon slaying dream I had, or see Kaomea. I spent most of yesterday thinking about my dreaming life more than my waking.

I remember being at some area and seeing BJ...it was the first time in forever. I don't think I've seen the guy since elementary, but we caught up briefly, and he was asking about what I was doing now a days and whens the last time I've seen x, y, and z. Then he asked me when was he going to get seen in the back.

I told him if we skipped him our doctor would probably get fired, and our rules is to bump anyone with an emergency up before the non-emergent people....ugh...freaking ER dreams.


I'm with D and we're at some warehouse...I remember walking barefoot all around this place. The area had water all over the ground and I was trying to avoid it. I don't know why I didn't have any shoes on, but there was a splattered rat on the ground that I wasn't sure if I stepped on or not. It also had tape worms in it.....ugh.


Now we're at some store, and we need two huge bags of pineapples and one case of them. I have no idea what for. We take them, and I end up talking to some kids in the gaming section. There's this one game that's compatible with a remote control race care. And someone tells me there's a tournament that's going to be held there. I told them I might make it, and left. D was contemplating filling up his car with reserve fuel he had strapped underneath his car. I told him to go ahead, because the stuff that's out now at the moment is higher. The other D didn't want him to do it.

I'm in a field...then I'm traveling around my block. I see some shrubs with onions growing on it. The people who live there have long moved out, but I tell myself not to grab them at the last second.

I'm at my house with D and J...we're talking about ownership of a pool table. I tell them a false memory that this one girl who I dated left it there for me...so it was technically mine. We started playing this fighting game. One character had something about "rainbows" on her shirt, and she was supposed to be a grappler with easier moves. I know she had a suplex, and some move where she removed the entrails out of the character. But everything was looking real cartoony.

As i'm already poor at recalling dreams (i literally remember one a month, since before starting lucid dreaming) i really want to change that and acheive this, I am putting all my effort into it and have researched the matter for some while now.

I have gained a lot of valuable information not only through this site but through others including videos on YouTube and sites similar to this.

I have my dream journal at my bedside with a pen, I have dream written on my hand. I have notes on my phone that go off every hour that say dream. I'm doing everything in my power to conquer this feat.

I'm hoping that by using this website it will allow me to continue to think about lucid dreaming which will in-turn, help me to lucid dream.

I don't know if i'm doing it right in all honesty, but this morning, i woke up (keeping my eyes shut and staying in my usual sleeping position, as instructed) and all i could think about was dragging a dead baby out of a bin or something along them lines. Weird, i know. But meh, i was happy to have at least have something on my mind whilst awakening. So i wrote it down.

After waiting a few minutes i left my bed and trundled down stairs. Then i remembered even more, words can't describe how happy i was to have actually remembered something. But all i remember was a lot of weed (marijuana) on the floor, all ground up. I can't remember any emotions, but it's almost like i'd dropped a load and it was on the floor, maybe at the bottom of some stairs.

Thinking about this, who's to say i didn't just make it up? The dead baby thing? When i woke up just to give myself some sort of satisfaction that i'm making progress. Either way, i'm quite happy with this. going from probably 2% dream recall to having one straight after i started teaching myself to lucid dream. It makes me excited to continue and i hope i accomplish what i've set out to do.

Lucid Dream Dream Non Dream

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

A voice saying, "Up from the depths." A view of a woman in some kind of white robes and head covering, carrying something and walking up a dark stairwell, up toward a lit doorway.

I had this one dream that there was know Earth. The Earth was like it was gone like it got blown up. And the humans were living on Mars. I know its not posible but it was my dream. They werent aliens, they looked like humans but they were wearing jump suits. The weirdes part about them that they talked weird they talked like there were better then everyone, smart ass like. It was just weird to look at them. I cant explane it They looked like they were planting cropes and trees. Then one looked at me, then I wuked up. Yes I know weird right

Well, last night was quiet a busy night of dreaming. I dreamed about being in a pawn shop with my boss looking at an awesome rifle with 2 scopes. I remember thinking this seemed impossible, and then i put it on layaway. then, i dreamed i was in the prep room at work and there was a deviant younger person there that was taking bodies and putting them on a cart and playing with them like toy cars; very disturbing. For some reason, no one felt they could say anything to him out of fear. I had several other dreams, but as the day has gone by i have forgotten them. Today, i have been trying Lucid Living and hoping it will transfer into my dream world.

Same story as past few days, recall stays pretty poor, but so does my general imsomnia. Anyway, here's another "classic" dream, or more like "WTF?" dream. Short one because I'm feeling lazy.

Wardrobe Malfunction Times Ten
Date: June 10th, 2009
Lucid: No

I was sitting at my computer, as usual and my little sister was watching Disney Channel, as usual as well. Some kind of concert was starting. Miley Cyrus and some other girl were performing. Ryan Seacrest was the host. Ryan got really excited for some reason and started screaming and shouting in excitement. Even my sister was amazed how he shouted.

Then Miley and the other girl comes into the pictures and I'm astounded. She had only some black, too small bikini on and they were somehow wrong - the nipples were showing. I guess it could have been erotic, but I was too confused by the sight to even think anything like that. WTF? How could anything like that happen?

Something happened and the Miley had changed her clothes - this time to a white, beautiful princess dress. Except that the dress had no top, her breasts were completely exposed this time. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!

Now the real worrying thing here is that I saw a dream that had Miley Cyrus and Ryan Seacrest in it. Disturbing times...

I wasn't able to post my dream journal this morning, because I had to go to the dentist. I was only able to remember one very vague dream anyways. Something about my mother who was working at some house. I was there as well and was afraid that I would scare her, because she probably didn't expect me to be there.

Something more interesting to post is that I woke up at about 4:00 - 5:00 AM and tried to do a WILD. At first I didn't want to, because I was laying there just perfectly. But after a few minutes I thought 'why the hell not' and tried it. I did some stretching and the reverse blinking technique and got really relaxed. Unfortunately, my mouth and eyes were extremely dry. As if I was dehydrated or something. (I did drink a few bottles of water that day, so I figured that it wasn't a big deal and tried to ignore it.

After a few minutes I noticed a big change in appearance. My head was extremely clear as if I was 100% awake. After another few minutes I noticed some visual hallucinations. It looked like there were balls of light flying around my head. My throat was really bugging me right now and I automatically tried to swallow. This stopped the hallucinations, so I turned to my side and tried again.

I rested my hand below my pillow and it started to feel very numb. (As if it wasn't receiving any blood at all.) I ignored it since it was probably part of the SP. The part of my throat that was bugging me started to feel like it was vibrating. It was some kind of tingling feeling right where it was hurting me before. Some other parts of my body were tingling, at one point it even felt like a very small part of me fell off. (It was very real, I even felt it fall down on another piece of skin)

Although I felt all these things, I never transitioned into a full body SP or a Lucid dream. After about an hour I decided to just go back to sleep.

Wednesday 1/4/2012
DR 5am - illegals crossing river; in class with teacher S; game show on TV

Thursday 1/4/2012
Took an evening nap - new HH - 1 tiny heart and 1 happy face

Friday Jan.6/2012 bed 11:55pm

Set up another experiment - put a small piece of paper with one letter and a colored pen on top of my kitchen cabinet to try to see it in OBE.

GM at 5am
woke up from OBE at 6:35am

OBE#6
I’m in my bed trying to OBE/WILD. I suddenly realize, I see my room from the correct vantage point, as I’m laying on my left side. It’s darker than in WL (I have some nightlights IWL). All I see is left side of the bed. Right next to me is my cat. I see her as energy in shape of sleeping, balled-up cat. I immediately start rolling out. It takes me a few tries, I’m amazed, she is like a little speed bump. I’m not worried about hurting her, because I know, IWL she is closer to my feet.

So I roll out and fall to the ground. I start crawling on all four towards the kitchen. IWL, its about 8 feet from my bed. As I’m crawling in total dark, I realize, I could feel my way. As I raise my right arm, I bump into a piece of furniture. I grab the round, smooth, cool leg of a desk/chair. Right behind it is a cabinet. I don’t know how, but next thing I’m looking at the top of the kitchen cabinet. It’s much brighter now and I can see a piece of paper identical to the one I put up there IWL and I clearly see capital letter T. Next to it is a small packet of handy-wipe and text on it is in orange cursive. I take it as a color of a pen I left up there. Other than this, there is a bunch of letters and postcards, addressed to me. I can clearly read my full name written in cursive, not in my handwriting. There is also a book. I really wish I could read that all, but I wake up.

After I wake up, I check , if I got the letter and color right. Nope, the paper I left up there has a big square on it and the pen is green.

I was disappointed, especially, because I don’t own any table or chair, that could account for the leg I grabbed in OBE, and I really wanted to go OOB in physical realm - identical or near identical to waking life. It took me almost 2 days to realize, that I actually do, and It’s exactly where I felt it.

I played back in my mind, how I rolled out and crawled and as I’m following my path, I see a small foot-rest, that has 4 6-inch legs and they look exactly as what it felt in my OBE.

WBTB 7am-817am

Regular Dream:
I’m in Mexico. Some nice resort. We go to the pool. Beautiful clear blue water. I dive in, feels good. Next time we come, the pool is closed. Someone with flu contaminated it. Bunch of people disappointed.

We decide to go to the beach, but we see dark clouds gathering in the distance. Wind is starting and I see something like a tornado. I take pictures. People are trying to take shelter in the yard of the hotel. I’m in the yard, next to the door. Someone is banging it, trying to get in. The white door is locked and padlocked. I open it anyway and in walk two children. More people come in. Also one female officer. We start to joke, saying wow, this is not a dream, unlike other, that were dreams. I agree with her, this is not a dream.

Then a big UFO appears in the sky. We are all looking up. I'm taking lots of pictures. The UFO separates into different shapes, it’s trying to tell us something. Suddenly, a pile of broken-up weapons appear on the ground. I have a feeling, they tell us to “take out the trash”, as in weapons are trash of the mankind and we should get rid of them.

Saturday, 1/7/2012 Bed 10pm
Traveling on train with my friend M. There are 3 different stations, that feel like videogame levels.

Sunday, 1/8/2012 Bed 12:45 am B-complex 50mg at 5pm
Lots of dreams, didn’t write them down

In a big, spherical room. There are heaps of people, including me, locked (maybe chained?) to the wall, all the way round.
There is an evil AI in the middle of the room (I don't think it was GLaDOS) and it was going to kill us all. An Indian girl found a little circuit board. She said there was a transponder ship inn the middle, and if she poked around in the middle of it, she could alter it and use it to save us. It didn't work, and I used a teleporter to teleport out of there. My plan was to find the TARDIS and teleport in behind aforementioned evil AI, but someone saw me. I took off running, and ran into a huge warehouse, where inside were some docks with ships in them. I dived into the water, and swam to an underwater entrance to my house.
I go inside, and see GLaDOS, however she is asleep, or dormant, or turned off, or something. I go over to a little control panel with a switch and a button. The button says "self destruct." I push it. I rush to GLaDOS who is now awake and rip her off her ceiling mount. I run and burst through the window as the house explodes behind me. I jump onto my neighbour's roof, then jump onto the next, and the next. I come to a certain house, and I jump off the roof, over the road. I spread my arms as if i were a plane, and float down.

At this point I become semi-lucid. I am not aware of the dream before me. To my conscious self, I believe have just WILD'd, or something similar, and am trying to stabilize it.

I corkscrew and try to stabilize the dream, however I drift into blackness, like you would no-clipping out of the map in Half Life, and lose the dream.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Recall one dream from last night, was pretty weird. Didn't write it down so my recall is a bit fuzzy.

23.00: Sleep

05.30: Driving and school
I'm in my old school and I'm at the parkinglot. I have a badass car which I was driving lately in another dream, it's a cabriolet. I get in and turn on the engine, it roars and it feels awesome as I step on the gas. 'Wow this car is sharp!' I ride up a small hill to the sports center. I get out and my friend Felix shows up. We're late for class and head back towards the school. I check my watch, it's 07.10. "Crap! We're late man" I say. We have no idea where to go though. I spot a map on one of the doors and find my class ID on it. I'm having my first lecture on the other side of the school. We run around the school, Felix heads into his classroom and I keep on going. I pick up some bacon which I place on a counter when I arrive at the right room. "I want these dipped in chocolate!" I say. The guy in the kitchen looks at me like I'm crazy.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

09.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1:

I'm at the Biochemistry Department in my University, the inside to be precise. Everybody was leaving, and I found a door that could lead you to other places in the University!


Kind of like a transportation/teleportation medium.

Dream 2:

It feels like I'm in middle school again, and I see this random DC who looks like a guy named Isaac that I saw, but never really was friends with in the school (Thornton Middle School). He was riding a scooter, and a school staff member confiscated it.



He told Isaac that he had to go to the Assistant Principal's Office, and Isaac responded that he doesn't know what to do now because apparently his teacher wasn't in class or gave him permission to leave the classroom.

I'm sitting down somewhere in the school, and the area gets filled pretty quickly with DCs. Some random fat girl tries to find a spot and sits near me. She accidentally sits on a guy, but eventually moves.

And now I'm suddenly sitting at a long table, and it's some big slide show presentation in the dark that they're giving, but I didn't know what topic they were focusing on. I saw another familiar DC who is apparently a staff member in the dream, and is giving a presentation on something.

His accent sounded Jamaican, or Trinidad, it had the "Yeaaaah mon" tone to it, but I knew in real life, it wasn't that deep for the guy.
I was a bit worried that other students would laugh at the accent, but of course, no one would want to unless they wanted to get in trouble.

He's done with his presentation and sits down, everyone does the applause, and when the next staff member comes up, the DC is just one seat over to the right of where I am. A dream character is between us. I try to get his attention by moving my body back and forth from this dream character, and eventually we shook hands and greeted each other.

That's what I recall for that one.

I do find the added stress of an impending work day keeps me from being quite so able to recall my dreams or even make myself dedicated enough to wake-up and journal what I do recall.

I went to bed at about 4:30AM

10:30AM
There was one dream in particular I remember. I was at My dad and sisters house and I seemed to be living at home again. Nina from The fringe seemed to be there using our upstairs bathroom (LOL) the door to the crawl space kept opening as I tried to sleep. My dad came upstairs and made some humorous comment about it I think, the fact it kept opening kept making it colder in the room...

Another dream my dad, sister and I happened to be in Lockport and somehow my dad and I started talking about some business development organization, he ended up going there, (I was using some electronic device while he drove) phone maybe. We got to this place and it happened to be the same place as where the entrance for the Lockport Caves were however they were closed for the Fall a signed said, it was mostly a disappointing for my dad and sister I think, I believe I was more interested in the business development place which we never went to...


Got about 6 hours of sleep