non-lucid

I didn't get much sleep. Had this little ditty.

M's Car Accident (non-lucid)

I am following M in my car at a location near my house. Her car, out of nowhere, does 3 front flips and lands upside down. I jump out of my car and race towards her. I open the door but can't see much. “Are you OK?!” I yell. “Say something!” I continue. No response. I whip out my cellphone (I don't own a phone. TotM!) and call D and tell him what happens. He is on his way.

I run up to the video rental store and tell them to call an ambulance. I forgot I had a phone. I saw Hank from Breaking Bad.



I ran back down to the car and there were a few police officers. No cop cars. “Sorry we were so slow”. End.

[I]abridged, non-lucid, frag[/I]

Playing a coin-op racer, this Scot challenges me. I start to kick his ass in the game. He grabs my arm and won't let go. I tell him let go, and play the damn game.

He squeezes my upper arm even harder.

I get behind him and put him in a full-naked choke and squeeze. He doesn't struggle for some weird reason.

I am completely enraged.

The alarm goes off.

I HATE DREAMS LIKE THIS.

Puts me in a bad mood.

I was at some school trip with my class. Mrs. P. was there. We had several activities to do, and one of them was horseback riding.

The first ride took place in some field. It was sort of video game like, just by the atmosphere. I was with VI and AL and a few other people. We had to get somewhere, and we were galloping across these green fields. It was much fun.

Then I was briefly outside with everyone from the class. Mrs. P. said to KA that she could go on another ride later on. "Can I go too?" I asked. She said something insincerely, then said that she wasn't sure that I should go since she didn't know how good I was with horses. I was greatly confused by this, and made an inquisitive face, saying, "Um, you do realize I have ridden longer than KA has and have had more experience?" She seemed so surprised at that, and I couldn't get why. I though most people knew that I rode for quite a while.

I was then at school. Mrs. P. was in some random room; it was like a bathroom, but absolutely huge, and I guess I was allowed in there. The sink was more like a mini bathtub. The room had a dark blue scheme.

I asked her about going riding. She said something like, "Well you're definitely not after what you did!" I was completely confused by this. What had I done wrong? I then went outside to the schoolyard to tell KA.

Then I was back in some old wooden house; likely our cabins, but it was more like a bunch of rooms in one building. Each room had a few bunk beds. I remember for some reason that I was putting all of the pop in a certain place. For some reason the bottle of Sprite was at the doorstep and was open. I decided I would not drink it at all in the future. When I looked at the stuff, I saw a little dead fly floating around in it.

Then I was in some random sort of changeroom or something with everyone else. We were getting dressed for some expedition that I can't even remember. But I remember taking out some dirty socks that were grey and pink, but they were wet. For some reason I was holding another dirty pair in my mouth. A rancid taste spread in my mouth until I realized this; I had a hard time getting rid of it. Meanwhile, I put the pink and grey socks on. To my surprise, after wearing them for a few minutes, they didnt feel that wet or dirty at all. I was then briefly in a sort of assembly room, sitting on the floor with all of my classmates. The room had navy blue carpeting and wooden walls. I think it was on the second floor. The dream ended there.

I was in the kitchen at my parents place. It was day and raining outside. Gradually the rain went over to be a thunderstorm. It wasn't very powerful at all though. After a while I think it subsided some and the clouds were pretty white.

Suddenly I noticed two tornadoes that had formed. They were much darker than the rest of the sky. I got excited and decided to photograph it fast! I ran to my jacket and pulled out my cam from a pocket and hurried back to the window. They had decreased some, but there was still time to photo it. Much to my dismay I realised that I had my mums cam! Unacceptable! I ran back to my jacket (who walks around with several cameras in a jacket?), pulled out my own camera and rushed back. The tornadoes was over... xD I got disappointed. Left on the sky was only smoke that looked like tornadoes. The smoke came from peoples houses that were burning for some reason.

Kim and Tistou appeared in the kitchen somehow and I told them about the tornadoes. Then we just random talked, I cannot recall about what. :/ I do recall though that Kim said some swedish phrases without any apparent accent, lol.

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I had another dream as well and it is very possible that that one passed over into this one. I don't remember much but it was something about me being at konsum (a food store) with some friends. I think Tistou was there. We were going to eat sushi. Somehow my old japanese teacher from gymnasium was dragged into it and she was there with some kids that was hers. We all was going to go home to her and make sushi because that was much cheaper than going to a restaurant.

I don't know how this transcended into the thunderstorm dream, but I just have a feeling that it did.

I am settling into my new hotel room right on the beach with some friends. the hotel has a big atrium where you can see all levels of the hotel from each level, going from the bottom of the hotel all the way up to the top.

Me and a friends are hanging out on our level when all of a sudden we see a horse walking right next to us. For some reason I decide to egg it on and start to play with it a bit. Next thing I know the horse starts running as fast as it could down the one side of the building. Then, it jumps from our level to off of a balcony that goes to the outside. I watch it as it plummets down to the Earth, but I couldn't bare to watch it hit the ground. Then, the friend I was talking to followed the horse, and did the same thing.

"What in the hell was going on?", I thought to myself. I walked over to where the balcony was to the outside of the building and found two massive water filled pools in the hotel parking lot outside. As I looked at the two massive pools, I then witnessed a different horse and a different person jump from the same balcony into the two pools. They sunk to the bottom, and exited out of a door at the bottom of the pools. Then they proceeded back into the hotel.

The rest of the dream consisted of watching the two horses I saw jump off the balcony running around the hotel. One was blonde colored, and one was brown. The blonde one kept jumping from one level to like 5 levels down through the atrium, neighing while doing it. Eventually the two horses disappeared for a while and I walked down to the bottom floor where the lobby was.

I found the two horses laying on top of one another, and the first thing I assumed is that the two horses were blackout drunk. I said something about it and the DCs around me starting agreeing and laughing really hard.

I run into my girlfriend and my family, who was apparently moving in my girlfriend into one of the rooms. I asked them if they needed any help, but they replied the only thing that would be tough is the bed, and they had already moved it in. All of us then got in the car and were driving somewhere.

We ended up at a garden, where a bunch of plants were being grown in pots. There were roped of sections of them. I remember reading the sign of one section saying "Horses," and immediately started contemplating whether the sign meant that horses had grown the plants, or that the plants were used to feed the horses.

Then the dream became fuzzy, and I woke up.

1. My family and I are visiting my paternal-side grandparents. In our car, there's a weird bottle with the Joker's eyes, hair, and mouth on it, the idea being that you hold the empty bottle up in front of your face and it makes you look like said Clown Prince of Crime. For the lulz, I end up singing "no, he can't read-a my Joker face~" (despite how much I can't stand the actual song in waking life)

When we get to the grandparents' house, I get a call from my friend that she's not going to pick me up for our vacation until a day later. I get remarkably upset.

2. Something about a machine that weaves incredibly soft T-shirts out of only a handful of cotton fluff. Threading the machine is a bit of a challenge, and you have to hold on to the end of the cotton throughout the entire process, but the results are cool.

3. Something about sneaking into a building through an air vent.

Damn, I remember much less of this dream than I thought I would in the middle of the night...

It was at the end of a school term. For some reason everyone was either dressed as pirates or they actually WAS pirates, I don't remember. There was a lot of events involving me and people from the school that are very very faded now. I vaguely remember some form of staircase or something.

Since it was at the end of the term everybody had done their game projects and there was something about them too.

The following keywords I have forgotten about so much that I can't make out much of them:

Stopped fight (I think I stopped some fight)
Purple pirates (A pair of the pirates had purple shirts)
Cup noodles (totally blank on this one, lol)
affä (swedish word affär which means store, but it is lacking an r... I think I must have been tired xD)

I had a nice dream last night involving TW and computers, lol. I'm not sure exactly what we were doing, but I was asleeep in bed and TW came into the room and he was like "hey I've figured out why it's not working! The guy that I am living with in student housing showed me. And it was something to do with the fact that it was html v1.0".
He was trying to show me where "html v1.0" was written on a pencil, which was connected to a firelighter through a keychain. I was barely awake and was at that stage when I couldn't really focus on anything, and he was trying to show me the text which was really small so I was like "okay, wait a sec, my eyes are still adjusting to the light and I can't focus properly".
I was also thinking "WTH this is kind of a cool surprise visit but this is kinda funny that he is showing me this at this time. Surely he'd show me once I've already woken up?" But I wasn't annoyed or anything, just slightly amused.

There was more to the computery side of things than this. I have a feeling that it involved being connected to Pallkars using SSH, and stuff like that haha.

Then there was another bit relevant to the fact that TW had lighters on his keychain; mum was asking for my advice about lighters because we were in Philippines, and asked if the one she was getting was expensive. It was $20.50, I think, and I was like "hell yeah that's really expensive!". She was like "oh, okay" lol.

And thern there was another part where I was in the Philippines with Shaun and it was early morning, around 7.30 so I took the train to this random place and stayed there because it was slightly exciting. It was also raining pretty hard, and I had my umbrealla.

I missed the first train there, and the people watching me as I missed it were like "oh.." and had that expression of half-sympathy half-amusement on their face as you do when someone JUST missses a train. One of them was an indian woman in traditional dress.

The destination was at the top of a hill or something. I think it was some sort of campus and there was lots of student housing there. It may have led to the place where I was sleeping when TW came and saw me.

08.07.2010

Ideals: The Hunt (Non-lucid)

★★★☆☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

RAT-AT-AT-AT-AT-AT

Gorrammit. There's too many.

Countless mechs surround me from all sides, as I flee ever deeper into the cave. Capable of taking me out at any time, they seem to be making a sport out of chasing me. If they knew who I was. . . If they knew I was the Head Imperial General in charge of the war effort. . . I'd be dead right now.

I consider using Geass to take them all out at once, but I'm not confident I can imprint that many at a time, and if I fail, then my power and identity would no longer be a secret. Everything I had struggled and fought for all these years would be for naught. I have to keep moving.

Off to my right, on a raised rock ledge, their Ace Pilot comes into view. He fires a burst from his gun that glances off my armor as I veer to the side to avoid the brunt of the attack.

Hmm. . . I've got an idea.

I focus on the Pilot and activate Geass, feeling his mind wipe clean as my will overtakes him. Just like that, he turns his fire onto his former allies, in an attempt to protect me. He does pretty well, allowing me to make quite a bit of headway into the cave. Almost home free, I exit the narrow passageway into a huge, open cavern.

Frak me.

Lining the tiered walls are hundreds of mechs, waiting to to open fire. Their ambush sprung, there's only one thing I can do to defend myself. . .

My Geass explodes outward in a shock-wave originating from my glowing eyes. I see every mind it wipes, all the desires, all the fears, all the intricacies that made that mind unique. It's too much; there're too many; I'm losing my grip. . .

I awaken.

11.07.2010

The camping, the pigs and the World Cup (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams tonight (plus one fragmented).
Third one:

I was going to a camping.







We were in some groups and we would enjoy some outdoors and indoors activities with other people. I can recall that one of the activities was having sex with someone of the opposite sex. It had to be a different partner every night. Having sex was a must.
There were a few females in my group, however, they were moved to another group. My group was only my wife and me.
Other of the activities were outdoors, some sports under a lot of sunshine.
I was talking with a friend about the sex activity while we were going somewhere. He told me he was very bugged because his girlfriend was having sex with another guy as it was required, but she was enjoying it a lot. He was afraid he would be dumped.
I was wondering why did they forced to have sex with other people. I also wondered if they knew I was married with my wife so they avoided forcing us to have sex with other people.
The scenery changed and I was talking with my wife. There was a farm that was going bankrupt and they were going to slay all the animals they had.
They had two pigs (pretty big pigs)







Both my wife and I were in love with the pigs. We wanted to save them so we planned to adopt them. We wondered how our bed would look if both pigs, our two cats and the both of us would fit in our bed.

The scenery changed and we were at home. We found out on the news that the World Cup match was going to be played at 10:00 am instead of 11:30 am as usual. We were annoyed because I had to enter at Pata Negra at 10:00 AM and I would miss the beginning of the match. My wife said, "I hope from now they do not screw the times for the next matches."

Missed Dream Signs:

- The sex thing at the camp. It has no sense.
- A pair of pigs. The number two is a MAJOR dream sign. In most of my dreams, I dream with two "something" I always RC when I see a pair of something, as I dream in pairs a lot.
- When my wife talked about the following matches. It was the final match, so that made no sense.

What I would have done if lucid:

- At the camping, talk and find out stuff with other DC.
- At the farm and at home, probably leave and try to teleport to other age to complete a ToTY

11.07.2010

Brother and pools (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams tonight (plus one fragmented).
First one:

I was in the entrance of a house. I saw a few cats. Inside there was a lady who appeared enlightened. My wife told me that the lady was smarter than me. I was wondering why did she said that. My brother was doing some homework at home and I saw him.

The scenery changed and I was now in a pool. My brother was going to take a bath and someone told him that he had to wear his "jinjoes" all the time, even while taking a bath. "Jinjoes" was the name called to his regular glasses. I saw a pair of glasses floating in the pool. I put them on and I dove to the bottom of the pool. The I was alone in the pool.

Missed dream signs:

- Brother (he is 14.000 miles from me)
- Glasses floating in the pool (regular vision glasses do not float)
- Probably I was able to breath underwater when I dove.
- The name "jinjoes" It's a very odd name to call to glasses.

What I would have done if lucid:

- Talk with the enlightened lady.
- Ask my wife why the lady was smarter than me.
- Seek for improvement and/or request the lady to fuse with me.

I'm back from my trip to Colorado! It was amazing and I got to climb Pike's Peak. The first night there I had several dreams that stuck with me until now(a few days later) and I'm finally getting a chance to record them. I don't remember that much anymore but I'll put some down.

regular dreams: 7-8-10

This dreams was based off of some conversations I had with friends. Sometimes when it looked like it was going to rain outside I would be joking around saying "It's go' rayne foooool!" and acting all ghetto. So I guess this is where it came from.


It was the morning before heading out to climb Pike's Peak(just like in RL). I turned on the news to see the weather for the day. This black guy came on with the weather and said "It's go' rayne this mornin! It's go' rayne in ma 'hood!" This made me really sad because [I thought that we were going to have nice weather for the trip.

It turns out that it did rain that day, but not until the afternoon after we arrived at the camp. Whew.


There were some more dreams but I dont remember/want to share them.

I started off in some video game. I was with 3 other people. We all had a different class. I believe there was a mage, archer, healer, and something else. It was some sort of PvP arena. We had made it through many rounds and now we were marching off to yet another tournament. (This dream lasted much longer than described, though I can't remember much of it)

Then I was at some sort of ceremony with my class. We were all on horseback in some spacious area. We had to ride up to these people and accept some reward something, and then walk away.

I started off unmounted. There was someone cantering. JO commented that I wasn't going as fast as him. I was hopping around as if I was cantering and explained to him that my leg was sore so I couldn't go as fast.

Eventually I ended up on a horse again. I accepted my award and then went away. I saw someone cantering so I figured that I would be allowed to too. I urged the horse to go as fast as possible. I didn't have stirrups, so I wobbled a bit until I collected my balance. I then used my legs to steer the horse around.

I then ended up in another dream. I don't even remember what I saw, but I know that Mrs. G. was there with FR. Mrs. G. started pissing on the ground, and I felt some of it hit my leg (what a wonderful thing to dream about -.-). FR said something, that's all I remember.

Then I was at school, in my old classroom. I was having some sort of race with another person, I think KA. We had to get somewhere downstairs as fast as possible. We ran down the hallway, and she parted at a stairwell to the left. I laughed to myself as I ditched her and just kept running down the hall.

I ended up running to Mrs. F's class. I started helping her with some of the chores. She complimented me, and we talked about stuff that I can't remember.

Then I was on a bus, sitting beside KA. We were talking about how we missed being at TR. Then we ended up going to what was apparently Wonderland. The place was more like a playground. It was winter for some reason. I started playing around on the monkey bars.

Then I was at home, or at KA's house, I can't remember exactly. There was something about calling her. Then it ended.

11.07.2010

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In Grandmother's old house I lay on the living room floor watching the giant old television. I put a DVD on of some old show where a large cast sat around an oval table and acted poorly. There was also a segment of some talk show on medieval topics. The hosts tried to be funny but no one in the audience laughs. It seems I have six whole seasons of this show on DvD and watch it for hours. Eventually I look into the display of my phone and discover I can touch the screen and take out huge chunks of geography across the Earth. Later, out for a bit with the family we seem to be walking about a series of buildings next to an ocean. The others want to go to a restaurant so I point out a boat by the white support beam of a bridge above us. The vessel would take us to a restaurant floating on the water.

Back in Granny's house Kyle and I were in the spare room off the entrance playing a card game that involved a fish tank and submerging the cards strategically. After this game I left for the kitchen area where, instead of the stairwell to the right, there was a queen size mattress. My friend JAH was sleeping on it. My mom was near and told me that there were mushrooms growing in the toilet from someone's poop. I went to see the offending toilet and found four thin and yellow shrooms and a short plump green one. I got the idea that pouring hand-washing soup into the toilet would detach the mushroom's roots and we could flush them. I returned to where JAH was and got distracted trying to wake him up so we could do something fun. He didn't seem interested.

A majority of this dream consisted of being a part of a sports team and the night before a big game the next day. I could not find the place to get my room key for a long time so I traveled all over to find it with no luck. I run into a family friend who is talking about me and embarrassing me while making a toast extremely intoxicated in the lobby. I am late getting into my room and look around it for a while.

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I am outside and it has been snowing. There are thousands of people playing in it, and I spot some of my friends who have laid down a tarp so that we could slide down a hill on it. I try it but I get stuck. I look around, the snow is gone, and everyone else who was playing in the snow is gone. I was by myself on the tarp.

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We are on a boat somewhere in a jungle and in the woods. A man spots a coyote out to me and a person sitting next to me in the boat.

"You know, coyotes get eaten by wolves all the time" The man sitting next to me says.

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I am in a van, all of a sudden the van stops, and the sliding door opens up. I get up off my seat and am about to step on the ground, until I look closer at the asphalt and notice it is moving like a liquid would. All of a sudden something clicks and I realize I am dreaming.

After I become lucid, I hop down and get on all fours to kickstart a full transformation into a timber wolf so I can accomplish one of my lucid goals. The transformation, however, brought incredible pain to my face where the wolf snout was being contorted and broken outwards from my face. The pain was so unbearable that I thought I may have been feeling the pain in my real life body in bed while I was LDing, so I got spooked and forced myself to wake up before the transformation was even finished.

Notes: Pain has been occurring randomly with my transformations now. Going to have to find a way to either not get spooked and deal with the pain, or take a "pain killer" before I begin a transformation from now on.