non-lucid

Ok so I dreamed I was in the world of Sherk and I was Donkey. I don't remember much about the dream only that I saw all the characters and lived through the first movie of Shrek. yup.

1) Sitting in the lounge at my childhood house. I was snoozing in the chair and my children were on the floor, I woke up and realised it was nearly 2am and told the girls it was bedtime. My wife became insanely angry at me for some reason, it was visceral rage at me for telling them they had to go to bed and I couldn't understand it at all. They were going to go to bed in the dining room on the floor, I went to get the room ready with my youngest daughter, I was mumbling that we had to just ignore mummy for now and she would calm down. I saw my youngset daughters sleeping bag lying in one corner. Then I had to pump up a latex cat bed, I told my daughter that it was rubbish but she inssited I had to pump it up. I did and it became the most bizarre looking thing ever and I said there you are it's rubbish!! Then I looked for my eldest daughters bed and couldn't find it. The floor was covered in junk so I cleared a path for her. As I moved a chair I saw our old cat Smudge sitting under a table and he was attacking the chair leg. Then I was outside at night and I could see my eldest daughter high up climbing along something and hitting a power line, I stuck my head out and shouted for her to stop it as it was 1am in the morning. I woke and the clock said exactly 1am.
After this dream I tried to DEILD but really needed the loo so it didn't work, as I drifted in and out of sleep I kept hearing a girl singing, I thought it was my daughter to start with, it sounded really nice but I knew it was a hypnagogic hallucination.

2) On some sort of school trip. I went to bed but got told I had to move. I looked oout over a multi-zstorey car park and knew that was were we were going to have to put our beds, and I was explaining to someone that the cat would find us there and still walk all over us and wake us up. Next I was asleep in bed again and I got pulled out, it was the younger brother of someone who used to bully me badly at school, I thought oh no not again! Next I was in the town, still part of a school trip, I was talking to a woman, can't remember what about. I saw a man on a flying board coming past and he was doing exercises on it, I told her how annoyed I was at people with too much money doing silly exercises on flying boards. Then I was in the main town and there was a big party going on. I was at a street corner and told everyone that i really needed to get to bed now as it was so late, I remember having to cross the road and seeing buses coming towards me. The I was outside the hotel we were staying at on a street corner, I saw a path to the side of me that everyone was using to get into town and felt silly becasue I had taken the long route down the main road.

3) Fragments of another dream: I was watchign a very small car in a carriageway below me. It was full of monsters, they burst out of the car and went towards some high rise biuildings. Next 2 people were going to be executed. They had to put their heads in huge crushers and it would squash them, I watched them being killed without any emotion. I was in a house, again full of monsters that I never saw. I was in someones room he was a giant and he could defned himself against the monsters, I asked if I could escape through a hole in his roof just behind him and set off.

Early this morning I woke up knowing, I dreamed the terrorist attack. There were 5 of them. All military, not some crazy jihadist. Except in my dream they used guns. They attacked the airport guns blazing and I was there trying to stop them with an Ar-15. It was one of those dreams I should have typed on this board as soon as I woke up that something very bad was going to happen today. I waited for the news to broadcast the story of a terrorist attack, but when it came it wasn't guns, it was bombs. But I knew it was today, i knew it would happen because i dreamed the whole thing. Yeah, i know, "you're crazy, just because you dreamed it and it happened doesn't make it some kind of psychic thing". true, but this is the 6th time in my life I dreamed about an incident before it happened. I don't care if no one believes me, but the people who know me personally know that when i say something is going to happen, they know some shit is about to go down.

I'm in some kind of school. School having just let out everyone is either getting ready to leave or fooling around. At some point I realize I can make myself stick to the walls by pressing a foot to the wall and having classical music play in my head, my center of gravity would shift from pressing down to pressing towards the wall. Not nearly as strongly but enough that I could then put my next foot to the wall and then my hands. I had to concentrate but I could do it. I was stuck facing away from the wall with my hands and feet touching the wall. I concentrated more and removed my hands and straightened out my legs and I was able to slowly walk on the wall. Most people didn't seem to notice and the one person who did was pretty sure it was a trick, most likely because their view of me was largely obstructed. Having exhausted myself preforming this new ability I have to stop and walk on the ground. I look for my backpack and get ready to leave, to find that I am already wearing my backpack. So I head up the staircase and out the big glass doors of the school. Outside the property of the school is like my step dad's yard except in reverse. Where the front yard and house and sheds and stuff would be was all school. The steep driveway instead was in what would be the back of the backyard leading down into the main road. I pass a gym class that was mostly let out as well but the gym coach had hold up a few students he didn't seem happy with. I continue past them to wait near the driveway for the buses to arrive. My brother who was apparently part of the gym class threw a baseball to me, I pick it up and throw it back. It seems to fall a bit short then it rolls and seems like it's going to land right by his feet but then it instead rolls under a car. He fetches it out and seems mad that is landed under the car and throws the ball at me. I'm out of the way but the way the ball is heading it would go down the driveway and likely be lost forever, so I smack the ball with my hand, it lands near a pile of junk. I saved the ball from being lost but I was to annoyed to go pick it up and throw it back again so I leave it there.

22/3/16:
Dream 1: I was involved in digging something out of a cave or exploring underground with a girl. I must have been successful, because we ended up at a train station sitting on a bench discussing the success. The girl then jumped on top of me and we started making out, good times ensued.

Dream 2: My brother and I were on a bus going down a hill. There was a train station at the end which we wanted to get off at, however when the bus stopped down there these two guys with suitcases and dressed in wacky clothes started shouting and pushing through people. They were yelling that they had to put on a play and were running late. The bus driver let them off first but warned them that they would have to sacrifice an act because they were running late. They got off the bus and sprinted across the road and down into the park, where one of them tripped over and his suitcase spilled.

Dream 3: I was walking down a cobblestone garden path with a woman next to me, presumably my sister. We were both dressed in fancy renaissance clothing, and I was telling the woman all about the man she was about to meet to potentially be her husband. I told her he had been my friend in childhood and was very kind and smart. This continued for a bit until we got close to the mansion and bumped into the man himself. He greeted m like an old friend and then turned his attention on the woman as they began to hit it off.

Dream 4: There was an old, rich white couple, sort of like the neighbours in Here come the Habibs. The woman was furious at the man for ruining her business empire, but he was determined to rebuild. They must have had some sort of wrestling business, because the dream jumped to me being in a basketball court in the tunnels about the stands. A whole bunch of fans and wrestlers alike were walking out in protest of the business troubles.

Dream 5: I was travelling on a tram down Melville road and thinking of how to talk to some of the other travellers. I came up with an idea of setting up a food charity/dispension system for refugees. I got off he tram at a stop and looked around some food shops then hopped back on and went back the opposite way which I was travelling before.

Dream 6: I was in the cinema and the original movie which I wanted to see had a problem and wasn't showing so I went into another theatre to watch some other random movie. I took out my phone to tell my friends what had happened but I remembered I was in a cinema so I shouldn't use my phone so I put it away as the lights darkened and the movie started.

Dream 7: I was on a train with my brother discussing how redistributing money to everyone would improve the economy and everyone's quality of life. I explained to him how 80% or something of all the money was just being held by rich people and not used, so I made I'm think about what would happen if people spent all of that money and it circulated around the economy, and how good that would be. He seemed a bit wary but I continued to try and convince him of the benefits.

Dream 8: The Avatar (the last airbender kind) was learning about the water element and was nearing the end of his training. He was walking down the street at night with some of us when we got attacked. He held the attackers off as we all rushed to safety, displaying his practical mastery of the element. We then filed into a room and watched as he performed a concert on an instrument with the water master. It was a sort of harp, I don't know if he played it with water or with his hands but it symbolised water. Either way he played successfully and proved his mastery of the theory behind water. The water master told him he was now ready to continue on and learn the final element, fire. The avatar got a bit cocky at that, so the water master grinned and told him while he may be ready, he still wasn't the champ yet and held him down with tendrils of water which he couldn't break. He let him go after a bit but the point was made.

Dream
It was day time on a school trip, there was a group of us and something about a killer on the loose. He was apparently after us and more specifically, me. We were on a bus at one point and I remember seeing other kids on another bus, they were in the same group or something as the killer and are his accomplices. Wait, so the killer is a kid?
I'm in a building now, it's the hotel or whatever that the class is staying at. I'm sitting at a desk and I'm Malcolm from Malcolm in the Middle. I had earned money from doing something (I think selling notes for class) and bought a gun for self protection. It's night time here and the gun is in front of me on the desk under the light of a small lamp, then the killer shows up. I can't remember how but I shot at the killer which was lucky because he had a gun too. But it's surprising because the killer is actually Aaron, a childhood best friend. I remember getting a scolding from the teacher (I mean after all, I'm like 10 in this dream and I have a gun..), later on I end up with my gun again but this time there's modifications. Oh sweet modern technology for being so damn cool. This part was really vivid and awesome, I added heaps of attachments to the gun I had, turning it into a full on rifle. There's a firing range which I shoot at twice, jesus that's powerful. I fiddle around with the rifle and dismantle bits and pieces before reassembling it, there are lots of details here that I can't write up. I'm in my room again and I have the gun... Wait, what was that? I swear that I heard something but it was just so faint.. I raise my gun slightly and then as if he was just going to peek around the corner, I see the killed (Aaron) poke his head through my door.
*BOOM* I have a sort of panic moment where I let loose a couple bullets in his direction, he's stunned that he didn't get the jump on me and that I have a huge ****ing gun. He ends up getting apprehended in the end..

I also remember something about a killer except this time he has a square upper arm scabbard which has a dagger sheathed in it. He jumped out in a comic-book fashion with lines of effect whizzing past him while he drew his weapon and prepared to stabby stab..

Preface:
Took Benadryl (allergy med) because I ate something that was making my face and ears itchy. I also lit some incense to make myself feel more comfortable, so that I could fall asleep.

I am in a house with my sister. We are packing, moving and throwing stuff away. A lot of our belongings are in piles in the middle of the rooms. Broken furniture makes up most of it. In real life, we are always concerned about leaving the doors opened or unlocked because we've had a burglary in the past. In the dream, when I walked in I didn't even bother closing the door behind me. My sister didn't care about it either and made a remark, something like,, "I don't care what happens to this stuff". I walked around the house and I could see that many of the rooms were organized in the same way: small boxes and belongings against the wall, and trash piled in the center of the rooms. I can't find my jeans in all this mess, so I ask my sister if she wants to go to Burlington (shopping) with me. She is not turned on by the idea and tells me she doesn't want to go. I leave without her.

From my house, I walk outside the door and I am in some kind of shopping community, which ends up getting darker and becoming a mall. I am trying to get to a clothing store I like, but there is a crowd. There are two girls in front of me. Both of them are shorter than me and they are taking their time walking. They go into the same store I am trying to get to and I am annoyed. I find a denim jumpsuit that I think is cute, but I don't take it off the rack. I see another that is gray; I take it off the rack and say that its the wrong color, so I put it back. The girls have already reviewed my shopping rack so I keep shopping.

Fragment
I am driving on a freeway to get back to a mall. I have been there before. While I am driving, I decide to take another route or the route I think is correct. The highway turns into grass and I am at a dead end. There is a man standing there with dark hair, I think he is holding a hammer?

Notes:
I 'm a little disappointed that I have not been able to wake up in my dreams lately. I have been concentrating on my yoga practice but I think something else is missing. I can explore more through meditation.

3.22.16

Last night bed 11ish-8am.

DR1
My mom is driving an open top car, on a winding road. Ocean on the left, hill on the right. I look over the ocean and the sunrise is just spectacular. The skies are so beautiful, and the ocean is so calm and almost white, only a touch of lightest blue. I tell my mom to look but she is not looking, so I tell her to stop and she slows down and pulls to the hill side of the road so she can look. ( I think I got this because I watched kardashians and they were driving in snow)

DR2
I'm working for someone who knows and works with celebrities. It's New Year's Eve and we are prepping for a party. I get a phone call but people that just came are so loud, I tell the person to hold on, I need to walk to the back rooms of the house where I know it's quiet.

So this person tells me that I defaulted on paying for some Amazon purchase. I tell her I didn't and I find some receipts saying that I paid it off on January or February 23rd.

She tells me if I want an Amazon card, I need to get my blood tested. So I go the another room where someone I know is talking to me about it and asking me which arm I want to have blood drawn. I say neighter. This whole time I'm holding a tiny cute puppy in my arms.

Somehow they talk me into it and I lay on the exam table, puppy still in my arms. I gave her my left arm and she puts a needle in it. I look up and Pierce Brosnan with his partner walks in. He looks sharp in black tux and white shoal. It's 15 min to midnight. I wonder what are people thinking about seing me there.

Fragments

I was in school, inside a classroom. It was late afternoon. I was arguing with someone.

I was a captain at a pirate ship, fighting with other captains. I just thrown an enemy overboard and taken over the ship.

I went out of my house, I had to do something outside. On the way I though about modifying a game.

It was a side scrolling platformer. I was a mouse that had to collect gold and reach end of stage. It was really hard, as there were many traps and ghosts flying around. I thrown knives at these ghosts and this dispersed them for a while. I tried to reach a platform, but there were really strong winds pushing me back. I've fallen down.

Some relationship issues yesterday so I didn't sleep well last night and poor recall

1) I arrived in Norwich, I think my parents took me there. There were lot of people running, we walked through crowds of runners, I had a bag over my shoulder looked in it and relaised I had forgotten my kit. I was devastated because I had laready run half the marathon and was going to change so I could run the second half. I was was very upset and woke up.

D₁- I am at my TKD school and I ask to keep/make a copy of my hours sheet for my blue collar. The instructor asks,"Why!' I just kinda shrug and reply,"I want to keep up with my hours at home." As I take my freesparring gear home, everyone keeps staring at me.

D₂- One of my really good friends,chelsea, comes rushing towards me babbling about some psychic she saw. Stating that the psychic said I have scepticism, then the psychic shows up and starts to lecture us on our health.

ISIS
I'm sitting in class. The lecturer is one of the lecturer's at my current university, a bald white guy with glasses. The room looks more like a classroom from my high school. After a short while the lecturer takes his dark blue, thick coat and another object which I can't remember, perhaps his bag. He makes a joke about leaving and then says that in all seriousness, we're not allowed to continue the lecture in this room. We're going to a different room, though it's not a real lecture room.

In the new room, he mentions that he's not allowed to lecture here. But that's ok, cause he's not giving a lecture, he's just giving a presentation which has powerpoint slides (his idea of being funny, and it actually is). At some point we're not in the room anymore but somewhere outside and he's sort of honouring a young guy for academic achievements.

Next thing I remember my lecturer is holding one of his arms stretched out, holding a gun. He shoots a student through the head. Apparently my lecturer is a member of ISIS. Donald Trump also appears. He's apparently also a member of ISIS. His whole political campaign served to drive regular muslims into the arms of ISIS. I think it's actually pretty smart and makes me think of him in a different light. Less idiot, more mastermind. There's also a flashback or something to him with an old woman whom he loves, though I can't remember more beyond that. She's a vulnerable woman due to her age.

Fragments
» I'm watching a movie with my little brother and my mom. It's about Super Mario. My brother isn't enjoying the movie. I can't recall if I am. The movie isn't what you'd expect from Super Mario. It's a very deep movie in the sense of a lot of thinking and deep thoughts being involved.

» I'm in a room which is quite shady. All I remember is that there are several gas canisters or oxygen tanks, something along those lines. I open at least one of them up and see that they are filled with seemingly adult human bodies. All of them are black though. This is clearly a hate crime / genocide type of thing.

Pole fun
It's a sunny day and I'm walking outside with a girl I know. Behind us is a car, with on the backseat my girlfriend's sister. We're walking in a straight line and the car is right behind us. At some point I think I do a parkour move. A bit later I see a pole, perhaps with a traffic sign on it and a short thicker pole or something alike. I decide to take a run, jump and grab the tall pole with two hands, swing back 360 degrees towards the smaller pole, which is a bit of distance away and land on it. The first time I fail. In the mean time a crowd gathers. They're actually standing in the way, preventing me from doing my run up. I tell people that if they want to watch that's fine, but if they're standing in the way then there's not much to watch. Still some people are in the way. I go for my run up eventually and people move. I manage to execute everything just right and land on the other pole.

21/3/16
Dream 1: I was playing Minecraft building an adventure map. I was travelling down a river to an island, however there was a biome crossover on that island so I was trying to edit it so it looked nicer. My dad walked in and told me to stop playing and do the dishes, which I agreed to do begrudgingly.

Dream 2: Kobe Bryant was improving the PR of a space tour company by appearing on their ads and being their spokesperson. He was trying to bring in fans of basketball to the company I guess. I went to watch him play at some showmatch sponsored by the space company.

Fragment: Something about being at the airport/train station.

Dream 3: I was in an open courtyard when I got a phone call from my step-mum about how her family was coming down to visit us for Easter so I had to get back. I was teleported back there where her sister and her kids were there and getting into the chocolate. Their dad called in I think and it got a little tense.

Dream 4: I was watching this dodgy anime movie late at night in a cinema with my brother and a friend. Everyone else was a fan and singing along and stuff but I didn't understand any of it and thought it was stupid. The movie actually finished early because everyone in the theatre thought the end was bad so they skipped it. Everyone stood up and applauded as the lights turned on and my maths teacher from year 7 walked in. She gave a speech about how grateful she was to be able to organise something like this and then announced she would be retiring for her kid. She also asked for donations and my brother pushed me forward, they both started demanding I give her money to make up for some previous infraction I had no idea bout.

Fragment: Some video about "Understanding Consent Laws".

Fragment: Something about walking through a castle.

Dream 5: I was in my media classroom with the rest of the class but a different teacher. All of the year 12's there were poring over a wine list for their graduation ceremony, whereas the other year 11's and I were discussing how to depose the teacher who we felt was bad. We settled upon nominating one of us and we spread this plan as the teacher walked in. She started the class but then we all formed a circle and confronted her about the issue. We had an election after some debate and our girl won. The teacher seemed to handle it quite well though, sitting down and letting our nominee teach us.

Dream 6: I was a part of a regiment of dwarves representing the kingdom. We were eating dinner in a dark chamber inside our enemy's castle, seeking to secure peace with them. We finished the meal but then we were suddenly under attack. We escaped out to the entrance of the castle but saw were surrounded. Half of our group of about 13 stayed back to fight off the enemy hordes, the rest made their way into the flagship plane and two others into a smaller biplane. We flew off and thought we were safe, however the enemy sent a plane after us that was incredibly fast, manoeuvrable and could shoot there homing fireballs out of a cannon. It chased after the flagship and we had to duck and roll and desperately avoid the fireballs while they closed the gap. The smaller biplane came in from the flanks and shot at the enemy with machine guns but it didn't do very much damage. They kept on swinging back over the enemy to try and cause some damage, and although they weren't doing anything serious they were enough of an annoyance for the enemy plane to target them instead. The biplane veered off sideways and the enemy followed, I realised that they were sacrificing themselves to let us get away. Our home was only a few minuted away, but I didn't know if we would make it. The biplane was desperately weaving away from the fireballs, however they got struck by one on the corner and got sent into a spin, and were finished when another hit the engine and the plane exploded. The enemy then came chasing back after us, but before anything else could happen I woke up.

We were driving very fast in an SUV on the outskirts of a town. My mother's ex husband (Niko) was in the driver's seat, I was in the backseat, and there were two other's with us. It's daytime and God has begun his destruction of the Earth. I saw an airplane above a town that lost control and was falling from the sky. Children were escaping from the plane with techniques they learned from school.

All of a sudden, we are going off-road at about 45 mph. I see a freeway with a tall barbed-wire gate all along both sides of it. Niko turns and jumps the SUV off of the hill we were on, runs into the barbed-wire fence and seamlessly transitions us onto the highway. The freeway was in a forested area and most cars were heading the opposite direction we were. Some cars were going slower than us, so Niko decides to weave in and out of traffic to maintain his speed.

We get to the end of the freeway at a small forest reserve-type area except that it is the Garden of Eden hidden in plain sight throughout time. We get out of the car and go to the lake about 50 ft from the car. It's night now and one of the guys shows me a sea monster under the lake. The lake is very deep and I can see through the muddy water the sea monster idly swimming. The guys says something to the effect of 'isn't it cool?'

I get up and see a pack of ferocious wolves approaching me. I pick up a stick that had a smaller, sharp stick tied to it at the end similar to a pickaxe. A wolf jumps at me and I swing and seriously injure it. As the wolf lays on the ground, bleeding, he tells me,' over there, we saved it.' Instinctively knowing he was helping me, I run over about 20 ft and pick up a gauntlet off the ground. I run back to the wolves and punch one with the gauntlet. A flash of white light comes out of the gauntlet and hits the wolf with enough force to knock him back 10 ft. I proceed to kill every wolf in the pack with one hit each until they are all dead. Then I go over to the lake and punch into it hoping it would kill the sea monster. But the punch doesn't seem to have much effect without a close target. I try to punch it again, then I woke up.

Wrote this up rather late in the day so lost a lot of the memory:

1)Walking along rows of patients in beds. I was trying to arrange some small candles in tubes attached to wires across a patient and trying to get it to sit up and not set fire to the bed. A memory of a psychotic patient that was sent to get me, not in any frightening way, but I can't remember much more about it.

2)A parking spot outside a nightclub and something about children - that's it!

3)A dream about one of my old girlfriends. I remember missing her awfully and knowing she won't come back.