Non-Lucid Dreams
20/6/16 Dream 1: I was testing a prototype of a new robot which I had invented that keeps people away from an area. I think I was testing it in New Zealand. Dream 2: People in public were remarking about my brother having a huge orange beard. Dream 3: I was in an army style cadet training course. I was in a haunted house style place, I thought there was a caveman or something up there but it turned out to be enemy soldiers so I ran out to escape. I then took a test. Dream 4: I was at a tram stop on an excursion with my school. We were all trying to find good dodgeballs.
19/6/16 Dream 1: I was living inside a video game, There was a boss house and a large tree. Dream 2: My house was getting renovated, a large fence was being built. I got home and had some pizza and talked about an upcoming gadget expo. Dream 3: There were some migrant kids in a comedy sketch all about racism.
18/6/16 Dream 1: I was at school, everyone's morals were informed by a computer. Everyone had to ask it before deciding on anything. I was at a restaurant then I think, where the food was made by people at the school. Fragment: Getting a lot of xp in wizard101
17/6/16 Dream 1: I was watching football at home. I ran to another room and got a ball, then fumbled with it back to the room but the game wasn't on tv anymore. Dream 2: I was using a toasted sandwich maker to cook several random things, like chicken and a beret. Dream 3: I was playing an rpg game, I was leading a group of dwarves in a dungeon. There were different names for sub areas in the game, like Maudlin and Maud and stuff like that. Dream 4: I was at home, there was a party, I tried to find my little brother and then found him naked in the shower.
16/6/16 Fragment: I was climbing through stuff, outdoors, setting up rules. Dream 1: Scrolls got relaunched, I was very excited and paid a bit of money to get a bit of a head start. I started playing in a large room full of other people.
15/6/16 Dream 1: I was in the city with my dad and brother. I crossed the road and slipped away. I wandered near a house and walked inside, discovering it was a meeting place for lucid dreamers. I asked them what was going on and they said they were discussing different plants that were conducive to lucidity. I asked them what they suggested, and the leader said both Mugwort and Calea Z were the best. I thanked him and left after that, heading back to my dad. Dream 2: People were debating over the correct interpretation of Islam. Dream 3: I had a big neckbeard that connected with the hair on the back of my neck, although my cheeks were hairless. I was quite confused obviously.
Bed 8pm-2:30am I'm sitting in some kind of a vehicle, that resembles the trams that transport people at Disney, from parking lot to the park. Only it doesn't have any roof, sits only 2 in a cart and it's lover to the ground. We are traveling on some kind of a path taking us through the wilderness. It's a beautiful day. Blue skies, lots of snow on the ground and sun is shining and reflecting off the snow. Making a wide left turn over a frozen creek between some gentle hills. I see an animal that is a cross between a guinea pig and a hedgehog, golden white and absolutely adorable. Next comes a wolf and as the animals are coming into view, I'm calling out their names. I know the reason why we are there and why it's different than it seems. This, btw is a feeling I have in many of my dreams. Even when I am in danger, I always know it's "just a game". DR few days ago: I'm at a friends apartment. They are going for vacation, so I will be taking care of her guinea pig. It's adorable, small, all chocolate brown with a white zigzag line around his shoulders. I'm taking him with me to my place to take care of him. First time I leave but have to turn back because I forgot to take his food. Holding him in my arms, somehow he gets away and people on the wooden boardwalk help me find him and catch him. This dream was not so pleasant.
I have dreams where an old friend of mine who was one of the best people ever before he passed away (and at one time had thought he loved me ) in his early 20's visits me. It isn't often but they are always possitive. The last one I had he was sitting at a table and I was with him. I told him how sorry I was for all the foolish things I did growing up. He smiled at me and just demonstrated the most beautiful acceptance and love and said that it was ok because like childhood we all make mistakes. I had done some pretty crappy things though and had a hard life so I was feeling very guilty about it and he told me he wished he had 4 more of me... Which I thought was a really odd thing to say even though it made me feel special somehow. Anyway, I don't think my friend is likely my spirit guide but perhaps my guide has taken that form? Don't know. He looks like Russell but always something will be just a bit off, this dream he looked very skeletol but then, my own perception of him is likely being reflected becuase he is dead.
6-20-2016 Dream one- My son complains that his back hurts. I lift his shirt to check for any marks or bruising but he looks fine. I offer to massage it for him, and he agrees. I grab some nearby lotion and start to rub circles accross his back. I notice that after rubbing for a second that there is a white grub on his back. I pick the bug off and wipe it on a nearby paper towel, then continue to rub. Another grub appears. I repeat the removal, and then frustratingly find a third grub. A lady walks up to us. She looks very newage with the typical multi color clothes, big earrings, and tons of clanky bracelets. The womam claims to be a message therapist and offers to massage my son free of charge. I check to be sure there are no more grubs on him and let her try to ease his back ache. The lady begins to rub his back and instead of grubs, huge white worms start working their way out of the skin on my son's back. The lady tells me these are bloodworms, caused by evil spirits, and we have to massage them out or they will continue to make his back ache. I grab the paper towel with the discarded grubs on it and notice that they have turned purplish red like blood. 6-21-2016 Dream one- We are riding in the jeep. My boyfriend is driving and my kids are in the back seat. We are going to a park. The bridge is out in the path over a creek, so my boyfriend just drives off the edge of the bank and into the creek. We go upstream a bit until we find an easy spot on the oposite bank to drive up. Theres a big dirt parking type area, and we get out of the car. My kids turn into two other people that I don't know and the jeep becomes a truck. A cop asks us if we need any help. The cop then starts telling us that his partner isnt there but if he was he would have given us a ticket for having two people in the back of the truck bed bc he "is a real stickler for the rules." The cop then helps us pile bunches of packages of toilet paper over the two people in the back to hide them from other cops and cushion their ride.
2 non-lucid, still having vertigo issues. #1: Dreaming of watching tv with Mike in my chidhood home. He wanted to stay up. I was making up the futon we have in our real house in my childhood house. He was in the hall & he was asking about a show coming on. If it was on yet. #2: Trying not to get raped by zombies. I kept thinking one of the other guys fighting the zombies was attractive. People were randomly having sex in a building in a park but it was like a shell of a one story stone building. Listened to one Lilian Eden meditation but my son is here from college & I got really mad today over it so we had to call around 5;30 am about it dropping out on my wifi. I had a really bad morning. I will be listening tonight hopefully. Guess we'll find out if they fixed it. My son has 2 monitors & monster computers & high tech games which I'm always in competition with. Non-Lucid-Green Lucid-Red Explanation of details-Blue Side Notes-Purple Astral Projection/AP-Brown
1. I went into a basement level shop to check on the alteration of a bra/corset. It was metallic grey. The shop couldn’t find it. 2. My dog was recovering from a surgery of some kind, (injury on one of her hips/hind legs?) and I decided to stay with Jane, a woman who used to work at the dog training facility we attended. In my dream I only lived a block or so away from Jane, and it was total dream logic as to why I needed to stay at her place. I remember her asking me, and I told her that I knew she was trained in case something happened while my dog was recovering. She seemed to disagree that she was qualified, but I justified it in my mind. Later though, I remember thinking I should gather up my things and go home so I started to do that. Just then, some people came to Jane’s front door- a group of meshy-looking adults that seemed to want to sing for us. They had 2 dogs and I held my dog back and said she wasn’t good with other dogs (partial lie). They came inside anyway, and stood around us and seemed intimidating. It was a mixture of men and women, specifically I only remember the pockmarked face of a man with a mustache. I decided to continue gathering my things and bolt. I had an old long blue car, maybe something like circa 1970s. It barely ran, and some people in the group made fun of me as I drove off. I said, ‘This isn’t my only car!’ The way in which I was driving was more like me on a toy car (sitting on top of a small car) which is common in my dreams. 3. Ordering dog food online. This felt like a longish session of me being unable to make a decision on what type and size food to order. ??? Thoughts: I went to bed after a full day of work and exercise. I took a melatonin because my mind wasn't feeling very tired. I read for a while and then slept like a dead person until @3am, when I woke up and remembered just a small portion of the corset dream. Read for about an hour and a half, tossed and turned until I fell back asleep. Thoughts more active than usual, had trouble quieting my mind, and visualization did not come easily. I'm not sure what these dreams mean if they mean anything. My dog has an upcoming vet visit for a vaccination. She was a little sick the other day but otherwise very healthy and happy.
My favourite part was when I had a GTR, and it was parked down the street. I looked down at my hands and realized that I was holding a wireless Xbox 360 steering wheel. I used it to drive the GTR around and I though it was super weird but I didn't RC. Then I started doing this thing where I lay on the pavement in front of the car while it was driving and for some reason I was smoothly sliding down the road in front of the car relaxing. The cops drove by and pulled a U turn to take me down for illegally sliding on the road (ha!) so I slid right under an oncoming car and lay on the ground in a police uniform. The car stopped and so did the police, and when I got up they said "Well done officer" and arrested the oncoming car. I began walking away and at my house I ran into a billionaire chinese kid. I started asking him about the difference between here and china and he was very awkwardly responding. I followed him into an elevator, which led us onto a canoe. I was suddenly in a place from a dream that comes from my childhood. It was a beautiful wooded lake, and rising about 100 feet off the water was a levitating house of glass and steel. It was a long house, and from the front door extended a glass tunnel that traveled over the river leaving the lake, and disappeared around the bend. I knew that walkway would continue for miles through the forest, calmly hovering in the sky and looking so beautiful against such untouched landscape. We passed the house in the canoe and arrived at our destination. The place was a gathering of young people just hanging out I guess. We all had dogs, but for some reason I brought a tiger. There was a really vicous shiba inu that would hang out with it on the patio as it was unafraid of the tiger. We all left the dogs and headed out to this place with amazing waves in a small fleet of boats, and I continued to interrogate the kid. He didn't drive cars or anything else you'd expect of a billionaire baby so I slowly stopped talking to him. On the ride back I remember having to violently steer the boat as there were massive waves and extremely shallow patches all around, and we kept sliding over areas of rocky shore. We managed to make it back, but as we arrived the Shiba started antagonising the tiger, who promptly fucked him up and ate him whole. I had to go in and tell my friend that my tiger ate his dog, and after he flipped out I woke up.
Had a nightmare again. This time I was in an old house, victorian with old style lamps. Cold and creepy. The lights went off and I was left alone, my daughter went out. I could make out stairsdown in the half light but didnt want to go down as I knew there was a big ol monster down there. So I sat and are cakes, even though they were making me feel sick, to take my mind off the fear. [comment] When i'm depressed I over eat. So that figures.
I had this series of dreams after waking up early and going back to sleep, which is typical for my previous lucid dreams. I was familiar with some of the features of these dreams: a realistic environment not usually drawn from real life, realistic dream characters who are part of the scenery instead of the plot (and sometimes ignore me), and dream chaining. I can't quite remember the beginning. Before I went to sleep, I recall deliberately daydreaming to occupy my mind, so it might have developed out of that. At some point I found that I could have WILDs really easily. All I needed to do was let my mind wander, I'd soon see some realistic imagery (or once, a geometric pattern), and at some point, rather than getting caught up in the dream's plot, I'd just go 'yep, this is a dream'. I was able to improve the quality by shouting 'increase lucidity' and so on. The dream chain included: - One where I found myself in a large building with a vague 'institutional' feel, having corridors and a reception desk. Most of the dream characters seemed to ignore me, even after I did the "You're all in my dream, what do you think of that!?" thing, which I sort of felt like I wasn't supposed to do. I found an old lady who did respond to me and asked her something, but I don't remember what she said. - A non-lucid false awakening in which a kid climbed through my window, much to my anger, causing me to go and get a sort of spatula in case I needed to repel the intruder. - One where I found myself in a garden or courtyard surrounded by three-storey Edwardian architecture. There was a small, cubical brick building similar to a power substation. I decided to test my dream control abilities. Simply by telling the dream that my hands were sticky like a gecko's, I climbed up the brick wall and stood at the top. I then marvelled at the feat and pondered what to attempt next; I didn't want to try anything that might disrupt the dream. I considered trying to turn into an animal but rejected it, for example. - Misc.: I also recall some SP-like sensations of shouting but having no voice coming out, being unable to feel myself breathing, or having a dry throat but being unable to clear it. I recall trying to shoot 'energy balls' out of my hands by sheer willpower and failing. I recall looking at my bedroom despite knowing my eyes were closed and sagely recognising it as a false awakening. I recall the realistic sensation of having an orgasm after doing nothing more than passingly thinking about it. I recall the sensation of partially separating from my body by sitting up in bed but failing to fully do so. I don't know if the chain started with a real lucid dream, and I definitely caught onto one or two bits of false awakening imagery while still asleep, but as soon as I woke up in real life I realised that my supposed 'really easy WILDs' were actually all from a false awakening. I'd been dreaming about lucid dreaming the whole time.
Bedtime: 10:30pm WBTB: 3:00am Wakeup: 8:00am Went to bed and didn't dream much until maybe 2:00am (I remember looking at the clock before this dream). Dream 1 This was a FA. I "woke up" in my bed, and there was a thunder storm going on. The storm sounded really close because the thunder had that crackling sound. I got up and walked into the hallway of the apartment, and I could hear someone tap-dancing downstairs. I remember thinking "who would be tap-dancing at 2 in the morning?" If only I had done a RC!! I walked halfway through the hall and closed a door that doesn't exist IRL, and continued down the rest of the hallway. I used the bathroom, then went into the sunroom when I was finished. When I got into the sunroom, I realized that the lighting had changed, it wasn't dark anymore. The storm was still going on, but it looked like it could be afternoon. Also, the room was on the 1st floor, with very tall windows, and when I looked at where my piano should be, there was a different piano. I thought to myself "omg, am I in someone else's apartment by mistake? how did that happen?" then I woke up. I think I was on the verge of becoming lucid, because I was really questioning things, but not enough to do a RC my WBTB alarm went off, and I attempted yet again to do a WILD, but still no luck. I even tried some visualizations, and also put headphones in and used some binaural beats.. Didn't do any good, I was just lying awake in bed. So eventually I decided to just go to sleep, because I knew I would be having my longer REM periods anyways, so I could just hope for the best and maybe I could get away with a DILD. Dream 2 This is mostly just a fragment. It was along dream, but I don't remember much of the details. From what I remember, I was in a large building, I think it was a college of some kind. I think I was in classes, but in between I would go into this big open room, and in the middle of the room was a pit, and a piano was suspended above the pit. I would come into this room and play in between classes, but the piano was hard to reach and every time I would start playing I felt like I was going to fall into the pit. Not a very convenient set up. Toward the end of the dream, my grandma and mom were waiting for someone in the hallway, and I went out there to talk to them. They were talking about the time when either Paul Simon or Paul McCartney recorded an album in Prague (obviously just a dream memory, not a real one). They were looking at a map, and Prague was like, in Northern China. "Wow!" they were saying, "that really in the middle of nowhere!" I started to say goodbye to my grandma, and I asked her when I could come visit her. She said something about how my aunt was allowing us to have a horse race, so I should just come then. It didn't make sense to me but I just nodded and left.
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