non-lucid

I'm walking towards a hill, and the sun is shining bright as hell on it I almost can't see what in front of me. I walk closer to it because i see something. As I get closer I see a window, and the dirt is sorta bricked in parts and some parts dirt. I decide to go inside and it's empty and really chilly. The entrance hallway thing leads far, and I know there's no lights in this structure and it feels like somethings off about it so i run back outside and let the sun warm me up a bit because the inside of the building made me so cold.

*Haven't been writing the dreams down after i wake up into the notebook. So my recall sucks.

Explore

I was on dream views chatting with people about OBE and AP. When Sageous suggested I'd do one OBE exit. I think he suggested it so I could see if there was difference in a OBE dream. Sivason than offered to AP with me so I wouldn't be alone and because he wanted to explore.I said Okay than I think I went to sleep. When I looked around there was an old lady sharpening a blade.As I looked at her get another piece of blade metal for me I thought about how I wanted Sivason to see the interesting old lady. After that I think that is when Sivason came out the computer and took me to what was supposedly suppose to be the AP dimension. We were walking on a dark street and there were white transparent looking stones. People were around as well.

Sivason said that his purpose for coming was to see someone that he knew that died. I told him I would follow him and when we crossed a street he mentioned how the roads that come together in front of us are dangerous.By that I thought he meant cars and pulled myself back in the dream. I was sort of scared than tried waking up.The next thing I remember is that the dream scene changed and I could see a fence and people frozen on the fence. I appeared in my room downstairs than noticed a pit bull that wasn't moving.Out of no where a guy appeared and mentioned how his dog could talk The dog than started to talk saying that he could even say "I'm dreaming".

Lastly I remember serving myself a hotdog, rice and crispy chicken from a food cart outside. Don't remember what led up to it. But I woke up after that.

Making A Video

I was in a black room with a few people creating a video. I asked someone if I should use lego people but than decided to just film on camera drawing cut outs of the characters. A part of the video I was trying to film was a old lady who was running on fire in the dream.

The next thing I remember is being in a room where two kids were arguing about how one was going to get rid of the other to make life more interesting. The mom came in and tried to help the kids reason but they weren't listening. one actually got rid of the other, can't recall how. But than the other resurrected himself and had to explain how he did it.

Little Girl

I was inside a room with a blonde little girl and her mother. I asked the little girl if she wanted me to read her a book. She said yes so I looked at the book, opened it, than began reading. But the words were like gibberish. I thought it was maybe like that so it could be fun for the kids to read. But when I turned the page a female, anime character appeared and started to voice the story. But she was explaining something very inappropriate for children. I closed the book and apologized for picking the wrong book in the bag. So I tried grabbing another one. but than music book turned on of a guy singing something inappropriate.

I apologized again and waited for it to turn off. When It stopped I think the mom mentioned that it was time for them to go.
So when they left I ended up going to my house where my cousins were present. They were annoying me as they left though. I recall going downstairs but found it too dark so I ran back upstairs. I think that is when TMNT appeared and I ended trying to help them come up with a plan to defeat something.I can't remember though.


Max

I was inside a room upstairs doing something when suddenly my older brother's friend comes and mentions how by older brother shot my dog to calm him down. But when they went to the room they noticed that blood was leaking through the bottom of the door. I was surprised and he told me to tell my dad. I ran to my dad and told him how stupid my brother was because he shot Max.My dad was shocked than ran down stairs and I followed.When we got to Max's spot I didn't see any blood but went to my room where my older brother use to sleep. He was on the bed swinging the gun like it was nothing. I told him to give me the gun and tried grabbing it but couldn't get it. Than he threatened to shoot me so I walked out the room and told my dad.

My dad and I than went to the room where my dad demanded an explanation. As my brother was talking I realized something,Max was really sick before and died already. It didn't matter if my brother shot him if he was already dead. I think I woke up after that.

Well, I wound up falling asleep around 5:00pm last night. I woke back up at 8:00pm, then went back to bed at 2:00am and woke up at 7:00am.

I was really hoping something like that wouldn't happen. I'm kinda on a mission right now...

Something to do with being my female self in a swimming pool. There were two other girls in there. One of whom had her head on backwards and a scar going around her neck. I remembered her from another dream where she had been decapitated. Supposedly the only way for someone to re-attach the nerves to her head was to attach her head backwards.


I remember something about being in the student center building on my college campus.


Something to do with a giant blue robot.


DawnEye11 made this animated video explaining how Dawn protected her from this abusive man.


I was a part of this criminal group that was designing spacecraft to attack the earth. (Because, you know... that's what your normal criminal groups do... hire random people to design their space fleet.) I was in this large warehouse like room. They had captured these wealthy businessmen and tied them to pillars. They were trying to get information out of them by throwing these little ninja stars into them.

Something to do with getting inducted into this group on Dreamviews. Spellbee2 was involved. They did this weird thing where they made trading cards for everybody. My card had this lizard wearing a hat and smoking from a pipe wearing a robe. It had some kind of special power. I wrote a PM to... I think Sageous saying that the card didn't make sense and I didn't understand how it was supposed to represent me.

I recall heaps of information. I was at school. I was going into the classroom, when something happened. With my friend we went outside, entered a car and drove away. We had a car crash on the road. I went out of the car, and saw that it's a miracle that we both survived.

I decided to help my friend getting out of the broken vechicle, and run away. I ran back towards the school, and went back to my classroom as if nothing happened. I talked with one of the classmates. Blond guy with bright eyes. He was wearing grey hoody and jeans trousers. We talked about some video games.

I was in a hotel in a resort. I was with co-workers and/or friends.

Two people are leaving (work or the place?). One, a female, is leaving now, and we're all chatting and they're all hugging (I'm not a hugger even in my dreams, but I try to in real life). The other person who's leaving is me. She's leaving now, with all her baggages ready, but I'll leave later in the day.

We were talking in the lobby.

NOTES:

- I listened to 9-minute meditation guide by Sam Harris.
- Alarm set at 8. I only had 3 hours of sleep.

Morning of April 10, 2015. Friday.



This was a very long meandering dream without much plot continuity, though somewhat fun all in all. Though it is not lucid, I am still aware of making most of it via some sort of background focus, which is probably why it goes a bit “haywire” as dreams tend to do when my own thoughts shift, sometimes with transient expectancy of the dream itself. Since childhood, a certain kind of dream I have several times a year relates to an older time period being altered by anachronistic features (typically caused by my thoughts shifting or becoming more aware while making a dream), though this one changes in somewhat of a humorous unexpected way regarding my in-dream role and character.

It starts out with some sort of experiment in an unknown indoor location. A portal is opened after several other insignificant events and conversations occur. I have a desire to go through this portal, which is like a glimmering two-dimensional doorway or wavering plane that is just a bit taller than I am. Someone in unusual plaid pants goes through before me, but after a short time, he is seen to be going into a television that is barely big enough for his waist to clear (probably influenced by a similar movie scene relating to being “stuck”, in “Skinny and Fatty” from 1958 and “Housebound” from 2014), though he manages to go through into the implied alternate world or time. After this, my dream shifts to a western setting, similar to the set of “Gunsmoke”, and it is seemingly the 1800s, possibly the 1880s, because I believe it is mentioned at least once.

There does not seem to be any drama other than a horse having a problem with his front right foot. He goes and rests in the corner of a barn and there is something about being fed a special food to accelerate healing though this scenario becomes odd as he eventually seems to have human-like toes, which will make it difficult to put on a horseshoe.

I fly around in several different positions (including sideways) about ten feet from the ground for some time, including in and out of a hayloft from the outside. At one point, I seem to be in an old saloon (with batwing doors) and I notice my wife, though we apparently have not met yet. I embrace her and think about getting married at some future point (even though I already am in reality). She seems to have, as becoming Miss Universe, been getting ready to be in a remake of “Valley of the Dolls, though as some attempt at a "video noir” television broadcast (which also seems related to the minimal western sets) though I know little about video production as such. I am mostly in a very cheerful mood, though.

As I walk into a different area, I notice my father sitting on a couch with several other people around in a semi-dark room. He is playing an accordion and I feel a strong sense of nostalgia. He seems to recognize me though is younger and has not had me as a son yet. We talk for a fair amount of time, but his voice sounds completely different as well as altered by some sort of electronic device. His entire eyes also glow a bright reflective silver at one point, shining in the otherwise semi-dark room. (For some reason, I do not find this unusual or off-putting even though it is a bit eerie.) I tell him that I am his son, or rather “will be” his son in the future. There are at least seven or eight longer exchanges, but I do not recall all of it.

I notice a man who may be a doctor who is sitting at an antique desk. I ask him what year it is to confirm the old west scenes from earlier in my dream. He says, very slowly (almost as if a part of me is deciding what to make him say) 19… (and at this point I am surprised, as it is not 18…) …78. It is 1978, supposedly. He continues by saying that it is July 24, 1978. (I am not sure of the significance of this in context to my dream, though this was shortly after I moved back to Wisconsin.) I think about the people I had met earlier and wonder why this “old western town” exists during this time period (and for some reason I do not reflect upon it as possibly being a movie set), so I go outside to explore again. It seems to be around afternoon and everything is bright, clear, and realistically detailed.

In probably the most vivid scene, I end up going down a long dusty road (through an otherwise featureless field of grass about a foot high) that is covered with old broken pieces of concrete as the surface (something I have never seen in real life). Some of the pieces are as big as my fist. I notice a few modern buildings in the far distance. I eventually decide to walk back after walking perhaps the distance of four city blocks. I see a car moving in the distance on a different (proper) road. I clearly think to myself how this road would not be suitable for cars (due to how very bumpy it would be as well as having sharp bits of concrete causing problems for the tires) even though it is likely used (or maybe will be used) as such at times. From here, I return to the isolated town with the intent to explore some more.

Memory is a mysterious thing. Relative to the date mentioned in my dream (July 24th, 1978) the 1978 Miss Universe pageant was broadcast live on the in-dream referenced date. “Valley of the Dolls” was also aired. There was also an article in the newspaper we got for that date titled “Those ‘Perry Mason’ Reruns Keep Video Noir Genre Alive”. Additionally, I have a dream journal entry titled “Valley of the Dull” (from April 9, 1978 - my wedding anniversary, though long before I was married on April 9, 1994) where I had written about falling asleep while watching it, the audio and half-awake partly discerned visuals at times integrating with my dream. Memory is a very unusual, though vast precise “storehouse” at times.

4.9.15

Last night bed 11pm - 7am

WBTB 7am - 7:42am

Got up to potty at 8:46
Got up at 9:09 to eat a slice of bread

Woke up at 11:48, about 30 min after the main event.

So this was something new. So I settle on my sofa with pillows high in almost sitting position as usually, and both cats rush to take their spots on me, as usually. I welcome their presence, since I know I can WILD even with them stirring on me. I pull the lem of my robe that is on top of my pillows over my eyes to make it dark. Nothing unusual about all that.

But then, literally just 5-10 min after I close my eyes. I feel the strongest sensation in my face mostly, and also in my head. Similar to sensation I feel when I'm falling asleep. I call it "dipping down, or going down". It feels to me as I'm going deeper, one level after another, into me, into sleep. It's also similar to sensation in my head just as I'm entering lucid state.

So I'm not asleep yet, but my face and head are saying that I'm lucid. Now I remembered I should have tried rolling or motionless RCs. Damned. Something was going on. And this was going on till I got up first time to potty, continued after and was still happening when I got up second time to eat.

At some point I manage to fall asleep and I'm instantly lucid. I recognize I'm in my childhood bedroom. Split second urge to fly out the window but making a consious decision to exit via door. The apartment door is halfway opened, but it closes as I reach for it. At first I think it's mom or dad coming home and I say "Hi...". But when the door closes, I sense something not good and as I'm trying to open it, it puts up a fight and it's just like in my non-lucids, when doors are being held shut by something. I feel like I made this happen, coz I got a quick "bad feeling" just before it started.

To my biggest surprise I wake up, still with lucid sensations all over my face and head.

I fall asleep and I'm pretty sure I'm lucid again. I'm showing some kids how I can fly, or at least I tell them, that I could fly, but not always. And sure enough, I can't fly. I'm making swimming motions upwards and I'm slowly ascending. I'm holding hand with a child, and he is holding another ones hand, and there is about 5-6 of us, and I'm pulling us all upwards. It's hard, so I'm pulling myself along by grabbing things on some buuildings that look like towers made of stacked books. I'm affraid they will start falling over, but they are not.

Next dream:
I'm in some school. It's huge. Connected via some doors and corridors with another school next to it. I somehow enter that other school, and when I'm coming back, I think I'm not returning to the same reality I had left from. But I can't be bothered trying again and looking for the door to my correct reality. I'm thinking whatever, this one may be fine as well.

I'm in a house with several young guys in their 20s and 30s - I think they're my cousins. All are good looking and have lots of money. I change into a bathing suit and miss my younger body! My sisters and a couple of nieces are there. Then, I'm driving down the street and I see a big, plastic oven for sale for $17 - I forget who wants one - I think my sister Kathy, so I pull over and go in - it's the same house I was in in the beginning of the dream with the same guys. I tell them I'd like to buy the oven. I didn't bring any money in because I didn't really think they'd make me pay but no one says that so I say I'll go get the money and I'll be right back. I go outside and my white car is down the street. I wonder why it's so far away.

I'm in a bedroom that I recognize, but it's not mine. I'm sleeping on a bed. The bedroom door flies open and my Mother is standing there with an older man. My Mother then walks out but the man stays. He stares at me. I'm only in my underwear to I hurriedly cover up and ask him politely if he needs something. He then takes a step forward and tells me that he'd like a drink of my water. I hand him the water bottle that I keep next to my bed and he takes a drink. I ask him again if he needs something and he asks me if I have anything to eat. I tell him to hold on and I dig around a bit and pull out a small bag of trail mix. He still wants more so I give him a large amount of Easter candy that I had. He seems happy and walks out of my room. But he doesn't shut the door and he stands there like he's guarding me. I feel uncomfortable and tell him that if he just gives me a few minutes I'll hurry and get ready. He says nothing and still stands by my open door staring at me. A younger man then carefully walks into my room and I can feel that he has something important to say to me but he wont because that man is still watching. So I whisper to the younger man to hurry and close the door. He seems scared and won't close it. Finally I jump up and slam the door closed and lock it. As soon as I lock it, the old man starts banging on the door and trying to open it. I put my weight against the door to keep him out.

I seem to be observing 2 boys playing at an abandon junkyard. Seem like they were having a playful fight in till both of them ran off in to the distance, to where my line of sight could no longer see them. My line of sight seem to have flown on it's own and took me a near by gas station. The sky was cloudy and I was noticing 3 kids who seem like two brothers and 1 sister were all riding on their scooters around the place. One of them came out of a store and soon all of them went up the road. This is when I found myself lying in a chair and I felt extremely dizzy. There was someone behind me that kept poking my waist. I could tell they were trying to help me get up but it was no use. I eventually passed out and woke up. I then fall back to sleep about 6 minutes later and found myself in the living room. I could hear someone hair being cut off. I decided to walk in to the garage. The lights were off but my eyes I could still see how all the furniture was rearrange. I quickly did a RC and learn I was dreaming.

Aliens

I was inside my house in my room but it looked really different. There was a guy present with me who broke a glass that was containing science chemicals.The liquid flew to my face and he apologized. But I just gave him a "are you serious?" look than ran to the bathroom. I washed my face with water but than an alien walked past the hallway. I had a feeling it was koro sensei from the anime "The Assassination Classroom". But it probably wasn't. I went to the room and he was yelling at the guy.Suddenly things started changing though and a narrator voice appeared talking about a boy who died.

I started seeing a tombstone floating and a grave but I changed it with my mind as i flew away. I ended up in a building where two guys were keeping students captive. They were supposedly aliens too and shot lasers at me. I blocked it with a Abraham Lincoln textbook. But they shouted why I was blocking their attacks with a George Washington text book. I flew away from them, than started running in the building to a exit with a zombie lady crawling on the ground who than got tired of being a zombie and turned into a regular lady.

I saw the exit and than a security guard told me not to forget my coat. I thanked the guard than took my coat.The lady who was a zombie said she had forgotten hers as well. When we exited there was lots of people and kids. A man was complaining about how a street cleaner would run over little kids if they didn't pay 200$ or 300$. As he was saying this, a familiar looking dc, his son, was getting crushed by a machine. "Your son!" I yelled. But it was too late and the father didn't even care.I decided to just keep walking after that than woke up.

Cloud Powers

I was inside a school building, inside a classroom doing an assignment. But i was distracted with my hair and did not complete the assignment when the lady professor asked for us to hand it in. But before she could take it she asked me and another girl to switch to another class. I went downstairs than into another class where only two guys were sitting in seats. The teacher was a man that looked like my seventh grade science teacher. I thought about how easy this class would be but than the teacher said it was a physics class and asked a element or distance related question.

I was like "whaaaat?" when he asked the question. Obviously my younger brother would know the answer to the question but I didn't know squat. To my surprise though a student came in and talked to the teacher. After that the teacher said he would be leaving the class for a while than left. I decided to go somewhere else as well. I left than went up the stairs and found a boy who told me not to walk further into the halls because there was something evil there.


This made me realize i was a dream so i ignored him than went into the halls. I went into a class and looked at students who were standing up and sitting down. I got the weird feeling that they were dressed as anime characters. One of the girls asked another girl about something anime/vocaloid related. I think it was about a song.

The next thing that I remember happening is that I was in the kitchen with my mom. She got mad at me but than i tried to calm her down by showing her how i could create different clouds with my hands. I even put happy faces on them and told her to feel how fluffy they were. Her anger went away and than she laughed telling me how nice they looked. After that I somehow ended up on the street near my school with my younger brother. He was on his knees saying he was disappointed because he really liked my cloud powers. I told him not to be sad with his flame powers because they were amazing than touched the red flame he made.

The scene than changed to a cartoon/anime style where a short old man with a mustache asked me what i thought he wanted to be. I told him a baker. He laughed than got a certificate for being a baker saying he would become one. The weird thing is that he already looked like a baker. Than the scene shifted and I was now inside a supermarket waiting behind a lady who was on the line. She asked for a cheese but told the cashier worker they forgot the pumpkin sauce/ flavor. The cashier worker apologized than put the ingredient in the white cheese substance. After the lady was done i put my stuff down than turned to see a red velvet cake. "I forgot cake!" I said than told the cashier I would be right back.

I ran through the aisles than found where the cakes were. But there was only cinnamon buns and red velvet cakes. I wasn't in the mood for them. I than ran to another part of the supermarket and noticed there were now tables all around in the huge supermarket and lots of people were sitting in seats. On each table were colorful boxes filled with Dunking Doughnuts.
A lady in the loud speaker announced that it was now time for anyone to take whatever doughnut box they wanted and to eat. I jumped up excitedly than ran to tables searching for a box that wasn't claimed by many. That is when a older childhood friend I know shouted from a table asking what was taking me so long. I told him wait as i frantically looked for a huge box i could claim. Suddenly a guy tossed me a huge burger and i caught it with my mouth and hands. " Thanks!But i need doughnuts!" I said to the guy who tossed me it.

After that i ran around but than someone locked me in a closet. For some unknown reason I was drawing Eye or Kiro than heard a voice saying " I will knock her out if she makes me mad. But I won't allow for you to do it to her. I will protect her!" I I tried opening the door but couldn't than woke up.

Darkness

I was watching a scene unfold of anime characters in purple robes that wanted to fight with magic. The darkness consumed two of them though. So I and another guy were left facing the darkness on a wooden roof.The scene changed quickly though and i was in my dark room laying on my stomach on my bed. I couldn't move and my eyes were closed. I heard a girl scream for help in the distance than tried to move. I thought about how i wouldn't be able to breathe right like this. Than suddenly my face started moving to the pillow.
I was bothered by this than forced myself to look at the roof. I saw a eye looking at me and a circle mark around it. I told it to go away and it did. Than I prayed about it and woke up.I have a problem sleeping when i think of scary demon stories. There is one i can't get my mind off and it bothers me.

I'm in my grandparents property with someone who seems part my cousin part random DC. It seems about the afternoon, Me and the DC are running and jumping over everything on my grandparents property, and we're trying not to be spotted by my grandparents for some reason. There's snakes, huge snakes in places I don't see until I'm right in front of it and then we both panic and try to run from it but also be quiet so my grandparents don't hear and we jump over this wood fence because my grandpa came out and we try so hard not to be seen but wherever we go grandpas commenting about it and us calmly while we are alarmed and afraid, and this huge anaconda with shiny skin is all curled around the wall we are running towards and it hears us and begins to move but we split past it and then when we turn the corner there's this fricken huge headcrab spider thing and it makes that noise and i can see it tensing up to get ready to jump at us so I push the DC and run for the chain link fence as I hear the thing jumping around behind me, I feel like it's about to jump on me so I panic and go for the pool, my grandma is out near the pool for some reason and I jump into the pool so the headcrab wont get me and then i jump out the other end and my grandma gets mad that i jumped into the pool and i apologize but have to keep running so i run into the garage and wonder why she got angry with me for jumping in the pool i wonder if she put chemicals in it then wake up.

I'm in my cousins house I suppose it is, it's unfamiliar in real life but their mom is in downstairs doing something and I'm upstairs waiting in their combined room fro them to come from school. I begin realize things, I combine one thing with one things and create some sort of herbal thing that effects the mind. The more things I make the more I seem to become ancient primitive like. And for some reason I can't stop, I feel compelled. Then my cousin come home and I try to convince them to make some things, one of my cousin doesn't care and sits down and gets on the pc, but the other cousin takes mine instead of makes his own, i didn't mind because I can feel that he can\t comprehend how to make it but he wants the effect. Well he takes it but he doesn't eat it, so meanwhile I\m still changing and now I'm like crawl walking like Tarzan and I decide I need to go and live in the wild and to have more access to the ingredients I need to make more of these things. Suddenly it's dusk and I'm in this square room cave and the ceiling is low and is entirely icicle like stone downwards. At first I have no fear, it's like a maze of stone walls and there's things painted on the floors ans the outer inside walls from the ancients who created this presumably 10 of thousands of years ago. On the floor paintings that warn of snakes in here. On the walls painting that warn of some sort of snake/bore animal and a human is running from it and one has a spear, and then some regular painting of people in Egyptian style art. I'm just walking around thinking about where I'll get my next ingredient and where in here I will sleep when the sun goes all the way down and then suddenly the sun goes down and it's dark and moonlight is shining in and I become scared shitless, and the paintings on the floor of snakes begin to look like real snake bodies all shiny in the moonlight and then I realize there's probably spiders and snakes in between these low hanging stone points that are just above my head so I begin to panic and run out of the cave, and now I'm naked, I'm naked crawling like and jumping and running like an ape and in complete fear and I don't feel like I can survive and I begin to think that it was stupid to go in solitude and that it would be simple if I had a tribe, there would be someone who jobs was to kill the spiders and snakes, surely someone wasn't afraid of spiders and snakes, and I would be the one to get out ingredients and someone could collect food. But I also new that I had no idea of how to get a tribe to live ion this cave with me.

I slipped and fell onto the large frozen lake, because of it being so dark out the ice was black. As I slid along and the ice got thinner it got a bit brighter, becoming gray-blue. At first I thought it was no big deal, that I just had to wait for me to stop sliding on the ice to get up. But the people of the town were shouting in my direction full of worry, thinking it was the ice that they were worrying about I sank my nails into it right as I slid in front of a large entrance to a cave. The ice in front of it cracked under my weight so I pulled myself forward and dragged myself back to the town.

When I reached them they told me about a monster that lived in the cave and how it was very dangerous. Somehow I ended up in the cave and walk out with the 'monster' by my side. It, or more like she looked like Starfire from the show Teen Titans only all her colors had dulled to the point of being different shades of gray. Except her eyes which were magenta instead of green.

She was really nice, but not to the people of the town so I talked to her and she agreed. I told the town of how nice she was, and they even witnessed her kindness then. Sadly once they realized she was nice and not scary or evil, they decided that they wanted to destroy the cave. I asked them why, unfortunently I can't remember what their answer was. But I do remember I didn't like it. So I muttered, "Maybe I should should just let her eat them."

They obviously heard that because they gasped with wide eyes, quickly saying that they'd leave the cave alone as long as they keep the monster away from them.

Oh and when I said Teen Titans I don't mean the new cartoon 'Teen Titans Go' I meant their old show, you know the one that was actually good.

I was in like a dance hall, but the dance hall was full of spirits/ghosts. The spirits didn't like what the new owners were doing to their place so they would cause all these problems and scare away customers. One man (light skin, light eyes, light hair...sounds familiar?) was the one who came up with an idea to make it a recreational center for kids. The spirits were pleased and satisfied with what was now going on in the building so they left. The End.