non-lucid

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Sat, 16 May 2015:
SSILD: maybe I was already asleep because when I thought I was still trying to get to sleep, I was noticing how the things I was imagining were folding into my HI's. I was having unusual control over them or influence of the HI's so maybe a short NREM stage. I lost track of my awareness though until a little later.
I am in a home setting that is unfamiliar when I look back from waking perspective recording this dream. I'm in a family room and my son and his girlfriend and others are there including members of my extended family. At some point I seem to be losing clothes and end up in my underwear. It seems like my son's girlfriend is trying to go look at my junk bouncing around in my underwear. I don't want my son to see that so I move behind the couch. At one point everyone starts looking at me like I did something wrong and my first thought is what did I do? But then I realized this is a dream scenario! I am dreaming! My son's girlfriend comes over to me as I'm sitting on a chair and leans over me and I can see down her blouse . her breasts seem smaller than in waking life, though I'm only guessing, because I've never seen her naked of course…except in dreams that is. The previous one with her started off non lucid and I felt so guilty! Some of those feelings came in here but I mentally reminded myself that this is just a dream. (Memory gap) we are driving in the van with openings between the two front seats and my wife is getting frisky

Spoiler for sexual content:

reaching down into my underwear

and this cute lady in a short skirt is in the backseat pretending that she is sleeping but I can see her eye slightly peeked open. I think of her joining in and regain my lucidity . (memory gap) I'm in a new house and there is a lady actually it's the same lady from the backseat and she has a baby in arms and a little girl who is maybe 5 to 7 years old. I talk to the baby and wonder if I disturbed his sleep. I have lost my awareness again. ( memory gap) she's going home and she is outside of her door holding the baby carrying something else and trying to deal with her little girl and I asked her if she needs help. she says sure and brightens up her smile and tells me to come on in!

this is when I realize I'm dreaming again and get my awareness back. she is sitting on a chair and her short skirt alluringly and the kids are now gone. start

Spoiler for sexual content:

taking off my clothes and running my hands up her skirt and removing her blouse. Some level of sex

before another memory gap. A guy brings me outside and wants to show me something. We take off flying. He says we are passing over England and Manchester City. I look over at him and it is my son.

We are flying together high up in the sky. I wonder if we are high enough that I can see the shape of the British Isles and after moments of looking for it I am suddenly in a blank space with a solitary standing elephant-dude figurine. Primarily colored in soft blue and white.

Several memory gaps, perhaps my awareness work needs to be stepped back up during the day and have come to rely on the G + C combination which I did not take this night. I really wanted to be lucid tonight because I wanted and natural lucid dream before my next G experiment the next night. On the other hand I am hopeful that this could be some sign of "breaking down the wall" that Thomas Yuschak speaks of. #323



Sun, 17 May 2015:
*Longish dream+DILD: we are in some foreign country, possibly India and I am waiting in our vehicle at a small airport drop off area and the doors are locked but after a little while people start trying to open the doors and before long many people are trying to open the doors. one guy gets in and then lets another in and soon the truck is packed. It is like a van sized SUV. One last guy crams in and I thought he was going to sit on top of me or something but he went crawling to the back. I was in the front passenger seat. one of the guys that got in started driving. He seems to be the patriarch of this family and he is driving too fast and I told him to be careful driving so close to the other cars. I asked him what is going on, why is everyone so frantic? he says that the Muslims want to vote (so I assume that they are protesting and rioting). I think to myself why were they not allowed to vote? This goes into a false awakening where all of the people in the van and some additional people are in a big room sleeping and people are starting to get up and wake up and I notice how dark it is. I asked couple of girls near me why is everyone getting up? What time do you go to bed? And one answered sometimes 12 or 1 and then I realized I asked the wrong question. what time do you usually wake up? and she answered around 8. I see a clock or somehow know that it's 6 a.m. and I ask why is everyone getting up at 6 a.m. then? No answer, but some one by the window says but there is an aurora borealis happening right now. I say "well I'll get up for that!" I go to the window where they are peeking through the blinds. aluminum style 1 inch or 1 and half inch blinds. I look up and all of the clouds in the sky seem to be glowing a little bit but I don't see what he's referring to at first and then I notice the lower set of clouds closer to the horizon are glowing more so and the colors are undulating. As I look more, it gets more impressive!

I say out loud this must be a dream! Somebody sees react like yeah yeah. I try to look at my hands but it is too dark in the room although it does look like there is something about my hands I moved to the nose pinch RC can do it several times to be surebefore I think about starting to mount various women in front of all these people. I'm able to breathe through my pinched nose and I lookout after night display some more. it is so beautiful! Let's start shooting back and forth across the sky along with a laser gun sound effect that is interesting but the lights are so beautiful! After a while of looking at it i turn my attention to looking for a suitable mate and walk through the room passing several girls that are too young including a little blonde girl . I see a beautiful girl, probably 20's, holding the hands of two younger girls and leading them into a room.

Spoiler for BEWARE-negative schema (but resolved). NOT sexual content:

I go in as well and the door closes and I turn around and they're gone and it is like a small closet with the walls painted yellow. I think about the podcast I listen to last night and it seems to plant a seed have negative things happening sometimes in LD's but I stay calm. I open the door I'm behind the door is just a yellow wall like the rest of the closet and I try to avoid thoughts of being trapped and

I decide I will just fly up through the roof and I do! This leads me to a series of different scenes all seemingly underground with no windows but some more interesting than others. one was wide open and what would look like maybe a big space station somewhere on a planet perhaps

and I spend a bit of time flying quickly through there enjoying flying indoors. At one point I came to somewhat of a dead end but there was an opening that led to a very dark hallway and I wasn't interested in exploring that way

so I turned around and flew some more and eventually I fly into another scene. This next one was full of DC's. They all look like military or worker guys in dark blue jumpsuits

and I think about how in the podcast Sensei talks about how in some place, some powers don't work and sure enough here I don't have all of my normal dream super powers. I take a few swings at two of the guys and they kind of laugh at me. one guy takes me by the arm almost as if I'm being arrested or at least taken out of there. he's a boisterous guy that seems like a bit of an asshole . we look across the room and theres is a guy dressed a little differently, dressed like a movie star in casual attire. the guy who grabbed my arm says that guy is an asshole. As we approach I feel like messing with them and I start to say hey this guy says you're an... But the guy fills in and says something like yeah he is a whole lot of something trying to playoff what he really said about him using words that sounded a bit like what he really said, "a whole." I chime in and said no he called you an asshole. I think I'm forgetting some parts but at some point I feel myself back in bed and with a strong urge to reposition myself off of my sore left shoulder. After trying to stay still for a few minutes I eventually have to turn over and maybe I waited too long because my shoulder is still sore. It was worth it though! #324

empowering non-lucid: Water park amusement park bathroom mini golf. Guy kicks my wife. I fight him though he is bigger. Guy says they will break up fight if I get off him. I do but guy starts fighting me again and I quickly break his neck with head twist.



Mon, 18 May 2015:
Later driving into fancy neighborhood #lostMyWay trying to find my car parked outside. Became a covered area suddenly from aerial view (map?).
Go into a big resort like place and try to pass through to get to where we are heading. #Wife #son security system starts to drop down as if I am not authorized to pass but moves back up as I back away, then down again as I approach. Finally a flying droid thing stays with me until #security arrives. He holds a fork like stick to my balls while questioning me. Must you? I ask. Later they let me go and with family back inside car and I think about how dream like that was...why didn't I RC? I should now! Hands hmmm...look away and look again
..yeah I just counted 6?...hard to see one of my fingers!Nose pinch yep! Tell family I'm going to take off and fly out of car a little and see youngish girl reminds me of one I saw that day. I walk up and I remember my plan to make it feel okay and remove any negative thoughts and ask the girl (brownish blonde, more blonde) to take off her clothes.

Spoiler for Strong Sexual Content & language:

She takes her time easing onto my c**k. We have sex for a while. Wife and son looking at one point. I brush it off, they are only DCs. I even tell my wife you like watching me f**k this young one, don't you? I think as I am doing it that I should make sure I don't carry this fantasy over to waking life and say something like that to my wife during sex or when feeling frisky. I lightly squeeze and rub the girl's nipples and she is kissing me a lot all over so I pull up my shirt which is only thing left on me with the idea that she can lick my nipples and she does almost instantly.

5-6min count as 5 for contest. #325

Late am btb: HI's to quasi dreams? Very good fantasy visualizations with GF and C and friend. Later even said time to RC...hand look 3 times but then quickly felt back in bed so didn't count as a separate LD.

5.21.15

Yesterday during my day sleep, towards the end. 1pm-10pm

I'm standing on top of some dark wood stairs, outdoors. A girl starts to tumble down the stairs in a neat roll, as if rolled in a carpet or something. On the bottom of the stairs she turns right to some dirt and grass area. I see an opening in the ground and as I think omg she is gonna fall in there, she stops on the ledge of it and then she rolls inside.

I ran there and look inside. It's an about 45 degree slope. Not too steep, looks like a dirt cave inside. She stopped on the middle of the slope and behind her to my surprise I see 3 people sleeping in sleeping bags, as on a camping trip. I reach out and I can barely reach her to grab her hand. I try to anchor myself at the opening with my feet and I hope someone will hold my feet so we both don't fall even deeper.

I want to tell her something, but I figure I better have her stay there not moving, in case of spinal injury. I will wait like that till rescuers come.

Now I'm inside of the cave. There is a door to the left, that I have noticed already before. It has a handwritten note on it, but I can't see the letters.

Suddenly the whole wall changes into a giant screen and I see 2 people stepping out to the balcony. I immediatelly know those are dangerous leaders of this cult that I fell into and kinda discovered their secret.

I am told that I'll be tortured, but no reason given. The dream ends here, I think I woke up. Too bad, because I like intense dreams, where I know I'm safe despite of the plot.

Night at the bar

With my mother and my younger sister I spent almost whole night in a bar. It had brown walls, expensive wooden tables and comfortable brown couches. We were drinking all the time. Suddenly sister proposed a badminton match. There was a stage in the middle of the bar, but when we wanted to play, a group of players suddenly appeared. We decided to take a bus back home.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

So I have had a lot of dreams lately, of which I distinctly remember 2. I still haven't been free enough from university to dedicate any time to lucid dreaming but my stress dreams are pretty memorable.

Dream 1 - A plane ride
It wouldn't be memorable if it was just a simple plane ride... I'm on an airport runway and a small plane the size of my room zooms towards me (imagine a real life boeing 747 scaled down a lot to the point where no one could fit inside), I grab hold of it for dear life as it takes off into the sky. It's hard to explain what was going on, I wrapped myself around the plane with my legs tucked under and arms over the top, the wing of the plane pressing into my thigh. I knew this was completely impossible and everytime that thought crossed my mind I would realize how fickle the situation was and start slipping a bit, only to grip on even tighter. I note the intense realism around me too, the whipping wind and clouds of moist air, the yellow light that beams from the horizon... At some point the stress must have been too much because I ended up getting inside somehow, the airplane was roomy and the story arc for the dream took a more sinister turn

I walk along the aisle of the plane and I know that there's aliens outside, evil evil evil aliens. Why? Not a clue...
I hear knocking on the airplane door, it opens by itself and a flight attendant is standing there.
She probably would have looked good if she were in a less condensed form, it was like her entire body was a slinky that needed to be stretched out, I instantly knew that it was an alien in the guise of a human being. I point out its flaw to it, not really realizing that the flight attendant was actually hovering on what seemed like nothing, and also that the scenery outside gave the impression we were on a countryside train. She disappears quickly with a smile, a moment later a grey-brown veiny hand with extremely long spindly fingers wraps its hands around the door frame as if pulling itself inside. I don't remember much more than this though...

Everything in this dream seemed so fuckin' intense... yet I don't feel like telling it did much justice haha.

Dream 2 - Trying to protect someone
I seemed to be on a mountain with my daughter and some friends, the scenery is beautiful and stretches on for miles in some directions. In one direction there seemed to be a large valley, across of which there was a large mountain with a lot of scree on it. I remember yelling and showing to the others that we could make it echo, then they copy but I tell them to stop or they'll make an avalanche...
They didn't stop in time though, the ringing of our voices in the mountains was met by a grating, crumbling, ground shaking movement. I picked up my daughter as the ground slid beneath me, I see in the distance the scree on the other mountain turning into an avalanche too... I only slide a few metres before sliding into a pool at the bottom of a small slope I had been on, but the rocks keep piling up and I worry about my daughter as I hold her high above me so she doesn't' get hurt.

I woke up shortly after this, sad and disturbed, wishing I could have finished the dream with a happy ending

[dream]
I've met a hypnotist who said that he can give me a LD. I decided to try it out. He was moving his hands in front of me. He said that he's gonna touch my head with his and then I'll be in a very deep trance. It really happened. I knew what's happening with my body and had a LD at the same time (fake one again :/). I saw some text which was shifting colors: cyan->magenta->yellow->cyan->... I thought that I'd like to see Big Ben in London and I got teleported there. I was flying and looking directly at the clock tower. The image was still shifting colors from cyan through magenta to yellow and again. I was looking around London for a while and soon the hypnotist woke me up. After that I was talking with my sister on Skype. She was really interested in my experience, which is really weird because she's never interested in things like this.

(Probably a fragment of another dream.)
I was sitting at the desk with a computer monitor on it. I turned it on and saw a file list in one window and a movie playing in another. There was my old wallpaper on the desktop.
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20 May Lucid
I was outside of some warehouse building with a group of others. There was a large metal door that was red or orangish in color around us. We were just outside hanging out, me and another guy were closer and there were three or four others. The outside was green grass and not fully level ground but no trees or anything else around. There were little mounds possibly some dirt showing, not very detailed. Another guy rode up on a bike and kind of past us, I think I had a weird feeling about him. Suddenly just his bike rode towards us and crashed into the wall of the building. I quickly got away from the area we were in thinking we were about to get attached. I was the only one to really move. I watched for a little while and there was no action. I got a kind of moment of clarity and did a finger check. There have been these points in a dream where I am beginning to realize it is a dream. It is more in 3rd person almost and I have to force it to go into 1st person so I have arms and whatnot. I was lucid, I reached my arms out and touched the grass. I thought that I need to slow down and focus and remember something I want to do and not just go with no goal in other recent dreams I have had. I really wanted to get stable and clear in the dream and a good thought as to what I wanted to do. I found some items on the ground and really went through them and touched them with my hands. There were large bolts and some tools so I touched those and picked them up felt their curves and points. I decided to try phasing again. I have had no luck with this in the past so I had an idea to keep telling myself it wasn’t there and it was a clout or mist that I could walk straight through. I walked around the building so I could see the door again. On the way around I thought I might see people I was with before but it was desolate. I walked right up to the door all the while thinking about phasing, I approached I was telling myself it wasn’t even there and oddly enough I went straight through it. I did a fist pump and walked down a hall in a large warehouse. I touched the walls inside since I felt a little unstable after the phase and cleared the dream a bit. I didn’t have any other goals at this point so I was really just exploring. The ceilings were very high and the warehouse was pretty dirty, may have been industrial as well. I peeked into a couple rooms looking for people and found no one. I approached another door that I was going to phase through but right when I got up on it I realized it was unlocked and partially open so I just pushed it open with my shoulder. I checked a couple more rooms and ran into one with a bunch of people in it, I yelled hoping to surprise them and got mostly looks of disgust. I woke up shortly after this and don’t remember any more.

1 May Lucid
This may have been a DEILD since I was pretty much lucid right away. I am not writing this right after the dream so it is a little blurry and I am not sure what was before and after it. Before this I had some sort of conflict about people not wanting me around. I remember thinking how blurry things were and I was at some house outside. I was next to some rounded railings and rubbed them a little bit as an environmental interaction to clear up the dream. I did this and said “there it is”. I was LUCID at this point, I remembered before that I looked at a different house down the road and there were a ton of people down there, I kind of did a jump/float over to the house from my house. When I landed I picked up some rocks in the yard and rubbed them between my hands to clear up the dream a bit. I touched the rocks a couple of times, the rocks were fairly pointy and sharp. I got to the back of the house that I was heading to and no one was around. I thought of a task of the month and remembered the smelling one. I found a drawer inside the house and started to rummage through it. There was a lot of junk in it and I was looking for something that would smell. I ran across something that I thought would work but kept digging. I think ran across a grape lollipop and thought hey that should smell. I got it unwrapped it and took a big whiff, it was grapey but not as strong as I had though, I then put it in my mouth to taste and really didn’t taste like much either. I woke up shortly after this.

This was a really unclear and non-vivid dream that I barely remember. I was taking a weight-lifting class and my instructor was a fat woman with Down's Syndrome. Most people with Down's are really nice, but this woman was not. She would yell and complain at the students. She wrote down for us a lifting routine which IIRC was: 4 sets of 10 of four exercises. She tried to show us how they were done by doing them along with us, but she had horrible form.

Morning of May 20, 2015. Wednesday.



I am wandering about in different dream settings in less-defined unfamiliar areas though most of the scenes involve Mottled Houdans. (I have not worked near this kind of chicken in real life since on our exotic chicken farm in Florida when I was about sixteen.) In my dream, they have special attributes; even human-like in some cases. At one point, I touch some smaller Houdans at a (unknown and unfamiliar) chicken farm as they are strutting about in a larger area of the building (which has a dirt floor) and they seem almost like friendly cats in their behavior. For some reason, it dawns on me that they are “more like people” than any other animal (which of course is absurd).

At one point, I seem to be involved in the sales department for Murray McMurray Hatchery in another unfamiliar region, and there is a sort of confrontation with an actor whose name I cannot remember presently, along with about three other unknown males. (He reminds me vaguely of Mason Adams as from “Lou Grant”.) He asks me about another worker at the hatchery, claiming that he never got change back from any of his purchases and asks me if I knew the worker had been cheating him like this over a longer time period. I absentmindedly nod in agreement which causes the other male to think I knew he was cheating him though which is not the case. “I feel really stupid,” I say, and then explain to him that I did not know that that worker was keeping the change each time and only nodded out of absentminded agreement with whatever he was saying at first.

In another scene, I am near a group of Houdan hens. Even though they cannot see because of the feathers over their eyes, they seem to have some sort of sensitivity to be aware of other people and animals supposedly because of higher levels of sentience. I am somewhat surprised at their “skill” to be aware as such, seemingly even more than other animals that can see well.

Later, I am in Cubitis at my father’s chicken shed and checking on all the Houdans (even though we had many other breeds including very unusual experimental hybrids). At one point, in a more public area, I encounter a Houdan rooster that is as tall as I am. I “shake hands” with him (by clasping his wingtip) and the Houdan almost seems human (though does not speak, though there is a vague level of mental communication and mutual understanding). In fact, he seems to have the goal of becoming an astronaut and is eventually wearing a NASA space helmet. His “wife” dances with him for a time and they are somewhat intimate; their “public boldness” of which embarrasses me slightly. However, the rooster soon seems puzzled over why he cannot “kiss” his hen with the space helmet on and kind of just clunks against her beak a couple times at first. There are several unknown people in the area and I start to mingle with the crowd to give the Houdans some privacy. (I do get the feeling that I had been watching our two normal-sized Houdan pets from the late 1970s; Fonzie and Pinky.)

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This dream had scenes of chickens “kissing”, something I do not recall dreaming of before. In fact, the rooster in this particular dream (Fonzie) seemed to represent an aspect of myself, as it was as tall as me and was bordering on an event of lucidity.

One of the photographs that a sister (on my father’s side) had sent shortly after this dream (with no way of me knowing she would send photographs - as we have not had that much communication throughout much of my life) has me holding a chicken (not a Houdan, though black and white) with its beak against my nose.

[dream]
I know someone who has nightmares. I decided to help him. I fell asleep and had a LD. (It was fake LD but it means I'm getting near to a real one.) I entered that person's dream and saw a monster attacking him. The monster looked like human but had really creepy face and some tentacles similar to Slenderman's. The other dreamer had problems that we all have in nightmares: He felt irrational fear, couldn't run etc. I was helping him to dodge monster's attacks. Suddenly the monster decided to catch us first. I started running taking the dreamer with me. The monster shot two graspers attached to ropes. He managed to catch us. I tried to cut the ropes using a blade made of peridot. Nothing happened. I saw that we are near to the monster, so used my shapeshifting ability to transform my hand into an adamantium blade. I was then able to cut it. (I don't remember, how did I beat the monster. I remember only that there was a fight with it on some little planet.) I woke up (In a dream of course. Ah, feels like Inception...) and met with a fortune-teller who checked if bad energy moved from him to me. (I don't remember the result.)
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Interesting dream...

Attack on a teacher

Cold, cloudy morning. I went out of a hotel room. The building itself was old - cracked gray walls, corroded metal objects, spider webs. Going out of it to the city, I went on a sidewalk and looked around. It was old, harbor city.

There was a small square in front of the hotel. Most of the buildings all around were abandoned. There were no shops, only a small marketplace on the square. I looked at the hotel again, and saw some classmates and our teacher going out.

The teacher was a bald man with mustache and short beard. He was wearing pale gray suit. I decided to follow him, but then I saw a long line of telephone booths placed around the square. I went closer to one of them, and one of the classmates appeared.

He told "You should call 0-700!", and said "Those bitches are great man!" I asked "What are they so good at?" He replied "Man! You won't believe what those bitches can do!". I decided to leave the phone booth alone, and catched up with rest of classmates.

Then we talked about conducting an attack on our teacher. We catched up with him when he was looking at the wares at the marketplace. I was getting his attention with another dude, while the rest was just about to attack. Suddenly, he told us "You won't be succesfull."

I was in my old high school locker room. My college roommate was there as well and was naked. I was not naked but I was in my underwear and I was trying to get a large number of legos to fit inside one of the lockers, but they kept falling out all over the floor.


I was leaving my old high school. (Same dream, quite possibly). In the parking lot, I ran into the skinless giant from Attack on Titan (that I haven't watched by the way, though I assume he is normally a bad guy.) He was friendly here, though and asked me for a fist bump. He got down on his knees and put his fist near me. It was about the size of a small house. I gave him one, and he walked off happy.


I remember moving some kind of tracking device attached around my left leg while sitting on the patio by the lake in my backyard. I peeled it off of my skin and saw that it was sticking a needle in. Pulling out the needle was painful and it was attached to some tube running up the inside of my leg. I threw the device in the water and called a doctor to get the tube out. I remember very clearly throwing the device in the water and seeing the little cloud of blood in the water. The spot on my leg where the needle went in was a pretty big cut but it wasn't bleeding at all.


I was on a space mission. Scientists had discovered a new planet in orbit around our sun and named it 'Japan'. It was a little bit smaller than earth, but shared our orbit and had oceans and plant life, but we didn't know if there were animals or people. They sent me and one other person, I think on a hyperdrive-capable spacecraft to the planet. When we got there, we discovered that the only people there were Black Star and Death the Kid. (Okay, I think the dream is being a little bit insensitive calling the planet Japan and populating it with anime characters, blame my subc.)


I was playing a lucid dreaming themed video game, as myself. I was able to fly around with fire jets through some kind of jungle area. There were big clear areas surrounded by stone walls that were broken in places, and there were clouds of fog everywhere. This later transitioned to my own neighborhood. The graphics of the game world looked current-gen (more or less realistic) but my character looked like a 2D sprite. The fire jets also looked really clear. The game had a speedometer saying how fast I was going. It maxed out at 40m/s (or about 18 miles per hour, way to go game, there are real people that can RUN faster than I can FLY 90mph nevermind I'm terrible at math.)

Non-lucid
1-2:30PM nap
I'm out running errands with my mother and my sister. I have my dragon, Ryuu

in my arms. He seems to be asleep, he's completely limp in my arms with his eyes closed, but he's cold to the touch.
"Mom, what's wrong with him? Why isn't he moving?" I ask.
Mom doesn't respond, but parks the car at the pool and we all three go inside. Mom starts talking to a few people while I go near the waterslide. By the stairs near the waterslide is a little triangular machine in the water. I pick it up and look at it thoroughly, then put it back. Ryuu starts to move and is getting warmer, so I'm guessing he only had to warm up like cold-blooded creatures do.
"Mom, Ryuu's wiggling now!" I tell her, as she's saying good bye to another person.
Then, I wake up.

Theft from the forges

I entered a forge in an old village. Suddenly I realised that someone would steal something soon. I looked all around and saw an old man taking a huge anvil in his hands and going out. I took two axes out of my pockets and showed them to the man. Everyone in the building reacted, telling me to hide the weapons. I've done it and went away.

Blood

I remember a part of a dream where my brother was trying to make me bleed badly but i was sure he would not do it. My arm started bleeding out some jelly like substance but when I wiped it off i was fine.

Lethargic

I was walking on the sidewalk where my house is and saw a African man walking in my direction. It looked like he appeared out of no where. He was carrying a net filled with coconuts and i got the feeling he came from the beach. Also he had a buzz cut and was wearing denim overalls. I ran but was slower than him so he caught up to me and i think that's when he said he wanted to give me a coconut. I took one but than gave it back to him and ran to my house.

I got stuck in between a goat and some other animals though that were on the stairs of the porch. Someone pulled me out or i got out though and made it inside my house but it looked different.That is when my mom came in and told me she would comfort me. She morphed into another lady though. "I'm not sad." I told her but than she said I didn't have to hide it and hugged me. "Is this about finding a new dream guide?" I thought.

Than she took me into a room where my cousin was. My cousin was spraying her hair with a bottle of hair dye and soon her whole look was changing. First hair grew out and changed to red but than it became long and a grayish white. "I need to stop spraying myself with this. Its making me lethargic." she said. I thought she overdid it cause her whole face changed too.Than I woke up.

Futuristic Mall

[In the beginning of this dream I was at a park with a few game characters trying to escape a missile from hitting me.But than the scene changed.]

I was now inside a facility that i thought was a resort where people on trips would go. My co workers were present and i said hello to them. But than I had a sudden urge to go to the bathroom. I was told by a woman behind a desk, with medium length black hair and a bored face, that she had the key to the bathroom. She gave me a brown key and mentioned how she didn't talk much either.I told her I didn't talk much at times but there were still times I talked a lot as I was walking away. She gave me a serious look or was it a bored stare, idk but I felt like she didn't like me much. I said she was right about me being quiet like her at times than ran off to go to the bathroom. But I ended up bumping into my younger brother.

He needed help catching something in the air. For some reason I started flying in the air as I tried to catch the thing he wanted and felt like I was in trouble. I called for help than a really tall man near us offered to help us. My younger brother told me to hold onto the really tall man so i did. Then I held onto the wall as I climbed down. When I got down I saw an old friend of mine and other people. The setting now changed to what seemed like a futuristic mall. There were white stairs in front of us with covers on each step. I tried to go under but than stopped because i couldn't fit." Is this for kids?" I asked. MY old friend said yes and that I had to take the ride up.

It was a white curvy handle. I held it and suddenly it extended and I was pulled up into the air and flying up and around and i felt like the machine made me do a loop like a roller coaster. I landed on the platform wondering where the guy with the yellow juice in his hand was. Another machine ended up putting him down where i was than the juices he was carrying(the cups looked like clear cups you get from a fast food restaurant) fell down in front of us when he was placed down. " Aw, man...Forget it, I'll just buy us more." he said. I said okay than left with him to what was now supposed to be my new school apartment room. It looked like a really nice place. There was a teacher present telling us to prepare ourselves for the meeting. When she left others who were present left too so that's when i took the opportunity to try on a really long curly orange anime looking wig on i found in my suit case. It was in a high pony tail style.

For some reason that's the way I wanted to look in school now. After that I decided to change but than people started coming back too soon. So I sat at a table hoping someone would notice the change in my hair. But than I saw that i was wearing cute pajamas too and felt a little embarrassed. A boy who reminded me of Eye came up to me and said something weird and his friends and him laughed after that. I told him to be quiet than decided to look in a mirror. I now saw that my orange hair now looked black. But It needed to be fixed more so i decided to go to the bathroom. The place was now morphed into a cafeteria looking place filled with students. But it also had a mixed atmosphere of an abandoned city on an alien planet.

I walked looking for the bathroom entrance and saw a area where students received food and next to it was a door. I went through it and saw that i was now in a place that looked like a formal simple looking church. My old friend was there and she was trying to help little girls get in the right spot on stage by name. One little girl was crying saying that another girl stole her name. But my old friend mentioned that there was nothing to worry about because she will take the impostors, put them on line, than punish them when they say that their someone else. I was going to wait till they were done but decided i would jump past the seats and go to the other entrance. Which I did.

To my surprise the room wasn't really a bathroom. But a Chinese boy staring at a flower/fruit painting caught my attention. He was chubby and had one of his eyes covered with a hair bang.I walked closer to the painting he was looking at. As i was looking he mentioned something inappropriate. Than for some reason we were going to fight.
To my surprise the boy that looked like Eye was present too and was being a jerk. So i fought him too. But than he mentioned something about how he almost tricked me into taking a a bath with him. I told him that wouldn't work than suddenly he morphed into my dad." Ew! Get out of here!" I told him. Than I woke up.

New DG Search

I was in the city streets when suddenly a gang of guys mentioned how they were going to shoot people for fun. Others called them than I ran. But one of them dared a little boy to catch me.I realized it was a dream and pretended to be afraid. I imagined teleporting to my house and the little boy followed. Once he entered though I kicked him and made him disappear. I left the room after that and was told something by my brother. I think he wanted to lock me in a room but I said no.

I think that is when the scene shifted and I was now in a classroom with my older brother, his friend and little children. One of the kids were writing on the tables so i told him to stop and to clean up his mess. But he just laughed and ran to a different part of the room. I got a wet paper towel and started wiping the table but than got distracted by my brother and his friend. We ended up hitting each other with paper balls like were playing some game. After that I said I was going to leave and ended up in a city where my old friend was present.

"Ohh....right....This is a dream..." I said to myself. There were plenty of people walking around in the city but it wasn't crowded. "Lets look for my new dream guide!" I told some people around me. They were okay with helping me out so I started shouting "Who wants to be my new dream guide!!?" as I was walking and the other were shouting "Who wants to be her dream guide!?". A tall big orange looking women came to us and said how she only guides little girls. That maybe I had to find someone of the other gender. I told her I wasn't a little girl and told her my age. She said okay than i think she left or followed us. We kept walking and shouting the same thing.

That was until I decided to take it to a different direction."Maybe I should try a wolf dream guide. Lets try looking for a wolf dream guide!" I said. I followed the others to inside a home that had the interior of a family house to the right but to the other side was a dark underground forest. The old friend of mine took my hand and was going to lead me into the forest."Wait! We should talk to the ones that are here first!" I said sort of scared to go in." I looked inside and saw little animals, even my parakeet Marisol, bathing in flower pots of dirt.Than I went into the kitchen and said hello to a group of wolf people who were eating raw meat. The mom was cooking some meat though. " Hey, does anyone here want to be my dream guide?" I asked. But no one responded. Than when I turned I saw my younger cousin taking away the meat from the wolf people. They began growling." You guys shouldn't eat meat!" She said as she was taking it away from them and putting it into a clear bag.

"No! Put it back! Your making them mad!" I shouted at her. That's when I flew out of the house and the others followed. The wolf people chased us out than the mom wolf person saw her sister walking in the street. "Your late." she said. The sister wiped her mouth a bit. I sort of got the feeling she was hiding something and just came back from being drunk. The sister than apologized for being late and I woke up.

There is a scene change and I am now looking at Sensei's dream journal, which is quite a large book, which when opened reveals that for this lucid dream that was 1.10 hrs or 110 mins long Sensei has decided go draw the entire dream. I browse through several large fully illustrated pages. On the first page is Sensei himself like on a large poster, it looks like a mix between a very good drawing and a computer manipulated picture with really cool colors. He is wearing a sort of anime style/futuristic adventure outfit. The whole journal entry comes to life and now looks like a youtube video. In the meantime, the real Sensei comes in the room and starts to voice synch the journal entry that now's playing.