non-lucid

Resin casts
I'm with a couple of friends playing with some kind of sticky sap I'm calling a resin. I'm tell them that it gets incredibly hard once it solidifies, and that it could be used to make an amazing cast. We're in a time period from before plaster casts were invented, so I have to explain what it would be like, wrapping a sheet of resin (still soft) around my elbow and talking about how once it gets hard it would hold the elbow totally still so that a broken bone there would heal better.


At a gun "party"
I'm at a the house of a gun dealer, attending one of his "gun parties" where he (legally) sells guns at a very fair price. I've been to a couple of his other little "parties," but I haven't bought anything yet, though I really want to. I'm strongly leaning towards a shotgun for home defense, though I'm also tempted to get something small that I can carry concealed. I briefly think about ammo types, whether bird shot is enough for home defense - I've never fired a shotgun before, though I've heard they work well. I know they're also incredibly loud, and I wonder whether I'd need to use ear protectors. I'd hate to go deaf from firing it, but if there were someone in my house I'd also need to hear them. As I'm thinking about all of this, I run into the dealer and we chat for a couple of minutes. He asks me if I'm still "upside-down" on what I've gotten from him, and I remind him that since the only money I've given him was for the entry fee, I'm completely upside-down and will be until I actually purchase a gun from him. We're in a room with Subway sandwiches laid out, and I ask him how much a sandwich costs. He tells me they're free for the taking since he couldn't in good conscience charge for something that poorly made. I thank him and grab one, then look around for condiments. I see both packets and bottles of mustard and ketchup. I grab some mustard and squirt it over my lettuce, then start to eat. I don't add ketchup since that just sounds weird on this kind of sandwich - except there's ketchup dripping out of it. I must have added it when I wasn't paying attention. Oh well. As I'm eating, I realize the bottom bun is almost completely gone while the top bun is barely touched. Normally I do a better job holding things together and keeping the top and bottom buns even. I flip it over so the larger top bun is now on the bottom and try to pay more attention to where I take my bites from.

Now I'm upstairs in the house, where the customers usually are. His property is such that one can enter on either level, but I'm not sure why I started downstairs this time. Now my wife is with me, and she asks me questions as we walk around. Now we're in another room looking at some strange bird crafts laid out around a round coffee table. They're really unattractive and have zippers in strange places. Someone picks one up and shows me, indicating that the zippers are there to imitate bodily functions. The person asks if my children would be interested in trying to make one, and I decline on their behalf.

Now I've left the man's house and am driving home. I'm currently driving through the old section of a city with narrow, strange roads. I end up having to make a left by turning right down a 270 degree cloverleaf-style "ramp", going under a tunnel under the road I was just on, then coming back to street level. I consider how strange that was and wonder why they couldn't have just left everything at a normal level and had me make a normal left-hand turn. Someone is with me in the car and says that city traffic is always terrible and every little thing they can do to improve it helps.


Fragment: Something about walking through a park?

I'm someone playing cards with three other guys, and one of them mentions the (some surname beginning with T) manuscript. It's this anonymous collection of old medical notes. A few copies have been made of it, but it was never published, so it's very rare. I tell them a bit about that manuscript - I love having the chance to do so, I enjoy sharing stories from the past a great deal.

During the war, it was an open secret that T. was seeing a certain woman. He always used a nickname when he mentioned her to others, but everyone knew. (As I'm saying this, I'm seeing an image of myself playing cards with T. in the past, much like the scene with these men now, both of us in uniform; and then an image of that woman walking down a street.) And she'd often go to his room to make use of his typewriter. (I'm seeing a typewriter that doesn't actually make sense for this time period.) For whatever reason, when he left to return to England those notes she'd been working on were mixed in with his typewriter and his other things. He didn't make it back to England of course, and when his things were eventually recovered, that anonymous manuscript was naturally associated with him. But the identity of the author of the T. manuscript is Florence Nightingale.

This doesn't get the reaction from the other card players that I'd been hoping for - I get some odd looks but mostly they just seem bored. They change the subject, talking about pharmaceuticals. I'm disappointed - I'm reasonably certain Florence is still a household name, recent enough and well-known enough that I'd thought they would find this interesting, even though they were all born well after her death. It's always an isolating feeling when this happens - no one much cares about old dramas. But at least they only see it as the eccentricity of a history buff, and I don't have to worry about them seeing me as a threat.

Me and my sister and other people who's faces I can;t see are outside and we have guns and we're shooting each other in the chest and shoulders and nothing happens. We laugh each time and when I was trying to shoot my sister and her trying to shoot me we're jumping around in this corner that is draped in shadow so we can;t see each other and I decide to just shoot randomly into the dark. And then I hear my sister cry out in pain, and then I panic drop the gun and drag her into the light and ask her whats wrong. She's holding her leg and says the two leg bones are broken and her ankle fractured. Someone tells us we need to take her to a hospital to have it wrapped up so the bones will heal back together, but me and my sister don't want to take her and want to wrap them up ourselves and now my leg is starting to mimic her leg wounds so we sit down and realize how dangerous that game was and hide the guns and think about how what if I accidentally shot her face, she would've died. (Dream changes) I'm at my grandmas house and these two egg looking people start painting my moms car black and my mom and uncle doesn't mind so they let them do it even though the paint isn't working right. Then we all get into the car, my whole family somehow. My grandpa goes to my sisters window and says he decided he wants to sit on her side and she convinced him. So I scoot from the middle seat, to the far left and we all fit in. The while waiting for my uncle I'm looking out the window and see the hugest fucking snake I ever saw and its brown yellow and black and longer then an RV. I yell to my grandma that there's a huge snake outside and she gets a shot gun while I'm still watching it and now its grabbed a duck off the ground and is eating it. My grandma shoots at it, I'm not sure if she hit it, but it quickly slithers away to the front into the tree's. Then m,y uncle takes the gun and acts cocky and says he'll go kill it, but we all worry because he hurts himself easily. Then time passes and we get out thinking the snake is eating him but then we see him so we get back in the car and my grandma yells at him for worrying her and then he throws the dead snake on top the car and I'm disgusted because some blood drops are now on the window from the snake. (Dream changes) Me and goldy(the twitch streamer) are walking on this train track and it's down in a two walled ditch. Then we hear a train coming and blowing it's whistle noise so we hide a little and then when it mostly passes we jump onto the last cart of the train. Then he pulls out a wooden train whistle and tries blowing it, but just air came out so he hands it to me to try, and I blow though it and it makes the train noise super loud and then the real train whistles one long one and then three short ones, so I mimic it and then the train driver pulls a lever or something because he made the cart we were on detach from the rest of the train and we see the train leave and ours starts to go out of control and flips to its side and crashes into the ditch walls and catches fire and me and goldy crawl away from it and sit and watch wondering what happened. We guessed that the wooden whistle alerted the big train the the cart was useless or damaged or something. So me and goldy get up and walk to his house(scene changes to his house) He knocks on the door, it's night time now. His girlfriend ally(twitch streamer) opens the door slightly and peeps her head out and asks where goldy's been and then lets us in. He explains to her what happened back with the train, and then ally takes me upstairs and shows me a bedroom I can sleep in for the night but there's other girls in there standing in the dark at the floor and it creeps me out so I ask her if i can use a bathroom and she giggles and says yeah that there's on in the room with the girl and one down stairs, so I tell her I'll use the one down stairs. I didn't want to go into the dark room. I go downstairs and forget about the bathroom and find some of my family sitting on a couch watching a huge tv. I sit with them and my cousin keeps asking me if I knew the things about the show he keeps telling me, and I'm like yeah because I know but get annoyed he keeps asking me things, so I get up and go into a kitchen and see that ally left a letter for me on the fridge but then my cousin runs in and grabs the letter before I can fully read it, I yell at him to give it back. That she wrote it for me and it could be important. But then he puts it into an red cow print notebook and then puts it into his pile of school crap. Then a large man comes into the kitchen asking whats going on and I tell him my cousin is hiding a letter meant for me for some reason and the big guy tells him to give it back but he ignores and smirks, so I push him to the ground and start for his junk, and then my cousin says fine that he'll give me the letter back. He give's me a paper and I can tell it's not the letter so I tell him that's not it, so he's pulls out a blue notebook and tells me it's in there and I tell him no, it's in a red cow print notebook, he looks annoyed that I remember. Then he stands there so I push him again and start looking for the letter but instead I find his binder notebooks that he wrote in them that he loves david arquette, so I point and smile and walk over to his brother but then my cousin calls him over first and I hear him say that I'm gonna try to use finding out he's bi against him to get my letter back. So I tell his brother to pretend like I told him something else that pisses him off and then my cousin gets confused so I grab the letter out of his hands a laugh and tell him that I told his brother nothing, then run into this room that has two tables and my cousin follows me but i just wanted to read my letter alone but mila kunis follows us and is pissed at me for stealing his paper she says. So I tell her it's a letter meant for me and show her and then she gets pissed at my cousin for lying to her because she was going to beat me up to get it back for him. Then we three are at the table and she's super angry and there's puzzles and coloring books now on the table we begin to do.

Non-lucid
I'm in the wilderness, with a bunch of my friends. We're surrounded by beautiful mountains.
We're walking with a guide, finding black bears. I have seen 4 before we come to a bear in a small cage. The cage is decorated for Halloween, and is set back from the trail. Behind that is tall grass.
"Who do we have here?" the guide asks to nobody in particular, getting closer to the bear. My friends follow him but I stay on the trail, which is on a ridge.
The long grass moves. Something is coming! An opossum scurries out of the grass and up a tree.
"Guys! Run away! Something's coming!"
I start running away frantically. I look back; my friends haven't moved. A massive black bear jumps out from the grass, and gives a loud, mighty roar.
My friends scramble up the hill to join me in my mad dash. The bear chases us. We burst out of the forest and arrive at a mansion. Out of breath, I look back at the forest. The bear doesn't come into view. I get an overwhelming sense of safety.
Then, I wake up.

Way back, early in the night, I recall there being a short, bland lucid. I can't recall what it was about now, but I remember waking up and thinking about how frequent my lucid dreams are getting. I thought about how it was 3:00 now and I should 'go back'.

At some point or other, I was watching an animated Minecraft Series. In it the main character had lived as a wanderer without a house and actually befriended one of each of the hostile creatures in the game. One Zombie, One Skeleton, One Creeper, One Spider and one Enderman.
The Zombie and the Creeper wore helmets so they wouldn't burn in the daylight.
I can't recall why, but they are trying to get into this big mansion and grief this other player. The Creeper recommends that he could blow himself up, but the player doesn't want him to do that. He then says he has to wait until sunrise to ambush the other player when he comes outside.

This dream was actually really cool.
I was a part of a small street gang of skaters; though we were generally good people, we did sometimes steal from the fat cats in our neighborhood because we were all members of poor families. Everyone in our gang had a unique ride; we had a guy on a skateboard, a guy on inline skates, a girl with a BMX bike, and me on a scooter.
The leader of our gang was this wheelchair-bound kid who stayed at home, but worked on all of our rides for us. In fact, he was just showing me his latest work. He had attached a small tank of compressed CO2 and a pair of small engines onto my scooter. I could throttle it with the handlebars and use it for an extra speed boost.
...
At some point, A rival gang of older, more experienced skaters broke into our garage and stole all of our leader's parts and tools. We were chasing after them. I was going the fastest with my rocket scooter and managed to catch one of the goons in this stairwell area.
I made them give back the parts that the stole form us (for some reason they were a big handful of rubber bands and some black plastic wheels.)
Then, a powerful man in a suit coat with a Bluetooth headset came and took the parts from me.
...
I somehow came to the realization that this was actually a children's TV show. And the reason we couldn't catch the other gang, and even when we did, we got the parts taken from us was because the writers wanted us to learn some lesson about teamwork.
I began making all of these fourth-wall jokes. Then the writer came and talked to me and told me he was going to take my character off the show if I kept that up. I told him I didn't want to be on the show anymore.

So wait, how does this work? I'm on a show, I'm an animated character, but I'm also self-aware, like an actor?

At some point or other; this was somehow related to college; I knocked someone's computer out of their hands while they were on the stairs. I apologized and actually felt really bad for her. They were crying as well, and trying to hit me, but I kept blocking her strikes.
I 'remembered' this man I knew who could fix anything and took her to him. He was crazy and ran around his workshop gathering all of these wires and components, and re-attaching parts of the computer.
At some point he managed to get the computer working once more. He had to plug in a new monitor; an old TV screen. On it were all of these special effects demos. One was of a bunch of dinosaurs fighting with Stormtroopers and AT-ATs.

Dream - Lucid

I was going into a math class. It was the last day of the semester (not sure if it was high school or college). As I was walking in, I couldn't remember if I had gone to this class during the semester more than a few times. I was thinking about the grades she had posted for me, and there were some holes and about as many grades. Ugh what was I gonna do?

I sat down and there was a shorter, kind of stout black woman teaching the class. She was very lax and laid back. I was starting to wonder if she had even held class for half the semester. She handed out a test, our last one of the semester. It was a multiple choice test. The questions had little to no math relevancy. I don't remember them specifically right now, but the first one had some numbers in it, but the question was silly, and the next ones just had nothing to do with math at all. Man, this teacher must not care at all. I then "remembered" taking another test like that with her before and getting a bunch of them wrong. It didn't seem like there should really be any wrong answers since it was so silly...

I later saw the teacher somewhere outside of class. Also, something about writing two papers on two different books or pieces of writing. It was and extra credit assignment for the math class. I wasn't sure if I needed it or not, but I wasn't going to take my chances. I couldn't decide which one I wanted to choose to write on for the second one (I had already picked the first out). I'd start writing in purple sharpie, but then I'd scribble it out. I asked someone, maybe the teacher, about what I should do. She gave me some suggestions on what pieces to write about.

Then, something about Dallas and I having had a baby, a girl. Someone else was taking care of her, my mom I think. The baby then decided that she didn't want to be here anymore, and wanted to start over again from a newborn. I think she got really depressed about something. So she did that, and was an infant again. I then was wondering if Dallas and I should keep trying to have a baby since we had one already apparently. I then went to go see my daughter. I asked someone where she was and they told me that Debbie was watching her. I started to go down into this basement area that was supposed to be the break room at Kohl's, either down some stairs or a ladder. I started to see the tops and backs of these ladies' heads. They were two very gossipy ladies at Kohl's. They were sitting down on the couch watching TV. I didn't really want to interact with them, though Debbie was their friend. I went down there all the way. I saw that it looked as if some of them literally were living in the break room. Interesting. I didn't see Debbie or the baby anywhere. I then asked someone something. I then saw this pink dollhouse/cage thing that had plastic, interchangeable cribs in it. I was flipping through the different ones, watching them come up through the floor (I think I was pushing a button to change them out), when I heard R's voice. She is a lady that I work with at the bakery. She was saying "Sen and Simpy! Sen and Simpy!" (meaning Ren and Stimpy). She was talking about the themes of the cribs they were using for the baby. I kept flipping through them and didn't see any like that, though sometimes, two cribs would pop up, and then five.

Non-Dream Dream

Helping coworker (BW) move to Santa Barbara. My family is with me. BW has a really bad broken leg and my family leaves me with him. He is grateful.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Another terrible sleep, took me 4 hours to fall asleep.

Dream 1 - Charging like a rugby player
There's a reason behind what we were doing but I can't seem to recall it. There is a hallway, it turns left at the end, and before then there is a door on the left. The enemy is down here, and we charge them (me and a few others) as they come out from around the corner and the door. I'm in the lead and shoulder bash two on them, the third one I just straight punch in the face with my right hand. My pinky finger gets broken from the impact and I dart off into the room on the left. In here is pretty a bathroom, with windows on the other side of the room that look out over a nice forest scenery. 3 enemies are in this room, nursing their wounds, and they don't care that I'm in there. I sit down on floor and lean against the bath tub. Another enemy walks in, I say "hey man, my fingers broken" in an attempt to call truce. He stomps on my chest with his right leg and pins me down. I think 'Uh oh' and how intense this situation is, there doesn't seem much chance for me to get out since he's much bigger than me. I smack his leg off my chest, he stumbles a bit and I hook my leg up around his neck, squeeze, then do an insane grapple-throw and knock him out.

Dream 2 - Storming the witches house
Background: There is a witch (who is my neighbour R) that has taken over my parents house and made it her domain. She had enslaved a few people, and my friends had been captured and turned into little figurines.
I see that the witch has gone out, she will be home shortly though as I can see her walking down the mountain. I dash in the main driveway and run towards the house, finding my way inside I try to find what I'm looking for (my friends). I run to the end of the house, I can see the witch walking towards the house on the main driveway, I crouch down so she doesn't spot me. As she rounds a corner and heads into the main entrance, I bolt onto the deck and down the stairs, I see her slave taking a leak (it was a girl, but she had man's member for some reason). The slave was carrying a box, and I instantly know that the figurines of my friends are in there, so I bolt past and swipe it while she's preoccupied. There are others robbing the house and rebelling against her tyranny too, we all run in different directions as she discovers that there are intruders. I jump into the bushes and decide to break the figurines to release my friends.

I go to bed at 11:30PM. I'm woken by a kid at some time during the night, then I wake naturally at 4:30.

Going to the movies
I'm at home at my computer ordering movie tickets. I''m appalled that the normal price is $40, but I'm thankful that online I can get them for $7 each. I get enough tickets for our group to go see <movie>. Now we're at the movie theater. It's one of these old glitzy places, but it actually looks pretty good for its age. We're all dressed up really well. The place is huge: I'm not aware of the ceiling or of the far walls. We're standing in the middle of the huge space. Nearby, I see a huge sign covered in gold frufru around the edge. I think that maybe this board will tell us where to go to get to our movie, so Steve and I walk over to check it out. The board does have information about the movies, but none of it looks anything like what's on our tickets. I wonder if I somehow purchased tickets for the wrong theater (though I can't imagine how that could have happened), and I wonder if it wouldn't just be easier to buy new ones here, but Steve can't stand the idea of wasting the money on the initial ticket costs plus the crazy markup we'd have to pay to buy the new tickets here. Right behind us is some kind of informational desk. Steve goes over and shows the attendant (an older black man with fairly dark skin) his ticket. The man is incredibly scornful and condescending, saying that our tickets are for 77 and we're currently on 177, can't we read? I don't even know what those numbers mean, but now I'm afraid to ask him in case he gets even more scornful. He visibly gets himself under control, apologizes for being so rude, then starts telling us about this place. As Steve is talking to the information guy, I see my old friend Jamie M walk by. He's holding a violin and dressed in a white shirt and black pants, and I wonder if he'll be performing tonight. He comes up to me and asks if I know if anyone's had any success getting on the WiFi. I throw my head back and laugh a HAHAHA laugh, since the people around here aren't exactly technically savvy. I get myself under control and tell him as much.

Now I'm going to audition for a part with my old coworker Dave Z. We're walking along a wide sidewalk in a city, and dusk is falling. Eventually we reach an unmarked door in the side of an indistinct building. I'm skeptical, but he grins and tells me it's in here. Now we're inside and need to get to the fourth floor. He's going to take the stairs, but I decide the elevator would be better. After waiting for the elevator for a moment, I realize it's not coming soon and dash after Dave to take the stairs with him. These stairs are HUGE, very wide, and with dozens of feet between each story. Now we've made it to the second floor. I check the elevator bank to see if there's one here, but there isn't. We continue. At the third floor, I check the elevators again, but then realize there's a very important reason that I couldn't take the elevator even if it were here.


Fetching the kids
I've gone to fetch my kids from where they've spent the last few hours with the B'n family. I'm in a long room that I think is a dormitory with many many beds. I can hear my family, but I can't see them yet: I'm hidden from them by some kind of huge block. I climb to the top of a nearby bunk bed and decide to lay there for a minute listening to them. At the top of the bed, I find it's actually two pieces: one for my upper body and one for my feet, with a gap in-between. It's really uncomfortable, so I manage to hook the foot part with my feet and slide it back towards me, closing the gap completely. I have to bend my knees now, but it's better than having the gap. My second daughter realizes I'm here and comes over and climbs up, wanting to snuggle. We lay there together while the other kids play for a few more minutes.


Fragment: I'm in a big hotel(?) room, then out in the hallway talking to someone.


I return to bed at 4:45 and wake naturally around 7.

Non Lucid-Blue
Lucid-Green
Semi Lucid-Purple

I was having a non lucid dream but I forgot what happened. Than somehow I ended up downstairs in a house. My cousins were playing video games with my brothers in another room but I decided to go upstairs. When I got upstairs I turned into a anime girl and I was in the ocean. I liked seeing the waves move back and forth and met up with a anime guy who was with me. But he was being swept by the ocean. I called to him to see if he would come back but I think the scene changed too quickly. I was now unaware I was dreaming and was on the computer watching a video of a dirty fat Gothic girl and a girl with orange hair and crystalized blue eyes who was sort of Gothic and peppy. She had a 400 liked video about her talking about something fashion related. A random guy than came up behind me and I told him I wasn't watching the video, that it just popped up. He said okay than the scene changed again.I was now in my room but it looked different. There was a evil scientist in the room and a zombie with me. The scientist said he changed my true love into a zombie and laughed. But I hugged the zombie and said I didn't care because I will love him forever. Than my dad came into the room to check on us and said that he came to make sure we wouldn't have any zombie babies. I thought about how weird this was after he said that and looked to the side. I saw a poster of Yu-Gi-Oh and thought about making him appear. But than I changed my mind cause the pyramid and the eye reminded me of the alumanati.lol That's when a little girl was calling me in the living room. In the dream I felt like I was her mom. When we looked out the window I pointed to plants that grew fruits and vegetables and said" Look at the seeds we planted. They grew into beautiful fruits and vegetables right?" The little girl knodded excitedly.( Its weird cause in the back of my head I still knew it was a dream.) After I showed her though a big dark skinned man who looked like a hobo thief started taking the food. I shouted at him to stop and tried going out the door but there was like a barrier in front of me. So I went around the barrier and ran to the guy and pushed him. The little girl ran to make sure I was o.k. but all of a sudden the man pushed the little girl and my mom said he pushed her off a cliff.(It was cause the setting changed) I was mad but felt she was okay cause i knew it was a dream. So I just pushed the guy off the small cliff and he hit the ground,than someone dropped a pile of bricks on him and he blew up. Surprised, I asked if I went too far but my mom said no and the little girl came back to me.

I'm in a Walmart, I'm slinking around the isles and clothing racks because I feel like I'm being watched. Then I see that there is a big commotion in the center of the store so I sneak over and view from behind some things. It's a low stage covered in a red cloth. Some people are sitting on the ledge telling the people standing around it that there is one zombie in the store and that we need to seclude it before it spreads. Then as people as talking a few zombies clumsily goes after some of the people. Me and some people run for the exit of walmart and there are workers only letting the unaffected people out, after a brief search or my acting normal and also for bites they let me outside. Outside I see some zombies attacking people walking around the parking lot doing normal things. The people don't seem to panic until a zombie specifically targets them. And when a zombie does attack them they scream, run, try to fight the zombies off them and everything expected. As I'm watching this mess in the parking lot a zombie forces itself on top of me and I topple over and it tries to bite my face, but I keep it as far as I can with my hands and then roll a little to my right and shove it off of me with the gravity, then jump up and sprint straight through the parking lot. The scene slightly changes and I'm now on the side walk near an old fashioned looking movie theater. It's as though I've run far enough to where the disease hasn't gotten to in this town. I can see into the theaters open door and see a girl that in my dream I know. She's sitting at a table having food with two people a girl and a boy. For some reason I become angered at myself for not being the one with her at this theater, and angry that I haven't told her about the zombies that are spreading and the fact that now I can't walk up to her. So now old friends from high school show up and make me go into the theater with them to see a movie, I have to walk past her and we give each other a strange look. One of confusion and sorrow. Then I just run down the long restaurant area with many booths. It's dim in here and I sense something weird in a lot of theses people. Like I already know they'll be diseased soon and want to eat me. They already have that sinister look. I open the doors to the theater room and all the seats are already nearly full. So I find a seat next to this girl I used to know who liked me but I didn't like. The whole time I never noticed the movie I was just focused on how the girl I liked was suddenly in this theater seated two rows ahead of me to the left, and trying to brush off this other girls advances who's seated next to me. I eventually notice that everything I tell this girl next to me, she immediately gossips about to two girls next to her so I panic a bit and get up and walk through the row the the end left of the room to exit, but then this big blonde haired guy swings his head towards me and his eyes widen and he jumps up and attacks me making the same zombie noises the other zombies where making. Some people in the seats jump up and push off me and I slam hard against the floor and look up to realize some of the other seated people have turned, and are going after people. We all rush out of the theater room and I'm out first, but then I remember the her and shoot back into the room and she's still in her seat covering her head so I grab her arm and we run out and running through the booths area they're all zombies and dragging people by their arms into the booths and we almost make it to the exit, but in the rush we get pushed into a booth and we sit there with our heads down hoping the zombies attention wont be drawn to us. But then a zombie jumps on us so I kick them off and we run out the theater. I see three motorcycles, bicycles, and then this golf cart. For some reason I thought it a better idea to take the golf cart instead of a faster motorcycle. So me the girl, and now for some reason hank hill and bobby hill are on the golf cart driving out of this mess, zombies now everywhere. The scene changes a little and we're driving on cliff side roads that have sharp unexpected turns. I have hank hill lecturing me on the road and -panicking behind me the whole time. Every time he says something I almost drive off the cliff. The scene changes again and we make it to this area of open desert, but the dirt has lots of tired marks depicting somewhat a road. I stop in this circle that's surrounded by lots of dirt paths, lots of ways to go. It's like a compass, and when you look down at the floor these brown arrows move closer to sight and say what is ahead each way. Hank Hill says Billbur City sounds like a smart way to go. We image it to be big, populated, and new. But when we get there it is completely deserted, old, deteriorated. Although there are lots of tall deteriorated buildings. We see a man walking down the street with his head down towards us. Bobby yells to him "HEYYYY". And then it shoots its head up and sloppily sprints to us and we realize it is a zombie and that must be why the city looks like this, then zombies star coming from inside buildings at us, and we speed in the golf cart through allies and junk. There's old buses, tires , and crap everywhere. We see a few cats, and wonder how they are surviving. Then we squeeze the cart through this back yard into under someones carport, and there's junk everywhere, but we see jarred potatoes, I almost grab it because we are hungry but for some reason I don't. Then we see this guy stand in front of the cart and we all freak thinking its a zombie, but it's not. It's a survivor and he's looks covered in ash. He asks us calmly what we're doing here, and none of us know what to say. He points us into the house that the carport is attached to. We get off the golf cart and enter the house. When I go in I realize it's my grandmas house but ti's not, somebody hoarded trash bags in the kitchen, my grandma doesn't do that. Then I walk into the living room and there;'s a blanket on the floor, now the girl hank and bobby hill are all gone and me and my grandma are annoyed that someone put a blanket on her floor under the furniture. And then we sit down confused for awhile. Woke up.

Three boys at a boarding school have smuggled in a canister containing what they think is going to be a harmless prank. They're wrong. They're in much more serious trouble than they expected, and one of the three boys immediately runs from the room, cluing the authorities in to their guilt. The other two try to explain that they're not at fault, they didn't mean to hurt anyone, it's the person who gave them the canister who caused this, and the third boy's gone off to fetch something that will prove it - but he'll be too late, that evidence will be gone.

Two guys have shown up at my IRL home with a dead girl in the backseat of their car. She won't stay in the ground. They're telling me she needs to be put to rest. I say yeah, she sure does - but not in my yard. Get her out of here. I go back to bed.

After going through a portal, I'm briefly disoriented, looking at this immense black hole in front of me - then I realize I'm still in the void, the portal I just went through only shifted my position within it. I'm floating before this vast swirling dark mass. It's something like a cloud if a cloud had long spines that curl and move, and something like a great tornado seen from above with a black eye at its center, and something like a nest framed with this curling mass of spines. It's unimaginably vast. The hole at the center is many, many times my height, and it's only like the pupil in a great eye; I can't begin to describe the size of the thing itself. I try to look to my left, to get my bearings in the void, but when I try to look away from the thing, static noise fills my head, getting worse the farther away I turn. I swim through the air to that black hole.

On the other side, I'm disoriented again - I'm underwater and I have a hard time figuring out which way is up, and there's too many colors after the void. I eventually work out I'm in the cabin of a sunken ship, tipped so the prow's pointing straight down - I quickly make my way out and shoot right up to the surface. I'm in a great cave filled with several such shipwrecks, with sun shining in through holes far above.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

There are two women, lovers, relaxing in a small pool surrounded by Greek-looking ruins in a green field, with plants around the pool for privacy. This planet has been uninhabited for a long time, people only visit it now as a place to relax. An older, beautiful woman approaches the pool. The others dislike the interruption and the loss of their privacy, but it can't be helped; everyone's friendly and polite, and the women in the pool shift over to make room for her.

The scene changes: one of those two women is sobbing on the shoulder of a friend. Her lover's dead - that older woman killed her.

10.18.14

Last night, bed 11:20pm - 4:40 am

DR1

I need a business suit for some occasion. I hate doing that IWL. I'm in a store and OpheliaBlue is there, on my left as well. I see business attire hanging. It's dark grey, with some white in it, almost like salt and pepper, but lot more gray. It's knitted top that's more like a sweater than a jacket, and a short skirt with folds. I like it right away, pick it up and hold it against me and I'm asking Ophelia if it would be ok, and the salesperson, if size would be ok.

DR2

Traveling on a bus on a country road. We are in Nepal. Road is winding, and as we go up the hill, I see typical Nepal houses and typical Nepal beds. If you didn't know, typical Nepal beds are on the roof, and they are as big as a roof itself. Made out of very dark wood, almost black. I scamble for a camera but by the time I aim it, there is only a small portion of a house visible, most of the view is sunset over the ocean on the left, and house on the right.

Considering I went to bed past midnight, lucky I had recall at all.

Fragment: Something to do with cat vomit. A lot of it. I had to clean it up.

Fragment: Something to do with a game where you built and fought with Lego airplanes. I was helping other people refine their designs.

So I was watching some series that was supposedly a Spin-Off from Korra. I think it actually took place even later on the timeline, because the technology in here was very advanced. In Legend of Korra, they love to show off the new technologies as the world advances and this was no exception.
The story starts off with Ryu, the main character living in an Earth Kingdom village. It turns out that he uses his earthbending to make sculptures, but isn't very good at it.
Then one day, the village comes under attack by some common bandits and he tries to fight them off and give chase. He chases them onto a train and the train leaves before Ryu can fight them off.
After defeating all of the bandits, Ryu is thanked by the original owners of the train. He learns that the train was actually a hijacked military train and they were looking for a group of criminals called the Mao gang.
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Some time passed. Ryu is taught how to Metalbend by the military people and (despite his art skills lacking) he is a good fighter.
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Then I recall there was a train chase. The Mao's train has a high-speed engine and begins catching up to them. There are some Firebenders and Airbenders who fire on the back of the train. Earth and Metalbenders from the military train retaliate. They fire a grapple into the engine of the Mao's train and slide across. But the boarding party is promptly defeated.
Mao's train then reveals it has a secret. One of the cars' roofs opens and out come helicopters. Ryu is on the roof just in time to see this new technology. For some reason (Out of character for the show) the choppers have machine guns on them.
Ryu's commander uses Metalbending to stop the bullets, and tells Ryu to go. Ryu tears up part of the train with Metalbending and makes a glider to fly across. The commander continues fighting the helicopter.
Ryu fights his way onto the enemy train. He manages to make it to Mao's war room, near the back of the train. Here it is revealed that there is no 'Mao Gang' but that Mao is just one person, with a multiple personality disorder. He is bald, and I am speculating that he might be an Airbender.
He has a large map, and for some reason the map is of Earth, not the avatar world. He has 'X's over the areas that he wants to conquer.

So, this is my first DJ entry. I got inspired to once again get up on that horse and continue my quest for lucid dreams due to a pretty enervating experience i had this night, so I decided to start a dream journal here on DV.

First Dream of the Night (non-lucid/fragments)

It was a beautifully sunny summer day, and I found myself, dressed in my swim-shorts, being on some kind of wooden construction in the middle of a lake/on the ocean. The construction was almost like a big raft, but it didn't float - it was somehow grounded. On the wooden thingy are two headphones, more precisely my pair of headphones and my friends pair that i borrowed from him the day before. I pick up my pair and drop them in the water. Terrified of breaking or losing them to the deep water (they are pretty expensive) i grab a hold of the cord and try to pull them out of the water. But unfortunately the cord disconnects with the headphones (the cord is not integrated with them, so it could happen IRL too) and i see them sink into the water.

Now the weird stuff starts to happen that i don't really remember much of. Somehow i start to levitate or fly, but it's not willingly and i can't control where I'm going. Levitating higher and higher I again find my headphones, that earlier sank into the water, in my hands. Immediately afterwards the unknown force that controlled my flying started to thrust me in air in all possible directions. I let go of my headphones and then I don't remember anything else.

Second Dream of the Night (DILD lucid dream)
I woke up at around 7AM due to my autistic brother waking up and being in a bad mood (meaning he starts shouting/screaming). He kept me awake for a good 30 minutes where i got up, went to the toilet and got a cup of water.

After falling asleep again i find myself in a house, standing in the entrance doorway. In the room in front of me there are children playing so I know that I'm in a family home. A head springs out from the other room and a DC walks into the room with the children. It's a girl that I was in the same class with in high school that i never really cared about or found attractive or even liked. At that moment when I saw her i immediately knew that I was dreaming. I just knew it so I didn't even bother to do a reality check. I stood still for a couple of seconds trying to get a hold of how stable the dream was and found that it was in fact really stable, and I also noticed that I was a lot more lucid than I usually am in other LD's. All good!

I'm not proud of it but my primitive urges got a hold of me after I got lucid, so I followed the girl into the next room where we sat on the couch next to each other. She was watching the TV, but I just whipped out my dick and started to stroke it while watching her reaction. To my surprise she didn't actually engage in a sexual activity but just said "oh no, you got the wrong idea" and stood up and walked into another room. I didn't really care about that and thought to myself "yeah well maybe that's for the best, she's not hot anyway lol". I got up and followed her, because I wanted to turn her into another girl. She had closed the door behind her and right before I'm about to open it she opens it and walks to me. It's just that she isn't she anymore - she is an even uglier girl that's dressed in a dominatrix costume and ready to have sex, but I felt like it was her anyway. "Oh hell no, I'm not getting into that shit" I say to myself, and turn around so I'm not facing her anymore. I'm trying to imagine her as a girl that I know that i find really attractive and also had a crush on for quite a while. I turn around, and she's almost transformed (half/half ugly girl/hot girl). I do it again and now she's fully transformed into that beautiful girl. And she's looking naughty too She guides me upstairs to a bedroom where she sits and winks at me.

Now the worst thing that could happen happens. I feel the LD freezing in time and I immediately know that something is wrong. I can hear my brother again from outside the dream, waking me up with his shouting. I'm starting to feel my physical body more and more until the dream is completely gone and I'm awake. Needless to say, I was pretty pissed off this morning...