non-lucid

1.15.14

Last night bed at 11pm

Just before bed, I was talking with Ophelia, how far I live from the ocean. I said about an hour, but I have not seen it in years I love the ocean.

DR:
I'm at the shoreline and the huge blue ocean is infront of me. It's a surprise and I'm so happy. The water is rather dark, but very pretty blue. I start running into the water, while laughing with joy, yelling how happy I am. I put my hands in a water as I'm running and I yell how great the air smells like, salty, like ocean. The waves are a bit choppy, but I'm still only less than knee deep. So happy. : D

WBTB long up time (tried short but didn't make it back to sleep) but eventually BTS (back-to-sleep), pretty weird dreams all night

01:00 pre bedtime

04:22 no recall

06:00

early:

+ searching for suitcase (green with red stripe), find it, prepare to repack it

I'm walking around rooms looking for my suitcase, it's the "green one with the red stripe around it", I see many suitcases that I have in WL but they're not the one, I eventually find it and wheel it around, it's pretty heavy, I may have to re-pack it?

+ guy takes a second sip from the girl's soup spoon: this is the secret of winning women's hearts

A guy is taking a sip of soup from a girl's soup spoon, then quickly takes a *second* sip of it, I think that extra unexpected sip is the secret to a woman's heart: it shows spontaneity.

+ climb up onto a giant elephant-like beast with bags of hundreds of acorns/pine-cones, observe the story about the creature that eats then poops out fish for the natives to eat

Outdoors daylight, large strange beast like an elephant, huge bags of acorns/tiny pinecones has been prepared. Up on top of the beast there is a narrated story, of how some native people's never used to be able to catch fish, there is the example on the right where no fish are caught, and the left where fish are caught. A narrator says "they would never catch fish until they discovered (the secret)", which is that there is a strange creature that very easily catches little fish and processes them through its body and "poops" out small fish/larvae that is stunned that can be easily captured. I watch in fascination as this creature does this several times.

+ my wife wants to go into business with some partners, she says "$4 million is not enough, we should raise $20 million," I'm skeptical that any VC will give that much for a simple furniture store venture.

+(f) sex

Unfortunately this vague, I do recall a naked girl and some abstract intercourse (things don't fit? Typical for non-lucid sex) but the memory is really sketchy.

07:00 ? get up for WBTB?
07:26 back to bed

08:00 ? can't sleep get up

08:30 ? back to bed

11:18

later:

+ in a strange place I hear my parents voices, they're turning home I'm really happy and run to meet them

+ tired/exhausted girls work long shifts

One girl I see in a back room lying exhausted on a cot in between work periods. Another girl is sitting down on a chair nearby, I think I see some nipples poking out from her tight sweater

+ retreat to the downstairs bathroom of childhood home for "private time" but now there's a window leading back into the house, eliminating privacy, this confuses me

I'm very curious about this window, it didn't use to be there, I see that it looks back into the hallway by the stairs to the basement. How odd. This window ruins the privacy of the bathroom.

+ bunch of families are going on vacation from the core home, guy hits me on the head hard with a pipe by accident, come up into a room that is really a front for a covert military force (they're observing from across the street); driving crazy in the street have to make a 3-point turn, driving up a road paved with pizza boxes, rifling through boxes looking for leftovers

The (3?) families who live/are visiting in the core home are heading out for vacation. The vacations are all close by. One of the guys is going nearby, I see "it's what, only an hour away?" He says yes. I say "it's great that we can visit these places which are only a few hours away." I'm on an outdoors stairway, the other guy is swinging around pipes and it ends up hitting my head really hard by accident. I'm stunned, and contain my temper instead of getting really mad, I just stand there still for a while.

In a room, coming up some stairs, it's sort of an outdoors area that I thought used to be a store, but it was empty, and I see across the street there are guys inside a building with weapons, they're guarding this area? There's a leader woman there.

I'm driving in a car, vehicles are driving fast and I'm trying to pull a U-turn, I don't make it I have to make a 3-point turn, vehicles are coming fast, but they don't hit me. I'm then driving up a street that is lined with pizza boxes. I think "did we really eat all that pizza on the weekend? How much did that cost?". I reach into some boxes looking for some leftovers.

With my friend's car, I drive around town. He needs it back soon, so I get on a motorcycle and start going really fast. It's awesome. I'm mostly looking for a pawn shop so I can get a guitar for cheap, but don't see any. I end up riding the whole night and as the sun comes up, I find my mom at the University welcome center. She's trying to get me to live on campus a year before I start taking classes. I explain that housing is way cheaper off campus, and ride up the hill through lots of tents as she follows me. Apparently there is a big cult that has set up camp at the university, and they're kind of threatening. All dressed in the Sam white clothing, and full of pride, they all stare at me blankly as I ride along their camp. I pass them quickly but reach a dead end. Not for me. I dive and slide under a barbed wire fence to freedom! I see a road in the distance and make my way back to the relative safety of society.

Riding that dirt bike really stood out as a main part. Throwing it around, taking really sharp turns, power sliding all over, just an amazingly fun time.

It dream started off somewhere an abandoned suburban neighborhood I've been to before in one of my previous dreams. I went walking down a two-way street towards a corner and around there there were more homes. I walked down that street and found a small factory building ahead.

I walked in to the property and passed a barricading fence that led inside the facility, or at least that's what it looked like. There was a narrow passageway just besides this houses that surrounded a few other homes just along the way. This area was also dirty and old. Many of the walls on the buildings were torn up and intensely damaged.

I walked in to the narrow passageway just along these homes and right before I passed the small factories' door fence, a man opened the gate with a set of zombies running through the fence. I helped the man and quickly shoved the zombies away as he was trying to close the door. What happened next, I couldn't recall, but the next area I walked in to was relevant to the scene that happened here.

Me and a couple of other guys were teaming off and fighting against the zombies. We left that big suburban neighborhood and ran off in to one of the old abandoned factory/vacant and tried to find a way to get out of that mess. On our way there, I lost track of my two other friends. I was stopped by these two cops. They tried and get me to raise my hands so they could detain them. I don't remember exactly what happened but as one of the cops came walking towards me, I was somehow able to run out of the area I was in and appeared to be hovering above one of the abandoned buildings where I found two interesting people roaming the building. It was Sydney and Madison.

Neither one of them knew I was hovering above the empty roof on top of this small building. Both of them were wearing their uniforms and didn't seem to care that the city was being torn down by flesh eating beasts. I didn't try and get in front of them for them to notice, instead I was in the mood for something different. I slowly flew above them. Madison went off deeper in to the building faster than Sydney where as she was left behind, a perfect time for me to get her.

I slowly landed my feet back on the ground. I grabbed a big rock laying on the ground and slowly leaned towards Sydney. I held the rock up high and slammed it against her head. I slammed her head a few times until I finally realized the only way for her to go unconscious was to imagine it. I hit her head one last time and saw her collapse to the floor. No one in the scene noticed. I left her body lying there and left Madison walking off.

After killing her, I appeared to be be inside a safe house mechanic shop where Rick Grimes and Daryl Dixon were helping me fight off this zombie apocalypse. We were all inside the mechanic shop where Rick helped sort out an escape out of this place. He sent me and Daryl off towards the back of the shop where we had to clear out an area of zombies lurking just around the building. Unfortunately, we were stopped by an enemy, someone big. It looked a lot like that auctioneer from Storage Wars.

This unknown individual had a pistol pointed towards me and Daryl. He was talking to us about something, but I'm not sure what he was going on about. His talking did make the scene a lot more dramatic, though. After he went on about whatever it was he was talking about, I quickly grabbed his gun and pointed it up straight towards the ceiling. He fired off a few shots until Daryl shot him a few times. It still didn't seem to stop him from letting go of the gun. That's when I grabbed a screw driver behind me and stabbed him in the stomach. That didn't seem to bother him either. That's when I tried again, but this time I aimed for his head.

He finally went down judging by the lack of strength he was using against me, and then died. I woke up seconds later.

It's been a while since I last posted any dreams and I regret that because I have been slowly losing recall and now only have fragments when I sleep now. I guess that is the consequence of stopping my dream journal out of nowhere. But I've decided to come back to it again with a new motivation and hopefully more maturity about that whole thing. I got slightly annoyed when I had one lucid dream and then nothing. But I realise now there is nothing I can do about that and hopefully I will persist more this time. Anyway, onto the dream!

Non-Lucid
Questioning
Lucid

I was on a pier with a couple of DC's and was looking over the side. The water was light blue in colour and I could see down to the sand below me. I was told by one of the DC's that there would be a party going on in one of the houses. I seemed like a really rich area as I could see some very swanky looking houses a couple of blocks away from the ocean itself. I started to follow the DC's up some small wodden stairs, blinked, and was instantly at the party. I saw J in the main dining room and went over to her, we chatted for a bit until a couple of my other friends showed up and took me a secluded room in the house. The only furniture it had was a dark wooden bed with blue covers, white pillows and an armrest. On the armrest were two phones, I assumed one was mine and one was J's (even though we dont have phones that look like that at all.) I grabbed J's phone for some reason and went on google, I could read the text wonderfully and I started to wonder what she would say if she saw me on her phone without permission. She then promptly walked through the door and started to yell at me before I woke up.

My first dream I've recorded of the year, not the greatest but it was a nice view at the very start. I'm hopefully gonna stick with it and have some more lucids as I keep going. The concept of this still really interests me as I watched a documentary saying we spend roughly 20 years asleep. Why not spend those 20 years having fun.

- Have my 2nd Lucid Dream.
- Have a conversation with a DC.
- Fly while Lucid.

Not many goals this time round. Those are the three that came to mind, I'll try to add more when I think of something that I fancy doing.

14.01.2015

Close the portal right now... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a hospital but I was with my brother.

We were playing Super Smash Brothers U and for some reason, I was playing with Sonic (I hate sonic... never liked him... I would never use sonic) and I could not get hit or I would lose.

I was fighting a random character and I started to do the roll thingy that sonic does and kicked the other guy away:







I was able to hit him away from the screen and I say a text that said, "Great finishing" (nonsense gamewise)

From here, I went to my home and opened a Spirit portal. My mom got upset telling she was afraid and asked me to close it, but I told her my brother needed the good energy, that they had awful energy at home and since I was visiting, wanted to help. She insited in me closing it and told me to repent my sins and go to chuch (my mom is atheist)

My dad was smoking.

Investigation of the Lady (This was actually the title of the dream. It was written in the air as the dream was fading out which is the first time that's happened.)
I was at school one day and I had a vision of this lady being taken captive on a beach in California somewhere (meanwhile I'm in Illinois) and led into an underground lair. It was an underground cave below the sand, adorned with a lot of Greek furniture and artifacts. I don't remember much about the girl or why she was captured, but the next thing I know the vision ends and I'm back at school and my mom is coming to pick me up. She gets me and she takes me home but our house is downtown and not in the country like it is irl. I wanted to go thrift shopping since there was a small local thrift shop a few buildings down and my mom wouldn't give me any money to go. I got angry and started kicking everything around the living room and ran out of the house. I had another vision. The police were searching for traces of the girl in the sand and they were just grabbing a bunch of sand and testing it for her DNA with some big machine. I knew that the girl was in a secret lair under the sand, and that she was still alive and I wanted to help but I couldn't do much since she was in California and I didn't even know what beach she was on. My memory gets really fuzzy from this point and I can only remember a few fragments. My mom and I ended up being in the lair, but all I can remember is one image of me looking at the Greek artifacts as my mom lifted some of them up to try to find a secret door, and Joey M from my anatomy & phys class told me that he loved my phone case and he kept talking to me but I don't remember what about.

From Buffy, I/Spike am meeting Dru for the first time. Found her lying in an alley, looking unfocused. In this version of the story, the William the Bloody nickname doesn't come from poetry. Scene changes to present-day, transitioning with Dru describing that last scene, clearly fond of the memory; she says she liked seeing that sort of initiative in the living. She's putting it in terms that are disturbing the woman she's talking to.

Nearby, I'm also reminiscing about Dru to someone else. We used to play this game with the people who'd hunt us. Scene changes to show the game - I'm running into a churchyard, holding a cross or something like it in one hand and some weapon in the other, run up to the hunter all wide-eyed. Make like I'm volunteering to join his hunt, country kid all full of admiration, or like the monster's right behind me - either way, the point's just to get in close. Not challenging enough to be called a game maybe, but we still thought it was fun.

The first run-through of the scene, I 'won' the game easily, but then I'm remembering a second one with this weathered old woman who was suspicious of me right from the start, didn't buy the act. Circling around her, I wound up climbing further into the hills covered in graves, and as I climb I transition partially out of the Spike character. I'm hearing voices up here among the graves, not from the graves themselves but still tied to this place - three men who were here a long time ago and moved on, people I've been looking for traces of for a long time. I can't hold on to what they're saying.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

From Hellblazer, I/Constantine am walking out a back door into a narrow courtyard and out a large gate, then turn back to look at the building I've just left. Ravenscar. The image is distorted - I'm looking at a long wall with a gate in the center, one tower visible over it, and a few windows opening onto that courtyard, letting you see a little more of the building, and that's all fine enough; except it looks impossibly tall, and at strange slanted angles, and the views through those windows are showing me more than should be possible as I look up and up and up. I catch glimpses of the moon through those windows sometimes. In a stunning lack of lucidity, I think of this as "the place that haunts my dreams."

Scene changes. I'm still looking up at that extreme angle, but I'm looking at a different place, focusing on this life-sized stone statue of a woman high above me in the moonlight. I have a sense of something religious about it, like she's meant to be praying, though there's nothing about her position to suggest it, or like she's meant to be an angel, though there's no wings. I think something along the lines of, "Of course, it would be her," with a sense of resignation.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

There's a man begging me for something, and I'm tired of this, bored. I tell him, life, death, pick one, plead your case, make it convincing, you've got one minute, go. It takes him a moment to process this, but then he starts singing.

I recognize the song from a theatre show I enjoy about Lucifer, but can't place the scene immediately - at first I think it's Lilith's song. I'm amused - you think reminding me of her will make me more sympathetic to you too? I like the inspired emotional manipulation, but that's not going to work - she moved me, he didn't. But then I recognize the actual song. It's from the story of a woman who had to choose between love and advancing her career as a dancer - she chose dance. The song is about her calling herself foolish for causing pain to them both, her and the boy she loves, but ultimately defending her choice as a valid one.

Notes Dream Semilucid
Dream shift: ####################

I attempted a WILD, but gave up since I was too tired. I went to sleep and had this semilucid dream:
I began by doing something I don't remember (Woke up late, no time to write) When I asked myself: Am I dreaming?
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I was no longer lucid, and was in front of a frameless computer monitor. The full screen was taken up by Jacksepticeye, with the exception of a Facebook chat menu in the bottom right corner with a black box where the chatbox should be. I feel that I want to leave the page to watch some of season 2 of "The Legend of Korra", and in my mind I see a FM of an episode of it; this was an episode generated by my mind in a previous dream. Before I can do this, a video of a teenage girl (about 15) appears in the black box. She and Jacksepticeye are talking with a conversation I cannot recall, before the box goes black again and Jack seems extremely overly-happy, exclaiming that the chat is "so fun" and the people on it are "really nice". 2 identical kids, about 12 or 13, appear in the box. Jack suddenly exclaims "Let me sing a little diddy i know from the year'of 15 of 8 9. At this point, I get up out of my seat, but still try to listen to the "diddy" (which is more of a sort of classical love song) when I suddenly think: wasn't I dreaming?

I wake up.

In this dream I was living in an old flat. I was living on the fourth floor, and the building had seven floors. I was talking with my neighbor and friend, fat man with curly hair. He was wearing grey jacket and black pants. I entered my home, and in the radio I heard that I am the public enemy, and that the special forces were sent to get me. They came to the flat by a helicopter, made their camp on the rooftop and slowly came inside, securing room after room. They haven't checked only room where I planted C4 explosives. The upper floors were somehow disconnected from power, so I had to get the wire three floors down. I entered the room where I wanted to use the power source, but it was full of shambling zombies. Only one of it attacked me. It was a zombie of my younger sister. I was fighting with it, dealt some punches and used some wrestling throws. Then we just talked, and then she just stopped fighting with me. When I finally dealt with her, I could plug the wire, but I rushed towards the roof instead. I took my sniper rifle, and eliminated spec ops one by one. In the end there was only my neighbor there. I tried to shot him, but whenever I pulled the trigger the rifle swung to the side, and I missed. He told me I was always your friend! And now what? You're going to take AK47 against me?! Health bar appeared above him. I took AK47 and shot at him, leaving half of his health bar, but suddenly I've fallen off the rooftop. While falling I could see through the walls, and saw the wire plugged by someone, and bomb waiting for the trigger.

*This is a recurring dream, with an addition of trying to destroy the flat by blowing it out and zombies. I remember a few of the dreams from the time when I wasn't writing a DJ. They started in the same flat and the same house, although I was never there in the waking life. These dreams also had different stories. In one I was going to work, in another I went to the hospital, and in one dream I was escaping from the police from that house, through the city, stealing some cars, running into the hospital from previous dream and taken some medicine.

I was walking outside with someone from my house pushing a shopping cart. Somehow scooby doo characters came into the scene as i was walking. I was complaining about pushing the cart and Velma was telling me to get over it. The scene than shifted.

I was now watching a indian boy in a room telling a old man he didn't want to continue his journey. But the old man told him that hes been there for him long enpugh and that its time for him to eat his pancakes. But the boy just layed on the bed and closed his eyes. The dream changed again.

There were people getting ready for a party at a college. I noticed a group of chubby girls and boys with my younger brother. Supposedly they wanted me to follow them outside as the party was starting. I went with my brother and the other people running outside. We got over excited though. My brother picked me up starting to run in what looked like a park area.

He was carrying me with both hands and i jumped off him trying to make a cool pose in the air and landing. As i looked around hoping for an applause or good word i was confused to hear whispers of dismay. "What? Why is no one cheering?" I thought to myself. When i turned my head to the right to look for my brother i saw him with his face planted on a medium sized rock. I called out my brother's name and ran to him worried. "Are you okay!?" I asked. "Yeah,I'm fine" he replied getting up.

But just as he was about to get up a rock flew to his head. "Who threw that!?"I shouted out loud mad and turned to see a familiar looking boy walking as if he had no emotions.I stood up and tried to throw a rock but i couldn't. It was as if my arm went numb everytime i tried to throw the rock. His friends began to laugh at my brother being hurt. The boy than came up to my brother and me. His friends slammed my brother's face on the rock."Stop it!!!"I tried hitting the boy with a rock but it just fell.

The boy began to say things in my face as he took my brother and snapped his arm, hit him with a karate chop into him and something else. He said this was happening to my brother because hes weak and hes stronger than he is.I kept telling him to stop and it felt like i was fading into another place. I than heard a voice saying they were monsters and they needed to be purified. I tried to go back into the scene where the guy was so i can hit him but i woke up.

The boy beating my brother was in the wallet dream i think.

Rollers

I was with my mom in the kitchen and she gave me a huge looking papaya saying i could eat it if i wanted to. I bit it but i wasn't into the flavor so i put it on the counter. There was a black dusty wall in the kitchen with a picture on it. I tried writing something in hiragana but than i appeared on my bed. I was thinking about WILDing and felt my body vibrating. I was scared i was doing an OBE but just went with it.My body got bright and i split into two. Didn't feel like i was in an OBE though. I saw a weird picture frame in the room and looked at it.

My mom came in as i was looking at it and started petting my hair and taking out my pony tail saying i needed to wash my hair and that i needed to do rollers too. Because if i didn't people would stare and my life would be in danger. (She said it in a joking manner)She told me to sit on the bed and started doing my rollers. Someone else came into the room and started watching. I than turned to see my mom was not my mom anymore. It was a guy. I gave him a quick kiss and the other person said "uh oh!". Than the dream shifted and i was on my bed again.

I wanted to look for Dawn and Eye so i started calling for them. I was somewhat scared as i was walking into the living room though. The whole house was changing and transforming. I saw a small shadow in a room than suddenly appeared somewhere else. There was a 10 second timer on. I tried going inside a door but it was closed. I noticed a pizza delivery guy opening a door and was thinking of whether i should go with him or not. But i didn't. Right when it hit 0 i went in the door and closed it. I woke up.

Dawn

I was at a school doing something i can't remember for my sister. When i left my dad was driving me and my brothers somewhere. I looked outside and was thinking about how i could go for some Dunkin Doughnuts. But than my dad started to get lost and didn't know where to go. Things got worse when a monster started chasing us.

I used this opportunity to call Dawn into the dream. When we got out of the car and started running i saw Dawn running.He grabbed me and started running. When the monster attacked us he took a shiny thing from me and through it to the monster. The monster started to look like Pearl from Steven Universe now. After that i think we went somewhere else but i can't remember.

The last thing i recall is being with a group of people who told me to go inside a video game to take care of a person. I went in even though i didn't want to at first. But it sucked because they trapped me inside and forgot about me. I stayed with the guy who got sick and died. The girl who sent me in the game began to blame a guy for not taking care of the world because their favorite person died, the people revolted, there was war and lots of casualtys.

I was in a dorm. There was a cleaning crew. I was worried they might be killers or something. The other people I was with in the room kind of read my mind so they stayed. Some of them reminded me of theater ensemble in college. Some are from my LGBT friends. I felt anxious.

I was in the train station. I was going to ride one. I went up the escalator, and the train just arrived. I was with Sharon, and she was on a call standing on the left side after the escalator. The train waiting area is on the right. She was still talking on the phone. When she was done, the train already left. I was going back, because I forgot my facial cleanser or something. I needed some "class." She said not to worry; she brought some of her own and she can lend some.

Just to note that when I was going "back" to the escalator, it was again going up, not down. I saw some food stalls up there.

NOTES:

I slept for 1.5 hours starting around 7 p.m. I was very sleepy.
I woke up alarmed hearing the alarm.
I worried I might forget the dream, but I thought of the keywords.
I wondered for several minutes how I lost the monsters in the dreams and they're now replaced by feelings of foreboding, monsters that I cannot challenge or hug. It's unnerving.

'was watching FMA and fell asleep around 6:00. Woke up at around 7:00am this morning. What a delightful 13 hour snooze, but my dream recall is crap given that much time.

I was at a really fancy formal event with mostly older men and women. Everyone, save for me was dressed up in really elegant formal wear, standing around and talking in this small banquet hall. The hall was painted green with golden dragons on the wall. Marcus was there and he was talking with some of the other people.

I had a false memory or something that he had a secret vault or bunker beneath this hall. [Dream Logic] Marcus had given me the keys, but he told me not to open it. [/Dream Logic]. I guess my curiosity got the better of me, though, because I decided to go check it out. I found myself sneaking through the kitchen, down into the basement and then going down an elevator.

The hidden vault was quite a bit bigger than I expected. It had the feel of going into the old aperture science from Portal 2. (I had an image but it won't load.) I began making my way toward the main entrance. For some reason there were all of these showers everywhere. (At the time, this didn't make any sense, but when you consider the vault was full of sand, I suppose it did.)

I came up to a computer console where I needed to use six keys in the correct order. The keys I had been given were like standard house keys in six different colors and I had to put them in the lock of the corresponding color. I think I wound up getting the correct combination on the second try.

The vault opened and (as the title suggests) the whole thing was filled with sand. It looked something like in cartoons where the characters get rich and they have a huge metal vault filled with mountains of gold and they dive into it and go swimming. I think that there might have been lakes of water as well. After all, the inside was HUGE, and seemed to take on its own landscape.

Around this time, Marcus found out and came down along with a bunch of armed police. I came out and told him it was just me. He lowered his guard and asked me what I thought I was doing down here. I told him I had gotten curious about the vault. I then asked him why if he didn't want me coming down here, he had given me the keys, and also why he was trying so hard to protect some sand.

I was in the sea side. I think there were some people. I was looking for the bathroom. I found one.

I saw a lot of fish for sale on the stalls.

I was in an office. It felt... bad. Like I was trapped, but I went into the room by my own free will looking for someone or something. At first the place was empty, then people started showing up. Men and women. Some went down from the stairs. They were talking. I couldn't understand what they were saying or can't remember. I wanted to leave.

Morning of January 14, 2015. Wednesday.



My dream involves a “Star Trek” novel, printed by hand in ink on Post-it notes. The notes are in a large pile, mostly in order at first. About three-quarters of the way through, the pages seem out of order and the last section seems flipped around.

The story comes to life, both on a television in an unknown room I am in and sometimes with me at the scene of the story as an interactive “movie” for shorter periods. I see a small poster or page from an unknown magazine of a young William Shatner which reads “Trek Star”. At first, the letters in the title seem ambiguous or intentionally displaying different words (probably “Tek War” a series of science-fiction novels created by William Shatner, ghost-written by Ron Goulart). Also, it seems like the story is supposed to be “disguised” so that people will not realize at first that it is a “Star Trek” story, though the “Trek Star” title is a rather obvious clue that it is. I see Christopher Lloyd as a Klingon at one point. I hear the name “Kirk” (though not “captain”) fairly often as if that is supposed to be another clue before it is more clearly a “Star Trek” story.

One scene where I seem to actually be present relates to an event where Kirk is on a planet and has dealings with a few Freakies (from Freakies Cereal) who are trying to help him in what seems like a possible court martial, though it looks like a normal courtroom at one point. Kirk mentions how the Freakies were not members of his crew though they seem to think they are honorary members, which is why they want to help him. The story is not that clear. It may be that the Klingons have invaded the Freakies home world.

It eventually becomes tedious to read each paragraph on each separate Post-it note (though reading in dreams is often difficult, as the writing typically changes when looking back at it). I am not sure where the stack of Post-it notes came from. When I get three-quarters in as mentioned earlier, some of the pages are also either blank or very slightly reflective bronze-colored on one side. I start to look through the rest of them but my dream loses cohesion at this point. I do carefully flip each page over onto the ones in the pile already read, which remains on the floor for the most part, though I sometimes pick it up. The remaining pages are in my left hand.

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