non-lucid

Well at one point in time I had an extensive journal but considering this is the first time I've been back since 2010, it's all gone so we'll just start with last night.

Teeth

I'm with my best friend Becca, and we're sort of in this inhabited desert area. Most of it is deserted; I know there's a wooden, crumbling shack behind me but I never turn around. In front of us is a store of some sorts, and Becca is with her new truck. She's on top of it, and I'm on the ground looking up at her. We're discussing something but I can't think of what. I remember we somehow materialize into the shack behind me. It's someone's house, and I'm up on the third floor in the bathroom. I'm staring at myself in the mirror, and I realize with a very paralyzed sense of panic that my front teeth are falling out. Nothing gory or painful, just casually dropping out of my mouth. I remember I was really freaked out, but I was just sort of passive and disinterested.

I recall turning and facing the bathtub. I end up with a mirror in my hand and I am staring at my last tooth. I wiggle my mouth and it just drops out into my hand I remember staring at my bare gums, and running my tongue over the gap in my mouth. Again I get this feeling of apathetic terror - this is revolting and alarming, but I just don't really care.

I remember I end up staying in the bathroom, and I'm holding my teeth in my hands.

Graphic Warning
I pick up one of my teeth and it's got the nerve ending sticking out of it. It's like a thin, hair like string with a little spiked ball at the end. I can liken it to the pollinating part of a verbena flower, but I doubt anyone else will get that. I actually just googled nerve ending and the images for it look close to exactly how my dream was. Anyway, I remember staring at it and being really afraid it would hurt if I touched it. But it didn't. I remember plucking them out of my teeth just for the heck of it. I got to a pair of my teeth stuck together. It was my broken tooth in the back of my mouth so I'm assuming more just fell out. I pull out the nerve ending from it and it fascinates me.


I remember waking up and being terrified it was real. I was very relieved to run my tongue over my still in tact teeth

Last night was quiet amazing, even with the lack of a lucid dream it was easily one of the best dream-experiences I've ever had.

1. Living the life

I'm in Saudi Arabia and walking towards a plaza filled with chairs and tables of the nearby restaurant. I'm wearing a suit and headphones and just feeling very confident of myself. I take a seat and slowly take of my headphones off, laying them on the table. I order an ice-tea and just relax when a guy walks up to me and asks me to test the headphones. I tell him I could only trust him not stealing my headphones as soon as he took them by ordering a drink and testing them right infront of me. He accepts the deal and orders something to drink, quickly taking his Phone and putting on the headphones. Only he forgets to plug them in, as he starts his music it loudly plays across the whole area making everyone look at us. I try to make him aware of the fact everyone can hear the music but he's quiet drawn back in his own world of music. In the end he notices it and feels very awkward, I understand why.

2. The tale begins

I'm in some parrallel world with my family and we know some of our cats are there too, we need to resque them. I remember the dream starting somewhere in the middle of things, we're descending in the basement of a house. The stair ends up in a waterfilled corridor, although it's a basement and it's completely filled with water as soon as I go under visibility is good and I can see all the way to the end of the corridor. I find a cat along the way that I pick out of the water, a lot of water runs out of it's fur but she seems to be fine. I continue and sometimes have to swim up to breath in a small air-pocket created by the basement's irregular ceiling. After some time I can hear my mother telling me underwater that there's a decapitated bay-head in a large mug in one of the rooms. I look into a few but don't see anything, creepy music starts playing as I keep checking the rooms filled with water that each seem to have a table in the center of them. Then I see a large mug standing on one of those tables, I barely look over the edge of the mug but don't seem to find anything related to the baby. The we go up a stair again and walk straight through a wall like it wasn't even there. It teleports us to the garage of our house, I feel like the mission is complete but then we realize we might've not saved every cat yet.
The dream-plot continues in the next dream but it was simply too seperate to call it a single dream.

2. The tale continues

I make my way upstairs to the kitchen where I meet up with my sister who seems to be very stressed. I calm her down and ask her to make a list of every cat that we have right her right now. After some checking we found out there's still two cats missing, I begin making plans to go back into that world and gather a team that will assist me. I exit the house and go up the street to find members for the team but quickly realize I already have one waiting in the garage at the wall. Before I enter the house again I stop and look at the showcase of the new shop next to our house. I wonder if this thick glass panel could offer a way into the parrallel world. Although my instinct tells me not to walk into walls and glass windows I convinced myself I wouldn't break my nose but instead enter the other world. I march on and collide with the glass surface which seems to be slightly elastic and thus making my impact softer, it feels very hard though. I back of with a groan and check if my nose isn't bleeding. Then I instead shoulder-bash into it but it still doesn't give away. I go to the garage where the teams is waiting for me to walk into the wall first. I'm slightly worried walking into solid surfaces considering last attempt but do it anyway. I shoulder-bash into the wall which almost lets me through but it bounces me off. I try several times but fail each time. Then someone says you should hold a rubber object between you and the wall when going through it. I see how one of the members holds an inflatable mattress infront of him as he goes through the wall Harry Potter style, which he does without any problem. I wonder for a second where I can get my rubber object but I quickly realize I'm already holding a mattress in my left hand. I say "Wait, we don't know what's on the other side. What if there's water, I want something more serious.", I look back and see an inflatable boat laying on the ground. The moment I hold the boat infront of me and I'm standing several meters infront of the wall I feel confident again that I will teleport through it. I run as fast as I can and seem to go through the wall like it's air, I fall forward and land in the boat which now quickly slides down a snowy hill. After a quick check I see that I'm in an indoor ski slope. The boat rapidly descents and I can hear 'Charlie and the Chocolate factory' music playing which makes me laugh a bit. This laughing nearly made me lucid as I actually knew it was a dream at that point but it was more of a daydream that I couldn't stabilize so I woke up for a second and fell back in the dream non-lucid.

3. A dark world

I slip back in the dream but consider this a new chapter in this adventure. The boat comes to a stop and I appear to be in a completely different world. The sky is grey, large islands that lack trees and are just covered with vast planes of tall grass, inbetween these Island massive lakes extent beyond the horizon. At first I seem to be alone but quickly I find small people that seem friendly but somehow everything takes a dark turn and the little people become very hostile towards me. I'm suddenly driving a sportscar down a lone dirt road near the coast of an Island. As I spot another car heading towards me in the distance I hide the car and myself in a large pool of water. The car has no problem driving in or out of the pool and my vision is several meters above the pool as I see the other car driving past without noticing me. I drive out of the pool and think of a way to escape this world. It is also at this point that I consider the cats I wanted to find in this world to be secure and back in the 'real' world. The dream cuts of here but resumes in the next chapter.

4. The exodus

I arrive at a large but mostly deserted airport with the sportscar, next to me is one of the team members who seems to be quiet stressed. We stop at a plane that is standing still on the runway and get out of the car, for some reason we start running towards the plane. During our sprint I can see I accidently dropped a box of cereal, however I ignore it and just make my way towards the plane. A stair goes up to an entrance near the front of the plane, it's a commercial plane. In the plane every seat is empty, we open the cockpit and find the pilot who seems to be very ill. The pilot himself knows his last hour is approaching and his last wish is to make sure I and the other team member get back in the 'real' world. I ask him what we have to do to escape this world. He tells me we need to go back to the car and use certain materials to turn the car into an airplane of some sort. While he's telling what materials we need I remember the cereal box that I dropped earlier. The material we need is in this box and I quickly run out to make sure we have it. Then the dream suddenly jerks forward to us sitting in the car and driving up a parking lot. We're very stressed and know that as long as we stay incognito between the people outside we'll be fine. I start emptying the box and looking at the material. I see some old bolts and screws but I feel like this is enough for us to start working.

I couldn't fall asleep early at night. Went to sleep at 4am I think. I don't recall what I dreamt at first but when I was trying to WILD I got close to being in a lucid dream but it was short so I decided I would just have a regular dream at first. When I woke up after the non lucid dream I tried to WILD. It was kind of annoying waiting for it to work though. When I first got into the dream I was in a huge place that seemed like it was cut into parts. There was a room and to the other side was a city like place. Anyways I wasnt lucid at first.I recall being told by someone that my cousin was trying to steal my boyfriend.(I don't have a BF) I got mad and we started fighting.(I think I fought her in a setting where there was a huge laser) But than a boy separated me from my cousin and said she couldn't touch me now. I think he gave me blueberry/cherry twizlers to eat to keep me quiet or something. I recall him saying to fix a scenery of a beach in my mind like some mind relaxation exercise...I tried and I think I passed the exercise. After that I saw a weird image of cartoon animals walking into a tree house though.But than it stopped and I noticed the guy telling a group of girls whoever sticks their head in the fence will win him as a boyfriend. I was lucid and put my head in the fence like a ghost than pulled it out. I thought the test wasn't worth it and stupid though so I just watched the girls do the test. That's when a Gothic girl with pale skin and almost bald walked to the fence but she said her head was too big to fit in it. I said its not bad that she doesn't have a small head. That her head was nice even though she was almost bald.(Didn't mean it in a mean way though) Than she sat down and told me how she really wants to win cause she always comes home to a mad house and maybe if she wins she'll be happy. She even told me she has had future telling dreams. I laughed in a friendly way and asked her if she knows the future lottery numbers. I think she said no than the dream faded slowly and I woke up. Tried to WILD again but failed and had a non lucid dream I don't remember..

00:00 Saturday 2014-08-09

01:46 quite tired, drove to the country in traffic, took about 3 hours.
3mg melatonin, alarm set for 3.5 hours (05:15)
to sleep kind of slow but not terribly.

05:15 alarm, take 2 x Galamtamind 4mg, 300mg Alpha GPC
Not too hard getting back to sleep for once!

07:30

fascinating long nld: "Dreamviews European adventure" featuring: fogelbise, StephL, and "golden lion". Ordering is a bit unclear, but there was a number of scenes:

Trip to Europe with fogelbise, giving a presentation at a conference on the subject of brain-operated devices. We're staying at StephL's place. I was confused throughout most of the dream about what I was doing there and what was going on.

I'm in the kitchen of a large 1-story home with open floor plan. There is a group of people sitting away from me they're being a bit stand-offish, there is a woman there and I ask someone "is that StephL?" I decide it is. She has thick long dark blonde hair.

I return to bed, where fogelbise already is lying under the blankets, and move to get in (we're sharing the bed), but he blocks me and gestures across the room, I see that he's made a bed for me on the floor across the room. I'm a bit confused by this since I had woken up earlier in the same bed with him previously, after all it's not a gay thing we're just sharing the bed, that's all. I see him begin his night-time dream preparations: he's mouthing some mantra and beating his chest rhythmically with one hand.

I'm telling fogelbise how I had taken some galantamine, I was confused about the time, wondering if I have time to sleep for it to take effect.

I see my cat in the living room, but I didn't bring her kitty toilet, where is she going to go to the bathroom? There's another cat here, are they going to fight?

I can't tell what time it is, am I in a different time zone? The (analog) clock on the wall seems to indicate a different time each time I look.

The conference is about brain-activated control devices. That's why they invited lucid dreamers. I introduced myself once as "Luke", I couldn't remember my dreamviews handle, then I remembered it and said "FryingMan," and I make jokes about heroes and Hiro saying "FlyingMan" with a bad Japanese accent so it comes out "FryingMan." A middle-aged man introduced himself as "GoldenLion" from dreamviews.

Two presenters are using a fascinating electronic multi-layered easel to make a presentation, they built this easel themselves. There is a bright orange 3-d display on the front made up of thousands of little orange plastic rods that can move forwards and backwards to form a display (like the kind of monochrome 3d- graphics the Kryptonians use in "Man of Steel"). The easel is many layers thick I get a view of its operation. At the back of the easel is a place where a large drawing can be stored, one of the two presenters repeatedly pulls out the drawing from the easel so it's visible, and then pushing it back in, then pulling it out again, and putting it back.

I'm in a car driving to the conference, it's dark. I'm entering the front seat from the right hand door, I'm confused by the dashboard, where's the steering wheel? I think I find a mini steering wheel very low below the dashboard.

Back in StephL's kitchen, talking to fogelbise. There are two strange microwave-oven-like devices: a two-sided mini-refrigerator, that's very handy because you can get at the food on the shelves from either the front or the back. Next to it there is a two-sided refridgerator that turns out is a wine refrigerator with a transparent front door. I see about 6 bottles of white wine lying on their sides within on several shelves . StephL is standing in the kitchen.

A guy in the flat is playing a fascinating odd recorder with strange tubes protruding from the main playing tube.

I'm looking for a shower and there are large piles of towels and blankets all through the house.

09:10

I"m outdoors across from a large science museum (with dinosaurs and things) there's a large open square between us and the big building, which doesn't have many windows and is really tall and made from concrete and brick. My sons and I are running and jumping, racing across the square, I'm running in a straight line and that means having to jump high (20+ feet) up running over the corners of some structures that lie in my way. We borrow some wheelbarrows/carts from a guy, he's carrying cardboard in them, S2 finds a pair of headphones, S1 wins the race and finds something like a car that he'll be able to sell for a lot of money.

1.
I was inside some sort of building, I guess it was a school. I had been walking with my classmates who were all wearing red shirts. I'm not sure what I was wearing but I knew I was getting tired of standing around like everyone else. I left the line I was in to go to the restroom up ahead. It was REALLY small and the stalls were all red. As I was walking to get into one of the stalls, some guy inside peed on my arm. "Dude what the hell are you doing?" I asked. He didn't reply, so I just tried to ignore the fact that there was a dangerous guy in the restroom who couldn't aim, and by the way, he also peed all over the floor.
I finally got into my stall and took a pee. After I did so I left the stall and I think I washed my hands(oops). As I exited the restroom, I noticed my entire class now walking towards the stalls. "What did I do wrong now?", I thought, thinking that they were all coming towards me because of something I had done. Next to me I saw a friend I knew from Drivers Ed. a while back, his name was Wesley and he looked almost exactly like drake, but a little lighter on the skin. For some reason I started dancing right in the middle of the floor.
I was doing the kind of dancing you would see in clubs, like how people dance to House music. Wesley commented on my dancing and said that I looked funny doing it. I told him I was a pro and kept dancing. Soon my entire class passed through us and interrupted the show I was putting on. I remember Sgt. Twine telling me to "get in formation, cadet", and by the way he was in charge of the class I was with. I didn't want to get my vibes totally murdered so listened to him.
As I came outside, I left my class once more and sat down and talked to my friend Rory from Sophomore year. We were about to play a game of chess and he was setting it up. While he was doing so, a pretty girl came over to me. She was dressed in almost all black, but not in a gothic way. She was in despair about something, and I knew it. I asked her, "Whats wrong?". As I did so I felt a strong sense of attraction towards her, and after I finished my sentence, she said something short and came in to me for a kiss.
"Wow this is going somewhere fast,", I thought. As she gave me a kiss, I kissed her back. "Dont you have a boyfriend?", I asked. She said, "Its difficult". I suddenly felt really in love(lol). She was coming in for another kiss, but then I "remembered" something: that my friend Rory, who was right next to me, had a crush on this girl. I told the girl that we could take this over next to the wall. She agreed, I told my friend Rory to continue setting up the game, and that I wouldn't be gone for much longer.
As we got away from Rory and sat down against the wall face to face, I asked her, "So whats wrong?". She started telling me a long story about her boyfriend and how he wasn't being nice. Here is basically what she said summed up: "He doesn't let me come to his grandmas party, or any of his families birthday parties. He doesn't even let me come to his birthday party. Whenever I invite him to come to my birthday parties, he always gets mad and doesn't come."
I zoned out for a minute after she said all of that and looked at the parking lot in front of me. A small smart car was going into a parking spot a few spots away from us. It didn't get into its parking spot right, so it moved a few parking spaces to the right to fix that. I noticed that It could have parked closer to the truck next to it, but hey, the guy can park where he wants. After that I thought to myself, "My entire mission in life right now, is to stay self aware and have countless lucid dreams, but yet I'm not getting them." This really saddened me and I felt like I was getting no where with Lucid Dreaming(Lol I said all of this to myself while inside of a dream, I'm definitely getting somewhere. I'm almost lucid at least once every night.)
I looked around but didn't really pay attention to what was going on. I then saw my old friend Zach, back from Junior High, and because I saw him, I thought that I wasn't dreaming. After I looked back at the girl I was talking to, after looking around for a while, I saw that she had turned into another girl I knew from class in school. Her name is Tara. I looked at her and she was just kind of paralyzed in the position she was sitting in. Her arms were in the air in front of her, and she wouldn't move them. I asked her, "What are you doing? Are you ok?", but I got no reply from Tara, and she stayed in the same position. After this, the dream ended.

2. I was driving my dad's truck( which I have never driven before) around a parking lot. The parking lot was crowded and I was supposed to park somewhere. At one point, a truck got in the way of my path, so I got out of my truck. I grabbed onto the back end of this other truck and pushed it into its parking spot. "It rolled out of its spot dad, this isn't our truck", I told my father. With that I got back in the truck and continued driving. Later I remember hitting the back of someones car. It was a brown van and I hit it as I was backing up.
My dad really didn't notice half of the stuff I was doing, and by just saying, "Dont worry dad I didn't really do that" he really believed that nothing had just happened and that everything was just fine. But it was not. Not to longer after I hit the back of that brown car, I crashed into the side of a building(or a pole I think, not sure). This accident had totally messed up the entire grill on my dads Silverado. With this I started to cry, because I knew I was in big trouble( just for the records, I have no idea why I always cry in dreams. I almost never cry in real life.) My dad let out a big sigh and we got out of the truck.
I also noticed my sister get out the truck as well, I never knew she was in the back seat. Somehow, a cop car arrived and when he got to the scene, he got out of his car and approached us. I told him what had happened, but he didn't seem to care. Instead, he just put me, my dad, and my sister all in a pair of handcuffs. The officer told me that everything would be ok. With that, he left the area we were standing in and went somewhere else. When I noticed he was gone, I tried getting out of my handcuffs, and to my surprise, they weren't even tight enough. I could slip my hands out of them with ease. I only slipped one hand out however, just so I could get it back in if the cop came back out.
Looking at my handcuffs, they looked like thick strands of twisted metal. Their design was pretty sloppy. When the cop put them on me, he didn't even make them tight enough. I could move my arms from out behind my back and put them in front of me. I told my dad that I was really sorry and that I didn't mean for any of this to happen. He said it was okay. I put my hands into my pocket and felt my phone. As I pulled it out, I saw that it was broken in half. "This must have happened when we crashed. I tried putting it back together, but I knew it wouldn't work again. I decided that because of the fact that I already crashed dad's truck that I wasn't going to show him my phone right now.
(BTW, I am not that bad at driving in real life, Im actually really good).

3. I was outside of my school, getting on my bus at the bus ramp. I get on my bus and prepare for the ride home. Before we even leave the bus ramp, we are stopped by the bus driver behind us. My bus driver tells everyone to get out of the bus immediately. I get off along with everyone else and we are put against the bus by the other bus driver I do not know. She has a gun, and that gun is a pistol, except for it has 2 barrels instead of one. She tells us to stay there and if we move or do something she tells us not to, she is going to shoot us.
There was alot more to it than that, but I don't remember the main reason for this entire "hostage hold up". I moved to try to stop the woman from killing us, but she shot me and I died. Somehow, everything starts over and Im alive again, like I just restarted the dream from a certain point. I try stopping the lady again, and again, she shoots me and I die. The dream restarts again and I try just escaping this time. The lady shoots me once more and I die. This continued on, and the dream restarted itself somewhere around 10 times. I don't remember anything more.

I am flying a small spacecraft down to the surface of Mars, near the polar ice caps. I notice that in some places trees seem to be poking out of the polar ice. I land in a clearing as to not damage the trees or my spacecraft.
I get out, along with a couple researchers. We are all wearing space suits. They are really excited having discovered (dead) alien life on another planet. Some of the one of the researchers begins taking samples from the tree trunks. Another begins photographing and surveying measurements of the trees. Another begins exploring a cave beneath an ice shelf. I follow him.
We get underground and turn on the lights on our helmets. We see that the cave is supported by the trunks of the dead trees. We continue deeper to find that there is in fact a winding passage that runs very deep under the ice cap.
After having journeyed about a quarter mile. The researcher begins urging me to turn back, telling me that we can undergo a more thorough exploration of these caves at a later date, but we should turn back now.
Then, I noticed that liquid water was dripping onto us. I decided to do something stupid. I started to take off my space helmet.
"NO! Don't do that!"
I do it anyway. It comes off. I take a deep breath of cold, wet air.
The researcher is freaking out, and trying to radio his friends that I have just broken regulation and taken my helmet off. But we're too deep in the cave for his radio to connect. I feel like I can hear some kind of rumbling noise.
I 'sssh' him wanting to hear the noise.
"Do you hear that?"
"What is it?"
I wake up.

Didn't I dream about a mission to mars two days ago? CONGRUENCY!


I was visiting this pizza place. It feels like I am very far away from my home, Like I might be in another state or something. The pizza place is near this freeway overpass. I go in and ask for a small peperoni pizza. The manager comes to the counter and asks if rather than pay, I would be willing to preform a small task because he is understaffed.
He walks me outside and says that what makes this pizza joint special is how fast their deliveries are. They actually specially deliver pizzas using these tiny rockets, about the size of a small garbage can. He wants me to put the pizzas in these rockets and fly them to the correct destinations. He gives me a pizza to practice with, then goes inside.
I put the pizza in the hatch on top of the rocket, and launch it. It takes me a few minutes to figure out how to do so. I have no idea how to control it so the rocket just flies straight up. When it starts to come down, the hatch opens and the pizza comes out and falls onto the manager's head, who had come back out to check on my progress. The rocket falls back onto the launch pad and breaks.

Key= Light Blue: Non-Lucid Dark Blue: Lucid Real Life:BOLD
Me, my friend Adnan as Well one of my Old friends Sinai were going for a walk in Streets, Freeways, a Forest. At that point Sinai turned back saying "We will be truent, I forgot to talk to Kasie today." I nodded at this. We then walked through a Jungle and a Savvanah we met many dangers that we ran from like Wolves, Elephants, Lions, and I remember it was really hot. Eventually we turned around going back to our High School. I suposse Me, Sinai, and Adnan we were 9th Graders. School ended 30 Minutes later then the orignal time and some people were mad some people were happy for me and Adnan. I thought 'Hmm maybe Adnan can walk to my House and I can walk to his?' I then thought 'What the Heck how could that walk be 7 Hours? Am I Dreaming?' I thought. My vision became blurry and I woke up.
Anyways after that I remembered Lucid Dreaming I started to do Reality checks often...I notice my dreams start to become clearier. On my hand I wrote Awake :3 and Reality Check? I got really Interested in lucid dreaming, again. I almost did Lucid Dreaming 8-11-14 but my dad Woke me up....I could start to feel my lower body become Parylized. I almost fell asleep I hope I can accomplish it tonight. I use Light Switches, Hands, Mirror, Reading, Plug nose and shut mouth to see if you can breathe good and, another method which is writing. In the Comments below help me with my Journey of epicness and lucidness.
BTW for future Dream Posts there will be different Color keys.

Dream - Lucid

I was thinking about my old friend, Daniel, and how we don't talk anymore. I "remembered" him being at my wedding, which, in the dream, took place somewhere different than it did IWL, a smaller room lit with a dim, mood lighting, but then taking me off Facebook and not speaking to me anymore. I was thinking about this at work, which also looked much different, more like Wal-Mart than a grocery store.

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No sleep. Like almost none. Long night was long. :/

Tuesday 8/12/4

Last night bed at 11:15pm - 5:45 am

Alarm woke me up right when my brother was explaining to me how he broke my phone...

We are sitting on a bus, still parked outside of our place. Portugese police came to arrest us. Me, my brother, mom and dad, and I think others. It's not a police for criminals, but more like political police, for opposition and stuff.

We are in large upstairs room, when we hear an explosion. Someone grabbs binoculars to look at the perimeter of the city. Some soldiers were there protecting the town from rebels, or vice versa. We are wondering if this is a sign that they are coming for us. A military jeep full of people drives by quickly and we think they will pass us, but they stop and then few more military vehicles stop in front of us and they turn sideways to block the road.

So we know they would be coming and when I hear many footsteps coming upstairs, I take off my black work uniform pants and start looking for my jeans I had on earlier. Many people walk in and they tell us we have to go with them. I ask if I can get dressed and feed the cats and stuff and they say yes. They are keeping an eye on us while they let us finish up. I can't find the jeans I had on recently, but find another pair.

I fill the food bowl with cat food and have my brother give them more water.

They are taking our computers and we are half-jokingly taking with them. Telling them what cables they will need for them, and how I'm not gonna remember the password for my old computer. We are joking with them, but I know it's serious, and the gonna make me remember the password one way or the other.

I'm still looking for more things to take with me, but they finally usher us outside. There are two buses. Outside of the one on the left are dozens of cardboard boxes with our things in them. I joke that next time we move, we should hire them, because they did it so fast.

We get on the bus on the right side. Bus is full of us and agents. We are still not going anywhere. Not sure what we waiting for. A huge moth flies in and starts fluttering on my brothers shirt. It's so big, we all think it's a small bird. I pick it up and marvel about it. I show it to the agents and I'm so upset that I don't have my camera. I ask them I could get it, but they are amuzed that I still don't get how much trouble I'm in and what they gonna do to me.

So I ask them to take my picture with this moth. I tell them a friend of mine found a 5 inch long caterpillar called Hook Worm and these moth are from it. (Ophelia talked about these and linked pic to it, she has them oh=n her tomatoes).

I ask two young agents for a pic, but they don't do it. I tell them I love takeing pictures in other countries on bus rides, but they are thinking "well, you not exactly on a tour bus, are you".

A woman agent gets on and starts checking me with handheld metal detector. My teeth beep slightly and I tell her I have screws there, so they don't try and find out what it is : (. I have a feeling they will maybe anyway, but now they don't worry about it too much.

I tell them I have a friend in Portugal on the forum, but I don't remember his name. And also in Spain, but don't remember name as well.

My brother hands me my red phone and I ask him why is the back part of the case peeling off and he starts explaining whey alarm wakes me up.

the last dream before waking up, the only one i could recall, was one that I remember finding myself at the top of a rocky sliding path with water runing through itthat ended, opening up into the cave, it was cube shaped, a bit open. I rode the natural water slide until i found myself going over the edge and and landing in a yellow tarp that I continued to slide down until I was in the water.

At the bottom was water, to one side a wooden dock with a few shacks against the wall of the cave.

I got out of the water feeling like something was lurking in the water.

I got to the top of the cave somehow and as i was looking down I thought of a game that would be fun, and then like text appears like im playing a game, nothing i can read but its like the admin is speaking saying that we would just do a round since no one else was joining. I jump down in the water and all of a sudden i can see a massive shark coming up, I jump onto the dock again, and the water is rising this time. Just as i jump for a shack the shark smashes through the dock and is right at the edge of the roof of the shack.

and i woke up

August 09, 2014

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So, I had like no dreams on the 8th, but the 9th, when I went home, was full of dreams.


Meatatarian

I was at the Quaker Meeting House I attended as a child and occasionally go back to visit, and I was with my cousins for some reason. We were all supposed to get up early for a trip somewhere. Mom and dad had already left, and so while we waited, I went to the back room to watch the kids. I think I showed them the Magic School Bus?

I had left the TV on and fallen asleep; I woke up at 5:48, and went to see if people were awake. We'd all planned on being awake at 6:00. Dad was back somehow, and awake, but I was still half-asleep and so I didn't really know that it was 5:48. I went back to my room and started picking out which shirt to wear. I picked from my pink Lolla shirt, my green "Meatatarian" shirt, and my Black Keys shirt. I picked the Lolla shirt because I always think it looks great on me.




Gummy Bear Sundae

I was in the back room at the Meeting House (this may have actually been a sort of continuation of the last dream), but it had turned into the elementary school from the summer school. There had been a holiday at the school called Latvia Day, for some reason, and the other interns were busing the students.

I was getting dressed and apparently there were still some kids right outside my window, which was open (actually it had no glass at all) and I was paranoid about people seeing me. When I was dressed, I went out into the main area of the building on the first floor, and saw my old mentor teacher, Mrs. B, and my classmate A, who got that same mentor teacher for her year-long placement. Mrs. B was telling A how she would bake a cake for her every Wednesday, and I asked, "Can I have a cake every Wednesday?"

Mrs. B laughed and said, "Psssh no. But you can have a gummy bear sundae every Thursday!" And she pulled a piece of cardstock out of her pocket. There were gummy bears printed in an arch on the paper, and she started cutting them out from the bottom left corner around the arch to the bottom right corner. "I'm too lazy to make a real sundae though."

Then she joked that my shirt was sooooooo ugly, and pulled at the hem of her own shirt; I realized we had almost the exact same shirt on. The only difference was a small spot in the pattern.




Scavenger Hunt

I was at the University, and I was on a scavenger-hunt. We had to go to the auditoriums and audition for a musical as part of the hunt. I've dreamed of these auditoriums before.




Picnic Tables

I had woken up and was writing down a dream I'd just had; it was about picnic tables lined up in color-order. There were picnic tables of all colors of the rainbow.




You're All Ready For Me!

I was walking down the hallway at Zukin's co-op, because we'd had plans to hang out. I got to her door, banged my forehead on it once to let her know I was opening it, and opened the door. She was standing there in nothing but a bath towel, and I said, "Oh, you're all ready for me!"

We'd been planning to take showers before we hung out. All of her clothes, like EVERYTHING she owned plus some because I don't think she owns as much clothes as were lined up in her room. They were folded neatly and piled along her desks and dresser, from wall to wall. Her room was also slightly different; the left wall was exposed brick instead of drywall, and painted a deep red color, instead of orange, and the door was all the way against the left wall. I remember being a little confused and thinking that something was off, but I couldn't put my finger down on it. I almost got lucid, but I must have reasoned that she had remodeled since the last time I was there.

So yeah, She was in a bath towel and I said "Oh, you're all ready for me~!" and then we started making sexual jokes about showers, and she nonchalantly told me that her mom was getting a divorce from her dad because he'd lied to her too many times.




Attack on Titan

I was a new member of the Military Police and was stationed in Trost. I had gotten to know Eren, Mikasa and Armin, and they let me into their little posse.

Then, there was an attack. There were people dying all over the place and we set out to kill as many of the Titans as we could... but everyone was dying. We were all just barely able to evacuate the civilians, and by the time the four of us somehow got through the gate at Wall Rose, we thought we were the only ones left alive. But it turned out there were people alive on the other side, in military uniforms. We didn't recognize any of them, and there was a weird feeling in the air about them. Something was slightly off.

But we joined them and our leader was Stein (yes, that's a screw in his head). We became close with him, he was something like a personal mentor for us. And then he told us that he and Eren's father had been best friends as children.

I saw a flashback of a peaceful prairie with a single, straight, flat stream flowing down the middle. Two boys were kneeling over the water's edges, picking grass out of it. The water didn't ripple at all, which was a little eerie. The boys didn't see each other at first, because they were about 20 feet from each other, on opposite sides.

But then they both looked up. It was Eren's father and Stein. They smiled at each other over their love of pulling grass out of the stream, and were insta-BFFs.

Then there was a sound to my left, and I looked over. A bus was making its way toward us on the water. They had developed tires made of a special rubber that could stay on top of water no matter what They had cars, bikes, even shoes with bottoms made of that leather, that could all go along on top of the water. I watched the bus go by, and noticed that a few buildings had popped up where only grass had been. There was also a sidewalk of sorts on the other side of the stream (I was on the same side as Eren's dad).

A small town gradually grew out of the prairie, and then Eren's dad went into one of the buildings; it was his home. He came back out with a unicycle. It had a tire that could go on water. He asked me if I would like to lean how to ride it, and at first I was a little reluctant and scared to try, but he was persistent. I conceded, and awkwardly got onto the unicycle. He pushed me and waved happily as I zoomed down the river, which seemed to instantly become the hallway in my Oma's house. I wonder if there was a dream portal (can that happen if it's not a lucid dream?). I stopped myself on the ledge near the kitchen door, and almost knocked over a few of my Oma and Grandpa's wooden African art.




Elderly Band

I was in an auditorium, watch a band play. The band was entirely composed of really old people, like 80-90 years old. They were all rocking the fuck out, like heavy metal head banging and screaming, and it was awesome. I was down at the front row for a bit, and then went back up near the top to find my family. I found them to my right, and turned down the isle, apologizing and excusing myself as I passed people. When I sat down with them, though, mom and almost everyone in my party left to get some food. My mom's two sisters and my dad's dad were left with me. Grandpa was trying to get me to eat a miniature blueberry pie. He was super persistent about it so I took one that looked like a target and bit into it.

Dream 1:
I'm at Germain's house in his backyard. Lachlan and I are talking about something. We're standing near a car which is I'm the backyard and he asks if I'm able to drive. I say yes. I can now see Lachlan's wife and I'm talking to her.

Dream 2:
It's night and I'm at what looks like Marinda milkbar, but is a petrol station.
A man is filling up his car and let's it fill automatically, as he walks away. While his cars unattended, a guy that I'm with decides to steal his petrol and siphon it into our car. I help the man siphon and feel a bit nervous as the man may come back at anytime. As the fuel stops, we quickly pack up the equipment we're siphoning with.

I'm now at my house and standing in the kitchen. Dad walks into kitchen and he's talking about the person who is trying to break into the house. He keeps insisting that he won't get in. I feel a little uneasy with the idea of just letting a person try and break into your house while you're home. We can hear rattling sounds coming from the door. After half a minuet or so it stops and Dad walks back to the kitchen with a couple brochures that was left at the door. I kind of have a sigh of relief come over me as it was probably not someone trying to break into our house. One of the brochures was to do with a religion. Maybe jehovah's witnesses?

An older lady is in the kitchen, she would have at least been in her 60's. I feel attracted to her. She's looking in the pantry for something to eat. I tell her that there's not a hell of a lot and will be shopping on Wednesday. She mentions about giving my mother $7 for her birthday. $1 for every year she had passed. I start to feel strong emotions of sadness as I think back to when my Mum was still alive.

We both walk over to where Dad is, he's on the computer listening to music. I show him trick or fix something that will make listening to music a lot easier for him.

Dream Fragment:
Someone walks into my room and it has a strong fart smell.

Side Notes:
Poor sleep as I was too awake. May have been from Hemi Sync.

1. I was in school and was right next to the cafeteria. Lunch was just now starting, so I walked in and looked for my friends. Eventually after a long scan of the entire cafeteria, I found them. They were sitting in the very middle table of the cafeteria. I walked over to their table casually. I was going to sit down next to all my guys, but it was pretty crowded so I sat on the side of them where it was less crowded.
My friends which were sitting at the table were: Darius, Ryan, Bryce, Jared, Andrew, and about 3 or 4 others that I can't remember. As I sat down, I don't think I had a lunch, so I just chilled. A minute later my crush showed up and sat directly across from me at this two-sided table. She looked beautiful with her long black hair and brown eyes. She was just like she was in real life. I wasn't nervous like some guys are around their crush, and I knew that I wouldn't be able to date her because she had a boyfriend. Her boyfriend didn't show up at the time. We started talking and my friend Ryan came over to where me and my crush were as well. I remember just being chill and talking about whatever.
I remember lunch ending(I think I heard the bell) and everyone started getting up and leaving. I got up from my table rather fast because I didn't want my crush's boyfriend to come over and then it end up being awkward. So I left the table and started walking away.

2. (I believe this dream was still part of the one above, not sure though so Im starting a new dream)
I was inside of some building and it was rather open and spacious. Many things were white inside including the floor tile, the walls and some other things. I was walking and I remember being radioed in by my boss or whoever was in charge of me. He told me that I needed to get in the elevator in front of me because my mission was starting. I looked ahead of me and sure enough saw that same elevator, and it was about to close.
I started sprinting to catch it. "I'm not going to make it", I thought. Luckily, as I got close to the elevator some asian guy inside stopped the doors from closing so I could get in. I got in and was breathing heavily. As I stood in the elevator I realized that the asian guy that helped me was the dude that I was supposed to trail. I assumed that somehow he already knew. Finally the elevator got to the next floor, and I got out. I felt a sense of danger come to me.
Then, out of the blue, I started mixing in with another dream or something. It was kind of like a flashback, a really vivid one. I was in a class and everyone was applying for this secret mission job. The interviewer had told me that I got the job, and when everyone else heard this they thought it was unfair and started getting mad. Students were all around me telling me about how they should have gotten the job.
The flashback/dream overlap ended and I found myself standing next to the corner of a wall. It was rather dark on the level I was on. I looked down and in my hands was a gun, a sub machine gun. I realized how dangerous this was-what I was doing. The floor was almost completely quiet, and I could sense around the corner that those Asian dudes were waiting for me. I slowly continued walking around, unsure if I was ready for whatever happened next.
I don't remember anything else of this dream.

3. My dad had just parked in a parking lot of an Arcade place. It was dark outside. Me, my sister, and my dad all got out of the truck. Just as we got out and took a few steps towards the arcade, we were interrupted by a group of people that appeared to be a class of students and their teacher. Everyone in that group started complimenting my dad's truck and how nice it was and all. This went on for a while and then the teacher of the group started asking questions about it. "You must have alot of money to have bought this truck", the teacher said. "Me and my wife make money together", my dad replied(lol how does that even make sense?).
While this was going on, I felt that my snapback that I was wearing was too tight, so I took it off and inspected it. It was black, gray, and red. The inside of the hat, directly behind the bill, was black and apparently this hat was so cheap that the black started rubbing off and onto my forehead. I adjusted the hat and put it back on so no one would see my forehead and the black that was now on it.
There were alot more questions and whatnot, but soon we just walked in the arcade and left the group of students. When we got in, I noticed two guys I knew from school, Scott and some other guy whose name I forgot. Scott was playing some arcade game that was some kind of sport in the water. He left once I came next to him- I'm assuming he knew I wanted to play? I didn't play however, I was just looking around. I looked to my right near the register(where you pay for cards to play in the arcade) and saw some sort of animal playing with a ball. The ball was electric or something and there was something special about it. The animal kept playing with the ball and sometimes the ball would go back into a small bucket.
Whenever it went into the bucket, whichever employee was closest to it, had to take the ball out of the bucket and put it on the ground so the animal could continue playing with it. I forgot what else happened in the arcade. The next thing I remember was being at home in my downstairs restroom looking at myself in the mirror. I took off my hat and looked at the damage it had done. Half of my forehead was a light black and all of my hair was now black as well. I liked that my hair was black, because I've always wanted to dye it that, but I didn't like my forehead. I decided I was going to just wash my forehead off in the shower later.

4. I was near the exit of my neighborhood, next to the main road. I was talking with my dad. My mouth felt weird so I got a mirror and looked inside. I found that my entire gum line, teeth and everything was turned 90 degrees to the left. It looked like all of the inside of my mouth was turned to the left directly facing my left cheek. It felt SO weird. I told my dad about it and he said that, "It's normal, everyone goes through it, just give it some time." I really felt otherwise, but in the end accepted what my dad told me.

5. I was in my neighborhood next to some cul-de-sack driving in my car, but there was one thing weird about this: I was completely naked inside of my car. I was driving too. My mom was riding with me and had just gotten out of the car to do something. The next thing I remember was driving away.

6. I was inside of some big house. Me and my sister were in my mom's car and she was driving her car around inside of the house. Soon, she decided that she wanted to get out. We all got out of the car to look for a quick exit. I found a window that we could just bust through to get out. My mom liked my idea, and I insisted on driving the car out. After some difficulty in persuading her, she finally let me. Although now, her car was not a car, it was an electric moving seat- the kind that old people use to get around.
I got in, and starting going forward. In order to control this seat, you had to lift up each arm rest to go forward. If you lifted up only one side, the seat would turn that way. I was having a little trouble controlling the seat, so, even though I found out how to control the seat, my mom came to me and told me again. I remember going forward in the seat and feeling the power of it. One of my legs kept dragging on the floor for some reason-specifically my left leg. I started going for the window.

7. I was outside of my house in my backyard and it was dark. My dad had gotten mad at me for taking out the trash and not putting a bag in the trashcan, even though I was in the middle of throwing out the trash. He got really mad and I explained to him what I was doing and that there was no reason for him to be mad. He started playing putt putt golf next to our driveway. My mom pulled in the driveway, got out of her car and started walking towards us. She got in the way of one of my dads golf balls, and I expected him to get mad for messing up his game, but he didn't. My mom came over and talked to my dad.

8. I was on my phone on instagram and was looking at a post by a freshman that I knew. It was a picture of one of his friends crouched down on the floor laying in a position like a roasted pig would lay on a plate at a feast. He was naked and whoever took the picture had put their hand over his entire body to hide his nakedness.

I was working back at the YMCA of the Rockies in Colorado, eating at the dining hall where we were given a full view of the mountain ranges. We had a new comer to the YMCA. A young boy probably around eighteen. The only thing that I can remember about him is that he was white with blond hair. Somehow he had manage to get into the subject of his dad and I have no memory as to how I felt about his story. You see, his dad was kind of an ass. Somehow he had managed to form some sort of partnership with an ice elemental that I will now name Eira. Much like your stereotypical ice elemental, Eira was evil. Or at least she did evil things; things that this kid’s dad got mixed up in. Things that his family got mixed up in. I don’t know the whole story but I got the feeling that his father alienated his family because of it. Anyone could see that this boy (who’s name is now Jack) had absolutely no interest in seeing his father again. But, of course, you know what happens when you speak of the Devil.

Sure enough, a tall middle aged man showed up at our table and had a seat. Now this guy, I do remember. I will call him Herman because it was the first name to come into my mind just now. He wore a grey shirt and had brunet hair with signs of greyness. He was all together pleasant but his aspect clearly made Jack uncomfortable. Now I don’t remember how this happened but at some point the man got to talking about Eira. Jack did not like him talking about her as it only served to reopen old wounds but he kept going on. Then he turned to me. For some reason he had commissioned me to fight her. I thing he wanted me to get rid of her. She was now at Snow Mountain causing trouble and he wanted her gone. Perhaps he wanted to be out from under her thumb, perhaps he really did care about the trouble she was causing here. One thing’s certain, she was the cause of a number of problems and they would not be resolved so long she was still breathing, or at least that was the assumption.

I ended up meeting with her in the front part of the dinning hall and we got to talking. I remember her aspect well. She was made entirely of ice but could still move with the fluidity of a normal human. She wore white and light blue clothing and had white hair. The only thing that I can’t remember about her is her eyes. She actually was not that bad of a person to talk to. The things that she did were wrong (whatever those things were) but that did not stop us from hitting it off. I grew to like her and she grew to like me. This, of course, was a rather frustrating revelation for we knew we could never be together.

After several unmemorable events I found myself in a dark hallway. As I pass by the right chamber in the hall I see Eira there training for what was going to be our final battle. I had agreed to fight Eira to the death in order to put an end to whatever harmful enterprise she was pursuing at Snow Mountain. She and I exchanged a glance but never spoke a word to each other. I then went up to a chamber on the left side of the hall where I would run through several laborious levels of some sort of training gauntlet. I barely remember running through them and once I was finished I returned to the training room where Eira was and we exchanged another look. This was it, I didn’t care what she was, I was ready to say “screw it all” and be with her. But as I approached the training room to tell her this a man pulled me aside. It was Herman accompanied by the architect who designed the gauntlet. Herman told the architect that I was to fight Eira. Impressed by this the architect led me back to his room where he wanted to hear my plans and show me more gauntlets. Eira and I never saw each other again after that.

Hi guys, it seems my dreams are getting more vivid again and they also seem to get longer again with a clear story-line in them. I actually enjoyed the NLDs upon wakening up.

1. Special ops

I'm somewhere in a dusty basement which seems to be the HQ of a large terrorist network. It takes place in the middle east as we all have our faces covered with cloth and we just look like a bunch of terrorists. I had the option to turn subtitles on or off but turned them off for immersion I think. I only understood small bits of the arabic language they spoke, the other two terrorists that were in the basement with me seemed to be discussing who could be the rat in the group. I tried acting as cool as I could and quietly left the basement, I knew I was a special ops agent. When I got on the Streets I gave the go-code for the army hidden around the city. They begin their assault instantly and when a squad suddenly aims at me shouting me to get on the ground I quickly pull off my headgear and shout I'm the undercover agent. Soon after that they escort me away.

2. This is going well!

It's the first day of school and also the first class, math! I'm sitting infront of the class next to a friend and I feel confident in myself. It's a new year, new chances and I tell myself this year will be easy probably making new friends and becoming popular... Then as the minutes go by I start getting more and more confused by the theory the teacher is explaining, to the point where I'm starting to doubt if I will even pass the first test.

3. Vague

To be honest I really don't know wether the following was an FA or if I did it IRL. I got out of bed and heared the alarm of the dryer, although annoying I got out of bed and cleaned the filters.

4. New layout

It's pause on the first day of school and I walk through the hallway towards one of the stairwells leading down to ground-level so I can enter the yard. Suddenly I notice how a new building has been build from block-B towards the gym. It has a path going over it's roof from block-B's second floor offering a nice view over the entire school and forest around it. I think of how good this place is to chill with friends during these moments. I make my way down and walk towards the very edge of the school at the border with the forst where I for some reason have to crawl with a lot of people towards a desk standing there in the open. When I get to the desk I have to give a document for administration which I can get back at the beginning of the line.