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Car

Dreamed that I went to pick up my car from repairs, but the guy who did my safety inspection and charged me a whopping 2300 for it was at that garage. He had completely destroyed my car. It was gutted and all there was was a frame left.

No other dreams...

Yesterday my two kittens died. That night in a dream I was in my front yard and my step dad had moved some rocks. He found the bodies of the other 4 kittens. I looked at the bodies and one of them opens its diseased eyes. this was straight out of a horror film. In fact it was so shocking that I did not believe it. I remembered that the other four kittens had been adopted out, so this must be a dream. I decided to fly and it did not immediately work. My step father tried to tell me I was not dreaming or I would be able to fly. I pointed out that I was currently floating at least three feet of the ground, so I clearly was dreaming. I flew around and eventually thought I should try to do something useful. What was the task of the month? I remembered that I was supposed to forge a ring of power and see what it did.
I decided that I would role play out this whole thing rather than just summon a forge and do a quicky thing imagine a ring and have done. I was still picturing the area around my house so I went into my shop. There is a wood stove in there so I lit it with my mind. I look around and come across some rings. I also find a can to melt the rings in. This seems like a good start. Perhaps these are magic rings and good material for a ring of power. I put 4 or so magic rings in the can and go to place it in the fire. I notice that smoke is coming from some place other than the fire. This led to me trying to put out a few shop fires and then I woke up suddenly. Nice vivid dream, but failed TOTM.

June 28, 2022
1. Car Toss (LD)
I’m coming to the front of the main house in The Meadow and suddenly realize I’m dreaming. I don’t want the dream to fade, so I glide to the front of the house toward the road and see a car approaching. I’m in a playful mood, and realizing it’s a dream character I open the door, grab him, throw him out of the car and continue driving down the road. I feel a tinge of guilt realizing that the character is still an aspect of my unconscious, and I don’t feel like doing it again. I drive down the road a bit further, yet my lucidity drops.

2. Car Toss Part 2 (LD)
I regain lucidity soon after driving down the road a bit, yet the piece fell from memory

July 14th, 2022
1. One Eye Open (LD) My body feels locked up, and I don’t at first realize I began dreaming. I try standing up, and realize I’m dreaming. My left dream eye is closed, yet my right eye is open and I see that I’m in a kitchen area that’s constructed out of wood. I continue walking toward the window, which has blinds in front of it and the scene is quite vivid. I push my way through many layers of blinds andI jump out of the window and begin flying. The vividness of the dream increases and I begin flying toward a field. I’m amazed at how vivid the scene is. There are many people around the area, and I continue to fly around the scene.
2. Dream Spin (LD)
I realize I’m dreaming while at urinal, and begin dream spinning, seeing if it will impact clarity. I continue exploring for several minutes, yet many parts fall from memory.

July 15th, 2022
1. The Yellow Tower (LD)
I’m in bed and realize I’m dreaming. I stand up and begin walking, yet the dream gets hazy for a moment, yet the vividness begins to increase. I reach a window and jump out. The brightness increases and I begin flying. There is a very tall yellow structure that rises into the air ahead. I fly to the top portion of the tower and gaze around the surroundings, deciding where I want to go next.
2. Three People (LD)
I realize I’m dreaming while near three dream characters. I want to start engaging in a conversation with them. The dream begins to fade.

August 24th, 2022
1. The Orange Suset Cove
I’m staring at a large tree, and it suddenly dawns on me that I’m dreaming. I see a large black tree in the distance and begin flying to it, my lucidity rising even more. I feel that I want to keep the dream going for a while. I gaze into the distance at where the sun has just set. The deep orange hue envelopes the sky, casting a glow over a lagoon in the distance. The scene is beautiful. The are many Nordic type ships, which resemble pirate vessels docked within the lagoon, with engravings etched into the hulls. The ships are situated on each side of me as I fly into the lagoon. I then fly toward a building to my left, toward one of the upper terraces. I decide to start searching for a treasure chest which I feel will be on one of the upper tiers. My lucidity begins to drop and I enter a non-lucid.

September 30th, 2022
1. Mirror Gaze (LD)
I’m looking into a mirror and I suddenly realize I’m dreaming. The dream begins to fade

2. Hallway and Blackness
I’m in a hallway and realize I’m dreaming. The dream goes into a black void for a moment, and I really want to hold onto it. I fly into a street area andI go in and out of lucidity near this area, and feel excitement as I enter back into a lucid state.

October 11th
I realize I’m dreaming as I approach a hill in the twilight. I see an very interesting, large gnarled tree in the center of the hill area. The scene has a beautiful, ethereal fantasy feel to it. I get inspired to ask the dream what would make me most happy in life. I continue to appreciate the scene, yet the dream doesn’t respond. My lucidity fades.

October 16th, 2022
Money (LD)
I’m in an area where people are handing out money. I suddenly realize I’m dreaming and that I don’t need the money. I turn around and see tables with cake, and think that I can simply eat whatever I want! There’s a dark brown cake I’m interested in, so I pick it up. It appears to be cinnamon-nut flavored, and it’s pretty good. I turn and have another one after. I begin to fly toward a window.
*False Awakening
Many Rooms (LD)
I’m in a series of rooms and realize I’m dreaming. I begin making my way through all of the rooms which have beds in them. yet the scene continues to darken. I try to find my way down paths which I feel will contain a bit of light. The dream fades and I wake up.

November 5th, 2022
Terrace Overlooking The Harbor (LD)
I realize I’m dreaming and begin floating up along the edge of a massive building which overlooks a harbor. I raise toward the twentieth, thirtieth, then fortieth story. I’m overlooking a harbor with many ships in the bay and the scene is beautiful. I fly toward a nearby terrace and consider going inside the building. I decide to stay out on the terrace and notice some people lounging nearby. I continue to fly up and see another dream character in the distance. The dream fades.

November 7th, 2022

Winter Drive (LD)
I’m driving a car down a road in the winter time. I get the sense that I’m in a dream and I put my hand in front of me, seeing five fingers. I make a right and realize that I’m in a dream. I get out of the car in a parking lot and fly toward the nearest car, trying to figure out who’s inside. I look inside and see two people. The dream fades.
*False Awakening
Euphoria In The Meadow (LD)
I get the sense that I’m partially asleep, so I relax my body, slide my dream body out of bed and stand up, lucid. I ramp up my awareness. I walk toward the banister of the second story of the main house in the Meadow. I continue heading downstairs and I head outside into the road in the night. My awareness raises to a high level and I continue down the road. A euphoria comes over me as I reflect on being within an altered reality. I start walking farther down, approaching a lady on the road who is heading toward me. I don’t speak to her, yet continue appreciating all of the lights and shapes all around me, in pristine vividness. I walk farther and see all of the homes on either side of the road lit up in the night time. I consider going inside one, yet decide not to. I begin flying around, yet notice that the dream feels as though it fades as I fly higher. I decide to land and continue to simply walk. I shout out to the dream, asking the main source of my happiness. The dream responds with a low rumble. I then ask the dream to help me to become more lucid in the future. I’m deciding on a house to enter, and it seems that the houses morph into enlarged versions of cupboards. I continue to the left, looking at each of the houses. I notice that in this area, the houses resemble a shop type of area. There are sections in the back with many workers, most of which are older females. I continue to explore area in the back section. The dream begins to fade and I wake up.
Snowy Mountains (LDs)
I realize I’m dreaming. I’m at the top of a mountain, staring out of a glass window, and see snow drifting toward me. I fly through the window and see the snow continuing to fall. A slope heads downward, and trees meandering down the slope. I imagine I’m riding a snowboard, and continue drifting down the slope. I feel a rush of excitement and continue to snowboard down the mountain, carving through paths in the trees. My awareness is quite high. I continue for a minute or so, and make my way into a mountain area.
*This is the third part of a lucid trio, in which I lose and regain lucidity.. The first two of which faded from memory.

November 13th, 2022
Following The Car (LD)
I become aware I’m dreaming in the front yard of the main house in The Meadow. I take a low altitude flight and head toward the mailbox, yet overshoot and end up on the road. I ramp up my focus and the dream scene becomes very vivid. I see a car coming with two women inside, and the visuals become even sharper. I head down toward the corner of the street, following the car. They head toward the first house around the corner and I decide rather than fly higher and risk having the dream fade, I head inside the house. Once inside, the dream begins to fade.


November 22nd, 2022
I’m standing in twilight and notice that something about my surroundings is strange. I suddenly realize I’m in a dream. I look around for something to do. I see a structure nearby and debate going inside. I head toward it, yet have a false awakening.

December 9th, 2022
I’m standing in the moments before sunrise. It appears to be autumn in a northern location. I suddenly realize I’m dreaming, and state out loud, “I’m in a dream”. I gaze out at the scene in front of me, taking in the beautiful autumn scene with hues of orange and pink, appreciating the lucid feel. There are many trees around and quite a few pumpkins on the ground. I try to hold onto the dream a bit longer, but I wake up

December 11th, 2022
Egyptian Goddess (LD)
I’m aware that I’m in sleep paralysis and begin to relax. I slowly sink down into the bed and simply slide out. I fight to stand up for a moment, then suddenly stand. I see a dark figure, and think oh it’s just one of those things, the figure not even phasing me. I climb toward it and stand on top of the bed. There is quite a bit of resistance, as if I’m moving through goo. I eventually make my way to the door and wonder what will be beyond – I wonder if it will it be a replica of the apartment. Once in the main area, I see that it’s essentially the same as the apartment I’m in. I look out the window and notice that all the windows in the building across are lit up in beautiful warm colors in the nighttime scene. I notice that the top window colors are exceptionally colorful. I notice an Egyptian style design on the fourth floor and want to I fly toward it. I’m not making progress quick enough, so I think of other flying techniques. I imagine jetpacks on my back, and quickly blast forward, my progress being made in intervals of massive speed. I make my way into the main room of the fourth floor. I make my way to the back and turn to see a large Egyptian Goddess of some sort wearing gold adornments consisting of a mask and massive wings. She is sitting on a golden throne, and there appears to be an assistant to her left. I begin to approach and the Goddess begins to take her mask off and the dream begins to fade. I then have a false awakening.

December 26th, 2022
Choco Bar (LD)
I realize I’m dreaming and stick my hand in front of me saying “I’m lucid dreaming”. I walk up and take a close look at the dream character in front of me. The dream persists a bit longer. I have a large chocolate bar, yet the taste isn’t very strong. I try to intensify it, but it doesn’t change much. I walk around the scene a bit longer and the dream fades.
*Bits of the middle section faded from memory.


January 10th, 2022
Lucid Hand (LD)
I realize I’m dreaming and decide to look at my hand, stabilizing the dream. I dream soon fades

Exploring The House In The Meadow (LD)
I’m lucid in the main house in the meadow and decide to simply explore rather than pursue goals. I make my way down the stairs slowly. I strive to remain present and enter the first floor area, into the kitchen. I then make my way into the living room where the Christmas was during the season. I feel that the dream is fading so I begin spinning and rubbing my hands. The dream begins to fade and I wake up.

April 25th , 2022
Orange Sunrise In The Meadow (LD)
I’m walking with dad down the driveway in The Meadow and my awareness begins to rise. I’m lucid and I’m mention to my dad that I’m dreaming while looking at my hand as I raise it out in front of me. There’s beautiful orange glow at sunrise as I walk down the driveway alongside my dad. The dream fades.

November 15th, 2021
Floating In Autumn (LD)
I relax my body, staying aware as a dream scene slowly starts to form. I find myself within my home, and float out through the front doors. I take in an autumn scene of the front yard and float up about twenty feet and continue floating down the street with my arms stretched out. Visually, the scene is amazing, with bright autumn colors displaying in full vividness through the leaves. I look left and right at all the intricately designed brick houses as I float down the street, remembering back to the street layout in past lucid dreams, and considering if I should enter one of the approaching houses. Each design is very different with some more mystical yet others more macabre. I decide not to enter yet, and drift further down the road. The road becomes a bit more dim and I notice a Buddhist theme front yard on my left, and more of an abandoned look to the houses on the right. I decide to enter one of the upcoming houses, and drift yet a bit farther, yet the dream quickly fades and I wake up.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP


A friend brings me a newspaper article where my name is mentioned in the title. I try to understand what it is about and who wrote it. Can't recognize the name, but I think it is of a friend of a friend to whom I told a story. I feel pissed that this person used my name and described me without my permission. But the story is good and actually supposed to praise me for my decision about something.

Somehow I come to a room where my teacher is laying on a bed unconscious, or maybe asleep. I kneel by his side and put a hand on his chest. He wakes up slowly and sees me by his side. I caress him a bit and he slowly caresses me back. He smiles and he is happy to see me. He gets up really hungry. Some monk and some other girl from the Sangha are also around and they guide him to the kitchen table. As we wait for food, he grabs the newspaper and sees my name in it. He tries to read the article but its in Portuguese. I tell him the story. It's about a lady in the Sangha who is married to a guy she doesn't love and she discovers he has a secret room. One day he is out and she grabs the key and enters the room and then the story goes on but I don't recall.

Meet Gabriel who is some kind of angel. Something important happened and he appeared. Then some person I am with sees the ghost of some lady on a window who tries to talk to her. Something about Deuteronomy. I tell Gabriel I also saw her and then things get stranger. The lady gets possessed, but only I can see and hear the demonic sounds and horrible faces coming from that person. I show it to my mom who gets terrified, so she can see it to. The I show it to my grandma who holds my hand as asks something banal as if she didn't notice anything.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

I am with a bunch of high school kids. After some earthquakes, we get "attacked" by clouds of glitter which gets inside us and we start seeing the whole universe and feeling disoriented, like tripping. After a while it gets more clear and we realize we are on board of a train and everything feels a bit different. Outside it is desert and the clouds are white and red. We talk about what to do. I vote for keeping going and seeing more of this place, Zilla and others want to get out and walk. When the train stops at a stop, they get off. The conductor and other local people try to dissuade us of doing so, but this group is very stubborn. Most kids though opt to stay on the train. I join Zilla and her group, despite not wanting initially. I ask the locals for the nearest village and they point towards a direction and say there is only one around. We get there and we go to the only club/bar where we can drink and eat something. It now feels like we are in some Latin American country in the 40-50s. But the bartender says we are actually still in Portugal. We sit down at a lounge room while waiting for some food and we discover a cabinet full of geography and history books. I ask the girl serving us if there is any book about Europe and she opens a book on our table. She has to go back to work and we gather around to read it. My idea is that somehow we were transported to a parallel universe and I am sure history and geography will be different from what we know. I plan on stealing the book if it proves that, so we can bring proof of it back to our universe.

I am at some space station, as part of a skilled workforce who is sent to any planet where we are needed. At the moment we are here awaiting our next assignment. It is normal to hook up with someone for the months we are stuck somewhere, casual relationships that may or may not become serious. My best friend, who's Indian, hooked up with some guy who looks like Idris Elba and she can't believe her luck, because she is just a very average girl. So am I and I am dating a guy who looks just like Chris Pratt and is just as goofy. We are all at the laundry room, washing our clothes and there is a rumor we are about to be assigned to new missions. My boyfriend gets butt naked and asks me to check some pimples on his butt and he sticks his ass up. My friend's boyfriend yells disgusted that he didn't have to see it, while covering his eyes. I ask him to please put his pants back on, but he insists I check his pimples. There are a few indeed, a bit red and swollen and I tell him to just not scratch them and please put his pants on. Then someone comes in and right there starts saying where we'll be sent. My Indian friend is asked to go back to India for some time, there is some mission there for her but she doesn't want to go. People say "But isn't your family there? Don't you feel lucky to be sent home?" But apparently not and I suspect it is because she knows her boyfriend is probably going somewhere else. I and my boyfriend are going to go on the same mission to another station, in the most distant boundaries of our known universe. During the travel there, he keeps making funny scenes like pretending he is going to open the door of the shuttle to get some air. It is actually making me nervous because there is a button we just have to press for the door to open and a secondary safety door is not closed, because people just feel so comfortable they stopped using those. But I insist on feeling safer, so we close that safety door. At our destination, my boyfriend is supposed to test some new secret ship (he is a pilot) and I get to see him doing maneuvers outside. The ship is amazing, looks like a toy plane with a large round nose and tiny chunky wings, but the surface is all metallic, no windows, also with sharp edges giving it a geometric look much like a dodecahedron and it is bright shiny red.
There is some unfortunate episode where some dude is ejected into space after a mutiny on some other ship, on purpose or due to some malfunction, can't tell, and my boyfriend happens to be on the spot and manages to grab him with mechanical arms and in just seconds shoot straight to a station hangar with the dude. He saves him, but soon after there is a strange infection spreading in the station and the director comes out to announce we have been compromised and it is my boyfriend's fault. The guy he saved brought with him an infection. The director explains we are in an area infested by these little aliens - they aren't viruses or bacteria, literally they are like tiny microscopic people who enter someone's body and exploit its resources like a planet. I get to see images of them coming out of a tiny ship inside some body and spread out through the organism to harvest whatever they need. I just don't understand how they multiply to be able to infect others. As he speaks, the director starts showing symptoms and everybody runs away. I, my boyfriend and another friend with her kids, we get on some escape pod, hoping none is infected and we head back to Earth, where we land in Lisbon. Life is normal back on Earth, we go eat some sweets at a café and talk about what to do next. The kids never been to Lisbon and are excited to see new things, but my boyfriend is insisting that we should stay home and rest.

I was lost and alone in a forest . It was quite dark and in the night . I saw someone calling out to me . it was a girl , standing on a hill . I don't remember her face but I remember that she had a ponytail . She was older by me but not by much . We approached her house and it was like a small wooden cottage . She introduced me to her Grandfather . He said something about not being able to connect with his wife . The girl elaborated and said that her phone is dead . I took her phone and fixed it , apparantely it had "problems with a grasshopper" as I described it in my dream . She was overjoyed and thanked me multiple times . I felt a strong sense of friendship towards her . The last time I felt something like this was an year ago when I felt a sense of Sibling love for a Dream character .

We talked a lot about other stuff that I can't remember but it involved schools and teachers . I kept guard on her 2 yo brother when he was sleeping alone in a room then her grandpa told me to check out the other house on the hill . The other house was in ruins . I went inside and it was dark , I saw a corpse of a man who was dead . I checked his phone and there were details about his death . he got murdered a few years ago . It was really suspicious to me that his corpse was still there like he was sleeping . The noticed the feeling , brought my hand to my nose to pinch it and took a breath . it came right through , I knew i was dreaming . i wanted to interact with the girl when I was Lucid and probably ask her name . I was in hurry and basically touched everything as I made my way back to outside . the dream was getting blurry . in frustation I started digging into the ground and eating mud , soil and grass . It tasted meh , The grass was sweet , the soil had no taste at all . The dream stabilized , Just as I stood up it fizzled out of control and ended .

I woke up in bed and tried to DEILD back but nothing happened . i felt progressively increasing vibrations . I checked my phone and it had a weird phont and had 2% battery . I felt the feeling again , did an RC and got Lucid , I tried to wake up and felt but it felt as if I was glued to the bed . I mustered all my strength and woke up and my physical body moved too , leading me to finally wake .

Church.

Had a dream I was sleeping in some old church or something. A girl was with me. i flew up to the ceiling though I wasn't lucid. I had a little room with a bed set up. We ate something. She was a white girl with red hair??? anyway we flew somewhere else and wound up in a stairwell that was also an elevator. We couldn't climb because of a construction crew? So we somehow jumped up past them and into a hallway. Wound up in some room and She was playing a piano... but was sitting on top of it and playing the keys reversed. She made this amazing sounding music and I felt live falling in love. Then we got up and left somewhere.

No kids

Another dream where a young girl asks me about sex or something. And i get kinda pissed off and say that children should not do that. It's really damaging to them, physically and plus lifelong emotional disorders. And i said that the adult in that case would get thrown in jail and murdered by inmates with children, so it's no good for anyone involved. Really odd dream to have.

End of the world.

I'm driving with my brother. At first we see a huge volcano in the distance going off. And I get really scared. As we drive into calgary I see a bunch of nuclear missiles from North Korea in the sky. My brother just laughs and says nothing is going to happen. I forget what happened after.

No jamie dreams.

In the earliest parts I can remember, I’m traveling on a ship with a friend when the water underneath starts to swirl. Soon, a whirlpool has formed, and we’re spinning around as the wall of water grows higher around us. It now seems to be just us in the water – the whole dream was a bit iffy on continuity – and I see a smaller spiral under the surface near me. I move away, but it follows. It strikes me that this thing is only after me, not my friend, so I pass them something which is supposed to be a useful tool of some kind and encourage them to leave.

I am alone now. The ship (or something, anyway) seems to be back, and there’s nothing to do but wait, I figure. I pull out a book—The Hobbit—so I can read until it feels like manifesting.

At some point, a dark, oppressive energic atmosphere begins to form—not something visible, but a feeling hanging over everything—and it does show itself – in the form of Bilbo Baggins. Simultaneously with this, I now seem to be Frodo. “Bilbo” starts going on an exaggerated diatribe about what an awful book “The Hobbit” is. This goes on for quite a while, interspersed with my occasional sarcastic responses. The continuity continues to be rather sketchy, with “Bilbo” occasionally disappearing and subsequently reappearing elsewhere, and once, apparently accidentally, walking into view undisguised before the previous one has finished talking, appearing as a figure cloaked in black, face hidden beneath a hood.

But then, a little later, it’s back to “Bilbo” again. He now has his own copy of “The Hobbit,” enclosed in a bubble wrap packing envelope which he’s holding by one corner as if it’s something disgusting. There’s a whole tub filled with bubble wrap beside him. I haven’t been taking anything that’s happened the least bit seriously so far—I’ve been treating it as if it’s some kind of unavoidable everyday nuisance rather than an actual threat—but somehow, in this whole improbable series of events, it is the bubble wrap that gets me thinking critically about what’s going on. “Bubble wrap. Why?” I say aloud. There is no bubble wrap in Middle Earth. I think it over just to be sure. No, it’s quite impossible. Couldn’t happen.

I then proceed to do the only logical thing one can do under the circumstances: transform myself into a cat and leap into the bubble wrap-filled crate. But it’s just then that the dream ends, and I awaken.

4.11.21

I’m in a library, doing research for a school assignment. While I’m still not sure what materials I’ll need for it, I figure it would be a good idea to get some likely books since I happen to be here anyway. The assignment seems to involve music, specifically the composer Borodin, so I return to a shelf on the floor directly above the ground one where I had been earlier in the dream. About all I can remember of that earlier part was listening to a song with a couple other people, including my aunt. It had a heartbreakingly beautiful ending, but when I asked my aunt for a translation from the Russian, the text turned out to be a rather banal folk song about two mice.

Anyway, once I get there, I pull a book from the shelf and flip it open to an analysis – probably a violin part, in either D or E. A very simplified reduction shows the staff with the I note, the IV and V above it a little later on, and then the ii on the octave below. The text explains how the melody avoids these structurally important notes (IV and V) and instead goes in a series of dark, ambiguous spirals that land on the ii each time.

27.10.21

11/04/21 This thread has me playing with DEILD of two sorts This sequence lasted for what seemed like two plus hours but likely was around one hour. Highlights include: Serious sexual scene with my wife and another lady that eventually reached climax. I checked later, not IRL, just in dream. It was very stable which is uncommon for a sex scene. A flight down the middle of my local river where I would dip in and out of the water. Walking naked outside in the snow and having it be very detailed and realist with frost and seeing my breath. A scene where I was supposed to fight an alligator at something like SeaWorld. I said I would hug their gator but not fight it. They had a big eel for me to fight but I made it a little eel. It went and hid and I pulled it out by its tail and showed everyone and then let it go. There was a scene at the university where the buildings were amazing and wonderful and the DCs acted like I was a king. One woman who was kneeling gladly preformed a quick sexual act at my merest thought and then something interesting happened. I felt the presence of a Dream Guide/ entity and she called out. "I am going to report you for this." I saw her for a moment but lost track of her. Telepathically she implied I was wasting my practice time on folly and my old perverse ways were as strong as every, and she would tell on me. I raised up into the air like Magneto and called out something like this, " I have been very sure that this was inside my own head and not in a realm. The ape body I inhabit causes this stuff to be very important to me. This is the kind of thing a male ape fantasizes about. I need time alone in my own head for such things and do not feel bad about it!" I then ignored if she was still there or not and continued my adventure.

11/02/21 In a dream I was getting drunk with people from work at a private residence. My work space was there but different. I kept messing up my work. I realized it must be a dream. Suddenly I am waking up in a strange bathroom as if I passed out. I decide to go out the window a and fly about. As I go out the window it seems so real with gravity (my weight pressing into the seal and having to control not toppling forward that I doubt myself. If I am just drunk the fall will hurt. I decide to go back in. I examine things and am definitely dreaming. I go for a peaceful fly through dark streets until I come to a scene with people partying on a balcony. They offer me weed, which I do not smoke, but as it is only a dream I join them and have some. It does nothing.

I continue to have a repetitive dream. I go to Cuba with my car and that is really weird because you cannot take a car to Cuba. Most of the time a take the car inside my suitcase and that is really non sense. All of the sudden I forget where my car is parked and that's it. There is a variation, someone sell me a car and then I realize that the care is really old and shabby.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

At some gathering with friends and strangers, Zilla is there, as well as some guys from my school time and the french girl Sophie I met in a band. We are wrapping up the party and there is food and drinks for anyone to take home. Sophie asks me if I want a packet of milk. I say no thanks, don't eat dairy. Then I check a fridge which is full of vegan yogurts and decide to grab some. Unfortunately I make a mess when splitting the yogurt cups, because the lids detach very easily. I then grab some half empty juice packages and start filling a bag with the stuff I am collecting. Then wonder if I could come during the weekend instead, with my car so I can get some more stuff, instead of trying to take this by hand today. But they say the place will be closed during the weekend.
As I leave, I notice this place is in a mountain area and surrounded by an improvised camping site where a lot more people are staying for some more festivities. I go down a road and have a strange encounter with what seems like giant white cow with heart shaped light brown spots. She seems to try to interact with me but then I notice more people behind me also observing the being and she keeps her distance and even seems a bit disturbed by all the curious eyes. She then becomes a woman but still gigantic and very bizarre looking, out worldly. I don't understand what's going on, but someone says she is this mythical creature from this woods and she is spotted frequently and doesn't like crowds.
As I see her disappearing down the road and people start dispersing, it is also getting dark and I spot a UFO in the sky. It seems to be coming lower and lower and nearly touches the trees around me. It is dark and has blue and green lights underneath. I go after it, in the hope to see it up close. It lands downhill in an open area by the side of another road. It is about the the size of a big car and I see two or three passengers coming out of it. I try to lay low behind some trees, but one of them turns in my direction and very specifically calls my name telepathically. I get chills down my spine. I don't know what to do, but it occurs to me to run for a second, But I immediately feel numb and paralyzed and feel myself levitating against my will towards them. I am conscious yet totally unable to fight it. When close to the ship, they release me from the tractor beam or mind spell and invite me to seat inside with them. I decide since they are being polite, to go along and try to enjoy the ride. I try to notice all the details. The feeling I have now is that of a lucid dream, I am trying to stay hyper aware and memorize all the details, but never thought this was a dream. They are three, they all look like human females with short hair and in some sort of tight tracker suits. I notice strange that although their hair colors are natural, between blond and light brown, they have incredible colored patterns t the neck level which seem to prolong onto the skin on their necks, like dye or make up. The ship is really just like a car in which there are two seats in the front and one is for the pilot and two seats in the back for passengers, separated by some kind of net or mesh. The ship is triangular in shape and although outside the chassis was dark, it looks transparent when seen from the inside. I can understand them talking among each other telepathically and to me it sounds like french for some reason. I understand the co-pilot is actually a male and he is uncomfortable with the whole disguise and specially with it being a human female. He complains about it and the others say he shall get used to it. I wonder if they are shapeshifters and I do see that area of their necks, experiencing some fluctuations, like a projection with some glitches. I fear that they might look really scary but I also try to stay positive and think it doesn't matter what they really look like as long as they treat me with care. They capture my entire train of thought and don't confirm with words but I can feel their feelings confirming this is not their true form, that they use it to look less intimidating to me, even the choice of being all female looking. I ask if they are cool or if I should worry about something. Their answer doesn't leave me very relaxed. They say they don't mean to harm me, but can't promise I won't be hurt. I ask why and they say the surgery is a bit painful. I freak out "What surgery? Why do you guys always have to do surgery? What is the purpose?" And they say it is not harmful, it is actually to make me able to survive in their ship and environment. Something about pressure and gases, they show me my abdomen swelling like a balloon and they say they need to perforate to release pressure and apparently other interventions without basically anesthetics. That I don't get why and I start feeling afraid of the pain. But they say it's necessary and that it will be compensated by the training in the theoretical part, that I will love that. And I feel curious again; "what theoretical part?'. Once again they don't use words but I get a feeling from them they will be sharing a lot of info with me for almost a week. We arrive at some kind of hangar, maybe a bigger ship that is stationed, I can't tell in the dark. There is what appears like an elevator and they put me on a stretcher and imply I will now be taken to surgery room as we ascend to space. I am like "You're really taking me to space?" Then I remember my mom and rest of the family who will go crazy not knowing anything from me for a week. I ask them to please contact my family and tell them that I am ok, but I know that they won't. Then I lose consciousness. And wake up.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

In a small village in Africa. Find out the villagers slaughtered all their cattle, plus a bunch of rhinos for meat and I am in shock, because it is unlike them. I am told they were forced by some local terrorist group, commanded by a couple white men, who are taking control of the region. A little baby white rhino bruised and covered in blood comes to me seeking for help. My heart is so broken. I hug him and take him to some friends at another nearby village, who promise to take care of the baby and raise him. They also take me to the city, an old town inside rammed walls and designed with tight streets and labyrinthine tunnels. I am staying with some missionary white ladies in a sort of convent or nunnery in the innermost part of the city. News arrive that the terrorist group is taking over the city and we are warned that because we are white women, we should run and hide as best as we can, because they won't be gentle with us if they find us. The nuns escape through some underground tunnels but I grab some knifes and a small sword and I go look for the invaders. Quietly and unannounced, I cut the throats of the men I find, one by one. But they finally realize my presence and then start looking for me in pairs or groups of three or four at a time. I still kill them all. There is one guy I find unarmed and who doesn't offer me a fight and I let him go. I explain I hate killing and just do it if I have to. He goes to his leaders and I know he is gonna warn them about me. I try to sneak into their command center, but it is heavily guarded. The access is through a square, with a huge watermill in the center of a pond. The watermill is a 4 storeys high structure. I am actually coming from above, through a platform connecting a higher location of the town to the watermill which pumps water up. I use the watermill to descend to the square ground level without being spotted. On the pond I encounter a fellow resistance fighter who seems to have had the same idea. But I am spotted. The fact that I am wearing a bright red shirt doesn't help. They didn't spot my friend though, so I surrender before they see him to. The leaders come out of their HQ and say they are surprised I gave up so easily, considering the rumors of the lady who's been killing all their men single-handedly. But I point to the 6 men in front of me, 2 with machine guns and 4 with some kind of riffles with very large barrels and I say I brought knifes to a gun fight and know when resisting is just pointless suicide. So they capture me and as I expected, the two leaders are a couple guys my age who are immediately smitten by me. I get rid of my wet red shirt and I am in shorts and bra, rocking my hot body to taunt them even more. They won't allow any other men to touch me and they escort me personally to a safe place where they provide me dry clothing and also offer me jewels. I find it stupid, but I'll play the game if they want to doll me up. They keep me close to them as they go about their plans and that's Just what I wanted.

I had one Jamie dream... It was all audio Just me almost waking up and hearing her talking.

Other various dreams I can barely recall. One was a driving related dream, one where my brakes weren't working. Another dream I came home and there were a bunch of stray cats in my house,I do have a couple of cats living here, but these weren't them...

Mall?

I was at a mall with someone, maybe my brother. I kept looking for a certain place, I went down the right escalator and through the food court but it was a different store. Found an arcade but the ones where you try to win prizes. There were four or five kids in there but they weren't letting me play any games. Every time i went to an empty game they kept taking over that game before I could do anything about it. We kept arguing about it.

Strange

Was in a creepy weird house. From the living room I found an extra hidden room by a very skinny hallway. I peeked in the room and Saw David Bowie on a bed dying of cancer... I know he's already been dead a few years now but wtf... I felt like I was not supposed to be there so I just left.