I am with Dad and Makayla, trying to find a hotel room. I think the number includes 2,6, and 4? It seems we are walking through a hotel building, but it also looks like a large house, with the entrance to each room looking like a doorway. At times it seems we’re in a different hotel, or maybe it’s just that the theme has changed. Watching the room numbers as we go, we come up to where ours should be but is not. We comment how this makes no sense. Now we’re in a portion that looks more like a typical hotel, and I think Makayla spots our room. The door is open and reveals a room I didn’t really expect. It is very small for a hotel room, and three beds of varying sizes are taking up just about all of the floor space. There is a ledge on the wall with a row of thin-curtained windows. They seem to be lightly illuminated from behind the curtains. The beds are topped with very thick and bohemian-patterned comforters that help give the space a comfy feel (it also reminds me of the Enchanted Forest in Placerville). I see a door that must be to the bathroom and wonder if it is nice. I’m also initially worried about getting good sleep with the beds being so close together. We all settle onto a bed, and I say something like ‘I would love to do mushrooms here.’ Dad looks disappointed/irritated, but Makayla seems to agree.
I am at what seems like a Christmas Eve get together with Dad’s side of the family at Matt and Sara’s house. We are just getting here and walking onto what looks similar but slightly different to their balcony. There are more people than I thought would be here, and there is an air of not knowing exactly how to act during this familiar ritual become completely new due to the pandemic. There are no masks, but people seem to be keeping their distance. Sara comes out from inside and we smile and wave at each other. It does hurt a bit not hugging someone you are used to hugging at these occasions. Then, I hug an old lady whom I don’t even know. The odd feeling of this is barely assuaged by her seeming not to care at all.
I’m going to be flying to London? At the last minute they switch my flight from one that stops somewhere to one that goes straight to London. I’m not sure I’m thrilled about this. I’m now on the plane which is about to take off. I’m in the bathroom which is a line of a few stalls. I think I’m in one of the end ones, and I can tell there are people in the others (with a momentary birds eye point of view?). Just as soon as it feels we’ve taken off, the plane stalls and bumps around turbulently. The turbulence worsens until we are completely upside down. Somehow none of us in these stalls fall from our position and even more incredibly the water in the toilet doesn’t even move. For a moment I’m seeing the faces of everyone in their seats; they seem to be fairly unaffected and even laughing it off.
Washroom Waled into a wal mart with a mcdonald's and tried to use the restroom. I was led to a long corridoor where all the storage is. I went into an area that was supposed to be a washroom. A girl I know from work A was there She wasn't doing anything and I kept asking her to leave. She wouldn't leave and had some strange excuse. I kept erguing with her to get her to leave but i woke up. Jamie Another flash of a dream fragment where we were.. You know. She was on top. Flower The dream was too long and complicated to remember. I just remember being outside with a girl at night time. I seemed to know her. Part of the game we were in involved a giant flower which sprung way up. Kind of like the size of plants you see in "honey I shrunk the kids." I began climbing the stalk of the flower. I was really hard to climb and i felt tired all the time. I eventually reached very close to the top and decided it was enough and then slid down it like it was a fireman's pole.
11th January 2021 Dream: At a school. For whatever reason, it has headstones on its gardens like a church yard would. I'm in a classroom initially, banal stuff happens. Not sure what the class/lecture is. Feels like school from when I was between age 10-15. Eventually, a second teacher comes in. A black woman, she smiles a lot and seems friendly. She sits next to me on my left at my desk. I notice she has extremely short hair, not unlike my own haircut in waking life right now but her hair is curly. Her skin tone itself is very dark but not the darkest I've ever seen. She smiles and we talk about some forms I was supposed to have filled. It was some kind of evaluation or assessment, I remember doing bits of it beforehand. There's this page with a table layout and she asks if we should go from there. She's sort of... half on a phone line with someone at the same time? That other person can hear our conversation but I don't remember hearing them. At some point, I notice we're outside, still sitting at the same desk. As we're going through the page, because of the way she explains some things, it becomes obvious to me that what little I'd done was not fully correct and my assumptions about the column headers were erroneous. I have some vague recall that it was an assessment about my physical symptoms. It's kind of a perfect day; sunny outside with a very light amount of distant clouds. I feel or notice the tufty grass under where we're sitting. She gets another call, or someone comes? and tells her that she's going to be suspended from work. Apparently, she forgot (and I didn't know) that we were violating the rights of the dead, by blocking the space between them and the sky. She's not phased by this and smiles politely but genuinely. This other party berates me and tells me I'll be failing this class. I feel sad and start sobbing. The black lady leads and accompanies me into one of the school halls. Dark and unlit, except for a reflecting glow from outside. I ask her, in my native language and in anger and crying, "why is there such a stupid rule?". I feel frustrated and say whatever else comes to mind, and I say "it's a pointless rule!" as I walk toward a window. From a first-floor (we were on a ground floor a moment ago but I didn't notice this) window I see the tightly packed headstones and ask "why the hell does a school even have graves on its grounds?!" and I think I walk back to her and we walk together a little bit. She's about to say something and I try to stop sobbing and I say "I'm sorry, I know it's not your fault" and I feel that the suspension she's getting is completely unfair. She smiles again and tells me something, also talking about her suspension though before she can manage to comfort me I feel myself running away, still angry and confused at everything that had just happened. I'm not on the school grounds anymore and I'm running angrily and aimlessly through a city street wide enough for six cars. Three buses following behind each other are coming my way, slowly, but I make no effort to avoid them at first. I think about how I could die crushed by one and nobody would care, but before I get too close, I preserve myself and avoid getting trapped or run over but in a blind anger I swing my arms at them, trying to hit the back plating. I continue running down the street in my emotional state with some awareness of people around looking at me a little. The street slopes downwards and is in the shade of a large and tall building to the left. As the street continues down it has an edge and beyond that in the distance I see the rest of this massive city lit by sunlight, on a sort of cylindrical slope or half-tube. It's an amazing cityscape but I don't even make an effort to appreciate this during the dream. (later, or after waking up and falling asleep again while thinking about how I would like to be lucid and would like to anger an Olympian god) I'm in a dark house. There's a door leading to a basement with vehicles and I want to take a bomber jet. Mom is in this first room and tells me that dad took something out for a ride but as I approach the door he comes through it and lets me know that I can't use what I was wanting to, just right now. I seemingly don't care too much and go through anyway and get on a "mini" battleship, no bigger than a small van. I take it out and immediately I'm in some kind of combat adventure. There are bad guy lackeys trying to shoot at me but they do so in vain and even though "miniature" this battleship moves a ton of water; I'm going down some kind of tropical river. Going down some rapids I think about taking out some more distant targets and then I open a realistic-view interactive map of a nearby area and decide I want to teleport there, trying to pick a precise spot and imagining the best spot to make the battleship drop on to displace a lot of water when it reappears and falls in. But when I actually do teleport, I'm not in the battleship anymore. I'm now some kind of gorilla; some remnant of the anger from the earlier dream returns, in some way. I go down an area full of people and cars and I attack them but only in passing; I seem to be focusing on simple continuing along and just damaging whatever's within reach along the way. At one point near the end, a panicked man in his car pointlessly tries to run me over. I'm about the same size as the car but easily avoid it and then proceed to chase after him for a while before I lose interest and continue my aimless rampage. This bit takes place near a fast food car park. Notes: - This dream was completely non-lucid and at no points did my awareness really raise any higher; there were no pre-lucid thoughts or feelings. It was very vivid overall and all emotions were quite intense, but none of the intensity carried over on waking. - I took an extra supplement before bed last night. - That woman was such a nice person and after writing my initial notes for the dream it really reminded me of how lucky I was through school at times, having had figures like her present not just once but many times.
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP I join a gathering of Blacksmith's party at election night. Everybody is sitting at long tables and Blacksmith is sitting in front of me, across the table. He is very busy writing down stuff and exchanging remarks with others, so I don't bother him. But then he intertwines his legs with mine and squeezes them gently, without ever saying a word. I enjoy the snuggling. People announce the results of the elections and he is ahead of other candidates, but he still looks sad. I squeeze his legs back and congratulate him. He gets up so I I also grab a notebook and start scribbling in it. But then he comes back from behind me, leans over me and with a gentle embrace he whispers to my ear that he would like to be alone with me. I am at what seems Hogwarts, but not quite. I am helping a friend and the groundskeeper to find the Nagini. They found some kind of ancient plumbing system that leads to outside the castle and we are on the outside looking for one opening they think she uses. And indeed we see the snake coming out, but she quickly goes back inside when she sees us. She leaves a couple objects she stole, right in the opening. We want to pick it up but we are afraid she is ambushing us. I finally get my hand very quickly in the hole to retrieve the things and nothing happens. As we go back, I notice that the school / castle is not isolated in a forest, but instead it's in the middle of a city or campus with several faculties. I see one of our teachers suspiciously coming out of a building which I believe is an auditorium and also part of the arts faculty. I go check the back door from where she came, but I have to pass through some arcade tunnel covered in spiderwebs which is weird because it looks like nobody used it for a long time. I reach the door and it leads to a ramp directly to the backstage of the auditorium which is full of asian kids rehearsing some dance and acrobatics with giant bell balls. When they leave, I hide not to be seen. Then I keep going through dark corridors and find some kind of secret entrance to an underground. Then I hear someone's coming after me and I open the first door I see and hide inside. It is some kind of smokehouse with bloody sausages hanged everywhere or so it seems. The smell is horrible. And the person also enters this room so I duck behind a counter and sneak out when she is not watching. There are more rooms like this, which is beyond weird. Back outside and meet my friends again. They take me to a cliff by the sea shore and I see dozens of boys and girls on the water, doing some sort of synchronized swimming and making symbols or letters that can be seen from above. It's some show to celebrate something. Then they all just enjoy the water. My friends show me some iron stairs down the cliff that we can use to get closer to the water, but then we have to jump from like 100 mt high. One of them seems to hit a rock when hitting the water and then a giant white shark comes out of the water and seems to eat him. The iron stairs then detach partially from the wall and I can't go up but certainly don't wanna go down. My other friend is also on the water a bit more to the right and I scream to warn him but he also disappears in the water and a second shark comes up. I am really scared and try to find a way to escape. I see some kind of ledge to my left that has some structure I can hold on to if I make the right jump. And then there is another iron stair going up to its left. I manage to do the jumps and get to the other stair which I climb. But instead of going to the top of the cliff it leads to a cave tunnel in the rocks. I see doors, so I assume it's man made. I reach some kind of chamber where I see a bunch of alien like creatures of different species talking about preparing to depart. They see my surprise look and smile and ignore me. I keep going and find an exit leading back to the campus. I marvel at the different castle-like buildings around a square, intricate towers and windows and sculptures in the façades. Then my friends find me and explain me that they were the sharks, because they are animagus or shapeshifters.
Date of Dream - SUN 20 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 745 - Too Many Power Points The started off with my at my old house, watching some weird episode of Supernanny. However when the episode of Supernanny was done, I tried to turn on the bathroom fan but was too scared to do it. The main reason was because a million power-points were popping up on the wall and this freaked me out greatly. Smaller factor that was limiting me is that Riku wasn’t coming. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 745 Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: SAT 19 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 744 - You Can't Summon Him I can’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was at a distorted version of Waverley Gardens shopping centre, where at the time, I was given the opportunity to do elevator practise with paper 18-Volt. However it was paper Riku that ended up coming and by the time we got to the elevator, it had closed and so we couldn’t do anything about it. I ended up, though, finding some weird, alternate way to get to the undercover car park. When I was finally down there, I was talking to my mum and that’s when I noticed six fingers on one of my hands. As I felt myself slightly lucid, I decided I wanted to summon Riku in a realistic manner. Riku in his Kingdom Hearts 2 appearance, started to generate with realistic features but he never fully manifested, and I was frustrated as the dream forced a disappearance on him. I continued about my dream but wasn’t doing much after this disappointment. I ended up having a scene where I was at a friend’s party, but I don’t remember much of it. After that scene, the dream ended. Dream No. 744 Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: FRI 18 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 743 - Illegal Dating I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was at one of my high school swimming carnivals at the Noble Park pools, but then were also people from other stages of my life there. One of the other people there was TH-101, but he was showing some questionable behaviour. As he went after two ladies that were very uncomfortable with the way he was acting, I pulled him over and told him off for what he was doing. Only then did he leave the girls alone and didn’t have intentions to seek out anyone else either. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 743 Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: THU 17 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 742 - I Don't Belong Here This dream, with its surroundings in the KH3 graphics, started inside the Mysterious Tower. For some reason, I felt like I didn’t belong with the Kingdom Hearts and Disney group, all because I didn’t like that Master Yen Sid disapproved of me not bowing at him like everyone else. As I was walking off, there was a voice in my head saying something like “I need to go somewhere where I’ll be happier; I’m just not happy here”. The dream then played a sub-scene which showed me sitting at the computer in my study room as the voice in my head said “If you go home, you won’t remember anything about being with Kingdom Hearts”; I also wouldn’t be able to come back. And as the sub-scene was playing, the energy around me felt dead and empty, and like I was just living a normal life. Back to the actual dream scene, as I was heading into the room that had the portal to my house (literally a round-shaped void of white light against a wall), Riku walked in behind me and spoke to get my attention. He said something along the lines of “Did you want to talk this out?”, but still being super upset from Master Yen Sid, I was adamant about going home and seemed to overlook the consequences of forgetting everything once on the other side; perhaps also thinking that Master Yen Sid may have sent Riku to speak to me as Keyblade Master duties. However, Riku’s energy suggested that he was desperate for me not to go and that his heart was breaking from the thought of losing me, that he wasn’t doing it for Master Yen Sid but for me. After I rejected his offer to talk about the matter, he became quiet as he carefully but quickly pondered how else he could convince me to stay. Through his energy once again, I could sense that he was recalling on the fact (based on the real life KH game lore) that he never hugs anyone, but he turned to me and said “Here, if this makes you feel better”; but as he was coming to hug me, I once again seemed to reject the offer. As I was about to go through the portal, the dream camera seemed to centre on Riku, showing him standing very still and although he tried to keep a straight face, a tear rolled out of his right eye and down his right cheek. However, right as I was about to be sucked up into the white void, I could here a voice saying “I think she’s being unreasonable”, with the female voice seeming to agree. My two main teddy OCs (from fiction I write IRL; they were human size in this dream!) came out of nowhere, from the left, running as fast as they could to stop me and pushed me, making me skid over onto the floor. I realised that they were listening to the conversation with Riku the whole time. As they pushed me to the ground, they then scrambled to get an anaesthesia mask and shoved it over my face in a bid to knock me unconscious to stop me from leaving. Apparently their plan was to gas me for a few days as to give KH members time to try and repair things. For this next part, a plethora of scenes seemed to be playing at one time; so the recap is done in the most logical way. An image was shortly shown of me ‘at the hospital’ which seemed to look more like a normal bedroom looking out onto a daytime setting. My two teddy OCs, Selvian (Male) and Sierra (Female) were sitting beside my bed but chatting amongst each other while I was asleep. The camera was then back in the Mysterious Tower as Riku came to the realisation that I hadn’t left and that I was indeed still in their world. Riku stated in a sense of urgency that I was still around and that he needed someone else to go and speak to me, in which Ventus volunteered. Riku went on to say that I was in the hospital in Traverse town. It was now fully the scene in the hospital (more like bedroom) and even though I was asleep, the dream camera was playing the scene from my perspective as if I was awake. Ventus was seen looking down at me, examining me as I still slept under the anaesthetic the teddies had put me under. It was then that Selvian came to the bedside to speak to Ventus in a friendly way as Sierra stayed in her chair, seemingly manning the ward phone if anyone was to call. After a while of Ventus and Selvian chatting, the dream changed scenes. I was now back at the mysterious tower and everyone, especially Riku, was happy to see me. Mickey ended up saying something like that they were a part of Disney and so their values are to accept everybody and make them feel like they belong, and that they appreciate me for who I am. The dream then ended. Dream No. 742 Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream - WED 16 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 741 - Separated Sections Dream 741 A - Prepare Yourself The dream, at the start, pre-empted to me that I was supposed to some some sort of exams at the Chisholm campus on Level 4, but there were a few scenes before this actually happened. I was firstly at Monash University, near one of the cafeterias, where I encountered some of the girls that were mean to me at high school. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 741 B - A Stroll In Twilight Town This dream was very short and was only one scene before I woke up permanently for the morning. Riku was in his KH3 HD cutscenes appearance and I was being carried by him, facing inwards, seemingly for a relaxing stroll. Beside us on one side were two storey apartment-like residence, so I felt like we were actually in Twilight Town. Nothing else happened in this dream. Dream 741 A Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No Dream 741 B Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
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Date of Dream: TUE 15 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 740 - Separated Sections Dream 740 A - Dreams of Friendship I don’t remember much about this dream. In-fact it may have only been one scene where the camera was panning across all the Kingdom Hearts Members, standing in the building of the Land of Departure and smiling or waving at me. That’s all I can remember about this dream. Dream 740 B - Shopping Restrictions I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my family and I were at some distorted version of Fountain Gate shopping centre. As my dad and brother were off doing something else, my mum and I went into a large clothes store as we looked at some unique designs that don’t exist in real life. I even tried a few garments on but at the dream got later, less and less clothes looked suitable for me and so we eventually ended up leaving the store. We met up with my dad and brother in the food court and then headed outside to try and go to the car. However, because of all the covid restrictions, there were swarms off police outside, all with testing kits on them. As one of them tried to push a swab down my mum’s nose, I screamed at them and was able to pull my mum away from them. As all four of us hurried back to the car to leave, the dream ended. Dream 740 C - Cooking Ham On The Floor The dream faded into vision with Riku being in my backyard, however wearing different clothes to normal. He seemed to be wearing a cream and black knitted jumper with normal medium-wash denim jeans. His body though, had the correct appearance based on Kingdom Hearts 3. The dream seemed to be playing from a third-person perspective as I could see Riku carrying me in a front-on way as he walked me up the sloping footpath at the side of the house. I could hear my voice request that Riku have his correct clothing, which the dream seem to flick in and out of. But his final clothing was the casual, incorrect clothing. I noticed Riku and I now at the upper garden bed, which was nothing but bare soil in the dream, as I saw him seemingly crouched over, but lifting me slightly up and down and laughing with me. The dream was then in the kitchen, where I was now with my mum. Although she was standing and looking to the stove, the dream camera seemed to point down to the floor and there I saw this massive square of thick ham. My mum was then magically slicing this thin ham without looking at it or even touching it, and she said to me that she was trying to work out how to cook the ham on the floor. The dream then ended. Dream 740 D - Kingdom Hearts Greetings Not much occurred in this dream as it only lasted for literally 5 minutes (11:10 AM – 11:15 PM) and then I woke up for good. Kingdom Hearts characters were in my vision. A few of them at the start but I couldn’t exactly identify them. The one I could first identify in the sequence was Merlin. Before I list the rest, they appeared a hologram above the same garden bed in Dream 740 C, each greeting me in their own little way; Merlin seemed to gracefully wave his wand. Next to greet me was Terra who just seemed to give a natural smile. And then came Aqua, but I could tell she was distorted in appearance. I asked for her to be in correct appearance. The dream did not change her but I could tell Aqua was trying to give me a smile through her distorted shell. After that was the Fairy Godmother who seemed to be dancing around a little bit as she twinkled her fingers and then lifted her wand. Then Master Yen Sid came next, standing in a graceful way as he then gave a surly, wizard-like smile. Next was Namine and my subconscious seemed to recall me writing to her last night in real life as not only did she greet me, but I was saying ‘hello’ two or three times as if I was greeting an excited puppy who was jumping up at my legs. This is the first time I’d ever met Namine in-dream. As Namine felt like the most powerful presence, I didn’t think there would be anyone else, however, there was. Riku appeared as the final projection as even though he didn’t give any significant, special motion, he remained as still as ever, holding a soft smile on his face. It’s like they knew the dream was fading and Riku, being my dream guide, was the one to farewell me. Dream 740 A Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No Dream 740 B Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No Dream 740 C Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No Dream 740 D Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: MON 14 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 739 - Choir At The Cinemas I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, myself as well as some other girls from my high school choir and Mr. Hickey were at some sort of cinema complex. We were going down the escalators as Mr. Hickey briefed us on what we were going to perform. There was only a short scene afterwards of us performing for some older people in one of the cinema rooms. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 739 Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: SUN 13 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 738 - Trialling Riku's Voice I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, it was supposedly at the Glen but then it was a very distorted version of David Jones where I went for some more elevator practice with my mum being there. I wanted Riku to take me, but I couldn’t get him to appear. However, Dreamy SW came and she offered to take me. And then Riku’s voice actor, David Gallagher appeared, and he asked me to trial for Riku’s voice for when he couldn’t do it anymore. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream No. 738 Dream Guide: Dreamy SW Lucid?: No
Date of Dream: SAT 12 SEP - 2020 Dream No. 737 - Separated Sections Dream 737 A - Timeout Military Camp I can’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was living in my own house in this dream, which felt somewhat like a castle tower. As I looked outside my main window, the dream went to playing a sub-scene. Apparently not just one person, but everyone that was on the MNW server at the time of an issue had all received a timeout and as a result, had to attend this compulsory camp led by a military commander. The way this military commander was barking orders at everyone was scary and I was so glad I wasn’t online during the time of the incident, so I did not have to attend the camp. I soon found out that the group would be coming to my tower for dinner, and that I was going to be the one making the dinner for the group. For the first night, I decided to make a meal including chicken schnitzel. Here I thought they’d all be in prison during dinner time and the military person would still be yelling and making everyone’s life hell. However, there was none of this in my place. In-fact everyone seemed to be having fun and were all happy, even the military guy was chill. I realised though, that once everyone left the tower, things would return to normal for the group; so I tried to keep them with me for as long as possible. I also decided that for the next night, I would make a beef meal. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 737 B - Awakening The Fire Element I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was moping around my house, specifically in the dining room, upset because of Riku always being absent and never showing up these days. As at one point I felt like crying in the dream, I was made to stand still as I felt a pair of arms gently embrace me, which from energy I could tell it was Riku. When he released me, I started to have this radiant deep orange glow around me, and then all of sudden fire burst out everywhere and this Legend of Spyro style music started playing in the background. As that happened, Aqua and Terra appeared behind Riku as a hologram and had the most shocked faces, but in amazement. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 737 C - Twitch Craziness I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I do remember, I was trying to watch something on EBo’s twitch channel when my brother came into my room and was distracting me really badly. As much as I tried to ward off my brother, he would not leave the room and eventually, he took my mouse and started putting all these weird emojis into EBo’s chat. The scene then changed to me being on Discord server in which weird things were happening. Although Riku was a mod on this server and he was indeed biased to help me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 737 A Dream Guide: None Lucid?: No Dream 737 B Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No Dream 737 C Dream Guide: Riku Lucid?: No
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